#sorry but im trans and i wanna be a werewolf

[villianoftheweek]

My name is Cade but i also go by Bryan! Im fine with both names.

This is me! (click for better quality tumblr made this look awful)

I am a furry and my fursona is a metalhead dumpster cat named buzz, i hate his guts (affectionate) theres no drawing of him available right now because im redesigning him :(

I have an aesthetic side-blog! Its @bloodygreenstatic please read the pinned post before following that blog.

Im a trans guy and i use he/him and xe/xem pronouns

I AM A MINOR!!! PLEASE do not interact if you are a NSFW blog!!!!!!

Interests:

Horror movies:

Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Re-animator, It, Evil Dead, Re-animator, Friday The 13th, house of wax, Chucky, A Nightmare On Elm Street, psycho, House Of 1000 Corpses, Black Christmas, Slumber Party Massacre 2, Saw, the exorcist, and An American Werewolf In London

Other stuff:

Tf2, Legend of zelda (mainly ocarina of time and majoras mask), Batman, Invader Zim, Beetlejuice, Gorillaz, Postal, Five Nights At Freddy's, gravity falls (that was my first fandom!), the magnus archives, Sally Face, FAITH the unholy trinity, bigtop burger, Little Shop Of Horrors, dont starve, umbrella academy (mostly the comics i haven't watched the show since season 3 came out), Jekyll and Hyde, Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Repo! The genetic opera, and metalocalypse

☮ 👁 👽 (last two were made by me in blinkies cafe)

Dni if you are:

A NSFW blog (im sorry if i block you but please understand explicit nsfw stuff makes me really uncomfortable)

Supportive of israel (zionists can go die. You are not welcome here.)

Not passing the vibe check (way too old to be following me or just not giving good vibes for whatever reason)

Anti-furry (obviously)

Transphobic or homophobic

Supportive of cringe culture (being a bully to people just having fun is the real cringe)

Ableist or fatphobic

A pedo or zoo (even if you call yourselves "MAPS" or "zoosexuals" you're still fucking freaks. Get off this app and go fuck yourselves)

A proshipper (you wanna write about problematic subjects then fine. i dont like it but whatever. But if you glorify that shit or if you're into that shit then im blocking you.)

Anti xenogender

Sexist/misogynistic

Someone who disrespects or mocks peoples triggers

Someone who accuses people of faking disabilities

Anti-kin or Anti-therian (i dont identify as a therian or otherkin but im definitely an ally.)

Anti self-ship

A terf/rad fem (im trans and i hate y'all, disrespectfully fuck of)

just don't be a turd bucket. Assholery will most definitely get you blocked

#Intro post #Fursona #Dni list #self portrait #blinkies

[nickwithashotgun]

n7 day is fast approaching and im in no way going to be able to produce something for either Broken Shells or Turian Werewolf (im sorry ive been neglecting it ill get back to werewolf garrus at some point)

but also i thought about a rarepair for like 3 seconds and now i wanna write it

FemShep and Grunt, with the twist of the headcanon that will never leave my head of Grunt is trans.

i just thought about that one mating request Shep gets after Grunt's loyalty mission and the idea that Grunt put it in secretly and then admits it to Shepard afterwards is getting me

brb gonna write

#mass effect #fanfiction #writing #femshep #mass effect krogan #grunt #rarepair

[androidemotions]

there's a roaring beast trapped in my chest

of wind and flame and freeze it does not eat; it needs no rest

it clamps the air in my lungs fuels the burn in my blood

it twists up my tongue building pressure for the flood

and when I burst when it's free

I'll do my worst til it swallows me

I scratch the walls as my flesh roils

Earth shatters, the city falls I'm mostly water and water boils

and when I'm me, when I'm this thing I'll know the way to sink my teeth in

freed and bleeding, my voice will sing being something I've always been

#i guess this is a poetry blog now yall #poetry #prose #poets on tumblr #transgender writing #sorry but im trans and i wanna be a werewolf #note to myself #my stuff #ask to tag

[woundjob]

Hey I went and hunted down death of Narcisa black after you mentioned it and wondered if you have anymore just like interesting take/character study/worldbuilding/character background filling recs not necessarily wolfstar,

I was trying to think of some good stuff to rec you (that I don’t know you’ve already read) and so far I’ve just come up with Sweet Home by copperbadge, it’s a nice take on Remus’ lost years which you may have come across before as it’s an oldy,

It’s got a few teeny strange takes here and there but those are far outweighed by an all round great story

