#sometimes i forget that i can't draw

[daily-ethoslab]

my bad for not adding skizz won't happen again

#i didnt forget him I promise I don't know why I left him out #i love zkizz this is a sin I should repent or something #tt #i think its cause I don't have a good design for him and this was a lower effort drawing and i cant just draw him normally #he has to be weird and fucked up u know #and I've drawn him a lot but I didn't want to put in the energy at the moment #same as to why they arnt laughing in this drawing #cause I can't just slap an XD face on them and call it a day cause their poses would look weirdly stiff #then I would have to complicate the poses and I didn't feel like doind that cause I'm lazy #no its cause I spent a lot of my drawing energy earlier and I didn't want to burn out so I cut a few corners #i dont know where the line is sometimes #what's low effort and what's me trying to take it easy #I hope this doesn't come off as me venting I'm trying to reflect haha #anyways silly skizz doodle #this should inspire me to stay up a little later to do a few skizz designs tho #wegh

[thebigolbee]

hello i am here to say two things

i want marlow as a companion so badly please let us know if you make a mod i'd cry/pos

Please tell me anything about your ocs one of my favourite things is hearing about people's ocs or what they're interested in. just rant at me like you've got a red string conspiracy board if you'd like

1. Ahhh you are just the sweetest! Sorry it took me a bit to reply, I really appreciate your words!

2. Thanks so much for giving me an opportunity to share things about Richie. I’m don’t know the best way to put OC lore out there so these kinds of asks help a lot! More to read below :)c

A fact about Richie is that he tried isolating himself in the Glowing Sea before his long trek out to the Mojave Desert. He had just cut all ties in the Commonwealth and heard the earth-shattering news that Mr. House was still alive. He thought the tough conditions in the Sea might calm him down and set him straight, but it turns out manifesting about the man who doomed you in a twisted hellscape isn't very healthy. His time spent there only turned his heartbroken anger into a full blown revenge quest. Surely killing an old flame would make him feel better...right?

The fact of the matter is, even if he hadn’t passed the point of no return in the Sea itself, it would have happened somewhere else eventually. His steady decline was inevitable because he is just... so hard on himself, refusing to accept any kind of help or prolonged companionship. Under his confident exterior, the guilt and grief is eating him alive, and sadly all this self-destruction leeches out onto his friendships and lovers as well.

The sorrows of a man who needs to feel love to be okay, but snuffs it out before it can grow...

#fallout #fallout new vegas #fallout 4 #glowing sea #fallout oc #dick marlow #fallout ghouls #my art #asks #thank u so much for the thought-provoking question!! #I really gotta stop pairing meme images with sad text jkcdsbdcbs #I can't help it... he's equally as memeable as he is tragic #but I'm happy to get little bits and pieces of him out there #and I'm also happy with how this little doodle turned out hehe #me? drawing a background? unheard of #I sometimes forget he has like... zero lore posts on my blog LOL #Phewf... I'll get there... #thank u again tho this was very fun

[udon-udon]

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

#sometimes i forget my vn characters are technically my OCs #own art #yuri #i can't believe the most popular girl in school is a lesbian just like me #doodle #i need to draw more of my OCs

[geminison]

get painted, idiot

#art tag #things i always forget when drawing daud: the fucking scar #i don't understand how people render life-like things #like i know. practice practice and practice. still mind blowing #sometimes i wish i had some kind of art education bc help i need someone to point out my mistakes i can't do it myself #dishonored #daud

[rainbow-sparks]

#hated the other two drawing on here so I got rid of them and fixed the bg now this is it's own picture #DONNIE IS NOT HOLDING BŌ(?) STAFF RIGHT OH GOD #<-probably at least #I think he isn't:/ #April has a friendship bracelet :)) #donnie 2012 #donatello 2012 #2012 april o’neil #2012 april #you can tag this as Apriltello i dont really care; I'm not though; idk #(i didn't spell that right did I?) #oh well #for April's canon design; what the hell are those things on her wrist?? #omfg I just looked at her canon design for that; WHAT THAT EXPRESSION???? sometime I forget how the animation style makes humans look #their good with mutants but humans are just....uhmmmmm...yeahhh :|.. #idk why her shirt is ripped it just is #I think it looks cool #:)) #uhmm ikindawanna make like a character analysis on the blorbos but that re-c-wires (help I can't spell) rewatching the show/movie so I #might go for rise first because that's on two seasons and not FIVE (12tmnt) #requires* god fucking damnit >:''(((

[queenharumiura]

