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#some exams I get really scared and nervous of
loserlvrss · 16 days
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꒰ 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 ꒱ 정성찬
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summary : you and sungchan have been in a situationship for some time, and the pot was finally boiling over
genre : fluff, slight angst, suggestive, sungchan x afab!reader tws : language, pet names, kiss, slightly suggestive content author notes : wrote this like 10 minutes after i woke up lmao word count : 0.8k
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you were nervous. much more nervous than you ever had been — not even your exams could compare to the feeling of dread inside your chest, caving in your lungs. your hands fought each other subconsciously as you paced the front part of your apartment.
you thought of yourself as stupid, there was nothing else to describe the feeling of embarrassment, that was now mixed with guilt.
you’d seen it. your situationship making out with another girl during your shared physical education class. you’d seen it, and you watched in disbelief until he turned his head, catching your horrified gaze.
you had no right to be making faces at the two. you had no right to be upset. he wasn’t yours, and you made it clear all those months ago that he never would be.
so, why was your heart racing so much?
even the thought of him was enough to make you feel weak in the knees. the sight of him alone enough to make you crumble where you stood. he wasn’t yours, but he made you feel the same as if he was.
maybe this new feeling was too scary and that’s why you called him over. maybe you needed him to say he liked her better for you to break it off. maybe you needed something from him that you were too afraid to ask — that you never could, and frankly, never should.
you knew his reputation. hell, everyone did. he was a player. a womanizer. anything that wasn’t loving and caring… but the way he brushed stray hairs away from your face before kissing you oh-so gently; or the way his hands moved with so much caution against you; or the way he’d call you his baby, his pretty girl, contradicted all the rumors.
maybe, they just didn’t know him like you did.
but did she? did the girl he was lip-locking earlier today experience the same man you knew? did she get the sweet princess treatment, and intimate moments that shouldn’t be shared? did she get butterflies when she saw him, the ones that flew so fast it made you nauseous?
you don’t know why that made a lump clog your throat, and an anger form in the pit of your stomach.
he shouldn’t have been anything special — just another guy — but he was special… special to you. and that terrified something new in you. something you were scared to get close to, but scared to lose all together.
in the depths of the night, when he was curled up by your side, you even wondered if this was what love was. you pretended you knew everything about anything, but when it came to the feelings he instilled in you, you were just as clueless as the rest.
a knock on the door sent you away from the what ifs, and it took a lot of strength to get your feet to move to it.
you shook ever-so-slightly as you opened it, revealing the man that wasn’t yours on the other side.
your eyes couldn’t meet his, “i-i —“
he cut you off before you had the chance, “i hated it.”
“what?”
his hands rested down by his side, and you knew he was looking down at you despite you doing the opposite. “it wasn’t you. it’ll never be you. god, you really fucked me up! do you know that, y/n? do you know that i can’t stop thinking about you in situations where i shouldn’t? when i really fucking shouldn’t.”
“i-i’m sorry?”
he fully came through the door, letting it slowly swing closed behind him. his hands were on your cheeks, forcing your eyes to meet his. this was the intimacy you were talking about. and despite it being so casual to and from anyone else, from him, it felt like a confession every time.
his voice lowered a little bit to resemble a half-whisper, “do you feel the same?” but he already knew the answer. the look in your eyes when you caught him in the act was so endearing to him, engrained in his memory, it had him reading you like his favorite book; which you were. he knew all your signs, and now he knew all your tells. “because i can’t do this anymore, and i know you said we’d never take it further, but i —“
“it’s too late, sungchan.” you admitted, finishing what he was starting, “you already have me.”
his lips were on yours faster than the words left them. he had you going up on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck, making the kiss deepen. his palms rested steady against your cheeks, stroking them gently with his thumb through the synchronicity.
this kiss felt different; like something inside you had snapped, setting the waterfall of emotions free. and, this time, it didn’t feel like either of you had to hold back.
he walked you backwards, never once breaking apart from you, until you both hit the couch.
“and i’m never letting you go, okay?”
you fell back first with a huff, and he climbed on top of you, settling between your parted knees. your fingers carded through his hair as you kissed so passionately, it could’ve been considered pathetic how desperate it was in reality.
your night could’ve went one of two ways; he’d love you all the same, or he’d leave you. and, tonight — and hopefully forever — you were glad it was the latter.
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cyberpunkgyu · 7 months
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Safe With You - P.SH
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pairing: sunghoon x reader
genre: fluff, romance
warnings: none
inspired by latest ‘en-o’clock’ episode 67. sunghoon’s too cute 🥰😭
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the carnival is full, as it is a weekend, mostly families wanting some quality time, teens wanting to have some fun and forget about the final exams they had just taken the day before, and you and sunghoon are one of those people.
it has only been two weeks since sunghoon confessed his feelings to you, and of course you agreed to going on a date with him, but once final exams ends, which is why the both of you are here right now.
sunghoon thought it was a good idea to bring you to the carnival for your first date, because he learned you loved going on rides, which he learned from your best friend winter. yes, this boy did his research. but, surprisingly enough, it’s the opposite for him. he hates rides.
obviously he wasn’t going to admit that, not when he sees how happy you are. but, this, this is definitely not right up his alley.
“that looks dangerous yn, uh, and look, the line is so long.” he tried pulling you back, hearing the screams of the people riding the pirate ship ride.
“but all the lines here are long, come on! look how fun!” you pouted, guilt tripping the boy who’s eyes soften at the sight of you. “we’ve only been going on kiddie rides.” you continued, gently tugging on his hand.
you paused, curiously tilting your head. he looked nervous, which is something you haven't seen before. “wait. are you… scared of that ride?” you questioned him, making a face as if you offended him. maybe hurting his pride a bit. “pftt. what? of course not! just… being cautious.”
“but it’s safe sunghoon, it’s a pretty popular carnival. but if you really don’t want to, fine. i can go by myself,” you decided, not wanting to force the poor boy. “just wait for me here, yeah?”
as you were about to walk up to the line with sunghoon behind, he halted you by grabbing your wrist. “uh wait, no,” he glanced up the ride and then back at you before sighing, finally agreeing. he can't just let you go there alone. “i-i’ll go.”
“only because you’re cute.” he muttered under his breath, letting you pull him towards the line. sunghoon unknowingly gulped, looking around his surroundings. there were a lot of chatter, noticing how there are also kids lining for the ride. “aren’t these kids too small for this ride? what if they slip out of there.”
rolling your eyes as you let out a laugh “that’s what those safety bars are for,” sunghoon kept shifting around, but still holding onto your hand, making your heart flutter. he is quite clingy, and you didn't mind.
the line moved fairly quickly, as the ride can hold a whole lot of people and sunghoon did not like that, at all. “oh, look, it’s getting a bit dark now. maybe we can just do this next time? we can just go and get something to eat.” he rambles his excuses, his ears turning red.
“come on, sunghoon.” you pulled the boy as the line moved forward, and soon enough both of you were now part of the next group to get on the ride.
climbing up the stairs with sunghoon following behind you, he lets go of your hand as you stepped in the ride, choosing to be in the back. you looked up at sunghoon, who seemed hesitant. “come on, it’s not that bad, i promise.” you tried reassuring him, the ride quickly getting filled.
the workers started to push down the safety bars, but sunghoon is still not convinced that this ride is safe and supposed to be fun. he is afraid, yes, but again, he isn’t going to admit that to you.
“sir, are you going?” one of the workers asked as he finished pushing the second last row’s safety bar, only needing to do theirs. “yes i will, just, hold on.” he exhaled through his mouth, ignoring the stares of the people in the ride. for a dude who looks tough and intimidating, you’d assume he’d be cool with such rides. “sir-,” “okay, okay. jeez.”
sunghoon finally steps in and sits down next to you, watching the worker push down the safety bar, “make it tight.” sunghoon comments, making the worker shake his head. you giggled softly, watching the boy nervously look around.
“here, hold onto me.” you wrapped your arm on sunghoon’s feeling his grip tightened around you. “are you okay? don’t worry, i got you.” sunghoon said, although it was probably the other way around, it’s you who got him.
the ride started slow, swinging smoothly back and forth. a bunch of “oohs” and “aahs” are heard, mostly hearing sunghoon’s voice getting louder as the ride started to swing at a much rapid pace.
both of you were now screaming along with your fellow riders, the wind blowing on your faces as well as your hair. sunghoon slowly started to enjoy the ride a little, but still holding onto you tightly. you two started laughing, enjoying your time together.
the ride quickly ends, people getting off the ride, some rushing out the exit to go to the other rides the carnival has, wanting to make the most out of it. you turned to sunghoon as you both walked out, watching as he fixed his dark hair before smoothing his clothes down.
“see! that wasn’t so bad now was it?” you grinned, taking a hold of his hand, stepping closer to him. he playfully side eyed you, intertwining your fingers together.
“not too bad.” he looks down at you, finally giving you a cute smile of his that you love.
“maybe you deserve… a prize?” you teased, feeling him press his forehead against yours, his breath fanning onto you softly. he hummed, his eyes shifting down to your lips and back to your eyes.
closing your eyes, your lips gently pressed against his, feeling him kiss you softly and slowly. he lets go of your hand before wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you up, making you tiptoe due to the height difference.
you felt yourself smile into the kiss, your arms wrapping around his neck. “if i get this type of prize every time i go on this ride, i will definitely do this again,”
“and definitely to hear your laugh.”
you slowly pulled away, smiling widely to the point that your cheeks started to hurt. “you don’t have to do that. you can always get kisses, it's unlimited.”
“i’ll take that offer then.”
even though he hates rides, perhaps it isn't that bad after all. as long as he's with you and gets to see you smile, and unlimited kisses? best first date ever.
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sexydoffyman · 8 months
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Hey I’m the anon that request the smut for katakuri and I apologize for not being specific!
Here’s a little scenario:
Katakuri is starting his merienda with his wife (reader) and this time though, things get a little spicy >////< (btw could U make reader on the more dominant side)
(If u need more details lmk)
And if u Can could u add some teasing (from reader to kata) and oral (male receiving)
That’s it! Ty and have a gorgeous day/night!
STEAMY TIME
genre: smut
word count: 387
A/N: I'm really nervous about how my English exam went. Anyway here's ur fic! 🐢
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It took him a while to let you see his face. And it took him even more time to let you see him eat. That was a while ago, and now, you can't even remember the times he was scared you'd hate him.
You sat next to him, taking a donut for yourself. Katakuri told the chefs to make a few donuts your size. Everyone who knew him respected him. His siblings respected him the most. And other people who were associated with the Big Mom pirates got a huge sense of authority from him.
Basically to any normal person, Katakuri was intimidating. But to you, he was such a lovely dear. Instead of big and scary, you viewed him more softly. That also meant that you took the more dominant role in your relationship.
You ate your donut and caressed his thigh. If anyone saw him like this, they would never believe it was him. He was blushing like crazy. He hoped you didn't notice. But he was wrong.
In a matter of minutes, he was on his back being jerked off by you. He didn't even know how he got into that position. A few years ago, he'd never thought he'd be a whimpering mess. He couldn't even comprehend how much pleasure he was feeling. He was so close. So close.
You suddenly let go. He was left there whimpering. Hoping that you were gonna touch him again. He looked your way. You saw a few tears well up in his eyes. You sat back and took off your pants.
You wanted him to give you a head forever now. He always denied it, being scared he might hurt you. You've been thinking about how to get him into the mood enough to beat his fear.
And there he was, sucking on you. He was making sure his teeth didn't even graze you. To his surprise, it was much easier due to the size difference.
He jerked when he felt your touch again. Slightly moaning while licking you up. You were both close. You were moaning his way as you felt your orgasm coming.
At the last second, he stopped. He glanced at you with a smirk and said "Let's turn things around a little."
You knew that this was gonna be a long night.
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firefly--bright · 11 months
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jean kirstein modern headcanons!!!
warnings : none! gender neutral pronouns used, if any.
a/n: HI HELLO I'm so so SO sorry for the late fics. my finals ended like a month ago and oh my god I've just been Going Places™ like my schedule is jam packed with meeting up with people i haven't seen in three months because of the exams :/ I'm working on the requests!!! i promise, i read them and i am working on them. but!!! here are some headacanons to.... make up for the lack of content :3
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• he doesnt have a big sweet tooth but he LOVES chocolate like can't live without it. if you're also a chocolate person, he'll buy your fav ones for you and lowkey judges you for it ("why would you like this one???? the one i like is wayyy better you should get those")
• he's most definitely a friend's to lovers type guy. he never really thought he would be, though. he's a hopeless romantic and falls in love with anyone and everyone BUT he's also, as mentioned before, more hopeless than romantic. he'll yearn for the person from a distance, so he doesn't really think that he would go and fall in love with his best friend, of all people. you fall first he falls harder type beat yk?
