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arolesbianism · 10 months
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Man I've gotta be mean more often Im so sick of being polite abt bigotry I should just start killing ppl fr
#rat rambles#Im tired of babysitting ignorant ppl Im tired of trying to be nice abt shit someone needs to give me a gun#Im tired of trying to be presentable towards ppl who are on the fense abt shit Im tired of sanitising myself#I wanna reclaim slurs I wanna be angry I want to be loud I want to just yell at ppl that they Should be uncomfortable they Should be upset#you Shouldnt let ppl live in bliss you Should feel targeted when I call out your bullshit because I Am talking abt you fucking get over it#I have been teaching and guiding and explaining for as long as I remember and Im So Fucking Sick Of It#but someone has to. if I can get even one person to support us in a way that matters I have to.#I mean I dont. but I want to. except I also dont because its miserable and it fucking kills me to do. but I couldnt live with myself if I#didnt so here I fucking am.#I just want to be angry without guilt for once in my fucking life. I deserve to be. Im tired of pretending Im not.#goddddd Im so fucking mad rn Im sorry but also Im not but yknow.#I just wanna be more confident abt myself in like every regard like I hate how long its taken me to feel allowed to call myself mexican#yknow. a thing I am and always have beem#like I am still also white for sure and was raised in a very white enviorment but that doesnt stop me from being mexican#and Im allowed to reclaim slurs and Im allowed to defend myself from bigotry and Im allowed to be fucking angry abt it#Im allowed to exist as I am. I thought I had gotten to that point a long time ago but Ive been realising that I rly havent.#rat rants#rat vents#ok anyways. I should rly go to bed now lol#Ill probably be feeling better tomorrow but dont let that make you think my burning rage is gone lol#whatever gn gamers
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aeomianamoure · 14 days
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— emo beomgyu as your comforting bestfriend <3
warnings <3: friends to lovers kinda? (beomgyu is in love with the reader) angst ): reader has bpd n coping with a bad breakup, cursing, reader has mixed feelings about breakup, symptoms of depression basically
a/n <3: im sorry this isn’t the usual posts i make im currently coping with a breakup and i was with my fp of over two years and im in desperate need of a way to cope that doesn’t involve self destructing please enjoy!!
it’s been about eleven months since your breakup with your partner and it feels like it’s been years since
you’ve decided to try therapy, you even begged for your partner to try again but no avail
you grew helpless, and overall just very depressed
you started spending all day in your room, ignoring your friends, family and even ignoring basic human needs since as eating causing a sufficient amount of weight loss
you didn’t understand why you were still so sad about this breakup, the relationship you had with your partner was dead anyway you guys were constantly on and off and always arguing it really made no sense to you why you’re still so upset over them
you began to have mixed feelings, constantly going back to black and white thinking on your ex wondering what hurt more? hurting with them around or hurting with them gone
you felt overdramatic but this was your fp for crying out loud, your first of everything you felt like you were never gonna get over it
you always knew that it your my bpd making you feel this way bc no normal person mourns a breakup like if the person died
you were absolutely spiraling during the day you felt infinite and felt like you were over your ex and then when you were alone at night and you’re mourning your ex and sobbing hysterically trying to get them back
everyone tells you that time heals and you’ll get over it but you’re really starting to believe that that won’t ever happen
you sigh in defeat as you begin to lay on your bed for the nth day in a row planning on bed rotting until you hear a faint knock by your bay window
groaning as you sit up weakly walking to the sound, you open the window your smiling fainting at the sight of your childhood bestfriend beomgyu you move out of the way to let him in your bedroom
“you doing okay? you haven’t been answering my calls or texts” the oreo hair colored older male asked you taking in the state you’re currently in
your lip wobbles at the question as you try to fight back sobs and falling into the boys arms but you fail miserably as you cling onto your friend sobbing in the crook of his neck scaring him a bit
“are you okay y/n-“ he blinks awkwardly hugging you
you sigh again “no im not okay, im still not over them”
beomgyu looks at you in pity, “how come? they treated you so shitty and it’s almost been a year y/n”
“i know that beomgyu but it’s so hard to get over them when they were my fp” you begin to explain to the boy as he nods
“i got that but you do realize throughout your entire relationship with them you were the glue holding the relationship together right? you were there for them when they needed it the most when they were depressed and they couldn’t even do that for you” the boy goes on a rant
“i know that but maybe i just need to get over this depression phase alone”
“do you hear yourself? no one deserves to go through depression alone!” beomgyu’s heart breaks at your statement as he hugs you tighter
you smile weakly moving to sit beside him instead of on his lap, “you really think so?”
“i know so” he smiles back at you
“hey are you hungry? i hear your stomach growling” beomgyu asked you looking at how much weight you’ve lost
you shake your head making the emo boy frown at you, “well that’s okay let’s just take this step by step okay? im sorry for not checking in on you in person sooner but i’m here now as a friend a shoulder to cry on or someone to vent to” beomgyu brings you into a gentle embrace rubbing his fingers through your hair in attempt to cheer you up
beomgyu felt guilty for this but he was in love with you, has been since high school but he knew the timing wasn’t right and you desperately need a friend right now
even though it hurts him that you may never be over your ex at least he can be there for you rather than not have you at all
a/n: it’s only been a day since my breakup with my partner but i hope i get over them soon bc i know our relationship has been dead for months before the final breakup :( also sorry if this one shot isn’t so good ):
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alovesongtheywrote · 4 months
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hiii girlie!! it’s my birthday HAHA can i please get a nightmare academia part?? thank youuu 🫶
♥ Summary: SORRY I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY!! iirc, i got this like. right in the middle of finals season. i am so sorry :( to compensate, i have provided a holiday update!! In this chapter of Nightmare Academia, it's the holiday season and Reid pulls a lil prank.
♥ Warnings: holidays, Wham's Last Christmas
♥ A/N: this is really just a holiday blurb im ngl. happy holiday special ig!! (also. i didn't edit this. my bad lol)
♥ Word Count: 600
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The winter seasons were always an interesting time to be a professor.  The campus was decorated with trees and lights.  Fliers advertised Hanukkah and Christmas gatherings.  The students were so stressed and burnt out that they moved through life with a weird sort of festive calm. 
