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Hey kiddo!
If you wanna do some stuff story wise again, we always have our boys waiting for us up in the skies, those who hide a fair way underground in their labs, perhaps even the ones with their illegal dealings?
The story never stops. It's just that sometimes the ink runs out, or we need new paper. It's okay to take a break from things and step away to better yourself. Don't feel as if a story is wasted because of one chapter! <- I'm not just talking about DSMP here ;)
Love you, kiddo. If you ever need anything, my door is unlocked, there's food on the table, and my arms are ready to hold you forever. Healing is a process, but you don't have to go alone.
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hey dad wtf i'm gonna start upgly crying at you. thaynky oyu
i genuinely hope you don't mind but i need to air this out in some form or i might not be able to sleep tonight i think
Okay well. Uh. I'm pretty weirded out with the knowledge that buffoon:
a) placed HIS mental bullshit on me as if my sole purpose in life was to give him attention and 100 reblogs on a 5 minute sketch when i deadass got 2 jobs & ( at the time had a scanlator to commit translations to & ) 3 dogs & MYSELF to take care of & OTHER friends who are not him (ie. you, Raven, Seto, Vulture, Ru, Connor, etc),
b) got prissy that I have friends who give enough of a shit about me to get his ass away from me for my own health despite my reluctance to fully cut communication in every way possible,
c) proceeded to block me on here for a few days and vague about me on his main as if he was the victim,
d) unblocked me to try to send me a message that goes roughly "hey you don't need to reply it's fine if you block me, but i want closure" as if he was the one that was having abandonment issues triggered from almost being forced repeatedly into survival mode to try to keep up when there were clear signs I have severe chronic fatigue and exhaustion,
and e) got prissy and started stalking me on some other account i haven't blocked him on yet and is vagueing me on his main in some extremely gaslighty ass ways ("that's crazy" "you're crazy" "i know i'm not a bad person you're just crazy" <- HELLO?? TEXTBOOK GASLIGHTING)
i know fully well his ass is gonna read this anyway but i frankly have Ceased Caring About This to a degree and will give it no further attention online once I post this.
Moving on about Vincent!
I've (THANK GOD) got my creative groove back by simply doing what the fuck I wanted to do to begin with: OCs and DND! Featuring Ru!!! And Merihem and Práxi!!! And Raven and Atthanli and-
Apparently impromptu campaigns with little to no planning is one hell of a fun way to DM when you've got an attention span about the size of a speck of sand. We accidentally hyperfocused for 3 hours in one session alone. Thank christ for the solo player's toolboxes even though I genuinely want to die sometimes trying to find what I need
My note taking with paper is efficient enough I could genuinely treat them as an outline to a story! So... mayhaps? Who knows! Either way, serotonin is slowly rising again and certainly in far healthier manners now that I'm in better hands (and in a better state of mind all in all)!
I could even pick up my stimboard blog and gifmaking blog back up if I don't have too much on my plate with my campaign with Ru I think!! It's on the back burner for sure though, I miss gif hunting and gif making and editing gifs :(
honestly - i will heal from this and i will move on from it as you've seen me do time and time again. you know it is damn hard to keep me down!
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atherix0 · 2 years
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD
Grian finally getting to wake up in bed with both of his s/os only to realize that Scar is in pain and wake him up???? I am in love but also are these poor dudes ever gonna get some fucking rest good lord. Plus like - what a TIME for Scar's core to be restabilizing because Grian is already freaked out because of Scar's silver hair AND NOW ITS MORE SILVER AHHHHH
Also the explanation for how the cores work is great frankly - like, do I understand 100%. No. But that's fine because it seems like no one 100% absolutely gets it so it works. I really liked that part!!!