((Sometimes I stare in awe at some of the things fandom come up with. There are times I mean that in a good way and others in a WHAT DOTH MY EYES LAY UPON???????? kekekeke))

#Muneo talks #((I was like aww Gokudera having Yamamoto's name tattooed on a finger is cute- BUT THEN???? IS THAT A TRAMP STAMP YAMAMOTO? ASLDJFALSDJFLA) #((Then I won't forget the Squalo and Tsuna art I found a while back. Heh remember me terrorizing you with that Whiskey? UR WELCOME)) #((Then the art someone drew of Haru and Jagger together like for why??? I want answers)) #((Oh was it last year or the year before that for maid day? KHR fandom was like I KNOW WHAT TO DO and drew the guys in maid dresses? EHEHE) #((It's rare-- but sometimes-- I see art that makes me think okay 2786... can be cute. Truly wild for me to type that ik )) #((Sometimes I think it's fanart and then find out it's a merch drop lololol the floral suit prints? I'm sorry I can't do it)) #((Special mention to my lord and savior Noko who draws Haru art and gives me a reason to live on this planet))

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol #except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade #plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me #god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set #looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u #the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno? #it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control #executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont #wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral #sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive #lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not #forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho #my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly #need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im #dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter #what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by #my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything #interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to #fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i #described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that #idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean #ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said #she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the #parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the #disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage #but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain #just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked #unrelated

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

it's xie wanqing from love btwn fairy n devil 🌷🌼💚🥺!!! she is my wife now, lord ronghao DNI 😠😡🤬

#birb still draws #xie wanqing #chidi nuzi #i keep forgetting that was her name lmao #ANYWAY #im taking custody of my lady so that the series can't hurt her anymore >:V #NIANGZI I WILL PROTECT U FOR ALL TIME ;A; #sorry about the hair accessories i couldnt find a good reference and feel too shit to just. put on the episode :P #ill do it right someday i promise ;A; #sometimes my brain??? no work good??? #idk it's like i can't.......perceive things properly #like i can SEE them but i can't conceptualise them in my head ;A; #idk it might be the autism lmao #love btwn fairy n devil #wait i should probably tag this properly #love between fairy and devil #cang lan jue #might touch it up later idk :P #gonna rest now lol

[jjlr101]

Taking drawing requests??? Maybe????

Idk I'm bored so if you have any cute ideas you can drop them in my ask box. I can't promise I'll do them or anything but who knows! You might get a little doodle lol. It can be whatever you want, doesn't have to be dps-related.

#can't promise I'll do them #sometimes I forget lol #but I'm bored and I'm not sure what to draw #stupid art folder #requests #yay

[oceandiagonale]

I’m literally so close to finishing this stuff sdkjfdkjsf

#oceandi speaks #I keep saying it but I really am every time 😭😭😭 #literally all that's left is drawing legendaries which is a pain yes but it's enrichment for my brain that usually only draws gene #then unresolved plot threads include sycamore's stuff - the UF arc -red and blue's wedding -how lys got primal dialga #and of course what crops up after pla #and frankly I still want to do some more with interpol and the ultra recon squad sometime #it seems like so little but man I'm really giving it my all because this stuff has been in my head for years now and I want to do it justice #oh and I CAN'T forget shoujo protagonist diglett

[tsubasaclones]

...........................is the first one not normal because that's exactly how all my notes have looked my entire life lmao

#i can't concentrate while taking notes unless im drawing and even then sometimes i forget to pay attention but its better than nothing

[chiropteracupola]

Blorbos from The Terror, for your kissing prompt?

ALT

kiss that old man!

#em draws stuff #the terror #stephen stanley #alexander macdonald #macstan #it was a difficult choice since you gave me Many A Lad to pick from here #but you know? it felt like time to fall back on my old standby of Man Played By Alistair Petrie #(to be fair my actual old standby is Man Who Alistair Petrie Would Play If The World Was A Slightly Better Place but you get the idea) #not to forget of course that charles edwards is the cutest 52-year-old man in this show and I really should draw him more often #also! look! I finally figured out how to do the good screentones in autodesk! #edit: the new image description function is doing Weird Things to this post and I can't seem to fix it nor actually use it as intended. #this sure is a website sometimes

[icewindandboringhorror]

I miss when Hulu used to have a comments section under every video, there was always something interesting (in a human behavior curiosity kind of way) about scrolling down to see usually an absolutely ridiculous collection of people having a rowdy open forum discussion about something you just watched that you had a completely neutral non-reaction to 

