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#someone got new kitties and it would be nice to see them but I just never feel ok in that house
epiemy · 1 month
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Jason Todd x Fem!Reader from our reality! Pt. 2
Warnings: just cursing (you’re a crazy bitch and Jason too)
Part 2 of 5 - Part 1
A/N: I missed this app so fucking much but I’m back :) hope you like this part of a series project.
Sorry for Grammar mistakes, enjoy!
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"Oh boy, we are going to have a big job with this one." Words from a tired Jason.
“Hey, I’m still here, you know that?” You speak in disbelief. It still felt like a dream, where else would you get to see your favorite characters? You had never been able to shift before, so you faithfully doubted that was the case.
Jason just rolls his eyes saying “Unfortunately I noticed, you won't shut up for a single second” - and there goes your sympathy with him.
“Why are pretty people always jerks? - You're an exception Dick, shush” You say but stop as soon as you see Batman's cloak coming towards you, no longer able to control it, you end up smiling more than you've ever seen in your life, after all he was her childhood hero “My gods, Bruce Wayne? Batman? I could pass out!”
“Jason, no!” Dick speaks in warning before the youngest even opens his mouth, but even so he lets out a sneer and says:
“I could make YOU pass out” Jay mutters and you give him the middle finger “You already did that, idiot”, turning your attention to Bruce.
“Why is there a teenager in the cave, who apparently knows our secret identities? I'm only going to ask once” Batman speaks monotone and looks at the boys with his arms crossed and his mask removed.
“Ehm… well… funny story” Tim starts to say while scratching his head lightly, but Jason rolls his eyes.
“I brought her here, I heard some druggies talking about a girl falling from the sky and I went to check it out. I don't know how a demon can fall from the sky but there she is” He speaks ironically and you just stick out your tongue, murmuring that the only demon in this house was him. The boy continues “When I got close to her, she was cursing more than a sailor and had a fangirl attack shouting “Jaaaaason”, I erased her and brought her here. History end"
Bruce raises an eyebrow at Jason and sighs deeply, rubbing his temples. He honestly needed a break from all this, he couldn't take it anymore. “Currently, Barry informed us that there was a rupture of some barrier between universes caused by some meta, it turns out that she was brought from another reality and that is possibly why she knows our identities. Am I correct, miss..?”
“Y/n, and yes you are right. Finally someone with neurons- no offense Timmy” You mutter and the boy just shrugs, then continues talking “If the kid idiots had listened to me instead of fainting, I would have told them that in my reality you are all characters from a brand , so I theoretically know everything about each of you.” There was a silent pause “That seemed kind of scary, my bad.”
Minutes later, Bruce releases you from the place where you were tied up “As long as we don't know what happened, you are welcome to stay in the mansion, Alfred is already aware of this conversation and will prepare a room for you” He speaks calmly, you he just nods with a small smile in gratitude. He turns to his children “You. I want everyone in the mansion during this time, apparently you don't have an alternative version of her in this universe and she will have to stay here for some time, so we need to train her” He says leaving the Batcave.
“Soooo… Dick, can you and your nice ass show me my new room?” You say with a wide smile and you only hear Jason snort in the corner “What’s up, red bird? Do you want to show me instead of Richard? Come on come on, take me then” A hand sign is made by you, as you walk towards some stairs where Bruce had gone but Jason grabs your waist, changing the direction to the left “Oopsie, thanks kitty” You hear the laughter behind you.
“You’re going to be the death of me,” Jason says, walking up the correct floors with you.
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frogchiro · 1 year
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I NEED MORE STRAY CHILDE AND CAT READER
YOU ASK AND I SHALL DELIVER (also i'm turning this into a possible lil threesome bc i need and i have 0 selfcontrol ;;)
fem!reader, hybrids, suggestive content, love triangle, age gap but reader is explicitly stated to be an adult, implied chubby reader, jealousy and feels, a tiny bit of angst?? but it's woven in between fluff so it's okay </3 also my terrible grammar
okay soooo...i was thinking about a kinda 'lady and the tramp' scenario but with a little twist? where you, the prized kitty girl, belong to an incredibly wealthy snezhnayan noblewoman. she is already on the older side, she never married or had kids and while living a lavish life full of extravagant banquets, travels across teyvat, meeting the most interesting people, sometimes it does get lonely in a big mansion you know? sure there are the servants and many other people who'd be more than willing to converse with her but a jumpy mousy handmaiden or some boring sycophantic dignitary or two can only do so much to be considered 'good' company.
after much thinking and careful consideration, the woman decided on buying a cat hybrid. the hybrid breeding business was booming all over teyvat, it basically became a staple for the wealthy to buy hybrids, dress them up like the most beautiful porcelain dolls and flaunting them on various official occasions like banquets or balls.
there was a large variety of well bred hybrids, all from most perfect and long lineages that would put the family histories of most noble houses to shame. from bunnies through sables, foxes, peacocks up to horse hybrids but it still wasn't perfect, all of them were boring; well, until she met you. a catgirl with fluffy shiny (h/c) fur combed and groomed to perfection, pointy ears standing high and proud and a lovely fluffy tail swishing as if annoyed by the disturbance behind you. from the second she saw you, she knew that you were the one that would keep her company. you were a cute young thing, just over 16 years old and the perfect combination of politeness, shyness and sassyness, not overly clingy and desperate to be bought but also not rude or hissy. yes, you'd be perfect.
and so began your new life with your new owner in a completely new environment. sure, you'd miss the facility where you grew up in but you were also excited what your future would hold for you and judging by the lady who bought you, you'd never have to worry about anything anymore.
a few years passed in bliss. you were now just over 20 and you really grew into your new life. ever since the nice lady brought you into your new home or rather a small palace, you lived a life of luxury as the favorite (and only!) pet of her ladyship. you had your own room, own bed stuffed to the brim with pillows and topped off with a silky see-through canopy, all designed in a lovely and tasteful (f/c) palette. you even had a personal chef and groomer! after all the favorite kitty of the household had to eat the best food and have her fur shiny and not a single tangle in sight; yes, life was calm and perfect for you.
well...at least until someone barged in at full speed. it was a ginger stray cat hybrid who called himself childe, ajax for friends which he insisted on becoming with you. stray hybrids weren't a rare sight to be honest, especially in a big metropolis like the capital city of snezhnaya, but they usually kept to the more shady parts of the town, scavenging the dark alleys and slums for scraps so it was quite a fright when suddenly a big, rough looking stray jumped over the fence and right next to the spot where you were sunning!
after hissing and yowling up a storm you realized that childe had no real ill intentions but you were still miffed about the situation, why was he here? how the hell did he even get here?
after a sheepish explanation from the scarred hybrid that he was just scavenging the area for food and he got wind of a new smell he just couldn't resist and had to check out the source! he really didn't expect for you to be the source and before he could retreat he slipped and fell into your garden and here he was...ta-daaa!
you didn't really buy it, the ginger cat literally spelled trouble by just looking at him but you kinda felt a little pity on him; he was a stray for gods know how long and while he was well build and very big, judging by the growl in his belly he didn't eat for a very long time.
just because you were a 'high-born' and belonging into a aristocratic family didn't mean you were cruel or heartless so you told the man to wait here for you as you sneaked into the kitchens and loaded a cloth full of different kinds of meats, cheeses and fruit and brought them back to him to eat. your heart squeezed painfully at the wide eyes of the stray as you gave him the wrapped cloth and wished him well, telling him not the eat trash anymore and if he were hungry then to just come here and you'll give him food.
and so started the quite unlikely friendship between you and the big stray, ajax, and you had to admit that the once seemingly meek and sheepish cat was actually the biggest troublemaker you ever saw! as your friendship progressed his true colors shone through and gave him an entirely new but lovable personality. ajax was funny, smart, cunning and a major flirt, often teasing you and making moves on you, then laughing boisterously when you flushed and hissed at him with your ears pulled flat against your head.
he even showed you his den! after weeks of convincing you to give into his pleas of sneaking out for the night because 'he wanted to show you something' you finally gave into his pleads and went with him, anxious to be away from your safe mansion but also excited for the new possible adventure.
what ajax hyped up to be his 'incredibly cool and super comfy den' was actually an old abandoned barn on the outskirts of the town. you weren't really impressed and by the look of your sour expression childe sweated a little but pulled you after him while promising that it looks much better on the inside...it really didn't but at least the attic of the barn was kept well enough and judging by the neat circle of old blankets, furs and pillows this was where the hybrid made his den and to be honest....it really was comfy.
you began to sneak out almost every night to meet childe at his barn, at least it gave you the privacy and you didn't have to worry about any patrolling guards or stray servants busting your secret friend.
soon the old barn became your second home and the circle of old raggedy blankets and pillows your new bed. it was quite liberating in some way to roll around in the nest with ajax, the catboy nothing but accommodating and happy to have you here with him. he loved to see you smile and purr up a storm when your were rolling around and nuzzling the blankets simultaneously leaving your delicious scent all over his place which often led to...some unsavory activities after you left.
but could you really blame him?! how can he not rub his cock and cum all over himself when he has the image of your perfect soft body burned into his brain and various sinful thoughts are occupying his mind the second he gets a whiff of your scent.
it will always be a secret but his favorite fantasy is of you abandoning your life at the mansion and have you run away with him. the thought of having you here with him at all times, hunting and providing for you, returning after each successful hunt to you as you smile and lick his cheek, the tiny mewls of your kitties the only noise in the otherwise silent barn besides the cracking fire in the rundown hearth and your loud purrs.
but this is all it will ever be, a fantasy. he couldn't possibly ever ask you of such a thing, such a sacrifice to satisfy his selfish desires especially after all the things you did for him. he knew painfully well that you are way out of his league, basically a princess to his tramp self; but that didn't mean he still couldn't cherish you and every moment he shared with you! yes, he was content with what he had. everything was perfect....until it wasn't.
while your lady didn't exactly know the details of where her prized catgirl went off to, she had the vague idea that you were...disappearing for the nights and coming back ruffled and dirty like some common stray and it got her thinking...what if you were lonely? what if you were just seeking out the presence of another hybrid? it wouldn't surprise her really, after all she was the one to buy you in the first place to quell her own loneliness so how could she be so selfish and possibly neglect the feelings of her favorite girl! and she knew just the perfect resolution for the issue...
imagine your surprise when one beautiful winter morning when you came down into the salon stretching and yawning to check out the noises that seemed to go on since the early hours only to notice your lady sitting on the recliner with a...hybrid standing right next to her.
you wouldn't lie when you said that you almost turned on your heel and made a beeline back to your room and hide under the various blankets of your nest. this hybrid...this...monster wasn't something you ever saw, even in childe.