This year, that festive calm had taken on a new feature- your students wouldn’t stop playing Wham’s Last Christmas.  
You had nothing against the song.  All things considered, you liked Wham.  You liked Last Christmas.  It just got a touch annoying when the song played on a constant loop through various shitty phone speakers.  All the time.  Every day.
You weren’t sure what caused it- what earthly force could convince a bunch of college kids to listen to that infernal song so frequently?  What could get them to set Last Christmas to their ringtones?  You were pretty sure most of them hadn’t used ringtones before December.  To put it bluntly- you were confused, tired, and suspicious.  You were also ready to scream.
So you did!
“Holy shit, if I have to hear that fucking song again, I might literally explode.”
Reid looked up at you as you burst into your shared office.  His eyes were wide, as if your pre-loaded rant about Wham’s Last Christmas had caught him off guard.  
If it had, that was honestly on him.  You were only about a week into December, and you had already complained about the thing seventy-six times and counting.  If Spencer didn’t remember that, then his special boy memory powers had clearly failed him.
“Well, you wouldn’t literally explode,” Reid corrected, clearly recovered from his shock, “That’s a common mistake.  You would actually-”
“Reid, stop it before I feed you to the ghost of George Michael.”
He held up his hands in surrender, though a smile played across his lips.  You glared at that little grin as vines of suspicion tangled with the fleshy meat of your brain.
“Did you have something to do with this?”
“Whatever do you mean, Doctor?”
“I mean,” you slammed your hands down on Reid’s desk, “Are you the reason I cannot escape that fucking song?”
He leaned back in his chair, weaving his long, slender fingers together like some fucking anime villain, “And how would I pull that off?”
“Easily.  You’re you, and it’s the perfect crime.  All it would take is the promise of extra credit, and your students would do anything.  You think I haven’t noticed that the student body suddenly loves playing Wham?  Out loud?  Without headphones?”
Spencer’s grin got bigger, “Wow.  I’m sorry that your students have been using technology in a distracting and upsetting manner.  I can’t imagine what that’s like.”
“Spencer Reid, I am going to kill you.  I’m gonna choke you out with Christmas lights.  Seriously.”
He leaned in, “Are you literally going to kill me?”
“Fuck you, Reid.”
“I’d like to see you try.”
You snorted out a laugh, “You wouldn’t survive me, pretty boy.  Now, have you seen the essays my cybercrime class wrote?  They were on my desk.”
“Here-” he said, reaching for one of the desk’s many drawers.  That ended the conversation as the topic drifted to your students and the general category of crime that involved techy-whecy bullshit.  
In the weeks that followed, the volume on Spencer’s prank was turned down.  The students played it less and less, and the campus generally hummed with other holiday themed music until the break hit.  The day after it did, a package arrived on your doorstep.
A lovely vinyl copy of Wham’s Last Christmas.  
You were gonna kill Spencer Reid.
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snakevsnis · 6 months
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Professor Pantalone x College Student gn Reader
You have worked so hard for this exam yet you failed it once again, no matter how hard you worked and how many tutorials you watched, you still fail your math exams. You don’t get it, at the beginning you did just fine and then your grades in math started to go down and when you think you finally understand the theme and even manage to solve the questions, you still fail the tests. Not wanting to fail your math class, you decided to ask your math teacher, professor pantalone, for help, after all your professor is always willing to help students who want to improve themselves.
It was just a question of time when you would show up in front of pantalones Office, looking all nervous and embarrassed, like a little puppy. Pantalone had to hold back his grin when he saw you, after all he had already expected you. When you started to rant about how you didn’t know how you kept on failing your exams, pantalone had to bite his cheek and cover his mouth with his hand to not start laughing. You looked so pathetic, so helpless and desperate and how nice of your professor to sacrifice some of his free time to help you.
“I understand your problem and I gladly would help you, after all you are an hard working stundet but…” pantalones voice becomes more silent at the end making your happy expression turn once against nervous. “But what…?” You asks nervously. A small smile, that seems to try and comfort you but in reality is just hiding the mocking smirk behind it, slips onto pantalones lips. “This semester is nearly over, there’s no change you will manage to get enough good grades not to fail this class.” Pantalone felt almost sorry when he saw the way you froze and your eyes widen in shock and slight horror at the realization. For a while it’s completely silent in his office until your voice breaks it “Is-Is there really no way I can fix my grades? Really none? I- I do anything, just please help me, Professor.” And with that pantalone knew that his plan worked and he had you right where he wanted you.
“Ah~” a satisfied groan escapes pantalone as he leans back in his chair, his eyes closed and one hand resting on top of the head under him. “Just like that my dear…” pantalone softly moans, his grip on your hair becoming a bit tighter, urging you closer. You let out a few choking sounds when his dick is pressed even further down your throat, hands pressing against pantalones thighs for some support. Pantalone couldn’t hold back the amused chuckle at your pathetic state, you look so small in front of him, on your knees with your pretty lips around his cock, sucking him off. “Good, good, don’t stop my dear student…” pantalone groans as he urges you to speed up your movements. “Oh fuck… you’re so good at this. Taking my cock so nicely. Shit… im gonna-“ when you glance up at him with those glassy, pleading eyes he couldn’t hold back any longer and came into your mouth with a loud moan. His cum filling your mouth and throat, with a small ‘pop’ he pulls his dick back out of your mouth and ruffles your hair. “Be good for me and swallow.” Pantalone says with a big grin, you need that A so who were you to deny him? After hesitating a bit you eventually swallow his release, the salty taste and the slimy consistence making you cough to which pantalone only laughs again. “Alright we are done… for today. I will make sure to change that D to an A but it will still take a lot of work to pass this class. For now, you’re dismissed.” Quickly you grab you stuff and make your way to the door, right before you were about to open the door, pantalones voice fills the office once again, making you stop. “I expect you here tomorrow, same time.” Pantalone watches as you quickly nod your head, fix your hair a bit and leave his office. The corner of the Professors mouth tug up into a smirk. He knew it’s wrong but oh my, how charming you are. It’s just to hard to resist you and… it’s not like you have to know that he let’s you fail his class on purpose.
