#star says stuff

[stargaze-sunflower]

having social anxiety like hi nice to meet you if you ask me my interests i will cry. if you ask me what kind of music i like i won’t know how to answer. as if there’s a right answer. as if it’s a test. every conversation is a performance. i take my cues from you. small talk. I cannot carry a conversation if it’s too heavy. i cannot carry a conversation at all. i am looking for a reason to leave. i remember to make eye contact. it’s clumsy. it’s awkward. tell me what your interests are. you make it look so easy. you mention something that i also like. it’s safe to talk about it now. i am more a mirror than myself. i am still looking for a reason to leave. you find one first.

#star says stuff #social anxiety #taking to people one on one for the first time is my absolute nightmare if you couldn’t tell AKKSHSJS #just trying to capture my thoughts #the type of thing I could only write after midnight

[puppyeared]

my attempt at making a fursona

#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^ #i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks #i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!! #when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch #mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it #i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!! #im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it #ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful #to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe #so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i #want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that #my art #myart #my oc #oc #fursona #mulch #furry art #sfw furry #character design #oc ref sheet #reference sheet

[moeblob]

So does he, Gallagher.

#honkai star rail #hsr blade #gallagher #i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU #and then blade constantly just being blade as usual #its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but #i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary #but the amount of times blade was the recipient...... #i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just #get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better #so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle #funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still #but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me #so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ? #i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway #one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys #also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out #i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool #and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher #so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought #(no i am not but we can pretend)

[lazycranberrydoodles]

i think the barbie movie would have a profound psychological impact on hua cheng

prev comic / next comic / follow for still more hualian barbie movie content because i am not done

bonus angsty version 🎉 i hate love expressions just a couple tiny lines on the mouth and eyebrows and it goes from silly to sad

:(

#this is a haha hua cheng devoted joke but idk it’s nice to think about how much of his identity and self worth is placed on xie lian #obviously since he was 10 most of his major life choices were to serve the crown prince #but in the interval time he became one of the most dangerous men in the world and decided it was his responsibility to create a ghost haven #he works on artistic mastery and alternatively brokers deals with and evades assassination attempts by heaven #if asked i think he would say he only does good for dianxia’s sake (What Would Dianxia Do) and is actually a bad person #and similar stuff about his combat and art skills #theres a question here about how much of his success is due to being such a determined person and how much #of it is luck from ‘the savior’ reversing the star of solitude #how much hua cheng is left when you take away xie lian? #he would say nothing #xie lian would say a billionaire genius playboy philantrophist etc #tgcf looooooves to talk about destiny and free will and so do i #all this to say if it was in character for hua cheng to cry at a movie hed be sobbing #this can be read as pre or post confession btw #the poll decided which version of the comic was the ‘main version’ above the cut #tgcf #art #comic #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #hob #mxtx #my art #barbie #barbie movie #tgcf meme #lmao

[redkehlchen]

Some 2003 season 2 doodles! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#I feel like Im hitting an artblock.. 0 motivation to draw new stuff or continue the animatic... so have these silly doodles! #tmnt 2003 #leonardo tmnt #raphael tmnt #donatello tmnt #michelangelo tmnt #red does art #tmnt #usagi #Can't believe Donnie just asked Usagi about a vulcan mind meld. #They show Usagi how the TV and VHS tapes work. He says “Fascinating.” Everyone is loosing their mind. #Also Enterprise was still running in 2003... Mikey is singing Faith of the Heart every time it airs. #The 03 turtles just have Star Trek #2012 has Space Heroes and Rise Jupiter Jim #For some weird reason in the Mutant Mayhem universe there are only the AOS movies but there are like 231241 of them #Thanks for coming to my turtle star trek ted talk

[always-a-joyful-note]

Enstars sure is an experience. Did I miss anything?

#are you guys all okay? i definitely am not okay #this is not the type of media that i usually go for yet it is EXACTLY the type of media that i would like #so many gaps so many stories WAY TOO MUCH READING I DONT HAVE THE TIME #i know i missed a lot because ive only watched the anime and read the main music story up to ch 4 of the second part #and i have read some events stories that were free #and maybe one or two outside from translations #but like thats it #this is like reading orv and getting hit with its deep metas on human life and the importance of stories #but instead im being clobbered by the most deranged storylines known to man (and again. i read ORV and am a bsd fan) #this isnt fantasy but there is nothing realistic about enstars and i unfortunately am attached #every day i spiral into east asian media that gives me an aneurysm #bsd -> orv -> link click -> enstars....i wanna say they keep getting more unhinged but theyre all unhinged in different ways #anyway please help me.... #enstars #ensemble stars #fandom spamdom #stuff i say #i will admit i am mostly into the game for the stories #a consistent gamer i am not #but to unlock the stories ill push back the animes i have to catch up on etc etc #again. please help me.... #edit: updated to remove queerbaiting because apparently i dont know whats going on

[letsmcfreackingloseit]

So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!

