#sorry just drowning in regret rn

[definitelysel]

stressed!alhaitham who is in a stinky mood ever since nahida gave him the job of acting grand sage. ft. fem!reader aka the bootiful bean reading this.

mentions of alhaitham's granny (rip)

I chose my next victim of choice to be alhaitham regarding my impulsive ideas since I can't write a full blow fic rn. I hope there are still people who like this guy.

right??

"Uh oh, it is going to rain." one of the vendors muttered.

"Certaintly is. We better pack up. What idiot would want to stay in the cold rain?" Another muttered as everyone started to hurry and pack up.

Soon the pitter patter drowned out the rest of the noises.

The sky was cloudy with a hue of blueish gray bringing a solemn atmosphere with it. The gloomyness engulfed the city of Sumeru. Alhaitham sat alone on a bench, hunched up. Guess he was the idiot to sit in the rain.

He could hear people whispering, muttering to themselves at the sight of him as they walked by, holding their umbrellas. Some running towards shelter. Alhaitham paid no mind to them, he was busy with his problems.

He never imagined that he would go from having a simple job of the Scribe of the Akademiya who could relax and reject applications left and right to becoming the Acting Grand Sage.

On paper the title does seem like an important position but nobody told the reality of the job and the tsunami of paperwork that came with it. Being hunched up in an office chair and burying your face in a mountain of petty queries and complaints was enough to drive a person crazy.

"Acting Grand Sage...what a joke." He bitterly chuckled as the rain dampened his clothes more and more. All he wanted was to save his 9 to 5 job and the people of his country. He didn't expect to be appointed as the administrator of an entire nation.

He recalled Nahida trying to persuade him into agreeing to the post.

"No pressure or anything!" Nahida told the taller male. "I don't wish to force you. I just thought that you are so smart, capable and reliab-"

"Okay."

"Huh?" Nahida stared at him blankly. She thought that it would take a lot more buttering to get Alhaitham to agree. She didn't think it would be this easy.

"If it is what the Archon wants, I'll do it." He bowed out of respect. Nahida marveled at his gesture before smiling.

"Thank you."

Yet this job made him almost, almost, pity Azar.

Well in the heat of the moment, he said yes. Alhaitham was a rational thinker, yet this was probably the one rational decision he was regretting at the moment, amidst the cold rain. Some trivial matter always came breaking down his door.

Should he just run away? No, he couldn't bear to run away from his home. Perhaps a vacation? No, nobody was competent in his eyes to take his place. Moreover if he leaves, who will collect Kaveh's due rent? Even worse if Kaveh burns down his house in his absence! Maybe a change of pace would be nice. A small window of escape from his life of humbug.

Such worries clouded his thoughts which he snapped out of after someone touched his shoulder. "I am sorry, I don't mean to pry but are you okay? Why are you sitting in this rain?" You asked him.

"No reason." He replied curtly.

"Oh okay." You didn't feel like pushing him forward to tell you more. Most people ignored him and walked past him but for some reason you chose to stay, much to his dismay. You stood their for a brief minute before turning around to walk away only to get cut off by a sound.

Grumble

That caught your attention as you turned around to see Alhaitham averted his gaze with the tips of his ears turning red from embarrassment. He wasn't a man with much words but his stomach certainly didn't stay quiet.

"Are you hungry?" "...yes."

Alhaitham wasn't the one to play pretend. He simply succumbed to his hunger. You walked back towards him and take a seat beside him. He didn't seem to object your actions and stared at you as your fingers unwrapped a packet containing pita pockets.

"Let's share! Nothing better than some pipin' hot food to lighten one's mood!" You smiled and offered him some. He could feel the warm gush of air from the steaming food hitting him the face.

They smelled nice. How long has it been since he sat down and ate a hot meal? When was the last time he cooked for himself. As a child, his grandma would always take care of him, listen to his problems and make sure he would eat his fill. His grandma's cooking was a distant memory for him. He couldn't help but feel a bit grateful.

Yet he still managed to burn his tongue. "Slow down! You don't want to singe your tongue now, do you?" You warned him as he hissed at the burning sensation. However that didn't stop him from continuing to eat. He was hungry, alright.

You both silently sat under the comfort of one umbrella. "So, bad day?" You started. "Yes." "Hm, everyone has one of those. It is okay."

He remained quiet, while chewing. He didn't talk much for someone who was a linguistic scholar. How ironical. For Alhaitham, this food tasted warm, it tasted like home. It was made with love, care and time, unlike those stale delicacies you get around cafeterias.

"Thank you. That was- nice." He trailed off, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.

"He really devoured 3/4th of it." You gaped at the box. "Have you not eaten at all?" You raised the question.

"Well, I see no reason to not share with you just a little bit..." he murmured to himself.

"No, with the amount of work- I haven't been focusing much on food." Alhaitham settled on that answer. Neither giving too much away nor upsetting the stranger infront of him.

"Well then how about I cook for you? I work at the Pushpa Cafe. You can drop by anytime for a meal." You suggested as he raised his brows.

"And make my wallet empty in less than a week? I'll pass." He sarcastically remarked. Definitely a tough nut to crack.

"No! I don't care about money. I care about feeding people. What makes a chef is passion to cook and serve others, not a capitalist mindset." You huffed in annoyance. He seemed skeptical at your statement earning a sigh from you.

"Taking help isn't bad. You gotta lean onto people sometimes! It's completely okay and normal, y'know?" You continued, trying to get him to believe you and how you were being genuine.

That sent him into deep thought. After a few minutes he spoke up, "very well. I'll take up your offer. Better than eating my roommates "food" which might poison me." He concluded as you chuckled at how nonchalant he was.

"Alright! I'll see you later or whenever you choose to drop by!" You chime and hand him the rest of the pita pockets. "Eat well. Oh! And have this" you held out the umbrella for him to take.

"But what about you?" He asked with slight worry.

"Oh my house is just down the road, if I run fast enough, I'll be fine!" You reassured him and ran away, covering yourself with your arms.

He watched you run away, the warmth of the pita pocket on his palms. Who knew a stranger with an umbrella could make the remaining part of his day just a bit better? Alhaitham couldn't help but smile a little.

People enter someone's life for one reason or the other. Alhaitham wanted to run away. No, he just wanted a vacation. Perhaps he just needed a change of pace.

This was his change of pace.

a/n : oh my god- this is probably worse than the first draft I wrote because I accidentally deleted it- ughh. But it is okay 😤

alhaitham just needs a break lmao

©definitelysel

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[sunmisbf]

hi bestiesssssss i saw woodz yesterday n i am a changed person this is the best artist in the world to Me. i apologize to him deeply for ever looking at another man it won’t happen again like i was blacking out hes so fine n pretty n his smile is so nice i forgot my glasses in my car so i couldn’t see him as clearly as i would have liked help but i was really close n i did cry i’m not going to lie. i was doing pretty good n then he sang journey n it was over for me i love this guy so much n always wish him the best in everything. he’s so genuine on stage like u can tell he’s just having so much fun performing n he took off his ear piece a lot so he could hear us singing along. he played the guitar too i was blacking out sorry i do love a fine ass man that can play guitar like that’s literally my boyfriend n omg he took his shirt off at the very end before he left the stage n i Screamed so loud it hurt my throat n my boyfriend was like 🧍 n i was like i didn’t see anything even though i almost teared my vocal chords up… sorry. what else was i supposed to do i saw the gun tattoo w my own eyes he’s so fineeee. he’s such a singer u guys like we all know this but i was so happy to experience his singing live. he didn’t dance at all like other kpop artists but honestly it wouldn’t have fit the vibe like that’s the lead singer of a band. i’m in love sorry he’s everything to me. watching him sing busted n chaser n noid n i hate you n multiply n trigger n. well u get the point was everything to me who else is making music like this NO ONE that’s who‼️ seungyoun u will always be famous forever n forever i hope he knows that… oh n unfortunately he did not sing hope to be like you for me 😞 or better and better or lullaby or thinkin bout you 😞 but it’s okay we move forward ! he also took the time to read posters n accept song requests n i was really close to him so if i would’ve taken a mexicans 4 woodz/mexico loves u sign he definitely would’ve read it i’m so sad i didn’t make one omg. but he sang short parts of pool n waikiki n better and better n lullaby n deep deep sleep (kind of bc he couldn’t remember the lyrics 😭) n god hijack just came on while i’m typing this it was so crazy seeing him perform this like literally i hit the road running all the fucking time‼️ also he went crazy w ready to fight like he put so much passion into the “shut the FUCK up” part like damn okay.. anything for u king. the whole concert was fun but especially at the end when he performed i hate you bump bump n ready to fight i was so tired but i kept screaming n jumping help. n he was so energetic n happy like i have feelings for this man u don’t understand wayv close ur eyes but this is The kpop man to me n also omg when he opened w busted like i knew he was opening w that song but i still felt like that joker gif where he’s flying backwards like this was soty to me originally until wayv came in w the steel chair but i don’t know u guys woodz might have taken the steel chair out of their hands n used it on them i’ll get back to u on that i’m on a woodz induced high rn so i can’t think clearly wayv i still love u. n omg i saw him sing chaser live. i was singing so loud i felt bad for the girl recording on her phone next to me bc my ass is definitely in her videos singing about breaking down bc what else can i do that’s the song of all time n omg dirt on my leather was so fun literally why u gonna be so sad? rub some fucking dirt on it‼️ seungyoun the rockstar that u are…. n trigger n drowning n i can say this about every song honestly every song was life changing to see live i love singers who sing n i love woodz. i really regret not getting vip i would’ve loved to meet him he was so endearing on stage when he was talking… it honestly feels like a fever dream now like i really saw that man i was there… 🚬 this is so fucking long i’m sorry in conclusion, i’m in love w him i’m obsessed w him i need him badly n he’s a pop rock legend to me forever n ever. te amo luizinho 💙😭