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gloomir3 · 1 year
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greyson inturrupted info here
decided to post a lil sumn sumn so heres a daryl x reader
warnings ??? : cursing/age gap but reader is over 18/ no nsfw/ angst/alexandria era/. she/they pronouns/drinking addiction/mistakes deal w it LMFAO/ daryls like really mad and mad=mean/short/ NOT EDITED
“i just need to be alone baby.” “ME! CRAZY!?” “im trying… i really am.” “your useless.”
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“y/n!” daryl’s loud voice echoed through the house y/n shot up from the bed and darted into the bathroom and locked the bathroom door.
turning on the shower she slid down against the door as she panicked hoping that daryl would leave her alone since she had the shower running.
she waited as she listened closely hearing daryl shift around in their room. “shit” she whispered.
daryl worked stressfully with y/n for months trying to get her off her drinking addiction, months of work down the drain when earlier today she was offered a welcoming gift of whiskey and cookies by her neighbor.
as soon as she got the bottle she cracked it open no hesitation and headed up to their room and drank half a bottle of the drink.
still in the bathroom she peaked under the crack of the door to see daryl’s boots and him reaching down for the bottle that she left on the ground.
she watched as he dropped the bottle it shattering as it hit the ground, he sped walked over to the bathroom and starting banging on the door.
she jumped up from the ground as she heard him yelling “y/n open this fucking door right now! i know your not showering!” she didn’t know what to do.
she paced around in the bathroom thinking of what to do but couldn’t focus on her thoughts because of daryl’s loud banging and yelling st the door.
she turned off the shower turning around and looking in the mirror drunkenly she looked at the door and unlocked it, immediately the door swung open.
daryl grabbed her arm and dragged her out of the bathroom, “what the fuck is this?!!” daryl yelled pointing to the ground. “i bet your to fucking drunk to even hear what im saying right now.” he spat in her face inches away.
she was very loopy. drunk. but she can hear every word as clear as day. she just stared at him yelling. “i spent MONTHS, helping you!! FUCKING MONTHS. yer hearin me!!” he yelled and poked harshly at her chest.
daryl turned around and rubbed his hands on his face and clenched his jaw rubbing his hair back out of his face. “your fucking insane, your crazy.” he murmured.
“ME! CRAZY?!” she yelled “your the one being fucking crazy!!” she scoffed and then turned around “you haven’t even seen crazy.” she threatens with a snarky laugh.
“whatever ya broke my trust, i put my EVERYTHING into YOU. i give up, yer useless.” he said through gritted teeth.
“again with the stupid remarks daryl that shit doesn’t offend me, you sound just like my dad.” she said and daryl got even more mad not controlling his anger at this point. “yeah and your acting just like your mom.” he said with no emotion
as soon as those words left daryl’s mouth y/n’s drunk slipped away immediately. daryl didn’t realize what he said till he saw the young girl tear up a bit. “bab-y oh.. i didn’t mean that im so sorry.”
daryl immediately tried to touch the girl but she out her hand up stopping him and swatting his hands away. “don’t fucking touch me dixon. you don’t even know whats wrong with me, let alone you never care to ask. why do you care if i drink anyways. it’s not like i care what you do. im 24 years old im an ADULT, we’re adults daryl! plus i don’t know if you got the memo but its been almost a FUCKING decade of whatever the hell we have been living in, get a grip.” she ranted, it was quiet for a couple seconds before daryl stared at the angry, riled up woman.
“again not like you care, so don’t pretend now daryl. get out.” she snapped, daryl tried to speak but y/n cut him off. “i need to be alone, leave me alone!” she yelled.
daryl scoffed and walked out of the room and slammed the door behind him making her jump a little bit.
daryl ran down the stairs grabbing the closest weapon to him and a pen and paper, writing a little ‘i’ll be back when i am back, don’t look for me.’
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a couple hours later daryl came home to see y/n cleaning up the broken bottle pieces and putting them in a bag, alcohol brown stained rags on the ground. “baby ya should’ve just left that mess for me.” daryl said waiting for a response but didn’t get one.
she turned around and looked him in the eye, he looked at the girl with mascara and eyeliner running down her cheeks. “i-im so sorry.” she sobbed and crouched down the ground hugging her knees.
repeatedly apologizing daryl came to her level crouching down in front of her, “its okay, im sorry to-” she cut him off.
“im trying i really am. i didn’t mean too, the neighbors gave it to me and it was just a big urge.” she explained, yes daryl was still very upset in her.
shes young, ill-tempered and immature, what did he expect, she hasn’t been around alcohol in almost half a year and they never learned what to do when handed alcohol.
daryl wiped the make-up off her face and looked her in the eye, “look im not mad at you okay, this is just a rocky day, we got this. im sorry for everything i said, you know i didn’t mean it right?” he said looking at her.
“i know, i love you D.” daryl smiled kissing the girls forehead. “love ya too.”
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ttoddii · 28 days
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hellow booger here! (hopefully i’m doing it right) i’m 160 cm and very clumsy even more shy 😞 im a little weird when u get to know me and i like to dance, write lyrics, read manga and cook/bake for people i love 🤧 i can’t sleep without my plushies but i love horror movies/dramas and true crime 😞 i hate when people are mean to others for no reason (and betrayal) also loud noises/ being rushed 😞 sometimes i bite people but only bcuz i love them. i can be quite clingy when i’m close to someone and love to rant about my latest obsessions/interests. style wise i’m really into soft/slightly dolly aesthetics. i love snacks and cuddles :( im always wearing white and pastel colours, you will most likely find me wearing some fluffy accessory 🍞 thank youuu 💗
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team bebe match up event !!!
"the coffee shop is now ⟶ OPEN !"
a/n – booger my lovely daughterrr, pls i am so sorry for how shitty this is your mère is dying with her brain being grill <3 yell at me to do better if needed booger <3
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i match you up with ...
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... seoyoung (lusher) !!!
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how booger and lusher relationship would be like ~
— ! lusher think of you as her little baby (definitely will have nicknames for you), she love to take care of you, making sure you're doing great, always check up on you, making you smile.