So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.

I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world. But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...

So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-

YIPPEE!!!

#apex polarity #orca!eclipse #polar y/n #dca #dca fandom #I am once again plagued by the terrible ramble disease #but I got thoughts and I wanna share them >:/ #so here are some more: #when I say the humans look alien I mean Grey alien level alien #Emotionless face? Check. Big empty eyes? Check. Studying and probing the inhabitants? Check. Possibly abducts inhabitants? Check #or mad scientist vibe #imagine professor Membrane from Invader Zim while he's saying 'I know better know' <- that kind of vibe #ok- one last thought! #as you can see- I decided to go full out and try coloring and stuff! #and one of the reasons why I decided to do that is because I'm not well practised in those departments- but I want to get better at them! #so if you think this looks like a hot mess- it's because they are XD #but with all this considered- I think I did pretty well! #So I hope you enjoyed it! XD #Now I'm giving all of you who's read ALL OF THIS a giant gold star #because wow- you're dedication and focus is absolutely INSANE and I appreciate you taking the time to read this #NOW GO AND BE FREE MY FRIEND!!!

[simping-on-the-daily]

huohuo should be a professional martial artist. it'd be really funny

#hsr #honkai star rail #star rail #hsr huohuo #huohuo #sampo koski #hsr sampo #simper says stuff

[thedemises]

. . . SAVE A HORSE, GO ON A RIDE WITH THE COWBOY! featuring boothill!

notes! . . . y'know the phrase, “save a horse, ride the cowboy”? well, I decided to-do something about it with boothill... except it's sfw and more like “save a horse, ride with the cowboy” cuz i dont do nsfw here >:/. god give me acceptance for how boothill is so ooc here- 😭😭 idnk how to write his character properly, and does he even have a horse?? I don't remember seeing a horse when his character and banner got leaked, so let's just pretend he does have one for the sake of K'hailreigh for this plot. 💀

imagine returning the horse boothill had been searching for all day after it got the chance to escape through the tall fences the moment they were opened, his eyes widen at the sight of his companion with you guiding alongside it. normally, his horse wouldn't follow after someone else's orders other than him... and it behaves pretty feisty and rough with people who isn't him.

boothill is relieved to see that his trusty horse hadn't been injured, briefly thanking you as he goes over to fuss over his stallion. you can't help your gaze wandering and examining his figure, in awe of the metallic and cyborg parts of the cowboy in front of you. sure you might've seen people having artificial and metal parts attached to them, but this man right here just plainly looks like a robot if it weren't for his humanly head.

boothill notices you eyeing every inch of him, glancing from the lasso that hangs at his hips to the pistols to his arms and to his legs. he glares a wolfishly smile at you, baring the shark-like teeth that you gaze in short surprise at, and asks in a teasingly tone, “like what you see, darlin'?”, observing how you blink owlishly at him. but then, he's becomes sort of surprised when you nod your head and confirm that—yes, you like his appearance and how the color scheme matches altogether, while indirectly  commenting how he's a good-looking cowboy.

boothill, after his turn of blinking at you, grins and narrows his eyes with an intrigued look in them; amused by you and how you don't seem in the slightest.. nervous or terrified in his presence. you perked the cyborg's interest.

finishing the small talk with the man, you mention that you'll be needing to go somewhere for an errand and boothill takes the opportunity to offer a ride there on his horse—as a thanks for retrieving his horse, taking in your surprised expression with a grin as he ends the sentence with a “darlin'”. he insists, even if you refuse, so you decide that it'll be quicker to go in a horse ride with the cowboy than rather walking by foot as you were given no other choice.

with boothill's assistance, you were boosted onto the horse and instructed by him to hold on as he looks back at you, flashing a toothy grin and a finger tilting his hat just slightly for a short moment before you and him rode off towards where you were needed to be at with his horse. startled by the increasing speed his horse was going, you instinctively grasp onto the cyborg cowboy's built body in order to not fall off during the ride accidentally—boothill grins at your expression, his laughter going with the wind, “better hol' on tight for now, sweetheart. this'll be a rough ride! i'll get ya to where yer headin' in no time!”