I will come back with more recs (book reports) soon hopefully 🐥🔪

hi!! this is a very old ask i’m sorry i’ve only just now answered it!! i don’t wanna answer fic rec asks until i’ve actually read the fic bc sometimes i get recommended some seriously whack shit and i don’t want to put that on my followers

anyway i finally opened this one and i’m probably not going to finish it bc lost years fics make me super depressed (in a good way— i do enjoy them i just don’t have the energy to be depressed about them lol) but i had a little chuckle at the boston descriptors. hee hee hoo hoo im from there etc and i like how fast moving the first chapter is, it feels like time flying by which is interesting bc i think it could go either way. does time fly by without sirius or do the days without him drag on

anyway i’m very glad you like the death of narcissa black! it’s my favorite fanwork for any fandom ever i think and inspires a lot of my own work :))

EDIT: oops i didn’t even answer your question my bad!!!

fics that fill in the cracks/fics that are about the narrative

- lethifold verse lost years, and loving a bad man

- sparks and colors necromancy (and the magic and law surrounding that) and soulmate tattoos (not the stupid kind, the “let’s get magic tattoos instead of rings” kind)

- no dead lesbians flonks, and how fleur could have helped them win the war

- lunar synthesis werewolf draco redemption, plus exploration of werewolf politics etc

- but in time all flowers turn to face the sun trans harry character study

i definitely have more in my ao3 bookmarks but these are the ones that came to mind!

#thank u again for this ask!! i’m sorry it took so long to respond! #fic recs

[angel-archivist]

san bernadino, werewolf gimmick, amy aka spent gladiator 1 (that one makes me cry its on my comfort playlist), cry for judas, linda blair was born innocent, the recognition scene, birth of serpents isnt my favorite but its claimed by the trans, prowl great cain (i might make an animatic of that just cause i have a realy fleshed out idea but no ones gonna watch it because i dont think i could make it fandom), in corolla, CUBS IN FIVE, those are my favorite tmg songs i said a lot im sorry again

1. gonna check out!!! 2. gonna check out!!! 3. LOVE TAHT SONNG 3. MWAH also amazing song!!1 5. Oooo gonna check it out 6. IS IT REALLY???? NEED to check that one out 7. Have NOT heard it gonna chekc it out (IF U MAKE AN ANIMATIC SEND ME IIIIT) 8. LOVE THAT SONG i forgot i downloaded it and found it again recently!! 9. havent heard it but i will check it out >:))) 

Totally cool!!!!! adding these to my list of songs i gotta check out!!! seriously if u make an animatic tho lmk i wanna w a tc h 

#me @ ppls animatics like: gimme #me @ ppls art and chaeacters and ocs: gimme #retro.answer

[momolady]

Monster Match #10

"I'd like a monster match! I'm a 20 year old 5'8" DFAB genderfluid person. Currently I have a rather overgrown Mohawk that's fading from my natural dark brown to bright auburn to pink-blonde. I have hazel eyes and I'm very chubby. I'm rather shy, sarcastic, and an animal lover." @moonlet

Rosie the werewolf is your match. She’s fun loving and excitable. She’ll take you on long walks through the woods and will run through rivers with you. She’s not much for cooking but she will try and make you a picnic basket to take on your long walks.

"Heyo, @themintykid here! Thought I'd get in on this match action and help out, too. I'm gay, about 6' (and unhappy about it, I wanna be smol) dirty blond. I love books, collect journals I never use, draw, paint, sew, and love snuggles. I'm a huge fan of muscles and furry dudes."

Your match is my Mummy. Sorry he’s not fluffy, but he’s super tall and big so he’ll give you the smol feels you desire. He’ll treat you delicately but still tries to touch you often. He enjoys art museums but doesn’t like history ones (he hates seeing other mummies and his cultures art stolen and on display. He’ll take you craft shopping but enjoys taking you to bookstores and letting you go. He’ll tease you in empty aisles hoping to get a reaction from you.

"Would you be kind enough to match me?? I'm an 18 year old trans boy who's name is Roman! I have cherubic features and stand at 5'8". Im fatter with blue eyes and brown hair. I really like video games, drawing, music, but mostly just laying around. Im also optimistically naive." @sunflowrsworld 

Barqan the Djinn is your match. He’s sweet and gentle and enjoys cooking you his favorite dishes. He’ll make sure you take breaks during video game sessions and he’s strangely good at them too. He lets you win when you compete and you know it. When he wants attention he will let you know too.

