#spilt words

[marshmellody]

angry and tired. nothing more

#franz kafka probably #words #spilt ink #spilt thoughts #spilt words #relateable #tired #angry

[fairy-tales-are-not-real]

"And to think I wouldn't get my heart broken in the end was dumb. Now I find myself trying again; not able to care that I'm asking for heartbreak."

-Sad Song of a Broken Poet

#sadsongofabrokenpoet #ssoabp #spilt thoughts #spilled ink #spilt words #spilled thoughts #spilt ink #love #2am thoughts #heart break

[inked-soull]

Self destruction is an art

And I have good hands

Bound by a death wish

I'm addicted to falling low

With every little inconvenience

I bring slashes on to my skin

I'm trapped in dreams of horrors

But I don't want the nightmares

#poets on tumblr #poems on tumblr #poetry #spilled poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #despair #my words #spilling words #am writing #inkedsoull #inked soull #spilt words #spilled words #words #wordsnquotes

[lovingthebadguys]

White

If I were a color, I would be white. It is a preference, yes, because sometimes I want red, or black, or yellow. But now I want to be pure. I want to be innocent. You're looking for a wife, I'm looking for a lover. I'm not saying "just another", I'm open to forever. You want kisses and cuddles, I want those too. But I want commitment and exclusivity first. I hope you don't mind, boo. I'm thinking of chocolates and flowers, Of courtship and chivalry. You want travel dates and doing everything together. You say you love me, silence is my reply. I ought to guard my heart. I ought to find the right man. I ought to be careful with the three magic words. Until I wear the color white down the aisle. -d.m. (10.28.2022)

*photos ctto

#white #random #spilt poetry #spilt words #spilt ink #wedding #wedding dress #lady in white #love #musings #feels #thoughts #poetry #freewriting #poets on tumblr #words by me #him #me #new love

[fxckkitskay]

The pieces of myself I lost are scattered across this town, like the stars scattered in the sky, memories like sharp shards rip at my flesh as I walk the haunted streets.

#poetry #my words #quotes #spilt thoughts #spilt words #recovery #why am i like this #lostsoul #lostcore #the backrooms

[wandering-x-souls]

Got me begging

#black #love #hate #red #aesthetic #red aesthetic #sexy #sex aesthetic #art #poem #spilt words #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #poet

[lonley-lolita]

What do you do with a relationship that started with an expiration date in sight but ended with a love so pure it feels criminal to waste? What am I to do now that I am so hopelessly invested?

#love me #poems on tumblr #poemsbyme #poems #spilt words #spilled feelings #spilled words #dark acamedia #dark acadamia aesthetic

[kissofexpresso]

You were never mine

- a motif

#spilt thoughts #spilt words #poems on tumblr #journal

[isawhitney]

The Artist Lazily Attempts an Automatic Poem

Thinking thinking think ing I

think

therefore I be I

am I

are we

are grammar

how funny

how queer

how shocking

how terrible

how how how how how

stop

enough of hows let’s give it a wherefore

maybe even a

why

maybe even an

if

or a who

who

who

I am an owl you see

and I will write screeching

my fingers on the blackboard-ish I will

write

of dogs

and emojis maybe

and glue

and glow worms

and all the millions of things I could write about were I a french impressionist or surrealist or some great fashionable artist with the thrill of painting or creation in my water

I love the words but they won’t come to me.

#poem #poetry #poems on tumblr #books & libraries #literature #poems #words #spilled ink #spilt ink #libraries #writing #writing on tumblr #writers on tumblr #I’m taking a class on French surrealism #and a lot of their poets did automatic writing #so I figured I’d give it a spin! you’re welcome André Breton

[mxa13xx]

I cough up the hairs of his beard, as if they grew from my stomach

Pieces of him linger,

deep inside of me they raise.

I have the teeth of his, grown skewed;

they raise past my gums with vexation.

I have the hair of his, bred thick;

they raise deeper into flesh with wrath.

I have the eyes of his, fostered blue;

they raise harsher into stares with flame.

They raise above,

the pieces he rotted inside me.

