#sorry besties just complaining

[m1ckeyb3rry]

wattpad is so crazy because users will leave comments expressing nothing but pure disdain and anger for whatever reason (y/n’s characterization, the decision to include original characters, temporary ships and subplots, etc)…like at a certain point i start to wonder if they realize that no one is forcing them to read anything 😭

#this is mostly about endure actually #that story got way too popular considering how inexperienced i was when i wrote it #it haunts me #but also it was never meant to be read by anyone but my best friend so a lot of things are just random or silly in it for no reason #‘they had makeup remover back then??’ #idk but mikasa s1-2 was swinging around in that nyx butter gloss shade 05 crème brulee so shit they sure must’ve!! #also sorry y/n at the ripe age of nine wasn’t down to commit murder w the besties 💔 #and that she had a crush on reiner…CRIME PUNISHABLE BY DEATH. #(literally) #there’s several wonderful people on wattpad and i’ve met some of my fav mutuals on there #but the user base overall is the reason i stopped posting on it #anyways sorry for the rant but long story short #i am by no means a perfect author but like. i’m going to write what i write and you can either choose to read it or click away #but there is no need for you put either of us through the strain that comes from leaving comments complaining abt what i choose to write :) #m’s thoughts

[floralcrematorium]

y'all.... this valentine's day piece file is disgustingly large. 1.4 million KB.... and I'm not even done yet

#this is what i get for working on absolutely massive canvases #the canvas is literally 8 by 20 inches #i will be back from the dead soon i PROMISE #i just need to finish this valentine's day piece first... #also gotta survive valentine's day at work on god #i am so tired #besties no amount of sleep is enough anymore i am so so physically exhausted when will it end i need to find another job somehow #I MISS YOU GUYS I'M JUST SO TIRED #soph's public diary #i'm sorry my blog has just been me complaining lately #also hoping to get a fic out very soon... canukr fic might finally see the light

[edgelordtozier]

so annoying when someone makes a stobin post and half the comments are “platonic right?” Yeah. Fucking obviously

#LMAOOOOO #sorry I’ve been such a hater lately it’s all I have brain power for #like sorry but can u not use critical thinking lmao most people in the stobin tag aren’t actually pieces of shit who are shipping them #but! do what you want i just love to complain sorry #this is especially annoying on tik tok edits though like. Yeah platonic dude the caption is literally Besties! what more do u need #stobin

[neonsbian]

saw a comment that was like 'i like ep 3 of dangerous romance bc it didn't have any of that unnecessary bullying' and like i understand that this isn't an easy show for a lot of ppl to watch but like come on, the bullying is very much there for the plot 😭

#like bestie it was there in the trailer #and it clearly branded itself as a drama w a lot of heavy themes #like if u dont like that then why are u here 😭 #sorry i feel like half of my dr posts are me complaining abt ppl not understanding that this is heavy story w difficult themes #but it just annoys me so much :( #dangerous romance #vinnie talks

[seraphlin]

World hot and harsh, friends lovely and soft

#I say hot bc the heat is gonna melt me some day /lh #aanyway hey besties I am BACK again here #I'm so sorry for constantly complaining. u can always just mute my vent tags #I promise I'm not gonna be offended by it. your health matters more #I'm just. struggling #I feel bad. I feel really bad #I'm back here in this terrible state I used to be in and those irl around me are upset #rightfully so- I'm sure they're upset for a good reason. but my silly silly brain does not take that frustration well bc it makes me feel #small. and weak. and just. not good #I want encouragement I want to feel loved I want to feel safe to speak without being ridiculed and saying it's all my fault #I KNOW IT IS. I know damn well it's my fault. I know I need to help myself but your words are not helping #I can't do this alone. why do you only love me when it's convenient for you. why do you only care when you only feel it #why can't you see how distraught I am with my fucking self #do I need to cry? do I need to cry so badly in front of you to show it? #this isn't directed to anyone here btw. I hope thag much is obvious #makes me remember how I was already in my bed and my parents were asleep already #I was feeling horrible. terrible. intrusive thoughts taking over. a friend sent me a long letter to get me out of thag mindset and I cried #I cried so fucking much but also tried to keep quiet #but I cried. I cried and cried and just broke #I'm just. I'm so tired. I'm falling back into the brink of that terrible mindset thag I should be gone but I'm trying to Hold Myself Togethe #for the sake of my friends for the sake of myself. but mostly my friends #the clouds cry too (vent)

