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#sorry for the rant im just rlly pissed off
caramelmochacrow · 7 months
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ah i remember why i made that vent post when my term ended!!
bc one of my "friends"? (idk.... acquaintance?) went through my tumblr bc i was looking through it (for some reaosn idk i forgot--) and scared me bc she gave me the transphobe/homophobe vibes and almost saw me using he/him pronouns for myself !!
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mocha-tapioca · 1 year
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,, ah
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LEAST fav character lets go:
jo. self explanatory LMAO i think ive ranted about the worst character in the series enough. the jo dickriders are still mad at me but what can you do about it. not my fault jo sucks. god ive got to get back to ranting about her more.
umm like idk i only rlly despise joee????? mike too. mike is annoying asf
harold
mal
cody
favorite ships!!! 1. duncney/heathney.... theyre tired and i love them too much sorry lol.
2. skyellaaaa omfg. theyre so cute
3. gwoey. ugh all stars did one good thing and gave me that zoey/gwen friendship man. i like them alr
4. mkulia
5. yeah theres not that many ships im passionate about.
LEAST favorite ships: 1. any jo ships. yes even the yuri ones. idk she or he or whatever idgaf abotu what to call her. jo doesnt deseve love or respect and thats my point. jomaria is like. um whatever. JOCK IS SO FUCKING BADDD like brick annoys me because hes a fucking simp for jo. like why was bro willing to disloate his hip just to impress JOE lie its not worth it lol. i do agree that brick was completely down bad for her all the way but also like. idk jo doesnt deserve love. brick was annoying for being so down bad for her and thats one of the reasons i hate jock. just ebcause it pissed me off all the way. anne maria is my fav of all time idk yeah so i dont watched her paired up with that bitch jo. also jourtney is pretty atrocious as well bc courtney can do sm better cmon now. are we pulling ships out of our ass now???? ugh
2. idk im lowkey yaoiphobic so like. any yaoi ship. esp gen2 yaoi i dont like gen2 yaoi. LOL im only homophobic towards yaoi ships tbh theyre all prettyyyy overrated ihvbnjk 😭😭😭 also im a yuri enthusiast (unless its she who shall not be named yuri bc like. jo doesnt deserve that. jo doesnt deserve love like cmon now). every m/m ship in this fandom is highly overrated any way
3. ripaxel
4. BRAWN AND DAWNB LIKE WHY ARE THOSE SHIPPERS ALWAYS SOME OF THE MOST ANNOYING PEOPLE IVE EVER MET/????? ALWAYS SO FUCKING OVER AGGRESSIVE OVER IT LIKE OMFGGGGG. "yeah heres my 9 paged essay on why dott IS SO SHIT!!!!!!! THEYRE SO TOXIC AND BAD I FUCKING HATE THEM EWWWW!!!!!!!!" like ong it aint that deep omfgggg. brawn shippers are just aggressive for no reason idk. also i wanna start calling brawn dick it just sounds funnier lol.,,
5. yeah not sure what to put here. like i said my lifes purpose is to hate on joe.
yayy thats all. jock is for sure my number 1 least fav tho lol. still cant believe i got my first imposter on the anon island blog lmao.
-jater
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fyorina · 24 days
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(uh, this is rlly long im so sorry qwq)
OMG THAT LAST CHAPTER HAD ME FEELING SM CARINA U CANT DO THIS TO ME !!!! LITERALLY THE FIRST FEW PARAGRAPHS IN I HADTA WALK AROUND BC I WAS SO OVERWHELMED I LOVED IT SM !!! N THOSE LAST FEW LINES. DONTDOTHISTOME I S A W THE "BEAST AU COMPLIANT" TAG ON UU IM GONNA SOB MY EYES OUT DURING IT I JUST KNOW !!!
gonna leave some of my fave few lines n my thoughts abt them from this chapter (ok these arent all of em, bc if i put all of em it'd be the whole 50k words of this series SO ITS JUST THIS CHAPTER)
"because how could he possibly belong amongst people who are so unfailingly good that it makes his tainted heart stick out like a sore thumb?"
