When you find the urge to re-read a fic you read like years ago, but it’s two in the morning and you don’t remember the title or author just that one scene that has stayed with you for years, but you have work tomor-
Me at four AM: FUCK! FiNaLlY yEs! It may have taken me two hours and turning my brightness up all the way, but now I finally get to re-read 80k words leading up to a kiss that will damage me emotionally. Finally. So worth it.
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ok another headcanon and is from my ultimate comfort favs:
When demo got first hired by pauling he was like very shy and introverted at some point where everyone wasn’t like… that conjoined and besties as how they are now. And i feel like he got a pretty rough time to even start to talk with his teammates or get a tiny friendship with them.
And he often times was very threatened by small lady in glasses that liked to be strict with them in their first day since… it was business only ofc
but by the time when pauling got a bit more soft with them, and got also a bit friendly with demo i feel like at some point he started to develop a tiny crush with her since she was the one who often talks more with, and i have this other hc that also he would fell easily with people that befriends him (not like anyone of course it really does depends the person for him)
so you know pauling it’s nerdy and a bit sensitive (she cries very easily) and she is very friendly or a bit more extrovert if she gets to, but like in a sense where she is more ambivert too. uhhh idk she is just talkative with people if you get her chance where she’s not busy and will tell you to go to hell. rough lady
and he liked that! i think he thought they both shared some stuffs along and can infodump their love for guns and for the work they are in and then if they can go a bit personal with some drinks and he liked that he could share this stuffs with her all chill and cool
but i feel like he just had this side secret crush with her and stopped those want to be romantic feelings because he really saw she is not like, up to those stuffs, she is so focused on work and also stressed and depressed like him and he could just understand that she just only want someone to listen to her but she will not like, pay that much attention about romantic relationships and he could completely understand that once he get to know her more deeply. and he just couldn’t do that to the one who also considered a friend and he probably guessed she will not feel the same for him but that didn’t like hurt him and is not like he ever confessed to her. he just had those secret feelings for her for a time and then realized she was not really like the one for him to be in a relationship
and that’s where i thought of him now having a more soft spot for her and caring her like a sister (not like literally but in a familiar soft spot sense, but that’s ofc his friend)
so yeah idk 👍
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ciao ciao it’s me again !!!
anyways. kinda excited for taylor swifts new album the tortured poets department. I’m not even a swifte and I have none of her songs in any of my playlists (excluding cardigan but whatever) but for some reason I’m hyped??! idk the name just sounds so cool. “tortured poets department” hell yeah that’s right up my alley!!
like ugh the name and the aesthetic of it just seemed so cool 😭 idk whether this gonna be the album to turn me into a swifte or not (probably not) BUT AY. I just thought I should share.
since i saw you’re like a big taylor swift fan and I would get bullied intensely by my friends irl if I even mentioned liking taylor …. I decided to just rant here :3
anyways whats ur opinion on this new album (I can’t believe I’m talking about taylor swift online) (sila what have u done. it’s these posts I saw about ts I swear)
OMG I FORGOT ABOUT THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT DON'T EVEN ASHURRHUD I'M SO EXCITED IT'S LIKE DEAD POETS SOCIETY BUT MUSIC SEJDHRJEHURHD
No I so so so hope that tpd is gonna be like evermore/folklore companion album, esp with the final track on folklore the lakes yknow 'take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die' if I had an entire album like that??? SCREAMINGBEHDHDUDHDHD If she tours for it after the eras tour I NEED tickets you DON'T GET IT.
I'm not even a swiftie. I'd never call myself one, I'm not insane over her I'm not insane over her I'm not insane over her I'm not-
It does sound like such a cool album, I really hope it's like folklore- and folklore is the album cardigan is one so 🤞
I'm so so so hyped for this album it's gonna be a tortured poets department summer guys (don't know if thats a good thing yet)
as a self proclaimed tortured poet I'm positive I'm going to love this album, whether it ends up with the same acoustic vibe as folklore or if it ends up synthpop like midnights. I feel like I'm going to get called out and I'm slightly scared but also yay now songs to sing!!!
I'm so proud of you for coming out and talking about taylor swift blame me all you want, thanks for giving me an opportunity to yap about taylor swift 😋
HEY. NEW ALBUM MEANS MORE TAYLOR SWIFT/SKK ANALYSIS.
I'll celebrate the run up to her album by posting the analysis charts and graphs and shit oooh I could do the final formatting for the speak now one today...
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i keep wanting to make posts here but running out of energy for something longer than a tweet and scrapping it but i want to say hi hello tumblr. i’m thinking about tim drake . love that funky little guy. also hope everyone’s doing swell
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I am kind of fascinated by the Hornblower-not-matching-his-setting, though. I think that's actually been one of the things that I've thought about the most, especially in books where it's been particularly egregious (Beat to Quarters/The Happy Return, Ship of the Line, etc.). Did Forester just happen to stumble upon a brilliant character and, not realizing what a brilliant character he was, just carry on unknowingly writing him into his Swashbuckling Adventure Stories? Did he know that Hornblower was so delightfully complex but didn't know what to do with him? Did he know what to do with him but couldn't? It's also interesting to think about in the context of canon—how much of the Hornblower we see is also distorted through the lens of being a Hero of Our Glorious British Empire? How much more cruel or ignorant does he become from other perspectives? Yes, he has moral dilemmas, but if we step outside of the moral dilemmas as the books present them, what other narratives might we see?
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