Also... 👀so dieties souls dont expire either hmmm. vampires AND dieties....hm hm hm. HMMMMMMMMMMM
But also Grian telling scar he has to outlive him AHHHHH im not ready for Mumbo or Scar to confront the fact that Grian has a human soul [you know, until he doesnt] bc I cannot stand like Immortal/Mortal lover ahhhh 😭😭😭Scar who's trying to restabilize his magic and Grian just accidentally and offhandedly reminding him that he's gotta live long enough to outlive grian AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND THEN ON TOP OF THAT GRIAN IS LIKE "I hope they still have souls when they die so I can be with them" I AM HURTING I AM TAKING EMOTIONAL DAMAGE AHHHHH I know he's a godling and that will likely fix the issue but ASDFGHJ how dare oyu
My sweet Grian ahh. For you to ruin me like that and then get them back to cuddling i am TERRIFIED for what chapter 5 holds frankly but i am SO ready
HHHHHHHH THANK <3
Yesssss it was such a bad time for it to happen <3 But Grian got to enjoy about half a second of waking up with both of them there at least jhfgdjkk. Also they will eventually get to rest.... <3 When I feel like being nice haha~ ALSO THE SILVER HAIR HAHA <3 Something that used to fascinate Grian will now be a forever reminder that it's literally a sign of Scar dying as his magic gets stronger jkgfdkjgjkfdlk <3
Hard to understand something so intangible right~? hjfdskhfds I'm glad you liked it bc I was stressing about it I didn't wanna overexplain or underexplain hjfgdjkhj <3 <3
:) :) :)
GHJFSHJFKSHJK Grian and Mumbo have been so caught up with Scar's mortality that they have both forgotten one huge very important thing, and that is Grian is even more mortal than Scar hahaha <3 But now that Grian's brought it up....... :)
<3 <3 I had to, I had to do it because Grian still hasn't taken the three seconds to consider why people keep calling him a godling <3 hfjksdfghjlksdgds
Sometimes you gotta cause emotional damage and then patch it up with some cuddling bois <3 Chapter five, you have no reason to fear it..~ <3 Nothing really happens in chapter five, it's just Mumbo being gay for his boyfriends while his boyfriends aren't even there jhgfdsjkkfjds-
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hidden-otaku-stuff · 4 years
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Friends to Lovers (Iwaizumi)
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OMG. I literally love Iwaizumi. I have 0 idea why I don’t write for him more. Thank you for this ask!
Word count: 1040
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⭐ my favorite boy. the most handsome one. SO RELIABLE ISTG
⭐ Anyways
⭐ You and Iwaizumi have been friends for years
⭐ It was one of those typical “I’ve known you since elementary school” situation
⭐ This whole time, the man has been acting like your boyfriend tbh
⭐ He sometimes holds your hand when he walks you home, he always gives you his jacket, y’all share lunches sometimes. 
⭐ And umbrellas!!
⭐ The whole 9
⭐ In return, you make him bentos 
⭐ You even wear his jersey to all of his games as you cheer him on
⭐ (Of course, Oikawa was a little salty but after being yelled at by you and Iwa [the latter smacking him with a volleyball], he conceded that his fan-club is sufficient)
⭐ Iwa would even cuddle you too, especially when you guys were watching scary movies
⭐ The first time he had met you, it was when Oikawa and him were playing volleyball at a local park and Oikawa accidentally nailed you. In the back of the head
⭐ Immediately, the boy ran to check on you like “hfs, it’s that one girl in my class that i’ve never talked to before and won’t get a chance to BECAUSE OIKAWA KILLED HER”
⭐ After you reassure him several times that you were okay, he immediately turned on Oikawa and beat his ass. Like, absolutely no mercy lol
⭐ That caused you to intervene and say something like “I’m fine!! But you can make it up to me by teaching me how to play?”
⭐ Iwa (the worry-wart) didn’t wanna at first because like, what if he accidentally hurt you? 
⭐ But Oiks was pretty excited so Iwa begrudgingly agreed
⭐ Since then, you joined them on their adventures
⭐ Later that summer, you and Iwaizumi were in the forest catching bugs and Iwaizumi jokingly puts the net over your head and was like “looks like I caught something cute this time!” 
⭐ (what a cheeseball)
⭐ Of course, Oikawa is a dummy, and so he crashes into the situation and was like “NO (NAME) IS MINE!!” 
