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#space husbands asf
jeonjcngkook · 1 year
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What about a drabble where the oc hasn't seen jk in a while and when they are hanging out, she like finally sees him and smothers him with affection, kissing his moles and you know just giving him kisses and he's all giggly and blus.... Omg what have i done.
right where you left me | jjk
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pairing: jungkook x female reader genre(s)&au(s): sfw, fluff, romance, established relationship, domestic happiness, slice of life word count: 2.7k warnings: mention of alcohol + 1 sip bcs oc rather be drunk on luvin koo 🤤🥴 oh bet believe we r bringing back blue haired koo just 4 u sarah 🙃, making out, kisses kisses kisses 😚😚 — srsly i say it 24 times n its still !! not !! enough !! grr, ((maybe a surprise daddy koo who fuckin loves his baby ??)), how many times can i call koo 'pretty' ; the answer is also not enough 🥹 !! um, suggestive hints at sex 🫣 & sav being her typical self and never letting the est rel romance agenda go — srsly i cant do anything else 🫠. rating: mature nc17+ for suggestiveness note: unedited asf 🤷🏻‍♀️… ive had this lil request in my inbox for a while n wanted so save it for something special. so for @caelesjjk — i hope this makes you smile as much as it did me writing this. happy bday angel ♡ and for the anon who requested this, tysvm i love lil fluff requests like these n hope to do more 💘 hopefully you also like it too
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Sighing a sigh of relief, you have never felt so happy to kick your shoes off at your front door after being away from work for so long. The all too familiar feeling of your feet sinking into the plush grey carpet beneath you fills you with a sense of comfort completely overriding the homesickness that once hovered over you like a bleak grey cloud.
The house is quieter than usual, the only sounds are from the floor creaking as you swap your shoes for your fluffy slippers filling the empty spaces. You pick your keys that you had just thrown on top of the shelf at the front door and hang them up next to your husband's set of car keys; the sight of them hanging gives you the answer that you’ve been asking yourself.. Jungkook should be home.
Making your way further into the living space, you notice that the house is kept in the exact same condition it was when you left last week for a girls getaway trip to London. There are the odd toy lying on the floor but other than that, it’s spik and span. The lack of sound from the TV, which is usually showing a rerun of Jungkook or your own favourite show is almost deafening, used to always hearing something playing in the background. Come to think of it, there are also no signs of melodic sounds from Jungkook’s usual soft r&b playlist either. 
The smell of cooking fills your nose and your mouth starts to water immediately. If Jungkook is unaware of the fact you’re home then you decide that you would keep this up and slowly tip toe into the kitchen in hopes to surprise your husband.
Slowly, you creep through the warmth of your living room and into the kitchen area where Jungkook doesn’t seem to be. You frown at the lack of husband in the room, a little worried about his whereabouts. He knows you’re returning today, even offering to pick you up at the airport when you land himself but you refused as your friend’s boyfriend was providing you transport home already.
However, as quickly as your frown came, it left when you find a bottle of red wine sitting on the island in the middle of the kitchen, and sitting next to it are two glasses and you can’t help but gnaw on your bottom lip to try and suppress your smile. You decide to rummage through the drawers, pulling out a corkscrew and removing the cork from the neck of the bottle. With a pop, the wine bottle opens and the scent of the fruity alcohol mixes with the smell of dinner, which is in the slow cooker behind you and you can’t help but let out a low hum of satisfaction. You pick up the bottle and pour the liquid into both glasses until half way.. If you're going to surprise your husband then you may as well do it with a glass of wine to greet him with.
Picking up the glasses in each hand, you decide to head up the stairs to the top level of your home to find Jungkook. As you pass the stairs, you stop and look at the wall which is filled with pictures of you both together as well as pictures of your family. You smile as you look at the images of family holidays, special occasions and fun times you’ve spent together. Your wedding picture of you both is centred in the middle and you can’t help but smile wider at the image.
Dressed head to toe in white lace and tulle with a diamond centrepiece on the dress, which glitters in the picture as the camera caught a moment between you and Jungkook staring at each other with love and admiration for each other. Jungkook stands next to you in his custom made all white wedding tuxedo and a matching diamond brooch clipped onto his suit jacket. One of his hands was wrapped around your waist as the other was playing with the ends of your hair. You remember in the moment that Jungkook was laughing a boisterous and beautiful giggle right before he kissed you so tenderly for the picture.
It wasn’t an image that was meant to be taken but it ended up being your favourite from the wedding shoot.
You move on and climb the rest of the stairs slowly and quietly. As you reach the top, your head turns in the direction of your shared bedroom and immediately you see the door is wide open and the room empty meaning there is only one other place Jungkook could be. You head in the opposite direction when you see the last door at the bottom of the hallway cracked open slightly, only to let a sliver of red light into your view from the hallway.
The faint sounds of keyboard clicks can be heard as you approach the room. Gently, you push the door open to be greeted with Jungkook’s dual monitor screens lighting up the room along with the dark LED’s. The top of Jungkook’s head can be seen over the headrest of his gaming chair as you see his giant headset resting over his ears, blocking out the sound of the outside world as he continues to click away at the buttons on his keyboard, successfully managing to kill an opponent on the opposite team of the game he is playing.
On one of the monitors, you manage to see the little pop up figure of his body in the corner and notice that he’s shirtless, which isn’t something he usually does when he streams. You scrunch your eyes slightly to find that Jungkook has your eight month daughter wrapped up in her favourite white blanket resting herself on his chest as one of his hands sits underneath her to keep her placed comfortably. It’s now that you register the little snores coming from your baby girl as you lean against the doorway and take in the sight in front of you. Your little girl has her tiny palm opened and resting against her daddy’s skin and her chubby cheek pressing into the bare skin of his chest.
You hear Jungkook hum as he watches over the comment section of his stream as he continues to play, making sure to answer people as quickly as the comments come.
“...Yeah, it’s proven that skin to skin contact between newborn babies and their parents improves bonds long after birth,” you hear Jungkook say and you grin at his answer. You bought those books on pregnancy for you but you swear you caught Jungkook amongst the novels more than yourself. Every night through your pregnancy,  Jungkook would tell you a new fact that he had learned for the day and couldn’t wait to share it with you.
“It also lowers stress levels for babies and parents too, as well as promotes a healthy breastfeeding cycle for the little one. I’d do anything I can to help out _____ in any way I can. She’s brilliant. She gave me everything I could ever want right here,” Jungkook says as your little girl rustles slightly against him. “Speaking of ______, she should be home soon,” he thinks out loud.
Placing both of the wine filled glasses on top of the table on the side wall, you’re able to rummage your hands in your pocket to pull it out. You snap the image in front of you of him on the monitor with your baby in his arms before opening your thread of texts between each other and captioning the moment before sending him the picture.
Jungkook’s own phone lies on the desk with the screen up; lights up with your notification. You watch as he’s quick to grab it and clicks into the notification to enter in your direct messages together.
You [8:32pm] : {image attached} shes already home ;)
Jungkook turns around and sees you standing there waiting for him with the glasses in your hands, smiling fondly at both him and the infant in his arms. He immediately replicates your smile before turning back to the camera he has set up and announcing his departure from tonight's live stream.
Slowly, he moves out of his gaming chair and makes his way over to you. In the week you have been gone his hair has already grown out a few extra inches, the blue ends now long enough to touch his jawline. The front of his hair falls over his face in pretty black wispy curls while some fall from the sides and have been clipped back by a few of your hair clips. He’s just so beautiful. His bare chest rises up and down gently and slowly while the eight month old girl continues to snuggle herself against her father. You take in the image of intricate swirls and patterns of ink that extend over his shoulder, flexed bicep as he keeps your daughter secure in his arms, all the way down his forearm and hands. He’s just the prettiest.
“Welcome home, sweetheart,” he whispers as he bends down ever so little to meet you halfway into a sweet kiss. You reach a hand around his neck and pull yourself towards him as he kisses you, chasing his pretty cherry flavoured pouty lips.
“It’s so good to be back home,” you admit. “How long has she been asleep?” You ask as you run your fingers delicately through her hair.
Jungkook thinks for a moment before telling you it’s only been a couple hours. Jungkook had already fed her and bathed her before he started his stream, so all there is to do now is to put her to bed in her crib.
You exit the gaming room with Jungkook following right behind you. In your bedroom, you place down the wine glasses and you’re quick to sift through your wardrobe to pull out a comfortable outfit to lounge around the house in, one that you hadn’t spent falling asleep in on an aeroplane for hours. Jungkook bends over the wooden structure of the crib and places the baby inside. The latch of the crib is secured once more and the sound of her hanging mobile sounds out a soft melody.
Once dressed, you make your way over to Jungkook who is admiring you from the other side of the room having missed his beautiful wife for a week. With his hair now removed from the hair clips and almost fully covering his glittering eyes, he flashes you that all too familiar, signature pretty smile he has before reaching out for you and enveloping you in his arms.
You jump into his embrace and lock your legs around his waist from behind, cupping his cheeks as you smother each other in kisses, whispering soft greetings and compliments.
“I’m so happy to see you again,” you whisper faintly as you continue to press kiss after kiss after kiss onto his lips. “I’m so lucky to have you as mine,” you finish.
Jungkook smiles as he starts to walk out of the room, reaching for the baby monitor as he keeps you secured in his arms and you reach for the wine from behind him, taking a generous, long overdue sip. Jungkook carries you down the stairs and into the kitchen where he places you down on the kitchen island and closes the gap between the both of you, placing his lips back on yours quickly and much more demanding than the last few times.
He grins at you, a glimmer in his eye and he hums suggestively. “I’m right where you left me darling,” he winks, his accent lacing his words as you listen to him attentively.
After years of being with each other, it never stops getting exciting being with Jungkook. The warmth that was once in your tummy has spread all over, goosebumps now covering your skin. Being in his arms definitely feels like home; a sense of safety and security that you yearn for that only Jungkook can provide you.
Deepening the kiss, you push your tongue past the seam of his lips eagerly and let it tangle with his own. You both smile into the kiss as his grip on your waist tightens, pulling you closer to the edge of the marble island and further into his embrace.
You can’t help but whimper when you break the kiss in favour of leaning into his neck and kissing the skin there. You lick your lips and make sure to leave wet trails as you travel further down towards your desired target. You give the little mole on the side of his neck a sweet peck, over and over, the wet sounds of your mouth leaving his skin fills the space.
A small growl vibrates through Jungkook’s chest, his hold on you becoming slightly tighter as you continue to dote on him. It isn’t long before your kisses turn into soft bites and vigorous sucks, planting cherry shaded blossoms over the mole on his neck. 
“_____,— mm, baby, am I not the one that is meant to be taking care of you tonight.. afterall you have just come back?” Jungkook moans.
Jungkook pulls away from you and stands taller to await your answer. Gazing into your eyes, you watch as his own eyes do that pretty thing where it smiles before Jungkook physically smiles. It’s your favourite trait he has.
“And who said that was the case, huh?” You jest with a light and teasing tone before continuing, “you’re taking care of me by letting me kiss my pretty husband. You’re taking care of me by letting me make you feel good.”
The only thing Jungkook can do in response is giggle, a light sanguine blush finding home on the apple of his full cheeks and you can’t help but wrap one of your hands around his neck and the other flat against the taut, hard muscle of his pectoral, caressing the skin back and forth before pulling him back in to chase his lips once more.
The kiss is unhurried, soft and gentle, yet with a hint of hunger for each other as the both of you take your time to enjoy being together once more. You bite Jungkook’s lower lip, drawing a shaky moan out of him as your teeth grazes his bottom lip and then letting it snap back into his smile pleasantly.
You can’t help but peck at the tiny mole under his lip and smile back at him, your silent way of telling him you love him. And then a thought pops into your head, one you know that Jungkook loves that you do.
Drawing Jungkook back in towards you, you press another little kiss to his bottom lip mole before travelling a little further down and kissing on the beauty spot just on top of his chin. You make a scene of it, letting out a loud ‘mwah’ sound as you continue to kiss away.
Moving on, you find the next two moles that are top and bottom of each other close to his ear and bathe them in love and affection just like you had done to the other two previous.
Jungkook loves when you’re soft and delicate with him. It isn’t something he would admit too to his group of friends but being dotted on, being cared for and loved admirably the way you do melts at his heart.
“Baby,” he whines as you tilt your head back slightly to plant a tiny kiss on the tip of his nose, your favourite place to kiss kiss kiss.
His hands slide under the fabric of your sweater, his hands warming your skin up more than the material did. “The last time we started off doing this,” he exaggerates his words by squeezing at your hips and then removing one of them to point towards the ceiling, “that happened,” he grins as fond memories of filthy kitchen antics replays in his mind.
His words ignite something inside of you akin to fireworks as he mentions your sleeping baby currently curled up in her cot. You react by wrapping your dangling legs back around his frame, pushing him further into you by your ankles as you heat up at his words and grin at him playfully.
“And what would be so wrong with that?”
Stunned, Jungkook doesn’t seem to know how to react to your words. It hasn’t been a topic of conversation about having another baby this soon, although you both have agreed that you both want a larger family.
“This soon?”
Now you ponder his words for a split second, already knowing your answer and already knowing that you want to start trying again for another baby as soon as you can. You lean in closer, your lips ghosting his as you close your eyes and breathe in your husband’s natural scent. “Take me to the dining table, koo.”
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cheesemonky · 5 months
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my pookie mooties!!
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@2minstan - where to start? one of my oldest friends, and I've literally had the most amazing times with you. i trust you with my life, and you'll prolly be the ring bearer at my wedding <3
@kailee08 - you're such a cutie and even tho you're a meanie :( you're an amazing person to talk to and you always leave amazing feedback on all my fics so yeah luv you bby <3 even if you're not writing anymore, you're so cool!!
@jinnie-ret - my first ever pookie and Im so grateful to u and kylei for introducing me to all these wonderful new people, and your fics are DELECTABLE I lub u :3
@yangbbokari - ur a swag lil kiddo but ur such a meanie LIKE IM NOT THAT OLD but I love you or whatever because you write so well and you're just a cute lil baby 💔 im gonna miss you so much, but im also so proud of you <3
@givemeabreakimbig28 - tall ass mf but <3 ur an amazing friend and proly knows a lot of my secrets but I trust you with them :)) luv u but I'll kill if u spill <3 stop looking at me like that btw, its literally scary asf man....
@hyunsvngs - mouth-watering fics and just... mwah, you're amazing and you only feed me more and more kinks to figure out. love u and the fact that your blog is a safe space <3
@beesspacedotorg - bonded over our shared husband Mr. Seungmin because y'all are both cuties are your first fic was AMAZING loved it so much bby <33
@atinyniki - NIKI I LOVE YOU like come give me a smooch alr??? you are such a sweet person and if I ever do meet u, I'm sure I'll love u as much as I alr do WE'LL PLAY VAL TGTH SOMEDAY :3
@michelle4eve - sweetest sweetie to ever sweetie, like I just saw u liking all my posts and was like ZAMN I didn't think I was that interesting but you're seemingly convinced otherwise <3 my little baby ilsym :>
@minholing - jenny ur such a sweet little thing and even though we live so far apart i love how well our talking times match up, iykwim?? but yeah, keep being the cutie you r <3 ill wait patiently for you to come back :)
@sona1800 - a new mootie of mine but so super duper fun to talk to and i really cant wait to see what you'll be writing in the future my love <3 great advice and i can talk to you almost all the time!!
honourable mentions!! @skzoologist and @writingforstraykids - i haven't gotten to know you guys very well, and we dont talk very much, but ik you guys are lovely people and i hope to be good friends with you in the future!!
