Take a Walk on the Wild Side- Journey to the Emerald City - Chapter
Summary- With the drama of Teddy's ex over, Lex and Teddy decided to explore their wild sides.
Warnings- smutty sex; discussions of dominance/submission; everything is consensual.
Previous Chapter - https://starshine-hockey-girl.tumblr.com/post/682609762641297408/final-reckoning-journey-to-the-emerald-city
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Saturday, March 16th- Teddy and Lex’s apartment
Lex bent down and picked the medium sized box before he walked into the apartment he shared with Teddy. It was fairly nondescript with nothing printed on the outside except for the shipping label. He placed it on the kitchen island before he went to the door of Teddy’s office. “Hey,” he said casually as he walked over and kissed the top of his head, “I am home. It’s my turn to cook dinner. Do you want pasta?”
She looked up with a smile, “Hey you! I am stuck in editing hell and have a ton of emails to plow through tonight so I won’t be ready until after six at the earliest. You can do pasta or order in. Whatever you want works for me.”
He walked over and grinned as he looked down at her, "I like it when you are agreeable. It's kind of a turn-on." He bent down to kiss and copped a quick feel of her boobs as she giggled. " I will leave you to your work." He said before he returned to the kitchen to grab a beer. His attention turned to the package and he remembered that he had ordered something online a few days previously. He tore the package open and studied the contents. It was most definitely not his package. The inner package was a glossy black box with the words Naughty By Nature written in red metallic ink across the lid. He opened the top lid, closed it quickly, then opened it again. "Bliss?" He called to her as he carried the box to her office. She turned in her chair to face him. "Do you need to tell me anything?" he asked in a hushed tone.
"No," she replied quickly, "What's in the box?
"You tell me," he continued, "It's from Naughty By Nature. Why would you order something from there?"
Teddy's eyebrows shot up, "They sent a box? I told them no. They sent something anyway?"
"Wait? They sent it to you? You didn't order anything?" he said in surprise.
"Yes, you do know how my job works, right?” she asked in return. He blinked and considered his answer. He had a vague idea of what she did. She had a YouTube channel along with Instagram and some new thing called TikTok. Beyond that, he had no clue about the details of how it all came together beyond the basics of her recording and editing. His forehead creased and Teddy smiled, “It's a conversation for another time. Short answer is that they emailed me to see if I would be interested in a paid promotion post. I discussed it with my team and replied no because sex toys are not really in “my brand” so the offer was declined. I guess they sent it anyway and it was forwarded to me. The real question is why you are worried about it.”
“I’m not….I’m not worried about it, Bliss,” he stammered, “A guy just wonders when a box of sex toys arrives to his girlfriend's attention. I thought we were doing pretty good with what we already have. Pinky and I make a pretty good team, right? We get the job done.”
Bliss stood up and walked over to him. She crooked her finger to beckon him to come closer. He bent down and she kissed him fully. “You absolutely get the job done,” she moaned, “You get the job done every time. I don’t need a box of toys to get my needs met.” She laughed and wiggled her eyebrows, “My man takes care of all my wants and needs.”
He smiled but Lex’s mind swirled with questions, “Teddy has a team? Teddy has a brand?” he thought to himself. He looked at her, tilted and then shook his head in disbelief. This part of her was a complete mystery to him. He couldn’t tell how he felt about it.
“Lex? Earth to Lex,” Teddy called, “What’s going on in that mind of yours?” She stood up and walked over to him. She looked up at his face then wrapped her arms around his waist. “What’s wrong, my love?” she asked quietly.
“How do I not know more about your work? I feel like that’s something I should know more about. We talk all the time about my work. Why is that?” he asked.
Teddy responded, “I don’t know, Lex. It just feels you have a career with a defined goal. You have tangible outcomes. Most of the time, I feel like I am flying by the seat of my pants here."
Lex took her hand and led her to the couch. He pulled her down as he sat and she adjusted herself to sit with her legs across his lap. “Flying by the seat of your pants? What does that mean?” he asked.
“I never intended this to become a full time job,” she said, “I started posting videos on YouTube because there weren’t any content creators who looked like me. I would watch these fashion and beauty videos and feel so frustrated. I just wanted to express myself. You know me-I have lots of opinions When I started getting noticed on YouTube, the positive feedback helped my confidence. It was comforting when people related to my content because it made me feel like less of an outcast.”
Lex’s eyes widened, “Outcast?”
Teddy looked down and examined her hands, “Lex, I know that you adore me, and this may come as a shock to you but other people sometimes find me weird. At least that’s what my anxiety tells me. It makes me feel alone and isolated. It’s been nice to get feedback that I am not alone. I have people who find me funny and smart and a bunch of other good things. I mean it’s sort of taken on a life of its own.”
“So when did you decide to make it a full time thing,” he asked.
“When we got together,” she answered. Again he looked surprised, “I knew that I couldn’t keep my corporate job and move to be with you in Pittsburgh. I figured if I was going to be making the leap of faith with you then I could take a leap of faith that this little “brand” I was developing could grow too. That it would be possible to share my authentic self and other people would love me like you love me. It just kept growing.” she kissed his cheek. “I do, however need to get back to work.”
He smiled at her as she got up to return to her office. “Hey Bliss, I know that you make money, but how much?”
She turned and shrugged, “Oh, I don’t know. If things go as projected, I will probably get a little over two this year.”
“Two? As in two hundred thousand?” he gasped, “That’s impressive.”
“No, Lex,” she corrected, “Two as in two million.”
"That's nearly as much as me," he croaked.
"Is that a problem?" she said quickly, the anxiety sweeping over her features.
"No, I just need to step up my game if I am going to be your provider," he shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't need you to provide me with money, Lex," she laughed.
"Oh yeah, what do you need me to provide you?" He countered.
"Meet in the bedroom with that box and I will show you," she said as she flashed her boobs.