• he's kind of gives off this confident, cocky and kind of intimidating vibe about him. when you first met him you just knew he thought a little too highly of himself. but after getting to know him, he's super vulnerable and soft and actually tries to be close to you. his intimidating Mr. i-fold-my-arms-over-my-chest-to-show-off-my-biceps persona is just a front, like he thinks being that coccky guy will make people think he's like mysterious or something and want to be his friend/partner
• i have a bi jean agenda actually
• thinks VERY highly of you. asks for your advice on everything even if you might not be good at giving it, hed want to know what you, specifically, think
• he's an architecture major :D i know alot of people have diff headcanons of him doing pol-sci/law (which are all valid tbh i agree with those hcs) but!!! i think he chose architecture because he has the right amount of passion for it. it's the closest thing to art he can have. he loves art but he's also aware that it doesn't...pay well, neither does he want to loose his passion for art. hes heard one too many stories of people choosing art and regretting it because their passion for art is no longer just a passion. Jean's scared he'd lose his love for it.
• isn't really used to physical touch, and if you're a touchy feely person, he's a little surprised when you hold him for the first time. he quickly grows into loving your touch tho and initiates cuddles :)
• hes kinda super smart. like he scores really well in class and always has. not only that, but he's gifted athletically as well
• he's more of a listener than a talker, i think. hed initiate conversation, ask you about you day and let you take away the conversation. doesn't really mind if it's "all about you", but if you ask him about anything, he'd gladly talk.
• hes actually SO shy when it comes to actually doing relationshippy things. the first time you held hands as a couple and not just friends, he had a nervous breakdown. he couldn't even look you in the eyes when he asked you out on a date, even if it was just a casual movie night at home
• he's very organized, surprisingly. he's not a clean freak but he just likes knowing where things are. rarely rearranges anything because it not only frustrates the hell out of him, he'd also have to get used to the new arrangements.
• he has a fixed skincare routine!!! he had acne as a teenager so he started taking skincare more seriously. knows a lot about different products, and if you don't have a fixed skincare routine, he'd tell you to have one. if you have super sensetive skin (like me) and can't handle anytjing other than basic face wash, he'd remind you to wash your face every night.
• he also is protective of his hair!!! he used to have dyed hair, but it didn't go well. he TRIED to bleach his hair but failed and half of his hair came out :')) he never dyes his hair anymore but he does freshen up his mullet every now and then. doesn't let anyone but his mom and you touch his hair.
• asks you if you can help him with oiling his hair because he saw one of those tiktoks saying they work really well. if you're anything like me and are used to oiling your hair every week, you'd massage his hair and his eyes close and his entire body relaxes the moment your hands weave through his hair <3
• LOVES showing you off. either in little ways (by swinging your hands together while walking) or by literally making his entire Instagram page about you. all of his six posts (he rarely posts, but whenever he does it's all about you) have you in them. the cheesiest captions, too. if that wasn't enough, he'd have (y/n)'s with your fav colour heart emoji next to your name in his bio to let literally everyone know who he's with.
• he actually loves to cook!!!! as said before, he'd very organized, so i feel like he'd also be into meal prepping. he watched those aesthetically pleasing videos of people rearranging their fridges with ungodly amounts of plastic cabinets. his own fridge is sort of a mess becahse he doesn't know what goes where :') but he does meal prep, and sometimes even packs you lunches with lil notes
• speaking of notes, he's not really good at talking about his love for you. like he'd show it in so many ways but he can't say it out loud. not only does he get uncharacteristically shy, he's always had issues with saying the words "i love you" out loud, so he either writes about it or draws you <3 you'd find random notes and letters written to you, sometimes with just. a cheesy joke, sometimes he actually Tries and writes a whole letter for you pouring out all the things he can't say out loud.
• the start of your friendship, you two bicker alot. it's clear you care about each other, but he loves teasing you because he knows you'll shoot back.
• he wears really thin eyeliner on special occasions <3 he doesn't like bold looks, but he does like how subtly the eyeliner makes his eyes look different. if yiure good at makeup, he'd ask you to help him.
• has a plethora of diff hats tbh like he collects them like an addiction. he has a fedora and beanies and bucket hats and normal embroidered hats. he has so many it's concerning
• he's very good at driving. when the two of you started getting closer, he'd ask you on long late night drives, either for take-out or just to listen to music and talk. he enjoys your company while driving. if you usually have motion sickness in cars, you will never feel nauseous in his car. he drives very smoothly, not too fast and not too slow. he's kind of a perfectionist (not extremely) and literally screams at Connie to slow down when he goes even a little over the speed limit. he drives the whole time in every road trip.
• his fav dessert is cheesecake. his unpopular opinion is that they're the perfect ratio of sweet and savoury, crunchy and soft.
• hes one of those people to fall asleep anywhere and everywhere. on the couch, at the table, no matter how loud it is or how bright it is. he's a light sleeper and also a snorer. if you're cuddling together, he'd either lay on top of you or wraps not one but both of his arms around you. one under your neck to provide a nice neck cushion, and one draped over your stomach.
• he runs warm, which is both a blessing and a cruse. in summers, even if he'd want to cuddle with you, you feel the need to get as far away as him because he's just so warm. you'd wake up in your own sweat if you do decide to take the risk and let him cuddle you. in winters though, his warmth is very welcome.
• loves it when you hug his arm while walking. if you're tired and kind of lean into him, expect him to eat that shit UP because he loves your warmth as much as you love his. loves it when you lean into him or hug his bicep. even flexes his muscles for effect (you definitely tease him for that)
• is not a fan of thunderstorms, he kind of has bad memories. either from being left out while the ither kids play in the rain, either from the rumbling and the scary sound that comes with thunders that resembles the sound of his angry father or its just how inconvenient it is.
• his dad wasn't really in his life that much, always away on business. every time he would come home, he'd srot of criticize jean's hobbies :( his mom eventually seperated from Jean's father and started her own bakery, hence Jean's love for chocolates.
• he panics very hard when you feel sick. he jumps right into his mama bird genes and makes you a soup from either his mother's recipie or he'd call your mother and ask her for her own sick day recipies. he'd feed it to you and refuse to leave you alone until you've had your meds.
• he loves kissing your forearm for some reason. you loop your hands around his neck after kissing him, so it's the closest to his mouth. he turns his head slightly, closing his eyes as he pecks your forearm :3 it's kinda a weird spot to like kissing, but it's really endearing when it comes from him.
• he has a couple small tattoos here and there. two of the five he has have actual meaning whereas the other three are just for fun
• he wants whatever you want. if you want children in the future, he'd be there with you. if you want nothing but a large house and a couple pets, he'd love to make your dream come true. he's passionate and extremely good at what he does, and he takes pride in it.
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trickphotography2 · 7 months
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D-Day by TrickPhotography | Chapter 12
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Pairing: Jake "Hangman" Seresin x female!reader
Word count: 3.9k
Synopsis: After finding out his girlfriend is pregnant, Jake is ready to move in and get married. The last thing he expected was to be hit with a six-month deployment at sea and missing the birth of his first child.
18+, minors DNI
Chapter 11 | Master List | Ao3
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Chapter 12
Jake glanced around the waiting room, noting that he was one of three men waiting. Beside him, you filled out paperwork, pausing to place your hand on his bouncing knee. “Sorry,” he muttered. Tugging at the collar of his flight suit, he continued his perusal, gaze landing on a heavily pregnant woman across the room. She balanced a clipboard on her stomach as she filled out her own set of paperwork.  
He started when you stood and returned your clipboard to the desk. “You okay?” you asked after sitting back down, taking his hand in yours. 
“Yeah.”
“Liar.” Smirking, Jake brought your clasped hands to his lips, brushing a kiss to your knuckles before twisting your engagement ring so the diamond was straight on top of your finger. “Nervous?”
“A little.”
“Don’t worry - I’ll make sure you don’t end up in the stirrups, cowboy.” He rolled his eyes and was saved from responding when your name was called. Swallowing hard, you met his gaze and nodded before standing. Jake trailed behind you as you walked towards the nurse who escorted you back. After taking your vitals, weight, and a blood sample as Jake stood to the side, you were shown into an exam room. While you sat on the table, he took a chair, legs spread wide as his eyes darted around the small room. “If you listen hard, you can hear the sound of speculums clicking,” you said, tilting your head to the side.
“Really?” Jake asked, eyes wide. At that, you couldn’t help but laugh. 
“You’re ridiculous. I need you to take a breath, babe. It’s just the gynecologist.”
“Haven’t exactly had a reason to be here before,” he grumbled. 
“You’ll fly at a thousand miles an hour, pulling ridiculous stunts, but a doctor’s office scares you?” 
“It’s not the office, darlin’. It’s the… this - ” he motioned to your stomach “ - being real. It’s one thing to have a blood test say you’re pregnant - ”
“Not to mention the joy of morning sickness,” you interjected. Today hadn’t been as horrible, though. For your first day back at work, Jake suggested setting an alarm an hour before you had to get ready to take the anti-nausea pill. The timing had worked, with the added bonus of being able to enjoy being wrapped in your fiancé’s arms, trading lazy kisses, and dozing off until it was time to get ready. While you showered, he made coffee and handed you the mug as soon as you stepped out. He lifted you onto the counter and licked the water drops from your shoulders and neck as you sipped it. 
“And the joy of morning sickness,” he agreed, a smirk crossing his mouth. “But it’s another to have one of these appointments.” The paper on the exam table crinkled as you stepped down and moved to stand between his legs. His hands closed around your hips, pulling you closer to kiss your stomach through your blouse.  Smiling, you ran your hand through his hair, nails lightly scratching the nape of his neck as he met your gaze. 
“You ready to see our little Air Force pilot?” 
Jake chuckled and raised an eyebrow. “You realize you’re gonna be a Navy wife, right?” 
“Once an Air Force brat, always an Air Force brat.”
“Then this one is going to be a Navy brat,” he shrugged, kissing your stomach again. His green eyes twinkled with mischief as he added, “Just like their Mama, apparently.” He lightly tapped your ass and winked. “Now, be a good girl and get back on that table before the doctor comes in.” 
“And here I thought we were having a sweet moment,” you scoffed, rolling your eyes. Some of the tension had bled out of his shoulders, but he was tapping his heel again. Placing a hand on his knee to stop it, you leaned down to press your lips to his forehead. Jake tilted his head back, eyes focused on your mouth until you smiled and kissed him. “You know,” you sighed against his lips, “I found something last night that helped settle my stomach while you were at work.”
“What?” 
Taking a step back, you smirked, “Crackers dipped in applesauce. Perfect snack to eat in bed.” Jake’s jaw ticked as he stood, towering over you and making you grin. 
“You were eating crackers in bed?” He took a step forward, forcing you to take one back as you nodded. “You know how I feel about that.” 
“You’d deprive your poor, pregnant girlfriend - ”
“Fiancée.” Another step forward. Another step back.
“- The one thing that I can keep down just because you’re worried about some crumbs?” Jake lifted you onto the exam table and stood between your legs. 
“Darlin’, I’m drawing a hard line at anything that leaves crumbs. Applesauce, ice cream, coffee - whatever. I can deal with it if I have to while you’re pregnant. But crumbs in the sheets are a dealbreaker.” 
“Can I get that in writing?” 
“As soon as we’re home.” You extended your hand, which he looked at before shaking his head and kissing you. “Why do I feel like I just got manipulated?”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about, Hangman,” you laughed, only stopping when there was a knock on the door. 
“Hi, I’m Dr. Shearer,” the woman said, peeking her head around the door. “Are you ready for me?” You nodded as Jake shifted to lean against the exam table beside you and quickly introduced yourself.
“And this is my fiancé, Jake.” 
“Nice to meet you both,” she replied, setting her laptop on the counter and sitting on the stool. “So, I understand that you had a trip to the ED that confirmed a pregnancy?” 
“I did. I, um, had a vasovagal syncope at work, and turns out I’m pregnant, which might have been the cause.”
“Okay,” Dr. Shearer nodded, eyebrows furrowing. “Have you had any since that one?”
“No. I’ve had a couple of dizzy spells but no fainting.”
“Alright. Mind if I do a quick exam?” she asked, and when you agreed, she quickly cleaned her hands and took the stethoscope from around her neck. Jake retreated to the chair, the tension you’d managed to distract him from back in his shoulders. After checking your heart and lungs, she had you lay back and lift your shirt to palpate your abdomen. “Your heart’s beating a little fast. Are you nervous?” 
“A little.”
“We’ll make this as painless as possible. Once I get both of your medical histories, we’ll go ahead and do an ultrasound to see if we can figure out how far along you are.” 
It was surprising to hear how many medical issues were in both of your families - from smaller things like Jake’s mother’s asthma to your struggles with depression in college after your dad’s cancer diagnosis and switching majors. You guessed that your last period was a month ago and gave a list of all the medications you took. Finally, it was your turn to ask questions.
