#sorry new followers I do this sometimes

[ruerock]

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#hiii long time no talking in the tags #november is the most difficult month for me so sorry for little art #im making some stuff on the side and i hope to post them sometime later #ive been putting the adopts out mostly since i need to cover some dental expenses #thank you to everyone who reblogs my stuff its so appreciated #i hope everyone is doing as good as they can #if any of u wanna send me some nice ask ill love u forever too but no pressure :thumbsup: #also there has been a name change for me!!! #and an icon change #so theres that #still mulling over if i want a new @ or not #dont want to change too much at once and confuse people who follow me though LMAO

[toxiccaves]

you know, i want to stay positive and believe that it'll be fine because there's definitely more people in the world that know that pr0sh!pp3r nonsense is used to groom children and is reprehensible. and I know a lotta kids these days know better too, or have people who reach out to them if they don't.

but how many of the kids online that aren't "trendy" or don't post content or lack social skills get completely ignored, or have no one in their online spaces around to help keep them safe? There is so much propaganda and manipulated language being used by these people to groom children and make even adults think it's fine to do, and I just don't know how we can be there to protect every kid who needs it online. it is so repulsive to me how abundant this kinda thing is in every fanbase. all i can think to say is if you see a minor online interacting with it, always try to reach out to keep them safe. maybe take time to talk about it every once in a while.

the way i was publicly preyed upon on this website when i was 14-17 and no one said anything has still left its scars and I don't want any other child to go through that too.

#sometimes i still feel like writing little handbooks for this topic as well as simpler ones like internet etiquette or general safety #but even if i do will ppl keep them down as reference to share? idk.. not good at writing thoughts #who up for informative internet safety zines #sorry ive had two people recently who followed me that i found out were like “undercover” pr0sh!pp3rs and im still so repulsed #that they see me post this and my boundaries but ignore it anyway and act all friendly. all for what? #i hate how throroughly we need to bg check everyone. i do it as often as i can when i get new follows or interactions and i block so many #anyway stay safe. learn the manipulated language they use. inform others that need it.

[abstractlesbian]

Find someone slightly annoying but in really small harmless ways so I decide none of the behaviours are worth bringing up with them → realizing: hey, Im also annoying! solidarity! → realizing we have a lot in common and starting to bond → finding out other people find this person annoying and are vocal about it behind their back → finding out this person has ADHD like me that's (at least one reason) why we have all these traits in common → fear.

#trying to be as vague as possible even tho this is someone I know offline and no one involved follows me online #on one level I get it that relying someone who is forgetful and does things slower/differently than you can be frustrating #but like its a medical condition. and u dont need to know someones medical info to have some empathy instead of assuming malice/incompetence #i just found out they have adhd today but day one i was able to go 'wow i did not like the way they handled that but i dont think they were #being hurtful/careless we just handle this task differently. rhey didnt do anything wrong and i can let this go and adjust my expectations' #not to say im perfect and never ableist towards others. my first reaction to seeing traits i dislike in myself (from my disabilities) #in others is often to get annoyed and needing to adjust my thinking #i get annoyed with myself when I cant focus / cant be coherent or concise / cant finish tasks quickly etc #→ get annoyed sometimes when I see others doing that → realize thats not fair to them → realize thats not fair to myself #→ assume good intentions and find ways to communicate/collaborate better with them → get along better and maybe make a new friend! #sorry i am rambling #idk its scary seeing someone being disliked for adhd symptoms/traits that im mostly doing a good job of managing/hiding in this #social environment so far and knowing that could happen to me in the future #but im also like ready to have this persons back #me 🤝 them: prioritizing the wrong tasks and overexplaining things and struglging to get our points across #and not noticing when we talk too loud and forgetting tasks halfway thru etc #not to be that guy but : without love it canmot be seen!!!! #lifes so much better if u just assume ppl arent doing things a certain way to be annoying + let go of / adapt to the thing that are annoying #but not harmful #thats not exactly what without love it cant be seen means but thats one of the ways i apply it in life #just like dont assume malice. assume u dont have all the info. approach ppl/situations with empathy. #or youll make yourself more miserable needlessly #again like only for shit that's not harmful obv #i need to shut up and go to bed