the cat hybrid appeared to be older, much older than you with long flowing and well kept white hair topped with two pointy white ears and a neat beard. the man was tall, so very tall, and broad; his thick chest and arms partially covered by the fur coat he was wearing, but the most prominent feature of his were his piercing gray eyes. the slitted pupils looking almost like tiny diamonds inside his eyes when his stone cold gaze zeroed on your figure and you suddenly felt so tiny and exposed in your nightgown and see-through robe; your tail swishing anxiously behind you as the man glowered down on you.
finally after what felt like an eternity, your lady noticed you and beamed, jumping up from her seat and inviting you over to introduce the mysterious man.
his name was apparently pierro and he was the new cat hybrid your lady bought in order for you to no longer be lonely, plus judging by his sheer size he could also be your protector.
while your lady was happily rambling and telling you all about the process and all the benefits of pierro being here all you could do was stay quiet, ears pinned flat to your head as you and the big man had a staredown with you quickly loosing. you just didn't understand it! it was all a big misunderstanding! you weren't 'lonely' at all but on the other hand you guessed you got a little careless and sloppy about sneaking out to meet with childe. getting a bit too comfortable was a big mistake and you could understand it coming off as 'feeling lonely' to your lady, she probably was thinking that you were sneaking out to search for other cat people and now you were stuck with the older hybrid. maybe it wouldn't be so bad? after all, pierro looks like he's an older hybrid even for your extended lifespans, plus he doesn't really look like the type to chase you around and play or bother you, if anything he was looking at you like you're the one to bother him in your own damn house! ultimately there was nothing you could do anymore, pierro was here already and it looked like he was staying so you guessed you just had to suck it up for a bit and hold off on meeting with childe for the time being.
and so pierro stayed in the mansion for good. a few weeks passed already and honestly? it was better than you expected! just like you previously presumed pierro didn't bother you or even try to interact with you, most times keeping just to himself doing gods know what and yet you felt his constant presence, like a phantom lingering around you and keeping a keen eye on you.
even with this strange feeling you came around, breaking the invisible wall and actually trying to get pierro to at least like you a little bit which, to your great surprise, wasn't difficult at all.
the big cat hybrid was actually very pleasant to be around; he was mostly either reading something or lounging around on a recliner or next to one of the enormous fireplaces in the mansion and it provided a perfect opportunity to get to know each other. he had a very deep, rough and rumbling voice that send pleasant shivers down your spine any time you heard it, plus he seemed to naturally run hot so lounging next to him in front of the fire during a cold winter night proved to be a wonderful experience, his deep rumbling purrs vibrating and lulling you to sleep.
he even started to slowly allow himself to become more 'touchy' with you! at first it were just short and stiff nuzzles, just to acknowledge your existence, then it slowly evolved into more lingering touches, insistently rubbing his head against yours, grooming your fur with his tongue, wrapping his tail around yours and even full on spooning you when lounging on a fur rug. the ultimate sign of trust was when one night pierro invited you to his chamber to climb into his nest to cuddle and bond and you won't lie when you say you felt a hot tingle in your lower belly when you climbed into the enormous wonderfully soft nest that was drenched in his scent and you felt the man slowly rub his cheek upwards from the base of your tail to your shoulders and bit down softly, his huge fangs oh so gently clamping down on the back of your neck as he slowly pulled your back snugly to his broad hairy chest and laid down with you, his teeth still holding you.
the gesture was an incredibly intimate one, reserved only for mates but it made you feel all giddy and tingly inside, quiet purrs from deep within your chest mixing with pierro's rumbles and combined with the cracking fire from the heart it made for a wonderfully cozy and intimate soundscape.
you let pierro take care of you, his teeth finally letting loose of your neck to gently lick it with his rough tongue and growling lowly when he felt your hips shift under his, pulling you even closer and crushing you against his chest. his darling little kitten seemed to finally be relaxed in his presence, something he longed for from the very beginning when his new owner introduced you to each other. you finally stopped to sneak out so much the more open you became with each other and you no longer smelt like that wretched stray, childe.
pierro growled under his breath at even the thought of that tramp getting close to you and thinking he'd have any chance with you while you had him. instead he continued to lick you, down from your neck and towards your delicious full breasts feeling particulary naughty and sneaking a quick suck or two to your nipples, an answering delighted mewl from you all he needed to know.
now that the stray was out of the picture he had you all to himself and soon he'd mate you. while her ladyship was sometimes annoying him he had to begrudgingly thank her for bringing you two together although perhaps not in the way she thought. maybe you will present her with a nice healthy litter of well bred kittens next year with him as the proud father? who knows; for now though he had a needy kitty to take care of and the night was just starting~
unbeknownst to either of you, a pair of deep blue eyes was glaring at you from the balcony of the room. childe was furious, basically fuming from the inside but not at you, no, never at you, but at pierro for even thinking of trying to take you from him and at himself for allowing this to happen.
a few weeks back when pierro was just brought into the mansion you did warn childe that you'll be unable to sneak out as often as previously due to your lady bringing another hybrid into the household and to avoid suspicion you had to drastically cut down on your time together. at first he thought it wouldn't really bother him, he was a stray and used to being alone, but after so many weeks of having you so close, keeping him company and just simply being there for him made him feel dangerously attached to you and the knowledge that you had to stay away from him for an indefinite amount of time made him feel miserable and to add salt to the wound you now shared a space with another hybrid, pierro, out of everyone.
he vaguely knew the hybrid before; tall and broad in statue, stone cold exterior, a permanent scowl on his face that never seemed to wither. according to rumors the old hybrid had a lineage that reached as far as back to the ancient khaen'rhian people, due to that (and from what childe was aware) pierro couldn't be technically owned by someone, he was always just...there. so it had him baffled when he saw the man strolling through the gardens, his piercing diamond pupils turning into slits when they zeroed on him and made a face that could be only described as 'disgusted pity'. childe then pulled his ears back, the fur on his back standing on ends and was ready to pounce on him but retreated last second when he saw your soft body coming up from behind pierro and rubbing affectionately up against him. the ginger hybrid would lie when he said that his jaw almost hit the floor when he witnessed the scene and his blood boiled at the disgustingly smug look on pierro's face when he wrapped his long fluffy tail around you and returned your gesture before turning you around and walking away from him place of hiding like he was some afterthought you shouldn't be bothered with.
seeing you with the big hybrid, pierro, was like putting salt in the wound that he created for himself. why couldn't he confessed to you earlier? was he really such a coward that he couldn't even express his love for the girl of his dreams? and now he had to watch you being all lovely and cozy with the big male while he was left standing high and dry, plus he just knew that the white haired hybrid would rub his triumph all over his face the next chance he got.
'but just you wait', childe thought with a bitter scowl. it was just the beginning as sooner the abyss would freeze over than childe would admit defeat. you'd become his mate and he'd win your heart.
just you wait
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cerise-on-top · 2 months
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hello!!
can I request Rudy x a reader who acts all tough on the field (Like they work together, they are a sergeant rank just below him) and they can be very aggressive, but in the inside they love Hello Kitty and other cute things? I’m a Metalhead who LOVES Hello Kitty and it’s always so funny to me whenever people find out and I’d love Rudy’s reaction.
thanks love, have an amazing day!! :3
Hello! Sure you can! It sounds like an interesting idea actually! And thank you, I hope you're having a good day as well!
Rodolfo with an Aggressive-Sweet!Reader
Rodolfo probably wouldn’t think too much of you at first, thinking that you’re simply an aggressive person with a preference for violent things, always ready to pick fights and showing people where they belong without as much as a second thought. I’m gonna be honest with you, he will think that’s about all there is to you at first. Rodolfo isn’t always the best at judging people from the outside correctly, but he knows how to treat people with respect, if they deserve it. Besides, you’re a high ranking soldier, you know what you’re doing with the new recruits and show them they really shouldn’t mess too much with you. While he wouldn’t avoid you, he wouldn’t think too much of you, what you see is what you get.
So when he finds you looking at a plushie of Cinnamoroll for a prolonged time, he raises an eyebrow, asking you if you’re doing okay or if someone has upset you. It’s then that you’d admit to liking cute things. Truthfully, Rodolfo would be slightly taken aback, not expecting something like that in the slightest. Being a freak about weapons and vehicles, maybe, but not Sanrio. He will ask you if you’re being serious, but won’t press the matter too much. After the initial shock is over, he might chuckle a bit when he’s on his own and replaying the scenario in his head, remembering the cute lil plushie of the dog.
In fact, you liking cute things won’t leave his mind for a while. Every time he walks by that store, seeing the plushie, he’s thinking about you, until he finally gives in and buys it for you. Maybe you had more surprises up your sleeve if he started talking to you some more. Him giving you the gift would be pretty straight forward: He’ll either look for a good opportunity when the two of you are alone or he’ll call you into an empty office to give it to you. Not everyone needs to know about your soft spot for sweet things. Will also try to strike up a conversation with you afterwards. Depending on how well it goes, he might invite you to a lovely little cafe nearby. It’s not Sanrio themed, but it’s got a nice aesthetic. Sometimes he thinks about how you’d react to him asking you to go to a cat cafe together. You likely wouldn’t say no.
Jokingly, he’ll ask you more about your person: What music do you listen to? What’s your favorite animal and why? Which colors do you like the most and why? He likes hearing the reasoning behind everything because it’s just so funny to him. You, who blares Amon Amarth during your time off, like looking at pictures of baby animals cuddling with each other. He’s the last person to judge you, but he does like comparing how you present yourself in front of the recruits to how you present yourself when he asks you regarding your favorite food. Rodolfo has definitely taken a greater interest in you than he did before. Besides, getting to know your co-workers isn’t such a bad thing either, that way he knows who he is protecting on the battlefield.
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coupleoffanfics · 6 months
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Gotham Isekaied Reader
I have an idea. It's nothing new. I wrote nearly 5 pages of this idea, but I'm too scared to post it since it's filler and I even drew a cover. So I will ramble about this idea through headcanon. Some Jerome x Reader, I’m sorry. I can’t help myself. CW: One mention of suicide.
y/n wakes up to find that her life has gotten a major upgrade. Any flaws that her family has is erased. Did mom drink away stress? Now she doesn’t even touch alcohol. Dad isn’t smoking away his life. Her older brother is a law-abiding citizen who is studying to become a lawyer. Her younger brother is more positive about life and growing up in a home that they wished they had.
Not to mention that they’re rich. She no longer lives in a bad neighborhood and sleeps in a snazzy mansion.
Life is looking up until y/n turns on the TV with a news story about a man killing corrupt people with weather balloons.
She sits there thinking, ‘This was nice, but I should be getting back home.’
Maybe y/n’s close friends with Bruce beforehand. That’s when she realizes that she has to learn about the other y/n’s life. She can’t risk telling anyone about “we’re in a shitty TV show” without everyone considering throwing her into a mental institution. Tough luck because she ends up in Arkham regardless.