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Tackling a few of my most recent experiences wiwth the internet. Don't read if harassment and racism trigger you. I don't mean harm, this is supposed to be a safe space. Comments I deem negative will be deleted so that others feel comfortable just going around and say whatever.
1. Shipping
I completely understand people's worries with Punkflower but guys, instead of worrying about non confirmed ages, can we worry about kicking out actually problematic people off the internet doing stuff to real life minors? Miles was 14 when I was 14. He is now 15 and I am 18, I still love Miles the same way, ans that doesn't compromise my morals.
A person's ship between characters doesn't say about their morals entirely. Of course, sometimes it's undeniably creepy, like characters clearly presented as parental figures being shipped with kids that were supposed to look up at them. That's weird, don't do that. Or, idk, thinking it's a good idea to jerk your dog off. (I saw documentaries, those who do too knkw what I am talking about)
Point is, pls don't harass people who don't mean actual harm. Hobie's uncomfirmed age range shouldn't cause as much hate as it does. I disagree with nsfw from time to time because it is weird, but I mostly see couple-y stuff with a few jokes, and honestly? I absolutely adore it. I encourage you to try it. I used to absolutely hatee on people who ship any characters slightly older with whatever character the topic is. I would literally try to gate keep the whole fanart community cause "She's a minor, STOP!" and honestly it was stupid asf. I'm not telling you to encourage it, just don't be mean about it. It feels stupid. If you don't disagree, and the post isn't causing harm, just don't engage.
2. Shameless racism/harassment
Recently I've faced people both in and out of omegle who seem particularly shameless, feeling safe around their little homes thinking ol' mean me won't mind. I am using this opportunity to expose a particular someone who seems very keen on being weird. I grew up around weird guys, and I often identify them easily, but for some reason I pushed the lil gut feeling away. If you have the same problem, pls listen to that feeling. It's there to avoid situations that might be upsetting.
Starting with Omegle, people seem very comfortable with racism (and search of minors to flash them). I receive jokes indicating they want me to be shot, find me ugly, make faces of disgust, call me a slave, etc etc. Not to mention I even found teenagers joking about beastiality being 'awesome'. Kids rlly need to get supervised, cause I am telling y'all, some were barely 14.
Now, I had an interesting interaction on instagram with a Miles Morales account. He came to me cause I was rping as Peter and invited me in his server on discord. I got the gut feeling from his habit of trying to flirt with Gwen profiles and spamming pictures of him in a suit. For some reason, some people have a pattern of spamming pictures when they want praise and always require attention from specific people, and I know this cause I've been harassed over this before. Days later, I was matching with my bff as an anime couple so I changed and he realized I'm born female. He asked me to be rio instead, without knowing my age, and went ahead and offered 'fun', and that 'I can't tell anyone'. What happened essentially is that I called him out, he said I was disrespecting him, I blocked him, so he made a new account to cuss me out and threaten to report me. I feel indifferent about it, but if you have anyone with similar behavior, save yourself the trouble and block them. (His discord is 'dmoney520' so avoid interacting w him pls)
3. Sexualizing a content creator
I don't mean Dream, or corpse husband, or whoever tf. I am talking about a poor 16(ish) year old called Eddie who makes content for the fact he sounds like Hobie brown, and he has people saying shit like "wanna get pregnant?" The guy just started worrying about whatever the place he lives in worries around this time.
It's honestly creepy how people will actively harass punkflower creators but then barely notice a full ass guy who is still deemed a minor regardless of what American law says getting weirdass comments from people they don't even know. Literally flabbergasted at this discovery. Not mad, just genuinely upset.
These people often forget that websites can track their activity and its hilarious to me, so whatever. This was my report on my feelings after a week of internet, and honestly? I wanna delete it. My punkflower AU happy ending is coming so if that's what you wanted, great!
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thefiery-phoenix · 7 months
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YANDERE HANTA SERO HEADCANONS
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1. Well, let's start off by saying he's manipulative. He's a social butterfly like Kaminari and has no problem when it comes to socializing and making friends. And of course, no could EVER suspect that someone as fun and outgoing and bubbly like Sero can have dark intentions 
2. He is actually rather good at hiding his yandere tendencies behind his ''social mask'' thing. He will aim to try charming into your heart and your parent's and family's hearts as well. After all, he needs to be on good terms with your family if he's going to be your husband and your parents' son-in-law
3. I don't know why I'm imagining this, but, Sero would most likely be a clingy ASF yandere and a possessive one too. And yeah, he's up for showing all the scumbags who try taking you away from him that you're HIS 
4. When it comes to stealing your stuff and all that, it depends on how he's feeling. He does take a few things of yours here and there from time to time (it's like the LAW for every Yandere, I SWEAR!!! ) and if you end up being miserable about not finding your favorite hoop earrings or your favorite book? Boom! Expect a note on your article with Sero's name on it with a box of Godiva chocolates or your favorite type of chocolates so he can make a good impression on you 
5. This boi is a stalker all right, but he knows that you deserve your personal space. So, he won't go THAT far as to breaking into your house and watching you sleep and laying down on your bed with you and all that. He'll just follow you back to your house everyday to make sure you're safe and sound at home. But if he feels that you're STILL not safe, he'll just set up camp outside your bedroom window and watch you sleep ( Don't worry, he won't take pictures)
6. He's a pretty laid back and chill guy in general. But when he's jealous, oh dear, it'll be like pouring LEMON JUICE into Satan's eyes and hell will get unleashed at that unlucky chap. Someone bullied you? WHAT A SHOCKER: A BODY HAS BEEN DISCOVERED!!!! Someone constantly hitting on you and keeps on flirting with you? Eyes? gouged out. Organs? Taped and stored away somewhere secretive. Their family members? Dead. Hotel? Trivago (I regret NOTHING)
7. Though Sero is a scary sangwoo when it comes to killing people, he won't behave like a delusional psycho and go on a killing spree. No, he'll have a good and valid reason before killing someone
8. He won't be the type of yandere to kidnap you, that's for sure but he DOES know how to manipulate your feelings so expertly, that YOU'LL be the one asking him not to leave you alone. But, if you get severely hurt or something, he will make preparations to ''take you somewhere safe'' aka. kidnap you so you'll be free from all the dangers of this world. He's the determined type of guy who will never lose his confidence no matter how many times you scream bloody murder and how many times you act up or yell and throw things at him. He's convinced himself that you'll fall for him one day
''Mi amor, you'll be safe with me now~''
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nichoskittycorner · 8 months
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*gremlin anon*
imagine living in a rural area with your cow hybrid s/o
it can either be fluffy asf with the cute soft domestic vibes of a cow hybrid house husband or extremely smutty with overstimulation and breeding
not gonna lie my brain thought of cow hybrid euijoo when I saw your post I don't know why but he weirdly fits that in my mind
also on another hybrid idea that popped up into my head: imagine subby pup/wolf k
outside of your shared home he seems intimidating, like he is the one in charge of the relationship. (even if he was spaced out whimpering two hours before you two left the house.) every person thinks he is just a caring but dominant pillar in the relationship (the "alpha" if you will)
but once he is at home with you it would seem like a switch flipped. pouty whenever he doesn't get attention, wearing the custom collar you commissioned for him to wear in bed, acting like he would die if you didn't fuck him dumb
it can also be wholesome asf too and he can be your cuddly sweetheart at home and somehow no matter how much bigger he is physically he will always try to be your lapdog
my brain is working overtime after having a help desk shift and college 😅
I always love your ideas gremlin anon istg
I love the idea of soft domestic cow hybrid! Euijoo who is larger than he realizes but always tries to cuddle or uses his tail like a third hand and always needs to be touching you when you're in the same room as him. Also if hes nervous or anxious he shakes the bell on his collar and you come running to him to smother him and hugs and love. But I'm also a menace who would have a lot of fun with the idea of 'milking' his dick to the point hes a whimpering sobbing mess begging you to stop. Playing with his sensitive horns by simply rubbing them the right way drives him crazy and has him hard instantly. And they're great to hold onto when riding him (whichever version of riding you see fit for this context). Who knows, maybe actually stimulating his nipples might make actual milk come out -
But with giant sub wolf hybrid! K: LITERALLY IN MY DRAFTS AS WE SPEAK, WE THINK ALIKE. Like hes just perfect for the concept. Sweet and pouty lovely pup who just combusts the moment you give him attention or touch him. Everyone is confused why you're a baby talking this giant intimidating wolf hybrid but none of them know how fast his fluffy tail wags hearing it in private. He gets so excited he just drools everywhere whenever you come home. (You've tried getting him to stop but its pointless) Just a giant sweet cutie and absolutely nothing scandalous or lewd going on here whatsoever. Especially not when his ruts kick in and hes humping you practically 24/7 and begging to be inside of you at every moment of the day. Wanting to stuff you and fill you with his cum. Coming home from any outing to see your pillows, clothes and toys covered in his cum all because he was so needy he couldnt help himself and everything reminded him of you. And sadly you have to punish the pupper cause you've asked him to stop more than enough times... nope nothing scandalous here :)
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imahoeforsokka · 4 days
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TTPD LIVE REACTION
1. Fortnight
I AM SO SAD
THIS HURTS
POST MALONE YAYAYAYAY
bro fucking cheated
WTF HAPPENED IN FLORIDA
2. TTPD
oh my god he fucking cheated
is he insane
genuinely
NO-FUCKING-BODY LMAO
CHARLIE PUTH AWW
this is so awful
i’m drowning
YOU TOLD LUCY WHAT????
SHE TOLD JACK WHAT?!!!!!????
he would not marry her i hate him
who else decodes you is insane
3. my boy only breaks his favorite toy
oh?? this is hot??
ok lana del rey relax
OH MY LORD
PUT ME BACK ON MY SHELF???
SAND CASTLES
THIS IS SO PRETYY WHAT
HE SAW FOREVER SO HE SMASHED UP.
HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.
not ken
HE TOLD ME IM BETTER OFF BUT IM NOT. OUCH OUCH
4. down bad
ooooooo pretty
cosmic love ok
I MIGHT JUST DIE IT WOULD MAKE DO DIFFERENCE
HEAVEN STRUCK
HOW DARE YOU THINK ITS ROMANTIC
FUCK YOU IF I CANT HAVE US OH MY GOD
jesus he’s gone
5. so long, london
already brutal bc it’s a track five
rip london boy
oh this is COOL
OH MY GOD HER VOICE
oh the tragedy
YOULL FIND SOMEONE
GAVE YOU ALL THAT YOUTH FOR FREE.
ILL FIND SOMEONE.
quiet resentment
not sure if he wants to be THERE
YOU SWORE YOU LOVED ME, WHERE WERE THE CLUES?
I DIED ON THE ALTER WAITING FOR THE PROOF. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
cause i loved this place for so long, london.
that was insane holy fuck
6. but daddy, i love him
wait
is this about
no way??
is this
i feel like im wrong
ok update i was wrong
oh my god this is ouch
BEDROOM EYES LIKE A REMEDY
this is strangely fearless coded?
like mature fearless
this feels like love story got punched in the face?
BITCHING AND MOANING YES
VIPERS DRESSED IN EMPATHS CLOTHING!!!!!!
this is so pretty wow
but brings lovers,,, closer
okay wait i might have been right earlier omg
TRAVIS?
WILD BOY
i’m having is baby is HILARIOUS i love her
i think that was the transition of joe to travis and i’m obsessed
7. fresh out the slammer
ok wild west
pretty baby
another summer, taking cover
he was with her in dreams OK JOLENE
for just one glimpse of his smile
swirled you into all of my poems omg
AMERICAN DREAMS
IMAGINARY RINGS
i did my time
wow.
jack is KILLING IT HOLY HELL
8. Florida!!!
im already scared from track 1
weed or little babies is crazy
is one hell of a drug
hey florence
CHEATING HUSBAND DISAPPEARED
NO ONE ASKS QUESTIONS HERE
is that a bad thing to say in a song? OH MY GOD
ok DRUMS
they have a fun mix woah
ok we like florida cool ok
ok
cool cool cool
ok
shitstorm in texas
that’s so cool omg
9. guilty as sin?
ok hey drums
i have a love song inkling?
oh this is so pretty
mine on my upper thigh omfg
ok this is gorgeous
romantic asf
hey bible
i keep recalling things we never DID
ouch
downtown lights 😭
10. who’s afraid of little old me?
why is bro killing her geez
ok SPOOKY
what scandal
i’m so invested
we could all laugh until i cry
real
oh you SHOULD BE BITCH
ASLYUM
DRUNK ON MY OWN TEARS
oh this is CAMP
ok blank space
her VOICE god
that did not feel like 5 minutes wow
wow.
11. i can fix him
i’m so scared omfg
hello FOLK
this is so pretty wow
ok we are talking’ TEXAS
this shit is SOUTHERN
he just hadn’t met me yet
my man
wow
her VOICE
oh this is HOT
hey jack missed you
WOAH? MAYBE I CANT?
oh my god that was so
wow
12. loml
i. am. scared.
the time i was away??????? rep????
i felt i was better safe than STARRY EYED. OUCH
ONE KISS TO GETTING MARRIED
THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE
A MILLION TIMES
you took me to hell too
cinephile
black and white
YOU SHIT TALKED ME UNDER THE TABLE
BRAIDS OF LIES
ILL BE NEVER LEAVE NEVER MIND
LOSS OF MY LIFE.
JESUS.
ARRON GOD DAMN YOU
13. I can do it with a broken heart
hey pool
ok mastermind
oh my god tour
this hurts
geez
BITCH SMILE
HE SAID HED LOVE ME ALL HIS LIFE
CROWD WAS CHANTING MORE
IM SO DEPRESSED I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY
IM OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT HE AVOIDS ME
SHE IS SO PRODUCTIVE
i love the voices in the background so much omg
i’m glad she’s proud of herself
CAUSE IM MISERABLE!
AND NOBODY EVEN KNOWS!
ok that was awesome
i laughed out loud
14. the smallest man who ever lived
i’m scared
again
oh god
Jehovah’s witness suit lmao
ha they ghosted him
oh damn.
RUSTING MY SPARKLING SUMMER
OH DAMN
the breath christ
NOT THE PUSH PENS
showed her off barely
this hurts actually
i’m scared for the bridge
oh hello bridge
WOW
A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED
WOW
WILL THIS ALL BE DECLASSIFIED
WOW
YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR
NORMAL GIRLS ARE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING
holy
actual
frick
wow
wow
wow
15. the alchemy
hey beat ok
touch down ha
ok comeback song
THESE BLOKES WARM THE BENCHES
THATS HILARIOUS
AW
hey LOVE SONG
she had her american revolution song
16. clara bow
i’m scared pt. 3927237
ok guitar
aww cute
hey taylor! pls don’t die, thanks!
DAZZLING
STEVIE NICKS
oh wow
this is stunning
demanding ‘more’
it’s hell on earth to be HEAVENLY
WOW
HEY TAYLOR SWIFT
you’ve got edge she never did
is crazy
ok that’s all bye (until 2 maybe?)