© thedemises 2024. all rights reserved. please do not repost, copy, or claim as your own. ━━  word count: 508.

#thedemises; honkai star rail #thedemises; writing #honkai star rail #boothill #boothill hsr #boothill x reader #sfw #mihoyo #hoyolab #hsr #boothill likers don't hate on me for this pls- I just thought it'd be nice to write something for boothill cuz I guess he's cool and stuff- #his design is so cool btw and i love how his eyes are designed!!! #cyborgs and cowboys are cool as hell #but i still made boothill ooc cuz it feels like I DID- I do NOT know much about his character 💀💀 #other than the fact that any swear or vurglar word he says is replaced with some kinda compliment that definitely doesn't match and #anr confuses others #hsr writing #sfw writing #“save a horse ride a cowboy” but its sfw #more like “save a horse go on a ride with a cowboy” like #a HORSE ride- NOT that kinda ride cuz >:/ no nsfw. not on my blog. >:/ #cowboy #cyborg

[stargaze-sunflower]

writing original characters like i am giving you my strengths and my flaws and my dad’s laugh and my best friend’s smile and my brother’s sense of humor. you are a love letter to everyone i know.

#star says stuff #having emotions about writing about creating about love #creating is kind of an act of love #to love something enough that you make something in its honor #to love someone enough that there’s a part of them in everything you create

[404sketches]

The antifa terrorist and the transgender worm. They sure do make a cute couple, don't they?

#quite messy if I do say so myself #but I do think this sketchy cross-hatchy pencil-ish style has its charm #it's also quite relaxing to sit back and spend a few hours watching or listening to stuff while absentmindedly throwing lines around #also I do think kira would look nice in a suit #one could say it would suit her #ds9 #star trek ds9 #deep space nine #ds9 fanart #kira nerys #kira ds9 #major kira #jadzia dax #dax #kiradax #kira x jadzia #404 ds9posting #404 sketches

[eruptedinlight]

B E T R O T H E D ❤️

#star trek discovery #star trek edit #star trek spoilers #discovery spoilers #saru x t’rina #saru #st disco #disco s5 #dsc #gifset #my stuff #i'm running out of things to say let me just EEEEEEGFBJKAFGKSG #best proposal ideas for your partner #if we don’t have a wedding scene with saru acting like a blushing bride i am going to be SO MAD ABOUT IT

[thesitharts]

I find it interesting the Sith eye color is not a permanent change that happens when one becomes a dark sider, but rather something that has to be maintained by a constant flow of hatred.

Like the Nightsisters of Dathomir for example clearly use the dark side for their magick, yet their eye colors are unaffected. Same with Count Dooku, he claims to be Sith yet his eyes are normal, and even Darth Sidious, Palpatine's eyes are completely normal.

Maul is an exception, not the rule. Maul's hatred is eternal and all-consuming, haunting every waking moment of his life nearly since birth. His hatred for the jedi, his master, himself. His entire life was consumed by both millenias old and new hatred, like festering wounds he refused to let heal.

The only time he ever knew peace was the moment of his death, but even then the hatred couldn't be released.

#darth maul #maul #star wars #sith #tcw #jess says stuff #dathomiri

[daily-odile]

head pats...

#odile loops au... she is loved!!! #in stars and time #isat #isat odile #isat siffrin #isat mirabelle #isat bonnie #but also just referencing the odile petting emoji on the discord AJDLSKJKDL #aaaaaa i am so sorry. i missed 2 days in a row. that has never happened before. #bad sleeping schedule and general tiredness.... #anyways. back to regular posting schedule (hopefully) #day 63 #is it on 10 now... or 11.... check later.... #one day I will get enough energy to do asks... one day... #but... I wanna say that I really appreciate them!!! I know a bunch of ya'll have sent very sweet stuff in there... thank you very much!!!! #I didn't wanna clog up the blog but... screw this; I wanna say thanks!!

[danshive]

What's slightly uncomfortable for me watching the Deep Space Nine episode Statistical Probabilities (with the genetically modified patients) is that it makes me feel more aware of the quirks in my own speech when I try to express things on the fly.

None of the unusual speech or movements of the characters match my own, but there's enough connective tissue there to make my pauses, stopping mid-speech to rephrase, and hand movements feel like someone's gone at them with a highlighter.

#star trek ds9 #star trek deep space nine #dan shive says stuff