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free-grandmaa · 20 days
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I let you touch me
And touched you back
You wavered so
I don't know who you are
But I let you touch me
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rxbonisblog · 1 month
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In my dreams I come home to you and you come home to me and for a split second every hardship I ever endured has meaning.
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leoraannexx · 2 years
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my mind in a space
they say go tell us what you have in mind, my mind is the place where i live in, i imagine myself in indian sitting, looking at the dark skies, with flashes of thunder and heavy rain pouring over my body. i am seated in ashes and those particles left marks on me as i move forward looking for the unknown. my body feels fragile and i don't get a chance to hold it so tight together because i know i am falling apart. as i walk in that dark, heavy atmosphere, i felt the warmth on my right hand, as if i am holding something. my hand is closed but with beaming light from the webs of my fingers. i looked at it closely until i found out that there was a star inside it. i am holding a star, my strength to survive, the hope i have within my own hand.
the comfort feels so away from the times i desperately needed safety. i wanted to become whole again and pull my body back with much stronger will. i want to feel the grace around me, i want to dance so well, in better motion, in hues of color. i want to live a life in awe of the wonder, i'll be back at it soon, maybe now i am lost and tired of walking in the desert but the star that i hold will remind me that i am the light of my own path, i'll take back my power soon, maybe in other multiverse or in another planet, i can be okay and i will be fine someday.
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adlettres · 1 year
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...sitting with a quiet heart, while listening in awe to the magnificence of the world far from the crowded places — just you and the birds, just you and the grasses, just you and the tender wind — it is on these kinds of days or moments i am mostly touched. enchanted.
admer balingan, excerpt from metamorphosis, “stationary” p. 124.
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whateverwhimsy · 2 years
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Pull me in, pulverize. Would that my gaze might disguise some semblances of  the truth of pain, but manage to sustain extended honesty in eye-contact. Flowers from the dirt,  I don’t feel I know how to skirt disaster just yet but I’ll get granular for the sake of reminding myself there’s a hopeful sheen on the shine of easy conversation, and some elation in this filtering of fixations and the fix - quick, we’ll whip that bitterness into a succulent dessert and avert our souls from disaster. I’m ready for what comes after.
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thedemonswontwin · 2 years
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Life is about
Endings
Things end
In a panic
Sweat
Or
Pause
Like a slowly
Moving film
We wait
For what seems
Like forever
For it to end
Like a hot burning
Romance
About to blow out
We are almost startled
To find it over
And we miss it
Like a childhood
That brought joy
And sorrow
Birthday cakes
And a variety of takes
We mourn
It’s end
But look forward
To what comes next
When pandemics end
They don’t just go away
They linger
They overstay their stay
But how do we know
When the end is here
And normal can resume
Is it ever that clear
Can an old normal
Really resume
After an end
Or does what’s normal end too
Leaving us
Altogether changed
With life
Unbound
Stretching its arms
Searching
For the next thing
That will end
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lhunacy · 3 years
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and I know that if I have millions of heart, I will still give each of them to yours.
Lhunacy
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semjase · 3 years
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You were the
reason why
poetries and
coffee were
created.
Semjase 11: 19 / 06-07-21
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mixedindy · 3 years
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I’ve done it.. I’ve made my first gif from scratch (insp) Quote by @story-dj
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lmcprieto · 3 years
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In my dreams,
I’m fleeing,
Leaving this place I’ve grown sick from.
And your spectre-like presence stays sitting.
Away I escape towards the dawn.
In my dreams,
I’m loving you. And it’s enough.
There’s not much to run from.
No longer weary of life.
Finally out of my rut.
In my dreams,
There was a lie and there was a truth.
There was imagination and there was my youth.
There was me and there was you.
Someplace to escape to.
LMCP
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free-grandmaa · 2 months
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I love being a women
Everything about it
Blood, burnings, and birth
Airy, soft
Pure fire and magic
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thesongachillessang · 4 years
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A Mothers Love.
I never knew how not to find your face out in the crowd,
I subconsciously seek it so I may be one step ahead when the alcohol serves its tour,
And often times I forget the only place I can find it anymore,
is six feet under in a casket.
People always tell me that I’m mature for my age,
but childish to believe in love, or beauty,
and I can’t help but be reminded of you.