EDIT:
OKAY MAJOR UPDATE SHES INSANE
15 MORE
17. the black dog
oh my god
his location
it’s A BAR
i just don’t understand how you don’t miss me
she’s too young to know this song
do you hate me
was it hazing
six weeks of breathing clean air i miss the SMOKE
wow
wow
wow
18. imgonnagetyouback
ok skirt
you knew the price going in ohmygod
get him back olivia rodrigo??
this is so pretty
oh god the BRIDGE
ERAS FADING INTO GREY
19. The Albatross
ok hey FOLK
CROSS YOUR THOUGHTLESS HEART
oh my god this is GORGEOUS
this is so evermore???
idek
her voice wow
19. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
this opens quick wow
just say “i loved you the way that you were” christ
jesus
this is so beautiful wow
THE GLINT IN MY EYE TRACED THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SIGH
WOW
SCARLET MAROON
this is wow
will i always wonder
20. how did it end
we herby conduct this post mortem!!!
southern accent maybe a little??
this is so pretty wow
oh my god OW
DIDNT YOU HEAR THEY CALLED IT ALL OFF
THE BRIDGE OUCH
d-y-i-n-g OK JUST STAB ME TAYLOR
wow wow wow
21. so high school
CUTE???
SMOKING YOUR JOKES ALL NIGHT
this is so 90s???!???!??!
YOU KNOW HOW TO BALL, I KNOW ARISTOTLE!!;!,!,!,$;$;
TOUCH ME WHILE YOUR BROS PLAY GRAND THEFT AUTO?,?,!:!,,$,’
ok this is so cranberries
AMERICAN PIE IS SO CUTE
WOW
this is like making me giddy
ok AWWW
22. i hate it here
QUICK QUICK
AHHH
i’m there most of the year cause i HATE IT HERE
the 1830s w/o the racists and bids real
electriciTEE
obsessed
23. thanK you aMIee
okay here we go
i’m fearing for kim’s life
hometown
OH
hey bully
fucK you aMIee is so funny
kim is shaking
this is kinda country
taylor is so sweet
DAMN ANDREA
that there wouldn’t be this if there hadn’t been you
wow
beat my spirit black and blue
wow
LMAO
AND SO I CHANGE YOUR NAME AND ANY REAL DEFINING CLUES
HA
NORTH LMAO
okay she’s bat shit crazy for that
24. i look in peoples windows
pretty
hey jack!! (found him)
down down down down
im addicted to the “if only”
GOD
one more time
25. the prophecy
oh, but it’s gone again
I GOT CURSED LIKE EVE GOT BITTEN
ok we are in our religious parallel era wow
god WOW
still dream of him
howl like a wolf at the moon
coven around a sorcerers table
NO SIGN OF SOULMATES
GREIGE
sweet lord
26. cassandra
wow wow
i have nothing else to say
just
WOW
do you believe me now?
THE CHRISTIAN CHORUS LINE
not a single word was heard
27. peter
is it something i did?
god
promises oceans deep, but never to keep
this is beautifully tragic
you said you were gonna grow up
28. the bolter
oh my god.
town car speeding!
slam of a door, then he’ll call her a WHORE!!!!
ouch
this is so different
there’s escape in escaping
then came out alive
29. robin
you have no idEA
this is so bittersweet
wilder and lighter. for you.
30. the manuscript
hey piano
i’d give you my heart if you needed it
but soon it was over
and couldn’t sleep unless it was in her mothers bed
wow
ouch
all that’s left is the manuscript
ok i’m done that’s a perfect album
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mindiminmin · 10 months
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𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑰 ☆⌒(ゝ。∂).ᐟ
·:*¨༺ ★ ༻¨*:·.
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˗ˏˋ ꒰ ABOUT ME ꒱ ˎˊ˗
𐀔 . I'm pansexual, INFJ , BLACK ♡, Music lover especially kpop, little mix and partynextdoor AND ZAYN.😇, I love regular show and invader zim smsmmsms, I rp from time to time as well 🫶🏾 ROBLOX>> (user is urbeltt if u wanna add me bae💗)
𐀔 . I love stickers more than anything 😭 if you gave me stickers I would love you forever
𐀔 . Birthday is December 25th, end of the year Capricorn 🐇
𐀔 . I LOVE making friends so if u wanna be mutuals PLS TELL ME OMG !!!
𐀔 . I HAVE DISCORD IF U WANNA TALK THERE (user is msgudpusss)
𐀔 . zayn is my literal husband. The rest of u that say otherwise is fake asf🙄
˗ˏˋ ꒰ INTERESTS ꒱ ˎˊ˗
𐀔 . kpop (newjeans, le sserafim, ntc <ALL UNITS>, GOT7, TxT, aespa, ect)
𐀔 . rping
𐀔 . ITSV/ATSV
𐀔 . YOUNGROYALS<3
𐀔 . HEARTSTOPPERRR<333
𐀔 . little mix
𐀔 . zayn aka the man of my dreams and my bf forever and ever
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˗ˏˋ ꒰ DNI ꒱ ˎˊ˗
𐀔 . if u a old ass nigga u betta back tf up im a minor yall
𐀔 . white people🙁 (sorry babes but this is a poc space only)
𐀔 . Any rasists, homophobes, nasty weirdos, proshippers (u bitches r weird dont get on this fucking account if ur one of those)
𐀔 . niggas that judge me for the kinda ice cream i like bitch be gone rn 💀
˗ˏˋ ꒰ PLEASE INTERACT IF ꒱ ˎˊ˗
𐀔 . if you like kpop ♡
𐀔 . if u rp and would like to rp w me !
𐀔 . IF U WANNA BE MUTUALS
𐀔 . if you wanna be invited to me and zayns wedding
𐀔 . if ur not old
𐀔 . if u can bring my energy
˗ˏˋ ꒰ THANKS FOR COMING ꒱ ˎˊ˗
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dislifeismid · 2 years
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Good Morning or whatever the day it is in your place, I kindly requested an NSFW Headcanons on Narmer.. Fem Reader to be exact. Thank You anyways!

Also never forget Take your time anyway and Don't rush things anyway ^^
Narmer nsfw alphabet
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Gentleman 💕🙏 he doesn't mind doing all the work but HE APPRECIATES IT SM IF YOU SO MUCH AS ASK HIM IF HE NEEDS ANYTHING. Like just show you're willing to help too, show you care too. His heart melts. He'l place a hand over his heart and smile so lovingly down at you, and reassure you with a "no, love, i'm fine~"
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His eyes. Red, wide and curious- and hidden for only you to see 🙏 please cup his face and look into his eyes. They'l narrow at you, his pupils will dilate and he'l practically chirp with happiness 💕
Corny asf. But. He loves everything about you ok!!! No preference!! :C
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Doesn't like to make a mess, or to mess with bodily fluids. He isn't as hardcore as Leon, but he'd rather limit cum getting on surfaces like cloth. It's annoying to get it out. He cums a lot, and he'd rather not risk it falling off your body or something. Usually will try to cum in a condom or inside (with proper protection because he is a responsible man 💕)
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
I feel like he might have recorded himself at some point. You will never find that recording or know that it exists.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He knows what he's doing. Is he a whore? Absolutely not. Narmer has no fictive vision of sex, he knows what real sex is. No warped delusions. Solid partner that knows his limits and how to go about it.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Missionary. He's a simple man. Maybe bent over a table or something.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He might laugh or chuckle a little. Generally he likes to make the moment about you though.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He trims, very clean, just the right amount of hair. 10/10.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Very romantic, loving words constantly!!!
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He rarely does, because he's just better than that. That means he has a lot riled up..
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Sir kink, roleplay, bondage (light), praise, size difference, worship, face sitting, breathplay
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Preferably away from prying eyes. If anyone does walks in, he'l shield you both with his wings.... (if i can figure out what they even are and how they work)
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Being innocently sexy. Acting innocent and oblivious whilst clearly trying to get it on. Also just being huge wife/husband material.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Little space (call him daddy and he'l chuckle but actually act like a kid and he'll... no, he just can't. He does want like, he likes people who can be mature and independant to a degree)
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He loves watching you struggle to take him. That being said he has such a skilled mouth. Sit on him he won't mind. Why man talk so much if not good at giving back.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Powerful, deep, meaningful trusts. It's worth every stroke.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Would rather take his time, not a huge fan.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
No, he already has tried everything he wanted to and he already knows what he likes and what he doesn't.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
A shockingly big amount but will stop himself way ahead for your own good. Because he is a responsible partner 🙏🙏🙏💕💕✨
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Not unless you want them. He'l chuckle smugly at anything silicon. He finds fakes stupid. Nothing beats the real deal, it's so adorably stupid that you're browsing this to begin with 💕 innocent lil thing... hahah... these are way too small 👁‍🗨👁‍🗨
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
So unfair. He thinks it's very fun to mess with you. 😫
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Can control his volume, if you want to hear him, you'l hear him. If it's best he keeps quiet, he will. His voice is fcking audio orgasm material, like, that shit right in your ear is bliss.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Probably into milfs
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Big. b i g. Horsecock right there. How does he even fit it in those perfectly pressed pants of his?? That's the real mystery. Thick, long, hits all the spots at once. Will have you actually sobbing.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
A bit below average i'm assuming
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
After everything is done and everything's okay, he'l fall asleep as he would any other day. Likes to hold you. 🙏
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lynnbutlertron · 10 months
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this is the anon from the other night and I just want to say that your headcanon about mr. b heating up when he’s feeling some type of way has me dead (in a good way) & I also agree that scud & mr b have been married as fuck for awhile but I feel that in the newest season mr b kinda seems 🙄 towards scud (but it’s probably cus of candice?? yea) also FUCK YOU for making me fall for that recent edit you made (I’m jk 😭) but also. Why in the original poster are the hearts only towards Mr b. Like isn’t the plot supposed to be that scud likes candice… but then wouldn’t there be… nvm
HAHA THERE ARE SO MANY EMOTIONS IN THIS ASK HOLD ON.
First of all, i’m gaslighting myself into believing scudlertron is real. What do you mean?? This is the original poster. It looks like that. Tara made it like that. they have been married for 30+ years i only took a screenshot of it…..
But no the moment i saw it i GASPED because the hearts going in lynns direction. I didn’t even need to edit it that much and it was already gay asf!!!!! sorry for tricking you though 😔
I feel like mr b being done as fuck with scudworth in s2 is pretty justified, i would be too if my husband started pulling some of the most abhorrent methods known to man to try and get a woman who is CLEARLY asexual or a lesbian (both so true) . Like i feel mr b is just annoyed he’s so fucking bad at a) his job and b) pulling women. That’s why he went for the robot instead /j
In regards to the mr b heating up when he’s feelin some kinda way. Literally canon to me idc. He is indeed just a little robot and has a big crush!! He can’t handle it!!!
i feel like the idea is quite synonymous with scudlertron fans, or at least it was. there is this absolutely WONDERFUL fanfiction about the same concept (i don’t know the person’s username on any other social medias, so if anyone knows.. tell me plz i need to tell this person this fanfic has been in my head for years)
literally owns space in my brain i think about it so much. Go read it!!!!!!!!!!! :)
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wiccllng · 3 years
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just billy and teddy. just the loml’s.
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poedameronsthighs · 4 years
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He is a DAD
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ameliasbitvh · 2 years
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𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫; 𝐝.𝐦.
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a/n: ahhhh!! this is the last part of this series, i hope you all enjoy it <3 i wrote this right after i finished writing the 3rd part so i hope this doesnt seem too rushed lol.
library account: @ameliasbitvhlibrary
summary: adrian and reader get divorced, leaving an opening for draco when reader’s mom has a party for the divorce for y/n to meet new people. she see’s draco has his arm around another girl, leading to events you don’t want to miss.
wc: 4.1k (4136)
warning(s): mentions of an affair, cheating, yelling, argueing, toxic relationship, something about roses that i explained very poorly but i hope everyone gets, unprotected sex, degrading, praising, oral sex (male receiving), fingering, ur mom is sort of a cock block, kissing, hickies, angry love confessions asf, mediocre writing and a lot of crying towards the mid section???
PT.1 // PT.2 // PT.3 // NAV
I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life? Tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
“Mother, Adrian and I don’t need a gathering for our divorce. Everything is already set in stone and we don’t need–I don’t need multiple people coming up to me asking why we left each other!”
“Darling, you’re being over dramatic. This will be a great opportunity to find yourself a new husband. You’re a pretty girl now but you won't be one forever.” you scoffed at her, she was a good example of her last line.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“What I'm trying to say is: find yourself a husband while you’re still young and beautiful.”
“I don’t want a husband–I don't want to be with anyone!” you didn’t want to be with anyone, except for him. Draco Malfoy. Your secret lover, who no longer was yours. You let him slip from the grasp of your hands. You were sure you held on so tight in the beginning, then you became careless. Thinking he’d always come back, you let go and he didn’t come back crawling to you. Instead he gave you space, leaving you alone on those wretched Friday nights.
He found someone new. Well, not so new. Astoria Greengrass. You knew of her, the younger sister of Daphne Greengrass and she and Draco had been talking or together in the middle of your affair. You were greedy, but he was too.
You couldn’t blame him. She was a lovely girl and her beauty was beyond. How were you to compete with her? But that was the thing, you were no longer competing. You were already disqualified from the game. All roads that led to him were blocked by your pride. You still were too proud to say anything to him, you hated how stubborn you were and he did too.
You were so stubborn that sometimes Draco would just give up arguing with you and let you win, he couldn’t handle the wrath you’d bring upon him. You’ve already brought him love and heartache, isn't that enough?
“Of course, of course. But that doesn’t matter, does it? Get ready, we will have people joining us in our Manor tonight.” she gave you a fake smile that pulled on her delicate wrinkles that she tried to get rid of years ago. You understood why she felt you getting married now was so important, she didn’t want you to end up like her: cruel, rude, bitter, and old. Your mother wasn’t ‘old’ but she was getting older and her one fear was your father leaving her for it. You’ve spent nights trying to reassure her, but it seems it never worked.
Closing your eyes, you peeled them open exhaling and took in the heat of the hot summer day and blooming sun shooting at you through the window. It was June fifth, his birthday was four days ago. On his birthday you spent your whole night thinking about how you both spent the special day of his coming together. He always brought you a rose, so you gave him one too. He took your hand in his and twirled you around the room. His hands resting on your hips, while yours on his shoulder as you both swayed to the rhythm of the music playing.
The night ended with passion, it wasn’t a regular fuck. It was love. His thrust, slower than usual. His lips travel your body as if they had never roamed it before. He took his time making sure to explore every piece of skin you had and marked it as his own. You bucking your hips up against him and marking him as yours as well. Your lips, attached to his neck as you swirl your tongue against his sweet spot, earning delicious groans from him.
Isn't it strange how you both turned into strangers? Now if you both were to see each other in the simplest of settings, you both acted like you’ve never seen each other. Your heart always tensed, thumping fiercely. But it felt like you were dying. Your heart would beat so damn hard for him, but you felt like everything was in slow motion and your heart was giving up on you. You wouldn't be surprised if you dropped dead right then and there.
Which is exactly how you felt when the day transitioned into night and you saw him enter the Manor…with her around his arm. Both of their lips pulled with a smile as they were greeted by their friends and family. It was your job to greet every guest, and everytime you did they’d ask about the divorce but you shook it off. But this wasn’t just any guest.