Monday March 18th- Turtle Creek Therapy Center
"Jamie?" the petite brunette called from the door, "I'm ready for you." The tall blonde rubbed his thighs and stood up. He slowly walked to the door. They walked to her small and cozy office. Lex sat on the couch and looked around nervously. "So you wanted to see me alone?" Beverly asked.
Lex and Teddy had been seeing Beverly since their return from Pittsburgh. Her guidance had been crucial during the Chaz crisis and the aftermath. They had settled in a comfortable routine of bi-weekly appointments. Beverly was about to recommend graduating to once a month sessions.
"Uhhhh, yeah," he said softly. He leaned forward and rested his forearms on his thighs. "I have something that is bothering me and I need some help," he continued. He looked to the counselor for a response.
She looked back at him with a neutral face. "What's bothering you?”
He leaned back and rubbed his palms on his thighs. He looked down, "Ummm, I have some thoughts that are disturbing."
Beverly looked up from her notes. "Disturbing in what way? What are your thoughts?"
He didn't look up, "They are sexual thoughts. They are disturbing because of Bliss' past."
"I am not understanding. What kind of sexual thoughts?" Beverly asked.
Lex blushed, "Ummmm, Some kinky stuff like being aggressive with her physically, dominating her and controlling her. Nothing to hurt or injure her, but things like spanking and tying her up.” He looked up and observed Beverly’s neutral face. “You don’t think that they are disturbing thoughts?”
Beverly replied, “Well, my thoughts don’t matter as much as your thoughts on them. They seem like some not that out of the ordinary sexual fantasies. Why do you find them disturbing?”
Lex blinked, “You know her past. Chaz physically abused her. He sexually assaulted her. I am thinking of doing similar things. How is that not disturbing?”
Beverly smiled, “Are they similar, really? In these thoughts/fantasies, are these actions consensual? Is Teddy feeling pleasure from the actions?”
Lex ran his fingers through his curls, “Of course, they are consensual. I only want to give her pleasure sexually.”
Beverly asked, “How do you think Teddy would react to these thoughts/fantasies?”
Lex stammered, “I could never tell her about them. She would hate me.”
“So maybe it’s not the thoughts/fantasies that are disturbing? Maybe it’s your fear of her reaction to them?” Beverly suggested.
“You don’t think she would hate me?” Lex questioned.
Beverly shrugged, “I am not her, but I can’t imagine that she would hate you. Who knows? Maybe she would be open to exploring those fantasies with you.”
Lex looked up and appeared to be dumbstruck by Beverly’s answer.
“Let’s reverse the roles. What do you think your reaction would be if she came to you asked to explore something sexually? Would you hate her even if it was something that you are not interested in doing?” Beverly prodded.
“But we don’t have the same past. I don’t have her trauma,” he protested.
“Jamie, her trauma is not yours to manage. Teddy is strong. Do you really think that the conversation will trigger her trauma? Don’t you think that she can distinguish between past abuse and consensual sexual activity?” Beverly countered. “Teddy has been consistent in her communication during sessions that she trusts you and knows that she is safe with you. Why would that change?”
Lex started to speak but stopped.
“You have to decide for yourself, Jamie, if this is a conversation that you are able and willing to have with Teddy. I think that you have a lot of shame and guilt tied to fairly common sexual fantasy. The question might just be how much do you trust Teddy?”
Lex looked at his hands and thought. If there was anything that he knew for sure, it was that he could trust Teddy. He tried to imagine having the conversation with her. Given Beverly’s nonplussed reaction to the thoughts/fantasies, he pictured that she would not condemn or hate him. Suddenly he felt a bit silly about his fear. This was Teddy- his best friend and love. Teddy who had exposed herself completely to him in every way. Here he was working himself into a lather about a sexual fantasy. He chuckled to himself. Beverly raised an eyebrow.
“Sorry, I am just realizing that I may have been thinking irrationally,” he blushed.
“It happens to the best of us,” she responded, “Do you think you might be open to the discussion now?”
“Yeah, I think I can do it,” he smiled.
“If you want to do it in a session, we can but I think you can handle it on your own now,” she added.
“Yeah, I think so too,” he said as he stood up to go, “Thanks again for helping me process that.”
“Anytime, Jamie, anytime,” she got up to walk him out the door.
LATER THAT EVENING -Teddy and Lex’s apartment
“Bliss babe, I’m home,” Lex called out as he walked in the door of their apartment.
“I’m in the kitchen,” she called back. He walked in to find her making dinner. “Hey Lexaroni,” she smiled as he bent down to kiss her cheek. She was putting the final layer onto the homemade lasagna she had spent the afternoon constructing when Lex mentioned a craving for it that morning. “Mmmmm, give me a good kiss,” she teased. She turned to him and stood on her tiptoes as he leaned down to kiss her softly. The intensity of the kiss increased as he lifted her off of her feet and held her up. “Much better,” she grinned, “Where have you been? I thought you had this afternoon off.”
He put her down and walked over to the refrigerator to grab a beer, “Oh, I had a session with Beverly. I thought I told you.” She put down the cheese that she was spreading and looked at him. “I didn’t tell you?” he pursed his lips.
“You know damn well that you didn’t tell me that you were having a session with Beverly,” she said, “Do you think I would forget something like that? Wait, why did you have a solo session with Beverly?” Her mind started to race.
“Wait, wait, wait- Bliss,” he held up his hands. He could see the anxiety creeping across her face. “Don’t panic. It’s nothing bad or at least I know that now.”
“Now? You were unsure before, but still didn’t tell me?” she questioned.
“Yes, I had something that was bothering me that involved you and I needed to talk it out. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you ahead of time. I guess I was embarrassed or something,” he stammered.