STOP NO DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEE throughout the whole fic u perfectly captured his thought process n how he denies his own capacity for change n how he HAS changed from when he was 18 BUT THIS LINE MADE ME TEAR UPPPPPP
"He is so completely and irrevocably in love with you that Dazai doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to live in a world without you. The thought alone makes his skin crawl and his chest cave in."
self-explanatory
“Are you calling me ugly?” 
u gorgeous, gorgeous man ilysm yes you look like a rat but i'll swaddle u up in blankets n clean u up
the whole graveyard scene. DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY HELLO
“You were a kid, Osamu. You’re not some incarnate of evil for ending up where you did, you were failed by all of the adults in your life,”
ok nvm crying this hit me like a truck
"Humans cannot live without a heart, so if he’s to give you his, it’s only fair that you give him your own—though realistically, yours has already been his for a long time."
i feel like this mightve been ur fave line, but if it wasnt IT STILL IS MINE BC OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD QWQ
ranpos lil rant was so funny he's literally me frfr
“Yeah… ha, look at us, in jail at the same time! Couple goals, huh?” 
i giggled
PLS READER INVITING EVERYONE JUST TO AVOID GETTING INTERROGATED UMMM RELATABLE LMFAO
these are just some of them BUT JUST IN GENERAL, UR WRITING IS JUST MAGICAL ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED TO READ N I LOVELOVELOVEEEE THIS SERIES N ALL UR WORKS (n u /p) SM !!! I CANT WAIT FOR UNREAL UNEARTH, I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE AMAZING !!!
RED HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU NOT TO APOLOGIZE I LITERALLY ADORE YOU IM GOING TO WEEP OMG
honestly the first scene of dazai’s pov was one of my favs to write because it pisses me off so much whenever he’s excluded from the ada panels in the manga fjsjdjsjjd so i NEEDED the opportunity to hit home that that is his FAMILY idc what asagiri says the ada is that boys family and he deserves it 🥹🤞
UGHHHHH STOP BECAUSE WHENEVER I WRITE CANONZAI ITS SO HARD TO KEEP ON THAT THIN LINE OF HIS INABILITY TO ACCEPT HIS OWN GROWTH WHILE ALSO HAVING HIM ACKNOWLEDGING ODA’S LAST WISH FOR HIM SO I REWROTE SO MANY OF HIS POVS SEVERAL TIMES BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WASNT GRASPING IT ALL PROPERLY
the graveyard scene was one of the 3 scenes i started writing for 🥹 i literally was weeping when i finally got to it
AND ALSO THE YOU WERE A KID LINE UGHHHHHHHH BRO when i tell you that’s something that i literally want to scream at him and shake his shoulders like he was FOURTEEN WHEN MORI BROUGHT HIM IN AFTER HIS ATTEMPT !!!!! FOURTEEN !!!!! HE WAS A BABY IT MAKES ME SO SAD WHEN HE FRAMES HIMSELF AS SOME IRREDEEMABLE MONSTER WHEN HE ONLY TURNED OUT THE WAY HE DID BECAUSE HE HAD NO ADULTS IN HIS LIFE SETTING HIM ON THE RIGHT TRACK ugh im gonna weep again i will always be dazai’s #1 defender, i will fight him himself idc he was only a lil baby :’)
oh my god fun fact i actually almost deleted that line about the heart, i don’t even know why like i was rereading it right before i post and i second guessed myself because i was like ‘i don’t think it rlly flows’ but then i decided against removing it because i liked the line in general SO IM WEEPING AGAIB
bro ranpo needs a promotion for real the headaches this man must get because of people not listening to him 💀
HDOSJDJSJDJJD THE COUPLES GOAL LINE WHEN I TELL YOU I SNORTED WRITING IT HELPPPPP I WAS GIGGLING SO HARD
RED ILYSM IM BUNDLING YOU IN THE SOFTEST BLANKETS AND GIVING YOU A FOREHEAD KISS
i’m so excited for unreal unearth like honestly it’s my pride and joy, i’m so pleased with how my beast!dazai characterization has come out so far and i’m hoping everyone else is going to like it too 🥹 if not ill simply die HAHAH JK JK JK no but really i’m so very excited for it
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nyxi-pixie · 17 days
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can i be a hater for a second.
people whining abt their fav chars/ships not having content rlly pisses me off sometimes😭 like im sorry but why are you sitting around doing nothing and not just expecting but demanding people to complete free labour for you. weirdass. if theres not content for what you want then Make It. and if you cant because youre unskilled talentless pathetic unoriginal boring deficient in all areas. then im so sorry but thats on you😭😭😭 like if you dont have time to do it yourself i get that but then why do you have the time to post 20948395 rants a day complaining.😭😭😭
bruh i need to delete tiktok every time i open it i become enraged at the dumbass entitled takes on there.