“Is there any concern with me being around jet fuel?” you asked, spinning your engagement ring to try and soothe your anxiety. Internally, you berated yourself for not already looking into it - if your dad’s cancer was possibly connected to it, there’s no saying what it could do to a pregnancy. 
“Are you handling fuel?”
“No, but I go on the flight line, and he’s a pilot.” 
“Some research has shown that exposure to jet fuel particles can impact a pregnancy - specifically premature birth.” Jake squeezed your hand when you inhaled sharply, and Dr. Shearer smiled reassuringly. “I’ve worked with a lot of women who work around planes, and they’ve had perfectly normal, healthy pregnancies. We’ll closely monitor everything and make adjustments as needed.”
“She’s been really sick, not just in the morning but all day. The doctor at the ER said she might have hypo-something.”
“Hyperemesis gravidarum? Okay,” Dr. Shearer frowned. “What do you mean by ‘really sick’?” You told her about feeling constantly nauseous even though the medication helped you not vomit and confirmed that you were always tired. After a few more questions, she wasn’t sure if you met the diagnostic criteria. Still, she wrote another prescription for the nausea medication. She repeated the emergency room doctor's warning about getting medical assistance if things got worse. 
After confirming that you didn’t have any more questions - “for now,” Jake added - she handed you a sheet and let you know that the ultrasound tech would be in shortly. When she left, you removed your pants and underwear, folding them neatly on one of the chairs. 
“Ready?” you asked once seated on the exam table with the sheet across your legs. Jake took your hand and pressed his lips to your fingertips. 
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” Smiling nervously, you tilted your chin up, and he leaned down to kiss you. “I love you so much.” 
“I love you, too.” Your heart skipped a beat at the knock on the door, and a woman stepped inside. Quickly, she introduced herself as Amanda and explained the transvaginal ultrasound while pulling out the stirrups from the bed. As you settled into them, taking deep breaths to stay calm, Jake squeezed your hand.
“Alright,” Amanda said, tearing open a condom and rolling it onto the probe. “Almost ready.”
“Haven’t seen one of those in a while,” Jake whispered in your ear under the guise of kissing your temple. You had to press your lips together to keep from laughing, trying to ignore the pop of a cap opening. 
“Okay, knees apart, and I’m placing my hand on your thigh. Take a deep breath for me and…” Everyone’s eyes flit to the monitor, trying to decipher the grey image. There was a black spot, and the probe was shifted back and forth for a moment before settling. “So it looks like we have one sac right…here.” Smiling, she gestured to a dark spot on the screen and took a few pictures.
“So just one baby?” you asked. Jake’s breath was hot against your fingers as his hand shook in yours. 
“Yup, it looks like there's only one in there.”
“Thank god,” he muttered. Amanda smiled and tilted the screen towards you both.
“And right here - see that little flickering? That’s the beginning of your baby’s heartbeat.” 
“That’s tiny.” The awe was apparent in Jake’s voice, and you had to swallow hard against the lump in your throat as a tear slipped from your eyes. 
“They’re about the size of a small blueberry right now. Or a coffee bean. And it looks like they’re measuring about six or seven weeks.” 
“Six or… but I had my period a month ago.”
“You probably had what’s called implantation bleeding when this little one attached to your uterine lining.” A low chuckle drew your attention, and Jake gently wiped away the tears zigzagging towards your hair. 
“Miramar was seven weeks ago.” Red stained your cheeks as his grin grew. “We made a TOPGUN baby, darlin’.” 
“I want this one,” Jake said, gently tearing off the bottom sonogram from the strip. He stared at it for a long moment before slipping it into the chest pocket just above his heart. Carefully, you tucked the rest into your purse before leaning back against your car door. 
“I can’t believe we’re gonna have a Valentine’s Day baby.” 
“Seems right,” he grinned, stepping closer to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. “Conceived on our anniversary, born around Valentine’s Day.” 
“Who would have thought this would happen when I bought those tickets to surprise you?” you smirked. Chuckling, he kissed you while his knuckle lightly stroked your lower stomach. “I wish you didn’t have to go to work,” you sighed against his lips. 
“Me too, darlin’. Just a couple more days of mids, then we’ll be back to normal.” 
“Can’t wait.” Closing your eyes, you wrapped your arms around him and rested your head on his chest. He lightly ran his hand up and down your back. 
“I’m gonna be late.”
“Fine,” you huffed, letting him go. After kissing your forehead, he gently broke your grip and lifted your hands to brush his mouth to your knuckles. Smiling, he dropped to a knee and held your hips as he pressed his lips to your stomach. 
“Be good to Mama, Bean,” he said softly. Sniffling, you ran your fingers through his hair and blinked back tears. 
“Bean?” 
“Amanda said they were as big as a coffee bean,” he shrugged while standing up. 
“So, are you going to change what you call them every week?”
“Until we find out if they’re our baby girl or little man.” 
“Do you have a preference?” 
“No, but aviators have girls.” 
“What?” you frowned. 
“Yeah - common knowledge. Most aviators have daughters.” 
“That sounds like an urban legend.” 
“I guess we’ll see,” he smirked. After opening your car door, he kissed you again. “I’ll see you tonight, darlin’.” 
“Fly safe, Daddy. Bean and I’ll be waiting at home.” The grin he gave you was blinding as he leaned down to kiss you one final time before closing the door and walking across the parking lot to his truck. 
Jake stared at the email, trying to make sense of the words on the screen. 
A deployment alert from Admiral Tritz, and an order to stop by his office to discuss it.
“What the fuck,” he muttered. Quickly, he pulled out his phone and texted Phoenix, the only other Dagger in his Carrier Air Wing (CVW). 
Did you get a deployment alert?
As he waited for her response, Jake paced his small office. There hadn’t been any rumblings of the wing gearing up - they weren’t due for another deployment until next year. It was CVW Two’s turn to go out to sea - the Bounty Hunters and Stingers had been notified about the deployment on the Carl Vinson about five months ago.  
No, but Rooster and Mav did. 
Fuck. If they were pulling those two from TOPGUN, especially when Rooster was in the middle of a PCS, then higher-ups were cherry-picking pilots. A glance at his watch showed that it was almost five, but he couldn’t wait. Hurrying down the hall, he caught sight of Tritz stepping out of his office. “Sir!” he called.
Tritz turned around, lips pressed into a thin line as Jake jogged towards him. “Hangman.”
“Sir,” Jake replied, snapping him a salute. “I just got your email.” 
“Right.” The older man looked at his watch before motioning back towards his office. “Let’s talk.” Heart in his throat, Jake followed him and stood at attention in front of the admiral’s desk. “At ease, Hangman.” Taking a breath, he relaxed his stance, shaking hands crossed in the small of his back. “Is your girlfriend doing well?”
“Fiancée, actually, sir. And yeah, she’s feeling better.” 
“Congratulations. And that’s good to hear.”
“Thank you, sir.” Tritz sighed and sat back in his chair, steepling his fingers. “I’m sorry for the short notice with the alert, but I was just informed about the critical shortage this morning. The Carl Vinson is down three pilots after the weekend.” The post-Fourth of July safety briefing had mentioned a few incidents, and there’d been some whispers of a car full of young pilots being involved in an accident while drunk. It seems like they were right. “Admiral Compton’s requested replacements, and we’re pulling some of our best for the multinational exercise, especially with rising tensions in the region.”
“Sir… is this an alert or an activation?”
“Activation orders will be in your inbox by the end of the week, Hangman.” Jake clenched his jaw, feeling as though he’d been punched in the gut. 
“How long is the deployment?”
“Six months, maybe seven depending on conditions.” 
“When…?” he forced the word out.
“You’ll head down to San Diego in six weeks, then go underway the following week.” Bile rose in his throat, and Jake swallowed hard against the tears pricking his eyes.
“P-permission to speak freely, sir?” 
“Granted,” Tritz nodded.
“Sir, m-my fiancée’s pregnant. We just found out last week - that’s why I took her to the hospital. We were at the doctor’s office this afternoon confirming it.” His hand itched to cover the sonogram in his chest pocket, where his racing heart thumped against the first picture of his baby.
“Oh. Congratulations.”
“Thank you, sir. It’s just…” Tritz sighed, running a hand down his face. 
“The wheels are already in motion. I’m sorry, Hangman, I truly am.”
“It’s just… I’ll miss everything. The earliest I’ll be back is the week after her due date.”
“I need someone who is mission-ready, and you’re it. Compton wants a show of force, so he’s getting two TOPGUN instructors to make sure everyone’s up to snuff. You’ve been helping train the Fleet Replacement, so you’ve logged more flight hours than most this month. And that’s not taking into account your record. He wants my best, and you’re it, Hangman.”
“Please - ”
“My answer is final, Lieutenant.” 
“Yes, sir,” Jake said through clenched teeth. It took every inch of self-control to stay professional and not continue to argue. Tritz seemed to realize this and stood, palms resting on his desk as he hung his head.
“For what it’s worth, this is the last thing I needed before submitting your name to the selection board. I expect by the time you’re home, you’ll be approved to pin on that oak leaf.” 
It was on the tip of his tongue to say fuck the promotion, but Jake forced himself to swallow the words. Becoming a Lieutenant Commander was a cold comfort in the face of being away from his family when they needed him. “Thank you, sir.”
Tritz sighed heavily. “Go home, Hangman. Talk to your fiancée. I’ll let Kennedy know you won’t be on maneuvers tonight.” Jake nodded, unable to speak around the lump in his throat at the idea of telling you. When Tritz waved his hand to dismiss him, Jake snapped a quick salute and turned on his heel. As he was about to close the door, the admiral called out. “Seresin? In my experience, the first kid is always late. I’ll keep you and your fiancée in my prayers that it holds true for you.”
With a nod, Jake closed the door and trudged back into his office, collapsing into his chair and dropping his head into his hands. He dug his palms into his eyes, trying to force back the tears that threatened to fall as he breathed slowly.
Jake wasn’t a violent man, regardless of what his kill count was. He’d seen his mother cower in the face of his father’s drunken rage, even stepping between them the one time his mom had commented on him being out late - not even mentioning the lipstick stain on his neck - when he’d raised his hand to her. That had earned him a split lip and a dressing down from both parents, but it’d been worth it.
But at that moment? Facing a deployment that would mean he’d miss the birth of his first child… not being there for you throughout the pregnancy… he wanted to hit something and release the scream trapped in his throat.
Blindly, he tugged at the pocket zipper and pulled out the sonogram. Tracing his finger along the small image of Bean, the first hot tear slid down his cheek. 
You froze at the sound of the garage door opening. Frowning, you leaned forward to set your bowl of applesauce and crackers on the coffee table and your laptop on the couch, research on the connection between jet fuel and premature birth open across multiple tabs. The familiar rumbling of Jake’s truck filled the garage, and you glanced at your watch. It was way too early for him to be getting home - just before 7:00PM. The engine cut off as you made your way to the kitchen to lean against the counter. It took another five minutes before the garage door creaked shut, and the door opened. “You’re home early,” you said, smile slowly fading once you caught sight of his face. His green eyes were red-rimmed, lips pressed into a thin line. “Jake?”
“Darlin’... I…” His voice was hoarse, as though he’d been shouting.
“What?” you demanded, heart racing as you pushed off the counter and took a cautious step towards him. “What happened?” He pulled you into his chest, burying his face in your hair. He tensed as you wrapped your arms around him, rubbing a hand up and down his back, feeling the barely restrained trembling. “Jake, you’re scaring me.” 
“I’m deploying.” You inhaled sharply as he fell to his knees in front of you, pushing up the shirt you’d stolen from his drawer. “I’m sorry,” he murmured, his lips grazing your stomach. Heart in your throat, you threaded your fingers through his hair and lightly tugged so he looked up at you. Tears pricked your eyes at his stricken expression.
“How long?”
“Six months.” The silence was deafening as you stared at him, unable to stop the tears from falling.
“W-when?” 
“Six weeks.” The room spun as your mouth flooded with saliva. Quickly, you turned on your heel and bolted towards the guest bathroom, slamming the door and flicking the lock shut. The doorknob rattled as you fell to your knees in front of the toilet. Jake’s fist pounded on the door, begging you to unlock it. 
Holding your hair back with an arm wrapped tightly around your stomach, you vomited the little food you’d managed to keep down. Your sobs echoed in the bathroom. Jake pressed his forehead to the wood on the other side of the door and closed his eyes, jaw ticking as he swallowed his own tears. “Darlin’, please,” he said once the toilet flushed. But you made no effort to unlock the door. 
Eventually, he sat down, back pressed against it. Drawing his knees up, he pinched the bridge of his nose while listening to you cry. 
He’d never hated his job more. 