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks

[rubinee]

even though it has happened multiple times by now i'm still confused every time any of my posts get more than a couple hundred notes. what do you mean what i find desirable is not just hot to me but others enjoy it too.

i dont even know why i got it in my head that I'm uniquely terrible and that everything i enjoy must be weird to the average person in some way when my desires and the things i post about are. super mild lol

i like knowing my partners boundaries and operating within them. i like (love) seing someone follow my instructions, being listend to is just top 10/10. i like it sensual i like spending time touching and exploring. i like being given trust and power and especially responsibility. i like the intimacy of beautification - dressing up dolling up showing off. i like when gender expectations & unwritten scrips are ignored in favor of making decisions based on the individuals involved. my favourite way to bond with people is through humor & making me giggle is the fastes way to get me to like you. i have a complex relationship with my body, how others perceive it and what it can and can't do sexually. but who doesn't

none of these things are extraordinar or weird or shameful. it's all pretty common stuff. so why am i so insecure about having desires?

#sorry to all my new followers #i will be going through my list of followes at some point and follow back if. well if i want #sorry i haven't checked you out yet sometimes getting notes here feels overwhelming #silly me hung up on sexuality as per usual #oh well that's what the blog is for i suppose #long post #if anybody needs negativity tagged to avoid it please do not hesitate to reach out to me i'll tag it for you 😘 #🔘

[dangaer]

the inhernt feeling of being known during roleplay.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #its hit me today how close it actually is to the new year i am now romanicising a lot sorry</3 #i think we dont talk enough about how much you are known when it comes to a roleplay thread or ask like. #writing is all of our forms of art. no matter how big or small or fast or long it takes you. it's still an artwork hat you perform #outstandingly well ... when you write for a rp partner. #you take that time out of your day to think about them and their muse. you write something following the piece of art they have given you #or the starting point in which they have provided. #there is something beautiful in recieving a rp reply #or a tag or a quick message from someone #because you realise how in that moment. you were the first thought that comes to mind #and thats a very special gift to have #i know people might think i go overkill in replying ooc to asks / threads and sometimes come off as a little overwhelming but #honestly it really does mean the world to me. esp as someone whos always worrying they write too slow ... to know people remain interested #is* #an important thing to me #going to get all of my mistletoe asks out by new year. #if you dont have muse to reply - do not panic! ( i totally understand i had a weekend plan to do this which got busted by sickness #) #but it's on my to do list now. my main focus ...

[rakeshouseparty]

Ship/pairing talk, this is all about my personal takes and hcs and how i see the characters btw.

I like Trender and Fender, in a weird way? Maybe even a ‘flea and dog’ way because of the nature of Trender, but compatibility wise, Trender and Slender would fit together more better, if we’re going off “personality” of course (MY VERSIONS OF THEM, Of course!! <:3c)

of course how i actually zee the Slender pals is some weird, like, maybe SOMEWHAT romantic polycule/“brotherhood” gang? and im rlly stretching it w the “romance” thing since like, outta all of em, Splendor can be counted as the one whom is the most traditionally romantic, ig i could describe it as that, while the rest arent rlly that way, maybe fender too but barely, they just sorta all stick together at times and do whatever stupid bullshit they do bc reasons!