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HAI FRIEND
i’ve literally been obsessed w ur megumi smau since like chp. 14 or something LOLL,, i have this thing where i just psychoanalyze characters and ive been thinking a lot about yn like hm…
(THIS MIGHT BE A LUTTLE LONG BTW SO FEEL FREE TO JUST LIKE IGNORE THIS BUT I RLLY WANT TO TALK ABT HER)
like yn (to a lot of people) may be like a little intolerable but honestly i think the reason we have such a reaction to her personality like that is bc we see a little bit of ourselves in her if that makes sense…
PERSONALLY, I AM A YN DEFENDER FOR LIKE THATS MY HOMEGIRL.. like imagine you grew up in a world where soulmates are the basis of your romantic future. the sheer fact that that in itself already builds a sense of you either love your soulmate or hate them in someones head (considering that most of the time,, soulmates are portrayed as; first time you meet, you just know)
yn,, having met megumi long before you brain could have developed a coherent understanding of relationships, and lacking in the sense that when she met megumi,, she didn’t feel sparks like they said she would, obviously, she would categorize those feelings as hate. THATS WHY WHEN MEGUMI SAID “i dont think you really ever hated me either” HIT SO HARD FOR ME I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD…
BASICALLY WHAT IM GETTING AT is the fact that there is so much pressure already due to the fact that soulmates are said to be your other halves, so if you don’t like them, theres immense pressure and insecurity (hence yn’s hostility to the subject of her hating megumi because she has no comprehended idea of why she actually hates him) plus the fact that they met when they were kids and that probably affected the way she saw relationships in the first place EXPLAINS WHY SHE IS SO ADMENT ON BEING INDIFFERENT TO HIMMM
ok… another thing (sorry)..
AS MUCH as i love yn’s friend group,,, THEY LOWKEY PISS ME OFF THE SAME WAY YN PISSES ME OFF HELP..
OK SO,, obviously i’d also get pissed off if my friends get hostile bc i bring something up to want to understand them better, BUT at the same time, i would also have some sympathy 😢😢
LIKE,, their immediate response is to press harder, and try to solve the problem and if youre looking at texts like that thru yn’s eyes, it will prob lowkey feel like your feelings are being invalidated. yn is already confused, probably insecure about her love life, and now having to literally throw up her heart into her hands just for her friends to understand why they feel that way,, like she’s not gnna want to do that no matter how close they are (but maybe thats js me idk…) and then their immediate response to her not wanting to show that side of her is to get pissed off like i’d be mad and sad like yn too :(
i think those are all the points i was thinking sbt but if not im not gnna try to rmbr the rest bc this is alr super long.. BUT I HOPE U ENJOYED MY RANT AND I LOVE UR SMAU AND I LOVE U MUAH I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT DAY
I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U
i absolutely ADOREEEE when people psychoanalyze the characters (mostly only when the analysis is correct tho LMFAOAO autism.) BECAUSE I DO THE SAME THINGGG i kinda have to when i’m doing plot heavy smaus like this to make sure everything fits n there’s the least amount of plot holes possible blah blah blah insert my annoying rambling on how i write
ANYWAY i loved ur analysis u r so amazing n so right ! like i get yn is annoying but lord have mercy so is everyone else that’s the POINTTTTT NO ONE HERE IS ACTUALLY IN THE WRONG OR BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE. EVERYONE HAS THEIR REASONING FOR WHAT THEY DO OR DONT DO!!! ugh sorry okay i’m gonna shut up now i could talk about this forever i fear .