Teddy looked at him and paused. His breath was rapid. His weight shifted from side to side. He looked and acted nervous. She struggled to remember when she had seen him like this before. Then she remembered his behavior in St. Thomas before he declared his love for her. Before that, it was outside of her apartment after their first fight. “Lex,” she said softly, “Let’s move past whether you told me or not. What did you need to talk out with Beverly? Something involving me?” He nodded his head yes. “Can you tell me now? I am really trying not to freak out, but it’s getting really hard,” she pleaded.
He took her hand and led into the living room. She sat down and he paced. “Not helping Lex,” she teased.
He sat down next to her and then stood up again, “Shit, why am I making this so hard?” He paced back and forth. Teddy watched him. He sat down and ran his hands through his curls, "Ummmm, I was having sexual fantasies and they concerned me."
"What kind of sexual fantasies?" Teddy said quietly. "Are you not happy with our sex life?"
He turned to her and grabbed her hands, "No, don't start doubting yourself. I am trying to tell you but I am fucking terrified."
"Terrified of what?" she asked.
"Terrified that you will think less of me or love me less," he whispered.
"Lex, it's you and me forever- no matter what, whatever it takes," she reassured, "Just tell me."
"Kinky stuff like rough sex, controlling and dominating you, spanking and other stuff," he said in a voice barely above a whisper. He looked down.
Teddy inhaled, "That's it?"
Lex's head popped up, "Yes? You're not upset or freaked out?"
“I thought you were going to say something awful like a threesome,” Teddy smiled and climbed into his lap, "Lex- that's what you were so worried about? Why?"
Lex looked into her eyes, "I thought it would remind you of before- you know, HIM." After the sentencing, Teddy refused to say the name of her abusive ex,Chaz.
Teddy caressed his cheek, "Lex, sweetheart, I trust you. I know that I am safe with you. You would never intentionally hurt me. Breathe, you're overthinking it. You're totally pulling a Teddy." Lex leaned his face into her hand. She rubbed his cheek, "Can I ask you one thing?" He nodded yes. "This is in addition to our normal stuff, right? You're happy with everything else?" she asked quietly.
"I am so happy with everything else. If you say no, I will understand completely," he answered.
"I am not saying no," she whispered.
"You're not saying no?" he smiled.
"I am not saying no," she kissed him, "I'm not saying no."
"Really?" he looked at her in amazement.
"I mean we've done the spanking thing once. I liked it. I liked it A LOT," she kissed him again before hopping up.
"Where are you going?" he asked. She walked into the kitchen and put the lasagna into the refrigerator. From there, she walked past him to the bedroom to grab her purse and put on her shoes.
She walked back into the living room and looked at him, "Let's go."
"Go where?" He asked.
"Going on an adventure," she smiled, "Let's go."
He got up reluctantly and followed her downstairs to her Jeep. She smiled as she started the engine and hit play on the playlist. "You have a Sexy Lexy playlist? seriously?" he joked.
"Yes, do you want to know when I play it?" she teased back.
"When?" he asked incredulously.
"When are you on the road and I have to take care of myself." she laughed. They drove along listening to the music. Teddy sang a particularly robust version of Kisses Down Low before she pulled into the parking lot and parked neatly.
Lex turned to her in disbelief. "Why are we here?" he asked as he looked up at the Condoms To Go sign.
Teddy smiled, "We are exploring options." She got out of the Jeep and headed into the store. She called out, "Come on Lex!" He sheepishly followed her. Teddy grabbed a handbasket and started at one end of the store. "So let's start here," she said bluntly as she stood in front of the lube section. He looked at her like a deer in headlights. "Lex, you want to try new things, right? Then we need to see what's available. Would you rather start with the restraints?" She said matter of factly, "We haven't needed lube in the past but maybe we should get some just in case?"
Lex stared at it for a moment before busting out laughing. "I love you Bliss," he laughed again, "Oh God, I love you." He picked out a bottle and held it up in question. Teddy gave her approval and he placed it in the basket. They moved on to the section of paddles, whips and crops. They eyed each other nervously. Lex reached for a small rubber whip and Teddy held out her arm. He looked around the store and then swatted her. She shrugged her shoulders. “No good?” he asked.
“Is that the way that you would use it? Not much of a sting. Try it again like you would use it,” she suggested. He swatted again with more force. Again she shrugged and he put it back. “Try a paddle,” she offered. She smiled with his next swat, “That’s good.”
He placed it on the basket, “You like that?”
“Yeah,” she answered with a ragged sigh, “Should I try one on you?” His eyebrow raised slowly and he held out his arm as she selected a leather cat-o-nine tails. She swatted softly and he laughed. She lifted her eyes to his and struck with much more force. He instinctively bit his lip to keep from yelping, but nodded yes. She dropped it in the basket.
Slowly they made their way to the various types of restraints. She turned to Lex, kissed his bicep and wrapped her arm around his waist. "What were you thinking?" She said softly. He lightly touched the handcuffs as they moved onto leather cuffs. "I prefer those. I am afraid metal handcuffs will bruise my wrists," she remarked. He picked an assortment and placed it in the basket. They passed the gag section. "Keep walking- hard no on anything in this section," she said in a slight panic.
She walked quickly into another section. Lex grabbed her hand and pulled her into his body, "Breathe, Bliss, breathe." She pressed her face into his body and took a deep breath. "Do you want to leave or keep going?" Teddy looked at the additional sections and took his hand. She led him to the costume section. "Oh this could get fun," he said as he fingered a sexy nurse outfit. She gave him a grin and selected one. They resembled kids in a candy store as they threw costume after costume into the basket- sexy cop, sexy construction worker- all the sexy occupations.
They slowly and methodically made their way through the store. In the end, they had filled 3 hand baskets full of various toys, costumes, restraints and miscellaneous other items. There was a battle of wills at the cash register over who paid. In the end, Lex slid his card to pay for the almost thousand dollar total as he said, “My fantasy- my expense.”
“Lex, but some of those things are things I added so not completely you,” she countered.