She writes down plotlines that she remembers. Making files on the character that she has met. Her files are hidden away in her room and aren't brought up later down the line when a certain person finds them.
How y/n ends up in Arkham is complicated. I want y/n to be completely sane through our POV, so she’s not going to be “I’m so insane and quirky”. Maybe she’s framed or killed someone in self-defense. Well, okay, I have thought out what gets her thrown into Arkham, but I don’t think anyone would find it interesting.
During her trial, the prosecutor will use her history of depression and suicide attempts to paint her as a homicidal. The whole trial is fishy, yet ends with her being locked up.
Bruce believes y/n when she says she hasn't done anything and promises to get her out of there. Legally of course.
Alfred probably tries to keep Bruce from visiting because Arkham has a reputation and doesn’t want him to be anywhere near there. The poor boy is going through too much in a short amount of time. 
So Bruce will send Selina to deliver anything. Or they both run away to visit y/n. When they come back to the manor and Alfred is questioning them, they both lie by saying that they’re somewhere else.
Bruce just wants to make sure his bestie is alright. Selina is just along for the ride but might visit y/n even when she doesn’t need to.
While in Arkham y/n is vibing in her little corner when Jerome starts bugging her. Might tell him about some plotlines just to see if anyone would believe her.
Jerome just laughs it off and starts orbiting y/n because she’s interesting. She tends to ramble and mumble to herself, for some reason he finds it so cute.
“You’re kind of funny, but I wouldn’t call you a joker.” She says before thinking, ‘Because legally you aren’t him. Thanks a lot, higher-ups.’
He writes about her in his diary and uses any stickers that she gives him. ‘Yeah, she's weird. Calling people characters and saying that we aren’t real, but she’s my little weirdo. I also got another pack of Hello Kitty stickers from her.’ Then he proceeds to doodle her with crayons.
When Theo Galavan surprise adopts them, Jerome starts taking y/n’s words more seriously. Still doesn’t believe her when she says he and everyone aren’t real. Like how is that possible? He feels real, oh whatever he has no time for that.
At the manor, Bruce is freaking out and dialing Jim begging him to save his bestie from that homicidal ginner. Theo has to make it seem like y/n is a hostage since she refuses to do any killing and Jerome has scary dog privilege.
‘They aren’t real. They aren’t people.’ She’d try to tell herself, but she just can’t bring herself to try to hurt someone. y/n is one of those freaks who try to drive safely in GTA without running over anyone or anything.
She doesn’t think that her words mean anything and that everything will follow the script. Until she tells Jerome to take an extra lighter with him. She’s chilling by herself when the news shows footage of a burnt bus and the news anchor talking about the cheerleaders who lost their lives.
That’s when y/n starts thinking over everything she’s said. She debates whether or not she should tell Jerome about Theo’s betrayal.
‘The show does start declining in ratings when he’s killed off. I could be doing the writers a favor, but what about the people? No, characters. They’re just characters! They aren’t real!’
In the end, Jerome is killed off and she’s put back into Arkham. Everyone is surprised by how calm she is after Jerome’s death. Not upset or anything. Like weren’t they close? Maybe their relationship was more one-sided.
Jim will question y/n and she might let a few things slip. Most brush her words off as they believe that she has some sort of Stockholm syndrome and is angry at Theo for killing her captor.
Back at Arkham, y/n yells, “FUCK!” When seeing Hugo Strange.
When Theo is dealt with, Jim will visit her or send her a thank you card for pointing him in the right direction regarding the investigation.
I’m getting tired and I might continue writing about this.
But I was going to have y/n be free from Arkham when some evidence regarding her case comes out. y/n will be outwardly passive throughout the story.
In the end, I was going to have y/n be the one who becomes Joker. Maybe she falls into a tub of chemicals. Don’t worry darling you aren’t going to be deformed like Jeremiah at the end. You’ll look different, but still smoking hot. 😘
Anyway seeing the physical change, her dwindling hope of getting back home, and her mental state being worn out. She decides to step up and take the name of Joker.
Bruce angst all the way. Maybe angst for other characters, but I could see this tearing him apart. He’s forced to watch his closest friend be replaced by a cackling monster. To then eventually start fighting against her.
She doesn’t react to being called y/n anymore, but she’ll give Batman/Bruce a melancholy look if he calls her by that. He doesn’t call her y/n often because that wasn’t y/n. y/n l/n was dead and there was no way she was coming back.
The theory of Joker being sane will ring true to y/n. She knows this isn’t real. It’s just fiction and any good piece of fiction needs a good villain. Since she’s not making it back home, she’ll make things fun.
Or multiple endings because those are always fun.
“Jerome? Jeremiah? Never heard of them.”
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i-cant-sing · 1 year
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I would like your input on this idea that's been floating in my dome. Baby fushiguro grows into young adult and they somehow find a lover without the zenin clan knowledge and gets engaged. She thinks that maybe that since she has grown perhaps uncle Noaya would AT LEAST see how happy they are and maybe eventually give his blessing.......SIKE BITCH HELL NAH
*young adult fushiguro introduces fiancé*
Uncle Noaya: He's hideous and poor, wont be able to take care of my bby...
*young adult fushiguro shows off ring*
Uncle Noaya: Thats such a small diamond! My bby needs a boulder diamond, see honey he doesnt love you, you deserve someone better!
*young adult fushiguro shows the proposal video*
Uncle Noaya: Where's the parade? Where's the fireworks? Where is the Tier 1 band playing in the background? He's not even proposing on top of the world! Honey look he doesn't even have any Hello Kitty shops owned! You need to break up with him before he takes you away from your Hello Kitty obsession because he'll get so needy!
(Btw sorry if this is long and might look like a request but I'm sorta new and just cant tell the difference between writing a ask or a request)
10000000% true because Naoya really doesn't think anybody is good for you. The only thing you got wrong is that:
1. He'd never be so nice about it and praise you for being superior to your fiance.
2. He'd much rather die than admit that he remembers the name of the pink hellish cat you're obsessed with.
Imagine reader being super nervous as she brings her fiance to the Zenin estate. It was already very hard dating him secretly, but now you felt like you were gonna fight one of the biggest curses of your life. Even that seemed easier than this.
Your fiance was confident that he'd win their hearts, he rubbed your back and assured you that you have nothing to worry about. But he doesn't know your family, he doesn't know how crazy they are.
You and your fiance sat across from your family. He was talking to them about how serious he is about you, how he'd make sure nothing ever upsets you, how he'd happily give up his life for you, all lovey dovey things. He had charmed up your aunties and other females of the family, but the men were a whole another story. They were glaring at him with distrusting eyes, loathing him for daring to steal your heart and plague your naive mind.
But they saw how happy you looked, how you beamed when your fiance held your hand, how you blushed when he tucked your hair behind your ear.
You were truly happy.
So as much as they hated the thought of someone kissing you and plaguing your innocence, they'd put up with it solely because you're happier than you've ever been.
They even do a background check on him, and he checks out. They've all accepted them, well- almost all of them.
Naoya is still in denial that you've dated someone, much less accepted someone's proposal. How had you been able to keep this charade up for years, right under his nose, is beyond him.
So, when you look to him for approval with those big doe eyes, it's really easy for him to say "Absolutely not." to you before leaving. You run after him, begging him to change his mind but all Naoya can think about is how that rat is gonna take you away and do disgusting things to you and traumatise you forever because clearly, no one else can protect you and love you like he does. All men are trash, all except him.
How tf is he supposed to let someone take away the child he raised himself? Youre his pride and joy, the only one to make him soft, the biggest pain in the ass, but you're his pain in the ass.
He simply won't let anyone take you.
Y/n: give me 1 good reason why I can't marry him-
Naoya, pulling out a list: he's too poor, so he can't maintain your lifestyle and will make you a poverty stricken child again. He's also very ugly, so he's not gonna give you good looking kids and he's not really handsome enough for the Zenin clan image. Also, you're stupid and naive to even date such an idiot in the first place-
Y/n: really? These are your reasons. They're ridiculous.
Naoya: ridiculous? They're absolutely valid-
Y/n: no, they're not. You're just jealous because no body wants to marry you.
Naoya:
Y/n:
Naoya:
Y/n: ugly ass ho-
Your poor s/o is just really confused when he comes for you, only to find you and your uncle Naoya fighting (more like Naoya putting you in chokehold while you pull hard at his hair) with each other.
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sphylor · 9 months
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yk what the masses want
how did dew start going kitty
the massess demand it!! warning that this does contain a bit of angst so proceed with caution. it also contains raindrop being so so soft. thanks to @gh-woah-st and @divine-misfortune for the help as usual fhshbfhdsb. the origins of kitty Dew below the cut:
Ifrit was the one that brought out the kitty in Dew. he made Dew feel safe, gave him a space where he could be soft and affectionate. Dew trusted him with that part of himself. but he never went into full kitty mode. it was just that his brain would go a bit fuzzy and softer around the edges. he was cuddly and sensitive, his brain relatively blank. but he was still himself. he could still talk and think normally, not reduced to instinct just yet. he still would have honestly died of embarrassment if the others ever saw him like that at the time. it was something that Ifrit only got to see at the time.
and then suddenly Ifrit is gone. the fear and anger and agony over him losing half of his pack, combined with the physical and emotional stress of the elemental change sends him straight into full on kitty brain for a day or two. he locks himself in his room and when he comes back around he realises how much time he lost there and is so concerned. it happens more than once during this period. and going kitty is not a nice experience for him. he locks himself in his room whenever he feels it coming on and in his kitty brain he is terrified. he has no idea where Ifrit is. he doesn't know what happened to the one person who made him feel safe. no one knows what happens when he locks himself away in his room. they just think he needs his space for a bit and leaves him to it. if they hear the pained crying and meowing they dont question it or bring it up to him.
things get better, though. things calm down and he grows closer to his new packmates. they bond and Dew realises he's hopelessly in love with them all but especially Rain. they're boyfriends and in love and so gross and soft about it. he still locks himself away when he goes kitty, though. he doesn't even tell Rain what's going on.
its when they're cuddling after a particularly stressful ritual that it happens. Dew's tired and overwhelmed but Rain is so gentle with him, so sweet and he can feel the familiar haze creeping up on him as he lies there. he goes to sit up, to physically chake the feeling out of his head, but Rain reaches out to him. he hums softly in his half asleep state and asks Dew to come back. Dew hesitates for a second maybe but he cant bring himself to say no to Rain so eventually he sinks back into his arms. Rain buries his face into Dew's hair, tracing little circles into his hip. and Dew is just so fucking tired that it just. happens. Rain's to sleepy himself to register the shift in Dew. he just thinks that he's gone nonverbal again. but kitty Dew is so content there in Rain's arms. he's too tired to do much more than nuzzle into Rain's neck but he's purring up a storm and just being so sweet. its the first time he's felt like that whilst in kitty brain. its the first time he's felt safe since Ifrit.
in the morning Dew is mortified, though. he avoids Rain all day because that shouldn't have happened. Rain shouldn't have seen that. they do talk it out after Rain tries to find out What's Going ON and he makes it so clear to Dew that he can be as vulnerable as he needs to be with him. he'll never judge or think differently of him. he'll be there to protect him. from then on going kitty around Rain isn't as bad as it used to be. he still has some problems with letting himself go into that headspace, still associating it with everytime he had to lock himself in his room and go through it by himself. but with Rain he feels so safe. so content and happy. like everything is ok again.
