#sorry i’m alive

[stressy-depressy-bigfat-messy]

I wish I could go back to when my mom got pregnant with me and let her know it’s not worth it. Just abort me please.

#i want to die #depression #please kill me #depressed #i wish i was dead #sorry for being depressing #i hate it here #i wish i would die #sorry if you met me #sorry i’m alive #sorry to still be here bothering you #suicidal thoughts #anxiety #i hate my life #I just don’t want to be here

[0326x]

#fashion #outfit #sorry I’m alive #just forgot my password :(

[tomeofthecrud]

Redraw of this

#wuko #prince wu #mako #redraw #hi. I’m still alive #a ‘new’ post after ten thousand years. #I say ‘new’ bc this was actually sitting in my folder for a few years. #my hope is that posting will get me out of my art slump and feel free to start posting again. #ps sorry I was too lazy to add a background this time around.

[starrylevi]

Levi who has an untitled album in his phone and it’s all pictures of you. Most are candids in which you’re caught off guard. He’s talented at taking pictures without you noticing. There’s a picture of you sleeping, another of you snuggled up against his chest, one of you belly laughing, and more. However, his favorites are the ones that are the most ordinary, the ones that you personally don’t think are all that special. In these pictures you’re doing the most mundane things like laundry, washing the dishes, watching television, engaging in your favorite hobby, etc. He thinks you look beautiful in all of them. He doesn’t believe there needs to be a reason for him to take these pictures. You simply existing is reason enough for him.

#the headcanon that’s keeping me alive right now #he would never tell you about the album #it’s for his eyes only #you’re not going to see what he sees #one day when you’re both older he’ll make a collage of all the pictures and show you #but for now it’s his happy secret #also I know people have requested things and have sent messages I’m so sorry I haven’t answered I haven’t been okay for the longest #right now I’m just focused on dumb little headcanons like these makes me happy #anything and everything is overwhelming and tiring #would love to see me through his eyes #levi #levi ackerman #levi aot #levi x reader #levi x you #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman x you #levi x y/n #levi drabble #levi headcanons #levi hcs #manda writes

[hungharrington]

hmmm do you guys ever think about… how much steve would love it if you ever scratched up his back during sex <3 he. loves. it. so. bad.

honestly he treats it like he does hickies, he lurvssss getting to show off— gets all hot under the collar at the mere thought that if anyone else can see them they’ll know he’s taken, that he’s got a lover and he treat them right. it’s this perfect sweet spot between stroking his pride and catering to his possessiveness :)

the first time you notice you’ve done it (because let’s be real, you don’t notice in the moment, you’re far more focused on the perfect grind of his hips into you, fast and filthy, so good it has you clawing at his back) but the day after, when he tugs his shirt off, you spot the scratches and you’re instantly spouting apologies.

your hands flit over his back, worried that you’ve hurt him and he’s like, “no no no! it’s— i’m fine and- uh, how do i say this? please, um, always do that.” he can’t even pretend to hide how much he loves it and that makes you feel better, makes you glow hot inside.

eddie notices one time when you’re all over at the harrington house, using the pool to cool off. right as steve tugs his shirt off over his head, eddie catches sight of the red scratches where your nails have raked down the tan expanse of his back and whistles loudly, “damn, harrington, you share a bed with a wild animal lately?” like he doesn’t know damn well where those marks came from.

his quick glance at you confirms it and you can’t help but feel a little bashful but steve’s already scoffing, a little smug and a lil pink in the cheeks from how proud he is and he jerks a thumb over his shoulder and is like, “actually, it means i got a good grade in sex :)”

#this started in the hot side of things and ended up in the dorky sides i’m sorry #i can’t help it #i also couldn’t think of a way to bring it back to sexy #ITS ALL SEXY #I WANNA MARK UP HIS BACK #IVE BEEN THINKING OF THIS FOR TOO LONG #also hiiiiii im still alive :) #jay writes #steve harrington x reader #steve x reader #steve harrington #steve harrington smut #steve harrington x reader smut

[miraitrunks]

*rises from the pits of hell to post fanart of a crossover ship from my youth*

coloring practice [: hope you enjoy

#( idk how long it’s been since i’ve been away buuuuut i’m alive! ) #( you probably won’t see me again after this one </3 sorry ) #future trunks #jim hawkins #dbz #treasure planet #fanart #cross ship #hell pig art #junks

[flowerywhispers]

Obsessed with Shen Yuan btw. His disciple looks at him like THIS

WITH THE MOST OBVIOUSLY IN LOVE EXPRESSION I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE and the man goes, ah, he’s going to marry so many pretty women- shut the fuck up right now

#I’m sorry if I was in that room and could read his mind at that very moment I would have punched him in the face for being #the dumbest man alive. stupidest bitch ever. shut the fuck. never open your mouth or have a thought ever again #svsss #scum villain self saving system #scum villain #svsss shen yuan #shen yuan #svsss luo binghe #luo binghe #bingqiu

[constellama]

Being a podcast fan is so funny when you have other podcast listening friends and you’re trying to get them into another podcast but you only have other podcasts to compare it to.

Yeah you should listen to find us alive. It has the vibes of wolf 359 but also the humor is comparable to red valley I think. Yeah Dr. Harley is like Eiffel but without the same trauma and pop culture. No he still has the drinking problem. He’s like Eiffel if Eiffel spoke like Cecil Palmer. Yeah him and Dr. Klein are like Eiffel and Minkowski but reversed. Then again Klein’s unprofessionalism is almost on par with Clive Shill. Minus the extensive and creative insults. Yeah and then there’s Agent Love she’s like Melanie King if Melanie was smaller and more angry. And then there’s Dr. Lancaster who kinda reminds me of Martin. Martin but American. Yeah you should listen to find us alive.

