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#something up with landon. not that i didnt think that before but like i was never sure and then i saw that scene and was really feeling the
legaciesgifworld · 3 years
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aquariusshadow · 2 years
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Live!Blogging Legacies s4x8
okay so last week's episode got me really excited...don't let me down legacies
lessssss gooooooo
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okay i really like this song
Dr. Josette Saltzman...aight
oh wait a minute
is this some fantasy thing
asdlfhasfdjasdfl
niiiiiiiiiiiice
i saw the painting
OH DUH THE THERAPY BOX THING
AJDHFLSDJF
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT
ALL THREE
ITS CANON IN THE THERAPY BOX
LIZZIE ETHAN MG
no mg honey yall didnt know how to properly bring hope back
only dark josie seemed to figure out something with it
yesssssss cleo and lizzie teaming up
srry im just mezmorized by how pretty hope is again dont mind me
so josie's therapy box focuses on hope's story
.........doctor!josie im sensing some fondness for doctor!hope
i really am loving The Originals vibe i'm getting with this scene with hope and the werewolf pack
ghdsflasjdahfsjdfalhsdf
Dr. Ted = Dr. Death
idk why this is so funny to me
oh geez we're gonna go down the "dick doctors think being a doctor means no emotions" trope again
oh god
i remember vera
ethan is mg's true clutch hehehe
E to Rescue Guy
the nicknames get longer and longer
oh
oh my
Doctor!Landon
.......i'm really vibing with his look
ahahaha
its the hair
it has to be the hair
okay jesus
hope's the alpha pack leader now
this will be interesting
ngl while i really dont care about the Limbo scenes...there's something really funny about vera giving alaric so much shit
man i still can't believe we're dealing with any sort of m*zzie drama
four. seasons.
i'm sorry i'm just so over it
i really do like how cleo and mg are discussing pretty much everything
it's interesting seeing this dynamic
........well there goes their only weapon
woooooooooooooooa
holy shit
aurora
its been so long oh my god
i really need to rewatch s3 of the originals
oh christ the knife
i loveeee how we're bringing up these old plotlines
especially the hollow plotline
i thnk this is the first time where i'm actually liking the lizzie/ethan dynamic
like they aren't bullshitting each other
.....at least lizzie's honest with what she's planning on doing i'll give her that
okay i feel like i should know what that trident weapon is
it looks familiar
"It's because I don't want to see you hurt on those front lines" ahljfsdfhsjdfahsldjfasldf my methan heart
i love them so much your honor
gdi she gave him a memory
ive said it before and ill say it again
finsie are cute for what we have
................are they in different bodies?
daaaaaaang okay
thats gonna be interesting down the road
lizzie you deserve an oscar for that performance good lord
This episode was pretty interesting? But I felt like I was...waiting for something that didn’t quite happen? I suppose this was another build-up episode, though. Bringing back Aurora and doing the body swapping storyline is very bold and I’m looking forward to all the chaos that will bring! Man I need to rewatch s3+ of the Originals....
I am vibing a lot with the Hosie stuff we’re getting these past few episodes, Methan are adorable as usual, Finsie are also very cute although I feel like they’re gonna break up soon?
Honestly, right now, the two most compelling characters to watch are probably Tribrid!Hope and Lizzie. I can’t fully explain it right now but Lizzie’s approach to the Hope situation feels the most realistic for her character and it’s nice seeing someone take a different approach that’s causing it’s own brand of conflict and complexity.
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There's Always a Loophole
Author - me
Warnings - idk kinda sad? kinda angsty? NOT REALLY THO SO IG JUS READ AND FIND OUT
a/n - so i had this idea that the reader is basically Landon, except a girl who obviously has your name. Gif isnt mine, credits to owner. again again, not proof read.
Summary: Hope is on a mission to save her girlfriend, who was taken to Triad HQ. Everything goes according to plan.
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"No, no please! dont do that!" but it was too late, your yells pointless as the headless horseman threw the knife into malivore. You watched as it fell, stopping right before completely sinking into the pit. You watched in confusion as it floated, rising back up amd flying into the hands of, none other than your girlfriend, Hope. "Hope!". *gif above*
"Your welcome." she said and immediately started fighting the monster, yelling chants and spells. "He wont die! You watch sci-fi stuff, help me! How do i kill him?" she asked, desperately trying to stop the monster from doing any further damage to your or her.
"Well, headless horseman is more fantasy"
"Get to the helpful part!" she managed to screech before she was hit in the hand with the spine-sword.
"Uh, in the Tim Burton movie they defeated him by giving him a bride!" you thought back to the movie. Even though it was fiction and didnt really exist, most of the things in your life shouldnt either. "But that wouldnt be my first choice"
"Me neither". she chanted another spell and it worked, flipping the creature onto the ground.
"In-in the O.G cartoon, he had a pumpkin head. That...he might keep it with his horse?" you tried your hardest to find a way to defeat the headless villain. Looking at him again, you noticed a sphere shaped pack on its back. Then the realization hit you. "Correction! He's got it under his cape! Kill the head, the body dies. Thats science faction!" you almost celebrated.
Hope looked over at the cape, searching for what you saw. She noticed it. "Great" she said, sending you a thumbs up. The spine-weapon swung at her again, but she grabbed it. "One head coming up".
She continued throwing kicks and sent it flying into the wall, the head rolling down the stairs to you. You grabbed it. "Uh god. Why is it moist".
"Uh gimme gimme!" she reached her arms put as the monster made its way down the stairs to you. You threw the head, it landing on a pole that Hope was holding out. The body dropped, defeated and dead.
"Suck on that Tim Burton." you said, making your way up the stairs to your girlfriend. "Hi."
"Hi." She pulled you into a kiss. But pulled away seconds later. "Um, um. So i had this entire speech that i practiced with your prismatic hologram. But i know the only thing you want from me is the truth. And the truth is...i love you."
You looked at her, surprised to here that, but with admiration. This amazing girl just saved your life by defeating a malivore monster, and here she was telling you that she loved you.
"Im sorry about all the secrets that ive kept, but i'm...im mostly sorry about keeping that one. Cause i love you y/n y/l/n." she smiled at you.
"i mean it wasnt a huge secret because i love you too Hope Mikaelson. And i forgive you for anything that needs it. And i know it looked like i was losing when you got here but thats just how my combat looks." you smiled as she laughed, pulling you into another kiss. It was stopped shortly after when a voice rudely interrupted.
"Nothing like young love is there." you both turned towards the direction it was coming from. Clarke. "Shame it has to be so short-lived. You'll find, baby sister, one of our family's worst traits is," he reached into his jacket, pulling out the knife. Holding it infront of him for a second, "well, we're terribly clumsy.", and he threw it into the pit.
"No!" Hope exclaimed. You both watched as Malivore started bubbling amd smoking.
"Well, arent you gonna clap or something?" Clarke asked. "That was a total power move.". And with that, you grabbed the spine-weapon and swung it in his direction, grabbing him in the neck and making him collapse.
"Damn, your combat is no joke."
"Okay, we got to think. Figure something out to keep him from rising." you said pacing.
Hope looked at you confused for a second. "What do you mean him?"
You forgot that she was completely oblivious to the discussions you had earlier. "Ooh, we have a lot to catch up on." and then you told her everything.
"So malivores your dad?"
"Weird, huh?
"And he cant be killed, which is why Triad turned to goo?"
"Youre a quick study" you said, recognizing your girlfriends ability to quickly catch on.
"But nothing's ever immortal. I mean, not really. Nature wont allow it, there's always a loophole." she had to think quickly.
Malivore started bubbling amd groaning. "Any brilliant ideas because i think we're running out of time." you said, pointing to the black goo.
She looked at it and looked back at you. "Just one" she sighed. "But your gonna hate it." she paused for a second. "Kiss me".
So of course you obeyed. There was a lot of emotion in it. "I didnt hate that at all."
"Not that". she said, her hand snaking from your face to your neck. "This".
And she snapped your neck.
AHAHAHAHA YAYYY ANOTHER ONE. Again, please tell me what you think. PART 2?!?!?
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carebooks · 3 years
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[3.01] legacies, why?
first off, why is Alyssa still a student?
she legit sent the headmaster and his daughters to a dangerous prison world because of some rivalry of mean girl-ness with Lizzie?
well, she also did discover the prison worlds when she was a kid and Alaric and Emma mind wiped her or something which left her with a bad impression on them both since they threatened to send her there because of ‘bad behavior’ likeeeee which is why she included him in the spell but she endangered two *at the moment* innocent teenagers cuz of a damn rivalry, she wasn't taken over by dark magic or anything that was all her, she coulda just sent Alaric and Emma if she were there too
then again, one could also ask why the fuck is Josie still a student when she literally killed another one and attempted to kill her own sister too. we'll get to her later
i hope Kaleb and Jed just stay friends that eventually turns into a relationship bc i cant handle them fighting over this toxic undeserving girl
Like, pls, don't have them still be into this girl, it isn't a good idea
the worst part of it is she's the only Asian female representation (except for Kaylee, but you know what I mean, Josie is portrayed as white while Alyssa Chang is not) on the show and she's the mean girl everyone hates, like come on people
Chad’s a total broni, he really wanted that pegasus
why are Maliwhore monsters still coming?
Dammit Julie Plec, I thought we talked about this.
Honestly you know what? I would've been fine if they just started the season a few months in the future and they made a small comment about Maliwhore and how they fixed it, just deus ex machina style, it's over and done time for new big bads and new plots
landon being stubborn to be brought back was so funny for some reason
FOR FUCKS SAKE JULIE PLAGUE STOP USING THE WORDS 'HERO' and 'BAD GUY' IN YOUR SHOW
Raf legit said Hope was in a 'hero coma' and Landon dying a 'hero's death' all leads to tragedy and Landon was like 'can't let the bad guy win'
for fucks sake
THIS ISN'T A SUPERHERO SHOW I THINK ACTUAL SUPERHERO SHOWS HAVE USED THESE KEY WORDS LESS
and
in other news, Wade remains one of my favorites,
Alaric just happened to have the actual sword of Excalibur? really?
well the green knight showed up after nimue, lady of the lake and the sword just got stuck in a rock
im seriously considering starting a petition for Julie Plague to just fucking listen to the fans about what we actually wanna see on this show
everyone just ran away asdfgjkllh
pedro just stepped up, love him, but the key is to limit his appearances to keep it up, if you use his running gag on the show too much it's just bland after a while
oh my god, Jed, stop being into Alyssa, you're clearly meant to be with Kaleb
how much you wanna bet Nimue is evil too? (i was wrong, but she was def annoying)
the reaction the kids had when nimue said 'or your world will be plunged into darkness' and kaleb just laughed, that was perfect and MG adding 'we've dealt with this before, a lot'
like, yep, that's how you know it's getting old
Julie, stop using 'end of the world' as a reason for the kids to do something it's so boring and anti-climactic cuz guess what? we KNOW they're gonna win and the world'll be fine
oh gods, you people are so reliant on Hope
for fucks sake, it's worse when it's Alaric that delivers that line like you're a grown ass man who's been in this game for decades, you've seen it all, and yet you've come to rely on a 17 year old to do everything for you
no wonder she wants to stay asleep
Alyssa leaving and saying 'Good luck beating one without me' ?????
tf, that's what they've been doing since??like?? always??
so apparently you can only wield the sword if you have kings blood in your veins and even though she isn't actually royalty, Hope is sorta royalty in the werewolf community and her dad was the king of New Orleans, so i guess what im trying to say is she's totally a princess and she coulda wielded it
ok, if im disappointed by everything in this season (and according to the first ep i have no doubt i will be)
the only requirment i have for this season is for Hope wolfing out at least once, that's all i ask for this season, not a plot that makes sense, not a lack of superhero bullshit, not even a good villain, just Hope wolfing out
wait, so is Raf like royalty too? that's actually not bad, he and Hope coulda been such a power couple
landon kissed her and she woke up
thats so stupid
thats so stupid
thats so stupid
thats so stupid
AND legit in contrast of their previous ep where Hope legit says 'im not kissing someone sleeping, consent is a real thing'
wow, Julie, letting them have their fairytale moment but nothing for Hosie huh?
her waking up because she doesnt want to face the grief was so boring, why not make it an actual foe going after her?? some magical problem i mean?? it feels like they left on a biggie like she's not waking up and its a big deal but next thing you know it's not a magic problem or a foe, she just doesnt wanna face grief, ffs
its good that josie's leaving to get better, otherwise her whole plot in the show woulda been her being sad and not wanting to help out cuz she's scared of herself and getting picked on so yeah
what-
lizzie you didnt ruin the field day, a monster did that, relax
OH GODS SHE DID NOT JUST GIVE HIM A SUPERHERO NAME
UGHHHHHHHH
OH MY GOD HOPE AND LANDON STOP TALKING ABOUT SUPER SQUAD AND BAT SIGNALS
GODSDAMMIT
klaus mikaelson would be so disappointed in this show
you know what i'd like to see?
some goddammed consequences
like let the kids mess up and have actual tragedies happen in town that they have to deal with
honestly the writers don't know a good thing even when the whole fandom is literally yelling it at them
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handonshipper · 3 years
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If I Knew Then: Chapter Three
After a bit, Landon laid down and stared at the ceiling. He hadn’t even noticed the door had been left cracked open when Josie left the room. He was too busy wrapped up in the thoughts that came with the boredom of isolation. Suddenly, about twenty minutes later, if the Phoenix had to guess, the door of the dorm room slowly opened, and Hope Mikaelson came walking through. She clearly had not been told he was there, he realized at he confused and shocked expression that was written across her face. 