"Hiya! I am wisteria-ghost on Tumblr and I'm about 5'4" (technically 5'3" and 5/8ths of an inch) with a petite body, light tan skin, short black hair, and glasses. I love listening to music and writing stories, along with trying new things! I'm weak to teasing and I'm pansexual." @wisteria-ghost

Your match is Solan the Orc. He enjoys pampering you and seeing to your needs. He’ll take you shopping to your heart’s content and then to a nice restaurant for dinner. He’ll sit close to you and tease you under the table since he knows you’re weak to it.

If you want a Monster match too, donate to my kofi! Leave a description and your tumblr and you’ll get a match made in heaven!

#monster match

[tumblunni]

Man its so weird to think back and see how many signs there were that I was transgender long before I realized it. I was SO fucking oblivious, I had no clue that being nonbinary was even an option, all I knew was 'well I don't wanna be the opposite gender but I don't wanna be the one I was assigned at birth'. (Except obviously I didn't even know the correct words to describe it) And like... I bought into A LOT of horrible transphobic bullshit, cos I was raised with a biased view of what being transgender even is. 'Trans-sexual people are turned on by wearing women's clothes'. Ugh. And I was completely disgusted by it, since I'm a sex repulsed asexual and everything about foreplay or whatever disgusts me. My parents and pop culture and stuff all treated it like trans people were the equivelant of someone into BDSM wearing nipple clamps out in public or something. 'Well in theory I have nothing against them having that kink, but why do they have to show it in public?' Being trans was ALWAYS only shown as 'oo kinky I like to crossdress in the bedroom', as if it was a fucking sexuality, as if there was NO OTHER REASON why someone would wanna wear the 'wrong' clothes and use the 'wrong' pronouns. I felt viscerally disgusted at myself whenever I didn't want to wear my birth gender's cliche outfits, I denied absolutely everything cos I didn't want people to think I was a pervert. I didn't even know it was POSSIBLE to be transgender and asexual, or even that being transgender wasn't the same as being gay! I said SO MUCH fucking horrible transphobic and homophobic stuff as a kid, just parroting what I was told, and overcompensating for hating myself by making it clear I hated everyone remotely similar to me. While being in huge denial that they were similar to me! And I'm gonna carry these regrets forever and always worry that I stopped someone else from feeling comfortable about theirself and just... GAHH! And I did all the same too about parroting stereotypes of 'crazy people' and 'r*tards' before I learned that this big ol stereotype about autism was bullshit and real autistic people look EXACTLY LIKE MYSELF It just makes me think a lot about how many other people out there might be trans and not have the ability to find out because they've been buried so utterly in this false, bigoted image of what a trans person actually is. Tho also I hate the dumb stereotype that 'all homophobes are secretly gay', like seriously wtf why u wanna escape all responsibility for your actions and say the only problem is gay people systemically oppressing THEMSELVES... ANYWAY I went off on a sad train of thought there but back to the point! I'm just remembering this one part of a school trip that was like one of my most treasured memories for no logical reason until I realised I was trans. I met a new classmate and he mistook me for the opposite gender, and I was like 'HOLY SHIT WHY AM I HAPPY' until someone else 'corrected' him. I mean.. I knew I wasn't that gender either, but it felt like a weight off my shoulders to at least be misgendered the opposite way for once. I felt inexplicably happy that I was looking ambiguous enough to even be in question! And this was when I was like 11, I had no clue what word to even assign to these feelings... And I mean, it was SO DUMB that I never noticed these signs! This is what internalized transphobia does to you! Like 'hey there's probably no reason at all why I always play as a different gender ever time I buy a pokemon game, and get this self hatey feeling in my gut when both options have very stereotypically gendered costumes'. And 'wow there sure is no reason why I got inexplicably attached to this genderless character and can't stop thinking about ways to prove they aren't real'. Seriously all that debate about 'quina is really a girl/boy' with weird evidence in stat builds and equip items and stuff! I got REALLY into that transphobic bullshit cos it was something that shook up my perception of the world and I felt like if not being either gender was ACTUALLY AN OPTION then id have to address painful things about myself. If I knew I could be that, I couldn't keep lying to myself. So I went in aggressive denial mode and missed this chance to come out of the closet at like 9 years old and save myself a damn lot of trouble! And then I just went through the same bullshit at 14 with Chrona from Soul Eater, and could not explain why on earth I was so upset that the English dub assigned them a random gender instead of translating it properly... And OH MAN how fucking dysphoric I was about puberty even before I knew that dysphoria was a thing! It was like 'hey look you're growing up!' 