He turned to her and said firmly, “Don’t argue with me, Kitty Kat.” He stared into her eyes with an intensity that she hadn’t seen before. “Be a good girl and don’t argue with me.” Teddy blinked slowly and nodded her yes. She looked around the store. No one seemed to be paying attention to their interaction. Lex gathered the bags and wrangled to carry them in his large, left hand. He held his right hand, “Let’s go, Kitty Kat.”
Teddy felt a rush of warmth wash over her. It began somewhere in her gut and radiated out. Within seconds, her cheeks reddened. Her skin felt like she was under a heat lamp. There was a slow and steady pulsating sensation between her legs. She stood perfectly still and stared up at him. He cleared his throat, leaned forward and repeated firmly “Let’s get in the car, Kitty Kat.”
“Yes Sir, “ she squeaked as she grabbed his hand. She stared at the ground as they walked. She felt his stare as they walked to her jeep. He opened the driver door, placed the bags in the back seat and stood back from her to allow her get into the driver’s seat. She watched and felt oddly dissociated. Her eyes moved to the top of his head and slowly over his body. She licked her lips as her gaze moved over his broad shoulders and onto his biceps, across his chest and downward.
“Bliss?” he questioned when she didn’t move. The sound of her nickname permeated her fog and snapped her back to reality. She looked around and got her bearings. Honestly, she didn’t remember how she got into that spot. She had no memory after “Be a good girl and don’t argue with me” which had been preceded by “Kitty Kat.” Lex’ head tilted, “Bliss, you okay?”
She nodded and handed him her keys, “Can you drive home please? I seem to be a little out of it.” He took them from her and placed his hand on the small of her back. Wordlessly, he guided to the passenger side of the jeep. He held his hand out for her to grab and get into her side. She turned to look at him. He kissed her lips before shutting the door. He jogged over to the driver side and got in. He turned the ignition and watched her out of the corner of his eye. She placed her hand on his thigh and took a deep breath. “So…..” she said softly, “Kitty Kat?.....” She gulped, “Kitty Kat is good- really good.”
“Really?” he asked.
“Oh yeah,” she said in a ragged breath. “Most definitely. Lex, drive….,” she panted, “Take me home. Take me home now.” He sped home and they raced to the apartment. Lex pressed his body against her as she struggled to unlock the door. “God damn it,” she muttered to herself until he placed his hand over hers and unlocked the door. The bags were thrown down onto the floor as she closed and locked the door. Lex’s hands made quick work of getting his jeans and boxers down while he walked back to her. Teddy hitched her dress up and pressed her back against the door. She bit her lip as his hand went to the underwear and she heard the fabric rip. Her eyes widened at his aggression and she bit her lip as he lifted her legs, placed them around his hips and thrusted into her. It was not their first time to fuck against the front door, but it was mostly definitely a new level of intensity. There were no words, but the passion was clearly communicated through groans, grunts and the intermittent squeals from either of them.
After they both reached their climax quickly, he walked them to the bedroom and plopped her on the bed. They scrambled to remove their remaining clothes before their bodies intertwined together. They fucked until their bodies were spent and Teddy’s throat was raw from screaming. Sweat dripped from his forehead as he collapsed onto her body. “That…. That was….. That was,” he panted, “I don’t even know how to describe it.”
She kissed his neck and tasted the saltiness before she nipped at his ear. “We don’t need to describe it,” she assured him, “but I agree. It was next level.”
Lex pushed up a bit and stared down at her lovingly. “It wasn’t too aggressive? I didn’t hurt you?” He pushed the hair out of her eyes.
“Not too aggressive. The panty rip was a nice touch though,” She grinned up at him, “I might be sore tomorrow but I’ll take it.”
“If I get too aggressive, you’ll tell me, right?” he said as kissed her softly.
“Yes, I will,” she whispered and blushed.
“What?” he laughed.
“Can you put the lasagna in the oven?” she giggled, “I’m starving.” He rolled his eyes and got up out of bed. She watched his nudy body walk to the bedroom door. “Lex,” she called out and he turned, “Want to test that aggressive fucking thing again while it bakes?”
A broad grin spread across his face, “I am afraid I am all aggressively fucked out, but I can do a soft and gentle if you like.”
She returned the grin, “Hurry up.”
“Bliss, you don’t get to be bossy when we do the kinky stuff,” he chastised her.
“Ohhhh, I will be a good Kitty Kat during the kinky stuff,” she laughed, “Until then…..”
Wednesday- March 20th- Teddy/Lex’s apartment
Teddy stretched on the couch and looked at her phone. Lex should have been back in his room already. The team had dinner tonight to celebrate Justin Dowling’s engagement. Lex always called when he got back to the hotel room. It was their thing.
Teddy sighed and started a Facetime call with Lex. He picked up on the third ring- out of breath. Teddy smiled when she saw his shirtless form leaning against white leather headboard. He struggled to catch his breath as he pulled the sheet to cover the lower part of his body.
Teddy: You didn’t call when you got the room. I was worried.
Lex: Oh, I haven’t been back long
Teddy: Lex? Why are you out of breath?
Lex stares into the phone
Teddy's eyes widened: Were you…..?
Her voice lowered: jacking off?
Lex groaned out loud.
Teddy: Let me see. I want to see it.
Lex: Must you?
Teddy: Let me see your cock
Lex pulled back the sheet to reveal his body.
Teddy: Why do you look bigger on the phone? Holy crap.
Lex: Bliss, you are not helping here
Teddy: Sorry- hey do you want to see me?
She stripped off her nightgown and held the phone out so he could get a full body shot. His hand went back to work as he stared at the phone.
Lex: Bliss….talk to me
Teddy began to tell him all the things she would do to him if she was in the room. Within a few minutes, Lex set the phone down and walked into the bathroom to grab a washcloth to clean up. He came back to the bed and Teddy sat waiting, fully clothed again.
