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awkwardxstars · 3 years
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“Father’s Day...huh...?” 
He hates today. Hates the feelings it brings up, the loneliness stabbing through his chest, the memories roaring to the surface. He can’t even bring himself to act like his usual happy, dopey self, much less plaster a smile on his face, and he hopes none of his classmates will comment on it, because he’s not sure he can take that.
Not now. Not today.
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cootiebakugou · 4 years
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Why Can’t You See? (Bakugou x Reader)
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Words ; 2.2k
Warnings ; Angst, cursing because Bakugou, and fluff 
(g/n) - girl’s name 
Requested by ; @blueriine​ 
“Ehm..what about bakugou has a friend and he's so close to her and she has a crush on him but he doesn't know and his girlfriend y/n knows about it and gives him a lot of hints so that he stop talking to her but he doesn't get it and one day y/n and bakugou's friend had a fight and bakugou believed his friend and it wasn't y/n fault and at the end he realised that she was right and he fuck up and apologise to her.”
a/n ; i hope you enjoy !
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You honestly don’t know how it got to the point of you having tissues thrown across the room haphazardly, without a care of where they land, and two empty containers of caramel cone ice cream. Why did you choose caramel? Why couldn’t you have chosen something like cookie dough, or mint chip, maybe it was your subconscious aching for your boyfriend to call you and ask how you were. Did he even care? Was he too busy focusing on her? The one who was the reason this all happened? 
Why couldn’t he just understand? Why couldn’t he have let you talk?
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Their relationship started off as normal as can be, you understood that they’ve known each other since the start of their first year at U.A. but there was always something that lingered in the back of your mind. As you watched them walk ahead of you talking about whatever went on in the classroom earlier that day, her hand on his arm. You don’t know why you were basically staring holes in the back of her head but you were. There was no reason to be jealous, you know how Bakugou feels for you, so you shook that thought out of your head.
Catching up to them, you reached for Bakugou’s hand only for him to look at you before pulling his hand away and continuing his conversation with (g/n). You saw a small smirk out of the corner of your eye placed upon her lips. Instead of being in the back of them you decided to just take another way home, and didn’t bother saying goodbye to both of them. 
It was a recurring thing that happened, even in front of the Bakusquad! The way he changed when he was around her, the way she couldn’t stop making the smiles, the batting eyes, she batted her eyes so much Mina thought she was going to fly away. Each member of the squad looked to you in hopes you were going to say something, but you couldn’t. You were shy, and you barely stood up for yourself, because Katsuki said he would. Instead your head was down, your (color)ed hair covering your eyes before you picked up your lunch and your bag and left to sit somewhere else. 
He couldn’t open his eyes huh? What was so intriguing about her that he had to keep talking to her, ignoring his friends and his own girlfriend. 
The small smiles, the touches, the hugs, the laughs. It was all getting too much for you, and you knew exactly what they meant, but did Katsuki?
Did he understand that she liked him?
The first time you brought it up
“Katsu, can we talk?” You said as you both sat in his room working on homework you had gotten from Aizawa. “Sure, dumbass.” With a puff in your chest you let it come out by itself. “Why do you let (g/n) touch all over you?” The second you finished the question you could see a change in his whole demeanor. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“She’s constantly having her hands all over you Katsuki! Why don’t you see that?” Your eyes starting to water, “She has her hand always on your arm as she’s laughing at something, and even when Kaminari makes his dumb jokes that aren’t even funny!” Bakugou took in a deep breath, “She doesn’t ‘have her hands all over me’ she knows you’re my girlfriend.” He rolled his eyes, “She doesn’t mean anything by it so just chill out.”
“Chill out..? There’s nothing to be chill about, you’re so oblivious Katsuki!” You said before gathering your things and leaving his room. Leaving alone a blond confused and too far into his thoughts to stop you. 
The second time you brought it up
It was happening more often than not now. Whether they were walking, sitting in class, at the lunch table.. She was always there, and him being too focused to know that you weren’t even sitting with the squad anymore, rather with the Deku Squad. Even they noticed a change in his behavior, it’s been a week and a half since you last talked to him about the touchy too closey feely. He blew you off for a day, before coming to your dorm asking if you knew that he didn’t mean it.
How could you know though? You saw him all day, you saw him be with her. Everywhere you looked you saw them. Maybe he was getting tired of you? Maybe you just weren’t what he wanted anymore, and it hurt you so much. So you tried to compliment him more after training, or helping him with homework he was struggling, even going so far as to wear makeup. 
“Why’re you being so weird?” He finally asked after he was packing up his homework and placing it into his backpack. “I just want to be enough for you.” You said as your smile faltered, not that you think he noticed anyways. “Hah? What fuck are you talking about?” He quirked a brow. “I see the way she looks at you Katsuki! Don’t tell me that you don’t see it? The way she smiles that fake smile, the way she bats her eyes at anything you do!” He rolled his eyes at this, “How many times do I have to tell you, Shitty Woman? She doesn’t feel anything.” To this you huffed, poking at his chest, “Stop lying to me. I see it, everyone sees it!” 
“Whatever, let me know when this is out of your head.” He says before slamming the door behind him, and causing you to finally let the tears fall.
The third and final time you brought it up
You were so tired. So tired of being second, not being listened to, tired of being ignored. It was two days this time, two days of watching Katsuki continue on as if nothing happened. Mina finally had enough and she made her way over to you before grabbing your wrist and leading you to the roof. 
“What’s going on with you and Bakugou?” Mina asked, holding both your hands and drawing you in for a hug.