#if u read this long ass paragraph i’m giving u a kiss thank u 🫶 #tumblr wouldn’t let me make this longer i had more to say sorry #.txt

[juicywritinghoard]

Setting Prompts

A. Something about this place screams “probably not haunted but don’t stick around to find out”. 

B. Thank you for taking me to the aquarium for my birthday. I am gonna be a freak in the gift shop about it.

C. Nothing at this carnival is going to cheer me up so don’t even try. Except…

D. You cannot keep making secret agent music with your mouth if you don’t want to get us arrested. I can fill golf course holes with cement without you.

E. Admittedly this was a bad place for a picnic, but on the other hand, I’m having a great time and no regrets. 

F. Oh god, oh Jesus, what is that?? Oh, just a bunny. OH NO OH HELP WHAT IS THAT-

G. This real estate is giving mad Hansel and Gretel vibes rn and I will lick the walls if no one stops me?

H. Okay, while they do actual serious errands, our goal is to find a collection of objects under fifty dollars that will definitely, absolutely implicate us in a premeditated murder. And…break!

I. Nothing says “let’s get ice cream” like baseball sized hail. 

J. If you don’t want to get in trouble for playing hide and seek in the fancy department store, you gotta hide better, duh.

K. I’m sorry I spilled nacho cheese in the jewelry store. It might happen again.

L. I’m having a crisis in the craft store. Again.

M. No, I’m not going to sell you this fish. Please leave the store.

N. So it was just supposed to be a little funny ha-ha joke but we put [counts on fingers] like quadruple the appropriate amount of bubble bath in the fountain…

O. I refuse to have some kind of epiphany about this divine experience. I did not ask to be awake at dawn and I would not be awake at dawn if I had a choice about it.

P. So you know how you were like, no way is it possible to fill a pool with Jello? Well,

Q. No, sorry, I’ve been banned from the candy store. Yep. And the bookstore. Uhuh. I’m really sorry, I have also been banned from-

R. Call back later, I’m spending my life savings in the arcade. No, I promise I’m being so normal about it. This has nothing to do with my child enemy. No, no, I promise!

S. Ain’t nothin’ wrong with a little dumpster diving. Just be less stupid about it maybe?

T. I’m afraid of heights, is the problem? Which I was not aware of until I got up here. 

U. Oh man, I want to join their backyard barbeque so bad. Do you think I can pass for a cousin? Surely they don’t know all their cousins. Look at all the fun they’re having, oh man… 

V. I didn’t expect the world to end in the coffee shop, but here I am…

W. You keep asking why I’m wet and not how was the sea? Was the sea fun? Did you meet a mermaid and join a mermaid party and almost drown? No, I don’t want to talk about it now.

X. Admittedly my coworkers don’t suck, it’s just the job that’s cuckoo banana-nut-muffins bonkers insane. 

Y. Why do I feel like this place is so fancy, they’re gonna hand me a receipt for the air I breathed while I was here? 

Z. Hurry up and figure things out, before I get fired from a second morgue. Please?

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[spagettae]

Hey!! I saw that your requests are open so i have one so can it be like an angst with a fluff ending with Yeon where the reader and him get into an argument a pretty heated one due to some misunderstandings and him losing his temper and bursting out on the reader etc etc but with fluff at the end heehee Appreciate your work a lot bubs All the best!!!

YAYAYAYA I JUST FINISHED IT IM SORRY IT TOOK LONG 💔💔 IM TRYING TO GET OUT OD WRITER'S BLOCK RN 😞

— MISUNDERSTANDING

yeonjun x gn!reader

a small misunderstanding between you two got you both in a fight. the other person's side was unheard because of how the other person is furious with him.

wc : 2.8k

cw : mention of being drunk, pink haired yeonjun 🫰🏼, lowercase, angst but with fluff

masterlist

note : it wasn't the fluffiest ending so im sorry 😞 and idk if this is what you're looking for but yes enjoy!

the first thing yeonjun opened his eyes was you pacing back and forth on the apartment. when you saw him awake you walked towards him. “ we need to talk. ” you straightforwardly said as yeonjun was taken aback. “ wow, no hi or hello first..? ” as he puts a hand where his heart was and acts like he's hurt. “.. what did you remember last night? ” ignoring the question he asked as he straightened up and looked up at you confused. “ no.. not really, i only remember being with beomgyu and.. you picking me up? ” he answered, hesitant at the last words he said.

the memory from yesterday was blurry and only remember a bit of what happened. you nodded to say that you understand but you won't let him off the hook like that.

flashback at what happened.

yeonjun regretted drinking too much. everything is spinning for him, the loud music and the people partying was defeaning for him. the first thing he thought of was call you and pick him up here. he regretted agreeing going with beomgyu even though you agreed and that's fine with you.

he sat with his head down trying to drown out all the sounds he's hearing after he texted you. he heard some rustling and the couch shifting to announce someone was sitting with him. the pink haired boy didn't mind it as he just kept trying to silence everything surrounding him, when the person next to him started clinging on him. probably more drunk than him as he open his eyes to see a girl he doesn't know.

the first thing he tried to do is pull away and try to talk to her politely while he was trying to distance himself. he doesn't want you to think that this is what he's always doing when going out. you trust him and he doesn't want to break that trust you have for him.

minutes are like hours for him as he tries to pull away as possible. after a few minutes he successfully pulls away, even him saying he has a girlfriend the girl would just ignore it and keeps clinging on him like he was her boyfriend.

after that situation, you acted like you didn't see it as you and yeonjun got out of there, leaving beomgyu alone. he was fast asleep after he buckled his seatbelt as you set aside the thoughts you were having when you saw them.

you were getting frustrated by the minute you two were just standing there in silence. you were too angry, too angry. to the fact you started yelling at him. it was never your intention to yell at him but you were blinded by your anger, you couldn't help but unexpectedly yell at him. this is the first time it happened and you thought you're the only one getting stressed? yeonjun's head was about to blow because of you yelling at him.

“ please, for god's sake stop yelling! ” he said trying not to yell at you, you trying not to roll your eyes on him. “ if you were so careful yesterday we won't be in this situation!” you replied sarcastically. scoffing at him as you heard him sigh.

he doesn't know what to do with you and pray everyday you guys won't come in this kind of situation but you guys did anyway, because of yesterday. he swears he will be out in the shared apartment after this fight.

“ will you just believe me? i would never do that! you know me better than i know myself. ” he said, sitting back on the couch. as much as you want to just disregard this fight, you can't just accept it immediately as you just look at him, him looking back at you.

the eye contact was intense. yeonjun won't utter a single word unless you speak first and break the eye contact. you have plenty of things to say but you wouldn't say those, you were still careful on your words even when you're angry.

yeonjun decided to break the silence. “ i get it, you're just worried i would do those things whenever i go with parties, but you know i wouldn't do that even if i'm drunk as hell. ” he explained calmly. “ how could i be so sure huh? ” you asked. “ from today, you won't go to parties unless i'm with you. ” you added, looking at him dead in the eye. “ what- wait, that's just ridiculous. ” he said, standing towering over you. “ i mean i'm not against or anything but why? ” you explained it and that's how you guys got into a heated arguement. it was just supposed to be a small fight and you guys will make up again.

“ that's just wrong! why would you even come with me? you hated parties. don't act like you're my mother? ” yeonjun said irritated. “ this is just one time. you didn't even know what happened. ” he added. “ i saw it with my own two eyes! what should i say to myself? " oh no! it's not yeonjun must be someone with another pink hair." ” you said sarcastically, him trying not to be so mad about this and be patient. he knew you were just frustrated that you think he will do those kinds of things but his patience is running thin.

“ i know you're just saying those because you're scared but trust me on this! ” he's so desperate for you to just drop this but seems like it's not on your options to drop it easily. “ yeah, right. ” huffing as yeonjun can feel himself get angrier. “ fine then, don't listen to me! the door is right there if you want to leave. ” pointing at the door. “ i'm tired of you running your mouth, every time you see something i did wasn't right when i tried to explain my side you just keep saying i keep making excuses when i'm saying is true.” he explained and you got silent.

yeonjun didn't realized that at first but when he did you were walking towards the door to leave.