When he hadn’t heard a sound for more than thirty minutes, Jake went to the garage and retrieved a screwdriver and a pair of pliers. Getting the doorknob off and unlocking the door took a few minutes. Pushing it open, he saw you sitting on the edge of the tub, head in your hands. The clink of the tools on the counter made you look up. Your lower lip wobbled when you met his gaze, and you inhaled sharply. “Jake,” you whimpered.
“I know,” he sighed. “I know.” Kneeling, he pulled you into his arms and kissed your temple. “I’m so sorry, darlin’.” 
“I can’t do this without you.” 
“Yes, you can. You’re so strong, sweetheart. You and Bean are gonna be just fine.” You moved onto his lap, knees pressed into the cold floor as you wrapped your arms around his neck. 
‘You’re going to miss everything.” He sighed, slipping a hand under the back of your shirt to rub soothing circles on your skin.
“I know. I’m sorry.” Shaking your head, you pulled away enough to look at him. Unshed tears glistened in his eyes as he reached up to wipe away yours. With trembling hands, you reached up to smooth back his disheveled hair and cup his cheek. 
“I’m so sorry, baby.” Jake audibly swallowed and rolled his lips together, blinking hard to keep from crying. “We’re going to miss you so fucking much.” 
At that, he felt his heart break as he buried his face in your neck, his tears dampening the collar of your shirt.
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Author's Note: I hurt my own feelings with this one, even knowing what was coming. Thanks for being patient with me as I struggled with writing this chapter. It was more fun writing Jake's POV of finding out that Darlin' is pregnant. If you have any scenes I haven't covered, or any questions about the story, feel free to send them in!
On a different note, I want to thank everyone for their support of this story. However, I have noticed that some folks are not respecting the 18+ indicator. Last week, I blocked a blog that is 15 years old. It is against both my personal and professional values to have younger readers like that. I posted about a week ago that I would be going through and purging folks that are underage. I haven't had a chance to do so yet, but I will be dedicating some time over the next week. Please take a moment to indicated your age in your blog header - this is in line with other authors that I've seen on this platform (and with a friend who had someone attempt to dox her for fandom drama).
I appreciate your help with this, and thanks for reading!
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pairing - lee minho x fem!reader
summary- you pass out after over exerting yourself
warning - angst;fluff, slight-eating disorder
You were working on the same choreography for about 3 hours now. You just couldn't get it right. You were physically exhausted and decided to rest. The moment you sat down, Minho entered the practice room. "Are you able to do it? it's been three hours" You nodded while trying to catch your breath, "the start and ending yes, but i just can't exerpertise the middle part. i'm trying." you said out of breath. He nodded, he looked a bit.. disappointed? you shrugged it off. "after 5 min, i'll watch you do it." he said in a stern tone which sent shivers down your spine. You hesitantly nodded. After 5 minutes, you got up. For some reason, you felt really nervous. Ah, it's just Minho, He'll help me out. You began and You could sense him staring at You. You were a bit scared of him scolding you, you were already tired and didn't feel like getting scolded.
“do that step again” he commanded sternly.
you nodded catching your breath. honestly, you were really embarrassed, it was Minho after all he wouldn’t judge you but.. He was just so perfect. you couldn’t seem to get that one specific step right, you were frustrated, so was he.
“why can’t you just do it right (y/n)” he said a little annoyed. Now, you were really frustrated because you just couldn’t seem to get it right and didn’t need anyone to tell you that aswell,
“im fucking trying Minho” you snapped. “Are you? if you did you would’ve got it right” and that made you teary. you were really trying. He just scoffed. You were about to leave the room but you suddenly started loosing conscious, everything started blacking out, you couldn’t see anything. oh, fuck.
baby?
I woke up in the hospital. I felt someone sleeping on my hand, it was Minho. Oh, i passed out. He started to wake up, for some reason, i just closed my eyes. i was embarrassed to be weak and pass out after not working hard enough and not being able to learn a fucking dance step. he looked at my face and huffed, and started caressing my forehead, i melted.
it was so comforting i felt like crying,
it made me feel safe, really safe.
he then kissed my forehead whispering a sorry, but it wasn’t his fault?
i heard him leave the room and Hyunjin walked in.
He sat beside me looking at me with sad eyes, am i alright? i only passed out right?
did they find out something?
i squirmed a little and began to open my eyes,
“(y/n)?” hyunjin called out my name as he hugged me. i gave him a soft smile as i saw him loosen up and relax a little. Minho walked in.
“i’m sorry Minho, i passed out and i couldn’t even lea-” he cut me off by hugging me tightly and attached his lips to mine.
“i was so.. so fucking worried about you”
“i only passed out what happened?” i asked them confused. they sighed looking at each other.
“have you been skipping meals?”
“i-” i failed to respond and tears started rolling down my face. i didn’t want things to be like this, i didnt want them to know, its only a phase i wouldve gotten over it.
“no” i lied. “youre in no position to lie to us” Seungmin scoled me. “i’m sorry” and for some reason i started sobbing. they all comforted me, i felt bad, everyone was tired but i gave them one more reason to be tired of.
“you know i love you right?”
“im sorry i shouldn’t have pushed you so much” minho apologised nuzzling into my neck cuddling me.
“it’s not your fault don’t blame yourself for it, i shouldve taken better care of myself, please dont ever stop yourself from pushing me forward or scolding me” i assured him.
“are you sure?”
“very.”
“i love you.”
“i love you more than you could ever imagine.”
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im sorry this one’s kinda short :>
tell me if you like it!
i like writing angst so you’ll be getting alot more angst hehe, my exams are in 2 days im really stressed i don’t have it all covered, but anyways.
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What to Expect | Chapter 4
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synopsis: The dagger squad comes and visits your students at school. You and Jake share a steamy moment in your bedroom.
word count: 3.2k
warnings: pregnancy, vomiting, cursing, mentions of infidelity, fighting, spotting, cramping, fear of miscarriage.a filler before the DRAMA
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Jake probably broke every single traffic law as he sped through the dark streets of California to get to the Kazansky house. He was still in his sleep shirt, boxers, socks and slides, not bothering to put on proper clothing as he got the text from you. You didn’t use the distress signal often, in fact there was only one time in the whole five years that Jake was with you that you had sent a ‘mayday’ text to him. It was when you got into a car accident and were being taken to the hospital. Jake felt like his heart stopped in his chest as he left work to get to you. And right now, he had that same feeling in his chest. 
He hardly put the car in park, as he ran to your front door. You opened it before he had the chance to knock. You didn’t say a word as you grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bathroom on the first floor of your parents house. 
“Hey, what’s going on?” Jake said, looking you over. 
“I-I know Doctor Miller said it’s normal, but I’m still spotting a-and I feel like it’s not normal,” You cried and Jake’s heart broke, “It’s not enough to be concerned but I-I don’t like it.” 
“Oh, pretty girl,” Jake said and pulled you into his chest. You sobbed into his chest and he shushed you, running his hand down your back, “If you’re really that scared, we can go back to Doctor Miller.” 
“I just saw her last week,” You sniffled, “She said the same thing.” 
Last week was your twelve week scan, and you had told Doctor Miller that you were still experiencing some spotting. She did a full pelvic exam and ran more bloodwork, but she told you the same thing she had two weeks prior, that nothing was wrong. Jake wasn’t able to join you because he had work but Bradley had been there with you. 
“What can I do?” Jake asked, grabbing your face in his hands, and brushing a tear from your cheek. 
“My head hurts,” You whimpered, “I’ve been getting headaches every single day.” 
“Come on,” Jake grabbed your hand and opened the door. 
The Kazansky house was decorated beautifully for the Christmas season. Sarah took her time making sure every little decoration was done perfectly. A large Christmas tree was placed by the fireplace that twinkled with lights and ornate ornaments. Tinsel and garland were wrapped around the railing that illuminated the steps of the grand staircase. Jake walked to your room, which you had also decorated for Christmas. He led you to your bed, and pulled back your covers. It was still made, telling Jake that you hadn’t even been to bed yet. He wondered how long you stayed up worrying about your unborn child. 
“Lay down,” Jake instructed, and you wordlessly followed. You got into your warm king bed, and Jake walked around to the other side. 
He slid in under the covers, and pulled you into his chest. You closed your eyes, feeling the familiar heartbeat against your skin, and breathing in the scent of his body wash. Jake always smelled like the earth after it rained with a hint of jet fuel. He lazily ran his hand up and down your spin, trying to calm you down. His other hand danced slowly on your hip, until he reached down and pulled your leg over his hips. You used to sleep like this against him all the time. It was familiar, comfortable. You let yourself relax against him, until you felt his hand on the back of your neck. 
“It’s okay,” Jake said as you tensed up. His hand rubbed lightly at the skin, and you could feel the tension in your head cease, “I got you,” Jake leaned down and kissed your forehead as he lulled you into a dream filled sleep. 
— — — 
You weren’t sure why you were nervous. Maybe it was the fact that you are about to have eight aviators in your classroom. Five of them seemed to have the worst filter that you had ever witnessed in your life. Ever since Jake had met Owen a couple weeks ago, he had been asking when he could come back and visit the class. You had to get permission from your principal, but you decided to turn it into a science lesson and have them talk about what it’s like to fly. Your dad was always on board to come talk to children. He said it was how recruiting the next generation starts. 
Your kids were currently at recess as you waited in the front office for your father and the dagger squad to show up. Ice asked what uniform you wanted them in and you said to surprise them. Alyssa was making copies for her class, when she looked up and saw the group walking in. She smirked and let out a low whistle. 
“The hunk squad is here,” Alyssa said and you looked up at the front door. Jake was the first one you saw, donned in his summer dress whites. 
“Oh god,” You said, and Alyssa chuckled. 
“Ooo baby daddy looks good,” She nudged you and you rolled your eyes, “Who’s the one in the flight suit?” 
Your eyes landed on Phoenix, and you smirked at Alyssa, “Got a lil crush?” 
“Shush,” Alyssa blushed, “You can’t be the only one with a pilot. I gotta go get the kids. Get me her number,” You laughed and nodded as the dagger squad walked into the front office. 
You clapped your hands and smiled, “Ready to meet about twenty-five nine year olds?” 
“Oh hell yeah,” Fanboy said and Payback smacked his stomach, “Sorry. . .heck yeah.” 
“We had a briefing on language, they should be on their best behavior,” Your dad said as you led them down to your classroom. The kids were starting to come back and fill the halls of the Second Grade wing. Alyssa was going to bring your two classes in last so you could surprise the kids with the aviators. You had even gone and pulled out some of your fighter jet decorations, putting them up over the christmas decor. 
“Alright, you guys sit up here,” You pointed to the chairs at the front. You could hear the laughter of your kids and smiled, “I’m going to control the rugrats before they come in.” 
You looked at Jake and he smiled at you. You looked away quickly and Jake frowned. You hadn’t even said anything to him since the other night, and he was confused. He knew that your mood swings were rough at this point, but you were starting to give him whiplash. 
“Alright, aviators,” You said as you stepped out in the hallway, seeing your second graders lining up against the wall, “This is your teacher speaking, and we have some very special guests waiting inside our classroom. You all need to be on your best behavior and use your good manners. Alright?” 
“Alright!” You kids responded. 
You smiled, “Goodness, gracious-” 
“GREAT BALLS OF FIRE!” 
Bradley smiled at the door, hearing the voices of young children. He remembered the time at your old school when he came and played the piano for your class. He played ‘Great Balls of Fire’ and it quickly became the call and response for your class that year. It warmed his heart at the fact that you still used it. Jake looked over at Bradley and glared at him. Coyote could see the way Jake was throwing daggers with his eyes at Jake, and kicked his chair. Jake looked at his friend confused, but Coyote pointed to the door as a bunch of wide eyed second graders started filling in. Jake sat up a bit straighter and fixed the white cap that sat on his knee. 
“It’s Mister Jake!” Owen gasped and pointed to him. Jake smiled and lifted his hand in a wave towards the little boy, “I told you he’s real!” 
“Whatever,” Another boy said and shoved past Owen to get to his desk. 
“Lil dickhead,” Coyote whispered and Jake nodded. 
Once all the kids were seated, you walked to the front of your classroom, “Alright my little aviators, as you can see, I have brought some friends in to help with today’s science lesson. I present to you, the commander of the pacific fleet, Admiral Tom Kaznasky, callsign, Iceman.” 
“Is he your dad?!” An excited second grader shouted as Ice stood up. 
Ice chuckled, “I am her dad,” You nodded and sat down at your desk. Jake was the closest to you, and he looked at you, sending you a wink. You rolled your eyes and focused on what your dad was telling your class. Each member of the dagger squad introduced themselves and said their callsigns. 
“Why is your name Bob?” One of your kids, Eli asked. 
“It’s my callsign,” Bob answered. 
“Yeah. . .but why?” 