And no i cant call it a friendship group, as much as it prob does seem like it, since it just doesn’t feel right to me when it comes to those specific guys , they arent rlly friends, and i doubt some of them see the others that way,

#tpost #crpyhcs #i guess??? idk lol sorry i somewhat hate talkin seriosly about shippin n pairings #as funny as it is o draw mushy stupid shit yada yada #also i get new followers sometimes and i need to state my take on slender and the paraodies do not follow fanon (them being related etc)

[spacedlexi]

day 4. i REFUSE to give in to the bots but i cannot take this anymore i literally do not have the time for this

#i do work for an hour and come back to 20 new bots in my follow list #minimum #cuz it feels like im getting new ones every freakin minute #got almost 100 overnight #when will the siege end #seriously wtf is going on theres like 4 different breeds of bot in my notifs #maybe even more #and some of them are starting to customize their blogs a bit to look more real its getting kinda hard to tell the difference sometimes #but with the rate they are coming in i literally dont care anymore if you look like a bot im treating you like one sorry #if im unsure i let them stay but theyre on thin ice #it speaks #3 new bot follows just while writing this post up

[sleepknoot]

One of the things that infuriates me about tumblr R/P is the kind of rolep/layer who is only genuinely interested in writing with you if they can see their muse being romantically and/or sexually involved with yours.

Like I don't give a fuck what you wanna R/P. I'm not paying you, I'm not your boss, and I know damn well I'm not going to change anybody's mind on anything. I just wish people were honest about what they want instead of pretending they want to write with you only to consistently ignore you in favor of muns with muses their character has a crush on.

#The fact this happened with a longform V/T///M R//Per with me as the most recent example. #I was so excited for a new person to join the community much more the longform R//P side of it. #Every thread we wrote died so fast and died on their turns. #Then they constantly ignored my asks/likes on their starter calls and only answer to male muses their muse had been making eyes at. #And the threads they had with those muses went on strong most of the time. #It also felt like the didn't actually give a shit about the source material and I could really feel that when in-universe discussions #were actually happening. Which is again whatever. I think I just got my hopes up too high for that that person ended up seeking. #I don't get why the kept following me on multiple accounts when they were constantly ignoring me. Unless it was to bump their numbers. #All the random slashes are so I don't end up in the tags btw #Sorry for the rant in the tags. I haven't spoken about this out loud and it bugs me sometimes when I see people doing something similar. #zombert.txt

[marshmallowgoop]

(Previous DCMK-game anon) That was exactly what I was looking for! Thank you so much, you are was so helpful and so kind to take time out of your day to respond! Hope you've been well :) ❤️

[Game ask]

Aww, Anon 🥺 I'm glad I was able to help! I love talking "niche" DetCo content—there's a lot of fun stuff out there that I like bringing more attention to!—so I love asks wondering about that kind of thing. Gives me an excuse to ramble!

Thank you for such a sweet ask!

#replies #anonymous #please excuse the ramblings that are gonna follow but #i've often answered asks that don't even get a 'like' from the person who asked in the first place #so this message just really made me 🥺 #and for the record it's totally fine to not 'like' my responses! i answer asks because i want to--not for 'recognition' or anything #but it's really nice to be appreciated thank you 🙏 #i'm sorry i don't always answer asks the most quickly and sometimes struggle to answer at all but i read and appreciate every one! #hoping to be more present now--my laptop (that i got at the end of *last year*!) broke down #it took about a month for the warranty replacement to arrive and the older laptop i had in the meantime shuts off constantly #on top of all the traveling i was doing and some other irl stuff i've been working through #it's been difficult for me to be very present on social media #but new laptop is here! and i'm done traveling for a while #so i hope to be here more #y'all have been making so much good stuff while i was going through it! feel like i've missed so much! #ahh ramblings aside thank you again for the asks! 🙏

[lavenoon]

Hello??? Oh my god hiii and thank you guys!! The past month has been crazy for me because I hadn't posted art in over a year, and it's been a long long time since I've had that much fun doing it, too!

I didn't expect much attention for my silly little doodles, much less such a surge of new followers! Hope y'all enjoy your stay, remember to stretch, eat, and hydrate and. Please for the love of god sleep, I unfortunately know that's kinda scarce in jester hell

#post let luce #my art #kinda lmao #i am absolutely floored ngl #idk what I expected when I started fn//af posting a month ago but it wasn't this #do ppl still do things for milestones or smth #smth smth tumblr is eating mayonnaise out of a jar at 3am and I just shoveled a whole spoon into my mouth #looking at you like a deer in the headlights #everyone is so nice im sorry im awkward sometimes im just really new to that kind of attention #I don't regularly check my follower count or I'd have caught it at 400 maybe lmao

[arrowsplayground]

hello.