— ! she will love to listen to your songs! she will listen to it and then point out parts of the lyrics that get her attention, telling you that she love how you make a resemblance in this line, or trying to connect something in this line.
— ! love to listen to your rambles too, and she doesn't show any sign of being bored at all! she will listen attentively while giving out comments at certain part. she will also love it if you talk to her about what your latest obsession is. she will be super happy to know that you love miffy, you're into this dance choreo recently (maybe evem try to help you out with learning it), etc.
— ! lusher love love love looking at you preparing yourself, she will help you to do your hair, picking out your clothes with you. she'll definitely look out for clothes that you might like and buy them for you, it's her little happiness, to see you smile.
— ! lots and lots of physical touch, she'll hug you, cuddle with you in bed, kissing your cheeks, having quick pecks on your forehead, your lips.
— ! she loves it when you hug her, or hold her arms, she loves it when you're clingy with her, cause that's when she knows you care, and she loves you so so much for it.
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bonus ~ !
the aroma of freshly baked cookies fill the room, dominating your sense as you take out the tray from the oven. your face lit up with a smile as you look at the little cookies you had made, coming out nicely with a brown color.
putting the tray down on the kitchen counter, you suddenly feel an arm wrap around your body, your nose once again fill with another scent.
this time, it's the much familiar perfume that your girlfriend use.
"lusher you're back!", you said happily, your face show a bright smile as you turn around to face your lover, your arms wrapped around her neck as you stand on your toes to try to be on the same height as her.
"hey baby, how was your day?", lusher chuckle softly at your action, her head lower down to give you a soft kiss on your forehead, wrapping both of her arms around your waist to make sure you won't fall from the little jumps you make.
content with the kiss she gave you, you turn back to take care of the cookies, your tone happy when you introduce them to her "well, my day was nice, i am baking you cookies so that you can bring them to work tomorrow!", you exclaim, your voice excited at the thought.
your girlfriend lower down to rest her head on one of your shoulder, her eyes look at the cookies attentively as she give you a head pat, her face display a beautiful smile as she turn to kiss your cheek.
"thank you, darling."
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chocotonez · 1 year
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skz + promposals
a/n: hopefully this is ok anon!! thanks so much for requesting! <3
warnings/genre: high school au, fluff, based off another one of my hcs u can find here
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chan
-definitely one of the more public ones, probably during lunch or in the commons
-nothing overly cheesy with signs and backup dancers, but mainly just a simple “prom?” with a flower or smth
-he doesn’t want you to feel like everyone’s scrutinizing you, but he also just wants to show you off <33
-probably jokes on serenading you with his guitar at lunch
-tries to hide how happy he is and the sappy grin on his face when you say yes, but he’ll always respect your choice at the end of the day <3
lee know
-more private, intimate, and quiet
-you two are probably just hanging out or doing homework together when he asks what you’re doing on prom night, and when you say nothing he’ll just drop “wanna go to prom with me?”
-very simple, quick, easy, but his heart is going at 1000 bpm and his hands are all clammy
-if this is what it feels like to ask you to a high school dance, he could never imagine proposing
-just giggles a bit when you say yes and smiles, not being able to properly word how happy he is
changbin
-another more public one but he makes it fun!!
-public as in he just…does it in public, he isn’t purposefully trying to draw attention to you two, it just happens
-such a dork with it too, makes up a really cheesy pun that is so bad it’s good, and is doing his best to make you smile and hopefully his cuteness will make up for the terrible promposal puns
-gives you a super tight hug when you say yes, saying “I knew my charm would win u over ;3” and acting all smooth
-little did you know he spent the night prior screaming to his friends on how he should ask you to prom LMAO
hyunjin
-another more silent, casual type
-you’re probably watching him work in an empty art classroom while you rant about your day, as he’s listening carefully but drawing out silly portraits along with his project
-he interrupts you suddenly “hey, wanna go to prom with me?” and when you say yes he just keeps on steam rolling through his art
-little did u know that he was letting you rant so he could build up courage to ask you hehe </3
-tells his friends almost immediately and is freaking out on his private story “omg guys they said yes tell me im not the smoothest guy ever!!!” and his friends will be like “jinnie you spent five days trying to plan a single question”
han
-so sorry but he will be a little shit and be very public
-since he’s the kid in the announcements, he’ll either a.) call you down so he can ask you to prom there, or b.), ask you to prom over the intercom
-either way you get all flustered, and when he sees you he’s smiling v wide but his cheeks are tinted with a nervous blush
-does his absolute best to make it funny and memorable, while also just showing everyone that your his
-your friends def tease you about how much of a simp hannie is for you <33
felix
-casual but cute!!
-shows up to your house to ask your parents, brings out cupcakes that spell out “PROM?” and just wins your family over
-honestly you think your mom wanted you to go to prom with him more than you did
-either way, the cupcakes were very tasty and it wasn’t super public or loud. Felix was just happy you said yes LMAO, but he’ll definitely post photos of the cupcakes and you on social media
-but he doesn’t really get sharing the fact that he asked you to prom, he’s more excited for the cute photos u guys r gonna take at prom :,)
seungmin
-asks it casually and honestly it’s kinda hurtful how easy it was
-but in some sense is was very romantic how you two were sitting in his car, listening to music while he was talking about his day and all these weird thoughts floating around his brain, or that one story of a helicopter crashing into his place while he was brushing his teeth…
-either way, he just randomly asks you to prom. he doesn’t seem taken aback or flustered, which makes you a bit nervous that he doesn’t care tbh
-but then his friends send you screenshots of him cheering and celebrating in their group chat
jeongin
-shy but still does it in public, but nothing massive
-gives people dirty looks if they stare too long, mainly because he feels v v awkward but he also just thinks promposals are cute :,)
-it’s really just a decorated letter while he sheepishly asks “wanna go to prom with me?”
-it’s honestly so adorable LMAO, he was also gonna plan chan and lee know as interpretive backup dancers but he felt like that would get too much attention
-he also really wanted to make one of those big, cheesy signs but he was too shy :,)
-either way immediately starts coordinating your matching fits
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virgin-mojitos · 1 year
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STEVEN GRANT SFW ALPHABET -- PT 1
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this was VERY fun to do and it made giggle a few times (dont tell anyone) here you go!