Bob opened his mouth but Jake answered instead, “It means Badass on Board.” 
You groaned, closing your eyes as you heard the gasps from your kids. 
“He said a bad word!” 
“That’s 500 hundred push-ups,” Hondo said, and patted Jake on the back. 
At the end of the presentation, the Dagger Squad taught the kids how to build paper airplanes. It was the sweetest sight as you looked at your classroom and saw the various members sitting next to your second graders. You held your tea mug in your heads as you sat on top of your desk, watching everything. 
“How are you feeling?” Jake asked, coming up and resting against the desk next to you. 
“Better today,” You said, taking a sip of the hot drink. 
“Ginger tea?” 
You nodded, “Mrs. Hernandez down the hall said it helped her during her first trimester.” 
“It gets better soon,” Jake said, “Rachel said that her favorite part was the second trimester. Things calm down with the morning sickness and nausea, she had a lot more energy, she wasn’t huge-” 
“Finish that statement, I dare you,” You pointed your index finger at him. Jake held his hands up in defense and walked away from you with a cheeky smile on his face. 
“Attention aviators!” Ice said, stepping in front of class, “Your TopGun training is over. It is time for your final hop! This is for the trophy, and the chance to get your name on the plaque.” 
“You heard the Admiral!” You said to your kids, “Line up at the door!” 
You took the kids down to the gym, where they were going to throw their paper airplanes to see who would go the farthest. It was meant to just be the kids, but you noticed some of the dagger squad had also made paper airplanes as well. You chuckled as Fanboy and Payback argued about whose design was better. The paper airplane TopGun challenge was something Ice did back when you were in grade school. You looked forward to it every single year growing up, and you continued the tradition when you became a teacher. 
“Aviators, line up on the line,” You said, and watched as the dagger squad members stepped up, “The little aviators, line up on the line.” Some of the dagger squad rolled their eyes and let the second graders step up to the painted lines on the gym floor. 
“Okay, in three. . . two. . . one. . . take off!” You yelled and twenty five paper airplanes went soaring through the air and landed at various spots in the gym. Jake and Bob were on the other side, looking for the top five farthest planes. 
“Aviators, form up, so we can give out awards!” Ice smiled. 
The daggers had to help the little ones to stand in a proper formation, which caused some protest because certain kids wanted to stand by their friends. Once Jake and Bob picked up the top five planes, they walked over to Ice and Maverick. The “trophy” was just a goodie bag with some candy and a first in line pass for lunch. You read the top four names and had the kids come stand up at the front of the formation. 
“The top Aviator, who will get the trophy and their name on the plaque  is. . . . Owen!” 
The little boy’s eyes lit up as he ran to the front of the formation. You handed him his airplane and the goodie bag. Once the formation was “dismissed” some of the kids asked the aviators to sign their airplane and play with them in the gym. It warmed your heart to see how good they were with kids. You couldn’t help but imagine what it’ll be like in just a short six months when you give birth to your child. You could see it now, barbeques and parties in your parents backyard, the Dagger Squad showing up with more gifts than you would know what to do with. Jake had a bright smile on his face as he jogged around the gym, trying to avoid the dodgeballs being thrown at him. 
“He’s good with them,” You said as Rooster walked over to you. 
“Yeah, I’ll give him that,” Rooster sighed and put his hands on his hips. You noticed he was wearing his khaki uniform today, something you knew he hated with a passion, but you loved how he looked in it. 
“You look good, Bradshaw.” 
A smirk rose on his lips as he looked at you, “I am good, Kazansky, very good.” 
You rolled your eyes and playfully shoved him, “I gotta get the rugrats rounded up.” 
“Can I do it?” Rooster asked and you nodded, “Goodness, gracious!” He yelled and all the second graders stopped in their spots. 
“GREAT BALLS OF FIRE!” They responded. 
“Okay, now that’s fucking cool,” Bradley said. 
“That’s five hundred!” Hondo pointed at him. 
You chuckled, “Line up, aviators! Time to return to the carrier.” All your kids quickly ran to line up by the wall like you have taught them to. You did a quick headcount making sure you got all of them, “My second graders, what do we tell the Dagger Squad, Captain Mitchell and Admiral Kazansky for coming in today?” 
“Thank you!” They all responded. Ice’s lit up with a smile. 
“You are very welcome,” Ice said, “Chief Hondo is going to hand you your wings as you leave. I hope to see you all very soon!” 
“Jessie, lead them to the class,” You said to your line leader. He nodded and walked towards the door of the gym. Some of the aviators waited by the door to give them high fives, as Hondo gave them stickers that looked identical to the gold wings pinned to some of their uniforms. You felt an arm drape around your shoulders and turned your head to see Jake standing next to you. 
“I’m glad Owen won,” Jake said. You narrowed your eyes at him and then gasped. 
“Jake, you didn’t. . .” You said and Jake sheepishly pulled out a paper airplane from his pocket and handed it to you. You read the name and shook your head. 
“I watched him push Owen into the door when they went to get more construction paper from Ally’s room.” 
“Thank you,” You said and held the paper airplane tightly in your hands. You looked Jake up and down again, really taking in the sight of him in his uniform. You bit your lip and took a step forward, whispering in his ear, 
“Come over tonight.” Jake opened his mouth to say something, but you kissed his cheek and headed to where your class was. 
— — — 
Jake came over that night like you told him too, but you gave him a specific time to be there. You had known your dad’s night time schedule since you were old enough to read a clock. Iceman was always in bed by 9:30 and asleep by 10. You had used that knowledge to your advantage, and became very good at sneaking around the house at a young age. So Jake arrived at your house at 11:30, and parked down the street like you told him too. You also had him come through the garage door because it was on the opposite side of the house from your parents bedroom. 
Once again, you didn’t say anything as you grabbed Jake’s hand and pulled him through the house. You made him take his shoes off and hide them in one of the storage closets in the garage. He stumbled a bit through the dark house and you shushed him. It felt like deja vu from that night twelve weeks ago, except this time you were pregnant and you both were sober. 
The second you got to your room, you closed the door and pushed Jake up against it and kissed him. Jake froze for a second, but kissed you back, placing his hands on your hips. Your hands tangled in his perfect blonde hair as you kissed against your door. 
“Wait,” Jake said, pulling away, “What are we doing?” 
“Fucking,” You said and leaned into kiss him again but he stopped you. 
“What?” 
“Ugh,” You groaned, “Doing the same thing we did to get me knocked up.” You leaned in again and this time Jake didn’t stop you. He gently walked you towards your bed, his lips never leaving yours. When the back of your knees hit your bed, he picked you up a bit to lay you down on the mattress. 
The past week you had been having vivid dreams of Jake and waking up every morning desperate. You knew that your hormones were raging, but you didn’t think they could get you like this. And seeing Jake in his dress uniform today was not helping you at all. Your hands roamed Jake’s body, going down to the hem of his shirt, and tugging it up his perfectly sculpted body. Jake only broke the kiss to take his shirt off, leaving him in the jeans that hugged his thighs and ass perfectly. 
“God, you’re so fucking hot,” You said, pushing his shoulder so he’d lay on his back. You climbed on top of him, straddling his waist. Your hands ran down the valley of his pecs, and Jake watched with hooded eyes as you kissed down his chest. He groaned as your tongue swirled over his nipple, your hips lazily grinding over his hard on. 
“Jesus, what has gotten into you?” Jake asked. You sat up quickly and Jake couldn’t believe his eyes as you started crying, “Whoa hey, what’s wrong?” 
“I hate you!” You cried and hit his chest with your fists, before crawling off of him. 
“What did I do!?” Jake asked, his eyes wide as you pulled your knees to your chest, “Y/N, love, what did I do? Did I hurt you?” 
“You asked me what has gotten into me! You got into me! You knocked me up! And now I just wanna rip your clothes off and smack you at the same time!” 
Jake tried to bite back a smile as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his chest. You didn’t fight against him as you cried into his neck. He knew that this would pass almost as quickly as it started, and you’d be laughing about it in no time. When the sniffles subsided, your fingers twirled around the dogtags on his neck. 
“Jake,” You asked softly. 
“Hm?” 
“Do you think we can go get ice cream?” You looked up at him with puppy dog eyes and Jake smiled down at you. 
He kissed your forehead and said, “Of Course.”
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Spending Halloween With Them (headcanons)
Warnings: mentions of watching horror shows and playing scary games (not explicitly described), a lot of kissing in Naoya's (but it doesn't lead to anything s3xual) Gojo is an absolute menace and even dares to calls you one ="), Sukuna is another menace, pet names (pretty baby, mochi (gojo obv), baby)
A/n: I'm sorry I've been gone for so long =( I've had exams and I needed some rest for a while because I've just been feeling so tired but I'm better now and I'll be posting every week again! Take some of my headcanons and enjoy reading!
Characters: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Kugisaki Nobara, Gojo Satoru, Nanami Kento, Ryomen Sukuna (Sukuna has his own body in this but isn't in his OG form), Zenin Maki, Okkotsu Yuuta, Inumaki Toge, Suguru Geto (basically high school Geto, before he became all you know), Toji Fushiguro (he isn't broke in this fic just so it isn't as confusing), Naoya Zenin (he isn't misogynistic (for Fem!readers) cuz he loves you a lot!) x Gender Neutral!reader
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Itadori Yuuji
Is honestly very hyped to spend the whole day with you! He has a full plan on things to do, characters to dress up as and even places to go for the whole Halloween atmosphere!
The two of you go through his list of potential dress up ideas and the both of you end up just deciding to be vampires together, because Yuuji mentioned that he never dressed up as one before and we all know how cute he'll look as one!
The first thing he did when he woke up on Halloween morning was ask you, "trick or treat?", and when you replied with "treat" he started kissing you all over your face and upper body, muttering "I love you so much" in between kisses <3 (when you asked him what "trick" was he admitted that he wouldn't have kissed you the whole day as a way to tease you ="))
Will bring lots and lots of candy to your dorm room and the two of you probably will spend most of the day in bed, cuddling and watching horror movies while eating all the candy. Yuuji probably won't get scared at all and will just focus on the movie, but if he senses that you're scared, he'll pull you closer to him and stroke your hair gently 🥺
The two of you will definitely go around Jujutsu High and say "I will suck your blood" to basically everyone you see. Most of them were amused and thought that the both of you were really cute together, and some others decided to play along with the two of you and made you both chase them around to "suck their blood".
Definitely goes to Gojo to do trick or treating because that man has no shortage of candy and sweets. He'll drag you along and pretend to suck your blood in front of Gojo, which makes him laugh (since he thinks the two of you are really adorable together) and he ends up giving you both loads of candy, which Yuuji feeds you once you get back to the dorm.
Overall, Yuuji loves Halloween because he gets to dress up and spend time having loads of fun with you! He loved the smile on your face when you looked at the reflection of you and him in the mirror, wearing your Halloween outfits and he's determined to make you smile that way again next Halloween!
Fushiguro Megumi
He didn't think much of it honestly but he overheard you talking about it to the other first years and who was he to disappoint his precious s/o by not dressing up with them? He spends so long deciding on what outfits he thinks would suit the both of you and just hands you a really really long list for you to decide.
You definitely tease him and say that he should be a sea urchin and that you'll be some other sea creature, which makes him roll his eyes with a small smile on his face from your silliness. He gets worried when you actually start planning a sea urchin outfit for him though, and you couldn't help but laugh at the half-nervous, half-betrayed look on his face. You both ended up agreeing to the both of you being werewolves together!
When the two of you go around the school to show off your outfits, everyone takes so, so many pictures, especially the first years and Gojo, because it's not everyday that you see the Fushiguro Megumi walking around with fluffy wolf ears on top of his head! Megumi gets really shy and clings to you, but all you have to do is kiss him and tell him how cute he is for him to feel better 🥺
Of course, Megumi returns the favour and places kisses all over your face and tells you that you look absolutely adorable, which flusters you so much. He loves the blush that creeps up your cheeks and thinks you look so cute! He also makes sure to take lots of pictures of you and sets one of them as his wallpaper <3
Thinks trick or treating is silly until he realises that he probably can get his revenge on everyone and ends up pulling so many pranks and tricks. Even you didn't know how good he was at tricking people, and now you know that it's best to never get on his bad side.
Buys some Halloween sweets and food that are limited edition so that the both of you can enjoy snacking on them while watching scary anime. To your surprise, he knew quite a few good anime that had that scare factor that you were looking for, so you decided to let him pick what to watch.
Overall, he wouldn't outright admit it, but he enjoys spending Halloween with you a lot. From dressing up with you to holding you protectively when you get scared by the anime you both are watching, Megumi just really enjoys the fun he has with you on Halloween!