“Landon?” Hope questioned, confused. 
“Hope” Landon breathed out in relief as he got off of the bed completely.
“What are you doing here?” She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion, though seeming grateful for a distraction.
“I was, uh, looking for you. And I got locked up in the cellar. Josie brought me here instead. I’m not really good with small spaces” he said. All of this was true. He had yet to make a decision on if he should confess something that seemed crazy, even to him. 
“You were looking for me?” Hope questioned incredulously, a faint smile forming on her face. “Why?”
“I wanted to see you. It’s hard to explain,” he said. 
Landon looked at the woman he loved, unable to help the smile that was on his face. She was younger than he was. She had no knowledge of the passionate love they would have in the future. A love  worth fighting and dying for. She hadn’t been through as much at this point of time. Had not yet suffered through everyone forgetting who she was. 
“Okay” Hope said slowly. “Well, this isn’t the best time.I’m going through some personal things at the moment” 
Landon looked down slightly, unsure of what he should do about his current situation. Hope might be the only person able to help him, but he did not want to bother her after whatever it is she had recently endured.
“Well, tomorrow you will be gone anyways. If you’re locked up here, you must have failed at being compelled because of vervain” Hope said.
“I can’t be compelled” Landon said without thinking. 
Hope stilled at his words, looking at him. “What do you mean you can’t be compelled?”
“I mean I have encountered a vampire before that tried to erase my memory, and he couldn’t then” Landon said, looking at her 
Hope hesitated. “Maybe you were on vervain then too” she said. “Though if that’s the case, and it wasn’t a student from this school, you’re lucky you weren’t killed.”
Landon rubbed the side of his neck a little subconsciously as he remembered MG tearing into his throat, "Yeah I'd rather not die" for good at least, he added silently. 
"I should go. I'll talk to you later. Just try to stay calm. You're not a prisoner here, I swear" Hope said softly. She gave him a small smile before heading out of the room. But before she could cross the threshold, she hit a barrier spell that prevented her from going through. 
Hope let out an irritated sigh. "Who put you in here?"
"Josie." Landon answered, looking at her. 
"Fantastic. She won't take the barrier down then. And Lizzie is currently being a bitchy teenager, especially to me, like she has been for the past year. There's no way she would help me out either. Lizzie is Josie's twin" Hope explained, though Landon already knew this. "They are both siphoner witches. Basically they could absorb the spell if they were willing to get us out of here."
Landon nodded a little. "I guess this isn't the part where you run" he said with a faint smile as he thought of his Hope. 
Hope frowned slightly at that but walked over and took a seat on the other bed as she let out a sigh.  "Look, I like talking to you normally when I go to the Grill, but this isn't the best time for me to be stuck socializing" 
"What's wrong?" Landon asked, looking at her with a small frown. 
Hope inhaled sharply and was silent for a moment. "My mother just died" she said. "And I was betrayed by the guy I had been interested in." 
"I'm sorry for your loss." Landon said softly, looking at her. "I never really got to know my parents, so I dont know what that kind of loss must feel like" 
And it was true. Malivore was a pit of tar. And he had only truly gotten to know Seylah for a day before she dived into Malivore. Just like the love of his life. Except she wasn't there yet, he realized thoughtfully. There were no monsters. And he needed to try to avoid activating any artifacts. 
"Well, it sucks. Especially when it was your fault to begin with" Hope said with a sigh as she laid back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. 
“If you want to talk about it, you can. If not, that’s fine too” Landon said, looking at the one he loved.
“It doesn't matter what I tell you. You're just going to forget tomorrow" Hope said, looking over at him. 
"Maybe I will. Maybe I won't" Landon said. "Either way, it might help to talk about what you are feeling" Though he knew the love of his life wasn't usually vocal about her feelings. "If you dont want to, that's fine. I just want you to know that you can if you want"
Hope was silent for a moment as she looked at him. "Thank you, Landon" she said finally.                      
Landon gave her a small smile. “You’re welcome” he said softly.
He wanted to tell her everything. The last time he had kept anything from her (with the exception of how he felt when he first remembered her) was when he stole the knife without meaning to and then lying about having it. Though that wasn't truly his fault. It was all due to his father and his destiny. 
He wanted to confess everything to her. To tell her about what he was, about Malivore and who his parents were. He wanted to tell her he loved her. That he loved the way her eyes sparked when she was about to pick a fight. The way she would do whatever it took to save the people she cares about, but that she also put the lives of six people over one, no matter how important that one was to her. He loved the way she was starting to look at him, the way she loved him back.
He wanted to warn her about the monsters and kiss her so passionately it would leave their minds spinning and their bodies breathless. He had thought he wouldn't see her again, and that thought broke his heart. But now she was here. Except it wasnt his Hope, even if it was. She was three years younger here. And she had never danced with him, much less kissed him or fallen in love with him. And he had absolutely no idea what to do with his knowledge. 
The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt Hope by keeping the truth from her, but what would happen if he did? He's seen a couple of time travel movies, and he had no idea what the outcome would be if he chose to be honest with the love of his life. Would it destroy everything that had occurred in the future? Would a parallel dimension be created by the changes made from Landon? What was one supposed to do in a situation like this? 
Just merely looking into Hope's beautiful blue eyes had Landon nearly melting and telling her every single thing he was currently keeping from her, but he forced himself to remain silent with difficulty. He wasnt sure how long he would be here. He shouldn't just potentially destroy everything because of his feelings for her.
  
"So what are you?" Landon asked Hope curiously, watching her thoughtfully. 
Hope moved to sit up on the bed and face him. "They're just going to make you forget tomorrow."
"Humor me" Landon said with a smile as he looked at her.
"Alright" she said and straightened up a little. "My name is not Hope Marshall. It's Hope Mikaelson. Marshall was my mother's adoptive maiden  last name. Before she married her husband that is currently dead too." She paused to collect herself. It hurt talking about her mother. Especially so soon. "My father is Klaus Mikaelson. He is one of the Earth's original vampires. But he isn't just a vampire. He's part werewolf too. My mother was a werewolf, the alpha of her pack. And my grandmother and her sister were powerful witches" Hope said, looking at him. "All of that put together makes me…"
"A unicorn" Landon said with a smile, remembering the first time he had said that. 
"A tribrid. I'm the only one of my kind." Hope said. 
"See? Unicorn" Landon said, though his mind was unable to help going to the actual unicorn he had seen when the slugs took it over and used it as a Trojan Horse. 
Hope laughed softly despite the pain she was currently feeling inside. She tucked her hair behind her ear and looked away before getting up and walking around the room a bit. "I definitely wasn't expecting to get locked up in some empty dorm room" she said, looking ahead. 
"Well, it wasnt exactly on my calendar for the week either" Landon said, getting up as well. "Though being stuck in a dorm room is better than being locked up in a cellar." 
"Yeah, I imagine it would be" Hope said and paused, turning to face him again. "So I see you came here after work." 
"What?" Landon looked down at his shirt. "Oh, yeah. I just really wanted to see you" 
"Why? You dont even know me that well? Especially not before you walked into the dorm room." 
"I like you. I like talking to you" Landon said. "And you haven't been around much lately."
"Yeah, well, I've already given you some of the reason why" Hope said, her voice quiet as she stared at a wall for a moment. 
It was clear the memories of her mother's death were fresh upon the surface. Landon felt a wave of guilt for some of the questions he had asked. He didnt want to hurt her, but he also wanted to talk to her. And they weren't as how they usually were. Hope did not have the memories he had.  
Landon nodded a little at her words. "My mom's name is Seylah. She gave me up for adoption while I was still a baby" he informed her. "I never met my father" Not unless seeing his mudface coming up from his pit counted as meeting him. 
Hope looked back at Landon and nodded a bit. "Maybe you'll get to meet her one day." She said with a small smile. 
Landon smiled a little at her words. "Maybe I will" he said, thinking of the time he had met her. He wished he could free her from Malivore. He still didn't really understand why she erased herself. But she wasn't in Malivore now. 
"I hope things all work out for you in the end" Hope said, looking at him before looking away and sitting on the bed, facing away from him. 
He could tell she didn't fully trust him at the moment, though considering Roman had recently betrayed her, he didn't blame her. But she still felt drawn to him as he was always inevitably drawn to her. He was drawn to her when he didn't know who she was. 
He remembered her in his temporary death, despite Malivore's purpose being to erase her from everyone's mind. Except Hope's of course. Because she is the loophole, born to destroy Malivore. Except Landon would rather die permanently than let anything happen to her
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lorencourtier · 4 years
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Discord Thread II Loren, Jace, and Emily
Discord thread featuring: Loren and jace @jace-matthews and Emily @warmvlbes
Mentions: @malakhai-ozera @davieslandon @bensonnick
When: July 28th
Description: Loren, Jace and Emily all get into a fight after Lorens texts with Emily
Jace “do you know what’s funny? You and emily living under the same roof but texting each other. Cutest friendship ever.”
Loren. “It is funny. But I don’t wanna leave you.” He laughs
Jace “I’m sure it’s juicy whatever it is.”
Loren. “Oh, just Khai shit” he shrugged
Jace “because....he backed out of a chat after a couple exchanges about a food item?” He snickers rolling his eyes.
Loren. “Yeah... I don’t know. I thought it was funny”
Jace “guys are weird. Id know. I am one.”
Loren. “Yeah, I just don’t have the brain power to analyze Khai right now” he chuckled
Jace “who...does?” He laughed. “I haven’t even had the chance to speak to him really”
Loren. *so, I guess if you wanna move in with me. It’s gonna be at my old place. Thank god I still haven’t sold it yet”
Jace “I beg your pardon? No I’m not doing that.” “I like it here.”
Loren. “So then move in with Emily. I’m out.” He gets off the bed and starts grabbing shit from the closet to throw back into its box
Jace “can you explain to me what is going on?” “because y’all are literally in the same house. Don’t make me pull you both out into the common room and treat you both like my students that I mentor”
Loren. “I’m just done supporting her ass and then she turns around and calls me fake because I think their being intense and weird? Fuck that Jace. I don’t need this shit in my life. I’m sorry.”
Jace “Okay first of all: watch your tone with me. Second of all: if you felt that way, then maybe you should’ve told her that versus saying other things? Calling people is tense or weird isn’t nice. And you know how Khai is with emily. You can’t blame her for acting out. He’s literally done nothing but to prove he can’t be trusted. If I did that shit with you, how would you feel being called intense or weird? You’re her best friend loren. She’s always going to look to support you bc I’m sure if I fucked up, she wouldn’t be on my side. you don’t have the brain capacity for tonight, okay. But insulting them all together isn’t going to solve anything. It does come off a little left sided.”
Loren. “Okay, you know what. She should know damn well I love her. I get intense and weird myself and if I was being that way I wouldn’t be all shitty for being called out on it. Second off. I know how he’s been, fuck do I know, and if it were you I would have already left. I don’t do this drama shit, I don’t play, and I’m not about to be disrespected for speaking my mind. I always have her back, always. She knows this. I try to help her see the light in Khai because she loves him. I personally don’t like him. Anyway, I’m leaving. You can stay wirh her”
Jace “loren you’re staying and thats final.” He said raising a brow. “Im literally moving in with my boyfriend of 24 hours and she didn’t call us intense or weird. So she’s stronger than the average person but that doesn’t make her crazy. You hurt her feelings loren. And so she did it right back. Y’all just need to talk this out. But you’re not leaving and if you do, thennnn....I’m gonna take a step back because this can be easily solved and if you walk out on her for this, then I’d hate to see how you’d react for the first time we fight. running away solves nothing.” He shrugged. “So either get it together the both of you? Orrrrr Im out.”