(aaaaa this is really long if someone sends me an ask i will make a post about how the other ghouls found out about him going kitty but for now this is the end of this post)
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dallyfae · 2 years
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-> SECOND PRIORITY, NO MORE HUMANITY (II)
After falling out of your world, you surprisingly have an okay life even though you are constantly surrounded by dangerous entities. Luckily, they don't seem to mind you.
It's sadly wasn't the same case for your dear friend.
content contains: implied death (not reader), fluff
read part 1 here
Yes, I know, I took too long for a part 2, shush. I was busy scout gaming on tf2 with my engineer gaming friend while reworking my discontinued genshin fanfic.
and yes, i know sagau is...stale ig. so uh, i guess here's a breath of fresh air?? idk i filtered the tag out so-
I saw that some people want to be tagged for part two so
@atsukawolfcat @tuskaruska @liyacreate @universal-rose @litchedlyk
oh god dammit why are some of them not working-
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Currently, you were being coddled by the creature in a very, very pink room. There were plushies neatly place everywhere, and there was the smell of muffins being baked.
You did not question how you ended up here - you were literally put in a musty hallway where there was nothing to scavenge with a high chance of getting hunted by some entity, yet this creature somehow found this cute looking room that was comfortable enough to live in.
It had been a few days since you fell here. It was weird living in this house with an entity that always watched over you, but over time you got used to it.
The slimy creature, that now looks like a black silhouette, liked to scare you from time to time. Whether you cooked food, stress bake or laying - there was always a chance that it would sneak up on you.
Hey, at least the fridge is always stocked.
However, that was not the only weird part of your...new life.
There happened to be others like you that was unfortunate enough to end up here as well. People who were lost and stressed, people who became adventurers at will. Heck, there was even someone from a government that ended up visiting you.
The Major Explorer Group, or M.E.G as the person had shortened it, was a group that helped out the poor people that "no-clipped their way" into a vast area called "The Backrooms".
There were multiple levels in The Backrooms, some dangerous where one can go insane or succumb to an even worse fate.
The person was here to just rest up in the house, or Level 974 as they referred to it.
You learned from them that the creature with you is called Mr. Kitty, and he(?) likes cute things.
Cool.
Of course, there are times where you want to explore the dangers inside The Backroom, but that ended up being anti-climatic.
You see, the fucking entities are docile to you.
Not a single one attacked you. Granted, you never have to defend yourself when some of them even went up to you and flopped itself like a cat would. You even gave some of scritches with no side effects fucking you up.
There were other entities you can speak to, like the Partygoers as they call themselves. Although, they were a bit too happy whenever you stumble upon them. All in all, you were pretty much a peacemaker to the adventurers whenever they were running away from them.
Heck, sometimes you were recruited into exploring the more dangerous areas to gather information, like Level ! for example.
However, you just stayed in Mr. Kitty's house most of the time. It was peaceful here anyways, and you can laze around all day.
This was....a nice life to live. Sure, you were quite literally kidnapped by a long entity, and there were a lot of dangerous creatures roaming around The Backrooms, but it was better than... going with Lumine.
Perhaps you were selfish to say that, perhaps you do not understand Lumine's situation.
Then again, she pretty much had everyone by her side. She was friendly to all, even made time to help with their problems.
All you ever wanted was to have a relaxing picnic with her.
"Kitty, I think the muffins are ready. Please get off of me," you whined at the creature who laid on top of you.
In return, Mr. Kitty whined back, cuddling even closer to you. You sighed, admitting defeat as you laid back into back. Guess the muffins have to wait.
...Maybe this wasn't that bad.
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Lumine had no idea where she was. She was admiring the fireworks of the Lantern Rites with the others, but then she blacked out suddenly.
The place she was in was a bit dimmed. It looked like a hospital, with the ward beds being placed carelessly in a long hallway.
She was going to find more clues for her brother with you, but you were always to keen on having a picnic - stating that she needs a rest from everything she went through in Teyvat.
Lumine was starting to get annoyed by your antics, even to the point where she would busy herself getting commissions and helping out Ganyu and Xiao with their troubles.
Things have changed. You were gone shortly after the Lantern Rites, and she fell into a red lit corridor that smells of medical equipment.
"Lumine?" a voice echoed in the hallway. The traveler turned around and saw you.
"Lumine, is that you?" you asked, your brain was still processing the sudden situation you were in.
However, you were filled with dread. Not for you, but for Lumine. This was not a place to reunite.
"Lumine, you gotta run!" you exclaimed, trying to push her to get her moving. "Come on, you have to start running, otherwise the monsters-"
Your words were quickly tuned out by the blaring sound of the siren that roared throughout the hallway.
"What's going on here-"
"LUMINE FUCKING RUN!"
Unfortunately, she wouldn't budge until she saw the rapidly approaching hoard of entities.
Her mind was getting fuzzy when they get closer and closer to the both of you. Luckily she started to run, leaving you behind.
But you felt like it was too late.
You watched as your friend's figure get smaller, as the hoard of entities ran around you to chase after her.
You weren't mad at her for leaving you behind, thinking that you would distract the monsters and give her time to escape this level.
Too bad, she wouldn't make that 10km run with how shit her stamina is.
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A/N: woaaaa yay i actually manage to do a part 2 on this woohoooo. i shall reward myself with a shameless self promotion of my fanfic on quotev.
pls check out quotev, i made a revamped ver of my discontinued genshin fic recently. and dont forget to read the discontinued version too, and the twst fic- quotev-
jkjk, or am I?
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iknowyuu · 11 months
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// reader's guardians adopt a hybrid to keep them company.
hybrid! sieun x gender neutral! reader
↝ wc: 1.2k
note: Slowly trying to ease back into this, please be patient with me. <333 I’m working through all your requests slowly but surely, please know I’m NOT ignoring you !! 🫶🏾
content: cat hybrid! sieun obv, forehead kisses, alluding to animal abuse
REBLOGS >>>> LIKES
being the golden child (and the only child) of your family meant that not only did you get perfect grades and never stirred up trouble, it also meant you had no social life.
so, when your guardians first brought up the idea of getting a hybrid to keep you company, it was a hard no for you. why would you want to surround yourself with even more bothersome responsibilities? your perfect marks were hard to keep up with as they were, you couldn’t imagine trying to not only feed and bathe another being, but to clean up after it as well? yeah okay. don’t kid yourself.
but the more you thought about it, you began to realize that your final years before college we’re wasting away without a single friend that you could comfortably call to hang out with anytime. a friend you could text at two in the morning and have respond not soon after, a friend you could go out and have a feast with without feeling judged.
so after a bit of pestering from your guardian, you finally agreed to having a hybrid that would reside with you in the home. finally, someone to keep you company during the late, late hours of the night.
of course, like nothing ever was, it was not what you expected.
the little kitty was around your age, around a year older, however he was just as, if not more socially inept than you. you also had no reason to call him a kitty due to his age in comparison to yours, but he most definitely reminded you of one- with those big eyes of his.
he would avoid you at any cost ever since your guardians dropped him of and left for work. when you studied, he would make sure to not disturb you, even when he was terribly hungry, he would curl up in a corner of the house and leave you to find him hours later. when you asked him if he wanted to take a walk, he hesitated for a long while, before finally agreeing. you know cats don’t usually go for walks, but you thought some fresh air would be nice.
he not only avoided walking beside you, but walked so far behind that nobody would’ve thought you were on the walk together.
two weeks of this behavior went by without you thinking too much about it, simply brushing it off as him being shy with new people. however, after four weeks, you became concerned- not only bringing up questions about his past but also being saddened by the fact that the one who was supposed to keep you company was avoiding you like the plague. that's what led you to the situation you were in now.
sitting across from the cat boy on the couch and watching tv, you had your arms crossed. you could already see in peripheral the way he was analyzing your body language, his tail laying stiff, ears standing straight up on his head.
"do you have anything specific you wanna watch?" you looked at him, before turning you attention back to the televison.
"..." no response.
you sighed before putting the remote on the couch and turning your whole body to fully face him. "sieun.." you frowned, "what's wrong? it's been a while since you've been here but you still seem really scared.. is it.. something i did? something my guardians did?" you pouted before continuing, "please tell me. i want to help you. i want you to be as comfortable as possible. i can't make that happen if you don't tell me how."
he stared at you for several seconds, his ears slowly relaxing down. for the first time, he spoke a full sentence to you. "...sorry.. it's nothing you did."
even though it wasn't much, you nodded and smiled to yourself at his response. better than nothing!
after that talk with him (if you could even call it that) things got better, little by little. he’d do more than just let out polite ‘thank you’s and lay gentle knocks on your closed door when he was thirsty. after a little bit of encouraging, he eventually got the courage to ask you for a specific play toy and not just deal with what he was given (wow! what a feat!).
a few months went by of him opening up more and more, and that all led to the now- the two of you sitting side by side on a particularly cold night, sharing ramen straight from the pot.
“this movie is kinda boring..” you sighed. sieun nodded in response, his tail curling up and out from under the blanket. “do you wanna change it?” he asked you.
“yeah..” you picked up the remote and switched the television to youtube, scrolling through the menu of your recommendations (a lot of the videos coming from sieun’s watches as well).
“what about this?” you settled on a true crime video, a deep analysis on an interrogation. several seconds passed before he responded, “okay.”
as the video played, you didn't notice how... certain words would make him tense, or even flinch; it didn't take long for you to hear the soft sniffles coming from him.
"sieun?" you picked up the remote and paused the video, "what's wrong?"
"it.. it just.." his face remained scrunched up, globs of tears spilling from his eyes, using the back of his hand to wipe them away. "...reminds me of.." he doesn't finish his sentence, but you don't need him to. you know what he's gonna say; it reminds him of his previous owner.
you're speechless. your heart breaks for the tears he's shed.