Kugisaki Nobara
She's hardcore about Halloween. Seriously. She has a whole checklist of things she wants to be for Halloween and makes sure to never repeat them. She decided to be a fairy princess (mainly because she couldn't decide between being a fairy or princess) and you obliged in her request of being her fiancé from the elf kingdom.
She does the shopping for the outfits and is very careful with her choices. Nobara takes into consideration what colours would look good together, what styles each of you like and so on. Rest assured that the outfits she gets look amazing! Not to mention the small little crowns she gets for the both of you! (because she's a princess and you're her prince/princess)
She's the type to head out with you to the streets of Tokyo and join the Halloween costume parades! She loves that she's able to show off her costume along with you on a large scale while admiring the outfits of others! And if that isn't your thing, don't worry. She'll parade around Jujutsu High with you while telling you how cute and amazing you look. She'll make the others compliment you as well just to make you feel more confident about yourself <3
Gets a lot of Halloween themed food! It doesn't necessarily have to be candy; as long as it has the Halloween vibes she rolls with it. She makes the effort to get different decorations too, and sets the table beautifully, with all the food and decorations placed in a really aesthetic way. She even bought small plushies of various Halloween creatures to place on the table!
Not a huge fan of horror or scary shows in general, so she really likes funny Halloween shows and movies. They add onto the Halloween vibes without scaring her, which is perfect. She'll laugh a lot even if she has seen the show before, and it makes your heart flutter to see how much she's enjoying herself 🥺
Will go around asking 'trick or treat?" with you and will absolutely take the chance to trick Gojo and the other first years just because she wants to. She enjoys it a lot and just likes the lightheartedness of the whole situation (and of course the looks on their faces when she tricks them!)
Overall, spending time with Nobara on Halloween is really fun and enjoyable! The two of you will definitely end up in fits of giggles and make many wonderful memories together!
Gojo Satoru
This man- He loves Halloween for so many reasons: lots and lots of sweets and candy, dressing up with his beloved s/o and just tricking and pranking everyone. He takes Halloween as a personal challenge to scare everyone in Jujutsu High and you better watch out because you're on the list too =")
He decides to dress up as a yeti of all things. Like a huge, furry and tall yeti. He wears his oversized fluffy and furry winter jacket with white jeans of all things, and then goes around chasing the students when they don't even know what he is. And he'll continue to chase them until they give him some candy (please explain to him that that's not how trick or treating works)
He spends the whole day literally harassing everyone in Jujutsu High to get candy and the only one who managed to get him to stop was Shoko because of how long she's been dealing with all his antics. He then compiles the candy into one huge bag and brings it back to share with you!
No matter what you decide to dress up as, this man will hype you up so much! He'll be taking pictures of you the moment you're done dressing up and will start texting everyone, telling them how cute he thinks you look. He'll definitely kiss you all over and call you his "pretty baby, his one and only precious mochi" while you try to touch up your makeup for your outfit. But seriously, he loves you a lot and thinks you look spectacular in your outfit <3
Will eat candy the whole day unless you pout at him to eat proper food. You're his only weakness and it's not like he can say no to you, right? So when you beg him to stop eating sweets and eat something more substantial instead, he orders take out for the both of you while calling you "a cute little menace that he can't say no to" and when he sees the proud smile on your face, he'll kiss you gently and say, "But you're my cute little menace who's just looking out for me, aren't you?" 🥺
Will purposely put on the scariest movie he knows for the both of you to watch just so he can get you to cling onto him. He loves it when you tug on his shirt and bury your face into his chest when you get scared of the show and he'll just smirk and pat your head gently while munching on the sweets he has. He'll never go too far though. If you get seriously scared, he'll change the show to something you like and hug you really tight to make you feel safe again.
Overall, he's an even bigger menace on Halloween, but it's cute to see him have fun and relax! Also, please give him lots of candy! He'll love you forever and cling to you for an hour at least while telling you how much you mean to him =))
Nanami Kento
He doesn't really care or think much about it since it's not really his kind of thing, but he will absolutely hype you up and support you when you decide to dress up for Halloween! He'll take so many pictures of you as you're getting ready for the memories and sneak up on you to kiss you at the most random times!
After seeing how happy and excited you are for Halloween, he decides to join in the fun just a little. When you were in the living room to get some of your props for your outfit, he hid under the blanket on your shared bed. The moment he heard you open the door, he moved a little, pretending that he was a ghost, and you couldn't help but laugh at how sweet your boyfriend was to join in the fun <3 (he decided to only do that and not jump out of some random place so he doesn't scare you too much!)
Will encourage you to parade around your shared apartment in your outfit! He'll video tape it while clapping and cheering for you to give you a little confidence boost! The more outfits you have prepared, the better! Kento doesn't care how long you take to get ready, he's happy with just being able to see you have fun showing off your outfits to him!
He's a great cook, and also a very caring boyfriend who doesn't want you to eat too much candy. So, he decides to plan a special variety of dishes for Halloween so that you can have food that gives off Halloween vibes without getting a sugar overload. He makes the nicest pumpkin soup and even shapes the rice he cooks into little ghosts!
He will buy you all your favourite candies and sweets for Halloween, but will remind you to eat them in moderation. He cares a lot for you and wants you to stay healthy, but he doesn't want to spoil the fun of Halloween! He'll let you eat as much candy as you like after dinner when the two of you are cuddling.
He reads a lot. Like a lot. All sorts of genres from horror to romance. It's only natural for him to know a few good horror stories to tell you and that's exactly how you spend the evening with him. Cuddling and eating your candy while he tells you some of the scariest books he's read (he mentally filters the books to make sure he doesn't scare you too much, don't worry)
Overall, spending Halloween with him is fun and you know that even if he doesn't really participate, he'll support you in whatever you want to do! He loves seeing how excited you get over dressing up and getting to eat your favourite candies!
Ryomen Sukuna
He never exactly knew much about Halloween but trust me, once you tell him more about it, it's a nightmare for you. He'll trick and prank you all day
He decides to dress up in his true form of all things. Using clothes and stuffing them together (in some way that actually works for whatever reason) to create the two other arms he's missing and painting his two other eyes onto his face. He actually gets up so early to do it so that by the time you wake up, you're not greeted by your boyfriend's sleepy face next to yours, but instead a four-armed, four-eyed monster that you don't register to be your boyfriend at first.
The rest of the day is just filled with him pranking and teasing you. From leaving a container of fake spiders in the fridge where your fruits are, to hiding all of your costumes for Halloween under the blanket on your shared bed, he seriously makes it his goal to trick you as much as possible.
Of course, he's out to scare you a little too. When you asked him what he wanted to have for lunch, you were met with an odd silence. You decided to go to your shared bedroom, which is where you assumed he was. And instead of seeing him lying down on the bed watching television as per usual, you saw him on the floor, a pool of (fake) blood surrounding him and a (fake) knife stabbed through his chest. You actually got so scared (he wasn't responding to you at all) that you started to cry and he felt really bad, so he stopped pranking you the rest of the day.
The two of you spend the rest of the day cuddling on the couch and eating different kinds of candy together! He knows he's scared you way too much, so he decides to show you cute little Halloween crafts and does them together with you to make you feel better! His favourite to make with you had to be the small ghost cutouts that you two stuck around the house afterwards <3
When you finally wore your costume, he was super impressed by the amount of effort you put in and the whole outfit you chose. He started to take loads of pictures with you (he was still wearing his outfit) and then carried you while showering you in praise because he thinks you look super amazing in your outfit 🥺
Overall, he's a huge prankster and takes Halloween as a great opportunity to scare you, but will make sure to spend time with you doing cute Halloween stuff like dressing up together and eating candy!
Zenin Maki
She knows about Halloween mostly because the other second years keep telling her that she absolutely needs to dress up and parade around Jujutsu High with them in their outfits. And of course, since you showed interest in dressing up, she couldn't say no.
She decided to dress up as a witch, and you couldn't help but want to be her black cat! She laughed at you at first, but when she realised how serious you were, she tried to convince you to be something else. Of course, it was a once in a lifetime opportunity for you to dress up with your girlfriend as a pair, so you persisted and she gave in.
Definitely hugs and kisses you all over after seeing you in your outfit. It's partially because she's really touched and happy that you decided to go as a pair with her, and also because you looked so cute in your cat onesie! She pats your head a lot and comments on how soft and fluffy your onesie is 🥺 (she lowkey wants to borrow it because she thinks it'll be nice to sleep in)
After the whole Halloween fashion parade with the other second years, she decided to go to your dorm, since it was fully decked out in Halloween decorations! She brought the candy she had bought a few days before and to your surprise, she just eats candy for lunch with you. She laughs when you ask her if she wants to eat more healthily, and rightfully points out that it's not everyday that she gets to eat junk food and nothing else for a meal. The two of you end up getting sick of the sweetness of the candy after a while and cook some savoury foods together!
The two of you definitely have a friendly competition on who can get more candy from everyone in Jujutsu High. You both set off at the same time and agree to meet back at the dorms at the same time to make it fair! When you both got back, you realised that the two of you both had the same number of candy despite having asked different people (and those people were giving random amounts of candy), which caused the two of you to burst out laughing! The punishment for the loser was to do whatever the winner wanted, and you both had a mutual agreement to cuddle while watching some horror comedies that night!
The two of you spend the evening and night watching shows and eating snacks! You gave Maki your onesie and she was very comfortable in it, so comfortable that she almost fell asleep from how warm and nice it felt! The two of you ended up sleeping in the couch together since you were both lazy to head to the bed, snuggling under a blanket and holding hands <3
Overall, spending Halloween with your girlfriend is definitely more fun than you expected! Maki is usually hyped and spontaneous when it comes to things you like to do, and Halloween wasn't an exception!
Okkotsu Yuuta
He used to be scared of Halloween and stuff because he didn't exactly get to see a lot of different outfits and somehow only saw the scary ones =( So when you asked him to dress up with you as animals, he was surprised because "do people really dress up as cute things on Halloween?"
When he found out that Halloween is just about dressing up as what you want, he felt really relieved! He picks out a cute bunny onesie for himself and you pick a matching one, but in a different colour. The first thing the two of you did when you changed into your outfits was to play with each other's fluffy bunny ears! He really enjoyed the whole process of getting dressed and doing makeup to make his outfit even more complete!
He takes loads of pictures of you and you do the same for him. The other second years eventually get tired of the two of you taking pictures of each other, and not together, so they make the two of you stand together and pose while they take a cute picture for the two of you! You all then parade around the school campus in your outfits while laughing and talking to each other about the inspiration behind your Halloween outfits!
Makes small little Halloween pastries for the two of you to eat! From ghost-shaped pies to pumpkin-flavoured cookies in the shape of pumpkins, it was truly a cute and delicious feast made by none other than your boyfriend! He even went to look for recipes for candy that the two of you could make together and needless to say, you both spent the rest of the day making different types of candy together <3
He knows you like keeping photos with him framed up in your room, so he uses the photo printer in the school to print out one of the pictures the other second years took for the two of you, and makes a special frame with cute Halloween stickers and drawings! He even adds small compliments, like "my baby looking really cute and adorable with me!" and "just two cute little bunnies!" along the side of the frame 🥺
He isn't a fan of scary shows or movies, so the two of you spend the evening talking to each other about what to do next Halloween! Yuuta honestly didn't expect himself to enjoy Halloween that much, but he can't wait for the next Halloween the two of you can spend together! He starts planning the different outfits the two of you could dress up in and the various activities you could do together! You couldn't help but kiss him because he just looked so cute and enthusiastic when planning, with his eyes lit up in excitement and his cute little rambling!
Overall, Halloween with Yuuta is sweet and wholesome! It's really just bonding time for the two of you, and you both enjoy it a lot. He's waiting eagerly for next Halloween, and you can't wait to see what kind of activities he has planned out for then!
Inumaki Toge
He really likes Halloween because he gets to prank people. Yeah he just likes it because he can finally make use of all his fake insects, whoopee cushions and other prank tools on the others! Of course, you're spared from his pranks, unless you request to be included (trust me you don't want to be)
Dresses up as an onigiri! You decided to go along with the food theme and dressed up as a piece of sushi and the other second years started to call you the "food couple", which wasn't untrue! He spent a long time trying to make his outfit from random cardboard boxes he had, and his effort truly paid off when you looked at him in amazement. It looked so real and you couldn't help but think your costume was much lamer compared to his. Of course, he would never let his s/o think that and immediately started texting you about just how cute you looked to him 🥺
Takes lots of pictures of the two of you together! He saves them to a special album he created on his phone for special memories he makes with you, and prints loads of those pictures out, with a copy each for both you and him! He then adds the pictures to his journal and decorates the few pages with different Halloween craft materials that you brought over to his dorm! You take the opportunity to decorate your own journal as well, and the two of you exchange journals at some point to write cute messages for each other <3
Will go on an intense trick or treat session with Panda and you, only if you want to! If you follow him, he'll make sure to show you the best tricks he has up his sleeve and you'll be laughing until your stomach hurts in no time! But if you rather wait for him in his dorm, he'll bring back all the candy he got and split it equally with you!