You bit down on your bottom lip, your nerves built up–where did your confidence go now? You quickly found yourself a few drinks and downed them quickly. They burned down your throat, but suppressed your pain for those few moments. You wanted to stop the pain, but you couldn’t drown yourself in drinks right now.
Your mother made sure your image was perfect tonight. You were in a beautiful black dress, made of purely silk and had the softest touch. Your makeup, professionally done to her liking. Your mother caught you drinking and scolded you, “Y/n! I said ‘go greet the guests’, not drink!”
You gave her a little laugh, “Mhm, yeah jud–just give me a moment.”
“No. Go over there and greet Malfoy and Greengrass!”
Suddenly you were sober. “Wait–mom! I can't!”
“Please elaborate on that.” she stood there, arms crossed as she waited for your explanation. But you couldn’t tell her. Could you?
“Fine,”
Clearing your throat, you took slow strides up to the couple. Your throat seemed to become dry again–you needed another drink. Nope, Y/n! You are going to do this, suck it up buttercup. All you’re going to do is say ‘Hello, I hope you’ve been enjoying your time here.’
Draco’s eyes wandered around the room and he found you walking towards him and Astoria. His heart clenched at the sight of you, he wanted nothing more than to tell you how beautiful you looked tonight. You were the star of the fucking show, all eyes on you. You looked just like a dream, the prettiest girl he’s ever seen. But he couldn’t. He was with Astoria, well sorta.
He heard of your diviorce and not even God would be able to explain how happy he was, until he remembered: she’s not yours anymore. He lost the one.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
He still replayed that night in his head, he still remembered the saddened look on your face and he couldn’t bear it anymore. He needed to move on because it seemed like you did so, so easily. So he reconnected with Astoria and immediately they hit it off again. Now his arm was intertwined with hers as you took strides to them.
Taking in a deep breath and exhaling you noticed how close you were getting to them now, fuck you felt like you were going to die. Quickly, you braced a smile on your face. “Hey,” you said, catching all of their attention. What you didn’t know was that the blonde’s attention was on you before you even got there. “I hope you both are having a good time here!”
The beautiful girl smiled back greeting you and replied, “Yes, of course we are. Everything is magnificently beautiful, you did a great job with the decor!”
You gave her a laugh, and Draco savored it. “My mother actually did it. You see this was all of her doing, she loves the idea of me finding someone new.”
His eyes hardened. “Is that so?” his voice caused a shiver to travel down your spine. Fuck. Clearing your throat you tried to respond just as normally, “Yes, she wants me to find a new husband. Funny, right?”
He thought there was nothing funny about that. He looked the other way. His guard is up, great. You thought.
“Already?!” Astoria exclaimed. “Yes, but enough about me! How have you both been?”
“Oh, we–” “Astoria!” a voice, Daphne Greengrass called out for her sister. Astoria’s eyes immediately lit up at the sight of the blonde girl and gave you a quick apology before she left. “I’m so sorry–but my sister’s here. I would love to return to this conversation in a bit!”
Now it was just you and the blonde man. You gnawed on your lip to distract yourself until you heard him speak, “Don’t do that.”
Your eyes quickly shot up to meet his, “Why? It’s not like you can tell me what to do.”
So this is me swallowin’ my pride
Standin’ in front of you sayin’ I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothin’ but missin’ you
Wishin’ I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
“You really want to start right now, Y/l/n.” The first name basis was automatically gone.
“What if I do? What are you going to do about it?”
“Don’t start something you can’t finish.” You flinched, you knew he didn’t mean it like that but all your thoughts trained onto that night. The vivid images of Draco on top of Adrian, beating the daylight out of him still burned in the back of your mind. Watching him leave you burned in the back of your mind. He fucking burned in the back of your mind. Little did you know it was the same for him.
He saw how you reacted, something so small but held so much meaning. Just like a single rose. “I–I’m s–”
“It’s fine, Malfoy.”
“No, no it’s not. I never apologized for that night.”
Your eyes welled up with tears, threatening to spill. Than you realized you had an opening, swallow that damn stupid pride and say you’re sorry!
“I’m sorry.” you repeat yourself again. “I’m sorry for letting us start an affair, I’m sorry for wasting your time, I’m sorry for telling you to end what we had, I’m sorry for letting you walk away, I’m sorry for caring too much about what people would’ve thought about us, I’m sorry I made you feel like you weren’t enough, I’m sorry I was careless, I’m–” he immediately grabbed your hand pulled you upstairs into a room, your room. He’d never been here before.
“Stop saying you’re sorry, Sweetheart.” he caressed your tear stricken face.
But the name only made you cry even more. “No, because I am sorry. For everything! I treated you like you’d always be there and–”
“Y/n, stop. If anything I’m sorry, I put you through hell and watched you burn. So stop feeling sorry for the things you’ve done to me, because I’m no better.”
“And let me say something: I’m not sorry that we had an affair, you never wasted my time, if anything I’d spend all my time on you, I’m sorry for agreeing with your idiotic plan to end us, I’m sorry for ending what we had, I’m sorry I walked away, I’m sorry I didn’t fight for us, I’m sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry I still love you!” your eyes widened at his confession and you immediately crashed your lips onto his.
It was hungry, fierce, but filled with so much emotion. Love, guilt, angst and anger. Your arms looped around his neck, and his big hands went under your thighs to scoop you up. Both of your tears fell onto each others cheeks, into the kiss you confessed “I still love you too, I fucking love you, I never stopped.”
These days I haven't been sleepin’
Stayin’ up playing back myself leavin’
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughin’ from the passenger side
And I realized I loved you in the fall
Your legs wrapped around his torso as he carried you onto the bed, his body was on top of yours. Pulling away from your lips, something he desperately didn’t want to do and he could tell you felt the same from your cry. He needed to catch his breath, for a moment his eyes landed on your night stand and he saw a vase filled with roses.
They seemed to be slightly dead, almost as if you were trying to revive them and right in front of his eyes they bloomed into health. His jaw dropped. “Did you see that?”
“See what?” you questioned, out of breath, pulling yourself up. “The roses–they were dead and now they are–”
“Healthy…but they were just poor this morning?”
Suddenly something hit you that seemed so impossible but you couldn’t help it. “Oh my Merlin, what if–”
“What if what?” he questioned you quickly because of his curiosity, he was such a nerd.
“Well if you let me finish what I was going to say, so what if: those flowers represent our…love? Because after that night, they began dying but always seemed to stand tall. Never wanted to die and these flowers, I got them all from you…every time you gave me one I put it in the vase with the others.”
“You kept them all?” He smiled like a love-sick boy.
“That’s all you got from what I said–and of course I did.” you said the last part, quietly and blushing. He found it adorable.
“Look at me, Angel.” his fingers found your chin and pressed a soft kiss against your lips. The softness became hungry and starved. He pushed your back into the bed, his hands interlacing with yours. His lips moved from your jaw to your neck. He sucked on your sweet spot and swirled his tongue around it, earning a whine from you. You began bucking your hips up, your sex needy and aching. “Not yet, Princess. Let me taste you.”
“But I want to taste you, Draco.” you whined.
“What was that?”
“I wanna taste you, it was your birthday four days ago. You didn’t think I forgot did you?”
“God, you beautiful woman. I love you.”
“I love you more.” you said, placing delicate kisses on his neck and he let you force him under you. Now you straddled him, your core right on top of his hard. You grinded on top of it, causing him to throw his head back, his hands reaching up to squeeze your ass. “Just like that, Baby.”
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
Slowly, to tease him you removed your dress and bra, leaving your panties on. Tossing your clothes to the side you began unbuttoning his black long sleeve shirt to reveal his defined abs and soft pale skin. You snaked down pressing your lips on his body, and especially right above his pants. There you unzipped his fly and his cock that were in his boxers immediately hit his abdomen.
You pulled his pants off and left him in his undergarment. Your hand trailed to his aching dick and you caressed it, making it twitch pre-cum leaking from the tip, seeped through his clothing. “Look at you, Daddy. I barely touched you and you’re so hard for me.”
“I missed you so much, Princess. That’s why–fuck just put those pretty lips to work already.” you giggled, removing his boxers you took a look at his cock. Fuck, you forgot how big he was. He saw your dumb found face and a smirk pulled on his lips. You hated that shit eating grin. But he won’t be the one smirking after this.
Licking your lips, you began stroking his cock, mainly focusing on his tip. His hips jerked up and you slapped his thigh in response. “Nuh-uh, let me take care of you right now.”
You shyly licked his precum off of him and his dick twitched. His hands gripped the sheets, all he wanted to do was fuck your pretty little face.
Soon, your lips enveloped his sex and he tossed his head back. You pumped him with your mouth moving up and down. His hand came down and stroked your hair, and didn’t push your head down because he knew where that would leave him with. Blue balls–no, fucking violet balls.
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standin’ in front of you sayin’ I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothin’ but missin’ you
Wishin’ I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
“So good for me, Sweetheart. Fuck, I missed those pretty lips. You always know how to pleas–shit.” he was close to coming, right on the edge. He needed one last push and your eyes looking up at him was exactly the one. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum and you’re gonna take it like the Good Girl you are.”
You hummed against him, causing vibrations to spiral through his body. He came so fucking hard, your mouth and throat coated in his seeds. Swallowing you smiled, “Taste so good,”
“I know, Baby” he smirked, lazily from his recent high. “So good, I wanna try again.”
“No–”
“But–”
“You wanna make me happy, Angel?”
“Yes.” you answered.
“Then get on my lap.”
You complied. Your legs wobbly as you got up and he moved to the edge of the bed. You laid yourself on his thighs, your backside facing him. His hand moved down, finding your ass and began rubbing before he delivered a slap to it.
You whimpered in pleasure and pain. His fingers nimpled their way to your underwear that was stained in your arousal. His middle and ring finger started rubbing your clit through the fabric, making you moan. “Look at you, so wet your pussy’s milking on my fingers through your panties.”
His digits left your core, striking you ass with his palm, his cool rings digging into your skin. “Mhm, I think you should be punished.”
“Wha–why?”
“You’ve been a bad girl, saying that you’re sorry for everything. I don't want you to be sad because of me, Sweetheart.”
“But–”
“I’m gonna smack this pretty ass for every damn time you said sorry, there’s no need to be sorry. We both were bad.”
You bit down on your lips, finally agreeing with him. Suddenly he lifted your head up and slapped you, a burning sensation was left tingling on your cheek. Ass and face. “What’d I say earlier about doing that?”
“Not to do it.” you knew exactly what he was talking about.
“That’s right. You need to listen more, Bitch.”
He did exactly what he said he’d do, fucking slapped your ass nine more times; for everytime you said sorry.
“You did so good for me.”
I miss your tan skin
Your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinkin’
Probably mindless dreamin’
But if we loved again, I swear I’d love you right
He pushed your back into your mattress and immediately latched his lips onto your nipples, “Taste so sweet,”
Your back arched, forcing your body closer to his. His hands traveled to your panties and impatiently ripped them off. His digits crept their way into your tight hole, “Fuck you’re so tight.” Once they found their way in he pumped them in and out of you. Moans began escaping your mouth, he silenced them with his mouth. You could barely kiss him back.
He lifted the cover from underneath you two with his free hand and covered you both in it. “Please, I need you to fill me up so bad!” you cried, feeling close to the edge.
“I know, I know,” he smirked against your lips. Removing his two digits from your sex, he placed his tip at your entrance and you bucked your lips up, inviting him in and he gladly accepted.
He immediately groaned pushing into you, and you let out a pornographic moan. Your arms hooked around his neck and his hands held your waist down as he pounded in and out of you. His hot breath danced on your skin, making you spiral even more. The overwhelming amount of pleasure the blonde man gave you was unexplainable. His hips crashed with yours, he rocked you whole fucking world. He showed you Heaven and Hell and without him you'd have none. He was your light in the darkness, the one who loved you unconditionally and you felt the same for him. “I love you so much, Draco. So fucking much.”
His sex collided with yours again, he grunted. “I love you more, Sweetheart. Fuck I was going crazy without you.”
“I hate how much I love you, I hate how much I want you, I hate how you feel the same way about me. God, you make me insane.” you confessed.
Meanwhile…
Your mother was looking around the Manor for you, you weren’t in the kitchen, living room, ball room, bathroom, you were nowhere to be found. She decided to look up stairs for you, maybe you were in the astronomy room, she knew how much you adored it. Walking towards it she’d have to go past your room. That’s when she heard…things.
Of course, her being her, she never thought her innocent daughter would do anything, especially now. She assumed it was a couple in your room and she was going to tell them to get out. That was until she opened the door, her eyes widening as she saw you under the blonde man as he stopped his thrusts into you. He immediately hid your body under his and pulled the covers up higher.
“Mom! What are you doing–I–get out!”
Your mother’s face contorted into disgusts, “Y/n! I told you to greet guests, not sleep with them–unless…is this the lucky man you’ve chosen to be your husband?” she smirked in a playful way.
“Get out, mom!” you said embarrassed.
“Alright, alright,” she said, closing the door.
“Well, looks like I’m your husband now.” Draco smirked.
You picked a pillow up and threw it at him. “In your dreams, Dork.”
“You’re the star of them.”
You blushed and hid underneath the covers. He went under them after you, “Hey, you,”
“Hey, Blondie.”
I’d go back in time and change it, but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
Removing the blanket off of you both, some part of you was reminded: he has a girlfriend. “Shit!”
“What?”
“Draco, you have a girlfriend!”
“Yeah, you?”
“No, Astoria!”
“Are you saying you don't want to be my girlfriend?” he raised an eyebrow, failing at flirting.
“Now’s not the time for mediocre flirting–what are we supposed to do, you can’t just break up with her–”
“Y/n! Calm down!”
“No–how can I–”
“Her and I aren’t dating! Well we aren’t actually dating, it’s just an arrangement we both made to please our parents. I don’t love her or anything, I’ll tell her it’s off. I love you and only you. I’m all yours.”
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standin’ in front of you sayin’ I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothin’ but missin’ you
Wishin’ I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time
“I’ve always been yours and you’ve always been mine?”
“Exactly.” he smiled, his forehead resting on yours. He got up to finally take a look at your room, keep in mind he didn't even bother to put his clothes back on–his eyes scanned until he saw a small stuffed animal hiding behind your clothes. He took it and inspected it, bursting into laughter. He held it up and taunted you, “Is this a teddy bear? Aww, how cute.”
“Draco, give it back!”