"s-sieun.." you frown, placing a hand on his back. "i didn't know.." you rub his back in circles, watching as he tries to calm himself. scooting closer to him, you slowly and gently wrap your arm around his shoulder, only to be startled at the way he completely turns his body to face you, wrapping his arms around your torso and burying his face into the crook of your neck.
his long tail comes around to wrap around you, his fluffy ears in direct contact with your face. you place a hand on one of his ears gently petting him.
as the minutes pass, he calms down. finally you speak up, "i promise nothing like that will ever happen while you're here. we love you- i love you. so much, okay sieun?" he nods as you scratch behind his ear, his shivers of pleasure radiating through your body. "don't be scared, hm?" you gently lift his face by his cheek and place a soft kiss on his forehead. his breathing hitched as he took another deep breath. "is it okay if we stay like this?" you asked. he nodded.
soon enough, his uneven breathing went from irregular to slow and calm, his eyes closed, chest steadily rising and falling. he's shifted his spot on the couch to lay completely up against you in between your legs- his chest directly against yours, his arms wrapped around your neck, face resting in the crook. his quietness took it's effect on you, your eyes getting droopy with every minute that passed. his tail was relaxed on the couch, his ears twitching every now and then. you occasionally patted his head, or scratched behind his ear, giggling at the way his ear would twitch.
"it'll be okay." you whispered against his hair, closing your eyes and finally letting sleep take you.
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twistedoverbloat · 2 years
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OK SO THE FIRST YEARS GETTING MISTAKEN FOR A GANG!
So Yuu is the smart and witty one right with Jack and Sebek loyal to the group. Their right hand is Ace with left hand being Deuce. Epel is the manipulator. But all can be considered the muscle but Yuu is mostly the one who uses the one brain cell. Grim and epel get all of the new drama around school because Epel can just get it while Grim sneaks off most of the time. But Ortho is their man in the chair who give locations and names to them when someone messes with them.
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It's a nice day and the first years are in the cafeteria and luckily Ortho was here to have lunch or just talk really. But then a hand was slammed on the table "OI YOU MAGICLESS BITCH GET OFF OUR TABLE!" The cafeteria got silent. The second year's were gonna intervine but Jack got up and stared them down with Sebek. Yuu smirked at them "Or what you low life?" The Students were from Savanaclaw and they started to growl "Or well beat you up!" Epel scoffs at them and cracks his knuckles and Deuce and Ace stands near Yuu so they don't get close to them.
Yuu cackled "Ahahahah go ahead Mutt I wanna see you try." Grim got on the table "Pi move real quick!" Jack and Sebek did. Grim set the leaders tray on fire the guy dropped it. "AWE the Mutt can't handle a little fire AHAHAHAHA!" The group started laughing and the leader a Wolf beastman tried to launch at Yuu but Jack and Sebek grad his arms and forced him on the ground the other 2 beastmen scurried off.
Yuu got up and walked to where the beastman was with Ace and Deuce at their side. They giggled and looked down on them "You realize you broke one of Riddles rules?" The beastmans face paled "I could One: just call him up since you know I'm friends with him? Two: have Epel and Ortho ruin you on social media! Three: you can get beat up by Jack and Sebek for daring to threaten us! Or even Four: Never try that shit again or we'll make you regret it." The beastman nodded and Yuu snapped their figures "Release him." They nodded and did. Epel grabbed his collar and threatened him "And ditn try and get the dorm heads in this they'll just brush it under the rug. GOT IT?" The beast man nodded and ran away with his tail between his legs. Yuu then signed "Great now I lost my appetite!" Jack nodded and gave it too Grim, Grim being the happy Kitty he is ate both Yuu's and Jack's plate. Epel fought him for the steak.
Everyoen else was watching them surprised "ARE they a gang?"
"Omg I can't belive-"
"They totally are and yuu's the leader!"
"That magicless student's the leader?"
"Yeah duh you saw how they commanded the Savanaclaw and Diasomnia student their no joke."
"I wounder how they got their respect?"
Whispers raised in the cafeteria around the first years. Yuu looked at them "UGH if your gonna talk about us at least TRY to be quiet or are you too dumb for that?" That made everyone shut up and continue to eat. Ortho looked at Yuu "Want me to leak all of his secrets on Magicam?" Yuu nodded "If you would?" Ortho nodded happily and got to it.
When Ortho did ruin the beastmans life on social media Carter even helped and so did Vil. Because that's my friend and my Potato learn your place.
This made most students stream clear of them and mot to get on their bad side. They could rival Jade, Flod and Azul how they started to take in favors by them. But Yuu always made sure Azul was there to look over the deals and make a contract or too if they tried to rip off Yuu and Azul.
Deuce notice they kinda acted like a gang and tried to turn it around but Yuu said "Don't worry you won't have to do anything we barely do anything really the contracts are mostly Azul anyways!" Deuce took those words to heart and just didn't really do anything because he's trying to change himself for his mama.
Jack really sees them as a pack willing to protect each other if they need too. Sebek thinks it's like like a guild. Epel is ok because he gets to fight sometimes. Ace dosent really get into it but does when he wanna let loose. Grim likes it now because no one messes with them.
Crowley dosent do anything and when he tried Yuu shut him down "Were doing nothing wee merely standing up for ourselves and how would the media think that NRC is supporting bullies from poor innocent bystanders?" Crowley didn't try anything after that.
They manage to keep it from the dorm heads till someone snitched. Vil was mad because Epels hands were rough but gave him lotion and said if this effects is skin or health and even grades then he's stopping this. Malleus is happy that Sebek has friends so he didn't really care. Riddle was possed but he couldn't find any rules they broke so he let it slip by but uf they did OFF WITH YOUR HEADS! Leona chuckled when he found out. Idia was surprised by helps then when they wanna ruin someone's social life or embarrass someone that messed with them.
Yuu uses Ramshackle as their base and basically just hang out and ended up, upq grading their base when kids gave money to them for a protection fee from other bullies.
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mariana-oconnor · 4 months
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The Illustrious Client pt 3
Had a busy weekend, so I'm one behind again, but where were we?
A hypnotised woman, a man so evil he wants everyone to know about it and he keeps a special scrapbook of his favourite evil moments for him to read in bed at night when he can't sleep. My favourite character is probably not going to be in it again, seeing as she failed to convince the guy's latest victim that he's a murdering arsehole, but I really hope she gets to stamp his face in with her boot. Y'know. As a treat.
Oh, and then someone tried to kill Holmes. There was a cliffhanger. I almost forgot about that.
The Illustrious Client on whose behalf Sherlock Holmes was consulted was anxious to prevent the marriage of the young, rich and beautiful Miss Violet de Merville to Baron Gruner, an unscrupulous adventurer.
Given some of the descriptions Watson has given of perfectly nice clients, I feel like 'unscrupulous adventurer' is such a milquetoast way of putting this. And also rather offensive to adventurers.
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“I'm a bit of a single-stick expert, as you know. I took most of them on my guard. It was the second man that was too much for me.”
See, this is why I don't get why everyone insists on Watson being the action man of the pair. Holmes is out there whacking people with sticks. Watson occasionally shoots a dog.
No, I'm never going to be over that.
"They'll come to you for news. Put it on thick, Watson. Lucky if I live the week out—concussion—delirium—what you like! You can't overdo it.”
This is a definite step up from The Dying Detective where Holmes was convinced that if Watson knew he wasn't dying, he'd never be able to convince anyone of it. Has Watson's acting got better or has Holmes just realised that pretending to be dying is a dick move? Something tells me it isn't the first option. I don't think it's the second, either, if I'm honest. I feel like Holmes needs Watson to do something. But still, not lying to your best friend about dying. So proud of you.
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“Yes. Tell Shinwell Johnson to get that girl out of the way. Those beauties will be after her now."
If anything bad happens to Kitty, I riot.
He pushed to an extreme the axiom that the only safe plotter was he who plotted alone.
Even so, he's still doing way better than he used to. We're all very proud of him.
It was simply that among the passengers on the Cunard boat Ruritania, starting from Liverpool on Friday, was the Baron Adelbert Gruner, who had some important financial business to settle in the States before his impending wedding to Miss Violet de Merville...
Apparently it was almost a week to get to the States on a liner in those days, which is less time than I thought, but also quite a while to spend travelling (2 weeks, there and back) right before your wedding. The wedding is not that imminent, I guess.
"Now, Watson, I want you to do something for me.” “I am here to be used, Holmes.”
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“Well, then, spend the next twenty-four hours in an intensive study of Chinese pottery.” He gave no explanations and I asked for none. By long experience I had learned the wisdom of obedience.
On the one hand, this also shows growth, on the other, blindly following Holmes' instructions seems like a terrible idea in so. many. ways. But y'know, whatever floats their boats. Ours not to kink shame.
I was sucking in knowledge and committing names to memory. There I learned of the hall-marks of the great artist-decorators, of the mystery of cyclical dates, the marks of the Hung-wu and the beauties of the Yung-lo, the writings of Tang-ying, and the glories of the primitive period of the Sung and the Yuan.
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“It needs careful handling, Watson. This is the real egg-shell pottery of the Ming dynasty. No finer piece ever passed through Christie's. A complete set of this would be worth a king's ransom..."
Will the priceless historic china survive? That's the real question.
"You may as well be a medical man, since that is a part which you can play without duplicity. You are a collector, this set has come your way, you have heard of the Baron's interest in the subject, and you are not averse to selling at a price.”
OK. okayokayokayokayokay. No.
If this guy knows who Holmes is. Then he should, therefore, know who Watson is, too. We have even had, in this very story, evidence that supports that because the colonel (whose name I can't remember right now) was like 'yes, of course Dr Watson should be involved toodle pip." (I added the toodle pip part, but the rest was accurate enough.)
So surely the guy who arranged for Holmes to be murdered - who is apparently tracking down Kitty to murder her, too - surely he should know who Watson is. Therefore either this is a double bluff and Holmes is knowingly sending Watson into a danger that has already tried to claim his own life or he doesn't think that his opponent is smart enough to connect his enemy to their best friend who writes about them frequently and who has been visiting him daily since the attack.
If he turns out to be right and the baron doesn't recognise Watson immediately, I will be further annoyed at his incompetence.
On the same evening, with the precious saucer in my hand and the card of Dr. Hill Barton in my pocket, I set off on my own adventure.
Oh really? Like... an adventurer, would you say?
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The place had been built by a South African gold king in the days of the great boom, and the long, low house with the turrets at the corners, though an architectural nightmare, was imposing in its size and solidity.
Glad to see Watson turning his scathing judgements to architecture as well as people. It was... it was a very solid building. It had that going for it.
He was certainly a remarkably handsome man. His European reputation for beauty was fully deserved. In figure he was not more than of middle size, but was built upon graceful and active lines. His face was swarthy, almost Oriental, with large, dark, languorous eyes which might easily hold an irresistible fascination for women. His hair and moustache were raven black, the latter short, pointed, and carefully waxed. His features were regular and pleasing, save only his straight, thin-lipped mouth. If ever I saw a murderer's mouth it was there—a cruel, hard gash in the face, compressed, inexorable, and terrible. He was ill-advised to train his moustache away from it, for it was Nature's danger-signal, set as a warning to his victims.