⭐ To which you give Iwa an apologetic look as Oikawa whines about not etting any of your attention
⭐ (what a cock-block istg)
⭐ ANYWAYS, twas a slow progression to love sparked by one moment
⭐ After losing to Shiratorizawa again, you found yourself with a bag of convenience store snacks knocking on the Iwaizumi door
⭐ His mom opens the door, greeting you with a friendly smile. “He’s upstairs”
⭐ You thank her, slipping off your shoes and heading up to his room
⭐ Knocking, you just hear Iwaizumi grumbling “I said I’m fine Mom!”
⭐ “It’s not your Mom,” you reply, waiting patiently for him to open the door
⭐ All you hear is a crashing noise (He tripped over his bag as he haphazardly crosses his room to open the door for you)
⭐ “What are you doing here?” 
⭐ “WELL, you didn’t wait for me at the game, so I decided to stop by.” you hold up the bag. “I bring offerings”
⭐  Iwaizumi cracks a small smile, stepping back to let you in
⭐ “Wanna watch something?” you propose
⭐ He nods.
⭐ It’s not like he was sulking after their loss. They still had other opportunities to beat Shiratorizawa
⭐  BUT! A loss is still a loss, and what better way to get over it than with good company, right?
⭐ SO, he puts on Godzilla while you plop onto his bed
⭐ Handing him his snacks as you guys watch
⭐ Of course, y’all have seen it so many times by now that you know it word-for-word, so you decided to mess aronud
⭐ (You knew he was still pretty bummed out)
⭐ Anyways, this essentially consisted of you marching around his room roaring and pretending to be like Mecha-Godzilla
⭐ (honestly, I haven’t seen Godzilla and all I know of it is the PS2 fighting games)
⭐ Iwaizumi couldn’t stop laughing before he jumped up pretending to be Godzilla himself
⭐ The sound of your laughter and shouts of random attack moves filled the room as you both ignored the movie
⭐ As y’all started playfully wrestling, you tripped over his volleyball bag
⭐ (Like damn, really Iwa? You couldn’t clean it up the first time??)
⭐ Leading to him trying to grab you and hold you up, only to fall on top of oyu
⭐ And wow his eyes are a really pretty colour and you’ve never been this close to his face before
⭐ And HE’S just staring down at you like holy crap when did you get so attractive
⭐ He short-circuits, and the next thing you both know, his lips are on yours
⭐ You squeak in surprise, causing him to pull back and scramble off of you
⭐ Y’all both sit up, 6 ft apart as you guys both stare awkwardly away from one another
⭐ He clears his throat. “So uh, snacks?”
⭐ “Sure”
⭐ And you go right back to watching the movie
⭐ Things get weird from then on
⭐ Every time y’all are around each other, you guys struggle to interact
⭐ Like, you start stuttering, Iwa starts blushing
⭐ A whole ass mess
⭐ Sometimes, you guys even go out of your way to avoid one another
⭐ Of course, Oikawa immediately knew what had happened
⭐ “Something happened, didn’t it, Iwa-chan?”
⭐ “Shut up Shittykawa”
⭐ “Did you kissssss?” he sings
⭐ Iwaizumi just BLUSHES and Oikawa is like oh shit
⭐ “FINALLY! The tension was getting too much anyways. So what now?”
⭐ Iwaizumi shrugs “we’re just friends”
⭐ “But you want there to be more, don’t you?”
⭐ And so, Iwaizumi shows up at your house after practice
⭐ The next day, you guys walk into morning practice hand-in-hand
⭐ “Finally!” Makki grins
⭐ There were some exchanges of money between team members
⭐ But all in all, you and Iwaizumi were very happy with one another!