“ i will be in kai's, if you need anything just call kai.” you said sniffling quietly before leaving your shared apartment and shutting the door shut. leaving yeonjun and his thoughts alone. he just said those because of how frustrated he is. he knew he said hurt your feelings.

he can't sleep that day knowing you won't go home until he gathers his thoughts and knows you won't go home until you both realize the mistakes you both did.

time seems to be slow for yeonjun as he keeps rolling on bed, missing your presence. if you didn't left you would have knew how he fucked this up and might even go dash in kai's apartment just to get you.

kai seemed used to this, you going into his apartment to stay for the night or even for 3 days just because of a fight. he finds it hilarious so he just lets you be. you even have clothes in the other room, kai is like a brother to you letting you stay whenever you want.

“ i'm curious what you guys have argued about? ” kai questioned jokingly as if he was ready to listen on some tea. “ kai, i swear when will you shut up about it? ” you asked looking at him annoyed as he laughed. “ i'm joking, restwell, alright? ” he said, shutting the door shut leaving you alone.

“ i wonder what he's doing right now.. ” you thought to yourself, looking at the ceiling while imagining what yeonjun is doing at this hour. the sun was about to set as you look away from the ceiling and looked at the window. you were planning to go back again tomorrow to say sorry about your behavior. you were angry at him that time that you didn't realize you just kept running your mouth about his mistakes and not making him explain his side. it was your fault not his.

the next day, after thanking kai for making you stay at his apartment yesterday you walk around the city to ease your mind and think about what to say to yeonjun when you will be back at the shared apartment with him. when you were walking someone bumped into you making you look who's the person who bumped into you. your eyes widened as you saw it was the girl who shamelessly kept clinging on your boyfriend.

“ wait! it's you! ” you said, enough for her to hear as she turned her head to see you pointing at her. the people who were there couldn't care what was happening as the said woman eyes widened too to see you. “ oh.. wait! before you say something or anything let me explain but for now, there's a nearby park here, our legs might hurt if we stand here and i explained it all to you. ” she said quickly and made a joke to lighten the atmosphere as she thought you were about to jump on her earlier when you recognize her.

you stopped yourself from saying how she was so shameless about clinging to someone's boyfriend and that if she ever has a boyfriend or girlfriend doesn't deserve her.

after she explained everything you were speechless. “ how do i know all of it? well my boyfriend- ex boyfriend now i mean explained it all to me and how am i not ashamed to do those kinds of things. ” she sigh knowing she just lost everything from her.

you felt bad for her but what she did was wrong. after she said everything that was needed to say you thanked her for saying everything to you. it was now clear for you that it wasn't anyone's fault. oh, well maybe her fault..

the two of you talked for a while until she had something urgent coming up so she needed leave. you bid farewell to her as she walks the opposite direction of yours.

you thanked her in your mind. if she didn't say it now you would have been angry with yeonjun for days and you hated staying angry with him for long. after that talk with her you hurriedly go back to you and yeonjun's shared apartment to apologize and how you didn't let him explain his side. you and him never got into an argument like this so you are nervous when your hand touched the doorknob to open the door of your shared apartment with him.

the first thing you feel when you step inside the apartment is how the atmosphere is so gloomy. you take off your shoes and looked around to see if yeonjun is there and that so you could apologize. you regretted every action you made that day. you sighed sitting on the couch as you repeated the words in your mind to what you will say. the apartment is so quiet to the point you would think no one is here.

you heard the door from your shared bedroom open, revealing a half-asleep yeonjun his eyes still close. “ goodmorning, sleepyhead! ” yeonjun's eyes that was still close, opened so fast after he heard your voice. “ ynn!! ” he said about to cry as he goes to where you are sitting and sat beside you, leaning his head on your shoulder. you could notice the puffiness.

“ i'm sorry ” he said first as you tried not too move too much while you look at him. “ why are you saying sorry? ” you asked but before he could answer you started speaking again. “ i know you said sorry because you felt bad and that you think it's your fault. but it was actually my fault. i'm sorry. i am truly am, we never fought like this before. i'm sorry if i didn't make you explain your side. now that i know everything, i'm sorry. you know that i always love you right? ” you said as you finished talking. yeonjun was just looking at you with a soft smile.

“ ahh, you know i love you so much to be mad at you for that long! even it's your fault, it's like my fault too. ” he explained as he sat properly and looks at you. you can't help but burst into tears. you always get emotional everytime you guys make up when you and yeonjun have an argument.

yeonjun laughed as he pulls you into a hug as you sniffles. “ i'm sorry ” you said one last time as yeonjun smiled. “ and i love you. ” he softly said as he was comfortingly rubs your back.

©spaggetae // 04.05.23

#tomorrow x together #choi yeonjun x reader #yeonjun x reader #yeonjun #choi yeonjun #yeonjun fluff #yeonjun angst #txt yeonjun #txt yeonjun x reader #tomorrow by together

[allamericanb-tch]

crimson rivers thoughts (11)

@tastetherainbow290 this was genuinely terrifying

chapter 24

regulus telling james about his tantrum throwing away all the supplies he really is just like me

“what? Sorry, what? I mean—what?” 😭

“in the interest of conserving water, we could have a long, hot shower together” james you desperate lovesick fool

“if there's anyone I'm sleeping with when I get back, it's absolutely Sirius” i love their friendship

jegulus is jegulusing

"You know that other life? The one where we could have been happy together? Where we're not a great, big tragedy?” agghhh why is that so sad

regulus i love you

why am i gonna cry right now

regulus describing the life him and james will never get to have together

“Just holding on because we can, because there's some other life out there where we can't, where we don't, where we're a great, big tragedy—and we're so thankful it's not that one” TEARS

“Regulus said James was his first love, didn't he? James would give anything to be his last.” don’t worry james you will be ❤️‍🩹

is regulus dreaming rn

this is a sad nightmare

poor regulus omg. he feels so guilty for evan’s death and i feel so bad it’s not your fault reggie

they’re holding hands but in a sad way

oh no a scream

what has happened

oh! more spiders!

what is james doing 😭

“It's always you're so stupid, James; it's never you looked so sexy and heroic while saving everyone from the murderous spider, James.” james now is not the time for jokes. even though you are HILARIOUS 

PETER NO

another betrayal are we surprised (yes)

pete 💔

bernice pulling the baby card you are not peeta don’t even

rat 🐀 

peter noooo i am sad to see you go

yayyyy reg and james won

WHAT

WHAT

WHAT

WHAT

NO?!?!!

slughorn how could you

“you’re hesitating love” 

JAMES NO

i can’t end like this but i have to leave in 10 minutes

chapter 25

reading as much as i can before i have to go

“Maybe James is just in love, and he wants anything he can get from Regulus, even if it's literal death.”

“because i love you” i am going to CRY

remus pov switch

poor sirius ☹️ i know james and regulus both make bc. duh. but i am so sad for them bc THEY don’t know that.

the trojan war 💔

if regulus is troy does that make james gabriella

“ I hate you, he says. I love you, he means. I love you, he feels. I hate you, he knows.”

they’re kissing

regulus handcuffing james

what is he thinking

“you chose me and now im choosing you”

regulus i swear.

“He's drowning in his regrets before he ever hits the water.”

THE RIVER IS BLOOD?!

I HAVE TO LEAVE AHHHHHH

sirius pov switch

james pov switch?!

james don’t lose your arm please

JAMES?! hes so real honestly.

this is so romeo and juliet of them

THEY BOTH WIN!!! i knew it would happen but still the excitement is there

horace pov jump scare

“He wonders if James realized in his endeavor to save himself and Regulus, he would be condemning someone else.” ????????????

dorcas!!!!!!!!

where are they going 😧

*singing* my reputation’s never been worse so 

azkaban mention 

i’m intrigued by this plot line

grindelwald mention?!

there’s a baby in the car next to me who is SO CUTE (dw there’s other people in the car)

A DIVERGENCE?! should i read that fic too…

#crimson rivers

[tojisun]

sunny this is v random but life's been so boring recently I need to get another piercing or I'm gonna cut my hair impulsively and then regret it😐

if you feel comfortable sharing, how many piercings (if any) have you got? also what's your favourite book or movie or song or OOH your favourite album? apologies like I said I am bored and will do anything to procrastinate work [only answer if you want to🫶🏽]

im so sorry for just seeing this rn my love :((

not the impulsive hair cut 😭😭 i did that once and my bangs were shwkejke they were just half an inch long or smth it was so funny and humiliating hhrhheh

and omg of course im glad to answer these! sorry i rambled (AGAIN) so pls do forgive me heheh 😖

umm i dont have much piercings tbh! just a couple of lobe ones :’>

my favourite book continues to be tsoa! i just really love it sm. theres an argument to be made about the characters of course but the writing and the lore, itself actually, is just so beautiful. like the setup to the anguish and tragedy was exhilarating that the moment you get to their deaths, it just shatters you too. i cant stop rereading it that my book is annotated to hell now LMAO and the pages are so worn down

my favourite movie is atwow! it used to be cloudy w a chance of meatball LOL but god atwow took my breath away. the aesthetics are so so beautiful and the concept may not be as original (adapting to alien territory, being accepted by their people) but the attention to details make it such a vivid world. like the language, the songs, the culture!! and just such vast fauna and flora?? im in looove (…and jake is just fine as hell)

my favourite song is so tricky bc like how can i ever choose??? that said, i did LMAO but um rn my favourite song (the one i keep coming back to when my mind’s just so overwhelmed and i need to drown out my thoughts) is hypnosis by sleep token! the instrumentals are so reverberating that it snaps me out of my funk

fave album is meliora by the band ghost. theres not a single song that i skip, but also theres just heavy bass in this one so im actually addicted <33

HOW ABOUT YOU!! please id love to hear (read?) ur replies too :(( i wanna get to know u more teehee

oki oki das it! love u vi and take care <33

#violet <3 #ask

[abandonedbun]

this idea is itching my brain rn

ok so can i req andrew, mike, and aesop w/ a (basically but not quite) s/o (they/them pls uhndnsv) who knew them from before the manor, whom they pined for for like ages., and when they meet in it again after years they just go "WHY ARE YOU HERE" in their own way and just.