Lex: Bliss…. Why did you put on your clothes?
Teddy: I want to talk to you and you get distracted when I am naked.
Lex: Talk about what?
Teddy: First, I want to know why you didn't call me if you wanted to….
Lex: I don’t call you every time I jerk off on the road, Bliss
Teddy: Why not?
Lex: Because sometimes I am in the shower. Other times, it’s a quick one.
Teddy: Oh- makes sense
Lex: Glad to hear.
Teddy: So what were you thinking about before I called- you know while you were….
Lex: You are not going to let this drop, are you?
Teddy: Nope
Lex: I was thinking of the kinky stuff.
Teddy: Specifically?
Lex: You will find out soon.
Teddy: Oh, you have plans?
Lex: Yes, Friday after lunch
Teddy: Oh
Lex: Still okay with it?
Teddy: I think so….
Lex: Bliss….
Teddy: Can you say the name again? The one that you called me?
Lex whispered: Kitty Kat…
Teddy bit her lip and hissed: Yes….say it again
Lex: Kitty Kat- you are not in charge
Teddy whispered: Yes Sir
Lex: Good God Bliss….
Teddy whispered: I am a little scared, Lex. What if I don’t do it right?
Lex: I can guarantee that you will do it right. What else scares you?
Teddy: I am scared that you will want to do something that I don’t want to do but I can’t say no after we start.
Lex: You can always say no. At any point you change your mind, tell me and I will stop. No questions asked. We can have a safe word-just say the safe word and I will stop. What do you want the word to be?
Teddy: Ummmmm, Elphaba
Lex laughs: You must torture with me Wicked always, eh?
Teddy: Always
Lex: What do you not want me to do? I know that you have been thinking about it. Gags are a definite no, right?
Teddy: Yes- no gags. I don’t want anything to do with bodily fluids- no spitting, peeing. I don’t want anal-yet.
Lex: Yet? Okay.
Teddy: Ummmm, don’t get angry but I don't want to be yelled at. I don’t want to be shamed or humiliated. If you seem angry, I will become frightened. That is what scares me.
Lex paused: Did you think I would do those things?
Teddy: I didn’t say that they were rational fears. You said to tell you what scares me. You being angry or not in control of your emotions and actions scares me. I will be defenseless if I am restrained or blindfolded.
Lex can see the anxiety creeping into her features: We don’t have to do it if it scares you.
Teddy’s eye flashed up at him: I am not saying no. I am saying yes, with limits.
Lex: If you change your mind
Teddy interrupted: I will tell you. I am a fully willing participant in this adventure. If you couldn’t tell by my reaction the other night, the idea of it is quite stimulating for me. Quit thinking of this as something only for you. It’s for us- if we let it be.
Lex: Are you really into it?
Teddy: Very much so.
Lex: I am glad.
Teddy: Me too. I need to get some sleep. I have an early session with Matt tomorrow and I am completely slammed. It seems like my Friday afternoon is booked solid with potential orgasms.
Lex: I love you, Bliss.
Teddy: I love you back, my beautiful hunk of a man.
Lex: I will be home late tomorrow night after the game.
Teddy: Talk to you tomorrow morning? Let me know if you need any assistance if anything arises.
Friday March 22nd- Teddy and Lex's apartment
Teddy tried not to stare around the clock on her computer. Technically it was ten minutes twelve and Lex had said afternoon. She had tried to narrow down specifics from him- only to be met with a firm, "You are not in control, Kitty Cat," from Lex each time.
The front door opened quietly and Lex walked in. He held a bag in his hand and walked quickly into the bedroom. Teddy came racing from her office into the bedroom. She slid in her socks across the floor and into Lex's solid body. "Out!" he commanded, "Do not enter until I tell you." She stared at him and he stared back. "Did I stutter, Kitty Kat? he questioned.
Teddy felt the immediate flush come over her body. She bit her lip, "Where would you like me to wait, Sir?" His eyes did a slow scan of her body. He paused and licked his lips. Lex raised his finger and did the turn around motion. She swiveled in slow motion, "Do I meet with your approval?
"Yes, but respectfully-get out," he smiled as he playfully swatted her bottom on her way out. "No peeking- do you hear me?" He called, "eyes on the television."
She nodded and left the room. When she sat down on the couch, her bottom was close to the edge. She could hear him moving around in the bedroom and she strained to identify the sounds. Teddy swore that she heard her bedside table drawer open and close. Time seemed to stand still and her legs bounced restlessly. She fought the urge to call him. Finally the door opened and she heard his footsteps come up behind her. He bent over and whispered, "Look at who was a good girl for me. You followed directions." Teddy felt the goosebumps form on her arms. She turned to look into his eyes. She was unsure what she expected to find but was met with calm blue eyes of her beloved Lex. He smiled softly and pushed up on his knees to stand up. Her eyes followed him as he walked around the couch. He wore black satin boxers that did not conceal his impressive size. The smooth fabric hugged his thighs and buttocks. He bent down into a squat and the fly revealed a flash of skin. He placed his hands on her knees for stability.
"Kitty Kat- on the bed, there is an outfit for you to wear. Once you are dressed and ready, I want you to call for me. You may call me any name but Lex. From that point on, I expect you to obey every command. Do you understand?" He said in a firm, but gentle voice. Teddy's legs bounced beneath his knees. She trembled with excitement. Lex pressed his lips together and spoke again, "I can tell that you are nervous. I am too." Her eyes flashed up at him and she gave a supportive smile. "You are safe, Kitty Kat. You don't have to think anymore-just listen and obey. Turn the noise off." He implored.
Teddy repeated, "I am safe. You will always protect me. You love me and will not harm me."
Lex smiled, "Go get ready, Kitty Kat."
