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#sorry to get so sappy
nyamafriend · 2 years
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it keeps randomly hitting me, these waves of sorrow and grief, and i cannot imagine how the people who knew him feel. he was one of the most impactful creators on any platform, and it is so devastating that hes gone. i just keep coming across clips of him interacting with his friends and it makes new tears run down my face. i just stumbles across a compilation from like last year, of sbi saying they miss him and i broke down. i know hes gonna be fighting both god and the devil, and he will be winning. technoblade never dies <3
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this is tmi, but i was just thinking about how i was 16 going on 17 when better call saul started, and my dad had just suffered a severe spinal cord injury that put him in a wheelchair. i had been excited for bcs because i had loved brba, but when the first season aired, i think the reason i became obsessed with it was because it was a distraction from the fact that my dad was in the hospital (largely due to his own actions and behavior). i remember feeling totally incapable of talking with my friends about what was going on at home, so instead i just talked endlessly about kim and nacho.
now i’m 23 going on 24, and last night i hung out with some childhood friends and we ended up having a long, cathartic conversation about the ways in which our families have fucked us up— a conversation i would have never been able to have when i was 16. better call saul is the only tv show where i’ve watched every episode as it aired from the very beginning. the virtue of that is it allows me to remember what kind of person i was in the beginning based on the relationship i had with the show. it also allows me to see how much i’ve evolved over these past 7 years, from a teenager to a young adult. i don’t need this show to serve as a distraction,m anymore. now, i am more capable of working through my problems with my friends and with my therapist. i can even look to the show sometimes to better understand myself, (such as when jimmy makes a bad decision out of a desperate plea for love).
it’s true that my bcs obsession is stronger now than it was in season 1— regardless, i think i also relate to it in a healthier way now because i don’t try to use it as blinders against my own life. when i did, it was a great comfort, but now when i allow myself to see the mirrors to my own life within bcs, it’s an even greater comfort. the greatest comfort, however, is knowing that i don’t need to use the show as an emotional crutch like i did when i was 16.
my long-winded point is: bcs has felt like such a major part of my life for the past seven years. i’m incredibly grateful for how i’ve been able to evolve in those seven years. in two days, i’ll be moving to a new city to start grad school and a new chapter of my life. i’m devastated that the show is ending, but i’m excited to take everything i learned over the past seven years— both related and unrelated to the show— and carry it with me into my next chapter. so thanks, better call saul, for being there when i needed you and even when i didn’t :’)
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imadhatt3r · 1 year
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I gotta say, something I honestly admire in modern polish teenagers is that yall just collectively think that being a conservative is the cringiest, lamest shit possible (rightfully so!). When I was a teen so many of my classmates either didn't give a shit about politics or would consider themselves to be conservative (usually libertarian type).
Like even if you would define your political opinions very differently, you are just much more leftist than people my age back then, so many of you are so open about rejecting the church or accepting your queer classmates, or are much more into things like ecology or reproductive rights or anti racism or anything of this sort. I admire your tenacity and bravery, because you really need it to stick it to authority figures like parents or teachers. You really give me hope that future will be brighter than the times we're in now.
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rendevok · 2 months
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“Take my hand” pages 16-18
1 -> 3 - day 4 - swap
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mellowthorn · 1 month
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Family cuddle
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nevarroes · 3 months
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cas shaped body pillow
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pizzaqueen · 4 months
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A snippet from a future fic I'll probably never write, where Steve is a widower with two teenage kids, and he and Eddie randomly meet up, rekindling their old flame. This is when they've been together a while:
“Thank you,” Steve says, coming up behind Eddie at the bathroom sink.
Eddie pauses, catching Steve's eye in the mirror. “What for?” he asks, mouth foamy with toothpaste.
Steve slips his hands along Eddie's hips, hooks his chin over Eddie's shoulder. “For loving my kids.”