"so i missed u n no joke love you, and i got an invite here that said you'd be here so um haha hi ur stuck w me 😇"

Bun was super happy to do this request!! They hope you like it! :3

Also sorry but Bun managed to only do Andrew… blame the universe! Bun and the universe is having some conflict, but it’s just Bun’s life… being a magical girl isn’t easy!

They’ll do the other two soon, don’t worry!

Andrew Kreiss 🪦

You’ve managed to find him one day (well more like one night since he dislikes the sun)

It was quite hard to get close to him! He dislikes interactions with people because of how rude they were :((

But you were someone he could actually talk to! A friend! Someone he felt safe around!

When he just disappeared without a trace you were worried for your beloved friend!

You’ve gotten a letter from the manor, saying Andrew was there so you showed up!

His reaction… panic

Pure panic

“W-What are you d-doing here?! Why would you be here?! This place isn’t safe! What did you do?!-”

“Oh welll… umm… I really missed you and I was told you’d be here so I’m here now ( ^ω^ )”

“… Out of all reasons you showed up for me?”

He’s slightly questioning your reason for arriving to the manor

Doesn’t mean he isn’t protecting you with his life, back off, hunters! (ง'̀-'́)ง

Does eventually ask why you came for him (other then missing him)

“Well I may or may not have been in love with you for a and have wanted to say it to you for a while”

Shocked! (And flustered)

You came because you loved him? YOU LOVE HIM?!

Well now that he knows you feel the same, he’s even MORE protective!

Please hold his hand, it helps him know you’re there

He feels bad that he’s the reason you came here, and because you loved him and he sees himself as a monster

You drown him in love to let him know you don’t regret anything <3

#identity v #idv #identity v x reader #idv x reader #Idv grave keeper #idv gravekeeper x reader #Andrew Kreiss x Reader #Andrew Kreiss

[182-ash]

Soft boy solace

This is rather rushed so not my best work but it's a request for @rawrbies, hope you're doing okay and I hope I did this alright

Wilbur soot helps reader deal with breakup

Three times. That was the amount of times you'd cried this just this morning alone. You'd been broken up with a few days ago and your mental health had been plummeting since. Wilbur had been the first to know, noticing you were a little 'off' on call. He'd understand, you thought, he's been through this it will be okay but that tiny voice in your head had warned you that you'd become a burden to him and only make him worry meaning you very much downplayed how it had been making you feel. Now things were at an all time low and you were really starting to regret not being totally honest. As a heavy sob wracked through your body you decided enough was enough, you needed the help of your best friend. Opening discord you typed out a few messages but settled on this.

*Hi wil, I'm really sorry to bother you and I hope your not streaming rn but I could really use some comfort today, the breakup has been quite emotional and I'm not sure what to do, could we talk for a bit*

*of course y/n, its really no bother, I'm always happy to help and I love chatting to you it brightens my day, we could just call but your welcome to come over and we could watch a film together*

You thanked wil for his generosity and headed over

Wil had opened the door before you even had time to knock , immediately opening his arms for a hug. It was warm and comforting, enveloping you in his scent, he smelt of home and childhood, making all your troubles melt away. If you could stay there forever you would but wil was already tugging at your arm, leading you to the sofa. The lights were turned down to a warm glow and you could make out a pile of blankets recognisable from various childhood sleepovers. Two steaming mugs of tea were set on the coffee table next to a stack of dvd boxes. "Yep! All of them twilight films" wil said, proudly gesturing to the selection. You smiled at his antics, feeling slighly happy for the 1st time this week. He then chucked a large jumper at you along with giant pyjama trousers and the instructions "meet back here in five, I'll set up the films"

Warmth enveloped you for the second time that evening as you drowned in his comically oversized hoodie, consumed by his smell. You emerged into the living room greeted by laughter from wil at the sight of you. He patted the sofa next to him "sit. Come tell me what's happened"

Wilbur listened intently, chipping in with advice when necessary and staying silent when required. When you finished explaining your situation you'd moved close enough to be leaning on his shoulder. He finally spoke up again "y/n I am so sorry that happend to you, no-one deserves to be treated that way, your amazing just as you are and I wouldn't change that for anything" Then you were crying again but for a whole new reason, Wil was being so nice and you weren't sure how to deal with it so it seemed you had resorted to tears. As he reached up his hand and wiped your tears away you mumbled a brief "thank you", not knowing how to display your gratitude. "Oh y/n you're welcome, do you want to start the films now? I've got strawberry yougart!" He said enthusiastically and you could almost hear him waggling his eyebrows. It was childish really, but you guess that's why you liked it so much, it reminded you of better days. "Mm-hm go on wil, although I can't promise to stay awake, I'm just so unbelievably tired, it's surprising how exhausted I am after all this" you had to admit although it was much needed the release of emotions had really taken its toll on you.

You were less than halfway through the film and wil could already see you fighting to stay awake so he gently wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer. When he turned to look at you only a couple of minutes later you had fallen into a peaceful slumber. He turned the film down to avoid waking you and gently scooped you up in his arms. He knew you'd hurt your back if you stayed asleep on the sofa for any significant amount of time so decided to carry you to the guest bed. He placed you under the covers and pulled a blanket up before gently pressing a kiss to your forehead. He could've stayed for hours, intent on making sure nothing disturbed you and no-one hurt you ever again but he could feel his own bed calling. “everything will be okay. i promise.” and with that, he closed the door and left, taking one last glance at the peaceful form of his best friend. A fact he wouldn't change for the world.

#dsmp x reader #wilbur soot #wilbur soot x reader #x reader

[timmymyluv]

Hey there! Just saw your opening requests, and thought I'd ask for a Paul Atreides one where reader is highborn, and Paul's jealous of the attention she's attracting in court. Take your time, feel free to change it up a bit, and good luck with your finals!

oh my god hello my love, thank you so much for this!! i love love writing for paul. so sorry this took so long but i put in so much love with this. i hope u enjoy it!! please keep sending me requests y'all i love it - im on a paul binge rn hehe

i'm all about fluffy paul rn but i am thinking of digging into darker! emperor paul like hmmmm 👀 throne sex? breeding kink when it comes to heirs? no who said that ? jk jk kdj

tysm for this!!

You tighten your grip around Paul’s forearm, growing more conscious and embarrassed at your debutante ball. Palms sweaty, heart rate increasing - it takes everything in you not to run away.

In a strategically, body fitting yet still tasteful and respectable gown in the latest fashion chosen by your ambitious mother, you feel like throwing up. The colour suited you perfectly, bringing out your eyes and emphasized your beauty.

Growing up, you never put much importance in your appearance, enjoying the wildness of the outdoors, riding horses and walking barefoot. No one had expected you to blossom into the stunning beauty that you became, slender yet curvaceous, a womanly frame that attracted the attention of every Duke and Prince that came your way.

“Can you hold on to me any tighter, Y/N?” Paul murmurs, looking around not to gain suspicions but speaking only for you to hear.

If it were any other occasion, you would’ve smacked him for being your escort at your debutante ball, your official introduction into the galactic high society you were groomed to be in. You felt ridiculous, like a show pony up for sale, makeup thicker and cakier on your fine features and your hair put up in more pomp and decadence than you would be found dead in.

“This ball will determine the rest of my life, you idiot - You’ll never understand.” You spit out almost disdainfully, regretting the hurt you let out even in your furtive whispers, yet its too late. He frowns at you and brushes his gloved palm against the side of your waist.

“You have nothing to worry about, Y/N. You’ve rehearsed for this all your life, that you can do this even in your sleep.”Paul assures you sincerely, and a part of you calms down.

“Lady YN of House Lavendaire, Planet Xanadu. Escorted by Lord Paul Atreides of the Planet Caladan ” The host reads your name off the printed card, and you gracefully follow Paul’s lead as he walks you down the grand staircase.