She stood up and walked into the bedroom. Lex had dimmed the lights and the glow of dozens of candle illuminated the bed. On the nightstand, she observed what looked to be several toys concealed by a hand towel. She walked to the bed, picked up the green lace teddy from the bed and walked into the bathroom. Quickly, she stripped out of her casual workout clothes. She held up up the small teddy and stepped into it gingerly.
Her pale skin peeked through the emerald green lace. She adjusted her full breasts within the deeply plunging neckline. She adjusted the strings that clung to the top of her thighs. Her hips were accentuated by the high cut of the teddy. She felt exposed by the lack of material to cover her crotch. Her fingers ran through her hair. She called out, "Ummmmm, Sir? Should I put my hair up? So it doesn't get in the way?"
"Yes, Kitty Kat- put it up. Are you ready yet?" He answered as calmly as his racing heart would allow.
“Not yet, I won’t be much longer though,” she answered back. Teddy mentally debated how to put up her hair that would take the least amount of effort and yet effectively keep her hair out of her face. She decided on a messy top bun in case she spent time on her back. Afterwards,she stood silently and examined her reflection before she turned her back to the mirror. Her mind was a cacophony of random thoughts that created a soft buzz in her head. The memory of Lex's voice interrupted her thoughts, "You do not have to think-just listen and obey. Turn the noise off." She took each intrusive thought, acknowledged it and released it like a helium balloon. Eventually the noise was replaced by a calm silence. She inhaled deeply and turned back to look at herself. She smiled and thought to herself, "Hello gorgeous." She squared her shoulders, walked to the bed, sat on the bed with her legs spread. She called out, "I am ready, Sir."
His head snapped up and he hopped over the couch. The door opened and he stepped in. Her eyes met his gaze and he gulped. "What do you want me to do first?" she said confidently.
“Stand up,” he commanded, “Turn around and crawl onto the bed.” She stood, turned slowly and crawled onto the bed. She looked back to get a sense of what was going to happen next. He shook his head slowly and smiled. “Turn around, Kitty Kat,” he ordered. Her eyebrows furrowed together momentarily and she turned around. She felt her heart race and breath become erratic. She forced herself to look at the headboard as she waited. He grabbed something from the bedside table and climbed on the bed behind her. She felt his legs press against the back of her thighs as his torso rested against her back. His weight pushed her down onto the bed and she gasped. “Turn your face, Kitty Kat,” he whispered, “Turn it so you can see me.”
She placed her right cheek against the bed and looked at him. He saw the anxiety and trepidation in her eyes. “I can stop,” he whispered softly, “I can stop right now.” She shook her head no vigorously. “Do you want me to keep going?” he asked gently. She nodded yes while she bit her lip. “Take the negative thoughts and let them go,” he kissed her neck, “Bliss, let them go. You are safe. I will keep you safe.”
She blinked, took in a deep breath and exhaled slowly, “I am safe. You will keep me safe.”
“Better? Ready now?” he questioned.
She smiled, “All better. I’m ready…… Sir”
She felt him rock his hips into her body, “Damn, that turns me on” he moaned, “Let’s go. Put your hands above your head. I am going to restrain them.” She did as instructed and he quickly bound her wrists together with the leather cuffs. Teddy attempted to pull her wrists apart to test the resistance. It was firm but not uncomfortable. “Lift your head, Kitty Kat,” he directed, “I am going to put on the blindfold.” Again she complied with his instruction. He gave her a moment to adjust to the removal of one of her senses. His body weight returned to her back, “What’s the safe word?” he asked quietly, “If it gets too intense, what should you say?”
She rocked her hips so her ass pressed into his crotch, “Elphaba. I will say Elphaba if I can't take it.” In her mind, she determined that she would not use it. She would allow herself to be taken to whatever extreme he chose. If this was his fantasy, she would fulfill it to the best of her ability and not let her fear stop her.
“Good girl,” he remarked as he reached for the paddle and moved into position. The first swat took her by surprise and she gasped. It wasn’t particularly painful but she definitely felt it. The residual sting stimulated her. She felt her nipples harden and a throb formed between her legs. She gritted her teeth and waited in anticipation of the next one. The adrenaline rushed through her body with every swat. Her body responded with a release of hormones that resulted in a wave of euphoria washing over her body. She relaxed and let the sensations take her on the ride.
She had her first orgasm as soon as he slid his finger through her dripping folds. Teddy didn’t recognize her own voice as she screamed and moaned in ecstasy. Lex took her through a roller coaster of physical sensations. After the paddling, he edged her- switching back and forth between the intense vibrations of Pinky to the softer, gentler feel of his tongue and hands. He flipped her over roughly and thrust deeply into her pussy that was beyond warm and wet for him. The soft words of praise elevated her until she was in an almost trance-like state. “Kitty Cat, you’re doing so well. You are taking me so good,” he grunted into her ear as he exploded into her.
Teddy lost count of the orgasms as she delved deeper into the “sub space” of her mind. There was nothing but the increasingly heightened sensations and overwhelming doses of chemicals- endorphin, cortisol, adrenaline and oxytocin. When Lex exploded into her for the fourth and final time, she felt like she was floating in space-on high that she had never experienced before. When Lex removed the blindfold, she stared at him with eyes that were glazed over. He released her hands from the cuffs and they immediately wrapped around his neck, drawing him close to her. They stayed like that for a few minutes. Her legs wrapped around waist. The line between where he ended and she started seemed to blur.
Lex looked down and kissed her softly, “You did so good, Kitty Kat. You did so good.” She nodded in response, unable to make herself speak. His eyes widened, “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” She patted his chest and then patted her chest before flashing him the okay sign. Her finger pointed to her mouth and she signaled that she couldn’t speak. She pointed to herself again and flashed the okay sign until he nodded in understanding. “Do you need something to drink? Are you thirsty?” he asked. She looked around the room as if observing it for the first time. “Bliss, are you thirsty?” he asked again. The sound of her name brought her focus back to him. She nodded yes and he jumped to retrieve a glass of water for her. She rolled onto her side and lifted her arms into the air to wave them around. It felt like she was floating in space and she watched her body move with a bemused detachment.
