so here's your holidayyyy hope you enjoyed this time you gave it all awayyyy so when you're dead and goneeeee will you remember this night 20 years now lostttttt its not right
there was a haunted house in town; white walls, white tiles, wooden doors. seemed pretty normal, right? but many things happen every single night; voices, crying, screaming, poltergeist. the atmosphere was bad. probably the ghosts, probably just the weather. but i was sure it was haunted, because normal houses weren't this bad. at least that's what i saw from other houses around. so, i wrote poems for the ones living there and this is one of those poems.
So ig guy -- who will just be called IG -- has told me he and his wife have decided to stick it out at least until the kids move out. The youngest is starting college in the fall, they're big girls who should be able to grasp things just don't always work.
He's like "so I guess what I really do want is a mistress." Um, not really my scene. He said he totally knows that's not what I want and he's fine with a purely platonic friendship (if you are constantly thinking about fucking me, it's not purely platonic and you're just a liar hoping to someday get up my skirt) and that he understands if I don't even want that.
But we really like each other. He's the first person since M (7 years ago) I've really sparked with and he's said if he'd met me earlier he probably would have fallen in love with me.
I told him if they'd agreed to stay together just for the kids, he should talk to her about poly and try to get her to at least read about it (whether it's a yes or a no, really -- she should be making an informed decision) and that until then it'd have to stay on a friendship/emotional basis.
I also admitted to having real feelings for him and that I couldn't guarantee how long any type of relationship, including friendship, would last before it became just too painful to see and talk to him.
Wolfie and Four friendship appreciation doodles! They're shared secrets besties! I hope Four's distrust of the shadow crystal doesn't drive anything between them. Wild found his way into this compilation with a force. It seems I can't draw Wolfie and not include him too!