Loren. “You’re kidding right? This isn’t our first fight, and if your out for that. Because she disrespect me. Then you know what? I’m sorry. I’m not gonna sit down and be a fake person and smile when all I do is be there for her. I say one thing she doesn’t like and I’m the bad person, and now you threaten to leave me because I don’t wanna deal with it? That hurts” he turns around and walks into the bathroom slamming the door
Jace “did she not feel disrespected by you too though...?” “EMILY GET IN HERE RIGHT NOW.”
Emily She walks in, standing in the door frame.
Jace he opens the bathroom door. “LISTEN TO ME RIGHT NOW. I’ve had enough with both of you. This is bullshit. OVER A BOY? REALLY? Y’all- it’s KHAI WE ARE TALKING ABOUT. he’s not perfect. You’re not perfect. pointing to em and you are not perfect pointing to loren. BUT DISRESPECTING EACH OTHER IS A LOW OF ALL LOWS. IT SOLVES NOTHING”
Loren. He comes out of the bathroom and pushes past them both. “Figure your shit out. I’m done” he said to Emily. Turning to jace after. “You wanna leave me over this? Fine. Do what you want. I’m leaving” he walks toward the front door
Jace “Loren if you walk out that god damn door, I will know your love for me was not real and you are running from me just like you had to do with Landon. Pick and choose your battles right fucking now bc she is here and so am I. I am trying to help. and you literally aren’t even listening. You’re too busy trying to run.”
Loren. “I can’t believe you just said that to me. You can’t be serious”
Jace “you two need to talk. I don’t care if it doesn’t happen tonight but we’re not about to throw away this home over a boy. YOU can’t be serious. You’re running. Is it that easy for you to walk? I’m trying to help.”
Emily “I’m not going to be the reason y’all break up either.”
Loren. “I’m leaving because I’m obviously needing to cool off. But you want me to stay and keep fighting? You want me to be fake and say it’s all okay? Fine... it’s all okay baby. She didn’t disrespect me at all. Happy?”
Jace “did I fucking say THAT LOREN? NO I DIDNT.” “I JUST SAID TO TALK IT OUT”
Loren. “I DONT WANT TO! I tried and she just kept saying fuck me. So guess what! Fuck me!”
Emily “Loren wait*”
Loren. “I don’t wanna do this. I am not about to do this again. Just stop” he said dropping to the floor and holding his head
Emily “look i was fired up and said some things I didn’t mean. But you really did hurt my feelings...”
Loren. “Just stop”
Emily “stop what! I’m trying to apologize”
Loren. “I didn’t do a fucking thing wrong. And I can’t do this... i need to leave”
Emily “so my feelings are invalidated because it stung to hear you call me weird and intense? With someone you’re usually happy for me for?” “i mean if it means saving the friendship, I’ll just stop going to you about Khai. It’s not like I can talk with anyone else about him. So I’ll just leave the subject of him to deal with myself.” “because all people do is want to either try to insult him or tell me how I should do better. I’m just gonna...stop...talking about him”
Loren. “Well I’m sorry you don’t think it’s intense and weird to be off and on and constantly trying to one up each other. I don’t care what you do. I always support you, you know damn well I do. But YOU” he pointed to Jace. “Just broke my fucking heart.”
Jace “what the fuck did i do? You just tried to walk out on me for trying to help mend something?”
Loren. “I never said I was walking out on YOU”
Emily “Loren YOUVE always supported us so it was just weird to hear you say that...it felt out of no where. But I am sorry that I disrespected you. I just felt disrespected too.”
Loren. “But to throw Landon in my face? That hurt”
Jace “I’m not talking about this in front of emily.”
Loren. “Yeah. I’m just don’t with this whole conversation”
Jace “then go like you planned on doing.”
Loren. “I’m not going”
Emily “can we just light a joint or something? I don’t like us all fighting.”
Loren. “But I’m not about to ever be threatened like that again. Ever”
Jace “you tell me you love me every fucking day and you were ready to throw me in her by myself over some petty ass bullshit. You’re not going to just walk out on me trying to talk to you and that wasn’t a threat. It was a promise. Bc it was juvenile. This whole thing is Juvenile.”
Loren. “I was upset and the first thing you did was say I was acting out and sides with her. You wanna do that, fine. You don’t wanna talk about this in front of her, fine. I wasn’t walking out on you. I just don’t wanna live somewhere that I feel like I have to walk on eggshells. I did that my entire fucking life”
Jace “I was trying to get you to see from her perspective as you do every time I’ve spoken to you about my mom, or anything else loren.”
Emily “can no one leave? Please. Y’all this is my fault. I raised the tension bar and i don’t like this. I’m really really sorry loren.”
Loren. “ I see her fucking perspective. But she doesn’t care to see mine. I’m not even going to be okay with this. Or pretend to be. Maybe you should just... I’m not doing this. Fuck this” he started to cry
Emily she walked over and held him. “Jace can you just give me 5 minutes? Please.”
Jace “whatever”
Loren. “Don’t touch me I need to leave. I need to go. Just leave me alone”
Jace “I thought you said you weren’t going.”
Loren. “I-“ he just shook his head
Emily “Jace! 5 minutes.” She said again watching as Jace walked out. “Loren I know you hate me right now but you need to listen to me. You hurt my feelings too. Okay? I know you support me and yeah I see your perspective. But you’ve literally called me strong from day 1 and now it’s like you’re calling me weak for even attempting to make shit work with Khai.” She shrugged. “I don’t want to fight you at all. I’m just a little blindsided by the comments you made and I’m sorry because yes, you have supported me 100% of the way. But that’s exactly why I got confused and upset just now. as for Jace, I-I don’t have advice for that but you guys love each other and y’all just need to breathe and talk this out. But don’t leave. Because that’s clearly not what he wants. But if it’s what you NEED to do, then I guess do it.”
Loren. “Emily, I do nothing but listen to shit between you two. I never complain, I never hardly ever bring up my own shit. But the truth is. I do think you could do better. He obviously has shit he needs to deal with before locking down. But still I support you and root for you. I’m always honest with you, and I’m sorry you didn’t like what I had to say tonight. But it’s always something with him, and that’s a lot on me to make you feel better. I told you I was off. But you still get shitty with me like I’m supposed to just kiss your ass and lift you up. Now I This shit with Jace? Because of Khai and you and what he said... I don’t know if I can forgive that. It’s obviously just too much for me.’so leaving felt like the right thing to do. If he doesn’t wanna support me. Then maybe I was wrong about him”
Emily “I think he was just trying to support us both.” She said through worried eyes. “He cares about Our friendship, Loren. That’s not terrible but he didn’t need to stoop that low and I’m sorry he did. But i don’t think you were wrong about him. Just remember how much shit i deal with when it comes to Khai. But i still love him. Just like you love Jace. If you need to, stay in my room tonight. I don’t care. I want to be there. And like i said, I’ll stop talking about Khai because yes I fully take responsibility for this and that’s exactly why I don’t want to be the reason, or my bullshit with Khai, to be the reason y’all break up.” “I’m really really sorry.”
Loren. “I don’t wanna stay in your room. I don’t wanna be here. You both hurt me. You both made me feel like my opinion or feelings didn’t matter. He should support me not you. I know your friends but he is supposed to be my number one supported. Someone who calms me and is there for ME. I’m just not going to pretend this didn’t happen, and yeah. You started the whole fire in me but he fueled it. I’m just done. I’m just fucking done. Do what you want with Khai. But don’t expect me to sugar coat shit anymore. You deserve better. He’s a piece of shit. Handle it”
Emily “I’m just gonna try and move on. It’s all i can do and i don’t expect you to just bump and forgive me for this or forget this happened. I’m just saying sorry because your opinion does matter. It just hurt coming from you. And if you don’t want to be here, then go.” “or I’ll go. I’ll just go stay at nicks.”
Jace “and I’ll go too.”
Loren. “It’s like everything is fine as long as I’m saying what you wanna hear. How many times have I backed you or lifted you up?”
Emily “every time...”
Loren. “Now it’s all my fault and I’m losing my boyfriend over it? Go stay with nick like I fucking care.”
Emily “i was just saying that i will go....Christ.”
Jace “actually I’m still here but I can go if this is how tonight is gonna continue to pan out.”
Loren. “Are you here for me or her? Cause I’m a little confused right now”
Jace “I’m here for both of you because this fight is dumb. Like y’all both invalidated each other. Grow up”
Loren. “Yeah, grow up” he just laughed
Jace “yeah I’ll just go because we’re gonna be going in circles all night. I’ll see y’all later.”
Loren. “Okay, Emily, baby, it’s okay. I forgive you.”
Emily “no you don’t. I’m leaving too.”
Loren. “Jace, I forgive you too. It’s all my fault and next time I will watch what I say more carefully”
Jace “goodnight, Loren.” Walks out the front door and slams it
Loren. “Let it all be on me”
Emily she sighs, runs into her room and starts packing an overnight bag
Loren. “Don’t you ever talk to me again. I can’t believe you just did this to me after all I did for you”
Emily “loren I do not control Jace’s actions....”
Loren. “This is not friendship You just broke me in a million pieces all because of a stupid left on read by Khai”
Emily “Okay this is bullshit. I didn’t even do anything except fight with you. I don’t control what Jace does. I’m sorry he cared about both of us??? LOREN I SAT HERE AND TRIED TO APOLOGIZE AND YOU ARE BEING A DICK SO INSAID ID LEAVE. IDK WHATBYOU WANT”
Loren. “I’m going to get high. Fuck you”
Emily “fuck you too dude.”
Loren. “I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life. And I��ve been beaten, raped, and disowned by my father.”
Emily “I’m not Jace, Loren. he tried to help...”
Loren. “No your not. Did he?”
Emily “yeah he did but you’re too pissed off to see that and taking it out on me.”
Loren. “I don’t think he did. He threatened to leave if I didn’t just suck it up and forgive you”
Emily “shouldn’t you be fighting him?”
Loren. “That’s not someone who was trying to help”
Emily “you’re not even taking fault for what you said. You’re not sorry at all. You don’t care how it made me feel so why should I care how you feel right now? Oh that’s right. Because i tried to apologize and it’s still nothing.”
Loren. “All I did was wanna leave and I wanted him to come wirh me. But he chose you”
Emily “Because he didn’t want to see a friendship end over a stupid boy...”
Loren. “I didn’t say anything wrong You both were being intense and weird.
Emily “it’s funny how you can see things from Khai’s prospective but when it comes to people pissing you off, it’s complete tunnel vision” “Loren you don’t have to berate or lecture me again on how i can do better. I got it the first 2 times you said it.”
Loren. ”oh my god. Can you not just take one step back and try to see where I’m coming from?”
Emily “I did and do. Do you know how many people tell me that i can do better?” She asked.
Loren. “I don’t care that’s the thing. If you wanna be wirh him I support you. I just said what I saw and you flipped”
Emily “do you know how annoying it is to feel like Me fighting for something that i really want only for people to say why emily?”
Loren. “I give up. It’s always about you” “I’m trying to tell you. I support you”
Emily “if you’d let me fucking finish— I should not have snapped at you but it had been everyone. Literally everyone. Even anonymous beings telling me to do better. Hearing it from you, it just hurt.  AND I KNOW LOREN. OKAY I KNOW.”
Loren. “But all you hear is this stupid shit I said one time”
Emily “you want what’s best for me. Okay i hear you. I do. I’m sorry. Idk how many times you want me to say it. I’m. Sorry. I know you want to see me do better.”
Loren. “I can’t even keep up with you right now. That isn’t even what I was saying” “Let me talk”
Emily “It’s how it came across loren.”
Loren. “I wasn’t saying that in our text. I was just saying. You two are intense and weird. I don’t see anything wrong with that, it’s who you two are. But you completely flipped on me. I always support you and root for you and try to paint him as an angel for you. You know I do. So why you went off on me is beyond me. You should know I’m not aaron or any of those stupid assholes. I’m here for YOU! Yeah, maybe you could do better. I don’t really like the way he treats you. But I didn’t say that in the text. I always support you. I wanted to take a step back and just cool off because you literally went off and said fuck me. I don’t need that shit. I’m battling my own demons too you know. Now Jace...”’he teared up. “I should have known better. But guess what? I didn’t. So now I’m broken and you can be sorry but it doesn’t matter. I learned what I had to I guess. I hope you do too.”