'NO IM NOT DEAR GOD NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN'. And that led to this stupid thing of me just saying 'well I have the mental age of a seven year old LOL' to excuse whenever I acted 'weird'. My forum avatar and stuff was a doodle of myself in chibi form, etc. (Even literally wearing chest binding... I only knee at the time that it was 'a martial arts thing' tho.) Like, I'd got all these messages that not wanting sex was 'childish' and not wanting my body to change was obviously 'immature', and when I was undiagnosed with mental illness and trying yo make up excuses for how I TOTALKY didn't have a mental illness, all I could say was 'ha ha I'm totally uhh... Doing it on purpose? Cos I'm so... Quirky?' I got obsessed with overacting as a class clown, cos I mean you can also excuse cross dressing as a thing that 'the comic relief character' does... And OH MAN, like my big Special Interest throughout all of high school was Norse myth, more specifically Loki. I was FASCINATED with the idea of a shape shifter who could be either gender, and was completely unashamed about it. And, of course, I used to play it off as 'ha ha isn't it so funny he turned into a girl', when I seriously did not have any clue WHY it was funny, I just thought I had to say it. It HAD to be the reason I was so sympathetic yo this character, right? Because he's A FUNNY JOKE?? And man then I got so obsessed with researching non gendered English pronouns from the 18th century and championing how they should totally come back into modern language and EVEN THEN I was in denial! It took until I played Magical Diary to realise 'well fuck I'm trans'. It took a game outright saying that these genderless pronouns arent just 'to be inclusive of both genders' but can be used for A THIRD GENDER, A GENDERLESS GENDER, A BOTH AND/OR NEITHER GENDER!! A game saying that this gender does exist in human beings, and EVEN THEN I took ages to be sure that it was really real and not just a fantasy thing that the game made up. I mean, quina was totally only genderless cos they're a magical creature, right? (Completely ignoring the fact that the other two members of that magical creature town are both male...) And just.... AAAAAAA I feel like I'm the human personification of that 'no Patrick, put it on the lid' meme No, you're trans. No, TRANS. Trans, bunni! TRANS!! This is what societal prejudices do to people. Even LGBTQ people usually grow up within homophobic, transphobic society, absorbing all the same messages. It destroys our ability to be okay with being ourselves... Its so fucking sad that this happened to me, and it hurts even more to think of all the times I said insensitive offensive stuff to other LGBTQ people back when I thought I was cis and straight... Gahhhh... ALSO, it makes me extra sad that Summon Night: Swordcraft Story 2 never got released in Europe. There's a character there called Arno who's NB and very out about it, and the English translators didn't make a mess of it, or anything. People actually call Arno 'they', and literally their catchphrase is 'Are you a boy or a girl?' 'I'm just a child of the wind~' Like seriously NO ambiguity, character actually getting to dish out sick burns when being misgendered, absolutely NO room for the ol 'well they just don't MENTION a gender, it doesn't mean they were intended to be nonbinary' excuse. Arno outright stating 'I am not a boy, and I an not a girl'. And your protagonist respecting it! Arno is still my absolute fave best handled nonbinary character in all of games. And the summon night series is very inclusive with a lot of gay romance options! Its a shame tho that the only other game with a nonbinary character was never dubbed even in america. But apparently the protags of previous games get a cameo in the upcoming Summon Night 6 which finally will be released in Europe! I just hope they handle Corlal's pronouns respectfully, considering how they managed to do it so well a decade ago with Arno. But then again the Swordcraft Story series is a spinoff so the main games might have different translators? Anyway, let me hug my tiny enby dragon child! Also I'm sad the cellphone app trading card game never got dubbed either, cos Corlal got some cute cards for the valentine's day event. All three dragon kids just got adorable scenes making platonic family chocolate for their siblings cos they're too young to really participate. And they thankfully got super cute totally non-lolicon maid and butler outfits like SERIOUSLY THANK GOD FOR THAT! Just cute ten year olds playing dressup like normal kids. Corlal got two cards for that one! Them being nonbinary continues to be 100% canon, they got a version with both a dress and a tuxedo. AND ITS SO FUCKING CUTE MY GOD ...man I'm sorry this just went off topic into how great that series is But anyway! If I've ever said anything that offends you, please message me about it! I'm still unlearning a lot of internalized prejudice. Also if you want a quality nonbinary werewolf in a cool side scrolling GBA jrpg, look for Arno! Im on mobile rite now so I can't send links n stuff, but as soon as I finish moving my PC desk to the other room I shall spam you all with my obscure fandom's!!!

#i wanna draw quina and arno meeting each other #tho the protag in corlal's game is a chef so it could be hilarious if theyre like 'mom what happened to your face' #and then protag and quina have a giant death spoons duel