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skz reaction to you being needy
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genre : suggestive ,, fluff uwu
warning : use of petnames , suggestive , slight dry humping, slight make out? , playful behaviour teasing , whiny reader, shy reader (depends in some)
❁ reactions with scenarios
❁ A/N : I feel like some are out of context , but I hope you’ll like it tho ,, please don’t mind the many mistakes :(
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• Chan : I think my boy will find it a bit funny and cute at the same time,, at the way you’re whining and all. He’ll of course help you ;) (the loml) ♡
You were sat on the couch staring at your husband working. His beautiful fingers typing on the keyboard of his laptop rapidly. His bottom lip caughed between his teeth, his eyebrows furrowed, totally immersed into whatever he was doing. He was so handsome you couldn't resist him. When he tapped his finger on his kissable plump lips it was the last straw. You got up from your spot walking to him. He looked up smiling at you "hi baby" , you put your hands on his shoulders straddling him. Chan's hands instinctively came to your hips. You buried your head in the crook of his neck starting sucking lightly on the sensitive skin. Chan groaned caressing your sides "what's up babygirl?" he chuckled when he felt your hands on his belt trying to unbuckle it quickly. "I need you" you whined. He cupped your cheek softly "Can I finish-" you pouted playing with the collar of his black shirt "please Chan" you whined again, fingers toying with the bottons already unbuttoning them " I really really need you" you bite your lip grinding on his crotch , looking at his veiny hands "right. now" imagining how they would look all over your bare skin . "pleaseee" you pleaded desperately as you gripped on his bicep. Chan looked at you quiet surprise at how needy you were. It was kind of funny how you acted but you were just so cute sitting on him, all whiny for him. He sighed before getting up with you in his arms "ok babygirl , you asked for it. Everything for my princess" he smirked before kissing you walking to your bedroom. This night was a busy one ;)
( I’m a sucker for husband Chan sorry )
• Lee Know : I think Minho will tease you asf. He will make you needier and beg for him , evil boy #1  ♡
You were in the kitchen trying to find something to eat until Minho entered the living room and sat on the couch. Just his presence can intimidated you. He does the bare minimum and can turn you on easily. Minho was bouncing his leg unconsciously as he was on the phone talking with Jisung. Your legs turned into jelly as you gripped on the kitchen counter to steady yourself. Boy just breathing and you're weak. His thighs were your weakness, they were so muscular , firm just .. wow. He suddenly looked at you smilling , you stopped breathing for a moment before smilling back. Lord why I am like this ? you thought. He kept on doing that for minutes and it drove you crazy . You moaned unintentionally as you thought of riding his thighs. " ok I'm done" you muttered to yourself desperately. You walked over to him sitting on one of his well-built thigh. He looked at you confused before smirking when he realized that you were horny. The pressure of his strong muscle against your throbbing clit made you whimper. Minho hung up and rested his body back on the couch "is my kitten horny?" he said teasingly. You nodded shyly looking away embarrassed. He laughed turning your flustered face to look at him. Glancing at your position on his thigh, he smirked "do I turn you on baby? Do my thighs make you horny?" he whispered playfully. No answer. Minho bounced his leg making you lose your balance and fell onto his chest. "tell me what you want? want to ride my thigh kitten?" he bite your earlobe. A weak "yes" left your throat as hummed, his hands behind his head. "beg for it" he said before bouncing his leg again. You moaned the pleasure and your needs getting unbearable. "p-please Minho". He smiled mischievously "c'mon baby, tell me. Tell me you want to ride my thigh . Say it hm . Beg for it" he purred looking down at your needy figure "please I need you.. I want t-to ride your thigh" he laughed flexing his muscle when you sobbed quietly. "I didn't hear you. Can you repeat my dear?" teasing dripping from his tongue.
• Changbin : He’ll get a bit needy and shy shy shy . Just by the way you whine , makes him whine too ( ugh binnie’s whines tho <3 ) ,, he won’t tease you at all ( uwu my baby ♡ )
You and Changbin were coming back home from a little walk at the park,, when you entered your living room you tripped over Changbin's bag that was on the floor. Changbin immediately ran to you, helping you standing up, one of your hand went to his shoulder the other one grabbed his bicep. The way it flexed under your palm when he helped you up made you froze on your spot . "y/n you're ok?" he asked caressing your hair. "baby are you ok?" he asked again cupping your cheeks. You squeezed his bicep eyes focused on the hard muscle "your.. you're .. I mean" you stammered. His arms were so big , so muscular.. you knew it already but you never really focused on them. You just wanted to touch them and grip on them like when you- "Binnie , I want you" you suddenly whined. Changbin released a breath he didn’t know he was holding "your- you look so good" you whispered shyly. His heart stopped, the compliment turning his cheeks red. How can something so "normal" affect you this way? Were you crazy? "babe" you whined pulling him by his shirt. Changbin whined as you played with the hem of it. "I need you" you pouted grabbing his hands putting them on your waist craving to feel his hands on your body " shit I need you too" he whined throwing his head back. "C'mere baby" he tapped your thigh signalling you to jump. You eyes didn't miss the way his shirt hugged his bicep tighter. Changbin whined again "stop looking at my arms" he hid his face into the crook of your neck leaving little pecks on the soft skin.
• Hyunjin : Like Minho , he will tease you. But not as much as him. I think he’d be surprised . He’ll smirk and chuckle at you , before giving you the attention you’re craving for ♡
Hyunjin ran his long fingers into his soft locks pushing them back , tying them. He bite his plump lip concentrated while doing so. He's so hot. Just by tying his long black hair. yes. His hair looked so beautiful , soft as silk.. you just wanted to play with them , caress them feeling the texture.. pull on them. You spaced out, many thoughts running through your mind.. your eyes started cascading to his beautiful lips imagining biting on them , then to his neck marked with hickeys , then his collarbones , eyes travelling down his muscular thighs.. he was just so perfect. Your mouth ajar, you could had swore you were drooling over him . Hyunjin snapped his fingers in front of your face pushing you out of your "interesting" thoughts "hey pretty one, did you hear me?" you shaked your head. "well I asked what ya’ want to watch?" how can someone be so pretty? His eyes , his nose , his cheek, his mole under his eye (...) "ok” He sighed "hello .. y/n. You spaced out again? What’s going on? What are you daydreaming about? Is something wrong? tell me baby" he said concerned. " I want you" you trailed off . "huh?" he asked taken aback not sure about what you say . "you heard me Hyunjin" you whined looking away. "say it again princess" he smilled teasingly "I want you" you breathed out. He chuckled " hm that's why you weren't listening to me huh . You were having weird thoughts about me" he smirked playfully "weird thoughts? what? shut up" you slapped his arm before pushing stands of hair out of his face. "Come here" Hyunjin pulled you closer by your waist as he bent down to kiss you slowly his hand cupping your cheek the other one resting on your thigh. Your hand flew to his silky hair, pulling at them slightly making him moan.
• Jisung : Boy will get a bit cheesy because he knows he is the reason why you’re needy? Will tease you a bit. He’ll be all over you the second after ♡
Han was talking with Chan and Changbin about the new song they were working on. He was sitting on the desk, one hand holding his ice americano the other one resting on his thigh. You couldn't looked away, he was just so cool today. His red beat headphone hanging around his neck, his red supreme headband, his not-so-oversized black hoodie, black ripped jean.. e-boy Jisung was your weakness ( everyone's weakness). “I think it can work" Chan announced as Changbin nodded. "Ok then, I’ll do that and we’ll see about it tomorrow" Jisung replied. Chan and Changbin waved at you before walking out the studio. Jisung stretched his arms , arching his sore back due to the way he stayed for minutes. Was he doing it on purpose you thought. Because damn the way he threw his head back made you gulped. He looked at you coming in your direction, crouching in front of you " I’ll have to stay a bit longer, if you wanna go home to-" — "no no , I’ll stay with you" you replied right away making him chuckle. “As you wish sweetheart" he kissed your lips softly making you whimper closing your eyes shut. That was so embarrassing , you just wanted to disappear engulfed into the couch as Jisung looked up at you his eyes wide open. "baby" he started resting his hands on your thighs . You bite your lips, breathing a bit heavily, just feeling his hands on your skin turned you on , how was this possible? He got the hint laughing at you "what’s so funny ugly frog?" you rolled your eyes. "are you.. horny?" his beautiful teeth making their appearance . "no! I’m not... you just look good today.. that’s all" you sighed looking at his fingers drawing little patterns on your thigh. You saying that boosted his ego “so .. I’m so hot it turns you on huh?" you glared at him . You stayed silent making him smirk knowing he was right "aw baby" he purred hand caressing your arm slowly. This bitch was teasing . " let your handsome and sexy boyfriend take care of you" he said before getting up taking your hands in the process to make you stand up too . He pushed you closer to him by your waist, kissing your cheek "are you always turn-on when I’m with you?" Jisung smirked his lips ghosting over yours "shut up idiot". He smiled kissing you passionately, his kisses travelling to your neck making you moan . “You must feel lucky to have such a good-looking boyfriend huh?" He muttered against your skin "oh fuck off" you pushed him away ready to leave, cheeks burning . "Don’t be like that, I’m kidding . Come here love" he hugged you, his hand finding its place on your lower back. "Let me make it up to you". Jisung whispered playing with the hem of your hoodie.
• Felix : Lixie , Sunshine , will somehow find you cute and will do anything to help you ( my cute baby <3 ) ,, He’ll give you so much love uwu ♡
Felix was baking, his delicious brownies smelling heavenly. He was so breathtaking as you admire him from your sit. A bit of chocolate on his cheek, flour on his chin .. he looked so hot yet adorable. You smiled like an idiot at your boyfriend. One of the spoon fell on the floor so you rushed to pick it up and put in the sink. "thanks baby" he said kissing your cheek. He blessed you with one of his precious smiles, eyes forming little crescents. His small hand went to grab a dishcloth, his fingers adorned with rings made you feel some type of ways. Your eyes stayed glued on them- "want to taste one?" he asked "t-taste what?" you gulped "one of the brownies?" He looked at your flustered face. "Of course!” you replied excited. Even if you were mesmerized by his fingers, his brownies were something you can’t get enough. You were practically drooling just by looking at them. Felix chuckled before grabbing one to feed you. You opened your mouth before biting on it, your lips grazing around his finger. Your cheeks started heating up "sooooo?" he asked excited. "de-li-cious!! Like always" you hummed. He smiled proudly "thank you baby”. He turned back to the brownies putting some in a box for Changbin. his hands.his fingers.his hands.his fingers.. Felix took one of the brownies to eat. When he turned to you again, you laughed "what?what is it?" he asked confused before laughing with you. "You've got chocolate on your nose and lips" you smiled before laughing again. First of all , how is it possible to eat brownies and get chocolate on your nose? anyway , he was so cute. He laughed before coming to you "clean it for me?" he said cutely resting his flour-covered-hands on your waist. You were about to grab a napkin to wipe the chocolate off his lips , when he bent down. Felix just wanted to be closer so you can wipe it easily but you got a different message . You stopped moving, not knowing what to do, his lips looked so kissable , soft and right now so sweet. And his pretty hands on your waist - lord he is your weakness. Without thinking , you attached your lips to his, surprising him, tasting the chocolate as you lightly suck on it. You moaned into the kiss. You pulled him closer trying to feel his body on yours, one hand cupping his cheek the other one fingers tangled in his hair. You were on fire, you just wanted him. Wanted to feel his lips, his touches all over your body, the cold rings on your skin making goosebumps raise on your skin.. that's what you wanted. You wanted all of him. Felix embraced you into his arms, arms hugging you tightly. You pulled away to catch your breath admiring his little freckles as he smiled at you. Your cheeks started heating up when you realized your bold action, but it wasn't your fault. He was just so tempting. " I want you" you whispered looking down embarrassed "you have me" he whispered back as he caress your hair gently. "like.. you know.." you trailed out "I know honey" he kissed your temple, you were too cute for him right now, his heart flustered "c'mere, let me love you" he sweetly said before hugging you, enveloping your lips into a loving kiss.
• Seungmin : He will make you wait for a long time . Acts like he’s not affected by you , evil boy #2 ♡
Seungmin was practicing his vocal, his singing was so good. Everytime he sings, it felt like you’re listening to an angel. He was so cute, his hair messy, casual clothes on .. he looked so fluffy you just wanted to hug him. You didn't know what happened but when you heard his deep voice.. you stopped breathing. What? Seungmin wanted to change a bit to see and try to sing in a deeper voice. You'd never heard that sound before but you wanted , needed to hear it again. You stared at him fascinated , you probably looked weird and dumb but yea. He furrowed his eyebrows reading the lyrics again and again. When he started singing again and his voice got deeper, your mouth fell open, throat getting dry.. that was so hot. You ears just had one of the best eargasm they ever had (lmao). You released the breath you were holding heavily , getting his attention "so? what do you think? It’s not deeper than Felix’s but i tried" he joked. "you sounded so fucking hot" you said out loud without thinking. Seungmin eyes widened, surprised by your bold comment. "I mean no- no yes hm I meant it was great .. yea it was great!" You tried not to be awkward but guess you failed . He laughed loudly when he looked at you embarrassed face. Why? So much hate tf . Well, hearing his deep voice sent butterflies into your lower stomach.. it affected you so much that just thinking about it made you whimpered. Thinking about hearing those sounds again when you guys are- *wink wink* . You stayed quiet for a moment feeling the wetness starting forming down there when he wrote some note on his sheets. Seungmin noticed the way you were rubbing your thighs and playing with your fingers. He just smirked “you good there baby?" He asked teasingly. You knew he was doing this on purpose. You got up to come sit next to him, hand resting on his thigh as you started leaving little kisses on his shoulder. Seungmin didn’t move, acting like you weren’t there. Even when you started stroking his thigh, he stayed still. “Minnie” you whined “ I need you please” he looked at you unbothered “I’m working sorry” — “but-are you serious?” You asked a bit annoyed when he smirked “no. Now let me work baby. Thank you” he said . Seungmin put a pillow over his lap and rest his sheet on it, hiding his hard-on. He decided to acted like he wasn’t affected by your needy state and make you more desperate.
• Jeongin : cute boy <3 . He’ll be soft for you. He’ll get needy too. Will take care of you ( my babyyy ) ♡
You were standing in front of your big closet, searching for one of your husband’s hoodie to sleep in (that's so fucking cute help). When you came out of the bathroom, you were meet with one of the prettiest view you ever seen. Jeongin was sitting on the edge of the bed, eyes glued to his phone as he was waiting for you. The way he was sitting made your head spin : manspreading. (that’s so hot just imagine) . He was just so attractive right now you could just jump on him and devour his lips. When he finally looked at you, he smiled opening his arms for you to come hug him. so cute shit. You smiled back timidly walking to him. " aw you're so cute baby" he said cutely when he took in your appearance. His over-sized hoodie reaching the middle of you thigh. Jeongin pulled you closer to him to hug you tightly, resting his head on your tummy. The butterflies. The fucking butterflies. You felt this familiar feeling in your lower stomach making you weak and bite your lips. "so warm" he giggled. He looked up at your flustered face "what is baby?" — "nothing" you smiled lightly. "hm , so what about..cuddle?" he smiled widely. You chuckled before he pulled you on his lap, one hand on your waist , the other one placed on your thigh. You were sat right on his crotch and you would have lied if you said you weren't turned on. You shifted a bit on his lap trying to get comfortable and try to ignore the little "spark" between your legs . But he made it difficult by the way his fingertips caressed their way up and down your thigh. A gentle , innocent affectionate gesture that made you weak to the point you let a soft moan past by your lips. His touches so soft and so pleasing.. so good. Jeongin looked at you in your eyes , mouth ajar as his cheeks turned a light pink. "I'm.. I'm sorry-" you started before he hushed you caressing your sides. "you're so cute" he smiled lovingly, cupping your cheek before attaching his lips with yours. He kissed you gently, forgetting about your surrounding. You started grinding on him slowly unconsciously , the moment exciting you a bit. Jeongin moaned into the kiss pulling away to breath. "baby" he whispered "look at what you did" his gaze on his bulge as he gripped your hips grinding them foward again, pushing you harder on him. " 'feels so good" he bite his lips , eyes still focused on your crotches. You threw your head back moaning his name, your fingers pulling harder on his locks. "let me take care of you my love" he sucked softly on your neck before laying you on your back gently, hovering you his beautiful hands already playing with the hem of you hoodie, rising it a bit to reveal your cute panties "so pretty" he whispered holding one of your thigh before his lips travelled to your throat leaving little marks there...