I LOVE UUUU HAVE A GREAT DAYYYY
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hyaened · 2 years
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that anon has something against tulio. idk what it is. but so do i. what i know is that they are absolutely right bcs what the fuck really goes on? im missing the j high family a lot where is JAY crystal zoe yui zack mira joy daniel. i miss yenna and kouji. and what's the update on johan is he joining big deal or what. what about jake's brother. and what's with hobin these days why is he no longer a dumbass. why is he so beautiful these days. i miss him embarrassing himself and jiksae/snapper/jihyeok's commentary on it. this is not okay. htf got very bland after seongjun died. i no longer taste any flavour. since ptj is fucking up his entire series anyways why not just bring seongjun back? i won't complain. but everyday i find myself excitedly waiting for the updates. the only verses i don't have much complaints about are manager kim and my life as a loser. praying that ptj doesn't fuck up my life as a loser s2 bcs i will riot. i am very sorry for long ask nd ranting i will not do this again. *bows and exits*
loserlife rlly the best out of there. I agree too that manager kim is fun because I like him there but he pisses me off in Lookism. The whole current htf arc/s2 annoys me too... Not a big fan of it even if I do like certain aspects of it. Killing seongjoon this "early" in the story when there was still so much to come was a mistake imo too its not the same anymore. 244 as the only enemy just feels empty, seongjoon was his fuel...
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I really do agree that people should be respected regardless of appearance. No one should have to be pretty to be considered human. But also, people with traits deemed unattractive can be beautiful. They are beautiful. They should be respected regardless, of course, but they are allowed to feel beautiful.
Every time someone who isnt a skinny able bodied young white person is confident, someone has to say that they're lying to themselves. And it literally pisses me off so much. Like im sorry your taste is so limited but stfu.
Im sorry im just rlly angry at 14 year old boys writing "cap" in the comments every time someone dares to likr themselves. This is more of a rant than anything
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xxoxobree · 14 days
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HI!!! i wanted to do the matchup w both!! (either Miles 1610/42 and w any jjk man ^^) i rlly only know like,,, the basic zodiac PFF im a cancer AND AN ENFP!! :D, i'd say im kinda silly frl, i'm usually p smiley n stuff, tryna always make people happy!! like yk that golden retirver/ black cat thing? def a golden retriever!! i yap a lot, like i do NOT shut up ever!!! hmmm i have a lot of energy most of the time n my fav color is pink!!!! i have adhd which isnt rlly a huge thing but yk,,, i lovee the city n like having a lot of people around me ^^ i like reading n cooking, bakin, biking, and doin like ceramics n stuff!! i also love love shopping :D im like a rlly big spender its silly. i love when the sun is out, def my fav weather, but also listening to the rain is really nice!! just no storms cause they actually scare me,, i like playing video games sumtimes too!! omori, sdv, valorant, n deltarune :DD i dont rlly have a type?? so!! but yeah i've been described as sunshiney n stuff!! im also p girly, ress vv fem and wear pink a LOT,,,, ALSO i luv like chismeando,,, what is that in english directly like,,, talking shit?/? gossiping. BUT I TRY TO BE NICE ! PROMISE!!! hmhmhm what else what else,,, SORRY IF IM LEAVIN ANYTHING OUT,,,,, OR IF ITS TOO LONG,, uhhh i love sanrio!! and cars!!! f1 my fav frl,, uhhh my dislikes r like,,, rlly mean people,, people who r mean to waiters!! pisses me off,, my music taste is all over the place too lolsies just no country,,,, yep!! uhmmm i talk rlly fast too,,,
Heyy lovely
So my match for you is definitely
Miles 1610 and Yuji 🫶🏼
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Miles -
You two would be the couple that makes each other laugh till they cry.
He’d tell you constantly how much he loves that you’re smiling all the time, it’s one of his favorite things about you
Doesn’t mind that to talk a lot, think it’s cute and interesting that you always have something to talk about.
Is just like you when it comes to energy levels although his may be a little much for you.
From New York so will take you to all the best places in New York
Definitely paints ceramics with you.
Not really a gossip will tell you to be nice when you say something mean
Yuuji-
Carries ALL your shopping bags for you, just happy to be there , will give you his input on outfits , shoes ect but thinks you look great in everything
He’s a yapper too so maybe you two will kinda fight over who gets to talk first but he’s also a great listener.