#disclaimer I’m not completely caught up with find us alive #so sorry if I got anything wrong #and to anyone who sees this and needs a new fiction podcast to listen to and be obsessed with #LISTEN TO FIND US ALIVE !!! PLEASE #the magnus archives #red valley #wtnv #wolf 359 #find us alive #constellama talks

[akindplace]

Living with a chronic illness has made me develop a mix of a wistful way of looking at life itself at the same time I have a whimsy feeling about surviving despite of my condition which is something that still makes me look at the world with wonder.

Yes, I do struggle with a lot problems that a lot of people my age don’t, and yes, I have suffered way too much from my illness. But I still have hope. And I still keep going, even when things are hard, despite how difficult it can be to accept the fact that I will have to be dealing with this for the rest of my life. I am well aware of all the challenges of living with a chronic illness when the world is not always welcoming to people who have disabilities. But I’m going to keep going. Despite the pain, despite cruelty, despite the differences that sometimes made me feel isolated.

I’m still fighting. I’m still here. I’m still alive in the face of everything, and it’s very exhausting to keep trying, but I am here. And life itself can be so beautiful even when I’m in pain. Those two things can and do coexist. And surviving so much it’s a statement that my body might be different, but I can be strong in other ways.

So if you’re dealing with a chronic illness, I’m telling you I am so glad you’re in this world and that being different does not make you any less worthy of being here, of taking space, and that you deserve happiness. And that happiness is not something you have to earn by enduring pain and pushing yourself past your breaking point, but because you’re just as human as everyone else, and as equally valuable.

#cw chronic illness #cw chronic pain #self-acceptance #self-worth #on being human #original writing #had to edit my this a few times because I’m tired #very very tired but very very alive #sorry for the all the editing but yeah I’m very sleepy while writing this #it’s been hard lately

[ghost-bxrd]

Prompt:

Both Jason and Damian think the other has died during their time with the League.

Jason, in his grief, goes back to his plans of making Batman pay and beating his replacement into the ground.

Damian goes back to his assassin training like a madman, vowing to find the person who took Jason away from him.

It all gets a little complicated when he finds out Jason may not actually be dead at all.

#Jason raised Damian #Jason is Damian’s parent in all but genetics #you can either make Talia a villain or the one who tells Dami that Jason’s still alive #outcome is still the same because Damian goes hunting for Jason like a bloodhound #read: a scary competent baby of approx. nine years runs away and looks for his dad #no it’s not Batman sorry Bruce #Jason ‘I’m unhinged with grief’ Todd #he can’t go through with hurting Tim too much #he reminds him too much of Damian for that. #it’s all a clusterfuck #the batfam assume someone killed hood’s kid #which isn’t too far from the truth #then Dami shows up #dealer’s choice if he goes to Batman first and demands for them to bring his parent to him or he kills Alfred/dick/tim/barbara #or if he just straight up tries to find him himself #jason todd #batfamily #dick grayson #batfam #robin #bruce wayne #tim drake #red hood #batman #Batdad #parent jason todd #jason todd is a dad #Damian and Jason #prompts

[stressy-depressy-bigfat-messy]

Tw: ED.

It’s been a minute.

I am now 226.2.

#i want to die #depression #please kill me #depressed #i wish i was dead #suicidal thoughts #anxiety #i hate it here #i hate my life #i wish i would die #sorry for being depressing #sorry if you met me #sorry i’m alive #sorry to still be here bothering you #dainty thoughts #i will be thin #ana #ana rules #anamia #4norex1a #starving to be thin

[just-a-little-kreature]

!!! BSD ch. 109 spoilers !!!

#bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs memes #dazai osamu #soukoku #i’m so sorry #he IS alive though #source? trust me bro #(asagiri just likes to troll us that’s all!!!!)

[kindacts]

henry is such a bitch and i am living for it

#he’s just constantly serving i’m sorry #unless he’s staring at alex in which case he is the most pathetic girl alive #i’m obsessed with this photo of nick by the way #rwrb #red white and royal blue #henry fox mountchristen windsor

[alwaysahiccupandastrid]

Sorry but if I was paying $250k, I’d want the full Titanic experience, including being railed in the back of a 1912 Renault Type CB Town car by a young 90s era Leonardo DiCaprio until my hand leaves a print on the window

#don’t @ me I’m right #titanic #I hope they find those people alive but also I really hope people stop doing stupid shit like this #I use humour to cope with bad situations I’m sorry #this is a bad joke I’m sorry I saw something similar on Reddit and it made me choke #90s era leonardo dicaprio was a fucking BABE #rms titanic

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

me @ my depression

#mental illness #tell it off #no #I’m staying alive #sorry you lose #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #depression monster

[ewwww-what]

Hey girl, what the fuck is your problem?

#do you think that Adaine and Fig ever use Kristen as a night light when they want snacks at night? #considering that she glows and all #through the massive scarred over empty space in her chest #check out the fy faebees doodle here too because that’s a thing I think about #fig looks so fucking goofy in the last one #whatever she’s having a good time #ignore tenderness by Julia Jacklin has been eating me alive forever since the beginning of time #blood cw #cw blood #cw violence #I don’t know how to tag being impaled?? I’m sorry if someone knows what to do for that let me know #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fh #fantasy high fanart #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fhsy spoilers #kristen applebees #kristen chilis applebees #cassandra fantasy high #fig faeth #undescribed #my art