Activities – What are their favorite things to do with you? How do you spend your free time?
So in my opinion steven is one of those people who care about the company rather than the activity kind of person? Like we could be sitting silence reading and he’d be having a blast because its comfortable silene. Or we could go all out and creative and go to a pottery making date (yes this is peak creativity for me,im a very old fashioned coffee dates and fancy restaurants kind of gal. SUE ME!) and he would also have TONS of fun because he values the company and people he’s spending time with!
Boo! – How do they feel about surprises, giving and receiving?
Okay to be honest when I first read ‘BOO’ I was like ‘muahaha im gonna spook steven’ but then I finished reading and its about receiving and giving gift… ANYWAYS! Okay but about getting spooked, I feel like steven is just one of those people who get spooked easily. So okay imagine this, you’ve been living with steven for quite some time now (mmm like 4-5 months-ish) and hes doing something in the kitchen or reading or just sitting and staring into the void and you come quietly behind and just BARELY graze his shoulder and quietly say “steven..” he will get in attack mode im sorry. (like this) “ GAAaAh! WHA-? Oh gods you scared me” and he will clutch his boobs I means his pearls in fear and then laugh it off and ask you “what is it love? Did you need something?”  
Comfort – How do they comfort you when you’re upset? When the tables turn, do they come to you, or try to handle it themselves?
I guess it depends on every person and how they like to be comforted? Like me for example if im crying or having a bad day I just like to be left alone and ill come to you if or when im ready to talk. So with steven I think he would just be like a cat. Just lingering around me (with probably longing eyes) with a safe distance to give me space.
The other way around however, with steven I think he would love a shoulder to cry on or someone to hear him rant or ramble about why hes upset would be perfect. As he never had anyone to liste—nopE NOPE nevermind!
Dance – Do they like to dance with you? How good of a dancer are they?
im sorry people but steven is not a good dancer, like AT ALL. But boy does he love to dance around the flat, like I don’t know if its his autism but he may dance his way to place (like going from the bathroom to bedroom etc) or he could be standing perfectly still and just start to dance out of nowhere (don’t worry steven im right with ya) ALSO! OF COURSE HE LOVES DANCING WITH YOU?? Come on now, by now we know steven watches a lot of rom coms so of course he spins you around in the kitchen in the morning after a night of sweet love making (was that cringe? Yea probably) while making breakfast.
Excitement – How do they act when they’re excited? What excites them?
As we established, steven is very much on the autism spectrum so happy stims FOR DAYS! Jumping around, hand clapping, fist bumps you name it basically! And watch out for potential kisses all over your face especially when youre the reason of his excitement! Definitely do not think about steven picking you up and spinning you around your shared flat laughing his ass off, nope nope.
Future – What are their plans for the future? Do they see themselves getting married, having kids?
*loud gulp and body shiver* hmmm future? Married? KiDs? All very scary topics (to me) yes okay come on you know damn well he already thinks you’re the one when you greet gus the second (gus the first gone but never forgotton) with a smile when you first visit his place. Hes already thinking about the wedding venue when he puts himself down when he realizes that hes (cutely) rambling about his favorite myths and legands and you tell him “no no please continue, im genuinely interested. Besides you look very pretty talking about your interests wink wink” (yes I do say wink wink in real life). And hes thinking about how he wants 2 kids with you when one day your in the park walking together and your playing on the swings and a spoiled brat comes to you telling you that its their swing and asking you to move, so you smile sweetly and look into that brats eyes and say “ I didn’t realize it had your name on it?”
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nerves-nebula · 1 year
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Loving your au!
The thing you said about allowing yourself to stim resonated with me a lot. Like, I've been pretty loud and emotional as a kid, but was forced to bottle up my emotions. Which lead me to self-harm, yei! (btw, Im pretty sure I'm neurotypical, but moving my body in repetitive movion tends to calm my nerves. So I guess it counts as stimming? Unless there is another more appropriate term for it. It's a good thing I got out of rottmnt fandom, lol.)
So, I've wanted to ask about your Donnie's experience with autoaggression. You've mentioned that self-harm is one of his coping mechanisms. So I am curious. What triggers the action? It has to be an intense emotion, right? What does he tend to do? Is it like cutting, biting or burns? A mix of everything? If I'm not mistaken, he does tend to wear more clothes, possibly to cover the scars and such. Also, what would be family member's reaction to his self-harm scars? Would they lash out, ignore or try to lecture him? (The last thing happened to me and it was weird. Like, my mom brought my little brother to my room and told him to ask me to stop. I'm afraid I might have unintentiinally traumatized him there, whoops.)
Also, sorry for long rant, but I adore your Leo having gender issues. Like. I feel it. I tried to copy one of youtubers who sometimes used she/he pronounce and had fun with it until other people started questioning it so I stopped. But my fuckery with gender came to bite me in the ass afterwards. I've only recently realized I fall under demigirl term, so that was a relief. I wonder how Leo's gender adventure will play out. :)
Sorr for grammar mistakes, I'm not a native speaker :'D
your grammar's fine :)
aight so a lot to get into here. SO Donnie's experiences with self harm are heavily based on my own ones, which means overwhelming emotion. That can be either too much anxiety/stimulation, or feeling so empty and numb that you just need to DO SOMETHING that feels real.
you're spot on about his clothing hah, he covers more skin than the others cause he knows it'd make himself and everyone around him uncomfortable to see.
so the thing about his family's reactions is this: Leo is in denial about it, and Splinter doesn't even know. These are both because Donnie has a lot of naturally occurring scars from unsafe metal work. frankly its a miracle he didn't blow up one of his fingers when he was younger.
nowadays Mikey and Raph just try to support him so that he won't feel the need to self harm. I think Raph used to be really mad about it when they were WAYYY younger but. That doesn't really help the situation so he just, tries to help any way he can without directly talking about the issue.
anywho, congrats on the cool gender! Leo will realize his bigender ways eventually (but not soon enough hah)
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louisisalarrie · 20 days
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The double standards in this fandom are sometimes crazy! People both here (especially one “Larrie” blog) and on Twitter going crazy about how embarrassing Louis is and how stupid he is because of ONE like, and at the same time the same people are praising Harry and go all #freeharry when he’s modelling with his newest fake girlfriend in NY.