He returned with water and held it out to her. It was a comedy of errors as he watched her attempt to get into an upright position so she could drink it. Her arms and legs suddenly felt like jelly. She gave him a goofy grin. “I am going to start the shower, Bliss,” he said as he pulled her to her feet. She wrapped her arms around his waist from behind and willingly followed him into the bathroom.
She blinked when she turned and saw her reflection in the mirror. Her hair was a mess, her lips were swollen from kissing and her bottom bore red marks all over it. Yet, she felt beautiful and confident in a way that she never felt before. There was no countering negative thoughts. No “yeah, but your belly isn’t flat” or “your thighs jiggle” thoughts. It was just an overwhelming wave of “damn, I’m hot” that made her smile. Lex held out his hand and she entered the shower with him. She leaned back and rested her body against his solid muscle as he tenderly washed her body and hair. He kissed her cheeks, neck and shoulders as his hands lathered the soap across her chest and then turned her to rinse it off. She hummed and he observed her in complete rapture. She had truly turned into the embodiment of the word, Bliss.
When they exited the shower, he began to towel dry her as she started to giggle. “What’s so funny, Bliss?” he asked with a laugh. She continued to giggle and then moved her hands to her face. “What’s so funny?” he asked again.
“Lex,” she giggled, “Lex- do you have….” Her body shook with laughter.
“Do I have what?” he questioned.
“Do you have….” she tried again, “Do you have a BIG penis?” She doubled over in laughter.
“Do I have a what?” he tilted his head, “Bliss, you have seen me naked for almost a year and a half. You don’t know what size my penis is? It was just all up in your business a few minutes ago, Bliss.”
She continued to giggle uncontrollably until she took a deep breath. “But is it ummmm big? Like compared to other penises,” she questioned. Her voice was a delightful mix of wonder and childlike innocence. He stood and stared at her until she stood up straighter. “I don’t know, Lex. I have only seen two in my whole life so I don’t know if Chaz was small or if you are just really BIG,” she explained with an embarrassed grin. She started to ramble, “I’ve always wondered. It seems really big to me. Is it big? Do you have a big COCK?” He shook his head as guided her into the bedroom. “Answer my question, Lex,” she demanded, “Do you have a big COCK?” Her emphasis on the word cock made him laugh. She sounded like a child discovering a new, but forbidden word which drove her desire to repeat it over and over. “Cock, cock, cock- Lex has a BIG COCK,” she giggled.
He spun her around and placed her nightgown over head. She wiggled her body into and continued her chant. “For the love of God, Bliss- yes!” he answered in mock anger, “Yes, I have a BIG COCK.” They exchanged a look before they both broke down in giggles.
Teddy started dancing around the room, “You fuck me with a BIG COCK….with a BIG COCK and I take it good. I know how to fuck your BIG COCK.” He looked at her in amusement before turning to walk into the living room. She danced/ran after him, “Lex…. Lex…. it’s the truth, right? I do know how to fuck your BIG COCK.”
He turned around and jockeyed into his sweatpants, “Yes, Kitty Kat. You know how to fuck my BIG COCK.”
She crossed her arms and jutted out her lip, “Not Kitty Kat. Bliss- me- Bliss knows how to fuck your BIG COCK.”
He scooped her into his arms, “Bliss- Bliss knows how, okay? My Bliss knows to fuck me and love me and make me feel like the luckiest man in the world.”
She smiled at him, "Do you like my kitty kat? Do you like fucking it?"
"Bliss- are you trying to some sort of world record for saying fuck?" He teased as he carried her to the couch, "Making love to you is my favorite thing to do in the whole wide world." She scrambled to climb into his lap. "Any other burning sex questions you need to ask?" He asked jovially.
"When did you know that you wanted to fuck me?" She grinned as finger traced along his collarbone.
"I thought I wanted fuck the first time I saw you in that black bikini. You were the hottest woman I had ever seen," he moved her hair out of her eyes, "Then I talked to you and knew for a fact that I wanted to fuck you."
"That soon?" She pushed up and licked his face, "You wanted this Kitty Kat that soon?" She made a game out of licking all over his face.
"I am going to regret giving you that nickname, eh? he smiled.
"It's not my fault you made me cock drunk with that BIG COCK," she laughed, "I am just a helpless Kitty Kat and you are a big ol' tiger."
"A tiger?" He laughed, "I am too tame to be a tiger."
"Oh no," she countered, "You are a wild beast who makes this Kitty Kat purr."
"Well, this tiger loves you Kitty Kat, but if I don't eat soon, I am going to bite," he laughed and reached for his phone. "What do you want to eat? You get to pick since you were such a good girl."
She made her selection and snuggled into him as he ordered on his phone. When he finished, he turned his attention back to her. She wiggled her eyebrows at him. He tilted his head in question. “I am afraid to ask what’s going on in that cock drunk brain of yours,” he smiled.
“My big ol’ tiger is going to be gone for a whole week. He is going to leave his Kitty Kat all by herself,” she purred as she crawled onto his lap, “Will you miss me?”
“You know I will,” he said softly. He was not looking forward to the week long separation, particularly with recent development in their sex life.
“You should take a video of me to take with you on the road for you when you get lonely for me on the road,” she kissed his neck. “Maybe you should have TWO videos- one of your Bliss that loves you so and one of your Kitty Kat that is so naughty for you.”
Lex blinked in shock, “You want to make a sex tape? I am not sure I should take advantage of you while you are cock drunk.”
“I know what I want,” she murmured, “Do you want it?”
“You know I want it,” he groaned.
“Okay, get your camera ready,” she smiled as moved away from him. “Kitty Kat is going to put on a show for you.”
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The Daycare Attendants!