“You don't—” Toothpaste dribbles down Eddie's chin and he stoops to spit what's left in his mouth into the sink, gathering his hair to one side. He rinses his mouth out, wipes his face with a towel, then turns to Steve. “You don't have to thank me for that. Of course I love them.”
“Not everyone I've dated has.”
“They're idiots.” Eddie grabs the hem of Steve's shirt, pulling him close. “I mean, first of all, they're part of you, and I don't think I could love you and not love them. But...” He trails off, a small smile tilting his lips. “They're amazing kids.”
Pride swells in Steve's chest; he slides his arms around Eddie's waist and says, “They are.”
“And I'm pretty damn honored I get to be part of their lives,” Eddie says, “so thank you,” and he butts his head gently against Steve's.
Steve huffs and slides his hands up Eddie's back, pulling him into a tight embrace. “I love you.” He presses a kiss to Eddie's neck.
“I love you too.”
“And they both love you as well.”
Eddie lets out a shuddering breath. Steve knows how nervous Eddie was, when they started dating, that he wouldn't be welcomed, but it's almost like he's always been part of their family now. “Good to know,"”Eddie says.
Steve holds Eddie a little tighter. All those years ago, back in Hawkins, when they ended things, Steve thought he'd never see Eddie again. But here they are, together—a family—and Steve's never letting him go this time.
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bibibuck · 20 days
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i know that with the way things are going it makes sense for us to be focusing so much on the buddie of it all. but i want to bring some attention to the fact that tonight we’re watching 911’s 100th episode and that is just… so special.
how blessed we are to have a show that believes in people so much, that portrays human relationships so wonderfully and admits the complexities of them while always fighting to say, “it’s worth it. humanity is worth it. connection is worth it.”
and look, we all know that 911 is not a perfect show. and though we might agree or disagree on what its flaws are i think if we love 911 and consider it our show we all understand that at its core it’s a story about not just surviving but thriving in the world, about healing others and ourselves through empathy and hope.
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crunchchute · 1 month
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Sam and Max if they were cool /j
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uumumuu · 2 months
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Noticed her doing this, & she watched me rearrange her little box-bed to be in the sun yesterday
Today she lead me into the dining room and sat in the sun on the floor to show me it was way out of range of her beds today, so I moved a chair for her :)
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afabtwink · 5 months
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I’m romancing Karlach on my Astarion origin run and I just… have so many thoughts.
Astarion being cold to the touch because he’s undead.
Astarion being surrounded by other cold, undead wretches.
Astarion getting to see the sun again.
Astarion meeting Karlach and seeing real, genuine hope in someone’s eyes again.
And he’s hesitant, because who could go through the pain she has and not come out jaded. But here she is.
He can’t touch her, and he is so used to only being considered for his body. She can’t have him, and still she adores him. Still she stays.
They finally touch, and she is so warm. The first real warmth Astarion’s felt in ages. The first time in ages someone’s asked him how he feels and what he wants, and bothered to look past the surface and past his lies. The first time someone’s cared enough to.
Them being opposites in so many ways, from strengths to looks to personalities and perspectives, but finding out they perfectly compliment each other.
She makes him feel safe. He hasn’t felt safe in so long.
Astarion’s touch cool on her overheating skin, and Karlach’s touch warming his icy frame.
And suddenly, even when they aren’t touching, he’s not so cold any more.
Because after so many years in the cold, Karlach is his sun. And even when he has to go into the dark again, she’ll keep him warm. Even if they have to travel to the hells themself, he’ll keep her cool.
And I just really love that for them.
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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months
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Different techniques
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thelaurenshippen · 18 days
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ummmmmm I caught up on last night's 911 and.....hello!?!?!?!?!?!? I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE
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crow-with-a-pencil · 6 months
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One year anniversary of the kelp blorbo who changed my brain chemistry forever
Happy birthday Beetle :)
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6idus · 1 year
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fukuzawa found him outside chuck e. cheese with One (1) slice of pepperoni pizza
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bonniebeanie · 1 month
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Thanks to the blue guy!!
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