Oh my god. Watson. Watson. Quite being so horny on main. I am begging you. Stop ogling the man. And he can't help the way his moustache is away from his mouth - it's all the twirling.
"I would ask you what do you know of the Emperor Shomu and how do you associate him with the Shoso-in near Nara? Dear me, does that puzzle you? Tell me a little about the Northern Wei dynasty and its place in the history of ceramics.” I sprang from my chair in simulated anger.
Watson. Watson. My dude. My man. My good sir. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK was the point of you learning everything there is to know about Chinese pottery if you're not even going to bother to answer his motherfucking questions? What even is this? What was the point? WHY?
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I mean, I'm pretty sure he knew who you were from the moment you sent the letter but even so. Even so! I can't get annoyed about him not committing to the bit when you're out here not even trying to commit to any of it.
Two steps took me to the open door, and my mind will ever carry a clear picture of the scene within. The window leading out to the garden was wide open. Beside it, looking like some terrible ghost, his head girt with bloody bandages, his face drawn and white, stood Sherlock Holmes.
Well, I was right. It was a double bluff. Watson was the distraction, cool cool. He was rubbish at it, but at least Holmes knew he was going to fail.
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An arm—a woman's arm—shot out from among the leaves. At the same instant the Baron uttered a horrible cry—a yell which will always ring in my memory. He clapped his two hands to his face and rushed round the room, beating his head horribly against the walls. Then he fell upon the carpet, rolling and writhing, while scream after scream resounded through the house.
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The features which I had admired a few minutes before were now like some beautiful painting over which the artist has passed a wet and foul sponge.
So that's why you went on about how hot he was. For the contrast. Gotcha.
Obviously this is terrible and throwing acid in people's faces is awful and horrible etc.
On the other hand, I support Kitty Winter and she's never done anything wrong ever in her life.
"It was that hell-cat, Kitty Winter!”
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“It is his love diary?”
You say that like it's a normal thing.
???
"I knew I had only a few minutes in which to act, for my time was limited by your knowledge of Chinese pottery."
Holmes' perennial lack of faith in Watson's abilities is as sad as it is earned.
But he didn't even use his knowledge of Chinese pottery. He didn't even try.
“But if these injuries are as terrible as Dr. Watson describes, then surely our purpose of thwarting the marriage is sufficiently gained without the use of this horrible book.”
Wow, you think very little of Violet. I also think very little of her, but honestly, I'm pretty sure this isn't a deal breaker for her. Just say you think she's shallow and fickle, why don't you?
The same paper had the first police-court hearing of the proceedings against Miss Kitty Winter on the grave charge of vitriol-throwing. Such extenuating circumstances came out in the trial that the sentence, as will be remembered, was the lowest that was possible for such an offence.
Good for her.
...when an object is good and a client is sufficiently illustrious, even the rigid British law becomes human and elastic.
YAY! CORRUPTION!!
🥳🥳🥳
What a weird note to end it on. But the day was saved, I guess. Weirdly as it was. Violet de Merville presumably went on to continue to be a supercilious nightmare of a woman and Baron Adelbert Gruner was punished with *checks notes* disfigurement and blindness... so I guess that's a happy ending?
idek.
I'm glad Kitty got to fuck him up, though. That was very satisfying.
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godshitgirl · 5 months
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At the hospital rn so here are some headcanons of bsd men with cats
Chuuya:
- *cat meows* *he meows back*
- likes cats that are chubby
- if someone so much as says "heck" in front of his beautiful little baby he will go on a rampage
- "WHICH ONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS HAS BEEN SWEARING IN FRONT OF MY LITTLE GIRL"
- absolutely spoils the shit out of his cat
- BTW it's a black one with elegant green eyes and she's a total bitch but that's why he loves her
- same spoiled rich bitch energy
- they were made for each other
- he def rants about dazai to her
- idk abt a name yet but I'm thinking he'd name her something fancy like a type of wine or an author of an old book he likes or smth
- they look like they judge people together
- they absolutely do
- if you think ur safe no u are not
- she does not like dazai AT ALL
- whenever he sees her he tries to be friendly and even give her treats but she just hisses or ignores him
- *dazai enters chuuyas apartment (uninvited)* heya Eleanor!
Eleanor: *hisses*
Dazai: okay! :D
Dazai:
- ohhh dazai's cat would absolutely despise him
- it's not really his cat, it just kinda keeps coming back to him for food
- whenever he tries to be affectionate with it it just hisses or bites him
- but it still keeps coming back the next day
- hmmmm sounds like a certain someone
- he also gets the shittest cat foods ever
- "heyyyy I hope you like this new tuna I got ya!!! It's chocolate flavored :)"
- the cat will def vomit on his shoes
- it's happened more often than u think
- BTW it's an orange tabby that he likes cause it's mean and orange and reminds him of someone
- GEE I WONDER WHO
Fyodor:
- fyodor has the most spoiled snooty ass little Persian cat in the whole entire world
- it looks exactly like the ones you see in cartoons
- she's all white with pretty blue eyes and a nice little collar that costs like 10,000 in usd
- I can also see him with a cat like chuuyas, u know the ones villains in movies usually have
- tje black pointy slender ones
- you'd walk into his lair or smth and it's all dark and it's just him in his chair facing you and caressing the cat on his lap
- me next me next ME NEXT ME NE
- it also acts like his own personal spy, by lurking around his enemies (dazai) and finding out all sorts of dirt on them (his love for chuuya) and bringing them to fyodor for him to exploit (putting a hand on his forehead and eyes going "the gays are at it again")
Nikolai:
- your friendly neighborhood animal abuser😝
- u know that cat from the start of princess and the frog???
- the one that lottie had when she was a kid???
- yea it's like that
- bro torments the SHIT out of that poor kitty (mine next please please)
- he would come home and just throw it into the air as a greeting
- his ceiling is covered in cat scratches from every time he's done it
- atp he would just randomly go "Hey where nikolai junior???" Like he's Phineas and Ferb looking for perry meanwhile his poor tortured cat is hiding from him somewhere
- he would bring that thing everywhere
- airport, barbers, hospital, restaurant, PRISON
- "sir you can't have pets in here" "awww why not :((((" "because this is a correctional facility"
- he'd be with the gang😎 and sigma jus goes "nikolai....what's in your shirt???" And he's like wdym?? And sigma goes "it's...meowing?? What have you got in there???" And nikolai has to answer very carefully bc of all the times fyodor has told him NOT TO BRING HIS GODDAMN CAT INTO THEIR MEETINGS so he just smiles sweatily and says "drugs" which for him is honestly way more believable but fyodor just sighs
Anyway that's all I got for now wish me luck at the hoptal guys :DDD
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can you write about little mina getting overwhelmed that she’s being placed in a new house for the tenth time and doesn’t want to let go of the social worker
hi anon! this makes my heart ache. i can just imagine how scared she would be :((
finally home
|| little!mina, cg!nayeon / little!mina au / non-idol au ||
House after house after house.
Mina was getting tired of being placed in houses and then moved only a few months or even weeks after. At first, she didn't know this was how everything worked. She thought that when she was placed with her first family that they would be the ones to look after her and take care of her. Whenever she was returned only a month later, her heart broke. It took her a while to heal, and she wasn't fully over the pain from the first house when she was placed in the second one.
By the time she was placed and removed in her ninth house, Mina was terrified of getting close to anyone. She didn't want to talk to any of the family that she was placed with because she knew it would just be the same. They'd say she was too quiet and unloving or that she wasn't little enough and bring her right back in a few weeks. And they did.
Mina was in her room at the care facility when she heard her social worker talking to the woman who ran the place. She couldn't hear everything her social worker was saying, but she caught enough to piece together that she was being placed in yet another house.
This would be the 10th house that Mina would be placed in, and she wasn't ready at all. She really just wanted to stay at the care facility forever. At least when she was there, she knew that she could see the few friends she made, and she could see her social worker.
Nayeon had been Mina's social worker ever since Mina showed up at the care facility. Nayeon was nice. She had a pretty smile and she always treated Mina so gently. The more time Mina spent at the care facility, the more she just wanted to stay and play with Nayeon and her friends. But she knew that just wasn't an option.
//
"Okay, Mina. Are you ready to go to your new home? I heard they have a cute kitty" Nayeon parked the car in front of the apartment that was supposedly her new home. She turned around and smiled, but her heart broke at the sight of the girl nervously clutching her penguin stuffy.
Mina looked up at Nayeon, her eyebrows drawn together in fear. She didn't want to be here. She didn't want to have to be introduced to yet another family just to be rejected and returned again like an unwanted dish at a restaurant.
Nayeon sighed and got out of the car, opening Mina's door. She leaned in and unbuckled the girl, helping her out of the car before grabbing her backpack. She guided Mina around the car and up to the apartment door, knocking a few times.
Mina held tight to her penguin stuffy and wrapped her hand around Nayeon's. She didn't want to let her social worker go and meet this new family. It wasn't anything against them. She just didn't want to have to keep feeling unwanted over and over again.
The second the door opened, Mina hid behind Nayeon. She didn't dare look at the woman who opened the door.
"Hi! You must be Miss Im. I'm Sana and this is my wife, Jihyo." The woman who answered the door smiled and introduced her wife who was standing beside her.
"It's a pleasure to meet you and I'm sure you're excited to meet someone else as well." Nayeon smiled and stepped to the side, revealing a very shy Mina.
"Hi there, sweetheart. It's so nice to meet you. We're so excited for you to become a part of our family. Do you want to meet the kitty?" Sana's voice was gentle as she spoke to Mina. She didn't want to scare the girl since she was obviously already a little shaken up.
Mina didn't look at Sana but nodded and gave Nayeon one last long, tight hug before she was led into the house by Jihyo. Sana glanced back at the two and smiled before she turned her attention back to Nayeon.
"I'm going to give you her bag and you already have all of my contact information. She's an absolute sweetheart, but it's a little hard to get her to open up." Nayeon gave Sana a sad smile as she handed her backpack to the woman. "This is her tenth placement and I know she's so scared that she's just going to spend her life moving from house to house."
Sana frowned at this and nodded. She gave Nayeon a comforting pat on the shoulder and swung the backpack over her shoulder. "I'm so sorry that she's had to go through so many placements, but we're only looking to give her the most love and care she deserves. We're willing to be patient for as long as it takes for her to open up."
Nayeon nodded and thanked Sana again. Once they said their goodbyes, Sana closed the door and set Mina's bag down in her room. She walked back out into the living room and found Jihyo sitting on the couch while Mina quietly played with their cat. Sana knelt beside Mina, making sure to keep enough distance between them so she wouldn't scare her.