Sorry, but why is it, that people feel sorry for Harry and his closet, but Louis gets called out every time he tries to keep up the straight image. We haven’t have a stunt gf/date since the Sofie disaster and if some likes and follows on IG can keep it at that, could we then just happy and not call him out every time
Sorry for the rant! And I know you are not “guilty” in this, I just needed to get it out. I seriously feel sorry for Louis and lot of the time because his fans sometimes is so quick to stab him in the back!
Holaaaaa anon. im pretty sure I know the exact account you’re talking about hahaha. There are a couple like that which are pretty popular, and it’s very frustrating. Craaazy double standards go on between louis and harry, and I think a lot of it is because Harry’s got a glass closet going on. His actions look like he’s bashing at the door, trying to get out, being himself as much as he can and being loud. He’s all but confirmed he’s not straight, and we see him actively jumping around with the pride flag and being flamboyant and very touchy with men.
The uhhhh not hate, but frustration, towards louis, mostly comes from it appearing that he doesn’t even wanna come out. That he’s just not even trying anymore. That he’s not being loud, or true to himself, and he’s just doing the bare minimum for us, and for himself. That he’s too focused on appearing straight for his career now and is compliant with his forced closeting.
However, the lack of louis’ overt pushing, means a lack of stunts. The Big Gay War in 2015 is a great example. He was pushing soooooo hard, and got stuck with the most godawful stunt ever. Mind you, louis took a lot on his shoulders when it came to closeting during the 1d years. I’m absolutely not saying that Harry didn’t, but louis did more and more to give Harry a little more freedom every time. Again, not comparing, but stating a fact that S*mon had louis with his hands tied and louis wanted to protect his baby. He was treated very differently by S*mon, given harsh reprimands and gaslit and was bullied into doing it.
I think he has a bit of a different perspective on it because of that. Harry and Louis are both very different people with very different ways of dealing with their closet, and it’s silly to compare them though. And I think louis is happy where he is at the moment, and I don’t think he’ll come out without Harry. I just don’t see him doing it alone.
It comes down to everything from their fashion choices, to stage presence, to fan interactions, to interviews, to stunts, and they’re just not going to be loud in the same way. Not to mention, their teams are extremely different too. The Az*ffs looooooooove love love Harry being a trendsetter, and actively encourage (most of) it. He does still do shit to fight back, 100%, but the Harry styles brand now relies essentially on his glass closet and the ambiguity of his sexuality, ya know?
I do hope we get very loud larry content soon though. It does get frustrating. We’ve not even gotten a single interaction between them for years.
Anyway, they shouldn’t be compared. Louis loves Harry, Harry loves Louis, they’re together, they deal with their closets differently, they have different levels of fame and fan demographics and brands, and they’ll come out when they can and are ready, and that’s the end of that.
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hi hello i hope ur having a great day!
this is by no means trying to be a rant post but i just needed a different perspective on this issue so to speak. i got into an “argument” (one sided tbh LOL) with an ashleon shipper (which…. is whatever… ig…) and they were saying that ashleon is canon in re4 remake and i was like how ???? they were completely mischaracterizing aeon too. so im just really confused bc before i became a hardcore re fan and was an outsider so to speak, i just assumed that leon and ada were an “item” bc thats how they have always been portrayed. and then i go on here and retwt (eww) and ppl do not think that AT ALL. ppl think ur crazy for thinking aeon is a canon thing. i just feel like im missing a puzzle piece all the time bc its like … i thought it was pretty obvious? and its so hard to hear the other side on these conversations bc they are so rude and judgmental and dont want to have a civil conversation and hear the other side. so i just wanted to get ur perspective on this issue and why ppl might not automatically think aeon is a thing bc i really like ur takes on aeon as a whole! this also isnt trying to be negative or a shitpost, i just want to hear a different positive and ig “constructive” perspective on this!
SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I JUST HAVE NO WHERE TO TALK ABT THIS STUFF AND I LOVE TALKING ABT IT SO LIKE SORRY HAHA
okay thank you lol
HI HELLO MY LOVE I ALWAYS HAVE A GREAT DAY SKJDFBSJK
yeah i dunno tbh, there's a few very loud ashleon shippers that are claiming that it's canon but i don't know what kind of like cognitive dissonance you gotta be suffering from to think it's canon. i half the time think they're doing it to purposely piss off other shippers so i just don't engage with them lmao
i think that out of all the ships in re, other than like ethan and mia- aeon was the only other one pushed to be canon. i'd argue that chris and jill are barely even romantic (even though i don't care for the ship, i know lots of people ship valenfield) (im more of a clairejill or jill carlos fan meself) (reminder again ship whoEVER YOU WANT IDGAF SKDFBSK)
typically when it comes to promos and stuff, aeon tends to be pushed together though (like from capcom) so that's always been kinda cute and nice. (i love seeing all the teppen art of aeon, and random capcom promos of aeon together)
i just feel like because the ship is "not conventional" it gets a lot of backlash, particularly because the female character doesn't adhere to social norms and gender roles. and typically because aeon falls into this category, people are quick to tear down ada because of it
it's just the same shit lol. i just choose not to engage with it cause i got better shit to do with my time
i'm not the one going into blogs to scream about how i don't like the ship that they're posting and talking about
(me talking about the anons i still get to this day that are like OMG AEON SO BAD BLAH BLAH BLAH, and im like- did you make a tumblr account to do this or-)
feel free to send me a dm if you wanna chat tho lol
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rillette · 2 years
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Okay hi I'm sorry bc this is probably a stupid question but you seen like you know a lot about Hal Jordan!! and I'm curious- what's so bad about the live action green lantern movie?
ok so. first of all, not a stupid question, this is a fun question because its shit on like. multiple different levels. its like genuinely not a good movie on like movie standards and its not a good or faithful gl story either. im probably going to have to put this under a cut so i don't clog up the dash lol.
if you care about spoilers and you plan on watching the movie: it's ugly and boring and they somehow fucked up the stupid bug parallax retcon even more than it already sucks. like its really ugly i can't stress that enough the cgi looks like gum. also the pacing is shit.
if you dont care about spoilers keep reading i guess lol
on like a movie level, it's genuinely not well made. like i said earlier the cgi looks like poo poo shittle and its a significant portion of the movie. like all the gl costumes are cgi and shit its not great. its just not fun to look at which is kinda... not great considering that its a fucking movie. also when hal turns into the green lantern his pupils turn like glow-in-the-dark star green. think teen wolf or jason in titans s3. its very disconcerting. actually wait hold on i live blogged this i have a screen shot i think.