⭐ All that really changed between you and Iwa was the title
⭐ And the fact that you guys kiss now
⭐ (Much to Oikawa’s disgust) 
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mysticwhatnow · 7 years
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hello! another anon here X'3 just wanted to ask you if oyu could do RFA + Saeran + V reacting to MC teasing em by moaning their names, also love your blog :'D (this is my very first ask to this type of blog so if oyu dont wanna answer its okay)
No worries! I currently have 23 asks I wanna try and get done, so this is fine! You don’t need to worry hun. :3
Yoosung
Yoosung is innocent as it is
literally it took him ages for him to do anything slightly sexual
but you always enjoyed teasing him about it
so every now and then you guys would be laying on each others laps and just snuggling
but sometimes you’d shift and get on his lap
and then occasionally let out the tiny “yoosung~” 
this boy would go from 0 to 100 real quick
he’d shift uncomfortably, and stare
“y-yes MC?”
you’d do it again, spreading your legs
“y-yoosung, ahh~~”
he’s realizing his pants are getting tighter and tighter by the minute
and you wigging your ass on him is NOT helping
eventually he goes “m-mc.. can you help me with this issue?”
and you’re happy to oblige~
Zen
moaning his name unleashes his beast, alright?
so you guys are most likely relaxing and cuddling in bed
it’s his day off so he wants to spend it with you
but you smirk and slowly slide your hands down his chest
by then he’s already blushing
“zenn~” you gasp out, eyes closed, teasingly 
he stares and he’s trying to think of words to say before you do it again
and he’s gone
he’s on top of you and smirking
“you called, babe?”
let’s just say the rest of the day was not spent cuddling
more like massive sex amirite 
Jaehee
lesBIAN POWER UNITE!
you guys were working at the coffee shop
and it was a really slow day, so not many customers
but jaehee was still at the register 
and she wasn’t paying a lot of attention to you
so you decided to tease her
occasionally you’d pass, lean in her ear and moan her name
“mm, ja-jaehee~”
her face would get red each time you did it
and finally she just slowly went over, told the 2 people in there that it was closing time
and after that, she huffed, grabbed you, and dragged you away to the back of the shop
you guys had a quickie, but it was really good~
Jumin
jumin was at work, and you were at home 
so, what better way to tease him then at work?
you were on the bed, just relaxing when he answered
“yes mc? you needed me?”
quietly, you let out his name, a soft moan
“jumin~~ ah, I want you~” you called out
if you saw his face, you’d see the obvious red
jaehee asked if he was alright
you could hear him saying he was sick and needed to take the day off
and then quietly on the phone, he whispered
“i’ll be there soon, kitten” 
he hung up and you blushed, thinking of what was going to happen
you guys had sweet sex for the day~ ;3
Saeyoung
he was working at his computer
not being a hacker anymore, he was just fixing it up
but you were laying on the bed and slightly bored
so you roll over to watch him, and call out
“saeyoung!~”
he doesn’t answer, just grinning
you knew this game
you huff a bit, before moaning his name “s-saeyoung~” 
he blushes, but turns his head slightly 
“yes princess?”
“mm,, saeyoung~” you had your eyes shut, hand sliding down
and in 0 seconds flat, he was on you and holding your hand up above you
“tsk tsk tsk. naughty, are we?”
okay who doesn’t love dom saeyoung amirite
Saeran
this bab is so shy when it comes to this
but he has a dominant side he keeps hidden
so when you guys are just sitting on the couch and watching movies
hearing you go “saeran~” in a low moan
made me freak out and blush like crazy
he eyes you, trying to remain calm
“what do you want, mc?”
“s-saeran~” you called out again
he scoffs and looks away
though he has a small problem
he’s debating on something, before growling
he simply looks over, and smirks
“what’re you doing? those lips belong down here right now~” 
you were most happy to shut up and suckle the dong
good dong, weed good, 2k17
please don’t actually do thy drugs
V
lookit dis bab
does this bab look dirty?
no. he’s innocent and smol.
so you moaning his name is gonna drive him crazy
he’d be blushing and running his hands through his hair like crazy
he’d awkwardly shift every now and then
and he’d have a big problem 
but he kept hearing you moan his voice and it wouldn’t go away
until he heard you giggle and lean over to stare at him
“need some help, hun?~” your hand would go to his pants and he’d groan
“y-yes, please, mc~”
you like giving your boyfriend pleasure, mkay?
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