Literally has pink hair, PERFECT!
Liked rain sounds too but he falls asleep to it, should be no problem because he’s cute when he sleeps
WILL listen to you rant about anyone and takes your side
Loves Sanrio too kitty is his favorite
Ask you to ride bikes with him through the city and snaps Polaroids of you
Hope you like 🫶🏽
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pinktrashopossum · 2 months
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SaD GrawolfQuinn Controversy
yikes (tw for rpe-SA-proship)
you don't have to read it as its not rlly important, just an upset rant
I'm not gonna get into everything that was done and said since i really don't want to relive the drawings i saw.
i feel like gotta say something purely just cuz SaD has been my entire life and reason to live since 2018 (kind of dramatic but idc)
i cant wrap my head around it, not saying it isn't real cuz ( not to sound pretentious ) but i think I'm so obsessed with SaD i can tell grawolfquinns style from a mile away and it was a fucking dead ringer of her style. I'm not normally uncomfortable by gross subjects like these but this genuinely had me unable to read or see the all of it, it was upsetting to look at and read in a lot ways
it was incredibly confusing for me seeing how she had written Springtrap and deliahs relationship in the comic, but now since i know what i know i can see a lot of odd moments that seemed a bit weird in detail, so i think there where some signs she was into something a lot worse. so yeah she's icky,
cons to being in the fandom rn: creator is into proshipping (right word??) rpe and well whatever else that shit is, and if im reading right (im autistic so prob not) the entire comic is in this same creepy intention-???
But she's already gone off the internet for about 4 years now. the original comic shows no gross situations (90%) and we already kind of thought she was in on the whole springtrap X deliah thing due to some old comments on her deviant art, there's nothing we can do and it doesn't really matter. I'm not saying she's in the right bc again deliah is FOURTEEN. and springtrap is around FORTY FUCKING SEVIN. but no one should start shiting bricks like i did at first, you're not in the wrong for liking a bad persons good creations
even though i already had some beliefs that Quinn wasn't that great of a person, now seeing the art and those as i can say is unholy to any god and definitely God, the RP's has just proved everything i was hoping was nothing but just small word fuck ups on her part, now seeing they're not
there was one part near the end that pissed me off so much i genuinely have never been so upset before, she had used Nick in this. not a big deal right? but the audacity she had to use him in something so vile and disgusting. (not as disgusting as making it in the first place) of course Nick was still the voice of reason from as much as i could read he seemed NORMAL. and yknow, against a creepy adult robot child killer FUCKING HIS FOURTEEN YEAR OLD DAUGHTER???? LIKE A NORMAL PERSON????. the first 12 minutes after viewing this felt like the day after a zombie apocalypse, not to brag but i should get one of those purple hearts from how much this fandom has made me want to rip my eyes, ears, tongue and hair out while violently spasming on the floor.
sorry this was ALOT more then i thought id write. I've never been the "interactive with social media" type, the most ill do is like or save something. but have a better day then me,
bye byee
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okay so fuck Tiktok. Tumblr is back to being my safe space. Straight tiktok found my account and I got harrassed endlessly with endless homophobic and transphobic comments. I might have to delete my account which sucks bc I’ve spent ages on it and even reached 10.9k followers. I had to to unattatch my insta cuz they tried sending hate there too.
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semercury · 5 years
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Me: I switched to a new medication and I'm feeling kinda funky.
My mom's sister's ex-husband's third wife (soon to be third ex-wife): What do you take medication for?
Me: Obsessive compulsive disorder, depression, anxiety, thyroid, I'm on an injection birth control because my periods we're messed up, asthma, allergies, do you want me to go on?