He gets kind of scared at some point of time because he tricked Maki for the fun of it, but she looked like she was ready to get her revenge on him anytime. You end up having to ask Maki to save the revenge for when she's paired up with Toge during training to allow your boyfriend to relax for the rest of the day.
He isn't a fan of scary shows either, so he spends the rest of the day eating candy and playing Halloween board games with you! It's a really fun way to spend the time together, and the both of you enjoyed it very much!
Overall, Toge will be an absolute prankster on Halloween and that's for sure! He makes it his mission to prank everyone except you after all! Nonetheless, he makes sure to spend loads of time with you and the both of you are guaranteed to enjoy the day together!
Suguru Geto
He likes Halloween mainly because he loves dressing up with you! You told him to surprise you with an outfit for Halloween and he planned like… 3 months in advance because he wanted it to be perfect! He ended up getting you a cute angel costume and he dressed up as the devil!
Helps you with your makeup and anything you might need when you're getting ready! He's really good at doing makeup for anyone, including himself, so he's more than happy to help you if you need him to apply any kind of makeup or face paint to make your entire look more complete!
Goes around and bothers Gojo and Shoko soooo much with you. You might be dressed as an angel, but that doesn't mean you have to act like one, right? Suguru has multiple plans to steal Gojo's candy and he makes sure that you're involved in all of them! You're basically an innocent little angel, looking really cute in your outfit while your boyfriend is the one dressed as the devil, the menace. So naturally the last thing your boyfriend's best friends would expect is for you to steal Gojo's bag of candy from the table he placed them on while your boyfriend was talking to them. The look on Gojo's face was priceless and needless to say, you and Suguru enjoyed pranking him a lot!
Your boyfriend knew how much you liked keychains and plush toys, so he made you and him a stuffed toy keychain each, according to what you dressed up as. You could tell how much time and effort he spent on perfecting all the small details on your angel keychain, from the way you smiled to the design of the outfit you were wearing! Instead of hanging it on your bag, you decided to keep it safe on the bedside table. Suguru thought that it was a cute idea and did the same with his, the two of your keychains leaning on each other beside your shared bed <3
He buys different types of candy that you've both never tried before so that you can have a small taste test and decide on which candies you would buy again, and which ones you would slip into the food of your worst enemies because they just tasted that bad. You both had a good laugh and had loads of fun reviewing the food as if you both were food connoisseurs!
Suguru prefers playing horror games over watching scary shows, so he picks out a game that the both of you can play. If you get too scared, he'll switch the game to another one that he can play by himself and he'll let you hide your face in his chest if you get too frightened! If he notices that you're seriously terrified, he'll definitely stop playing and switch to another fun and not scary game for you 🥺
Overall, Suguru is the best person you could spend Halloween with! You love everything the two of you do together on Halloween, and he enjoys it just as much as you do, if not even more!
Toji Fushiguro
He's heard of it, but he doesn't really care about it. To him, it's just some random event where people dress up and try to be scary and what not. But when you told him that you wanted to spend Halloween with him, he couldn't help but relent. He seriously loves you too much to reject your idea anyway.
You wanted him to be a prince, while you dressed up as a prince/princess. However, Toji had strong objections to it since he felt that he should be your knight instead. Someone who protects you and who is there to save you if you need it. You knew that he was pretty much set on the idea, and you weren't even expecting him to be so open to the idea of dressing up with you, so you agreed for him to be your knight in shining armour!
He wouldn't go out and parade his outfit with you in public, but you both have a photoshoot at home together for sure! You bring out your tripod, lights and even various props to make the whole atmosphere and scene more realistic, which Toji finds cute. Afterall, being able to see you excited over just dressing up was something he thought he wouldn't witness.
Brings you to a haunted house and makes a deal with you. If you didn't hold onto him or scream the whole way through the haunted house, he would buy you whatever candy and Halloween decorations you wanted. But if you didn't uphold your end of the deal, you would have to buy Toji whatever food he wanted instead of your candy. You lost the bet in the end (he actually brought you to one of the scariest haunted houses-) but he bought you your candy in the end because he just loves you too much 🥺
Will help you with setting up your Halloween party. He doesn't really get why you want to have a party, but he goes along with it anyway. You both enjoy lots of Halloween treats and candies while you tell him lots of Halloween stories you've heard before, mostly funny ones since you wanted to make him smile. He does smile in the end, but it's mostly because he could tell that you were having a lot of fun <3
You make him a small card with the pictures you took together with him in your outfits! You added cute ghost stickers and pumpkin drawings all around the card, along with a heartfelt message on how thankful you were for him going along with your Halloween plans. And Toji will never admit it but he was deeply touched and would definitely do it again with you next Halloween!
You can be assured that next Halloween, your boyfriend would still be participating in your Halloween plans! He just wants to spend more time with you and see you enjoy yourself lots more!
Naoya Zenin
Surprisingly, he really likes Halloween! He likes the feeling of being more carefree and relaxed while pranking people and getting candy! He also loves that he'll get to see you in a cute outfit and dress up with you!
He decided to be a wizard and you offered to be his assistant or something, but he told you to be whatever you wanted to be and not be influenced by whatever he chose. So you decided to dress up as a ghost who tailed your wizard "friend" everywhere he went! He was shocked when you told him that you wanted to follow him despite having such different outfits, but he wasn't going to refuse the company of his favourite person, so he made sure that the two of you were always holding hands when going around <3
He makes sure to tell you how cute you look every now and then! When the two of you were going for one of those Halloween parades on the streets of Tokyo, he held onto your hand tightly and whispered little compliments into your ear, which made you blush (not that anyone could see since you had cloth covering your cheeks). He also placed small and gentle kisses on the top of your head from time to time 🥺
Comes up with a full list of tricks he can pull on people but with you next to him, he doesn't feel like being mean. He uses the time he wanted to spend on tricking people to bring you to different places to buy Halloween themed things, like decorations and food, instead. He also brings you to a haunted house, which was actually meant mostly for children. But he couldn't risk scaring you too much so he decided that that was the best course of action.
Plays unique Halloween games with you. He loves mixing up all the candy you got in a huge bag and he'll make you pick one out, eat it and then he'll kiss you and try to guess what candy it was from the remaining flavour left on your tongue. You always get really flustered from it, but he still carries on with the game because he knows that you'll let him know if you don't like it.
His favourite thing to do is make different puppets of Halloween creatures and create a whole storyline with them! He always lets you give each puppet a unique personality, and then both of you think of a funny storyline for the puppets. It's fun, not scary and still Halloween related!
Overall, spending time with Naoya on Halloween is a good decision because he's gonna make sure you have as much fun as possible! He'll make you want Halloween to last forever.
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Ahhhh sorry I'm a day (or two, depending on your timezone) late, I was having too much fun on Halloween itself AHAHA. I just love Halloween so much! Also I'm writing this at like 2am so I'm sorry for any typos =") Hope you enjoyed reading and Happy (belated) Halloween everyone!
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dionysusinparis · 4 months
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TW- No smut but potential angst (not really). AFAB F/ reader NO OUTBREAK JOEL. Hinted age gap (reader is a college student) no descriptions of the reader, allusions to a depressive episode, drinking, smoking, slight cursing, overworking/ burning out (?), potential nervous breakdown, allusions to unhealthy eating habits. LMK IF I MISSED ANY!!
A/N- this is totally self indulgent. Its November and I have too many assigments and essays to write and needed a way to deal with deal with lots of feelings. 😭  😭  😭  Also this has only been edited once so if there are any mistakes let me know xx
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You have just spent the whole day writing an assignment for one of your English modules. You detested Novembers because that only meant one thing, exam season. Not only was it starting to get darker and colder earlier, but your depression was at its peak, and having to juggle 3 assignments and lectures, seminars and essays wasn’t the easiest battle you had to face. One of the assignments you had to write 2000 words on a novel that to be quite honest wasn’t particularly up your alley. Nevertheless, you researched everything about it. Read books, articles, watched interviews. Pretty much your entire week was spent in front of your computer filled with at least 20 tabs and 30 paged dissertations that you wanted to use as references. The first week went by smoothly and you found yourself to be enjoying the work, humming quietly some song as you tapped away for hours whilst Joel was asleep in your bed next to you after coming back from the site, exhausted and ready to go and wrap you in his strong arms and feel your head resting on his broad and hard chest, you noticed how his lips slightly open as he loudly snored and softly chuckled to yourself as you went back to work, satisfied with how productive you were being. However, after a few weeks passed and other modules assigned more and more essays and assignments you noticed yourself unable to take control of the workload and to be quite frank, it was scaring you a little bit. You tried everything to organise everything that you had to complete, made endless number of lists and reminders but it was no use, the amount of things became so overwhelming you procrastinated. HARD. You baked for Joel, went out shopping, watched TV but always felt that pang of guilt when you realised that you still had to write and research, meaning that yet another night was spent in front of some paper and surrounded with mugs of coffee and cigarette cartons laying around. You woke up, spent hours in bed (usually sleeping or just staring at the wall, feeling paralysed and unable to move with fear of that list, growing almost daily and eating you alive. A few weeks go by, and you slowly stopped attending your lectures, too exhausted from the lack of sleep you had because you tried to catch up on missed work and those assignments that were due so soon. Eating became a chore and you used it as a reward for finishing reading a paper you needed for your assignment, dates with Joel even became sporadic, starting with going out to eat at least twice a week to maybe once every fortnight, that is if you aren’t sitting by the laptop with piles of clutter and pieces of paper, soggy with your tears lying around in a mess. One particular evening Joel had enough, he missed eating breakfast with you before he went to work and you to your seminars, your daily evening walks, diner dates but mostly your smile, your chirper and warmth that you spread around their house, providing Joel serenity and joy and how you read to him in bed, your voice lulling him to sleep. You became cold, distant and he hated to admit it sometimes unbearable to be around but of course he would never leave. He knew how obsessive you were, especially when it was something to do with academics. He knew how passionate you were about learning and knew you always wanted to do the best, be the best but was worried about you and knew he had to step in before it was too late. As you were typing away on your laptop he looked over your shoulder and sighed as he noticed the cigarettes scattered around you and am empty bottle of wine that was toppled over but most importantly he noticed the way your hands were trembling as you typed away. He tapped you on the shoulder ‘Darlin’ what are you workin’on?’
You turned around and slightly smiled, not reaching your eyes ‘oh im making notes on a lecture and then want to rewrite an essay’.
Joel smiled ‘honey didn’t ya already rewrite that essay like 3 times, im sure its perfect. Please lets just go to bed, you could read somethin’ and lay on me? We haven’t done that in a while ya know’.
You smiled ‘its terrible. To be quite honest even more shit than the last one. Im sure if I sent this piece of crap in I would fail the entire module.’
Joel sighed tiredly ‘and the assignments? How are they comin’ along’?
You cured to yourself, your voice slowly starting to break ‘Fuck, one is due in next week and I have only started to write it today but its all going so shit I deleted like more than half of it’ you panicked and started to look at your notes, your hands shaking, causing the cigarette ash to drop on your papers and your body trembling as you scurried around the room for the research paper you made notes on. ‘Shit, shit, shit where the fuck is it’ you said to yourself louder this time, loud enough for Joel to hear you.
Joel slowly approached you, this time spinning you around and holding your chin, forcing you to look up from the floor at his eyes, full of concern and sadness you didn’t seem to notice. Your heart race beginning to race ‘sweetheart, what is goin’ on? What the hell happened? I’m worried about you. You don’t sleep, you don’t eat, shit you don’t even talk to me anymore. You’re all cooped up in this room with those…’ his voice is starting to slowly break as he continues ‘…fucking cigarettes and coffees and wine.’
He notices tears beginning to pool around your eyes and holds your cheeks, rubbing them with his calloused thumbs ‘doll, honey, sweetie, tell me, what’s going on? What can I do to help’?
At this you break down, loud sobs erupting from you, feelings of shame, guilt and disgust overcoming you. Joel hugs you tight, his hand now on your hair stroking and his lips kissing the crown of your head, calming you down ‘shhhh. Its okay. Im here, you’re here. We’re here.’ He keeps kissing her head and stroking her hair as she dampens his t’shirt with her tears. After a couple of minutes your sobs became quieter and you pull away from him.
‘Im sorry. Im so sorry’ you said quietly sniffling back tears.
Joel sat her down on the bed and knelt on the floor, looking at her eyes and stroking her hand ‘honey what’s going on? Why are you doing this to yourself?’
You sighed and replied with a broken voice ‘I just want to be perfect’.
Joel looked at you confused ‘perfect? Doll, you already are perfect. What do you mean?
‘I want to be perfect. Earn perfect grades.’