(husband jeongin is such a concept. bye)
a/n : it was fun writing those :) ,, I'm considering to continue writing Jeongin's one ,, & maybe felix , lino
(+) it was an old request, actually my first one , it was from yer-cute-when-you-scream if I remember
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sheluvshiro · 2 years
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COCO AND COOKIES | Pro!Hero!Katsuki Bakugou x Black!Fem!Reader
wc; 4.6k
genre; fluff. angst ?
cw; slight blood/gore ? nothing too extreme though.
note; y/n is pregnant in this one shot. if you don't like that then that's okay, simply exit and refrain from commenting anything weird. i don't want to see anyone talking about harming children up in here because one, just reading/hearing comments about people disliking a child so much that they'd harm them is so weird to me and two, it's just such a weird and immoral thing to say. thank you. this mf is also ooc but that's nothing new 🤷🏾‍♀️. tumblr being a bitch and not letting me add my shit at the bottom 🙁👎🏾 last few paragraphs are corny asf but i do not care 🗣‼
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At Bakugou and [Name]'s home in Musutafu, Japan. Friday, December 24th at 6:45 pm.
The cool winter snow danced with the wind as [Name] peeked out the slightly open window, she was surprised with how quiet the wind was, considering how much the trees moved with the freezing breeze. A blanket of snow covered the majority of Musutafu that evening, it was quite unexpected to see how quickly the weather changed. Just a few days before the snow arrived, it had been the warmest day in December, no one expected to see any snow. Even so, the snow was somewhat of a blessing to see. It was beautiful outside, she enjoyed looking at all the snowflakes that fell from the deep blue sky, yet, disliked the cold weather that came with it.
Cold air snuck into her warm home and stung her cheeks, making the young woman shiver as she cursed underneath her breath, "God, it's so chilly." She murmured and quickly closed the window, rubbing her cold hands together gently as she walked into the living room. The living space was decorated with festive holiday decorations [Name] and Bakugou had put up earlier that week, making their dull, simple home seem much brighter. But there was something missing, the decorations for the Christmas tree. She had been holding off on finishing the tree until Bakugou wasn't busy so he could help her decorate it but, unfortunately, he kept getting called in for missions whenever he seemed to be available.
Although she hoped that the tree would be finished soon, it was Christmas Eve after all. [Name] fiddled with her sleeves and slowly rolled them up to her elbows, making her way to the kitchen to check on the cookies she was baking. It smelled absolutely amazing in the house, the sweet scent of chocolate and sugar cookies cascaded through the room, making her rub her stomach in a circular motion when she felt something press against it, "I know, love. I want to eat some of these too but I doubt the cookies are even finished." She spoke softly and gazed down at her stomach, massaging her belly gently with a small smile, "And besides, we should wait for your father to get home before we eat. You know how he gets." [Name] chuckled to herself.
She was eight months pregnant with her son, her first child, and there was no telling when he was going to be born, though she hoped he would come sooner rather than later. Carrying her son for the last few months was such an amazing yet overwhelming experience, she couldn't wait to see what he would look like or even how he would react to seeing his parents, all of that was exciting to her. But there was also something that bothered her.
[Name] constantly had this thought in the back of her head, reminding her that Bakugou may not be there for the birth of their baby. Not that he would miss such an important day on purpose, but there was always that possibility that he wouldn't show. There could be an unexpected attack on the city and he would have to suddenly leave to protect their home, that was his job, his duty as a hero. But he was also a husband, a soon-to-be father to his son, he had a life and a family that cared for him outside of work, she didn't want to see him hurt.
With a soft sigh, she flipped the light on in the kitchen and opened the oven to check on the cookies, her eyes fluttered when the heat kissed her face, "They look finished. Hopefully, they're not too soft in the middle." She said in a cheerful tone and closed the appliance before turning it off. [Name] grabbed the oven mitts that hung from the wall and slipped her hands inside the mitts. When she finally took them out of the oven, she took a moment to admire how delicious those cookies looked and then placed them down on the heat-resistant mats resting on the countertop.
The front door suddenly opened, shifting her attention away from the cookies for a short moment before she glanced toward the entrance. She grinned widely and took the mittens off her hands, soon setting them on the counter, "I'm home." She heard a tired, gruff voice say from a few feet away and quickly rushed to greet her husband. Her cheerful smile faltered once she saw the rough state Bakugou was in, a frown appeared on her face as her hand carefully pressed against his swollen cheek, "Don't look at me like that, I'm fine." Bakugou told her.
She knew he was lying, he certainly did not seem like he was doing the best at that moment, physically or mentally. Bakugou came home looking rough after a difficult mission, per usual, but that day he seemed to be in serious pain. The swollen cheek she rubbed tenderly reddened the longer the couple stood there and the small cuts on his face didn't seem so small the longer she stared at him. She was visibly worried and Bakugou hated seeing her like that, seeing her stress over him when the only thing she should have been worried about was their baby made him feel terrible. He felt as if he was causing her unnecessary anxiety by coming home in such a state, "Kat, sit down. I'm going to grab the first aid kit so I can get you cleaned up." [Name]'s stern voice broke the brief silence between them and she moved her hand away from his face.
"[Name], you don't need to do that. I can do it myself." He snapped back.
She ignored his response and gently placed her hands on his shoulders, sitting him down in a nearby chair, "Katsuki, I won't tell you again. Sit here while I grab the first aid kit and start taking your hero suit off, I need to make sure that I tend to all of your wounds. Set your gauntlets on the floor as well, please, I just got done cleaning the counter."
He parted his lips to speak but suddenly closed them and followed her instructions, despite wanting to protest once more. Bakugou was too exhausted to move or even speak at that point, the adrenaline he felt while protecting the city died down quickly once he relaxed against the chair. The pain his body underwent slowly settled, causing him to hiss in discomfort when he took his gauntlets off. His muscles tensed for a short moment before they relaxed again, his downturned eyebrows eased once he slipped his top off.
It didn't take too long for [Name] to rush back into the kitchen with the large first aid kit the couple owned. She let out a strained groan when she laid the kit down in the chair next to Bakugou and opened the box quickly to rummage through the supplies, "Katsuki." She murmured, her eyes darted in his direction as a frown crept on her face. She glanced down at the open wound on Bakugou's abdomen that he so desperately tried to hide, her expression softened instantly, "Jesus Christ, Kat..here, hold this to your stomach until I find everything we need for your wounds."
She quickly grabbed a clean rag from the kitchen drawer and brought the cloth to his bleeding wound, pressing it against his skin, "I'm sorry. I probably should have wet it first but there's just so much blood―I'm not too sure about how I should treat this. Properly, I mean. This is the largest wound you've come home with, I've never treated anything this big before."
Bakugou gazed in her direction and held the material to his skin. He felt responsible for how worried his wife was, if he would have let the nurses tend to him before he arrived home, he wouldn't have been in the awful position he was in. But coming home to see his wife was more important than getting treated at that moment, he wanted to make sure that everything was alright with [Name] when he got home.
With their baby on the way, there was no telling when their son would be born and he wanted to be home with her just in case their baby happened to arrive sooner than expected. However, becoming a pro hero prevented him from being with her all the time. Crime in Musutafu increased at an extremely fast rate during the holidays and it didn't seem like it was going to slow down anytime soon, Bakugou's help was needed to protect the city.
"Don't look so upset, hon. We'll get you fixed up in no time, don't worry. And I doubt that large injury you have will need any stitches." [Name]'s soft voice snapped Bakugou out of his thoughts as her fingers brushed against his cheek lightly. She glanced at him, her eyes tight and worried, "But I wish you wouldn't come home hurt all the time." She quietly spoke and moved his blonde hair from his eye, a sad smile arose on her face.
He averted his gaze quickly when she made eye contact with him, he felt ashamed for making her so anxious, "I'm sorry about coming home like this again but please, don't look at me like that." He expressed, his voice just above a whisper.
She pulled her hand away from his face and raised an eyebrow, "Look at you like what?" [Name] questioned him and grabbed a small cotton ball with the tweezers she held. Dampening the cotton ball with rubbing alcohol, she held it in front of his cheek for a short moment, "Sorry about this, it may sting a bit."
"'S fine and you know exactly what I'm talking about." He mumbled and squinted his eyes when the cut on his cheek began to sting, "I hate when you look at me with that worried expression. It's like you're, I don't know, pitying me or something."
[Name] opened her mouth in disbelief but quickly shut them tight in frustration, she couldn't believe the words that came out of his mouth. If she was being completely honest with herself, there were times when she worried about him and she felt upset whenever he came home looking beaten like he did that evening, but that feeling she felt toward Bakugou was nowhere near pity.
There is a difference between caring and pitying someone. When someone pities another person, there are limits when it comes to how much that person will help someone, if they even decide to do more than acknowledge that person's misfortune at all. Caring is loving, there is more compassion behind a person's actions when they genuinely care about someone.
Her smooth hand made its way to the side of Bakugou's neck as her soft fingers caressed his jawline. She looked down at him and tilted his head back so she could get a better look at his face, "Katsuki, I would never pity you." She told him in a hushed tone and carefully placed a band-aid on his cheek, "I just love and care for you, I don't want to see you hurt, my love. I hate how you think that me caring for you, as your wife, is me pitying you when you know good and well that I wouldn't."
The corners of her mouth were drawn downward and her bottom lip poked outward. What he said really made her upset, it felt like he was questioning the way she felt. Bakugou sighed softly and reached his hands out to touch her face, "Look who's the upset one now. I shouldn't have said that you were pitying me. I know that you care about me and everything, you show that every day―even when I'm a shitty husband sometimes. I'm really sorry, [Name], please don't be upset with me."
A small smile appeared on the young woman's face as she took his hands from her cheeks and held them in her palms, soon interlocking their fingers together, "You know, you're so cute when you don't look mad all the time." She responded with a grin, causing him to roll his eyes. [Name] rubbed the back of his hand with her thumb and tilted her head to the side, "But that's beside the point. I'm not upset with you, at least not at the moment. I just want you to be more careful when you're out there. Villains are getting stronger these days."
"You think that I'd let some villain―" Bakuguou paused and let out a long, heavy sigh, moving his hands away from her hold. He gently set his hands on either side of her belly and fondled it carefully, "Listen, I'm going to be okay, and besides, you won't be the only one waiting at home for me when our baby gets here. There's no telling when our son will be born, he could come earlier than expected."
"I wouldn't be too surprised, he's been moving a lot lately." She whispered and draped her arms on his shoulders with her lips pursed. Bakugou's hands dropped down to her waist and he brought her closer, laying his head on her belly. [Name] ran her fingers through his hair and massaged his scalp, "I have an idea. How about I run you a bath when I'm finished patchin' you up? I think that it'll be a great way for you to clean up and relax, even if it's just for a bit. How does that sound?"
Bakugou nodded at her response and lifted his head to look at her, his tired eyes locking with hers, "That would be nice but I don't want you to push yourself." He said softly and hummed with his head tilted to the side, his eyes averted her burning gaze, "Alright, I'll take you up on that offer. You don't need to burn a hole in my head."
She rolled her eyes playfully and kissed her teeth, "I'm glad that you didn't fight me on this, Katsuki. I'll take care of you tonight."
[Name] pulled him into the large bathroom they shared shortly after she finished tending to all of Bakugou's wounds. She took her time preparing the bath for him and made sure to add Epsom salt to help relax his tense muscles. She also took it upon herself to add bubbles to his bathwater, even though she knew that they weren't necessarily his favorite. When Bakugou entered the tub, [Name] poured the smalled bit of massage oil on his shoulders and delicately set her hands on them, pressing her thumbs against them firmly. 
She went on and on about how her day was, giving him the specifics about everything she got to do, "I almost finished decorating today, only thing left is the tree we have yet to complete." She told him and moved her hands to the sides of his neck, "You've been really busy recently, so we haven't had the time to finish the tree up because you've been getting called in for missions more often than usual."
Bakugou threw his head back and leaned it to the side, tucking his lips in for a short moment, "I understand why you wanted to wait for me to decorate the tree but you could have started doing so without me. I would be there to help you finish it."
[Name] hummed to herself and wiped her wet palms on the towel draped on her shoulder, "I mean, yeah I definitely could have started without you but it wouldn't feel the same to me, y'know? We've been decorating the Christmas tree together ever since we moved into this home a few years ago. I wouldn't want to do something without you being there when we haven't been doing that."
"Yeah, I get what you mean." He replied and held his hand out toward her, waiting for [Name] to hold it. She grasped his hand with a wide grin and interlocked their fingers, "I'll help you decorate the tree when I finish this bath, okay?"
"Alright but before we decorate the tree we have to finish up these cookies I baked."
Once Bakugou was completely cleaned up and changed into some comfortable clothes, [Name] brought him back into the kitchen where the cookies were waiting to be decorated. She had her arm wrapped around his as she wandered around the kitchen, searching for the frosting and sprinkles that were needed to complete the sugary treats, "Y'know you don't need to drag me around the kitchen to grab the shit we need for the cookies." Bakugou grumbled and grabbed the frosting while she got the sprinkles.
She shrugged her shoulders with a subtle pout on her face, "I know, I know. You could've asked me not to drag you around the kitchen, but you didn't. It seems like you enjoy it when I take you everywhere though." She said smugly and pursed her lips, closing the pantry back slowly.
He side-eyed her with an unnoticeable grin and rolled his eyes, gently pushing her head to the side, "Whatever, let's just decorate these cookies so we can finish this tree."
[Name] caressed the side of her head in a soothing manner with a smile and brought Bakugou to the island centered in the middle of their kitchen. She unlinked her arm from around him and grabbed the warm pan filled with cookies, placing them down in front of him, "M'kay, I baked about twelve ish cookies so we can decorate at least six of them each. They don't have to look real nice 'cause we're going to eat them later, but try to make them look a little decent."
Most of the cookies that were laid out on the pan were in shapes that reminded [Name] of Christmas; Christmas trees, gingerbread men, and mistletoe were on a few of the things on the cookie pan. She wasn't necessarily the best when it came to creating certain things, so most of the cookies she shaped looked subpar in comparison to the photos she tried to recreate, "It looks like you kept yourself pretty busy while I was gone. The cookies actually look...good?" He hesitantly said and picked up what he thought was the mistletoe-shaped cookie, setting it down on his paper plate once he grabbed it.
She hummed and licked her lips, "You sounded a little hesitant for a second." She stated with a laugh and moved the supplies needed for the cookies in the middle of the island, making it easier for the couple to get to it, "I know they don't look the best but at least they taste good."
[Name] broke off a small corner of the gingerbread man cookie and held it in front of Bakugou's mouth, waiting for him to take a bite. He looked away from the cookie he was decorating briefly and leaned to the side, taking a small bite of the cookie she held. The cookie he ate tasted much better than he thought it would but it felt like there was something missing, "'S alright, my cookies are better though." He told her with a shrug, earning a light smack on his chest.