Emily “Loren you also just said that I could do better though. But i do appreciate you supporting me and I’m sorry...I’m sorry if I’m the reason you and Jace break up but i really hope I’m not. I highly doubt he’s even left. He’s probably just as broken but this is my fault and I feel horrible for all of this. At this rate, i don’t even know how i have friends because I’ve snapped at every single one of them this week.” She shrugged. “I just don’t want this friendship to die over this. This is so stupid. And I will bring Jace back in here because yalll have to talk. Don’t let this ruin you both. Please. but can i also please just ask for pure transparency with you? Because painting Khai as some angel ISNT going to help me if he pulls the shit like he did tonight.” she sighed, peaking out the window. “He’s literally on the staircase, top step. I’m gonna bring him back in here. Just please...try to talk.”
Loren. “He didn’t even do anything but not text you back. That’s why I try to calm you down. Cause something you act like he’s so bad. When literally he barely did shit. I get why you feel the way you do, trust me I do. I have trust issues myself. But Jace using Landon against me. I can’t even.... that’s just not okay.”
❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Loren it wasn’t even about the text. It was the fact that he backed out of a convo when I was joking with my best friend. Hello.” She sighed. “Talk to Jace. It’s the only advice i can offer. I already said he shouldn’t have stopped that low and i mean it.”
Loren. “I didn’t run from Landon. I tried to protect him and then I fell in love with someone else. I don’t run. I cool off, and I’m done with this. This is too much”
Emily “Loren I’m behind you on this. But I can’t solve it. You have to talk to him, babe”
Loren. “Nope, let him go” “I’m used to being left”
Emily “Loren stop.”
Loren. “I don’t want to” “I don’t have the energy for this.”
Jace he walks in and grabs his book bag, trying to grab his things in peace, his face red from crying but doesn’t say a word
Emily “then give it up. If he’s not worth it then let him go”
Loren. “I didn’t say he isn’t worth it”
Emily “well he’s leaving.”
Loren. “Don’t you dare put words in my mouth”
Emily “I’m not...I’m giving you options Loren. Either talk it out with him, or let him go. doesn’t have to happen tonight. He’s already on his way out”
Loren. “Wow, you really don’t ever listen to me do you?”
Emily “LOREN IM LITERALY SAYING TALK TO HIM WHEN YOU CAN”
Loren. “Has the one choosing to leave” “He’s also the one choosing to hurt me. I can’t control him”
Jace “BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO, LOREN!”
Emily she sighed, and walked out.
Jace “IM HOMELESS. I HAVE TO FIND SOMEWHERE TO GO”
Loren. “Well, im just done. I literally can’t do this anymore” “You didn’t want me to leave. But there you go”
Jace “so that’s it. Youre breaking up with me”
Loren. “As long as it’s not me right” “No I’m not. You’re the one leaving”
Jace “I didn’t leave. I’m still here. I was crying on the top step because I shouldn’t have said what i said. And now yes I want to leave because I really don’t think i should be here. I’m not good for you loren. I’m not.”
Loren. “Wow.’okay”
Jace “You can’t convince me I am when I just hurt you that badly.”
Loren. “I really just don’t even understand how this is my fault”
Jace “i have to live with that for the rest of this life, this relationship. I’m not blaming you. I’m blaming myself.”
Loren. “You wanted to protect her instead of me. That’s fine. I’m just not going to beg you to want me. I’m not gonna beg you to side with me. And I’m sure as hell not staying in this fucking town”
Jace “so you are leaving”
Loren. “Why do I have any reason to stay without you?”
Jace “and I didn’t want to protect anyone...I was literally just trying to help... immsorry” “Loren if you leave, so will I.”
Loren. “You literally ask me every day if I’m okay. No, Jace. I’m not”
Jace “you don’t talk to me. You never fucking talk to me maybe I’ll just take that trip to Hawaii like I planned to find my mom.”
Loren. “I try to stay stable for you. For her. For myself for gods sake. But I’ve been through a lot. To the point I just wanna die most days. But you are literally the only thing keeping me going. Then you say that about Landon. Like I actually ran from him? I didn’t run from him. I was beat within inches of my life. Then I met you... and now you. Okay you know what. I can’t even... I just need to go. This is pointless”
Jace “our love is FAR from pointless, Loren.”
Loren. “Neither one of you let me talk”
Jace “you just spoke”
Loren. “I’m sorry okay? I’m fucking sorry. Can I please go get pure now?”
Jace “I don’t even know what that means. And I don’t know why you’re apologizing when I’m the one who fucked this up.”
Loren. “I don’t know either. I literally am not in the right state of mind tonight. I said that half a dozen times. And still... “
Jace “I’ll just crash on the couch. Talk later.”
Loren. “Okay. I’m done”
Jace “ok”
Loren. “Don’t say I didn’t fight for this” he says walking out the door and slamming it
Jace “what the fuck is going on?” He follows him. “you’re really confusing me loren. You wanna talk but don’t. You don’t want me to walk out, I don’t want you to walk out but here you are ready to skip town. So which is it? I thought you were needing a break to talk about this later. So I opted to stay on the god damn couch but that was a wrong move too. What the fuck do you want? Talk”
Loren. He sat on the top step and just cried
Jace “I love you loren. I’m trying here. But I don’t know what you want me to fucking do”
Loren. “I wanted you to back me. No matter what. I wanted you to love me,  no matter what. I just wanted to know I could come to you with anything and you wouldn’t leave or tell me I was invalid in my feelings. Now everything is ruined, and it’s all because I didn’t want to be treated like shit by my so called best friend” [3:32 AM] “I’ve done shit for her that was so out of line, I’ve done everything for her. I didn’t deserve any of this”
Jace he sighed and sat down beside him, keeping his hands to himself. “Loren, you’re right. You don’t deserve anything that happened but you have 2 people trying to apologize. I don’t know how many times I have to say this: I was trying to get you to see it from her perspective. That is it. I’m not saying what you said was wrong. Im not saying what she did was right either, baby. You have to listen to me.” He sighed, wiping his own tears. “It’s...a boy. And this is a friendship. Khai is a shitty person, okay? But she loves him. And truth hurts. People lash out on that shit. All i was trying to do was for you to see why she did. I did have your back by trying to help mend it but I see that’s where I came off wrong. And I’m sorry.” He sighed, choking up. “And I’m sorry for what I said too. That was low of me and i know you will never forgive me for that.” She sighed, trying to catch his breath. “Truth is I do love you. I do have your back. You can come to me with anything but much like you told emily, I’m not one to sugar coat shit. I’ve been in my own depression since finding out about bea but you’re the reason I stay afloat. And no. Not everything is ruined. You still have me and you still have emily. But if you don’t want us, that’s your decision. We can’t force you to do anything. No matter how bad I may not want you to leave, the choice is yours.”
Loren. “I did see her side, Jace. That’s the whole point. I tried to talk to her and explain myself and she tore into me like I haven’t been there for her the whole fucking time. I can’t do this shit with her anymore. I can’t, and I can’t let it come between us. Yeah, you hurt me with what you said. I don’t even know what to do with that. But I’m so in love with you, I need you. I know you’ve been stressed and I think I just need to focus on us and not them. I need to. Because I need you, and I’m so in love with you. I’d fucking marry you if you’d let me. But you need to know, when I say I’m leaving. I just need to cool off. I’d never walk out on you. Never”
Jace he took a deep breath and moved to hold loren, cupping his face. “I know what it’s like to try and focus on others relationships. But she has to fix this on her own. You can only do so much. But y’all need to support each other. NOT that you WERENT before. Because you were. But you know what I mean.” He presses his forehead to his. “But i love you so much and yes, we’ll get married. I don’t want to lose you. I want us to work on ourselves together. But please be open with me baby. I can’t help you if you’re not”
Loren. “I’m trying” he said grabbing his wrists. “I’m so used to being told to keep quiet and to stay in my own lane. But I’m really trying. I told you about the heroin, and Dominic, and I have been doing good. But, I’ve just been stressed with Emily. Because I love her and I hate seeing her hurt” [3:55 AM] “Please don’t leave me. I love you so much and don’t you ever threaten me like that again. I literally crumbled”
Jace “of course you do baby. Shes your best friend.” He pressed his forehead to his. “I am so sorry. I really am. I just was scared to lose you. I didn’t want you to leave. Too many already have walked out of my life.”
Loren. “I didn’t even think that’s how you might have felt. I just thought you knew I needed to cool off and that’s my bad. I apologize for that. I do” he pressed his head back against his and sighed. “I’m never gonna leave you okay? I just build up and I go off. So I just need to calm down. Please know I’d never leave you”
Jace “I believe you. I’m sorry.” He told him, moving to hug him and breaking down in his arms. “I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry.” He repeated over and over in light whispers
Loren. He wrapped his arms around him and cried with him. Kissing the side of his head. “I’m so sorry too. I really am. I love you”
Jace he sobbed into his neck before pulling out and pressing his lips to him. “Can we go back inside our home?” He asked, breaking away from the kiss.
Loren. He kissed him back with all the love he still had for him and nodded as he pulled away. “Yeah baby. Let’s go to bed.” He brushed his cheek wiping his tears and smiled softly. “I love when you call it that”
Jace “well it is. It’s our home. I want it to stay that way.” He smiled, kissing him again as he wiped his own boyfriend’s tears. “Let’s go” he took his hand, holding tightly
Loren. “Yes it is” he nodded. He kissed him back and took his hand before getting up and leading him inside. “I’m not going anywhere, ever. I promise”
Jace “I’m not either. A trip to Hawaii? Without the love of my life to support me? I’d be out my damn mind.”
Loren. “Yeah, you would. But if it’s something you really feel you need to do alone. I’d respect that”
Jace “I can’t do that alone. I don’t have the balls to do it alone*”
Loren. “Okay, then I’m there. I’m by yours side always. I love you” he led him into the bedroom and pulled the covers back on the bed. “You sleep on my side okay?”
Jace “w-where will you sleep?” He asked lying down hesitantly.
Loren. “In your spot” he said. Crawling on top of him and laying his head onto his shoulder”
Jace “the switch up only for you to cuddle me.” He smiled, tilting his head up to kiss him. “I love you.”
Loren. “Yeah”’he chucked. Kissing him back before rolling off of him. Half his body still on him though. “I love you too. With every ounce of my existence”
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Chapter 13 - Anon 1
Miranda and Brendan were in the car with Landon on the way to his parents house. Landon was about to go back home and after they would tell his parents about the engagement. Miranda was nervous, his family had mixed feelings about them dating let alone engaged. As they pulled up the house her heart was pounding like crazy. As they walked in Brendan noticed Mirandas ring off. “What did you do with your ring?” Miranda looked up at him, “It’s in ny pocket. I didn’t want them to see it right away. I figured it would be better to put it on after they are told.” Brendan nodded as they walked into the house. “Give me my grand baby! I swear you hide him all the time” Inova said. “Inova leave him. Let them walk in and then you can get Landon” James said. “Hi son, welcome back Miranda. I’m so happy that our family didn’t scare you away.” James gave Miranda a hug as Inova grabbed her son in one as well. “Hi Miranda. It’s so good to see you again. Come in the kitchen I have a new wine I want you to try” Inova said as she wisked her away. “Hey mom you forgot Landon” Brendan laughed as he watched his mom steal his girl. “No I didn’t bring him in the kitchen and I’ll take him in there. Kaihla called and said she’s gonna be late so I’ll get additional time with him.” Brendan shook his head at his mother as he followed behind the girls.
They talked for what felt like hours. When the doorbell rang they knew who was there. As Brendan took Landon from his mom he looked at Miranda. “We will be 15 minutes if that are you okay?” Brendan kissed her as he went to get his son ready to go with his mom. Miranda relaxed in her chair as she waited for them to come back in. She heard noise coming so she figured it was his mom, but she was wrong. Both girls looked at each other like a deer in headlights. “Who are you” the brunette said. “Brendan came running into the room. “Kaihla this is my girlfriend Miranda. Miranda this is Landon’s mom Kaihla.” “Hello it’s” “You didnt tell me you had a girlfriend. She’s been around my son? Who the fuck do you think you are letting some bitch you don’t know around my baby? Have you lost your mind? This is not gonna keep happening.” “Hold up. First of all don’t talk about her like that. He’s my son to and he will be around who I am around. She’s my girlfriend and she will be around him when he’s with me.” “We will talk about this. She’s practically a stranger and your letting her around him.” “Don’t sir there and act all high and mighty. I’m not gonna let him be around someone who would hurt him.” Miranda had heard enough. “You both need to stop acting like I’m not in the damn room. I get why your mad. Yes he should’ve told you he was with someone and that Landon was gonna be around that person. But that doesn’t give you a right to say anything about me! You are not gonna be calling me names and talking down about me understand!” With that Miranda walked out the kitchen. “Listen here is Landon’s stuff. I will pick him up same time next weekend” Brendan said as he walked over to Landon. “Bye buddy. I’ll see you soon okay” he kissed his son and walked after his fiancé. He pulled her into his arms and held her. “I’m sorry about her. Do not listen to anything she says. I love you and my son loves you as well.” Miranda smiled at Brendan. “I love you. If I didn’t I wouldn’t be here. Now let’s go down and calm down before we have to tell them the news.” Brendan kissed her and held her hand as they walked back into the kitchen. Inova grabbed Miranda in a hug when she walked in and no words needed to be said. As the four of them sat in the kitchen they all talked some more waiting for the rest of the family to get there. It was 6:00 when everyone was finally in the house and it was almost time to tell everyone what was going on.