With a pleasant smile and perfect curtsy, your countless hours of rehearsals and etiquette school paid off, and every eligible bachelor and their parents, powerful and influential lords and ladies are enchanted by you.

As tradition, the first dance of the ball was a quadrille with your designated escort. You never asked him to be your partner for the night, only that it was heavily suggested and schemed by your mother and Lady Jessica. A lady never asks, your mother said. She only waits for a proposal if you she wants to be a promising catch.

Paul nonchalantly asked you while you were walking to dinner, and you accepted, without a second thought. Later that day, you were delivered mail from dozens of other eligible lords and dukes coming to the ball, all too late as you had already promised to go alongside Paul.

Taking a deep breath, you feel a calloused hand around your waist, another holding your free hand as the music started to play. You remember years ago when you would keep yelling at each other when you would step on each other’s foot practicing during etiquette classes, whether accidentally or purposefully to piss the other off.

You know Paul like the back of your hand, having grown up from the cradle beside one another. Yet as you sway to the sweeping orchestra, you carefully drown in his hazel eyes, pensive and full of secrets, the freckles on his face, his usually unruly curls carefully groomed - you almost miss a choreographed turn if only the muscle memory in you had been ingrained - too consumed by the fluttering of butterflies in your stomach, your heart beating a little too fast that you can hear it in your ear drums.

Paul swiftly wavers with his eyes glancing at your glossed lips, before frantically looking away when he notices you looking back. You separate as the crowd splits in rows, with the female debutantes twirling around before returning to meet with their partners once they have switched directions.

You interlock your palms around his neck for the final steps of the first dance, as he gently lifts you in the air before the string quartet plays their final note and you both curtsy as the dance finishes. He stares at you with a blank, yet knowing look. No words are exchanged but you know something had changed between the two of you. And there’s no going back.

…

As refreshments and cocktails were served, you were immediately flocked by a crowd of lords and dukes desperate for a moment of your time. You were not used to this attention, being admired for your beauty, your exquisite figure and your family’s excellent standing in the Empire.

Through years of careful alliances and political decisions, your family was an old noble family that had been in power for generations, with an astonishing record of making barely any enemies and fighting close to no wars in the process.

One lord in particular, from a nouveau-riche trading, mercantile family approached you quietly while all the louder, more established noble lords frantically hoped to catch your eye. He was tall, blonde with piercing cerulean eyes and dressed in a fine grey suit.

He shared with you an interest in traveling and horse riding, sharing his recent travels and excursions, some souvenirs, what he would recommend and what trips he would rather never name again. You wanted to part from him sooner than later, knowing never to spend too much time with one gentleman at risk of alienating other marriage prospects but you were enchanted by his soothing voice and gentle, yet commanding demeanour.

As a servant passed by with a tray full of cocktails, he was about to hand one off to you, but Paul came rushing in, smacking his hand away and getting in between the two of you.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Paul roars, becoming the source of entertainment at the ball as the audience gasps and chatters at the sight.

“I was just going to get her a drink, Atreides. What is wrong with you - picking fights for no damn reason?” The blond retorts, annoyance on his face as he wipes off the spilled cocktails on his pressed suit.

“Paul, will you stop making a big deal over everything? I can’t even have my fun without you coming in to ruin it!” You scream at him, pulling him aside by his sleeve to a secluded hallway.

Paul breathes heavily, the veins on his forehead protruding from his anger and concern.

“He tried to put something in your drink, YN! He could have poisoned you if you weren’t careful - he was going to take advantage of you” He reasoned, full of concern, hands hovering around before he tried to put them around your shoulders, but you brush it off.

“I don’t need your protection all the time, Paul! I’m a grown woman, can’t you see that?! I’m finally having something for myself, finally the centre of society, the Diamond of the Ball, but you can’t stand at the sight of me having something that you can’t!” Screaming at him until your throat feels raw, it felt so good letting that out.

“I’m in love with you, goddamit YN! I’ve had feelings for you since we were younger, and you never seemed to notice that!” He shouts back, as the both of you stare in silence.

“You did?” You ask, hesitantly. Your voice lowers to a whisper, the anger and frustration second thought now.

“Yes. Always. I have never imagined anyone to be by my side but you. I understand if you do not feel the same, but one word from you and I will never speak of this again-”

You lunge at him almost, placing a palm on his cheek as your lips meet his. He pauses in shock, not entirely sure he was seeing things right, but he kisses you back with the same fervor and passion. You would never do this in public, but for that moment, it was only the two of you.

“I feel the same, Paul. I only entertained advances from others because I didn’t think you would even consider me a possible bride. That I would marry some man who would love me at least a fraction of how I felt for you. I only did it to make you jealous.”

“And it worked, YN. You know me too well, don’t you? The thought of seeing you marry someone else would drive me crazy.” He smirks teasingly at first, but lets out a genuine grin and you can’t help but smile back.

“You owe me a proper marriage proposal, Atreides.”

“Oh, you bet. A lady like you only deserves the best.” He promises haughtily, before leaning in for another all-consuming kiss.

#paul atreides imagines #paul atreides #timothee chalamet imagines #timothee chalamet x reader

[dutchwinter]

OH and along the shadow. and bullets

YEAAHAHAHA

my favorite lyric: okay a few songs here. IN THE WAY IT FELT !!! I CAN SEE IT WAS REAL !!! I WONT BE THE ONLY ONE CARRYING ALL THE BLAME !!! NO ONE COULDVE KNOWN !!! ALL OF OUR POCKETS HAD HOLES !!! SOBER UP AND YOU CAN SEE MORE THAN WHAT YOU WANTED !!!

AND WATCH IT GO STILL ECHOING INTO THE SPACE WE/YOU LEFT BETWEEN AND I REMEMBER WHEN YOU COULDNT STAND HOLDING ONTO ME SO LONG !!!!!!

BLINK IF YOU HEAR A SIGNAL !!! OUR HANDS DRIP WET WITH BLOOD FROM CLAPPING WHEN !!! YOU HEAR THE COMMAND !!! A SPARROW ATE OUR BREAD TRAILS !!! GO EAST ALONG THE SHADOWED MOUNTAIN SIDE !!! IF YOU WANT TO STAY ALIVE !!!

all of sore distress. JUST ALL OF SORE DISTRESS. HE TOOK MY PLACE AND NO ONE THERE COULD EVEN TELL !!!!!

my favorite song: the silver string or sore distress. other faves are racing towards a red light, along the shadow of man, drinking from the fountain. and second guesses and ideology is theft and count back from ten... okay so the entire album

the song that makes me cry: sore distress makes me want to scream and cry but not like cry in a sad way just in a OH MY GODDDDD way

the song that’s a fucking bop: DRINKING FROM THE FOUNTAIN !!!!

the song i most dislike/least love: um ... idk ... control and the urge to pray ??????????????? but like no not at all is the thing. actually i regret this answer cause im listening to it rn i regret this answer BUT IDK WHAT ELSE TO PUT HERE HELLO??? none of them FINAL ANSWER. too good of an album.

okayokaoykaoykaoykaoykaoykaoykayo bullets. uruukgkh

my favorite lyric: im just not gonna put an answer ehre.

my favorite song: if you dont know this about me .... its vampires ... i hope thats obvious. not as obvious anymore bc my song on my blog isnt vampires anymore and my url isnt vampires anymore... but like... shes my girl... my favorite mcr song of all time

the song that makes me cry: drowning lessons and demolition lovers

the song that’s a fucking bop: headfirst tbh

the song i most dislike/least love: skylines SORRY. i love her shes just my least favorite

#asks

[sarcasticmothdraws]

ok so basically, for Oblivion, we know that The Signless remembers bits and pieces of his past life as Kankri on Beforus, and we know that somehow Kankri is aware of being a pre-scratch version The Signless (if i remember correctly, he mentioned it once or twice), but basically how this plays out in my head (bear with my i am so bad at explaining things thAt in my head are purely visual) is like those types of animatics that flash to the post-scratch and pre-scratch versions of their life

(the whole verse "Now I lay across the dust ridden floor, knowing now that regrets shouldn't be ignored. Left to waste, now I see how you must have felt when the world began to change and I followed floods of memories drown me in the abyss-" gives me major Signless vibes since the whole reason he got where he was was due to trying to make Alternia more accurate to Beforus thanks to Kankri's memories that he saw visions of)

("Landing back at the beginning of our prime. We'd built ourselves and our kingdom in the summer sun, one brick at a time" this would be a flashback of Kankri and the Dancestors all getting along together and being.. well. friends) ("Now those walls are nothing but rubble and dust, what was once silver lining of us has turned to rust In those days when we'd fight our demons together If we had started over, oh, I wonder Would I be descending through the darkness, through the fire and the rain and the mist? Would the air fail to catch me as I failed to catch you?" this verse would be the memories of Beforus being compared to reality on Alternia, and the Signless is saddened by how everything has fallen into absolute shit here!) (Alone in this empty room, all I hear now is the ambience of our faded tune. How fragile of me to break so easily, fear took the lead now I'm still falling." would be the Signless' death, as he regrets not being able to do more and the injustices served to him, and being so incredibly angry that he forgives everyone involved because they used to be his friends once upon a lifetime)

YES!!!!! Anon I love you so much your mind is so big

I'm sorry I don't have more to say on this I genuinely love this and I'm just holding it in my hands rn

-Nato

#peepaw nato #homstuck

[elysian-i]

Chambers

Summary: Just read and reblog the damn thing (im blank rn)

Warnings: Smut. Size kink, spit kink and slapping kink. Age gap (reader is of legal age) Professor!Draco. Dad's BestFriend!Draco.

a/n: I love but hate this fic </3

NAVIGATION

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Footsteps echoing; steady; quiet.