"Now, why are you lying? My cookies have always been better than alright." She said in a matter-of-fact tone and put the rest of the baked treat in her mouth, turning her attention back to the cookie she was working on. She took in the sweet yet slightly salty flavor of the cookie and licked the frosting from the tip of her finger, "Mm, yeah nevermind. Maybe I added too much salt and not enough sugar? These definitely aren't my best batch but they're not too bad."
Bakugou was too busy perfecting the cookie he was close to finishing to hear much of what she was telling him, so he nodded his head at her last statement, despite not knowing what she was talking about, and held the cookie out in front of him, "Maybe." He trailed off and squinted his eyes, leaning his head to the side.
"Wow, Katsuki. That cookie looks almost as good as mine!" [Name] exclaimed and held her snowman cookie next to his, grinning at the masterpiece she created. Bakugou scoffed and parted his lips to speak, only to be interrupted by his partner, "And before you disagree, hear me out."
He turned to face her and leaned against the counter, his arm relaxed on the island, "I'm listening."
"I don't mean this in a mean way, hon, but there's just more to my cookie than there is to yours. Obviously, I have the top hat for my snowman and the cute little scarf with the sprinkles I decided to add." She continued to boast about how incredible her cookie looked when it, in all honesty, didn't look all that great. She waved the cookie in his face, giving him a better look at what she created. But right as she was about to remove it from in front of him, Bakugou took a large bite out of the cookie, leaving the poor snowman headless. [Name] wasn't sure what to say, the action was so quick, so unexpected, she was at a loss for words, "Oh my..God! You ate my snowman?!" She finally spoke, her voice loud and surprised.
Bakugou looked at her and covered his mouth with a paper towel, trying his best to hold back his laugh, "No?"
"You're so unbelievable Katsuki Bakugou. I can't believe you did that, and after all the time I spent decorating it?" She asked in a dramatic voice and brushed a fake tear away with her finger, glancing off to the side to see how he would react. Bakugou genuinely started to feel bad for what he did, despite knowing that she was joking, he still felt a little bad for messing with her.
He carefully set his hand on her back and rubbed it soothingly, humming softly, "I'm sorry for eating your snowman cookie. If it'll make you feel better, I can make some of that hot chocolate you like so much."
Her ears perked up when he mentioned that, making the young woman smirk widely in satisfaction, "I was just playing with you, Kat, but since you offered, who am I to say no?" She asked sweetly and turned to face Bakugou, placing her hand on his arm. She dragged her fingers along his forearm lightly, feeling the small band-aids she put on his skin with a sad pout. His narrowed eyes gazed down at her smooth hand, her touch alone sent shivers down his spine, "You're so, I don't know, sweet and gentle today. Is everything alright?" [Name] asked and moved her hand to his forehead, checking his temperature.
Part of her did that as a joke. She usually checked Bakugou's temperature whenever he was acting sweeter than he normally would, it was her way of messing around with him. But at the same time, she wanted to make sure he was doing okay in general, considering all he had to go through earlier that day. She noticed how drained he seemed, but who could blame him? He has just come back from a grueling mission and from what she saw on the news, she knew that he was bound to be exhausted after a difficult day.
[Name] suddenly felt the sensation of two strong arms that wrapped around her figure and gasped quietly, surprised by the unexpected action. He held her tightly when he embraced her and relaxed his sore body against hers, letting out a short breath as his head laid on her shoulder. The smell of his lavender body wash filled her nose, making her feel comfortable in his warm hug, "This is a bit of a surprise. What's with you today? Not that I mind you acting like this but it's different." She murmured with a smile and returned the hug, rubbing his back gently. While the couple stood in the kitchen embracing each other, Bakugou tried his best to reach for the mistletoe cookie on the counter.
Bakugou pulled away from the hug once he had the cookie in his grasp and dropped his hand down to her lower back, keeping her close. He gave her a look of adoration, his hooded eyes attentive toward her and his closed-lip smile became bigger as she looked back at him, "Am I not allowed to show you any affection every once in a while?" He asked with a chuckle and stretched one of his arms above his head. She rolled her eyes at his question and placed her hand on his chest, smirking smugly. He quickly licked his lips and cocked his head upward, "Look up."
She was a little confused but looked up anyway, making eye contact with the cookie-shaped mistletoe. An affectionate smile appeared on her face and she erupted out in a fit of giggles, patting his chest softly, "That was a little corny, don't you think? Cute but seriously corny. If you wanted a kiss you could've just asked."
He shrugged his shoulders, "Yeah, but what would be the fun in that?" He said underneath his breath and placed both of his hands on her waist, his crimson red eyes flickered to her lips. For as long as they have been together, [Name] thought she wouldn't be super flustered when he gave her a look like that, but she wasn't entirely surprised when she felt her face growing warm. Her breath hitched as she locked eyes with him and her bottom lip stayed trapped in between her teeth. She hummed, breaking the silence, urging him to continue.
Bakugou breathed softly and brought his hand under her chin, his thumb pressed against her lips. He slowly eased his lips onto hers for a short, tender kiss. The sweet taste of the sugar cookie she ate lingered on his mouth as their lips connected; her heart fluttered at the feeling of his soft, minty lips against her glossy ones. She unknowingly placed her hand on the back of his neck, her fingers brushing against his hair when she smiled upon his lips. She pulled away and beamed with excitement, making him smile back, "I love you." He told her.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him one last kiss, "I love you too."
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mythiccheroacademia · 3 years
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What You Fight About
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A/N: just something I thought about
Headcanon: what you two would fight about the most
Warnings: toxic behaviors, yelling, cursing, angst
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Midoriya Izuku:
his absence
being the number one hero is demanding
it’s also been his dream since he could remember
you understood that, but that didn’t mean it didn’t frustrate you when he’d disappear for days at a time
izuku tries to balance his job and home life
but it isn't enough
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You and Izuku don’t fight much. In fact, you never really do. You’re both so compromising that disagreements rarely happen.
But when your kid is involved, that complacency slips away. Even when it comes to one another.
“I’m done talking about this.”
“Honey, why won’t you just listen to me?” he begged, but the irritation in his tone gave it more sharpness than he intended. “[S/N] doesn’t need the tutor. It’s just the teacher.”
You began to pick up the leftover toys from floor more so to expel pent up energy rather than to simply clean. You scoffed, shaking your head. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Excuse me?” Midoriya snipped. His eyes followed you as you discarded the toys and crossed your arms beside the couch, finally giving him your attention. “I think I know my own son, Y/N.”
Izuku cared so much for your child and you knew that. But that underlying message your brain processed within his words pissed you off.
“And you think I don’t?”
“I just don’t think you’re giving him enough credit.”
An incredulous laugh left your lips before they moved into a frown. “He’s failing 4th grade, Izuku. We can’t move him to a different classroom every time he gets a bad grade. At some point, we have to take responsibility! He needs the extra help!”
“You just don’t understand,” the hero muttered, running a hand through his hair.
What he said shouldn’t have set you off, but it did. Everything suddenly flooded your head. All the stress you had to deal with alone bubbled up your throat and exploded.
“No, you don’t understand!”
“Yes I do!”
“How!? You’re barely in his fucking life anyways!”
It went silent shortly after that.
The outburst felt good, but the aftermath made your squeeze with guilt. Izuku’s frown softened into shock before melting into something deeper than pain.
Once your words finally processed through your head, you immediately tried to take it back.
“Izuku, I didn’t mean that—”
“Yes you did.”
You thickly swallowed and averted your eyes to the floor. He was right. You did. You’d been wanting to say it for so long, but this wasn’t the way you planned to deliver those thoughts.
Your gaze moved back to your husband once he gathered his duffle bag and slid on his shoes.
“Baby,” you sighed, your voice much softer than before. It was almost insane how easily the anger left you. “Where are you going?”
You wilted with his next words. “I’ll stay over at the agency. To give you some space. We’ll talk more after we’ve both cooled down,” he sadly smiled.
Despite the hurt silver-lining his green eyes, Midoriya softly held your chin and kissed your forehead. Something he always did when your disagreements didn’t end on a good note. As if to reassure you that, even though he was upset, he still loved you all the same.
And that just made you feel worse.
“’Zuku—”
“Don’t worry about [S/N]. I’ll take him to school tomorrow.” He paused to look you in your eyes. “I love you, always.”
“I love you too,” you quietly resigned and watched him disappear behind the front door leaving you to let your head fall into your hands.
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Bakugo Katsuki
his jealousy
bakugo is confident in many areas of his life
it’s one of his qualities that won you over
but he still had those tiny insecurities that showed up in large ways
aka losing you
and he had no idea how to handle it
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The alcohol probably wasn’t a good idea considering Bakugo was already noticeably pissed on the way to the house party. But everyone assumed it was just another one of his moods he’d get over sooner or later. He wasn’t a drinker, but a beer or two usually loosened him up.
However, your friends looked at each other with worry behind the door to the room you two were in. Despite the party lights and booming stereo, they could hear the angry muffled yelling you two were doing.
You were 100% drunk, but you were 110% sure this man was telling you to stay away from your friend. Your best friend.
“If it’s one thing you have, it’s the audacity,” you sassily quipped.
“I’m not fucking playing around with you, Y/N,” Bakugo snapped with too much bite than you cared to hear. “I want you to stay away from that two-bagged eyed bastard!”
“You always do this! Shinsou’s my friend!”
The redness in his ears wasn’t only from the drinks as his nostrils flared with barely contained irritation. “Friend my ass. You didn’t see the way he was looking at you, and that fucker had the nerve to grab you in front of me!”
“He was moving me out of the way!”
“He fucking felt you up is what he did!”
You smacked your teeth, entirely done with the argument. You weren’t getting anywhere. “Now you’re just being delusional.”
Bakugo pinched the bridge of his nose and blew out in a desperate attempt to calm himself. A feat even he was surprised about considering the situation. He tried so hard to not be as explosive, to reign in his emotions, for you. But his jealousy burned hot within his veins.
“Y/N. I’m asking you, as your man, to put some distance between you and Shinsou,” he lowly warned.
Maybe it was the wrong thing to say, but the words flew out of your mouth before you could stop them. “Like hell I will. Hitoshi’s been here longer than you have by years. I’m not gonna drop him just because you feel insecure.”
That withered away any form of self-restraint Katsuki had left. He felt exposed and hurt. And dealt with that the best way he knew how.
His hazy brain clouded over with anger and he went on the defensive.
“I bet you want him.”
“What? No I don’t?”
“You’re probably sleeping with him behind my fucking back,” he dryly laughed. “Am I not good enough anymore? Is that it?”
You were quickly sobering up. “What the fuck is wrong with you!? Of course not! I’m not a cheater!”
“Then why won’t cut him off, damn it!?”
Your voices rose in volumes too high for comfort. The crackle in his palms didn’t scare you one bit, but it was enough for Kirishima and Mina to come in and try to separate you two.
You ignored their pleading and the two of your found each other in the other’s face.
“Why are you so jealous!?”
“BECAUSE HE’S TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME!!”
“NO HE’S NOT!
“IT’S SO EASY FOR YOU TO DEFEND HIM AND PROBABLY JUST AS EASY FOR YOU TO SPREAD YOUR FUCKING LEGS—"
A resounding slap cut him short. That seemed to snap him out of whatever alcohol induced rage he was in. However, Bakugo only had a moment to register your expression of disgust before Kirishima pulled him away.
“Fuck you, asshole” was the last thing you said before Mina lead into the hallway.
Kirishima watched his friend’s breathing turn ragged with each puff.
“Come on, man. Let’s just—”
“FUCK!” Katsuki roared before throwing a nearby water bottle to the floor. He fisted his hair and clenched his teeth.
He messed up. Big time.
And as upset as he was with himself, he couldn’t help but be even angrier at the thought of who you’d run to first.
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Todoroki Shouto:
how blunt he is
he was a bit socially inept and you loved him for that
but sometimes, you get frustrated
todoroki does too because 9 times out of 10 he doesn’t understand why
when you get angry, he completely shuts down bc he doesn’t know how to handle it any other way
and it didn’t help that he was petty asf
~~~
“Okay.”
You looked up and folded your lips in a tight line. It was the same monotone answer he’d been giving you all day and it was getting on your nerves.
“Sho, baby, can you at least try and act like you somewhat care about this vacation we’re planning,” you said as sweetly as possible.
Although you were annoyed, you understood that things flew over your boyfriend’s head sometimes and, hopefully, a little nudge would point him in the right direction.
“I’m listening, prince(ss),” he dimly responded.
He didn’t bother to look up from the papers he was reading at the table and it made you huff. Folding up the magazine, you just stalked your way out of the kitchen.
“You know what? Don’t even bother. I’ll do it myself.”
That made Shouto look up. His brows furrowed in confusion and he caught your hand before you could completely pass by him. Why were you suddenly upset? He told you he was listening.  
“Hey, wait. What’s wrong? Did I do something?” he asked.
You let him pull you in between his legs. He looked genuinely lost and it was enough to soften your exterior.
“I just feel like you don’t care sometimes,” you said, deciding to just be blunt.
“Huh?” he hummed. “What do you mean?”
You shrugged. “I don’t know…it just seems like you don’t have an interest in anything I have to say if it doesn’t involve hero work, your family, or something like that.”
Todoroki took offense to that. Of course he cared about what you had to say. He loved you. Just because he wasn’t gripping on to every word you spoke in mundane life didn’t mean he didn’t care.
There were ways to express his thoughts, but Shouto wasn’t always the best at gently doing it.
“I’m sorry, but I don’t agree,” he said.
You looked off to the side for a second before looking down at him. “Well that’s how I feel,” you retorted.
“I’m sorry you feel that way, but you’re wrong.”
You watched him for a moment, waiting for him to explain himself. However, he just stared back at you as if there was nothing else left to say. The silence was sickening.
You snatched your hand out his grip. “Okay, Shouto,” you bit and left.
He hadn’t heard his first name in a while.
Your boyfriend dumbly blinked already feeling more lost. He didn’t understand why you were so angry.
He called Midoriya about it and was told he was being intolerant. The entire conversation honestly made him feel like an asshole and Todoroki didn’t like that at all. So he gave you some space before finding you in the kitchen again, this time equipped to right his wrongs—even though he still wasn’t entirely sure what he did.
He called your name once and instead of responding, you just kept going about your task. That sort of miffed him, but he tried again. This time, you hummed back but the tension behind it made him feel defensive for some odd reason.
“Can we talk about this morning?”
“What? Are my feelings suddenly valid to you now?” you sarcastically replied.
Todoroki raised a sharp brow at your attitude and decided he was over it already. Here he was trying to apologize, and you were being difficult. He wouldn’t fight with you over something so insignificant.
“Fine. When you’re done with your little tantrum, we can talk about this like adults.”
You’d never spun around so quickly. “Really, Todoroki?”
Last name basis. Petty.
But he was even pettier.
“Yes, really, [L/N].”
His half-lidded bored stare made your scalp prickle.
“Fine. Me and my little tantrum are gonna go somewhere and you can plan the vacation all by yourself like the adult you are.”
“Fine. I’d probably get it done faster anyways.”
You let out an offended gasp. “Fine!”
“Fine!” he tsked, crossing his arms.
You two looked away from one another and stomped out of the room in childish anger.