#unfortunately - everything still trends toward homogenization #people especially tech comanies can't just have their own fucign unique thing. they have to look and act like every other service #to ''''compete''' apparently (even though like... wouldn't having unique features be instead a NOVEL draw to your specific product? wouldn't #you want to stand out???) #Like OKCupid completely over-simplfying their site into bare bones sleek nothingness and taking away all the features that made it unique #in any way (high customization - various personality ranking scales and a LOT of various visible data/information) .. because oh yeah #actually we have to be tinder and just quick emoji blurb swipe swipe #Hulu trying to be netflix and taking away anything that made it stand out in any posiive way (comments section.. other things that I forget #since I've been using it since like 2009 or something) #Youtube.... everything youtube does.... god....... #All social media sites are exactly the same now with extremely minor differences and even then still frequently implement samey #features to try and close those differences #etc. etc. #ANYWAY . i think also the hulu comments sections were facebook linked - like..one of the ways you could actually verify yourself to #leave a comment was having a facebook login (AT LEAST in like 2010.. I don't remember if they changed this at some point) #so you could also usually (I think..?? again.. if I'm rmembering correclty) you could get to someone's facebook profile #from the comments section sometime. I used to watch stuff and then scroll down to see what The Masses were saying and sometimes #someone's comment would be so strange I'd like.. go investigate them as a person #see what type of posts they make on their personal facebook which was always way too public with none of their information #privated of course lol

[keeps-ache]

.,. ._. <- small guys :0

#just me hi #wish i could make one that looks like a frog‚ but alas #//ANYWAY i just realized recently that i don't have any good refs for Oath lol??? #i've had this dude for a solid year and i never made a ref for him hhh #the fact that i didn't Need one though is nice lol #like his face is either covered or you can't see anything past the shoulders hfdhjhsjhf #How Did This Happen #even AURA has a ref and i forget she exists sometime [dies] #but Anyway i Am making a full-body piece rn so :3 maybe it'll look nice but also i am Scared of what i'm going to do rn hfvbhfsj #not confidant in my ability to draw lighting things but a lack of confidence failed to stop me before so !! #//also trying to finish up on this fpaa chap but i keep adding things to the dialogue and ohhhhhhhhhhh my gooooooooosh i need to stooooooop #hfdj i just wanna Finish the darn thing!! i'd Like to figure out where this story Going already hhvdhbdj #i have a Pretty Good Vague Idea of where it's goin but also i don't know what i'm doing lollll #done that before tho so we'll survive bdshbvd #//also question is it‚ like‚ bad to stare off into oblivion while paying for stuff at the gas station #because my brother was paying and i always feel like i'm being weird when i clock out for a moment hbvhdfj #'oh we're not doing anything. good byeₑₑ' #Worse when I'm paying and the employee is doin stuff. do i also need to do stuff ? ?? #i'm confuzzled and stricken with the Curses in public hvhfjshfsj #//but ANYWAY i'm gonna go tryta finish my two things i have going on lol :DD #toodlesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!

[candydos]

i am genuinely so unmedicated (babygirl)

#vent #long one in the tags below #had a series of breakdowns over the past 4 days.. lowkey struggling with delusions and hearing things that aren't true/real #and straight up dissociating to the point where i dissociate when i drive (it gets dangerous when i can't See cars but i know they're There) #was freaking out the other week because i kept hearing a sweeping sound but no one is sweeping but it's so loud in my hear #and like someone's whispering while i practice guitar at night or i feel paranoid #i had to step out of class the other day for 1h+ because i was having some episode #i wake up and i cry but i don't know why or what for #i think everyone's lying to me.. i know we're all friends but everyone is lying to me #i feel like an imposter in someone else's life.. and i'm unable to live up to the standards required #i've been physically sick for the past month (cough and colds) #i'm perpetually tired.. i've started to have more violent thoughts and it scares me #oh sometimes my brain forgets how to read.. #it's all quite terrifying i don't know how to act normally when life is frightening to live #i'm losing touch with everything i once enjoyed.. drawing and making music are harder for me now and i miss that feeling #im sorry i'm quite out of it.. #i have a report due in an hour.. i will go finish that #I am not happy with who I am. i don’t know who that’s supposed to be anymore

[biracy]

the kramer thing reminds me of when i was a skrillex liker and id listen to interviews in another tab bc seeing his face would get me flushed

I literally still do this regularly it's bc I have like, idk, shame

#sometimes when i draw a really hot seren i do this. forget when i'm writing i can't stomach it i'm terrible