You dragged yourself across the hallway, past curfew, your heart beating rapidly, and one prayer feel from your lips, over and over again.

Please don't let me get caught, please d—

"Out past curfew Ms.Nott?" but of course, the night had to be wrecked. Of course you were damned.

Draco Malfoy, the infamous teacher of yours called out. His figure mysterious beneath the shadows and you could barely make out his brilliant features.

"Cat got your tongue?" Draco taunts, walking towards you,

As he comes into light, you're finally able to see him. He's wearing a white button up, untucked from his black dress pants, tie hanging loose around his neck, sleeves rolled up.

He rolls his tongue inside of his cheek in annoyance, sending you a glare as you mouth is unable to utter out anything.

"I was just— I— I'm sorry, Professor Malfoy"

He softly chuckles, walking closer as his scent washes you over. Merlin— he was intoxicating.

"Sorry's not going to fix anything. I have to give you detention" he says, pushing his hands into his pocket, his metallic eyes are set on you. Draco brushes his tongue over his parted mouth, smoothly running his eyes all around your body.

"Come with me"

Fear and regret overwhelmed you, you slowly step behind him, syncing your steps with his.

His large veiny hands opens the door of his chambers. Inviting you inside. Inhaling sharply, you walk into the room. And as expected it was luxurious— drowning in the most expensive and extortionate of things.

Hesitantly, you take a seat right beside his desk. Hoping that the punishment wouldn't be too harsh; although your own mind wandered off to a place with very different sorts of way to discipline you.

You were in his chambers; alone. Maybe he could bend you over his desk, shut up up with his fingers in your mouth, and him being buried deep—

No. For sanity's sake you can't even dare to think of such exploit acts. This was a man twice your age, this was a man who was your own father's best friend.

"You know, if you weren't my best friend's daughter, I'd be going much harder on you"

A reminder— again.

"What's my punishment" Innocence was blooming in your voice, the way you uttered out every syllable made Draco suck in a breath, and his pants tightened at the small gesture.

He smirks, walking towards you, bending down until he's in level with your face, "I don't know, little girl" his hand slips between your thighs, and excruciatingly slowly, it slid under your short skirt. Barely even ghosting over your knickers.

Your breaths, are ragged— shallow. And when you look up into his eyes, they're burning into your soul. They were lustful— dark— dangerous.

"Draco" you say his name, perhaps for the first time in your life, and to him, it's like hearing a song, "What are you doing?"

"I know you want this, darling girl"

Darling— you think— darling he says.

"Forgot about legilimecy already?"

Fuck.

He knew, for a moment, all went numb, and then suddenly it hit you; of he already knows, what the point of defying anything?

Grabbing his tie, you collide his lips with yours, kissing him hard, with passion, with all you could muster up within you.

He simply grins, hands rest at your waist was he picks you up right in his arms.

Your clothes were long gone, scattered throughout the room,

And you were spread out on his bed, legs parted, and he was resting between them,

Suddenly, you're flipped onto your stomach, he pulls your hips towards him, forcing you to stay up on four limbs as he positions himself behind you.

Your head turns back and you watch him spit on his shaft and jerk himself off. All in preparation for you.

He doesn't enter you— still, he waits at your opening, "Beg for it" he orders, squeezing your arse.

"Please" desperation, looked damn good on you, he thought "please, fuck me"

He chuckles softly, stroking his lenght in his hands "Who knew you could be so fucking slutty"

His thick shaft stretches you open— so fucking good— as he enters you from behind. Not wasting any time further, he begins to pound into you.

"Fuck!" You let out a loud squeal at his brutal pace. He grunts in satisfaction, loving the way you tremble and squirm beneath him.

"God, you're so fucking tight" Draco moans, as he thrusts harder, dropping his head down to see your body part intertwining, his cock slick with your arousal.

He pushes your back down, making you arch your back, "So damn small, bet you just want me to —oh fuck— break your tiny body"

The bed was creaking uncontrollably, wet skin slapping, and pants and moans, all was confined within the room.

You can barely even keep up "I'm gonna cum" you moan, eyes rolling to the back of your head.

Malfoy lightly slaps your ass, growling in your ear "Cum, fucking cum for me"

You give in. Right there and then. Stars are painted in your eyes as you fall into ecstasy. Euphoria running through him as his cum spills inside.

Draco slowly pumps in and out, moaning as his cum seeps out of you, making a mess on your thighs.

"Come by my chambers again love, won't you?"

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[tartagliad]

i came home from the hospital today because i tried to commit su*cide last night and i really need some comfort rn, so uhmm.. can you make a hc about how genshin boys would react to their s/o trying to k!ll themselve?

Ignore this if you dont write for such subjects!༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ

...nonnie, I hope you feel much better... i'm bad at words and people said actions matter more than words, so imma hug you and do your request... *hugs you and wrap you with blankets* :3, I hope you feel better, do talk to me or anyone you trust if you want to pour your heart out.. we're here for you :)

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Don't Do It... Please..

Summary: The boys reacted to reader for committing su*cide

Fandom: Genshin Impact

Characters: Childe, Kaeya, Diluc, and Zhongli

F reader!

Genre: angst with comfort at the end!

Warnings: high sensitive content!!, minors DO NOT INTERACT!!, sharp objects, poisoning, blood, drowning, falling, and i'm using my last braincell to made this since I want to publish this ASAP- :)

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Childe:

Childe was on his way back from work when all this happened

He was just finishing his work near Jueyun Karst

The place was surrounded by hills and mountains so, it's a bit of a challenge when he want to go back to the harbor

When he was on his way... he saw someone.. from the distance

He take a closer look and found out.. it was you.. what are you doing at a place like this?

It's a bit odd especially it's almost dark, he's concern

You didn't hear him... you could only hear the winds brush through your body

When Childe is like a few footsteps closer to you.. there it is, his nightmare came

You jumped down without hesitation without hearing his cries calling for you

Your body fell into the water... your body started to feel lighter and you were about to go unconscious

But then, someone jumped in and picked up your body

Childe hurriedly put your body on a dry place and started to pump your chest, he started to cry

When you slowly opened your eyes and spit the water out from your mouth, his eyes darted to you

His breath was so unstable because he was worried and panicked

Childe hugged you tightly and he cries to your shoulders

"No... no no, don't do it...'' he said... he holds you tighter

''C-childe...'' ''Do you think I'll not miss you when you do this?!'' you were left speechless

Shivers when down your spine as the words replayed in your head.. you regretted your actions

You put your hands around him and gently rub his back and silently saying 'sorry'

Childe looks at you and kissed your forehead and gently cupped your face

He smiled at you, the feeling of hope is shining when you see him...

Though it shatters him seeing your eyes so empty

Childe then carried you in his arms and head back to the city

From there, Childe always keeps an eye on you (well, not stalking ofc)

He would put his duties aside and put all of his attention to you

If you wanna go somewhere, he'll oblige, if you just want to stay in the house, he's alright with it

He'll always reminds you that he always loved you and when your in the couch or in bed, he'll cuddle you

He will also kinda spoil you (?), he would bought the items that you wanted

Childe is really soft around you, he tries his best to make you feel better and happier, seeing you barely smiles hurts him

"Talk to me if you have something that bothers you, I'm here with you.. I would rather help you at your worse rather than not knowing a single thing that is happening in your mind. I love you..''

Kaeya:

Kaeya arrived at home early today, given the fact that his duties are finished

He wanted to spend some time with you together, given that he's always been busy

When he entered the house, he didn't saw you.. thinking you might be in bed or still working on your commission

Then he hears a sound coming from upstairs

Kaeya is curious what's going on, and when he arrives upstairs.. he heard that the sound came from the bedroom

He thinks that you're inside since.. well, who else would be inside besides you two

So, he turned the nob and.... silence

He saw blood on the floor, then he saw you holding a sharp object

You didn't know he was there because you were lost in your mind

'One more...' you said to yourself...