[birdmenmanga]

every time I check the tags for the heart of tomas I'm like. ah. this place is filled with people who have no idea what this series is about

#just thinking thoughts... #seeing some 'thomas was a total manipulative bitch' takes in there and I'm like. #he didn't kill himself because he wanted juli to love him back. #he killed himself because he wanted juli to love himself. #and he realized that as juli was he couldn't accept any sort of love for himself because juli perceived himself as a sinner #and THAT'S why thomas killed himself. he was universally loved by everyone; #so he commited a huge sin BY killing himself and it's a query to juli. do you love me any less because of my sins? #and if you can still find it in yourself to love me despite the fact I killed myself. #can you find it in yourself to love yourself too despite your own sins? #sorry. thot is like. the biggest piece of misread media that I passionately love #sorry there was another take that was like oskar and erich will LITERALLY have the best dynamic and then not end up together?? for what?? #and well bestie I hate to break it to you. even though thot is oftentimes called a forerunner of bl. #it is actually not about boys getting together with other boys. it is about juli's religious journey #I get that if you're reading thot after reading a lot of modern bl it will seem weak and half-baked #because you're evaluating it from a 'the characters must eventually become a couple right?' standpoint #but it's not about that. free yourself from your shackles. come with me. #we can find it in ourselves to see worthy stories not just about loving other people but loving ourselves as well #I feel okay saying this bc like. ONE thot blog follows me #usually I'd complain in the dms to my friends though LOL

[flops]

i love complaining so much its in my blood ! i cant believe some ppl see complaining = being negative LoL

#Im sorry me and my besties would literally meet up in uni and spend 3 hours just complaining non stop it was so freeing #and then we could spend the rest of the day feeling lighter and we would just laugh abt stupid things and AGH i miss that

[monstrsball]

"u say rarepairs are unrealistic but-" back up. who is saying that

#it doesn't even matter either way bc who cares about realism in fanfiction #BUT #its so silly to say rarepairs are unrealistic when all of the popular pairings are characters being perfectly paired off with someone else #from their team #because that's realistic right. #<- idk maybe it is i didn't play sports #but like surely interteam dating is just as if not more common... #IM NOT SAYING RAREPAIRS MAKE SENSE #a lot don't (and that's beautiful to me) but like. i also wouldn't say they're unrealistic lol #'its unrealistic to think these two characters who have an interest in common and run in similar circles would ever meet and start dating' #like. be for real. #sorry this is kinda bitchy. sometimes i have to complain about things its good for my health #this wasn't even the point of that person's tweet im so sorry bestie

[sillypilled-friendcel]

"what do you know about drinking" "what do you know about smoking" "what do you know about weed" "what do you know about drugs" you do not know me or my life!!!!!!

#hes always like “what do you know” and then theres a chance hell call me the r slur #and like. i was a smoker for 4 years. i was an alcoholic for 6. #i did speed in muddle school #i smoked pot and had edibles. i had edibles woth my fucking parents. #amd then he complains that i have a vape (bought with my own money!!) and that my parents give me alcohol now (they gave my sisters alcohol #at 13!!) #like he smoked and drank around my suster with cigarettes and drinks my parents bought her #but the moment ma buys me a vaoe with ny own money or i have any experience drinking its awful #i guess its because shes sooo mature and hard working and ik just a disrespectful kid #even tho im a fucking adult now and he never had any right to treat me half the way he did/does #“i treat her like i treat my 10 year old brother” srsly. srsly?? am i 10 now? am i your 10 yr old baby brother now? no. im 18 fucking years #old and i had a totally different life experience than your brother when i was 10 too. we are not related. that is NOT what they meant when #they said to treat me like your younger sister. fuck you. fuck off. #also. im SORRY to your brother if this is how you treat him. but it fucking isnt. your kind to him. you play with him. u fckng LOVE him #while ur an absolute abusive POS towards me #u literally talk shit about me! too my friends!! what? u think my bestie since 6th grade and my cousin ive known all my life are gonna agree #with you? how fucking stupid can u be? #also. u r not the expert on disability just becuz u lost half ur foot and have adhd. ur extremely fucking ableist actually #“i could play sports and so cpukd this guy with a pacemaker i knew so no disability is ever an excuse you can do anything and also im gonna #call you (an autistic person) a retard and say the n word constantly and call children n word lettes!!!! becuz i am a totally normal and wel #well adjusted individual!!!“ #i hope someone hears you say half the shit you say and fucking jumps your ass #and i hope those fuckings pigs u love so much dont do shit for you #you ableist racist transphobic homophobic intersexist bigoted piece of fucking shit #like. if a form of bigotry exjsts he fucking loves it. #god. fuck you. fuck you fuck you. #i hope you fucking kill yourself