Everyone was sitting at the table when Brendan decided it was time to say something. “So I need to tell you all something. I asked Miranda to marry me last night and she said yes.” Everyone’s head snapped to the couple. Forks were put down, glasses were out to the side. “Son really what did you want to say that isn’t even funny” his mother said. “I’m not kidding mom. It’s the truth. I asked her to marry me and she agreed to. “Brendan do you think that’s a good idea you two barely know each other. You can only spend so much time together with her living in Nashville and you here” his father said. “Dude she’s 35!! What type of life do you think you two will have. Her clock is ticking and it’s gonna be hard for her to have kids. Yes you have Landon but you know you want more” Patrick said. “Your insane. I mean I guess I get it she has money. Don’t sign a prenup Bc we know it won’t last” KC remarked. “I think Miranda will be a good addition to the family. She will keep you on your toes and she won’t take any shit from anyone else” Jocelyn said. “She’s already been divorced once you really want that to be your wife? Don’t you want someone who isn’t divorced?” “Now that’s not right. Your father was divorced before we got married and it hasn’t been a problem for us” his mother chimed in. As Brendan was about to comment it was all to much for Miranda. She was trying to hide the tears and she knew it was about to come out. She stood up from the table and walked out of the kitchen and out the front door to sit outside for some air. “I’m going to check on her before I even say anything to ang of you. I knew you would probably feel a certain way , but I never expected this reaction!” With that Brendan walked out to go see Miranda. He opened the front door and saw her sitting on the stoop. He sat next to her and pulled her into his arms. He felt the tears on his arm and he knew she was crying. “I don’t want to break up your family. I love you but I won’t be the reason your family doesn’t talk to you.” “Look at me! I love you too, and this isn’t gonna break anything up. They will all come around and if they don’t that’s on him.” Miranda kissed Brendan as he finished. “Can we please go home? I can’t take anymore today.” “Sure let me go tell them and get our coats and then we can go” Brendan said as they stood up. He kissed her and held her for a couple minutes. “Why don’t you go to the car I’ll be right out.” Miranda nodded her head as she walked to the car. “Do me a favor” Brendan said as Miranda turned around. “Put your ring back on. I want to see it on your finger and it kept on when we can” Miranda laughed at his comment and did as he said. Brendan took a deep breathe as he walked back into the house and into the kitchen. His family was talking and all got quiet when he walked in. “We are leaving. Don’t try and say anything now. What was said tonight was uncalled for. I will talk to you tomorrow mom.” With that Brendan walked out of the kitchen, got their coats and walked to the car. As he got in he saw how upset his girl was. “Let’s go home. I think there’s a glass of wine, a bubble bath and some candles waiting for you” Brendan said. Miranda smiled. “That sounds nice. As long as you join me” Brendan agreed as they pulled away from the house.
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just-a-dumb-gay · 5 years
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I have an idea on how Handon could end and Hizzie could become a thing. (Warning: Long post)
And also a very rough half decent idea for how like all of season 2 can go. And the Hizzie part of season 3. (This is just hoping and assuming we'll get season 3 lol)
Now I'm thinking of season 2 having roughly 16 episodes again. So that's how im going to type this, just for a rough guestimates.
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Okay so we know the magic of malivore is still active (because nobody remembers Hope) despite malivore APPARENTLY being destroyed.
So imagine someone remembers Hope. Said person (or people) then spend episodes 2x01 to 1st half 2x04 trying to find a way to get her out. Then the second half of 2x04 to 2x06 getting her out.
Even though she's out nobody remembers her other than said person (or people) that got her out. So 2x07 to 2x10 is then a somewhat peaceful time as they are trying to figure out how to make everyone remember Hope. Which they then succeed, but its kind of the 2x10 cliffhanger.
Now obviously trying to bring back and remember Hope wont be the only storyline going on. So 2x11 starts with us finding out they're plan to make everyone remember Hope worked. Then the rest of the episode is reunions and catching Hope up on the rest of the chaos going on.
In 2x12, Hope is helping out with other plotlines going on. Kind of a filler episode without much going on. Then the end of 2x12 is some confusing cliffhanger.
2x13 we then found out malivore isnt totally gone, bringing Hope out reveresed the magic. Kinda like how a normal stake to the heart kills an original vamp, but not permanently.
2x13 - 2x15 is then spent finding out malivore is actually up walking around again. Following leads and such to try and find out where it is. And at the end of the episode they're gearing up to go after him.
2x16 is then an epic battle pretty much. And the way malivore fights is by spitting out monsters. So they aren't fighting malivore as such, just the monsters it's puking.
There would probably be the twins, Hope and Landon, Ric and a vamp or 2. Probably MG and/or Kaleb. And to get everyone around, id think they'd be using that ugly car from the road trip episode.
So:-
- First quarter of 2x16 spent finding malivore.
- 2nd quarter spent going over a plan and everyone getting into position.
- 3rd quarter spent trying and succeeding at taking down malivore. Actually killing it this time.
- finale quarter. Everyone seeing to injuries and stuff like that.
They then find out Landon died during the whole fighting the monsters part. Hope is obviously upset, but doesn't worry too much thinking he'll come back.
So there's a small time jump (like a couple hours). The twins and Hope asleep in the car.
I'm thinking Josie asleep in the front seat after dozing off while talking to Ric who's nearby with Landon.
And then Hope and Lizzie passed out in the middle. Either one totally on top of the other simply cos that sounds cute. But most likely one has their head on the others shoulder or one lying down using the others legs as a pillow.
And MG and/or Kaleb just sitting in the back of the car minding their own business, maybe asleep too.
And Ric watching over Landon, waiting for him to come back.
Then, the last scene is Ric taking a closer look at Landons body before saying something like "You should've burst into flames by now." And boom season 2 ends.
Season 3 picks up immediately after, with Ric waking up Hope. Accidentally waking Lizzie at the same time.
So Ric explains Landon should've woke up by now and Hope grabs some research stuff they had about malivore that they brought with them. So the 3 of them sit beside Landon and have a look through it.
At first they cant find anything. Then there's a bit Ric explains he didnt understand, but now he does.
A bit explaining that the magic of malivore will dissapear when malivore dies. That magic including any abilities of malivores offspring. Meaning Landon became an ordinary human when malivore died.
So Hope is obviously upset, full on sobbing and everything. Ric is about to comfort her, but to his slight surprise Lizzie is quick to hug Hope. Obviously Hope and Lizzie being closer now and trusting Lizzie, she just collapses into Lizzie.
So after that, Lizzie becomes very protective over Hope. Doing everything she can to be near Hope, and everything she can to comfort Hope. Maybe even at Landons funeral, Hope clinging onto Lizzie's arm.
So Lizzie spends alot more time with Hope who constantly tries to push everyone away. Just puts up all the walls that fell down during season 1. Not wanting anyone to care about her because everyone that does winds up hurt or worse.
Lizzie is the only one who is stubborn enough to barge her way back into Hopes life (despite how cold Hope tries to be towards everyone).
When Hope is still trying to be alone, Lizzie would just sit somewhere in Hopes room and talk to her even though Hope is doing her best to ignore Lizzie in the hope she'll give up and go away.
Eventually Hopes walls start to crumble and they start to have short conversations in Hopes room.  And eventually that builds into going out and sitting by the lake, walking in the woods and visiting Landons grave.
Eventually, on one of their visits to Landons grave. Lizzie just looks at the gravestone before saying something like "Cant believe I actually miss you, Hobbit." without thinking. She's about to apologise but is surprised to hear Hope laugh a little. Not much of a laugh, like if you weren't listening you would've missed it.
So that happens. Then slowly but surely Hope becomes happier, mostly because of Lizzie.
They grow closer and we see Lizzies feelings for Hope become stronger, yet she decides not to act upon them because she doesn't want to be disrespectful towards Hopes love for Landon and give her a decent amount of time to mourn Landon.
Now I have 2 ½ ideas for their first kiss (and yes they are kinda cliche, but cute. So don't judge):-
1 - On one of their late night trips to sit down by the lake, they've got a big blanket wrapped around them both. Lizzie has her head on Hope's shoulder and Hope notices Lizzie starting to doze off. She lets Lizzie sleep for a while before deciding it's getting a little cold.
So she gently wakes Lizzie up and cant help but laugh at how cute tired Lizzie is.
Lizzie then says something but Hope doesn't notice cos she's to busy staring at Lizzie.
Lizzie then manages to snap Hope out her daze and Hope cant stop herself anymore and kisses Lizzie.
2.1 - They're out walking in the woods. Hope trips and Lizzie manages to stop her from falling. But the way she grabs Hope, when Hope regains her balance she's barely an inch away from Lizzie's face (or as close as they possibly can be considering the adorable height difference). And then they both stare for a moment before going in for a kiss at the same time.
2.2 - Theyre in the woods and Hope trips. Lizzie tries to stop her but instead gets dragged down with Hope and lands on top of her. Same thing as 2.1, they both stare for a second then kiss.
And then just a whole load more Hizzie couple cuteness and Hizzie endgame!
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I got so carried away with this lmao. Legit took me like 2 hours to type it all (well, between texting and coughing alot so maybe more like an hour and a half)
I wonder if I should use this for my writing? Yeah im using this.
I know posting this here means some ass might steal my idea, but I have other ideas I can weave into this and bits that need changed to fit my writing so it wouldn't turn out the same anyways. Doesn't mean you can steal my idea though, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!
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so to update my recent (ish) post, i did eventually give in and binge legacies bc of posie and even though no one asked i have thoughts
josie is my precious child and i would die for her and i think she should wear her hair completely down more often. that is the most important takeway and the rest is under bc this got long i had more thoughts than i thought
i understand lizzie is bipolar but it feels like the writers in charge of her character are too
mg is also my precious child im love him
kaleb was actually on my shit list when i started but he has worked his way into my hear (lets be real the shark slippers helped a lot,, and when he just had to compel those townpeople to forget the buggies but he also compelled them to improve their lives?? in ways that made it clear he talked to them about their life and issues??? Pure™)
liSTEN OK I LOVE PENELOPE PARK SO MUCH I KNOW EVERYONE DOES BUT I LOVE HER!!! her humor?? the way to my heart, first of all,,, and ofc she’s hot bc josie set her on fire as hell too and like did i mention she’s funny? bc shes not just funny her specific brand of humor (witty comebacks, bitchy banter, “you used to like it when i went low”) is Right Up My Alley. its right up there. and i know they call her satan bc she broke josie’s heart so they have an excuse, but it seems like she’s overall just thought of as a mean girl/bitch and i?? dont understand?? all she does is make good jokes and love josie with her whole heart and yeah she ruins lizzie’s life but WHY do people who aren’t the saltzman twins think she’s a bad person???
ok so hope. i like her, i do. and i liked her from the beginning, but also like, only bc i didnt have a reason to not like her? like idk in the beginning she was slightly better than meh for me. now i love her bc she’s also a witty queen with great hair and she smiles and lemme tell you even if i hated her with my whole heart i would melt at her smile. her whole face lights up!! its so cute!! i love it!! and slug infected hope? obsessed. 
spEAKING of which, you know that scene? the scene with slug infected hope and josie and josie hiding behind hope from penelope and hopes lil noise and penelope obviously finding josie immediately and josie’s face and,,,, yeah you know that scene? GOLD. AMAZING. FANTASTIC. GIVE IT AN OSCAR RN.