#stuff sarah says#idk if its bc im Moody bc my brain chemicals are very hhh rn but this rlly pissed me off#didnt realize i needed a doctor's note to feel funky from medicine. person who isnt even related to me#sigh. i know im bitter towards them bc of my mom#bc she never liked jim much especially after the divorce#and especially especially when my aunt died. she needed someone to be angry at and since he had hurt her so much...#but he was also the person who rescued me when i wad stranded up north with car troubles so...#but linda is ... oh linda...#also she was letting her granddaughter boss her around and that was pissing me off#even less relation to me#this child is the kid of her son who she had before she and jim were together and his ... wife? baby mamma?#she and jim basically raise the grandkids surprise surprise#but i was like ''excuse me? do you talk to her like that''#and this brat was like ''well shes my nana so...''#and i was just like ''well shes my aunt so. and i dont think you should be talking to anyone like that''#and then she stormed off#just like... sorry i work with kids now. i dont put up with their bs anymore#i start counting down from five and i follow through on the consequences#sorry for the rant im just... I have v mixed feelings about this part of my family im not even related to#hopefully i can go to the piano bar with my cousins tonight though#itll be the last time all three of us will get a chance probably..#and imma be dd bc of the meds and stuff and i dont mind. i like the music
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unclejuho · 6 years
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osjdhsh ive literally never wanted to block someone more
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gracifleur · 2 years
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hi i'm here to enable you my good friend farllee. here is a free ticket to rant about anything you'd like pla or otherwise
i had to think about this for a hot minute but like okay this still ticks me off to this day.
so when pla launched there was this post that i still see being circulated around that makes me want to commit violence. its a post that is passive aggressive as all hell im sure we may have all seen it its the one where its like 'tips for pla i wish i had known when i started the game'. why does that make me mad ? bc everything on the list the game TELLS YOU. i made a post on my personal that i will copy paste that summarized what i mean;
people will complain about the amount of dialogue in a story driven game while in the same breath be pissed off they don’t know how to play said game bc they were too busy not reading through the tutorial bc it was information given to them via dialogue
i dont understand where this current state of 'too much dialogue i dont want to read bad game' came from but i want to make everyone who makes this complaint go back to grades 1-4 until they relearn the fundamentals of reading & why its important. pla is no masterpiece & while it does have a lot of dialogue, its also a story driven game like every other fucking pokmeon or j/rpg out there. even fromsoftware games have dialogue, have text you read. like there is a difference in holding your hand via a handicap & a general tutorial that teaches you the game via text & unskippable means. it should only be annoying when we have already beaten the game, but i'm sorry i'm not all knowing & need a bit of a damn guide & don't act like yall are free from this either.
pla isn't a game that teaches you thru its gameplay, its not a trial thru error sort of deal like fromsoftware games or hell old nes titles. it also doesn't constantly barrage you with HEY DID YOU KNO IF U PRESS A U CAN DODGE prompts thruout the game.
it's a kids game. its gonna teach you how to play the damn thing, even if it wasn't a kids game is it so wrong to have a semi tutorial. moreso, why are you bitching about not knowing how to play the game bc u wanted to just skip through the story of a story based game & not listen to when it told you how to use the controller.
like whatever u spent the $60 play it as you like but i think its rlly aggravating to see a very condescending txt post with 3847298notes that said everything you can find under settings > survey tips at all times when u decided you were too good to listen to prof laveton tell u how to throw a ball
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k0kichiimagines · 3 years
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thank u for the clingy hajime hcs!! it was rlly cute and i am v happy ;; <3 could i req a hurt comfort hajime scenario next? like hajime misunderstands something/is in a bad mood so him and s/o argue a bit but later make up w lots of cuddles :D also could i be 🍊anon if thats not taken !!
aa im so glad u liked them!!! and of course you can, lovely to meet you 🍊nonnie! i hope u enjoy :>
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Hajime Hinata arguing / making up with S/O
CW: couples arguing
The second you clicked the door shut behind you, you could hear the distant sound of pacing, low mumbles that grew louder the closer you got to your boyfriend. He glanced up when you entered, giving you that nod you give an acquaintance you meet on the street. You held back a sigh, you knew Hajime wasn't the best in terms of patience; but when he didn't come to rant to you about it you knew you were in for a few hours of grumpy silence. You didn't have the best mood, having just returned from a tense situation, but you greeted him with a smile.
"Yeah, hi." Lovely conversation skills.
"Rough day?"
"Mhm."
"Want to talk about it?"
"No."
And that was the end of that conversation, if you two hadn't been obviously close it would have felt uncomfortable. You shrugged, and left the room, if he wanted to talk he could come to you later, you wouldn't push it.