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Hello, I require your infinite wisdom please!! :O So I just finished cowboy bebop and I am so confused like who the fuck was Julia. WHAT was Faye's past. I literally never process tv shows and the bebop was not immune to my stupidity LMAO like... I guess the ending just really confused me, from what I gathered Spike and Vicious were friends? But then they weren't? And Julia dated Vicious but also Spike? And he? Went after Vicious even after Julia had died? I am Confusion. Please help. Thank u...
Oh BABEY I am so glad you asked! :) Be prepared for a long answer and I apologize in advance for how incoherent it will probably be.
ALSO Please note: this show is fucking complicated. I have watched it all the way through several times a year, every single year, for over a decade now, and I am *STILL* finding new shit every time I watch it. It's packed with symbols, motifs, allusions and underlying themes that are just so rich. It is so extraordinarily well-written that it could give a lot of classic literature a run for its money. I'm literally working on an in depth literary/film analysis my husband lovingly calls my Manifesto on the series right now. SO PLEASE don't beat yourself up about not catching everything on the first go round.
HEY BTW for anyone who hasn't finished the show, please know there will be MANY spoilers ahead!
Anyways ~
1.     Spike / Julia / Vicious:
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The information we get on Spike's past, including Vicious and Julia, is pretty limited considering how big of an impact they have on the story. We get our first glimpse in Session 1: Asteroid Blues, then again in Session 5: Ballad of Fallen Angels, Sessions 12 + 13: Jupiter Jazz, and Sessions 25 + 26: Real Folk Blues. I recommend reviewing these episodes for you Julia and Vicious fix.
What we know:
Spike and Vicious were both members of an organized crime syndicate called the Red Dragons, which is roughly analogous to the Yakuza or the Mafia. Their positions in the organization are not clear, but there are some images alluding to them being hitmen, and they likely rose up in the ranks as they were close acquaintances of Mao Yenrai, a Capo of the Red Dragon.
Spike and Vicious were close comrades. Spike taught Vicious everything he knew about fighting, and the two had a deep trust in each other. Which Spike fucked up ….
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^^Vicious looks hot asf here
Julia was Vicious' lover/girlfriend. One night in 2068 (three years prior to the time we watch in the Bebop) Spike is injured, presumably from a syndicate-related fight and he passes out in front of her door. She takes him in and nurses him back to health and he SIMPS HARD for her. We’re all but told he's in LOVE love with her. They start an affair, and Spike tells her he's ready to abandon the whole life - the syndicate, Vicious, Mao, all of it - and they could run away together.
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WELL Vicious finds out about this whole affair, and is DOUBLY betrayed because his literal best friend and girlfriend have been having an affair, and tbh I think he was just as jealous of Spike's attentions as he was of Julia's. (Whether or not it’s a sexual thing for Spike … well … I have my own headcanons about that). SO when he finds out they're going to run away together, he gives Julia an ultimatum: you can either kill him, or I'll just kill you both. Spike had written her a letter about meeting him in the graveyard to start their new life together, which she tears up to hide his location from Vicious. (This is the falling ripped up pieces of paper we see in Spike's flash back in Session 5).
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^^ r/gifsyoucanhear
**NOTE: There are those who disagree with this view, (looking at you Cowboy Bebop wiki) instead suggesting Vicious and Spike were buds in the past, but then hated each other once they were both considered as potential successors to Mao. That's why Vicious wanted him dead, and he was enlisting Julia (who he didn't necessarily have a romantic connection to) to help kill Spike since he knew Spike loved her. Personally, I think there is plenty of evidence that Vicious also wanted Julia, and in fact was already with her, when Spike started seeing her. If you want me to cite my sources please send an me an ask about it :)
Spike gets the idea, whether by her just not showing up or word around the syndicate being like YO Vicious wants you dead. Despite Vicious' ultimatum to Julia, he was gunna kill Spike either way. SO he sets up an ambush, and SadBoy™ Spike walks intentionally into their trap. Somehow, he doesn't die, though the entire syndicate thinks he did. (Note Annie's reaction to seeing him alive in Session 5). It’s also implied that this is where he lost his eye.
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HIS EYE - possibly the most important symbol in the show so I do have to mention it. In episode 26, he explicitly explains to Faye that one of his eyes only sees the past. (PS this isn't dissimilar to Jet's arm… we can get into that another time). Basically, he's constantly living halfway in the past and halfway in the present, and describes the past like a dream he can never wake up from. Because dysfunctional or not - the syndicate WAS his family. (Again - see his relationship with Annie, Mao, and Vicious (prior to Spike's betrayal)). It's his reminder that Julia didn't run away with him, and that he'd left behind that life for her. (He didn’t know she was being threatened until the final episode). Basically Spike is hyper-fixated on what he had and what could've been.
Not long after this, Spike starts bounty hunting because like? What else is he going to do. He doesn't care if he lives or dies but if he has to be alive, he may as well be able to eat. He joins up with Jet Black on the Bebop.
TL; DR: Spike stole Vicious' lover, Julia, so Vicious made Julia choose between her killing Spike or Vicious killing them both. She instead went into hiding and Spike thought he'd been stood up. He fake died and got the hell outta dodge.
2.     What was Faye's past?
Ok let me start by saying Faye is my wife and my life. HOWEVER I hated her the first time I watched this show circa age 13 because I thought she was annoying/vain/shallow (also because #internalizedmisogyny lol am I right fam). Good news! She is all those things! But she's also very lonely and scared and an amnesiac and secretly a sweetie and she realizes she loves the crew of the Bebop like family.
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SO my wife's backstory:
she was born in the 1990s (#only90skidsremember). There's some debate over her race/nationality, but due to the images of her hanging out in Merlion Park in Singapore, my bet is that she's Singaporean. She comes from a wealthy family with a big house, and we see some utterly *adorable* film of her as a child/young adolescent in Session 18: Speak Like a Child. I cry everytime </3
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^^ Holla for the representation
In 2014, circa age 20, she and her parents were going into space when the shuttle they were on had some kind of malfunction/accident and it killed an unknown number of people, including her parents. At the time, the technology didn’t exist to be able to save her, so she was put into a cryogenic sleep state. Meanwhile, the Lunar Gate accident occurs, breaking up the moon and causing rock showers on Earth's surface. Most people died, moved to Mars, or settled underground.
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She wakes up from her cryogenic sleep in 2068. (Also the year Spike leaves the syndicate.) She's 'woken' by the corrupt Dr. Bacchus who plans on charging her for the years and years of medical debt she's accrued. (See Session 15: My Funny Valentine.) Luckily a lawyer takes interest in her case (Whitney Haggus Matsumoto) and tries to help get rid of her debt. The two fall in love, but turns out Whitney is a Scumbag. He's actually Dr. Bacchus's nephew, and faked his death, writing Faye as the sole inheritor to his will. This means she'll take on all his debts. So baby girl has LOTS of debt at this point.
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In the intervening years prior to her joining the Bebop, she gambles, cheats, gains a lot of street smarts, and adopts a very seductive character to get her way. She joins the crew on the Bebop in Session 3: Honky Tonk Women.
TL;DR: Faye is Austin powers
YIKES this is so long I am so sorry. Bitches are obsessed with this show. (I am bitches)
3.     The Ending
Okay I'm going to present this in the way, in my scholarly opinion, would be correct, though there are SO many interpretations other than simply 'Spike died :/".
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To understand the plot of the last couple episodes we actually have to go back to Session 5: Mao is instructed* to sign a treaty with a rival syndicate called the White Tigers. (*He's instructed by The Van (Council of identical creepy old men) who are the actual head of the dragon. I think we only see them in Session 26.) Well - Vicious is a Bastard Man and he and his fellow mutineers blow up the White Tiger guys' ship and slit Mao's throat. Before he dies, Mao is like "Gotdamnit if Spike was still here this shit wouldn't have happened." Later in the Cathedral battle, Vicious explains to Spike he killed Mao because Mao 'lost his fangs'. He planned on killing Spike for good her, IMO, so there'd be no rival to take over as Capo for the Dragons.
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^^These guys are The Van btw
THEN in Session 25, the Van basically catches Vicious and is like “you killed Mao and now you have to go to Time Out.” The Van also decides to just kill everyone associated with Vicious, just 2 B safe. That's why there's a big ass shootout at the Loser Bar where Jet and Spike are chilling, drinking, (missing Faye and Ed and Ein lol) and Shin (younger brother to Lin, who's helping Vicious overthrow the Dragon) explains all this to Spike. OH and PS JULIA IS ALIVE AND HERE IS HER LOCATION :). (**Notice Spike's reaction at this point is different than his reaction in Jupiter Jazz when he hears there's a Julia on Calisto. Much less excited… hmm…).
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SO THEN you know we get some flashbacks of the past as previously explained *and* Julia just happens to run into Faye. She recognizes that Faye is one of Spike's friends from the Bebop (she was keeping tabs on him it seems) and picks her up. Faye doesn't know who Julia is but is like damn bitch I'm a little gay for you. (I mean … that may just be my bi ass projecting, but Faye is REALLY struck with her. Look at how she describes her to Jet, I mean come on.)
 Faye's like, 'we should team up' and Julia says 'no thanks but also tell Spike to meet me at *the place*'. Meanwhile back on the Bebop Spike and Jet are talking and Spike goes on about some dream woman who was his other half. (We assume he means Julia … I have my reasons to doubt this … I have a lot of angry DMs about my opinion here lol but I just do not give a fuck (: I can expand on this in another post or you can refer to the title of my fucking blog haha) Personally, I think Watanabe personally left this specific scene open ended, the same way he does with the ending and various other things.
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more like SIMP Spiegel
ANYWAY Faye comes back to the Bebop to tell Spike about Julia, and Jet gets intel from a former cop buddy that there's some shit going down with the Dragons. (Again, the Van is hunting down everyone ever associated with Vicious, including your pal Spike). Bebop is attacked, Faye tells Spike what's up with Julia, and he heads out.
 PAN TO VICIOUS chained up - about to be executed - but what's that!? It's a bird!? It's a pla- no it's just a bird. (With one glowing red eye … hm … reminds me of Spike, also the drug Red Eye. Pls let me know if you have any thoughts on this). Just a bird with a BOMB! Explosion (RIP bird c. 2065 - too soon), Vicious kills the elders, his buddies show up and are ready to go fuck shit up.
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this show could not be more of an aesthetic
MMMPhhh okay RAINY CEMETERY. Spike and Julia. She draws a gun, explains why she didn't meet him that day, and then hugs him. Now Spike is not *great* at showing his emotions but he literally just stands there. Maybe it's a stoic expression of how sad he is that he never knew she still cared, when it seemed like she dumped him. Maybe he's finally getting some closure on his past. Maybe the past doesn't mean the same thing it used to. (I'll elaborate later on this).
They go to Annie's to get stocked up on stuff, she lets them know she denied knowing Spike was still alive and hey also the Van was assassinated by Vicious and his guys so. Watch out for that. Then her shop is surrounded by Vicious' guys and she dies :(. Spike and Julia escape to the roof, but she's shot and dies in Spike's arms, and says 'it's all just a dream' :(. (Refer to: Spike living in a dream of the past).
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Anyway Jet SAID he wasn't gunna go after Spike but. Jet's parental instincts kick in (oh yeah he was shot in the leg earlier btw) and he goes to Sitting Bull to see if he knows where Spike is. He basically says yeah Spike's about to die somewhere. (I want to do a further analysis on all the Sitting Bull scenes.) Well conveniently Spike returns to the Bebop, eats, tells his story about a tiger-striped cat. (At one point Jet asks if he's going there for her, and Spike is like well she's dead now so whatever). THEN we get to the scene where Faye is like HEY YOU CAN'T GO OFF AND DIE ASSHOLE and he's like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I 've been living in the past so I might as well see if I'm living now. (**This will play heavily into my interpretation of the ending). Faye is pissed, shoots the ceiling and he goes off to the syndicate headquarters to fuck shit up.
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He basically John Wicks his way through the building, Shin dies, he and Vicious have the big boss battle and whatnot. He kills Vicious and stumbles back out down the stairs and says "Bang!" and collapses. We pan to the sky and see a star fade away.
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Well that explains the plot … now here's what I think happened!!! ALSO may I mention, anon - you picked up on something I feel like a lot of people miss out on. Why *did* Spike go back to kill Vicious if Julia was already dead??
Basically, once it became clear that anyone associated with Vicious was being killed, Spike knew they'd hunt him down, and they weren't beneath Kill-Billing their way to him, (i.e. systematically destroying this companions to get to him). And for all his apparent indifference - he really loves his new found family. Jet is literally like an older brother to him. Ed is a little sister. Ein is well … a very good boy. And Faye? Well the relationship is complicated, and I'm not going to get into the 69,420 reasons I ship them here, but I think it is beyond argument that he really does care for her, even if that just in a filial way. He didn't want the syndicates to kill them for their association to him, or in order to get to him. So he did what he had to do to protect them. *AND NO* I am not saying that he didn't love Julia. But it was clear that his desire was no longer to run away with her. I think he genuinely loved and cared about her, but at some point between Jupiter Jazz Pt 2 and now, he accepted that their time together was over. Now he had a new raison d'etre, which is the Bebop.
I think at this point Spike has 'woken up' to reality (as he implied to Faye in their final conversation in episode 26: "Look at these eyes. One of them is a fake, because I lost it in an accident. Since then, I have been seeing the past in one eye, and the present in the other. I had believed that what I saw was not all of reality...I thought I was watching a dream that I would never awaken from. Before I knew it, the dream was all over." (This is from the sub btw I'm too lazy to look up the dub transcript.) He wasn't going there to die, he's going to find out if he's really alive. This line is fucking cool and everything - but it's implications are multitude. I won't go into them all here but basically : what makes him alive now is that he's free from his past. He's alive because he has this new family and protecting them is all he really wants now. Spike was protecting Jet, Faye, Ed, (and Ein) by going and facing the entire syndicate, knowing that their lives would all be in danger.
SO - did Spike die? Well again - Watanabe has purposely and artfully left this open ended. Well, if we're following the symbolism from Sitting Bull, then yeah, the man is as dead as disco, and wouldn't that be a fitting ending? BUT at the same time, Spike always refers to having 'died' before (meaning when he was ambushed by the syndicate, and they all thought he died, and he pretty much did). Don't forget that in  movie (takes places roughly between episodes 22 + 23, and yes, was made AFTER the series but whatever) he like .. DIES dies. He goes to the afterlife and everything. He wakes up to find he's chilling with Sitting Bull, who's like nah it wasn't your time to die yet. So the fact Sitting Bull confirms Spike will die in the final episode, means yeah, Spike is pretty much dead.
BUT -- okay now hear me out -- could this death in the final episode be a death to his previous life? The person he was in the syndicate? Now that he's extinguished the Red Dragons for good, is it not possible that its merely *that* life which has ended? That's the optimist in me saying that, but if it keeps me from staying up all night crying, I guess it'll have to do. Watanabe definitely wants to leave it up to the viewer, so whatever you think, I feel like there's validity to it.
WELL any anon, sorry for the fucking lecture - and believe me, I could've said MUCH, MUCH more - but I enjoyed this question. I always love talking about this show so please all you fuckers feel free to message me or send an ask about anything any time. I am really slow at replying because #life'sAbitch.
Love you all.
SY,SCB <3
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