(backtrack real quick, do the writers remember hope is part vampire? is that something theyre, like,, aware of?? bc the only glimpse of her vampness was in an alternate universe,,, im just confused)
ok so this might be unpopular but landon is...not my pal. i like handon a LOT ok theyre super cute and i love happy hope, but landon himself,,, he simultaneously bores me and gives me Nice Guy™ vibes and just,,, i dont really like him im sorry 
speaking of handon i like raf but this is ridiculous ok i dont need another love triangle julie. like does she even realize most people hATE love triangles? im not alone on that right? theyre not entertaining, julie. youve already done that many times, julie.
i think those were all my main thoughts JUST KIDDING OF COURSE I SAVED POSIE FOR LAST. listen. lets be real. posie is the only reason i watched this show. and by the time i binged it i had already watched every single posie scene on youtube. i. am. posie. trash. i love josie. i love penelope. so josie and penelope?? yall know i was a goner. they are iconic. i love them. their kisses fed my heart mind body and soul. everything about their interactions in the last ep (before the goodbye, im getting there) was just. just. really pure honest to god ambrosia or some shit. i think it added years to my life. and then their goodbye?? you bet it fuckin  b r o k e  my fuckin heart. the emotions. the acting. the tears. the i love you jojo!!! have i mentioned that penelope (and only penelope!! shes the only one!!) calling josie jojo makes my heart whole clears my skin and cures my emotional trauma? cause yeah. anywho ofc im fuckin devastated and i wanna say im not worried about this being the end of posie bc it honestly didnt feel like an ending to me and it def seems like lulu will come back (if she doesnt..........) but i also dont really trust the cw and i didnt even watch the 100 i just know Too Much and i pretty much never trust tv writers so?? i guess i have to sell my soul now?
but also even though im crushed by penelope leaving, so is josie and even though shes my precious child and i dont want her to be in pain,,, im hella excited to see her be angry and ruthless and burn everyones world down and badass as hell. kaylee said people arent gonna like josie in the next ep but?? unlikely.
im sure no one made it this far but i needed this catharsis thank you goodnight pls remember that penelope park is soft as fuckin hell no matter what she says
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From the Grave
(For @whatevercomestomymind, who won one of the Third Prizes and requested a story from the perspective of a Background NPC. [sorry it’s not a whole week, but this will probably end up spinning into a whole series] who gets to watch the Hero do the Thing without actually being involved.}
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“You heard that Landon is back?” 
“I saw him the other day, and again this morning. He’s... different.”
Etina leaned across the counter to look at the man in question as Urrelle did the same. They were the same age. Had grown up in the same village. Known all the same people. Their mothers were friends from childhood.
But then Landon disappeared, and soldiers spent the next three years coming through the town, asking odd questions about him.
‘Have you seen him?’ they had asked with strange, fixed smiles that faded every time someone told them no. ‘Has he been home? Have you heard from him at all?’
Of course, no one had. Landon’s mother was dead ten years back, and he never had a father that anyone knew, although his mother swore to her last breath that she was married, and that Landon was his father’s son.
Most everyone thought she was a little crazy, but she was gentle and sweet, and when she died, the town did their best to look after Landon. 
He was kind, and friendly, but odd, always a little too fast, and a little too good with the bow he used to bring meat in from the deep forest.
And then, the night of the Grand Eclipse, Landon’s house went up in blue flames, and he vanished completely. 
For three years, they waited, and wondered as stories whispered through of a legendary swordsman who challenged a tyrant, and fought a god, and lost everything except his life and the sword that no one else dared wield.
“He looks sad,” Urrelle noted as she carefully peeled an apple with her little knife. “Worn out, too.”
“I tried to ask where he went,” Etina agreed thoughtfully. “He didn’t want to talk about it much. He doesn’t talk much at all, anymore. He has a wedding band now.”
“I saw that. You think...?”
“Well, whoever it is, they aren’t here.”
Probably, Landon’s wife, or maybe husband- some preferred their own, for all that it was less common- was dead. The bone-deep grief that he carried seemed to intimate for a parting, and his ring glimmered with care, polished and clean no matter what.
Sadly, it was all too common a story.
It wasn’t that heroes were unknown, even in their little town. Every now and then someone came out of the woodwork, having been born under the wrong sign, or the right one, but no one ever talked about what happened to the ones lucky enough to survive their adventures.
Landon was one of the rare ones. The ones who lived to come home, but carried the weight of all they had seen and done like an invisible shroud. 
He was still kind, and friendly, but his eyes never quite focused on the ‘now’ and he always seemed to be looking for someone who should have been at his side and wasn’t.
Etina’s mother said it was a broken heart, but no one had gotten up the courage to ask him themselves, and Landon did his level best not to talk about the years he was gone. His wedding band was sign enough, and that wound was clearly still open and raw.
The sound of an inhuman scream overhead, sharp as glass and so loud it echoed off the mountains, made the whole market turn and look at what could possibly have made such a noise. 
When they saw the source, people scrambled for what cover there was, and scattered out of the market.
A dragon.
Etina felt her heart still as the huge white beast swooped down out of the clouds and shrieked again, long and loud as it circled the town with more grace than such a huge creature ought to have.
Out of the corner of her eye, Etina saw Landon turn too, and was surprised to see him freeze dead in his tracks. His lips moved, mouthing something that might have been a name, face alight with shock, and then brilliant, shining joy.
The dragon must have spotted him as their hero ran into the quickly-emptying market square, because it folded its wings and dropped like a stone towards the ground. 
A breath before it hit the stone, the great white form blurred like clay. In moments the dragon was gone, shifted into a man who landed running only to fly into Landon’s arms. 
“I saw you die,” Etina heard Landon choke the words off even as the dragon pressed kisses to his face. “I saw- the demon-“
“I promised I would never leave you,” the dragon told him, and twined their fingers together, white hair glowing in the sunlight, eyes glitteringly blue. “I would crawl from my own grave to return to you. What was a jump between worlds compared to that?”
“You beat me to it,” Landon said, and pressed their foreheads together. They were almost of a height, but the dragon was thin, as if he had been fighting hard and alone for too long. “I finally found the last components to open the door, but you’re here and I can hardly believe you’re real.”
“I am real,” the dragon promised, and brought their tangled fingers up to trace a shimmering mithril band around one of his horns. It was engraved, but Etina couldn’t read it from where she was. “You see, my human? I still have our bond-band, polished and cared for as I worked to come back to you.”
Landon traces the pale-silver band and finally bent ever so slightly to steal a feather-light kiss that promptly turned into rather more.
Etina watched them kiss, and part, and smile together, that painful open space at Landon’s side finally filled, a missing puzzle piece slotted into place as if he should never be anywhere but there.
“Well,” Urrelle said as she crawled out from under her table, having hidden when the dragon swooped down. He and Landon were still completely wrapped up in each-other, radiating joy that was almost brighter than the warm sunlight. “That... answers some questions I guess.”
“I would say so,” Etina agreed as Landon towed his dragon off in the direction of his house, both of them laughing like the long-parted lovers it seemed they were. “At least they seem happy?”
“Three coppers says we don’t see them for the rest of the week,” Urrelle said dryly, but with a warm smile. “Bets?”
“Go scam someone else,” Etina chuckled, and began settling her good from where they had blown about in the excitement. “But I wouldn’t want to be them when the gossips hear of this!”
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Drabble: 'Fake Guns'
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Characters: Bill Skarsgard/Roman Godfrey x Reader
Summary: Reader is an actress who plays a male character who have to be killed by Roman Godfrey.
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"Okey everyone! In this scene Roman Godfrey have to shoot his friend (m/n) because he thinks he was the 'angel' who got his cousin pregnant.' He left the script on his chair and went next to the camarograph, explaing a few things he wanted for the scene.
You nodded and take your place at the little pink mark, one of the guys from the staff hided it under the fake snow. It didnt have to be seeing, but that mark was the exact place where you character has to fall when he got a few shoots gun by Bill's character.
You're a girl, doing as a male character. Many people will think it will be hard for you, but it doesn't. After all, you never has been a very female girl and you find yourself very comfy with your character. The only thing who disconform you was have to use a wing and breast binding the whole day.
You smiled when Bill enter in the set, he left his phone next to his bags before takes the stuff for the scene, all he need for this part is the fake gun of Roman's father and the keys of his car. Bill staring at the gun for a few seconds, he didnt remember to feel the gun so heavy on his hands but he can't be so sure about that, he never handle a gun before. He shakes his head and walked into the scene, it wasn't very important the weight of a fake gun, right?.
'At count of three.' The director yelled, when he said 'three' the lights changed at the same time you and Bill enter in yours characters.
» 'Roman! Lets talk about this with calm...' (M/N) said with his hands up, taking a few steps close to the tall Upir. 'Just drop the gun.'
'No, you're a monster! I trusted you! And you fucked with my cousin and let her pregnant'
'What!?' (m/n) asked with full surprise, he didn't know about Letha's pregancy. 'Man, I di-didnt do anything! I'm g-gay!' He said nervous, he couldn't believe what Roman said. 'I swear Roman! I don't know what are you talking about!' (M/N) take another step and Roman yelled at him with his gun ready to make a shoot on (M/N)'s chest.
'YOU DID IT! YOU MADE HER GOT DRUNK AS HELL AND YOU RAPED HER!' Roman take a few step back and looked at (m/n) with full anger on his eyes, the short guy was scared and atonic.
'Ro-Roman, I- !!' A shoot gun noise cut (M/N)'s words and the bullet hits his chest. (M/N) take a fews step back, with his shaking hand against the bullet hole. The blood started to paint his white tshirt and the snow under his feets.«
Unlike was planing blood droped your mouth and you fell at the ground on your kneeks, grouwning in pain, trully pain. Bill get out of his character and dropped the gun, running next to you. 'OH MY GOD, SOMEONE CALL THE 911!!'
You fell his arms around you, he puts you on his lap and cried with his head on top of yours.
'Everything is going to be okey sweetie, you're going to be fine.' He whispered at you, kissing the top of your head.
You vision started to went black but you still hearing a few noises around you.
'The gun is real! Oh god!' Landon's voice echoned at the set. Lily Taylor screamed something but you couldn't understand it.
You could feel Bill's tears falling on your skin and his shaking hands brushing your hair.Don't leave (Y/N)...' He kissed your forehead and keeped you closer to him. 'Please, Don't...'
'Bill...' You barely could said, your voice was like a soft whisper. 'Its hurts.'
'I know baby, I know. Please just hold on, okey?'
You nodded and Bill smiled sadly, but his smile fly away when he nocited your eyes closing and your slowly breathing.
'(Y/N)? Please don't!'
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Final Reckoning Episode One Review plus a little info from seasons past.
Hello World! Mtv’s Hit The Challenge Returned Tuesday July 10, 2018 at 9pm! This season is “the end of the challenge as we know it”. Which as of right now I’m calling total b.s. since well mtv the last few season has been “recreating” older seasons ie; The Challenge Invasion of the champions, a very sad and terrible attempt to recreate the iconic The Ruins. Then we went into Dirty 30, the longest season in existence and a horrible rip off of Free Agents which in my opinion was the last great season of the show. In the dirty 30 we had something called the purge aka lets fuck Darrell over and allow a bunch of idiots to run the show. Yes I am still bitter because Darrell was robbed out of a title that season and instead our winners were a racist and an anti feminist douche lord, I mean Camila and Jordan. Then we slide into Vendettas after that tragic second season of Champs V stars, which we won’t even talk about since it was a bunch of d list celebrities who i didnt even know and well the terrell owens aka the biggest bitch in the nfl. Moving along, on Vendettas we received a much needed invasion of new people from big brother and mtv uk! Be warned I have never watched mtv Uk shows or any big brother so I had zero idea who these people were but I was excited to see them! We also got from season 5 of are you the one Kam, Eddie, and Alicia. I loved that season of ayto and the people they chose to come onto vendettas made total sense. But what didn’t make any sense at all was the poor get rid of eddie they did. Now I will only say this once and the source that told me this is very credible since he was on their season of ayto he also doesn’t like either person involved however he dislikes eddie more. Simple fact is Alicia Lied, plan and simple. There was never a restraining order or anything of that nature. You can look it up online its public information in every state. Moving on from that, the additions from the uk were all very attractive, and before you gasp and say even Kyle?! Yes even Kyle , I feel like he looks better in person then he does on tv. The fights that season we’re beyond annoying . This was my face anytime Kailah or nicole spoke or were on my tv screen  
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I give them both a chance every season they are on but they always make me regret giving said chance. The luggage throwing incident pissed me the fuck off. & Before you all go WeLL cArA dID iT To JOrdAn guess what she put a waterproof bag of his clothes in water omg get over it. Jemmeye Kailah & Britni Ganged up on kayleigh because of a rumor about her and bananas that Devin started to get Johnny thrown into elimination. It was not okay, it is never okay to touch someone elses belongings ever. I do not care, her stuff was broken and none of the actual apologized for it. 