Can I request used in sacrifice/ritual and flowey?

ID in alt text

Read it on AO3

Fandom: Undertale

Prompt: Used in Sacrifice/Ritual

WARNINGS: Major Character Death, Sacrifice, Rituals, Angst, Bad Ending, Betrayal

“Hey.. we’re friends... right?”

Their blade drawn, he saw in them a look he remembered only from his past. He drew back, hoping beyond hope that those red eyes, familiar as a buttercup, were not the same he remembered.

“You and me... best friends ‘til the end! You wouldn’t... hurt me... right?”

“You failed.”

He tried to push his fear aside with a laugh. An uncertaintity, a prayer for mercy.

“Failed what, Frisk? I failed to beat you, yeah, but you got to the surface... didn’tcha?”

A shake of their head, a cautious glance behind himself.

“You failed, Azzy. You failed our mission.”

He tried to remove himself from inside his potted soil, tried to flee, tried to run.

But he couldn’t.

“Ch...chara,” he tried, one last time, if only to fail.

“Azzy... You shouldn’t be here.”

He was uprooted, a petal squished under their merciless care. A thorn had pierced their skin, but they paid it no mind in their efforts to destroy him.

“I made that sacrifice so you wouldn’t have to! And look where it got both of us. Stuck in bodies that aren’t ours, caught up in a life that isn’t ours.”

He tried to avoid their piercing gaze, but they forced his eyes on them nonetheless.

“So now, I’m going to sacrifice you.”

They laughed. The cold laugh of a madman.

“You hear me, you stupid plant?! I’m going to sacrifice you to this mountain, so you know how it feels! Don’t even bother with the cave exit, it’s avalanched. And once you’re down there, I’ll make sure this crumbles too. So you can feel my pain, good and proper.”

He shook his head, trying to grab onto something, trying to stop this, trying to do something.

But he couldn’t.

He

fell

#undertale #chara #flowey #bthb #bad things happen bingo #writing #i was very upset that this turned out to be like. 300 words max?? #but i do like it #especially since is . well it's not my FIRST time writing flowey or chara but it's my first time writing them proper #not ''i'm 12 years old and putting words on the screen and calling it fanfic'' #i mean. it's not like i didn't enjoy what i wrote (then & now) or think it's not writing #it's just nothing like my current standard yk?? #remind me to share old shit sometime tho #my first FIRST time writing flowey was writing him as a scared little guy. i channeled that here :} #anyway writing ramble aside #hello to the asker?? i got really excited bc ohmg. it is a non-mutual. sending in!!! requests #like all 3 of my followers are. besties. so to see a new person it's like my things are spreading!!!!! they are reaching the people!!!! #anyway sorry for the tag ramble #im just feral #i usually talk real fancy on this account but the tags are an Exception #nobody talks fancy in the tags

[shroomibloom]

Bashful Stardust Bunny

JUST GOT HER SHE IS AMAZINGGG !!!!!!!

idk why but on the pic she looks more scrunkley, she is actually very regal and correctly proportioned....

UHHH SHE IS AMAZING AND SO CUTE AND COOL I LOVE THE STARSSS IT MATCHES MY:

pyjamas

slippers

duvet cover

towel

dress

sweater vest

I LOVE STARRY STUFF <333 OH AND SHE IS RLLY RLLY RLLY RLLY SOFT TOO I LOVE BASHFULS !!!! SO SILKY SOFT WOOOO

amazing and perfect and i have no complaints and soon i will reunite her with blossom tulip bunny... they are lovers probably idk not worked out the lore yet ANYWAYS SHES CALLED WINNIFRED 10/10 !!!