(My versions :3)
•Designs of Moon and Sun remain the same as most ones you’d find, just clean Sun up a bit and same with Moon cause they dusty-
•Eclipse can be any design you’ve seen! It’s not specified, I like all the designs people came up with!(ALTHOUGH- I do rlly like the idea of him having 4 arms cause he’s sorta an amalgamation of Sun and Moon so I’ll keep that….also he’d have 2 peepees I’m sorry-)
Facts about all 3:
-Pansexual
-7 feet tall
-clingy
-can’t open their mouths usually, so it is stuck in that smile, but they are very expressive with their eyes. (Eclipse might be able to open his mouth but it’s not graceful- also inside it’s just wet and dark and he has a weird big pointy tongue)
-he/they/it pronouns [Eclipse prefers it/they, Sun prefers he/they, and Moon prefers he/they as well!]
-they all don’t rlly like themselves :,<
-abandonment issues and past traumas
-all gone through some forms of trauma or abuse
-all innocent, any aggressiveness shown from them are because of the corruption by glitchtrap, Vanny, or just because they got issues man,, they ain’t treated right
-tHey all deserve better :<
-all are INCREDIBLY strong, all 3 being able to punch through a play structure wall (made of thick plastic- not stone or anything-) if they wanted to, but most of them don’t usually do that
🌞 ! Sun !🌞
( artist unknown, credit to them ^^)
-OCD and mild anxiety :,)
-Possibly a bit of ADHD or Dyslexia? (He’s more just frantic than anything, but he does also have to pay attention to a lot of things at once all day long-)
-A bit clumsy, which really doesn’t help with his OCD
-Gets flustered easily which usually triggers his clumsiness
-A bit twitchy and fidgets a lot, does play with his fingers while talking
-VERY harsh on himself, bullies himself when he makes a mistake
-Common phrases said (that you’ll find in my OneShots!) : “oh my..” “hello friend!” “C-clean up clean up!” “Oh no-nno!!” “Oh goodness” “I-I’m sorry!”
-Nicknames he uses for you: friend, little one, Starshine, Sunflower
-Nicknames for him: Sunny, Sundrop, Sunshine
-Has a nearly constant stutter
-Occasionally picks the paint off his fingers (sometimes that will be to an extent of it being a self harm type thing so that’ll be specified in the beginning of the OneShots- otherwise it’s just a general anxiety thing) also: it’s applied paint to the animatronic- not paint he got on him from finger painting with the kids again or smth-
-Likes: kids, drawings, hugs-lots and lots of hugs, physical affection, glitter glue, slime (although he’s not supposed to play with slime since it easily gets into his wires and gets them all sticky)
-Dislikes: rulebreakers, a mess, things being unorganized, teenagers but he’d reluctantly agree to give them another chance (last one said something inappropriate at the daycare and called him “creepy” not only by looks but for being so interested in children-) still they mean to him >:(
-Interests (sexually): HUGE praise kink, (loves being called a good boy) always submissive, usually a bottom boy, likes pet names, a bit of a mommy/daddy kink? More so with mommy, and he doesn’t care if his “mommy” is the one peggin’ him, if u know what I mean ;) unsure of other kinks but trusts you enough to try them out :,33
🌚 ~ Moon ~ 🌚
( Art by cinnamonsly/cinnamonsly22 )
Depression, PTSD and anxiety, occasional Hallucinations
Also gets flustered easily, but instead of becoming a sputtering mess like Sun, he just groans and hides his blushing face in his hat :,)
Common phrases said (that you’ll find in my OneShots!) : “NiGhtY nigHtt~” “uGh, cLeAn uP cLeAn uP!!” “NaUghtyyy~” “nAuGhtYy bOyy~” “t-tiMe oUt”
Nicknames they use for you: (little) Starlight, little one, Moonbite, Dear
Nicknames for them: Moony, Moondrop, Moonshine,
Likes: naptimes, lullabies, cuddles, being gentle,
Dislikes: bright lights, flashing lights, loud sudden noises, being disrupted during nap time, naughty children, Vanny, Glitchtrap, himself,
Interests (sexually): usually a bottom, usually submissive, but occasionally likes to punish you too ;) so he’s a switch,, also has a praise kink, but does enjoy punishment. Nothing too bad, he enjoys spanking, overstimulation and not being able to cum until you say so- of course, only if he’s been a naughty boy ;3
Loves aftercare, and loves taking care of you❤️
🌗 Eclipse 🌗
( Art by @shandzii )
Hallucinations, GlitchTourettes (don’t really gotta explain that one but occasionally his interrupted by a sudden tic-twitching movement or just an outright glitch)
The most mentally unstable out of all of them
Stims a LOT
Glitches a lot too
Doesn’t talk much to people, and takes a while to trust you
Obsessive behaviour when he spends enough time with someone
Gets jealous of people getting the attention of people they like (all of them feel this way but Eclipse expresses it outwardly the most-)
Usually straight up hostile to everyone, whereas Sun is always nice and Moon only punishes when he’s been taking control of and when a child misbehaves/someone who isn’t supposed to be there breaks in
Has a short temper
Common phrases said (that you’ll find in my OneShots!): “m-miNE…” “c-clEaN…U-uP..!” “m-mY hUmAn..m-miNE!”
Nicknames they use for you: Sunspot, the little one, human, little human, (little) Starfire
Nicknames for them: Clip/Clipsy
Likes: puppets and puppetry, stim toys, music,
Dislikes: loud noises, meeting someone new, children, rabbits,
Interests (sexually): enjoys giving praise, obsession play/gets off on owning Y/N(making them theirs- yknow what I mean-) roughplay, likes to experiment with different kinks (although some he just doesn’t like) usually tops, isn’t very comfortable being submissive or a bottom because he doesn’t like giving others control, especially in venerable situations like this, but maybe if he trusts you enough…
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