Those venom-soaked words unable to comprehend the life you made was not yours to own.
All those days I spent hidden under bunk-beds
clinging to made-up realities,
Because the truth lays drunk on the kitchen floor after leaving black and blue prints on her children.
Part of me is still afraid.
I see you in the darkness of my room at night,
when I’m too weak from exhaust to defend myself.
I think you’re simply waiting to pounce on me,
getting revenge for all those times I stood up to you in email,
because seeing you in person would’ve guaranteed death.
You played the victim so well-
that I cannot talk about this trauma without wondering if I’ll turn out like you.
So like a good boy, I sit still and shut up.
But I can hear you call me a wretched bastard, still,
In my dreams I can feel you choking me,
shoving me under the water of the bath tub when I was 6,
telling me about the abortion you shouldn’t have backed out of.
I’m seventeen now, and I still get anxious when my head dives under those crystal waves,
I fear you might be there waiting to keep me under.
I never craved a mothers love,
I craved her forgiveness for continuing to exist in her world,
Her domain.
And still, never being enough,
and no amount of therapy can make me forget the cruelties of your mind,
and how often you shamed me to train codependency.
No one could love me better, but no one could hate me more.
No one could treat me the way you do-
You were right, few people could match your stabbing game. 
So I sit here as mother dearest rots in her grave,
yet in death I find you more present in haunting,
Than you ever were in life. 
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please-letmein · 4 years
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Blissful Ignorance Created by The
You are only blissfully unaware, until you are not
You are only blissfully unaware, until you feel your stomach,
tie itself into a knot,
It was only blissful, when you was not aware, but now that you are,
I’m asking, do you care
I’ve accepted that we live this way,
Ignorance is the key,
When something’s bad happens it’ll wake you up to the,
world and it’s madness,
and all things below the surface,
I’ve been writing for months and I still don’t know how to word this,
because it’s tricky,
and there’s so many situations I’ve found myself in,
I guess I’ll describe them as sticky,
and it’s clear, without me saying,
that we all know what I mean,
I don’t know why I keep rehearsing speeches in my dreams,
As if I’m going to wake the world up to everything, the scenes,
daily occurrences, the reality, the screams,
here, take a look, take a look behind the scenes,
this is where you’ll see right through all the screens,
Here is where you’ll notice, not everything is true,
if you look to the left you’ll see a broader view,
don’t squint your eyes, it’s not as bad as you think,
but I suppose, if you read the shit their hiding from us, you wouldn’t sleep a wink
And I guess there’s a reason for everything
and we can’t keep getting sad at the news,
and you’d think we’d learn, or atleast expect to lose,
But we don’t, we live in anticipation,
And believe what we see,
this is a story of how my life, perpetrated me.
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adlettres · 1 year
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but for a while, poetry is wandering. patching, unremembering hideous wound marks on these hands. for a while. for a while. i'm breathing clean and anibong is home tiptoeing on my hair, on my skin, softly. lovingly.
admer balingan, excerpt from metamorphosis, “daydreams on my desk” p. 144.
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whateverwhimsy · 2 years
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Prelapsarian
There’s a fuzzy sketch in the sky of a life that I lived under cover, more than a thousand times back when the world wasn’t dead and my head wasn’t filled with simple lusts of the flesh - I used to feel a sensuousness just as supple and deep and sweet as I’d always dreamed, and it seems my goal is deadset, now, on finding the map that I left there in all of my worst decisions. Let’s hope I can redeem them.
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thedemonswontwin · 2 years
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I want to be a snowflake
When I grow up
Unique
Unlike any other take
I want to close
Schools and offices
My crystalline form
Freezing everyone’s pose
I want to fly through the air
In a snowball
Then splat
If you dare
I want to rev up tracks
For the sleds
Going down
The hill’s paths
I want to be seen
As the attire for trees
And plants and things
Wintery green
I want to be a reason
For mittens and hats
Scarves and wool clothing
Season
I want to make cheeks flush
And glisten
Damp with cold’s
Rush
I want to cover the ground
With a perfect carpet
And make it pretty
With a nothing sound
I want love to take its turn
Grow as I push
People together to
Stay warm
I want to be all these things
Different and special from
Everyone
Winter’s magical being
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