“I think that, he wants her, Mina. Every time I bring her up, he gets all defensive on me, and shuts me down.” You cry into your best friends shoulder. “Aw (y/n), I’m sure he doesn’t want her! You should hear him talk about you, sure it’s been just a couple days, but that doesn’t mean he likes you any less.” She says as she caresses your back, “Sometimes relationships go through these things and it either builds them up or breaks them down.”
“One last time Mina. Then I don’t want to bother with it anymore.” You say as you pull away. She nods wiping your tears, “I believe you, and I know you and Bakugou will make it through this okay?” After that you both split, her going back to Kirishima, Denki, and Sero, and you going to find your ever so loving boyfriend.
Spotting him in the hallway, hands stuffed in his pants, and a glare directed towards everyone who looked his way. Mustering up enough courage, you walked up to him and told him to follow you.
Eventually leading you both to an empty classroom. “I’m saying this one last time, and I need you to listen.” Your (color) eyes staring straight into his own beautiful crimson. “I’m tired of this Katsuki. I need you to actually listen to me.” He rolled his eyes, “If you’re going to talk about how she’s too close, I don’t want to hear it.” You shook your head, “No! You’re going to sit here and you are going to listen to me because this is something that needs to be said, and something that needs to be done.” 
“Have you even noticed I stopped sitting with you at the table? That I don’t even get acknowledged by you, unless I’m the one who initiates a conversation? I’m tired of her being the only one you focus on, and you not even seeing it! She’s constantly all over you, why don’t you ever push her away?” You could feel his stare linger before he turns away. “Stop trying to make her seem like the bad guy. It’s getting tiring.” He rubs the bridge of his nose, “I wanted you guys to get along.”
“Get along? How are we supposed to get along when all you do is talk to her? What about me, your girlfriend!?” Your tears flowing down your reddened cheeks. “What wrong with me?” Bakugou scoffed, “Maybe if you weren’t trying to get me to stop talking to my friend, there wouldn’t be anything!” He yells, losing all sense of self-control before he leaves the classroom, and leaving you alone. Again.
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“Come on (y/n), it’ll be so fun! Kaminari has the best parties!” Mina said as she had sparkles in her eyes. Me and Kat-, you cut off your thoughts and gave Mina a small smile, sure it wasn’t as large as it would usually be, but she was still happy that you had a smile upon your beautiful face.
When you and Mina arrived you were greeted by a smiling Kirishima, “Hey guys!” He exclaimed, happy to see you out of your dorm considering you were held up there after the last talk with Bakugou. “Do you want something to drink?” He asked, and you shook your head, but Mina took him up on his offer. 
It had to have been around an hour into being there when you looked up from your phone and saw Katsuki and (g/n). To say your heart shattered even more was an understatement. The way her arm wrapped around his like, they were the couple. He couldn’t see anything wrong with that? She caught your gaze and smirked, causing you to go into the kitchen to get yourself a drink, unbeknownst to you she followed you to the kitchen. 
Seeing her as you turned around, you let out a small sigh before trying to go past her. “Can you please get out of the doorway?” She simply made a small half scoff, half laugh. “I just wanted to let you in on some information, that’s all.” She said. “He may be yours for now, but I know that you’ve been having some.. rough patches. Who do you think he comes to? Who he talks to when you go on and on about me having feelings for him? You aren’t wrong of course, but once you’re out of the picture it’ll be easy for me to snatch him right up.”
“He’s not something you can just “snatch” up. He’s a human being. You need to treat him that way. We’re doing just fine.” You said trying to move past her only to still be blocked. “I wonder who he’ll believe.” She said, spotting Bakugou coming towards them. She begins to subtly trip you, causing your drink to spill on her blouse. “Why did you-” You were cut off by a loud voice, “What the fuck was that for (y/n)? You’re really going to stoop that low?” He said, anger evident in his voice. “Katsuki, it wasn’t me! She tripped me!” You exclaimed, trying to put out there that you were innocent.
“Haha, very funny (y/n). Stop making excuses and own up to the fact that you’re a jealous bitch.” He retorted, only looking up at you once he finished his sentence. “Fuck you Bakugou.” Tears streaming down your face as you push past him and (g/n), not caring about the broken look on Bakugou’s face. 
The air outside was cold, you left your jacket with Kirishima because you didn’t want someone to take it, but now as you walk towards the dorms you realize how stupid that was. The dorms weren’t that far, maybe a block or two away, but the tears rolling down your face didn’t help warm you up at all. Between the shivers and the sobs wracking your body, you couldn’t hear the footsteps behind you. 
That was until you felt a hand grasped your arm before they were pulling you into a hug.
It didn’t take long to find out who it was, from the smell. Caramel.
“I-I’m sorry. I was too oblivious to whatever the fuck she was doing. I shouldn’t have ignored you, I was being stupid.” His grip on you getting tighter. “I love you so much, (y/n). I swear I will never hurt you again, and I will actually use my fucking ears.” 
You wrap your arms around him slowly before holding onto the back of his jacket. “How did you find out?” Your voice cracks and your tears keep falling.
“Shitty Hair was there, he was watching the whole thing go down and decided to pull out his phone because he didn’t think I would believe him otherwise.” You could feel a slight stutter in his chest, which meant he was crying too, “Please forgive me.”
“I guess I can forgive you if you promise to never do that again and to make me my favorite food when we get back to the dorms.”
“I promise, and you best be prepared because I will make you pass out from how delicious my cooking is!” He finished with a kiss on your lips, and taking off his jacket, putting it on you, and walking towards the dorms with your hand in his.
The warmth you felt when he held it was something you yearned for after so long, and were finally able to continue on with your relationship with Katsuki.
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