However, as the clocked ticked on, he began to get under your skin, quick to drop sarcastic retorts and nit pick, grumbling when you quipped sharp replies back. Neither of you necessarily meant to start an argument - but the small bickers seemed to pile up until one of you had enough; turning the situation into a usual couple fight. Not so much yelling and the rest of it, but a tense disagreement, for want of better words.
The result was Hajime leaving the room with a huff, and you just sat down on the sofa, groaning with your head in your hands. You were tired, the argument was stupid, and you just wanted to go back to normal. It wasn't your fault he was pissed off over something that had happened earlier.
You gave it more time; intending to let you both cool down before approaching him. However you soon glanced up to find him entering the room, sitting next to you with a guilty expression. "Sorry."
"I'm sorry too."
"No, I can't hold my temper, it's my fault." You light-heartedly agreed with his statement about his temper, earning a sheepish smile. You reached out, cupping his cheek with your hand.
"Ah, it's fine. Let's forget it."
He nodded, leaning into your touch, before gifting you a gentle kiss. You didn't notice his fingers reaching for your sides until it was too late, squealing as they suddenly danced against your side, and you fell back on the sofa. He seemed to hover over you, continuing his attack until he heard your calls for him to stop between laughter, resorting to falling on top of you, burying his face in the cook of your neck.
"You're heavy."
"Shut up." You giggled at his reply, happy enough to wrap your arms around him in a way that still allowed your fingers to play with his hair. A comfortable silence fell over you, nothing like the tension from earlier. "I love you." He muttered, pulling you close as he rolled over, having you both on your sides and facing each other.
"I love you."
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arabella111 · 2 years
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hi arabella im sorry for this whole rant but im so pissed of at everything and i feel like ur the only one i can talk to.
i am on verge of crying every time that i look myself in the mirror or opening my camera.. literally i cant anymore with my looks everytime i see a pretty girl i want to cry and im sooo jealous and ik thats shitty of me and i dont want to be like that but its like i have become one of those girls that constantly look for validation for their looks.. the fact that other ppl have also experienced this ( the other anons ) made me feel a bit better abt me bc im literally the same.
when i was young but when i say young ppl would tell me how pretty i am, what a nice body i have, ppl would tell my mok to get me to model, strangers would say how pretty i am then suddenly all this stopped and i dont know what to do.. the fact that as u said to another anon that my assumptions changed thats why makes me feel better bc its not that i am actually ugly but sometimes when im wondering and i think that i wasnt all that when i was little and i might have gotten the compliments bc i was little which is worse bc that means i always have been ugly and i dont like that bc i want to have my own thing and beauty since i was born not go through a whole ass manifesting journey for get a few compliments yk? like rn i feel so average and nothing compared to some other pretty girls like i dont get ANY male attention like nothing and im not ever kver exadeginf and when i say something good abt myself or yk like do jokes atleast im hot and stuff my 'friends' are like 😬.. and if i like a guy im considered iut of his league.. and if i rlly am pretty which im def nkt all that like close to megan fox and all these beautiful women im just there and i get sooo disgusted looking at my pictures and im the mirror..
and what annoys me THE MOST is that i wasnt born already all that and thats what i want not just manifest it and i dont want to revise either and another problem is like i have a few good traits like small nose,clear skin but im still..that.. and ik i have to work on sc and shit but yeah..
and i dont feel guilty abt manifesting other things like intelligence which i always was considered by others dumb but i always thought that beauty was the only thing rhat i had and it proving me wrong is a bid deal to me.. and i dont want tk be called pretty just to feel better yk?.
and the same thing also goes for my body like i had rhis hourglass figure and now i have ir 'sometimes' and i have literally the flatest ass loll and yeah thats it ig im sorry for all this lol :/
it's ok baby, see all you need to do is change your assumptions about yourself that's it. it's okay if you don't believe those assumptions. just persist in them and know they are already yours. you might think it's hard, but trust me, it isn't. you don't have to work your ass off anyways. just call yourself pretty everyday. think of yourself as a goddess. you know your thoughts create your reality right? main reason why you have been living a shitty life is because you assumed so. so why not change your assumptions? what you want is already yours. acknowledge your power. you can change your life in seconds if you want to. all you need is belief in your power.
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