The anger that molded my soul and being;

They raise from my throat with a scream.

I cough him up, two spit slick fingers shoved down my throat

'Get him out.' I yell, 'He didn't grow this flesh'

Yet I pull that single, brown hair from my stomach.

And it always grows back.

#words words words #poems and poetry #poetry #poet #short poem #original poem #spilled words #spilt ink #spilled ink #poems #poems and quotes #poems on tumblr

[marshmellody]

Kindness. That's all you need.

#thats all that matters #words #spilled words #spilt thoughts #spilt ink #spilt words #kindess #affermations

[phoebe-does]

I've been recently asked where all my confidence comes from. Hearing this at first was a shock because for so long, most of my life, I've been a deeply insecure person. It caused me some reflection wondering where the confidence I've found in the past 2 years has come from... I think the best answer I could give is doing things anyway despite the anxious voice in my head causing my own self doubt. I get nervous in lectures to raise my hand and ask questions, but I do it anyway. I get nervous trying new things, but last night I joined a running club.

I think with growing up and out of my shell hasn't been about getting rid of the self-doubt or senseless anxiety but instead not letting it overpower me. I silence the voice replaying embarrassing scenarios, I don't give it room to breathe and just do things in spite of it. I think that's why I come off as confident, because people can't see the anxiety I'm constantly silencing.

#mine #words #spilt ink #student #studyspo #studyblr #Phoebe-does babble

[blazeemm]

I fucking HATE and absolutely LOATHE how every stupid, little, dumb, bitch thing I do/say/experience reminds me of you. How I still fucking dream about you and wake up wanting to just curl up in a dark hole and die.

But I suppose that's what happens after 5 years together and a dumb stupid ring given in hollow promises.

And you just dropped it and me like it and I was nothing. You did everything I told you in the beginning you would. But after years I let your shit lies in and the minute I start believing you take it all back.

Don't fucking get involved with someone if you cannot handle their mental illness. Don't make promises you can't keep. Just fucking say "This is how I feel about it/you right now and I don't know how I'll feel about it as time goes on."

Please be real with your words, your feelings and the person you're talking to/dating/engaged to. And for the love of God don't close yourself off to them, lose feelings and wait and wait, dragging it the fuck out only to finally tell them all the reasons why and hit them like a ton of bricks. AND don't fucking be a pussy who can't even have the courtesy to say it in person and instead do it through text. How fucking pathetic that was and I am too.

Rant over. Bye.

#yea i totally spilt my purse didnt i? #fuck it #love #pain #heartache #lies #betrayal #its my tumblr whatever #i dont normally do this but #im a fucking disaster mess #yes i relapsed #drugs #but not last night #literally its just been thoughts that have kept me awake for over 24 hours now #dont pity me #just heed these words #guards/walls are back stronger now #n thats saying something #i feel sorry for the next mf who tries to break them #haha #you wont #mental illness #rant over #bye

[profoundfuckery]

Weak Bitch {Or This Is Not How My Father Raised Me}

My mind is a vast emptieness

Here lies the library of Alexandria

An empty ruin

That may have once held the secrets of eternity

Dust on the wind

Smelling of hubris and shame

{ Decrepit and foul, I continue}

There is solace in forgetting

In keeping nothing but the now

But I have a secret

Disgusting and true

Beneath the bones and decay

I have hoarded every taste

Every smell

Every whisper

Of you

#profoundfuckery #poeticallyprofane #creative writing #words #poetry #rejects corner #spilled poetry #spilled ink #spilt ink #spilled thoughts #free write #free verse

[darkclouud9]

I can't say "welp" anymore without thinking and or saying "together we will be bones, Dry Bones"

except I may be drunk and just said "together we will be drones." anyway I've already got Pisco with Life Series tonight, so how's everyone else's night/day

#keep fumbling my words and i just spilt fucking beer on my sheet music help

[inked-soull]

//But at what cost...//

.

At the alter of love

I offered you my all

But at what cost...

.

.

.

Forever alone

Seems more true today

I burst into laughter

And I cry myself to sleep

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