Now for what you came for my review of the Challenge Final Reckoning Episode 1
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First off I was hoping this season was a team season sadly it was just a rip off of the Rivals series which was only decent for rivals 1 and 2. Rivals 3 was ridiculous and a waste of time and energy. In the beginning we see everyone show up and Tj is all like guess what your partner is buried and you have to find them! oh and the last two teams will be sent home ending their time in south africa. Me as a view knowing damn well tj is full of shit 
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We see Zach dig up his partner Amanda first. Listen I was very excited to hear that Amanda was coming back this season! I really was until all the twitter beef with cara, and unless you’ve been living under a rock you know exactly what I am talking about. (hint him and amanda won the challenge wooooooooh)
Here is everyones partnerships.
Zach & Amanda; Their beef seems a little forced since it’s about Amanda “making up” lies about jenna that even jenna confirmed was true. This team will go far if Zach learns how to work well with women.
Angela & Faith; I honestly don’t understand their beef, really over tor’i really. irrelevant ass team. Angela doesn’t have that same energy she did with Alicia when it comes to Shane and Kam. They won’t go far unless someone (cough cough angela sleeps with someone in power, pulling a veronica in the ruins when she hooked up with my favorite toothbrush twin evan.)
Dj Bald I mean Brad & hair plugs pathological liar I mean kyle; THIS TEAM MAKES ZERO SENSE YALL DEADASS MADE SOME SHIT UP. UHM HELLOOO DARRELL TAYLOR DID NOT WHOOP THAT ASS ON THE RUINS FOR ZERO REASON. Like mtv please stop calling kyle , he literally makes me want to stab him daily.
Cara & Marie; Listen these two have serious dislike for each other over a fucking tweet cara liked & it makes sense they are together. I honestly think this team will do well if Marie Actually fucking tries which i think she will. Tbh marie did campaign to be caras Partner.. However I feel like we as viewers deserved a coral cara team. Those two are both very strong women who need to work out their issues and become civil because I personally love them both.
Ct & Veronica; An og team, ct called v weak but she won more daily challenges then the majority of the girls on dirty 30 . A team to actually fear if they try and win 
Derrick & Tori; Yasssss my boo derrick is back!!!!!! Don’t tell tyler but i adore derrick and think hes amazing. I really like tori as well but her taste in men is just as questionable as mine. Back story tori cheated on derrick with jordan. therefor they don’t like each other.
Bananas & ??? : THIS LITERALLY COULD BE ANYBODY. I’m hoping its sarah so he can break his curse and retire because honestly no one can touch his record unless Landon came out of retirement or if production doesn’t keep fucking over darrell
Joss & Sylvia the sheep; Joss is Hot , and he voted sheep into the elimination and she got mad. damn well knowing she would’ve done the same thing. they do great.
Kam & Melissa; I love this team, this “rivalry” started over a misunderstanding I’m hoping they do well...
Natalie & Paulie; I don’t care enough to waste my time
Nelson & Shane; I’m actually started to like nelson, my dislike for him comes from my loyalty to tyler.. I love shane he is the sassy gay bff that I need in my life. This team will do well if nelson and shane both keep themselves in check
Mama Day & Jozea; I’ve never watched big brother but this team is by far my favorite big brother pairing, I follow both on twitter and they make me laugh daily. underdogs i stan
Britni & Chuck; The hotmess express team. Clearly still feelings there, chuck sucks for what he did to her, they will need to find a way to get past their issues
Jenna & Jemmeye; One of the best moves in challenge history caused this feud. they will do well, jemmeyes brain and jennas brawn.
Kailah & Kayleigh; Failah likes to bully others kayleigh was her victim last season. they’ll probably be out pretty early..
Now to the results of the challenge
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Amanda and Zach won.
I’m not to sure about the rest of the order except for the fact Day & Jozea came in last but before jem & Jenna and Chuck & britni.
it was chucks fault him and brit lost 
it was jennas fault her and jem lost
but was anyone really in shock
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So then we hear bananas yelling for help since his partner left due to family emergency everyone goes digs him up and if it was up to me he wouldve been sent “home” and not brit and chuck since they almost beat day and jozea.. after they get bananas hoe ass out tj announces that amanda and zach are able to send another team home! And out of all the teams these two dumb asses pick day and jozea. like uhm helllooooooo!!! ya’ll deadass had the chance to send send strong teams home... I can’t the stupidity of these two i can’t. SO  then the three teams leave and “go home”. Everyone goes to the house and already a fight breaks out between shane and angela, over a fucking shelf. Homegirl didn’t have the energy with shane like she did with Alicia , but we already knew she was a fraud. Then cut to outside where Joss and amanda are already flirting with each other. I will give credit is due, Amanda is a beautiful girl but has a very ugly soul and joss is very smart to hookup with her, camera time is everything and why not hook up with one of the most dramatic cast members ever. Cut to Syliva saying this could go great for her alliance or terribly for her alliance at least shes smart. The Que the amanda and joss makeout session. Then we cut to bananas cara and hair plugs talking about cara and kyle. Everything out of kyles mouth is a lie and garbage. Kyle states hes gonna sleep with other people and caras like cool whatever . The cut to faith and hairplugs making out, then faith gets into hottub and johnny being johnny brings it up in front of cara, and cara pulls a queen move by being like if he doesnt want me im not gonna wait around. boy bye best choice shes ever made. Then baby girl proceeded to go into a room and make herself look bad by trying to get at paulie. Like oh no baby what is you doing go to sleep and leave him alone..
Then we cut to the best part of the night in my opinion, first we see melissa walk in and try to be civil with kailah, failah wants zero part in it but melissa still tries because melissa wants to be nice then failah pushes melissa and melissa molly whopped her then they were pulled apart 
Everyone but kailah stans on twitter 
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Then the teams who were “sent home” arrive at the redemption house and tj explains some shit i wasn’t paying attention because i didnt care at that point 
Then they go to the photoshoot day and Tj shows up which is never good..
Tells melissa and kailah they are both out ..
Now we dont know kam and kayleighs fate, we find out next week..
Over all this episode was awesome , the cliffhanger was needed , we had a fight some hook ups and a twist.
this season will be interesting to say the least. 
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milreads · 3 years
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...despite this being a 600 page book, I dont have much to say. A lot of this is straightforward. Tessa and Hardin are toxic as hell. We all know that at this point. My sister read this book a few years ago and she told me how it ended and I told myself I would never read this book because what Hardin does absolutely disgusted me more than any act by a "bad boy" in media. Like there is no getting back from that and I just didnt want any part of it.
But then, I watched both of the movie adaptations that came out from this series... and I'm kind of trash for them? Like I have major heart eyes for the girl that plays Tessa and the movies are like this book, a highly addictive and compelling trainwreck.
Like I am so absolutely torn because on the one hand, this relationship was toxic, they constantly fought, Hardin was so toxic and constantly belittled and talked down to Tessa, not to mention for a majority of this book Tessa is cheating on her boyfriend I wanted to like the relationship while it was building up in the first half of the book but I just could not bring myself to fully enjoy all of the steamy and/or adorable scenes that were happening as they started to get to know each other because of how wrong it was in the movie. I could be wrong but as far as I remember she only cheated on her boyfriend once maybe twice with Hardin before breaking up with him in the film.
As previously stated the ending is also what gets to me. I am possibly getting into spoiler territory and by that I mean I'm going to say the big plot twist at the end of the book but if I ever -I don't care how long I was with the person I don't care how serious it was- if I found out that so much of our relationship was based off a bet for them to take my virginity from me and basically Flex to their friends with bloody sheets that they deflowered me as though I was a prostitute or something for them to barter with as though I wasn't even a person not to mention how his friend got involved and they were both trying to see who could basically get in her pants first, I would be so disgusted, there would just be no coming back from that ever for me.
Clearly since this is a multiple book and multiple movie series I am aware that she moved past that but I think that they are not healthy for each other I think that they both somehow bring out the best and worst out of each other at the same time and I hate that there was such a beautiful almost blossoming flower aspect of seeing Hardin open up and speak about his trauma to Tessa, the whole wedding and everything like that, moving in with her all for it to basically be exposed at he is a raging pile of trash.
I hate that I feel as though there's not a single redeemable character in this book maybe Landon but he was barely featured but like seriously Tessa is a cheater, Noah was a little narc to her mother about everything she did to where he treated her like a child, the mom was awful, like we've already expressed why lot of these characters suck but what hurt me was Steph she was one of my favorite characters of the book and I love her in the movie because she's the same but they also chose to make her queer and I appreciated that I feel like her character could easily be interpreted as queer and it would still make sense but she was supposed to be Tessa's friend and for her to be aware of this bet and be aware of how they were treating her secretly and not do anything to put a stop to it or not tell her about it and basically letting her friend get used as though she was an object without wanting to end that makes her just as bad as the rest of them he'll at least Molly owns up to how bad of a person she is she owns that.
That being said despite the fact that this plot was repetitive and basically did not need to be 600 Pages because it was the same formula of them getting close to each other and then them fighting and it just being a vicious cycle of a toxic relationship all for it to end terribly and all of the characters to be shity people I thoroughly enjoyed myself reading this book it was compulsively readable despite having two jobs and a lot of my time eating up I still managed to fly through this decently quickly at least for me and it was fun it was light-hearted it was compulsively readable I definitely plan to continue with the second book I enjoy the films as I stated before and I'm hoping but since we got a lot of this negative behaviors and patterns done within the first book that after she inevitably forgives his shity actions she takes Harden and they grow as a couple and their struggles and the plot devices in the book and the problems they faced will be less about their relationship and how terrible they are to each other but more so outside antagonists.
I think that they had a quiet kind of charm about them when they were together like moments where they would smile or be sweet to each other and I would like to explore that mor. This book and the film's had a fuckton of Sex and the scenes were very steamy I appreciated them I think that the author can write a good sex scene and so I think that there were a lot of negatives in this book but I also feel like there were a lot of positives to balance it out and when it comes down to it I think if you just want straight up trash that you're going to have fun with I think this is a good book to do so with it is very much take it as it is and you will definitely enjoy your experience with it.
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handonshipper · 4 years
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A Twist Through Time: Chapter One
Hope was usually a great fighter. An excellent fighter even. However, when it is her friend that is attacking her, she does not fight back as strongly. She doesnt use her strength. Which was why she lost the magic battle against Josie in which the dark witch used a spell the tribrid didnt recognize. Hope collapsed , feeling her energy leave her. When her eyes opened, she was in a bed. In a one room apartment thing. She blinked in surprise and confusion and slowly pushed herself up into a seated position.
Klaus Mikaelson walked closer to the door of Stefan Salvatore’s apartment with Stefan himself by his side after a long night at the bar. He sighed contently. “Can’t you hear that?” He smirked looking over at his old friend. “It is the sound of Rebekah not annoying us to death.” He said clearly happy his sister had stayed behind last night, doing more shopping no doubt. Truthfully he didn’t care, so long as she stayed away for most part. He was beginning to wonder why he chose to undagger her in the first place. “I never did understand what you saw in her.” He chuckled softly. “Then again, I suppose I wouldn’t. Seeing as though she is my sister.”
PMStefan chuckled a little at that. "No, I suppose you wouldnt." He said, thinking back to the memories he now had of a time he had thought he had mostly blacked out. He stopped as he reached the door and heard someone on the other side. "Do you hear that?" He questioned. He knew it wouldnt be Elena since that was earlier and he had scared her away. Finally convinced her that he didnt want her. Enough at least to keep her away.
Klaus frowned as he too suddenly heard the sound of someone inside the small apartment. He signaled for Stefan to be quiet for a moment and only after a few seconds, he forced the door open with no warning whatsoever. His focused and only slightly concerned expression soon changed into a smug one as he caught sight of a girl on Stefan’s bed. “Stefan.” He playfully scolded. “Poor girl. She must have been waiting here all night for you.” He chuckled. “Apologies. My friend here apparently does not remember when he schedules time with women. He’s charming like that.” He snorted looking the girl over a little. She did look a little bit younger than the girls his friend normally pursued. But he supposed he couldn’t really judge.
Hope inhaled sharply and froze at the sight of her father. She barely even heard the words that came out of his mouth. Her mind was turning on what could possibly have happened. How was he standing here right now in front of her? How did he not recognize her. Then she recognized Stefan. Two people who were dead.
"I've never seen her before in my life" Stefan said, defensive and concerned about the girl. He wanted to find out how he could help her. But he was ripper Stefan right now. Not good Stefan. "What's your name?"
"Hope" Hope said after a moment. "My name is Hope"
Klaus glanced over at Stefan curiously when he said he hadn’t ever seen the girl before. “Well she is in your apartment. And the door was not forced open...at least not prior to my doing.” He pointed out and then focused on the young girl who was apparently named Hope. Quite an unusual name. Not to mention she looked as though she had seen a ghost. “What are you doing here then? What do you want?” He asked taking a small step towards her. Although he didn’t appear menacing quite yet, it was clear the playfulness was gone from his eyes and was instead replaced with caution and hostility.