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gross. i went back and reread my liveblog and the audio scaling is also bad. i remember scenes being super loud and then they cut and carol is like whispering into the microphone.
also the pacing is like super odd? i watched this movie in chunks so i didnt get like the full effect but the pacing is really fucking slow. the climax of the movie is like a good almost two hours in when hal punches the big bad like once and then it flies into the sun. here is a description of that scene so you dont have to watch this movie: (Hal voice) aughhggg auuuuuuu (trying not to fly into the sun bc gravity) but wiat… >:J (let's go of airplane construct) (punches it once) houuughghhggh (falling into the sun noises) (hal passes out). at least the passing out part is like in character.
in terms of the plot. hoo boy. i? its hard to figure out where to start here because, like, the big bad is parallax. which, should mean the big bad is hal himself, but no, it's the stupid fucking retcon bug parallax. except its not. parallax in this movie is like a big ugly eldritch tentacle monster that slowly floats towards earth and then attacks earth and then gets punched (once) into the sun. genuinely im having a hard time trying to explain this movie because i was so bewildered by their choices the entire time.
it doesn't feel like a green lantern story. there's a weird B-plot where hector hammond gets like infected with parallax and amanda waller is there? i think?? there's just so many characters in this movie that should not be in hal's origin story. Sinestro is there btw i forgot sinestro is there! instead of ranting about order and chaos, he rants about fear and how you're not supposed to feel fear as a gl. this movie honestly feels like if the plot of gl was a flavor than this movie would be like watered down la croix. like something is there. but its so fucking faint. after taste of something that COULD be green lantern.
this movie sucks dude. like its not even bad enough to hate watch its just vaguely nauseating and boring. i need people to stop adapting parallax unless they've done their required reading and they're not using the retcon. geoffry my worst enemy this is your fault somehow i know it in my bones.
hope this helps!
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sweaterrat · 1 year
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Part 2?
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Okay so. In some of your posts you draw niyah (Self insert/you irl, if im gathering correctly) but in others there's a something-eared little fellow, like in the asking for hugs post. Is that a sona? If so, is there a ref or something? I want to hop on the hug bandwagon!!!
I have a lot of ideas for my own au and Self insert / oc, and I guess what I wanted to say is if you would like to hear them? If not, it's okay. I'll just talk my mom's ear off xd. Was going to take about them here, but I think it's more appropriate
Also... just so I know about rules and boundaries. How do you feel about other people shipping with Donnie? Is that something that makes you uncomfortable? Are are you neutral on it? Or do you like to gush with fellow fans (like I do)?
If you are uncomfortable 'sharing' it's fine, I won't ever bring it up again. Just need to know to avoid making you feel bad, I dont want to do that ever!
-A shy Moon 🌙 ✨️
Oh yes yes! My sona! I don’t have a very good ref of her but I do have this!
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Her name is Toast! (Another name I like to go by, but I didn’t wanna confuse you dorks lol) Toast is a shapeshifter (so she has a rat form (cough cough sweater rat)) The lol things on top of her head or actually horns! I see a lot of people draw em as little ears or something and honestly it’s cute as hell 💛💛💛 I love when people draw Toast IT MAKES ME SO HAPPYYY
And ofc I’d love to hear about your self insert AU!! You’re such a sweetheart so it’s the least I can do :]]!!
How I feel about other people shipping OC’s or themselves with Donnie? While I’m the jealous type (I’m trying to get better I swear 💀💀💀🕊️), who am I to stop anyone lol. I do actually enjoy seeing other peoples art and stuff! It makes me happy that I’m not the only weirdo (/lh) around 💀. The SECOND someone mentions Donnie, I’m pulling up with the whole plot of Portals!Au and all my ship art. ( thanks to my loud ass friends, I’m known as the girl who likes Donnie. Somehow my therapist found out too, good lawrd 😭)
GUSH TO ME I WANNA HEAR!!! ITS SO FUN INTERACTING WITH YOU GUYS!! I’m so happy I popped in on tumblr again, I would’ve never gotten to meet you gorgeous people 💛💛💛 YOU GUYS ARE JUST SO SWEET AND MAKE MY DAY EVERY DAY!!!
Holy garbage cans, sorry for the huge rant lmao
Have a wonderful day, Moon!! Thank you so much for the art, it was absolutely lovely ^^🫶🫶🫶🫶
— Your Pal, Niyah 💛
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imabee-oralizard · 8 months
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im just having a generally hard time
school sucks, im stressed and breaking out, my only irl friend is in a relationship and only wants to hang out with her boyfriend and i try to make friends but people think im too loud or too quiet or too much or too boring and i just dont know what to do anymore im tired of people and life and i just was to sleep and read and escape
i really just wish i could run away to prythian even with all the wars and shit they got going on bc im 1000% sure id fit in better there (especially in the night court)
ive tried talking to my mom but every time she just finds a way to tell me that if i were nicer id have more friends but i try and people always think i want something and then i just shut down
i seriously cant handle this anymore and in one more bad thing away for breaking completely and doing something i cant undo
im sorry to rant you can just ignore this if you want
No I’m never gonna ignore you especially when you need me
You’re important to me bee
Those people don’t deserve you if they don’t like you. And I know rn you might just want one friend but it isn’t good enough to change yourself. Idk if you’d do that but don’t
You’re amazing and needed
You’re come kinda sounds like an asshole but besides that is there another way for you to get a therapist? Maybe school councilor. Don’t be afraid to go talk to them.