"Hey there, kiddo. I see you met Bbuyo. He seems to like you." Sana gave Mina a small smile when she glanced up. Mina just nodded and turned her attention back to Bbuyo, not in the mood to say anything. She already felt a little better about this house, but she still just wanted to be back with Nayeon at the care facility.
//
Dinner was quiet and Mina insisted on taking her own bath. Sana and Jihyo were understanding, knowing that it must be more than terrifying and nerve wracking for Mina to be in a new place yet again. They gave her the space she needed but made sure to let her know that they were there for her if she needed anything.
As Mina laid in her new bed, staring up at the ceiling littered with glow in the dark star stickers, she suddenly felt more nervous and panicky than she had been the entire day. She sat up and clutched her penguin close to her chest and looked around the room. The stars lit up the room enough so she could see the general shapes of things, but everything looked so big and scary. All she wanted was for Nayeon to come and get her and tell her that everything was going to be okay.
Her jacket that was draped on the chair in front of the small desk looked like it could come to life, and she didn't like that the closet was open, but she was too scared to get up and close it. She tried to take a few deep breaths to calm herself down, but the more she thought about being placed somewhere new again and the more she thought about how dark and scary the room looked, she started to panic more.
Jihyo and Sana had a night light set up in the hallway with a timer so it would turn on at a certain time during the night since Jihyo always had to pee at least once in the middle of the night. The second the light turned on, Mina completely lost it. She thought that someone was going to come into her room even though it was only her, Jihyo, Sana, and Bbuyo in the apartment.
Loud sobs broke through the quiet of the apartment and Jihyo immediately woke up. She threw the covers off and shook Sana awake. They quickly rushed to Mina's room and turned one of the lamps on in the room, their hearts breaking at the sight of Mina. The little had tucked herself into the corner of her bed, her knees tucked up against her chest as she cried.
Jihyo cautiously sat down on the bed. "Is it okay if I hold you, sweetheart?" Mina didn't look up but nodded, tears steadily streaming down her cheeks. Jihyo scooted all the way onto the bed and wrapped her arms around Mina, pulling the girl into her lap. Jihyo gently rocked her back and forth, brushing her fingers through her hair.
"It's okay, Mina. Sana and I are here. You're safe." Jihyo continued to rock Mina back and forth as Sana sat down, soothingly rubbing her back. It took a while to get Mina to calm down, but eventually, her sobs turned into little sniffles and a few hiccups.
Eventually, Jihyo was able to wipe Mina's eyes and get her to blow her nose. Jihyo kissed the crown of her head a few times before she looked down at her slightly puffy and red eyes. "What's going on, sweetie? Did something scare you?"
Mina sniffled and nodded, trying to get any words out but not doing a great job. She looked down at her penguin and ran her fingers through its fur, calming herself down a little bit more before she finally found her words. "Wan' go home."
Jihyo looked up to Sana, her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. She knew that Mina didn't consider their house home yet, but they had no idea what home she was talking about. Nayeon had filled them in a little more on how each house she was placed in left her worse off than the previous, so it couldn't be any of those.
"Are you talking about the care facility, sweetie?" Sana brushed Mina's hair back out of her eyes and frowned. Even though they hadn't even had her for 24 hours yet, she hated seeing her in so much pain.
Mina shook her head and rubbed her eyes, so tired, scared, and frustrated. She huffed and brought her hand up to tug at her hair. It was a habit she had picked up a few placements ago. It wasn't good for her hair or her scalp, but it relieved a tiny bit of tension and the icky feeling she had.
Jihyo placed a gentle hand on Mina's and pulled it away from her hair, intertwining their fingers. She rubbed small circles on the back of the little's hand to try and soothe her a bit.
"Nayeon."
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Jihyo and Sana only ended up staying up with Mina for an extra half hour before getting her back to sleep. Having so many emotions bottled up and then just escape her all at once drained the little.
Once the morning rolled around, Sana called Nayeon as soon as she could. She tried her best to explain the situation to the social worker.
"Yeah. I asked her if she was talking about the care facility. She just shook her head, and it took a little bit, but she eventually just said one thing. Nayeon."
On the other line, Nayeon couldn't help the shock in her voice as she responded to Sana. "S-she just said my name?"
"I tried to see if I could get anything else out of her, but she wouldn't say anything after that. Would you mind coming over when you're able to? She might talk to you." Sana sighed and glanced over at Mina who was quietly eating her breakfast. Her eyes were tired from crying for so long and her shoulders were hunched over but tight from tension and nerves.
Nayeon thanked Sana for letting her know and told her she'd take off work a little early to swing by. She hated knowing that Mina was having such a hard time adjusting to the new house.
//
Sana quickly got up once she heard the doorbell. She opened the door for Nayeon and welcomed her in, sitting down on the couch with her. Jihyo walked in from putting Mina down for a nap and sat by Sana.
Nayeon tried to fill Sana and Jihyo a bit more in on Mina's past, hoping it would help them get closer to the little. While they talked, Mina was having trouble staying asleep. She was tired since she drifted in and out of sleep the rest of the night, but she just couldn't get to sleep. She tossed and turned a few times, letting out a small huff before she heard... Nayeon?
Mina slowly got up and out of her bed. She opened her door and peeked out, only seeing Jihyo and Sana first sitting on the couch. She turned her head a tiny bit though. It was Nayeon!
Mina swung the door open and ran out of her room, down the short hallway, and into the living room. Without warning Mina jumped up to wrap her arms around Nayeon who was a bit startled at the sudden small body clinging to her.
"Oof! Hey there, Mina." Nayeon carefully wrapped her arms around the little and placed a kiss to the crown of her head before pulling the girl into her lap. She tried peeling Mina off, but she only clung onto Nayeon further. "What's going on in that head, sweetie? Don't you like Sana and Jihyo? They're very nice people."
Mina hid her face in Nayeon's neck and shook her head. Nayeon was right. Sana and Jihyo were nice people, but she just wanted to be home. Being with the two women just felt like she was visiting friends or something. Mina looked up at Nayeon, leaning her head on the social worker's shoulder.
"Wan' go home with Yeon."
Nayeon's eyebrows raised in surprise at this. Sana told her that Mina had said she wanted to go home and then she said Nayeon's name, but she didn't think that Mina considered Nayeon home. She took a strong liking to the girl since she worked with her the most at the care facility, but she had never considered being her caregiver or being her home.
Nayeon had taken care of littles in the past as a temporary caregiver and loved every second of it. She had wanted to be a permanent caregiver to a little for a long time, so maybe Mina was the one.
Sana and Jihyo watched as Nayeon and Mina looked at each other. They could tell that the two obviously had a strong bond. Maybe this was all they needed to get them to see that they were made for each other.
//
After a long conversation and a few more tears, they all decided that Mina was meant to be with Nayeon. Sana and Jihyo were a little heartbroken, but they were happier for Mina than anything. When they watched Nayeon take Mina to her car, they could already see Mina's heart healing a little bit. It was going to be a long journey for the two as a caregiver and a little, but Mina finally had someone and somewhere to call home.
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went hiking ;]
i took myself and my little sister hiking recently, wanted to share some of the photos i guess
now it'll be more of my thoughts and feelings and other stuff that's probaly not important for you, if you're here for the cc - new infant stuff is being made, so stay tuned!
so I really feel like I've matured a lot, it's been one hell of a ride if you ask me about this year. Frankly speaking i've lost any meaning in my life, like at all, i didn't know what was I doing, who I was, where was I being and thoughts of future seemed so irrational, because there wasn't even any point of living till that time. I just couldn't see future for myself. In january I got diagnosed with CPTSD and things kind of started making sense in terms of my behavior, coping mechanisms, escapism etc. I've started reading reddit posts of people telling their stories of how they've coped with this diagnosis. I guess i never really fully moved on from it, so it mostly still taunts me when i suddenly remember that ah yes, i'm actually forever mentally ill, nice. But I just started to move on you know? obviously not without any help, first of all I started taking antidepressants, then my close ones were there in my toughest times, because the hardest and at the same time most familiar feeling is feeling lonely, like you'll never have someone who understands you, like you have so many relatives and people around your life, but at the same time you're so alone in your head and feelings to the point it suffocates you so much, that crying isn't even possible any longer.
What struck me the most when antidepressants started working (sadly only after 5 months from the moment they were prescribed) is that I never in my entire life felt so... alive??? I really can't remember the last time I've actually felt so balanced, I started having thoughts again (it was so shocking for me that in the beginning i actually had some big issues with sleeping, cause my mind just didn't know how to go to sleep when you're actually able to think), i got all those feelings of love back, that i never knew i was robbed of. Like i would look at my cat and actually start crying just from how much i loved her (now im just extremely happy seeing her hehe), I would look at my absolutely normal patreon/tumblr profile and get so emotional looking at how many lovely people like what i do and support me.
But this leads to another very sad thought that haunts me sometimes, that actually the way I was living all this time wasn't normal, it wasn't my quirk or character type or some other shit I would hear when talked about the way I was feeling (or rather feeling nothing). Like all this time I was always blaming myself. This really made me cry at first. Actually lots of things made me cry when I started my healing journey (now I just don't cry, it's an antidepressant thing).
Only after antidepressants started working all the other "normal" things started helping me cope with anxiety and feeling of loss and sadness like "oh just go for a walk", "start exercising", "journal", "drink more water and eat healthy". You now the shit people that never experienced depression tell you and it's not their fault they don't understand. Honestly it's actually insanely lucky for them, that they don't understand.
So writing all of the above I wanted to say that please, don't be hard on yourself, it's not your fault that you're that way, but unfortunately it's only you who can actually trully help yourself. Even if it seems like there's no point in doing anything and life seems meaningless, remember that there still can be things worth living for, even the smallest ones like who's gonna pet all the doggies and kitties??? or who will download all the most prettiest loveliest most perfectly done clothes by the best creator (me) on patreon/tumblr ever????hehehe. Life is unfortunately meaningless, if you don't give any meaning to it, and it's not your fault that you can't find it, just give yourself time.
I'm absolutely not even remotely close to healing (and honestly I don't even know if it's really possible with CPTSD), but I'm definitely feeling better. Actually I'm feeling kind of down right now, but that's ok!! Because well I'm sure sad for a reason and I'm just trying my best to embrace it and fully feel sad I guess, so I can move on and feel peaceful again, until a new emotion comes and I'll try to feel it again, because that's what apparently humans do as I've learned after taking antidepressants.