Just as you were about to do a one last swipe, something stopped you

Kaeya held your hand and immediately took the sharp object and threw it across the room

He then turned you around, you didn't look at him

Kaeya held both of your hands and sighed

He brings you downstairs, sat you down and get the first aid kit

The alcohol felt really cold against your skin and there's a slight sting to it

But Kaeya tries his best not to do it harshly

It was rather awkward since you were afraid to talk or face him and he was trying to process what happened and focusing on wrapping your arms with bandages

You were zoned out and pulled out from your mind you feel something warm was holding you, it's Kaeya

You didn't return the hug, but you can hear his breath started to hitch

"Why must you do this to yourself?'' he speaks, you didn't answer him.. you don't know how to say it.. but here it is

"I just... well, feel like a burden to anyone else and... no one needs me so...'' then you fell into silence, not wanted to say anything further

"hah.. look, you aren't a burden to anyone, and without you knowing it, people needed you, they loved you even the littlest things that you did to people made them really happy..'' Kaeya said

''You are special, that is why I wanted to be with you.'' he added, you only sat there and hear everything he said

You hugged him back and melted into his touch, comforted by his words

Kaeya could feel you smiled and he himself is really happy that he could help you

Day on, he would slowly help you through everything

Tries not to make you stressed since you're still recovered

He would take you somewhere quieter like Cape Oath or somewhere else, so you can feel more relaxed and feel better.. he know that crowded places wouldn't help that much

Kaeya will always be patient towards you and he always keep his mind open about everything he hears from you

"No hesitation if something you wanted to say, I'm always here giving you my up most support. Just talk your hearts out, I'm all ears."

Diluc:

Came back from his job as a batman for the day lmao

Diluc was walking back from the city and was on his way back to the winery

On his way back, a worker from the winery walked up to him and told him that you weren't home yet

Hearing this makes him panicked, it's literally almost midnight and you aren't home yet

He then ran to look for you around the areas of Mondstadt

There was no sign of you near the city, so he tries to think where was your last location for todays commission

It was near Wolvendom, so he went there and check it there

He remembers there's one location near Wolvendom that connected to the Stormterror's Lair

He had a feeling that you'd be there and he's right

Your figure was standing there staring at the moon and the place was rather windy

The wind was howling and it crawls on to your skin, sending goosebumps around your body

Your mind was else where, you wanted to fall but your nervous.. then the blow of the wind slowly pushed you closer

At this point, Diluc started to get a little suspicious about everything he sees

Didn't want to scare you, he silently walks up to you... but.. you jumped down

He ran in an instant... that is a far fall, then he jumped down and opened his glider, trying his best to catch up to you

The wind seem to answered him and give him a push to catch you

You closed your eyes and feel that you were almost at the ground... meeting your end

Then... you met with something warm, carrying you and slowing you down from falling

You opened your eyes and saw Diluc

His hair was messy because of the wind, he was staring at you.. you dont know how to describe it but you know he's upset

He helds you closer, "Why..?" he simply said, he wants answers from you yet he knows he cant force you

You didn't answer him and more over, you're scared to face him

Then he puts you down and hugged you, breath started to get uneven

"I already lost my father, I don't want to lose you either... stay... please..'' he says, tears running down his face

"You're important to me..'' he adds, you felt silence, but at the same time, you felt more at ease

"That's... sweet of you" the only words that came out from you

Diluc holds you tighter, but not until you're out of air

Once both of you calmed down, he took you back to the winery

From there and the day on, he helped you and accompany you

Also he didn't make you work that much so you don't stress too much

If you want some time alone, he'll respect that and gave you the time and space you needed

He wanted to help you move through all of this and he'll be very patient towards you, he loves and cares deeply about you

"Don't be afraid to speak to me, I'll be happy to give you all of my attention and time towards you. Never ever pull a stun like that again... you're everything to me.."

Zhongli:

Zhongli wanted to come home earlier from his work to have some more time with you

Once he was finally done with some documents, he finally goes home

He wanted to have dinner together with you and maybe a little talk about each others day..

He was really happy about the things that he wanted to do with you

When he arrived and opened the door, you weren't there

Confused on where you are, he decided to check the kitchen but something isn't right

On the coffee table at the living room, there's a bottle but he's really unfamiliar with it

He took the bottle and read what was written there.. it's poison

His eyes widened and he noticed that the bottle was half full.. oh no..

Zhongli ran to the kitchen and found you

You were about to drink it and without thinking any further, he ran towards you and throws the cup from your hand

You were shocked that he's here and knew what you're about to do..

"Why did you do that?'' he said to you, looking at you in the eyes

Slowly, he approached you and hugged you.. holding his tears

''Since when you have the urge to do this kind of thing?'' he then asked you, ''Not.. long.'' you muttered

Then Zhongli rubs your back up and down to comfort you

''I've lived for a really long time and lost my closest allies because they've met their end... but, you.. decided to get to the end closer...'' he says, he started to lose his composure

''You are still very young, there are a lot of things that you haven't see in this world, would you mind if I made a contract with you to take care of you?'' he adds, you silently sigh and smiled at his words

He then takes you to the living room and he goes back to the kitchen to make your favorite food

From the day on, he'll continue to fill you with his endless affections

Zhongli even puts his work aside to be with you

He will always hear you and always give the conformity that you needed

He'll also take you to a walk and listen to you talking, he tell some stories sometimes but he wanted to hear things from you

"I'll always be here for you no matter what, I have a contract that I've signed to take care of you.. Don't die on me.. I've always loved you and will always be by your side until my last breath.''

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(A/N: wot is this trash :"), anyways sorry for the long delay, I've been busy this past week.. if you wanted to request let me know, my inbox are open... have a great day!!)

#genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin boys #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact angst #genshin imagines #genshin headcanons #genshin impact headcanons #genshin diluc #genshin kaeya #genshin childe #genshin zhongli #diluc #kaeya alberich #childe #zhongli #diluc ragnvindr #tartaglia

[multi-kpop-fanfics]

wonwoo accidentally using ur insecurities against u in an argument .. idk im in an angsty mood rn 🙁 + if wonwoo begs on his knees for u to come back to him Holy Shit 😔

my heart is breaking into tiny million pieces as we speak😔

"For the last time, I didn't look at him! He just came next to me and started flirting!", you defend yourself, chasing your boyfriend to the kitchen.

"Then why didn't you tell him to leave?!", Wonwoo raises his tone, visibly angry. "But I did! I even told him I was with my boyfriend, which is you!", you point out with an angry gesture. “Is that why you were so close to him?”, he retorts and your blood is boiling with rage. 

“Are you seriously questioning me?! I would never cheat on you, Wonwoo! Let alone with a fucking creep at a bar!”, you yell and Wonwoo scoffs, running his hand through his hair. “This is almost funny”, he chuckles with irony. “What is exactly funny to you?!”, you nearly whine.

“How you’re exploiting the blind trust I have in you, Y/N”.

And you freeze. 

No, he didn’t just say that. Not after what you’ve been through in the past. Not after being betrayed by your ex-boyfriend and your former best friend in the worst way possible. Not after the months it took you to finally trust a person again and let your walls down. 

Not when that person was none other than Wonwoo.

“Oh my God, Y/N, I’m sorry, I didn’t-”, “Mean it? Then why did you say it in the first place?”, you give him a tight-lipped smile, fighting back your tears. He wants to answer, he wants to stop your tears from falling down, he wants to call himself a fucking asshole for using your trauma in such a heinous way-

But the words are stuck in his throat. And they never make it out.

“I thought so”, you let out a breathy, defeated laugh, and turn on your heel, picking up your discarded coat and shoes, putting them on and grabbing the door knob, ready to press it down and open the door.

“Y/N, wait, don’t go, please!”, Wonwoo tries to stop you, his hand on your wrist. You look at it and back to his eyes, noticing his brown orbs being filled with regret and tears. But you can’t bring yourself to forgive him - not tonight.

“I suggest you don’t call me tonight, because I’m not going to answer”, you clear your throat, but your tears are still running down your cheeks. You softly pull your wrist out of Wonwoo’s hand and you open the door, walking out, but a soft thud catches your attention and you turn back to see your boyfriend, on his knees on the floor at the doorstep, his own tears running down his cheeks. 

“Baby, please...Don’t go”, he sobs with a hushed voice and it makes your heart break into millions of pieces. 

But he already broke it once with his hurtful words. 

“Goodnight, Wonwoo”, you say and leave the house, a new set of tears staining your cheeks. Wonwoo is still on the floor, his fists clenched on his knees, biting his bottom lip, hoping he’ll drown the cries that threaten to leave his mouth.

But Wonwoo fails. And he breaks.

“I’m so sorry, sweetheart”.

#wonwoo angst #svt wonwoo #jeon wonwoo #svt angst #seventeen angst #seventeen #answered✨ #ugly sobbing as we speak

[villainsandvictimsalliance]

Okay so yknow the adele song 'rolling in the deep'

but these lyrics here;

"We could have had it all,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hands

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)"

As shigadabi (or any other ship) angst

(Sorry if this doesnt make sense my mind is running in circle rn and had to get this off of my mind)

KEHEBEKHRBDKFIFJFO I MEAN YES

Consider:

The general situation is that Tomura refuses to go with the heroes and he thinks Dabi is a traitor for going back to his family.