I know school is hard and I know life sucks but just hold on. We’ll get through this together <3
I’m always here for you no matter what and I won’t leave you
I know we aren’t in person but I love every part of you that I have gotten to meet
You are one of the best people I have ever met on this app and I wouldn’t regret it for a second
I love you so so much/p
💜💜💜
I know we have different time zones and stuff but if you need to call me. You have my snap. Even if I don’t answer because whatever, I may not be at my phone. I will call you as soon as I’m able to. Even if you just want to rant to me that fine. I’ll be here for you. On your best and worst days. I’m not leaving you.
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astroyongie · 1 year
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https://www.tumblr.com/astroyongie/715950419033063424/no-but-yongie-im-sorry-if-asking-you-is-a-bit?source=share
Man I'm not the mommy anon from this post, I'm the why are you angry all the time anon and this explanation here hit me sooo hard!! Idk if this could help mommy anon as well but I try my best not to engage with people that say things that could trigger my fight or flight response.
For example I'm very passionate about issues related to the environment, mental health especially the autism spectrum, sexism, racism, homeless people and less wealthy ones etc so whenever people mention something that goes against my values and ideas I usually try to have a proper conversation with them, mostly in a passive aggressive way I'm sorry I can't help it, if I'm not very familiar with them, or I completely attack them with my words if it's a family member or a well known person. Recently I've noticed that reacting like this does absolutely zero good for my own health, so I'm trying my best to accept the fact that not everyone will have the same ideas as me and it's not my responsibility to educate them (although if your ideas are related to being hateful towards a group of people I still think you're a bitch but I won't say it out loud).
My thing is (especially when it comes to friends that might have opposite values about random topics) that I'm the therapy friend, idk if it's because I'm straightforward but it's a role I've always had (people I meet for the first time also open up to me about personal problems, I can't really understand why). So when people talk to me about something and ask for my advice and then do another thing, maybe more harmful I get mad because I care about them and I don't like seeing how they treat themselves poorly, especially in love. But everyone has their own path and if they have to go through terrible relationships to understand their worth I can't really help it.
Being crafty, logging off of social media and spending more time with myself through journaling and meditation has also helped me a lot! Let's go aries placements people we'll get through this!!! (This rant is bigger than I expected I'm sorry yongs)
Thank you for sharing this ! ✨✨
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wow. Im posting a lot rn but it's all good
This scenario was inspired by another post but I cannot find it to share(sorry yall i let you down)
Plot: y/n reality shifts (to anime. duh.) and is there long enough to fall in love. Sadly they were taken back by the universe and now bae is sad & alone... UNTIL a certain someone comes crashing back into their lives. Literally. From the sky. In full Kingdom Hearts fashion. Here we go~
Kotaro Bokuto:
Bokuto and his team, the MSBY Black Jackals, won a big game. He hit that winning point spike and the crowd is going wild. The team is cheering and the sports reporters are buzzing. Bokuto should be over the moon, yet he's barely elated. It's been hard to act the same after you left. He wanted to share everything with you, but that's not possible anymore. You were out of his reach. Bokuto was preparing to dodge the fans and trudge back to the locker room when there's a loud crack. He turns to see something fall through a new hole in the roof of the stadium. Everyone gasps as a person hits the ground (no worries readers, y/n is super tough and is not gonna be hurt in this fic). Bokuto rushed forward, not exactly sure why, just following instinct. His feet come to a complete stop once he sees your woozy form standing. You've barely gotten your bearings when Bokuto sends you back to the floor with a hug. "Y/n! It's you! Did you see me win?" It was like nothing had changed, his heart was full again. And this time, it'll stay that way.
Shota Aizawa:
Aizawa stood on the roof of his apartment building after another day of teaching. He gazed up at the sky as the sun began its descent. He sighed for the umpteenth time. He missed you, a lot. Around now would be the time he'd rant about his students while you laughed at their shenanigans. It quickly became his favorite part of the day after your strange arrival. When you returned to your reality, his became a tad bleak. It was no longer the same, he just couldn't return to life before you. He wanted to remember his time with you for as long as he lived. Aizawa sighed again, turning to walk back to his bedroom to sulk some more. Just as he took a step towards the door, something plummeted right in front of him. He jumped back, already in 'hero mode.' A villain? He squinted, trying to see past the dust. "cough, cough! Ugh, what a landing," a familiar voice spoke. Aizawa's poor heart almost stopped. It couldn't be, right? The dust cleared to reveal you, your back facing Aizawa. You scratched your head in confusion. "Have I been here before?" Aizawa answered your question, "You've already forgotten our home?" You spun at the sound of his voice. A big grin graced both faces as you ran forward to hug him. "Of course not, hehe. It's home, after all." "Yeah. Welcome back."
Levi Ackerman:
Captain Levi sat in his office, hunched over his desk. There's always so much paperwork but lately it's been difficult to deal with. After your sudden appearance in his life, he grew used to your support. You helped him remain organized and sometimes dealt with troublemakers so he didn't always have to. Everyone knew messing with you meant serious punishment from the captain. He especially had grown fond of your reminders to take breaks. They usually came in the form of surprise cuddling. He remembered every time you randomly carried him to bed. "It's time to take a break, Levi. I won't take 'no' for an answer." Levi smiles at the memory of your nagging before the reminder of your absence wipes it away. When you left, he tried doing more work to distract himself from the ache in his chest. But his body had gotten used to taking a break at a certain point. He could no longer focus on work which led him to think about you, again. As if he didn't do that enough when he ate, worked out, cleaned, showered, yelled at soldiers, etc. Levi tosses his pen aside, giving up on fighting his wandering mind. He stood to get tea when something crashed through the window. He leapt back in reflex, before remembering that titans couldn't fit through just the window. He heard a pained groan before approaching the culprit. "I expect an explanation and for you to clean up this mess," he demanded while closing his eyes to pinch the bridge of his nose. So much stress, and it couldn't have come at a worse mome- "Aye aye captain. Which task do you want me to do first?" A familiar, teasing voice had Levi's eyes opening in a flash. He saw you, with that cheeky grin on your face, sitting among the broken glass. "Y/n," Levi barely whispered. You stood, carefully avoiding the glass on the floor. "I came back to make sure you were taking your break. I see now that I can't leave you to take care of yourself." Levi felt a small smile grow on his face. "I'll be in your care."
Aww they all deserve all the love
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