"I... I dont know what I'm doing here" Hope said finally. "I woke up on the bed, but I certainly did not fall asleep on it"
Klaus raised an eyebrow at her words, clearly not believing her in the slightest. “Right. You were randomly transported to an apartment.” He stated sarcastically. “Let me ask you again. What are you doing here, and what are you after? They are truly simple questions.” He smirked stepping closer to her.
"I dont know what I'm doing here. All I know is I was blasted with a spell I have never heard of and now I'm here" Hope said firmly, looking at him. She could let her pain and confusion hit her later. "And I'm not up to anything. You'd think I have some diabolical reason for being in his apartment?" She raised an eyebrow. "There isnt even much in here. What could I possibly be up to?"
Klaus frowned and crossed his arms as he listened to the girl. He definitely didn’t like her attitude. She sounded entitled and worst of all, she didn’t seem scared of him. Something that didn’t sit well with him in the slightest. “Spell. Alright, let’s say I am considering that insane explanation. Who cast the spell?” He questioned looking at her. “And more importantly, why? Surely you must have done something. Witches do not normally spell others for no reason, even as obnoxious as they are.”
"I was trying to get my friend back. Dark magic and her insecurities were controlling her" Hope replied. "As for who casted the spell, that isnt important" she said.
“Hm. Let’s see. You claim to have been blasted here with a spell. You look properly upset about it. Yet when I ask you to tell me the name of the witch who casted such spell, you claim it isn’t important.” Klaus said slowly. “Suspicious don’t you think?” He smirked and then glanced over at Stefan.
"Less about its importance and more about I dont want you to know about her." Hope said with a sigh
"You want to protect your friend." Stefan observed, watching her. "Even if she hit you with the spell that brought you here"
Hope nodded, her blue eyes lowering a little as she thought about her friend. About everyone really. It was true even if it wasnt exactly true. It seemed she was in the past somehow. But how far back?
Klaus frowned, now having realized that as well. Not that he truly cared. Unless she was there to plan anything against him, which he could tell she wasn’t. There was something going on, but it wasn’t anything he should be worried about. “Right. Well if you are through being transported to places, the door is right through there.” He said dismissively as he gestured towards Stefan’s apartment door.
Hope's heart ached at that. It felt as though she was being disowned, but that was ridiculous. He didnt even know who she was. Which hurt even worse. "Where am I anyways?" She wanted to ask the year.
But she didnt want him to look at her with even more confusion.
“Chicago.” Klaus answered observing her carefully. He could tell there were things on her mind, but he didn’t care enough to ask. “What was the last place you were in before?” Maybe he could get a car for her and she could be on her way.
Hope sighed and frowned a little at that. "I was in Virginia. But going there wouldnt change anything. I'm all alone now" She checked her pockets. "And cashless" she said, sighing. "Whatever. I'll figure something out"
Klaus rolled his eyes, the girl’s problems not affecting him in the slightest. He did have bigger things to worry about after all. Which is why he wanted to get rid of her as quickly as possible. “Here.” He said as he pulled out a couple hundred dollar bills from his wallet and held them out for her. “Now you have zero excuses in leaving my friend’s apartment.” He said with a sarcastic smile present on his lips.
Hope hesitated and took them. "Thank you" she said softly. She lowered her gaze a little and headed out of the apartment.
Once she was far enough away, her wall crumbled. She leaned on the wall in an alley, tears starting to spill. Her heart pounded a little as she struggled to breath. She closed her eyes and breathed in and out slowly, struggling to collect herself. She could handle this. She was a Mikaelson witch. She was a tribrid. And despite all she had endured, she could continue fighting. She would find a way back to Landon. No matter how much she wanted to see her dad again. To see her mom. To change the future. If she changed the future even the slightest, things could change, and she might not even be born. But how could she do this alone? She had no spellbooks. No friends. No family. Was it not bad enough that she had to endure her friends and the boy she loved forgetting her whole existence? Now she had to deal with her father alive, in front of her, and looking at her like she was a stranger?
Stefan watched her leave curiously. "Did it seem like she recognized us?" He asked Klaus as he walked further inside and opened the secret door bookshelf. He added the name of a victim to the very long list from the 20s and then grabbed a bottle of Klaus' favorite drink before walking back over to him.
Klaus frowned at Stefan’s words, his gaze remaining on the empty space the girl had been standing in moments ago. “Slightly. I noticed it too. Though if she wanted revenge for something you or I did in our time here, she has a very poor way of executing it.” He chuckled softly. “Either way I’m not concerned. She looked more lost rather than angry. And regardless, I doubt a fifteen year old girl is any match for the legendary original hybrid and the ripper of Monterey.” He smirked."Oh I'm not concerned either. It was merely an observation. Look what I found" Stefan said, passing him the bottle, label side up.
Klaus grinned at the sight of the bottle of his favorite drink. He took it inhis hands and looked it over. “My. I haven’t seen one of these in a long time. Unfortunately it will have to wait. Possibility until we have something worth drinking to.” He sighed and carefully set it down, his mind now going to all his failed hybrids. “Come. We should see if the witch has made any progress.”
Stefan nodded slightly, knowing it was better not to argue. He needed Klaus to see he was on his side. Not to figure out that he wasnt. He glanced back around at the old apartment and memories before heading out.
Hope took a deep breath, thinking. She went and bought a cheap sketchbook, knowing drawing would help keep her control a little. And she bought cheap pencils. She would prefer better supplies, but she needed to save as much money as she could. Especially since she wasnt sure where she was going to go or how to get home.
Klaus headed out of the apartment as well. He hoped there was some type of solution already. He didn’t know how much more of this he could take. He finally broke his curse, only to not be able to make more of his kind. “I swear I am going to kill this witch if she still does not have anything.” He muttered.
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gowrenrogers · 5 years
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Wren woke up with an unbearable migraine. At first, he couldn’t really figure out where he was. It was unbelievably dark and even as the seconds flew by, the amount of time that a normal human’s eyes would have adjusted to the lack of light, he still couldn’t see. He wasn’t sure if the darkness was a source of the real lack of light in the room or just due to the psychological hysteria building within him. Mass panic ensued as he remembered how he got here. His eyes finally adjusted when he realized just where he was. 
Wren would have liked to believe he refused to go down without a fight, but truthfully, all he remembered was strong hands gripping his arms and forcing them back. He’d like to think he kicked and thrashed, but all he was able to recall was everything going black. 
The longer he recalled what happened, the more his eyes scanned the room to figure a way out. There had to be a way out. Right? He wasn’t stuck here. He wasn’t stuck here. He couldn’t be stuck here. Not here. Not here. Anywhere but here. Not here. Not here. Not here. Not here. Not here. 
He jumped to his feet and ran at the wall banging his fists against it. “HEY!” He screamed so loud he nearly damaged his voice and he definitely scratched it but he kept going, he kept screaming, he kept banging. “HEY! SOMEBODY! HEY!” Somebody had to hear him. Somebody had to come. Right? Right? Somebody. Somebody. Anybody. Fucking anybody. Fuck. He grabbed his hair and pulled tight. No one was coming. No one was coming. He slid to the floor.  Panicking. Panicking. Panicking.   “No. No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no.”
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He put his head in his knees and cried. Sobbed. He gripped his hair so tight he pulled strands out. He couldn’t be here again. Not again. He couldn’t breathe. Fuck he needed to breathe. It was so dark. The walls were closing in. He was suffocating. What had he done what had he done what had he done. 
Liam. Liam. Someone. Anyone. 
He panicked for what felt like hours until he sobbed himself back to sleep, or perhaps it was just him passing out from his hysteria and exhaustion. 
He woke up screaming. Liam grabbed him. He took in his surroundings. He was in his bed. Safe and sound. Liam tried to shush him, to hold him. He pat his sweaty hair back and wrapped his arms around him. Wren eased, Wren calmed down in his arms. It was so peaceful, he felt so safe in his embrace, it was easy to calm down. He closed his eyes and breathed out through his nose as he listed to the love of his life shush him, quiet him. 
But suddenly the arms weren’t there. He felt a gust of cold wind rush through the window. He shivered. Liam was gone. 
“I knew there was something wrong with that kid.”
“He’s defective!”
Are you shitting me? Are you crying? Don’t cry. Don’t cry to her.”
“You can either come with us the easy way or the hard way.”
“Good. Take him.”
“Get him the hell out of my house.”
“Look at me,” she broke through his voices. “It’s going to be okay.”
“They don’t care about me,” he  whimpered, tears sliding down his cheeks. 
“I will fight to deserve to care,” her words were so powerful. For once, he felt like someone was looking out for him. Someone was able to help him, really help him. 
She led him, his hands cuffed behind his back, here, right here, to solitary. 
Wren Rogers. Intangibility. The file slapped down on the desk. Nothing more. 
Liam Slater. Gravity Manipulation. 
Jennifer Fords. Superhuman Intelligence. 
Landon Miller. Ice Manipulation. 
Gabriel Roland. Winged Flight.
Flynn Carver. Divine Protection. 
Bianca Ortiz. Kinetic Energy. 
Brooklyn Dane. Mind Control. 
Summer Jacobs. Time Control. 
Lists. That’s what they were. Lists. Just lists. Nothing more. Just a list. A dangerous list. A list to keep track of. A list to keep their eye on. A list to control. 
“I’m never going to leave you, okay?” Liam insisted. “I’m always going to be here. Whether we are best friends or more than that. You can’t get rid of me.”
“We’ll create something better for ourselves. We’ll create a safe space between ourselves, and love each other the way my father and your step-father were never capable of.” He kissed his lips softly. “I love you, Liam. And I want to always do everything in my power to take your pain away. And I want you to know my pain too, we’ll protect each other.” He caressed his cheek, “We have each other, now.”
I wasn’t there for you. I wasn’t there for you. I wasn’t there. I wasn’t there. 
“I wasn’t there,” Wren murmured in his sleep, tears falling from his cheeks to the steel floor. “I wasn’t there...” 
He woke back up to the darkness, but this time, he lay against the ground. His cheek was cold from being pressed against the frozen floor. Tears fell off his nose and he watched as they plopped down. 
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, even though there was no one there to hear him, even though he was all alone. He somehow wished his words would fly out of this locked box and fly to the sky to find Liam’s ears. 
Nobody hurts you quite like the ones who love you. Nobody can shatter your heart, nobody can disappoint you, nobody can leave you feeling like you’re drowning in an ocean far away from society, nobody can make you scream so loud you’ve shattered the sound barrier, nobody can make you cry like your eyes are bleeding tsunamis, nobody can make you feel so utterly alone and in the dark like the one who loves you the most. Wren knew that he deserved this feeling, deserved this pain…because he had done it to Liam first. He had broken them, he had made the first crack, grabbed the first shard of glass, and sent the whole trust spiraling.
All he wanted was for them to leave this prison behind. All he wanted was a better life. But he didnt let Liam in. He never did. But more than that...he never looked at the bigger picture. 
The first time he was in solitary, Liam’s step-father was here. He should’ve been there for him and that tore him up inside. But now he was in solitary when he should’ve been putting an end to all of this, he shouldve been out there helping him find his mom.
He should’ve known what the Rising Power had taught him to believe was too good to be true. There was no way out of here, no matter what they did. They were so close to taking over this place today...salvation was at his fingertips. 
But now he was locked in here. 
And he was confused. Had he been on the wrong side? Were there no sides at all, just...prison for the rest of their lives? Just....acceptance...
Acceptance...
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Acceptance that he would never leave this place. Acceptance that the government would always have the upper hand. Acceptance that there was no use fighting it. 
Acceptance that he had lost the only person in his life that mattered to him that cared about him. Acceptance that it was all his fault. Acceptance that there was no fixing their relationship. Acceptance that Liam was better off without him. Acceptance that he never deserved him in the first place. 
Acceptance that he was alone. Acceptance that he would always be alone. 
He closed his eyes and accepted the darkness, the solitary prison, the loneliness, where he drifted off to sleep, where at least there, Liam was still with him. 
And before he was fully asleep, when he was still drifting off, he dug his nails into his arm as deep as he could, wishing his power wasn’t blocked off for he could’ve dug inside and ripped out his heart, or at least tried, it’s not as if he ever tried. He felt blood trickle out, not too much damage could be done with solely his nails that were practically chewed to the bone, but enough to ease him. Enough to make him think that maybe...just maybe...he’d never have to wake up. 
Maybe, just maybe, he could stay in his dreams forever. 
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