[burstingsunrise]

happy anniversary to the morning i woke up to the chaos of luke’s solo album announcement and had no idea what the fuck was happening. 

#meg and amanda were so patient with me while i caught up <3 #this is so on brand for me #to make it about cake and also complain about him doing it 'in the middle of the night' #which was like 10pm probably #i'm scheduling this on the six month anniversary of wfttwtaf #trying not to get emo thinking about how i didn't know luke was about to release my favorite album #but also i absolutely did know that he was #if that makes sense #anyway #sorry for the self indulgence i just think back very fondly to this insane morning #eta: #this is the living embodiment of that post #'bestie i just woke up what is this' #wfttwtaf

[daz4i]

if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya

#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately 😐 #it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there. #why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon. #a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy. #ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that. #it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic #edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime. #childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent. #girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself. #he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit #and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o. #he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself???? #like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise. #and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all #and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse #or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down. #it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that. #no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes #i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way. #am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho. #complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.

[bigothteddies]

a group member on my senior project is trying to start drama with me but I am nottt having it

#unimportant thoughts #sorry you dont understand how version control software works but my changes work fine! #and have for the past two weeks ! #its not my fault yiu cant set it up properly #seriously though l #coming to me with a list of things I ‘broke’ and that you dont like #while trying to pretend youre complimenting me #🙄🙄🙄 #nope #sorry but none of those things are actually broke and if you canr set up your project correctly thats on YOU #i stg I dont even think he read all my changes #he was complaining all about how i broke everything based on my changed to one script #i changed THREE scripts #and drastically restructured one of the other ones #‘you removed my random logic :(‘ #bestie it’s literally still there in the other script #i just changed where it was placed #and if you READ THE FUCKING CHANGELOG NOTES #YOU’D SEE THAT I NOTED THAT I SPECIFICALLY KEPT YOUR RANDOM LOGIC #i ! hate ! group projects !

[satohqbanana]

Laying blame is easy. Anybody can find fault. But if that criticism doesn't point to a workable solution, then nothing good will come of it.

#12 kingdoms #life #sorry besties we can't just cancel people and complain all day about them that can make unicorns ill

[clementine-png]

i’m so sorry that you’ve had so many headaches with traveling. i literally could never do what you’re doing. that’s so much traveling!!!

It is a lot, we still havent gotten there yet. Last flight should be tonight if everything goes according to plan. We were supposed to be there 1am on the 22nd, and now its the 26th and we've missed Christmas.

We're going to try to push our return flight so we can at least spend new years together. I hate you planes i hate you airports i hate you delta i hate you westjet <3

If all goes well we should be able to spend at least some significant time with my moirail, so, hopefully things work out. Fingers crossed.

#clemmie talks #I appreciate the sympathy #I have 2 types of chronic pain and theyve both been terrible since the 20th when we got to the airport #And the airlines wouldn't give us hotel vouchers so we're paying for it ourselves. and these hotels are expensive #SO this trip has been kinda a disaster but im just hoping we can salvage some time with the besties #I just. want to see them. but we're still an 8 hour drive from them #also my anxiety has been killing me. my stomachs always hurting and im constantly shaking #okay im sorry. enough complaining #we'll get there somehow!!!! we have to!!!