Hey, you've read all the way to here, woah, you know that I'm proud of you? And not just beacuse you've read my stupid thoughts, but just because you're here with us, you're very strong and I'm very proud of you.
stay safe, love you all to the moon and back, 
your silly girl, Ame <3
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myswimmingpewl · 8 months
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Helloooo, someone said to do part two and you ask, you shall receive (p.s: to the person who asked for more of this thanks so much, I feel famous 😍)
So part two of what the ghosts reactions to Mary's sucking off tell us about them and their lives
Kitty acts all clueless and relys on pat to explain what's happening. She isn't actually stupid, she knows somewhat about what happened to Mary but her method of copeing is by pretending nothing bad is happeing. We see this with kittys sister. She was terrible but kitty chooses to remember her as really nice simply becasue it's easier than remembering her as who she really was. She does this with Mary too, she seems as though she doesn't know what's happening becasue she doesn't want to accept it.
Thomas is only focused on himself and how that can happen to him at any moment. Obviously, we know Thomas is very dramatic and self centered but this could be because of his life. In his head, he believed to be the best poet, loved my everyone when in reality, he wasn't great and people laughed at him (I also think that he was outshone by his cousin Francis). Similar to kitty, Thomas hides the truth in his head to feel better about him self. But even with this coping mechanism, he still knows that he isn't the world-renowned poet he always wanted to be so he is desperate to keep trying (why he went to Italy to find inspo and other places to show off). Seeing Mary being sucked off would have made him realise that it can happen to him at any moment and he was never successful (this is actually so sad 😭) so in reality, he isn't being selfish, he's just desperate to do something with his life (death)
Julian got really angry in response to Mary's loss. As a stereotypical politician, many things would have made him angry but he couldn't really show that in the media bcs it woukd make him look bad. He was then left alone with his anger. Also he says that someone else he knew was really angry after the death of a cat (?), so angry they had to "hide the nuclear launch codes" potentially he's mirroring that behaviour becasue it's the only way he saw people reaction to loss previously (tbh I have no idea with Julian I'm just winging it lmao if you know anything else, go with that😭😭)
And humphrey was clueless until the end of the episode😭 I suppose this could mirror how he was clueless about Sophie's plot but I think I'm thinking too much into this😭 ALSO the fact that captain volunteered to tell humphrey the news shows how much he grew emotionally and he's not only capable of being in touch with his own feeling without hiding them but also to share them to someone
I think that's all the characters and yea slay follow me😍 (and see part one to this)
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theresawritesstuff · 9 months
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12. It was perfectly normal to discuss a book they see at the bookstore with their friends, but it's definitely not normal to suddenly be interrupted by the author of said book
New York, 1973
"Okay girls, we've hit the modern stuff. Go nuts! Books are on me," Midge told the band of teenagers.
"Thanks for taking us shopping, Mama," Esther said, browsing through the biographies.
"Of course, sweetie! Always happy to help. Especially when it means dishing on backstage gossip in the name of academics."
"I still don't see why we can't do our report on you, Ms. Weissman," Audrey sighed.
Midge bit back a smile as Esther rolled her eyes. "Sorry, hun. I've been banned from any school related interviews. Esther and Ethan both agreed. I'm happy to pull favors with anyone I know who you might be interested in writing about though."
She heard her daughter make a sound of disgust as she pulled a book from the shelf. "Why did someone let Gordon Ford write a book? He doesn't even write his own show."
"He doesn't?" her friend Vivian wondered through her bubblegum.
"Most of these celebrity authors have ghost writers helping them," Midge informed her gently.
Vivian clicked her gum disapprovingly. "Well that's bogus."
"Yeah. If I have to write my own essays, so should they," Audrey agreed. "They're even getting paid for it!"
Midge chuckled. "That's the business kid."
"Here's someone who we know actually did the work at least."
Esther picked up a copy of a new book from the display table bearing a familiar face.
Vivian let out a giggle. "Oh my mom has the biggest crush on him!"
"Really?" Audrey wondered incredulously.
"What? He's cute in an older guy kind of way. Don't you think he's cute Ms Weissman?"
"I'd also be curious to hear the answer to that question."
They all turned to stare at the man in question smirking behind them as he leaned against a bookshelf.
"Not as cute as he thinks he is, but sure," Midge replied.
Lenny chuckled, coving his mouth with his hand just like he was always wont to do. "I'll take it."
*Hi Lenny."
"Hey Midge."
It had been so long since they'd last spoken, yet seeing him like this again made it feel like it had been no time at all. 
Her heart certainly flipped just the same.
"You look good," she commented casually.
He certainly looked healthier. Steadier. His eyes were brighter. Like a light that had been going out had been reignited.
He looked more like the Lenny she knew. The Lenny that lived in her memories.
It was a good look.
Lenny shrugged. "For an older guy."
"Oh my god," Vivian gawped, realizing who had overheard their conversation.
Esther looked between the two adults and began to steer her starstruck friends away, giving them some space to talk. "Hey let's go check the science fiction section and see if they've got any Ray Bradbury books on sale."
"Why?" Vivian wondered.
Audrey, catching the vibe, gave her a pointed look.
"Oh. Oooohhhh. Right."
Esther handed the copy of his memoir to her mother as they passed. "We'll just be back there, Mama. Nice seeing you, Lenny."
"You too, Esther," Lenny murmured, giving her a little wave.
With the teenage trio gone, the tension between them grew palpable, hanging in the silence.
"It is a nice picture," Midge said, noting the author's photo.
Lenny smiled softly. "Thanks. Kitty actually took it."
"She's got a gift."
"I certainly think so. Given what she had to work with."
Midge didn't take the bait to compliment him further.
"Esther's grown a lot since I've seen her last," He commented softly, sounding a bit melancholy.
She nodded in agreement.
"She really shot up last summer. Growing like a weed, that one."
"They always do, don't they?"
The conversation lulled again, but they held the other's gaze intently, that unspoken electricity still sparking between them.
Some things never change…
"How are you?" she asked genuinely after a moment.
He nodded, stuffing his hands in his pockers. "Good. I'm good. Doing a lot better. Here for a book tour."
"Oh well in that case, would you sign mine?" she teased lightly.
"Love to."
He stepped in closer to take the book from her hand, his fingers brushing hers on the pass.
"So, Ms Weissman…" he drawled, clicking his pen to scribble that illegible signature he was so proud of. "You didn't take the new husband's name? I saw the announcement you were engaged in the tabloids a while back."
Midge bit her lip, avoiding his eyes.
"Yeah I um… didn't go through with it after all."
"Why's that?" he asked, handing the book back but still hovering in her atmosphere.
"I just realized he didn't make me laugh as much as I would have liked," she answered.
"Hm."
She cleared her throat, brightening her expression. "Thanks. For the book. Can't wait to read it."
"Sure."
"Nice seeing you, Lenny."
"You too."
She turned to leave but heard him say 
"Are you doing anything later?"
She turned back, tilting her head coyly.
"Maybe. What did you have in mind?"
He gave her a hesitant shrug. "Just thought we could catch up a bit."
A part of her wanted to run. To hide from the pain of the past and let things be behind them.
But that part wasn't nearly as strong as the parts of her that missed him.
"I'd like that…"
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Thai BL Favorites List Tag Game
i got tagged in the summer lmao i've been struggling cause i simply can't make a completely honest list - my taste is too fluid and the definition of "fave" is a blur to me
thank you to my lovely @tenprem and @littleragondin for tagging me, consider yourselves tagged again in case your answers differ vastly from your previous ones hahah
💓Fave bl: default answer is Bad Buddy, current - Last Twilight and Cherry Magic..and Cooking Crush
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👨🏻‍🤝‍👨🏻Favourite pairing: as in actors? if i say GunSing am i gonna get ToddBlack again? (im fine with DrakeSing too y'know, im just being teased atp)
honestly i don't know, i think of actors i really like but i'm not big on their counterparts..? i enjoy it a lot when they mix and match, i don't have anyone i particularly follow.. i will say MaxTul were super powerful, i really appreciate the bonds between a lot of pairs like ForceBook and i think some of them have amazing chemistry like FirstKhao but even though there are a few i would always try to tune in for like OffGun and YinWar, there's no one i can call a fave, i don't think..currently JimmySea are eating it up tho
🎭Most underrated actor: just the Wayufilm crew in general, I see them do fundraiser lives on yt all the time and I don't think they're that well known by the fandom
🧍‍♂️Favorite character: ig it is Karan currently, Tay really made the character shine in a different way than Machida Keita's Kurosawa and i can't get enough of those puppy eyes
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🕴Favorite side character: rn it might be Metha from Cooking Crush? he's just a bit too charming for someone i'd punch if i met him irl..or Fire, i think writing about him made me fond, they're both so..this
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📽Favorite scene: from all the thai bls i've seen?? there's beauty like THAT ITSAY scene, there's unexpected scenes i come back to like WaanTul in the last episode of Between Us, there's Nuea and Toh finally getting everything out in the open..there's the Kitty Gang in FUTS going up the elevator, the ep.5 KinnPorsche scene..most of PatPran's scenes!! like how am i supposed to even start choosing lmao
i'm gonna say (after i catch up with my shows this whole list would prolly be different, it could be Karan's scream soon) the one from my recent shows is the rooftop scene from LTTS..sue me for being basic, i'll plead guilty
📝Favorite line: nth has ever quite stuck with me as "do you want us to be friends?" "no." so let's go with it
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🃏Most anticipated bl and why: let's say Jack and Joker hahah, I hope it works out <3 i want to see a project YinWar have certain freedom over completed successfully - even if it ends up not being my thing, they deserve to share their talents and artistic vision. they are trying something new, maybe there will be a nice balance between comedy and drama and also it seems like those characters are meant to be whipped for each other and YinWar can pull that off splendidly
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👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨Healthiest relationship in a bl: PatPran and PuenTalay are the first to come to mind, the communication and conflict resolution skills are on another level
💢Most toxic relationship in a bl: I suppose it would be VeeMark before the end or maybe DimGreen from 2gether? I also personally don't like Mayom and Nadia from My Ride but I can't tell if they're actually toxic 😄 and im reminded of GramBlack cause that friendship sucks imho
OH WAIT PiMork is pretty bad. yeah, maybe not the worst but they've got a spot on the list..and ig TehOhAew but I have not actually seen s2 so overall I don't have a definitive opinion :')
🍿Guilty pleasure series: i guess it would be Cause You're My Boy (My Tee) because everyone hates on it but I binged it and had a good time 🤷‍♀️ also I Will Knock You cause it has some questionable elements but it's also very special
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❎Most underrated series: out of what I've seen it would obviously be Rainbow Lagoon but it's two episodes, not sure if it counts as a series.. really sweet short watch though, you should give it a try here 🥰
also maybe The Best Story? I didn't like it that much because of the ending but it's younger YinWar and I never hear anyone talk about it; I'd say they were pretty good at it 😊
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i'm tagging @sommmnus @forcebook @catboyjosten @sparklyeyedhimbo @lovesickfolly @sollucets as per usual no pressure and sorry if youve done it ❤
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