#jellycat #plushie #jellycat plush #jellycat bashful #bashful bunny #stardust bunny #sometimes i write a review and i realise if you do not know me this makes absolutely no sense... soeey #like i just gave u a list of starry stuff i own why do u care #not new ppl friendly review sorry just too quirky like that pls follow for more jellycat reviews and me reblogging every huntlow post ever

[veliseraptor]

okay, agenda for this evening (for myself, so that I can not do what I've been doing all day and just sit miserably refreshing pages on the internet):

drop off books at the library/pick up R.F. Kuang's new book

make dinner (& watch critical role)

write 250 words in something. anything

start reading Scum Villain vol. 1

watch more Critical Role & cross stitch

it is a plan and I am going to follow it

#sometimes managing myself emotionally is like trying to convince a very stubborn horse to do something #never clear who's going to win #important text posts #to do lists #this is my real life #sorry new followers i'm not always having an emotional crisis on this blog i promise

[starbuck]

what post r ppl leaving those tags on?!?

it’s an ofm.d post where i go over Izzy’s death foreshadowing… idek why people are reblogging it now bc i made it back when there were only eight episodes out, so it’s totally out of date, but there it is…

And like. tbf, rereading it, i guess my position isn’t ENTIRELY clear, but my thing is that i LOVE death foreshadowing and when characters i like have symbolically meaningful deaths, NOT that i hate him and was wishing death upon him, as these people are.

So it’s like. I see where they’re getting that from, and they’re absolutely entitled to their own opinions, but that is just very much NOT where i was coming from and really annoying to see in my notes with no way to block it out without just deleting the post (which i don’t wanna do bc i’m still proud of it, even if it’s out of date now).

And I know it’s not news that that fandom is a trash fire, but it was soooooooo much smaller and chiller when i made that post… it really just felt like me and my Boat Mutuals back then… And as soon as the fandom started getting big and toxic, i disengaged altogether and just enjoyed it with my friends for a bit until it lost its shine and we all moved on. I’m sure i’ll enjoy s2 with my friends again when it comes out, but the larger fandom doesn’t exist to me and i’ll probably do some mass-blocking ahead of s2 coming out, just to be safe bc, just from this tiny interaction, i’m tired of it.

@marcusbrutus - tagging you since you also asked what fandom it was about.

#they aren’t even APPRECIATING the artistry of the death foreshadowing - it is SO sad… 😔😔 #get well soon folks… #also i gained a suspicious amount of new followers while that post was having its little resurgence - so if any iz.zy haters followed me #for that… I Am Sorry… #you’ve come to the wrong place friends #these days i’m loveposting about characters who have done MUCH worse things than being kind of an asshole sometimes #so you may not be very happy here - fair warning 😂😂 #i’m trying to imagine the Hot Takes these people would have on bcs and i’m honestly getting scared… #everyone has to be 100% reduced to Soft Squishy Good Guy Who’s Never Hurt A Fly or Ultimate Evil Devil Incarnate Who Has Never Done Any #Good To Anyone Ever #so that’s step one… #all conflicts must have a clear ‘victim’ and ‘abuser’ and there can be no nuance to this whatsoever #people who are both victims AND perpetrators of abuse in various contexts simply don’t exist - so jot that down #also classism doesn’t exist #and if you’ve ever been rude - you deserve to die #so personally i think this the perfect Petri dish for some truly HORRENDOUS brbab.cs Takes #but i’m sickly fascinated by it… unfortunately - i DO wanna know what they’d think - For Science 😂😂

[jockcliche-archived]

just a reminder: do not follow me if you don’t read my rules. it’s disrespectful, and i’ll always find out. as stated in those rules, which you would have known about if you bothered to actually look at them, i will block you for it, especially if you interact with people on my dni list. i’m not trying to be mean, it just rubs me the wrong way when people obviously don’t respect my boundaries

#[ mobile ] #[ i forgot to make the post here but i made a carrd for steve with updated rules that have been completely rewritten #this is not aimed at any of my mutuals btw: you’ve probably already been blocked if this applies to you lol #i’m sorry i just have to do what i have to do to make myself feel safe and comfortable here #also i’m referring to the new followers since these rules have been updated as of last week sometime just to be clear ]