At the same time, Dabi is very confused and angry because he thinks Tomura manipulated him into being a villain.

(Both idiots are wrong but when they are angry and sad, there's not stopping them. You know how it is.)

Tomura is the one singing in between lines and Dabi is singing the main lyrics.

Consider as a bonus the heroes finally getting to know what the hell was the type of relationship the League had with each other. gossip time.

Endeavor getting offended by Dabi having something not only with any guy, not only with a villain, but also with the biggest villain out there, WHO WAS HIS BOSS.

On the other hand, the League is like WE KNEW IT. YOU TWO GOT SOMETHING FOR THE OTHER.

It's like that one revelation during a dinner where the thing is said, there's a minute of silence and then everyone starts screaming at the same time and there's people standing, forks pointing, food flying.

Tomura and Dabi promising to ruin the other's life is sooooo funny to me because they're going from rivals / to boss and worker / to friends / to almost lovers / to enemies / to that one person that is not your ex but is kinda your ex / to bickering redemption partners / to bitter lovers with a bunch of regrets / to boyfriends.

No one have a clue of what's happening expect Izuku, who keeps track in one of his notebooks. He gives updates every Friday on the class 1-A dorms using PowerPoint presentations.

You know how Mamma Mia is just ABBA songs? This is the same but it's Shigadabi with Adele songs. Such drama queens.

Somehow Hawks keeps getting trapped in the middle of the situation because 1) he enjoys gossiping, 2) he goes to buy chicken wings at the worst times, several times a week, 3) both Tomura and Dabi hate him a lot so either they are using him against the other, or they are joining forces to hate him.

Class 1-B and class 1-A have bets about when are they going to kiss, who's gonna give up first, if it's gonna be romantic or kinda bloody, etc.

The entire Japan population agrees this is way better than having them around killing people. At least now they are more like a reality show or something.

IT'S ACTUALLY REALLY ANGSTY, OKAY? DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE COMEDY.

Why? Because trust is a big deal for both Dabi and Tomura. Everything is laughter until Dabi starts screaming about how Tomura was the first person he trusted after what happened to him when he was still Touya, but he took him down a corrupting road and never cared to push him away, never care to help him, he never care about him at all. And Tomura starts screaming about how he knows he ruins everything he touches and gets killed all the people he had ever loved, but he's tired of people running away from him, specially if he likes that person. Growing up he could only think about how he was a monster and he never cared about anything as much as he cared about the League, but Dabi is making it sound like Tomura is like AFO, and it hurts more than any fight he has lived through. He's not like AFO. HE'S NOT LIKE HIM.

At some point Dabi goes back to his villainous ways right at the same time as Tomura starts redeeming himself. And it's a mess of a situation.

Tomura almost gets killed by AFO at some point, and they can barely save him. They take him to a hospital and the Todosiblings really need to restrain Dabi from burning down his way to Tomura's room because no visits are allowed.

You can imagine how guilty they both feel about the things they've implied about the other.

The Todosiblings stay with Dabi the whole night because they know Dabi is in a dark place and he can't be alone with his sadness. But after three nights, Dabi runs away to find the members of the League. He only feels sane with them around, even if it's because they have seen the worst of him and they have never judged.

When Tomura finally wakes up, Dabi is the one visit he gets, courtesy of Deku and Shoto influence.

Tomura refuses to look at the traitor walking into his room. Dabi is so angry and so sad and so worried, but he just stands there, feeling like he's burning again, the disappointment on Tomura all over his skin.

But they almost lost each other. Dabi will never forget how helpless he felt when he saw Tomura on TV fighting AFO, his body falling apart, his stupid red eyes dark and empty.

Tomura swallows how he could only think about the League while almost dying. He could only think I failed them I failed them I failed them.

It's Dabi who moves first, taking Tomura's hand. He's careful to not end up decayed.

Tomura almost yells and tries to push away, but Dabi takes it, rest his forehead on it, trembling.

And he sings quietly that stupid song.

“ I can't help feeling

We could've had it all ”

And Tomura sobs a little. He is being careful, but he asks in a tiny voice for Dabi to let go. He doesn't want to... He doesn't want to accidentally kill him.

Dabi refuses: “Your hand. It's cold.”

It's in that white room with dark curtains and a closed door that Dabi tells Tomura that he regrets meting him.

And Tomura's heart stops. Until he feels the drop of blood over his hand and hears the words that come after.

Dabi regrets meting him too late when he's already fucked up, when all he has is the same rage that is drowning his siblings, the same rage ...

... That had them both running around, Tomura finishes before Dabi could.

They talk. No one's knows what they talk about. No one knows what happens in that room that night.

They are still very angry, very sad, very many things, but they also know they are madly in love with the other and they don't want to crash and burn alone.

They made a pretty good team, in fact.

The end.

I need to stop getting carried away and giving you guys so much nonsense. Sorry.

#Shan's asks #Shigadabi #Dabishiga #Mha #Bnha #My hero academia #Boku No Hero Academia #League of villains #LoV #Shigaraki Tomura #Dabi #Dabi is a todoroki #Mha au #Bnha au #LoV au #Shigadabi au #Dabishiga au #Shan's mha aus #Shan's bnha aus #Long post

[kazewhara]

augh.... zuzu youre killing me ..... best friends to enemies to lovers.... the angst potential the sheer TRAGEDY......... id imagine that even tho you hate the idea of going thru with the raid, you hate the idea of not being there more because with anyone else leading the troops, how are you to make sure kazuha at least escapes unscathed? of course, you never tell him that. after this, after seeing him see you on the estate-made-battlefield, after seeing the /expression he had/... you could never shame yourself(more than you already have) by subjecting him to your presence again.

drowning in your shame, regret, and self loathing at this point, you spend your next years playing out the role the shogunate wants you to. you are jaded, you feel faded, and the dead end position you have in the army is the only thing you let yourself do anymore. nothing feels the same since the raid, and everything feels dulled by the monotony of just going through the motions every day.

its at this point that id want to set up the reader for a well and truly redemption arc taking place during the events of the inazuma archon quest in game.... maybe you meet him again after he joins the traveler with beidou in the skirmish at nazuchi beach, and kazuha finally has the chance to get the answers he didnt ask for that night during the raid. you two are hostile to eachother, kazuha because, well, you were the downfall of the kaedehara clan, someone he thought of as a friend and even had feelings for betraying him just like that. but you? youre so convinced that youre bad for him that you cant bring yourself to drop the 'perfect tenryou commission general' act. its a mercy to him, you think, to make things simple, to make it so that he can dismiss you as a bad person from his past, to push him away so he never has to see the ugly thing youve become because of the ugly thing you did to him. so he never has to know that secretly, hes still the person you think of the most. (you cant help but think that you dont even deserve to think upon him fondly anymore, but you cant stop either.)

kazuha's arrival at inazuma after years of not seeing him in person shakes you in ways you cant describe. after nazuchi beach, for the first time in years, you cry in bed that night. the self sabotaging monotonous life you had set up for yourself suddenly seems so bleak compared to the possibility that is kazuha being in your life again. you think, you KNOW that you shouldnt think this way, you dont deserve it after all, but you cannot stop yourself from cradling the sharp spark of yearning that has rekindled itself after seeing him again.

kazuha...... kazuha knows that something isnt right with how you were acting when he interrogated you at nazuchi beach. he was your best friend, he Knows your tells, that you were lying somehow when you told him that you raided the kaedehara estate because the shogun told you to, plain and simple, that your past friendship didnt mean so much as he thought it did and that the shoguns orders are more important than anything else to you. a part of him is upset that somehow after all these years you still are lying to him and being dishonest, but a smaller part that he cant seem to quell hopes that the thing you were lying about was the part where you said you felt nothing for him the whole time.

this is already long as fuck and i dont want to clog your inbox with a whole fic but ideally this would end with you being dishonorably discharged from the tenryou militia for confronting kujou sara and the raiden shogun about what happened to the kaedehara estate and Everything Else theyve done being wrong after you get back together with kazu and have your character development moments together ALSO ASKJFDBAKJFBKSDJF SORRY I KNOW THIS IS SO LONG BUT LOVERS TRAGEDY ALWAYS HITS A SPECIAL SPOT IN MY HEART ESPECIALLY WHEN THERES A HAPPY ENDING SO I KINDA RAN WITH IT SORRYYYYYYYY

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MY CHEST???? I'M LITERALLY CLUTCHING MY CHEST RN LIKE I'M SO INVESTED HNNNNGGG THIS IS PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE TROPES EVER LIKE THE WAY WE LIE AND THE WAY KAZUHA HAS HOPE AND FUCCKSKAJSJDJNDSJ)$&×*@@^@@;#@,,#&##,@,,#,

THE NOISES COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH ARE UNGODLY

OKAY SO WHEN'S THE FIC COMING? 😁 I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN, WHEN WHEN WHEN :DD

#z box #z anon #🌲 anon #im definitely gonna take a crack at writing stuff like this #but your ideas are your ideas and i would LOVE to read something of yours SOOOO WHEN :D