Joel looked even more confused ‘but…but why? You already have such amazing ones? Honey did someone say something to you’? he questioned suddenly more serious, ready to take the matter into his hands.
‘no one said anything to me Joel, but I feel like if I don’t get a perfect score on these essays and assignments, I will be so stupid and worthless. You will see me as a moron and my teachers will be so disappointed and you…’ she took a ragged breath before continuing ‘you will be so disappointed with me. Maybe who knows maybe even leave me’.
Joel quietly chuckled at this ‘sweetheart, listen to me and listen to me carefully. I could never ever be disappointed with you. Nothing will ever make me stop loving you. You are so perfect to me. I don’t think I have ever met someone who made me feel the way you do. You are so intelligent and caring and beautiful and far, far from worthless. You added so much to my life. Hell, I feel like I started to live when we met. You add so much to everyone’s lives but especially mine dear. You think how I feel about you depends on some fuckin’ stupid test score? Of course, it doesn’t! I care about how kind and caring you are. How you brighten every single room you walk into but mostly how you made my life brighter and worth living for.’
She had tears in her eyes and smiled ‘really? You aren’t ashamed of me? Disappointed’?
He now laughed ‘sweetie. I am far from ashamed of you! You wanna know how much I talk about you with the others on site? About how I’m so proud of my college girl and what she’s achieving! Its me who’s the dumbass here’. He laughs slightly before continuing ‘right now I’m disappointed about how you’re taking care of yourself, sorry, not taking care of yourself. Please leave the work for today and we can make a plan tomorrow. Maybe you need an extension? If you explain it to your professor I’m sure he will understand and help you. Im not gonna lie to you honey but I am useless when it comes to schoolwork, but I want to be here for you and help you with pulling yourself out of this mess. What do you say doll’?
You smiled and nodded, making Joel grin ‘I’m so proud of you baby girl. You know that? I love you so much and I hope you know that at least’ Joel pecks your lips and nose. ‘Baby how about we have some dinner and then a nice shower and then go to bed’? You nod and even break a small giggle which makes Joel beam ‘I think I need a shower and some ice cream’.
‘Your wish is my command darlin’’ he chuckles and scoops you from your bed, carrying you to the bathroom in his arms and placing you down, kissing your forehead. After he orders takeout and you both take a tub of ice cream each you get in bed and eat whilst watching your favourite movie. Just before the movie ended you fell asleep on Joel’s chest and he kissed your forehead, wrapping his arms around your body and smiling to himself as he himself fell asleep not long after.
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yuriwritestwst · 2 years
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Despite his cold and calculating ways, Azul comes to realize that you make him very nervous but also very happy; wherein you make physical contact with Azul, and each time is a new realization for him.
notes: spoilers for book 3, Azul x gn!reader
Exactly one week before exams, Azul wakes up just after an hour of sleep, but despite his exhaustion, he’s nearly brimming with excitement. After all, there was nothing more profitable than students desperate to pass their classes, and who would he be to ignore their struggles? His study guide that he had poured months into was freshly finished, edited, and priced so that the Mostro Lounge would be flooding with money very soon. All he had to do now was to get ready for class and play the pitying man’s act, contracts in hand.
He makes eye contact with you in the hallway, and with a scheming grin, he all but saunters over to you, the Leech twins following ominously behind. You’d be scared if this was your first time, but after countless supposedly random encounters with Azul, you’re pretty much used it by now.
“My, you’re looking awfully stressed over there,” he opens, feigning a look of concern.
“Stressed, but not nearly as worn out as you,” you respond almost immediately.
Azul pauses before he can even bring up the topic of exams and frowns. He was a man of routine, and like he did every morning, he always made sure to check his appearance before heading out. Today, too, he was sure that he looked presentable as always.
“I’m afraid I don’t know what you mean.”
“It must be hard staying at the top of our class and keeping the Mostro Lounge running,” you comment, disregarding his previous statement. This time, it’s your turn to frown. “I hope you get some proper rest soon.”
Without skipping a beat, you reach to brush a stray strand of hair away from his face, fingers lightly grazing his skin. It’s almost tickling, and it takes everything Azul has in him to appear blasé despite the chill that runs down his spine. It’s an incredibly brief action, but he swears your fingers linger for a lot longer than they should (they didn’t).
“I have to get to class now, but I’ll catch you around, Azul. Maybe try taking a nap later?”
And with that, you’re dashing off to the room down the hall, leaving the house warden speechless and hand still inside his school bag where his contracts are. If he weren’t frozen in place, he’d surely reprimand the snickers and giggling from the two eels behind him, but he’s still short-circuiting.
Even so, he realizes with horror, he can’t say that he disliked feeling like this.
-
In normal circumstances, Azul doesn’t really care for others watching him during flying class. He’s a new land-dweller having only gotten used to using legs and feet for a little bit over a year. So what if he can’t figure out how to control a broom? He’s from the Coral Sea, and what didn’t they do down there? Fly.
“You’d think you’d get the hang of at least floating upright after all this time,” Vargas sighs, shaking his head.
“I promise you it’s my broom’s fault,” Azul replies rather pettily. “I’ll have you know that I can float perfectly fine on my own.”
“Yeah, in the water,” Vargas scoffs. “Well, at least try a bit today. It’d be a shame if you were caught flying left and right upside down when the first years come out.”
“What?”
“The other class is coming to this side of the field today,” Vargas explains, clearly not considering it a big deal. “I hear they’re redoing the lawn where they usually have class.
It is a very Big Deal to Azul, though, because for some reason, when he sees you walk out in your gym uniform with Grim and your magic broom in tow, he finally has the decency to feel shame for not being able to fly. His sea-related excuses instantly dry up, and he’s suddenly thinking about every single way possible to get out of class before you spot him, because he definitely was not going to successfully fly 50 meters today. Or ever.
“Go down,” he mutters under his breath, but his broom ignores him like usual. It doesn’t help that he’s getting more nervous by the second, palms growing clammy as his broom continues to spin him upside down. “Just for once, will you-“
“Azul!” he hears you shout.
The merman physically jolts and falls onto the ground without a single shred of dignity. His broom, as if to gloat, zooms away. He’d have to find it later, no doubt, but he’s more concerned about looking like an absolute fool. Luckily, he isn’t hurt and quickly adjusts his glasses so that they aren’t askew. Aside from the minor dirt stains, he’s fine.
“Are you okay?” you ask, running over to him.
“I meant to do that,” he says quickly. Anything for that shred of dignity back.
“I’m sure you did.” With a roll of your eyes, you pull him by the arms up onto his feet. “Can you walk okay? Does it hurt anywhere? Let’s get you to the infirmary.”
He says nothing. His brain is doing the weird short-circuiting thing again as he stares at your hands around his arms. What the heck.
“Did you hit your head?” you ask worriedly when you’re met with a blank stare and no response. “Wait, can you stand properly? I’ll go call Coach Vargas over and-“
“N-no! I’m fine.” He doesn’t even have time to mentally kick himself for the stammer. Instead, he clears his throat twice, breathes in air to straighten himself out, and takes extra care to make sure that his shoulders look much less tense than they actually are. “My name is Azul Ashengrotto. Today is a Tuesday, and I’m in second period, which is flying class. See? I’m completely fine.”
“Are you sure?” you ask, still concerned. “Azul, I think you’re shaking-“
“It’s just the adrenaline!” he denies immediately, all but ripping his arms out of your grasp. “Now if you excuse me, I need to fetch my broom. I’d hate to take up your precious class time, too.”
He storms off, face feeling hot, much hotter than when he was working up a sweat earlier. He said he was going to find his broom, but frankly, he doesn’t even remember in which direction it took off too. All he can think about are your hands and the way they grasp around his limbs. It was delicate but firm, and he finds himself thinking that he almost felt comfortable like that despite the disaster that led up to it.
“Ashengrotto, what are you doing wandering around? I told you that you needed to be upright in the sky by the end of class today, not on the ground-“
“Broom,” is all Azul can manage, head full of other scenarios where he’d much prefer you grasping onto him. For example, on the way to class or perhaps on a weekend in town. He nearly trips over himself when he realizes what he’s fantasizing about, and over a single casual, meaningless contact at that too.
He thinks he must be going crazy, because what the heck.
-
Azul overblots and the aftermath is equal parts horrifying and humiliating for him. Horrifying because he could have died, but he considers it not that daunting after realizing that he has 1) lost all his contracts 2) exposed his merman form, and 3) thrown the biggest tantrum known to man in front of his entire dorm. It’s extra salt to the wound when he’s taken to the infirmary at the behest of Jade and is all but interrogated on what had happened by the healers there.
He lies on the infirmary bed dwelling on mostly these three big things overnight along with other concerns eating at the back of his mind.
As much as he hates to admit it, he feels drained, physically, mentally, and emotionally. He’s left with no other option but to start at a blank slate again, and he finds it so devastatingly frightening. How could he go back and face the rest of the Octavinelle students? Would he even have the prestige of housewarden when returning? What did he really have now?
He hates uncertainty but is even more peeved with the fact that he knows with definite confidence the answer to his last question. Absolutely nothing.
“Azul?” a voice calls for him and snaps him out of his thoughts. He blinks, looking at the orange-red sky outside. He’s not sure if it’s early in the morning or late in the day. Either way, he’s still not quite back in top shape, and can only murmur something incoherent as a response.
“I hope you’re feeling better.” He turns to his side, eyes meeting yours. “I guess not.”
“Thanks,” he groans sarcastically before falling into heavy silence. He doesn’t know why his throat suddenly goes dry when he sees you. He knows he has so much to say to you, and to everyone else at that, but it gets stuck in his throat.
“I, um, got notes from your lectures today for you,” you offer rather awkwardly, setting some papers on the nightstand next to him. “I figured you wanted to stay updated, so take a look at them when you feel up for it…if you want, of course.”
“I see.” It’s a murmur again, and he looks at the papers to your hand that is now laid idly by your side. He takes a breath. “I’m sorry.”
“Yeah,” you say, smiling rather sheepishly. “I know. We all know.”
“I’m so sorry,” he says again, pain contorting his voice. So much to say, so few words falling out.
“Azul-“
“I can’t even offer anything to fix it,” he continues, struggling to speak. “I have nothing left. Nothing.”
Azul is, by nature, a crier, and he hates it so, so much, because once he starts, he can’t stop. That and the fact that his tears are dark black ink. It’s a mess, and he’s a mess, and it hurts when he’s forced to confront this truth in front of someone else. Embarrassing, shameful, always the same, unchanging Azul Ashengrotto.
“Oh, Azul,” you say, carefully wiping his tears with a tissue.
The tears bleed through, of course, and upon seeing your fingers stained with ink, he clumsily pulls away, opting to use his nightgown instead. He thinks you’ve given up on him at this point, because who wouldn’t feel disgusted, but when he feels a firm tug, he’s confused and panicked.
“W-wait,” he protests, resisting your pull. “I’ll ruin your uniform-“
“I can get another one,” you reassure, gently pressing his head onto your shoulder with one hand and rubbing circles on his back with the other. “You just looked like you needed a good hug.”
He’s tense and awkwardly presses his face into the space near your neck. Azul’s not even sure if he’s crying anymore or if he’s been shocked into silence, but his hands start feeling the same cold clamminess they did when he saw you at flying class.
Needless to say, it’s been a long time since he’s been held like this, or even ever, and he certainly doesn’t know the rules to embracing and if they differed between acquaintance and lover. His arms mechanically wrap around your back, because that’s what he has seen other people do and he figures mirroring your actions would be his best bet. He startles when you laugh.
“Azul, you can relax.” Your voice, like everything about you, he realizes, is warm and comforting. “Don’t think too much about it.”
How could he not think about it, he wonders in near delirium, when he feels one of your hands gently card through his hair and scrape his scalp. He feels nervous, but in the best way possible, and after what feels like hours of apprehensiveness and hesitancy, he sinks into your touch. He doesn’t remember the last time he’s been this unconcerned about how he presented himself in front of someone, but when he breathes, he finds himself relaxed, unburdened, and at peace. For now, he thinks he'll settle for an apology and silence, and tomorrow, he'll figure out what it is that he exactly wants to say to you.
And when you promise to walk him back to Octavinelle after he’s discharged, you give his hands a squeeze, and somehow, he knows that everything will be just fine.
-
Azul has friends, and even though the Leech twins are rather unique, he knows that perhaps he doesn’t act like friends with you. Sure, he knows that some friends are more touchy with each other, be it kisses on the cheek or linking arms. He knows that Friend Behavior varies widely and that he shouldn’t be overthinking your touches as anything more than that.
While he hates uncertainty and ambiguity, he also is admittedly too shy to ask you out properly. He likes you for sure, and everyone can see that, but he’s scared to confront the fact that perhaps you considered the two of you simply as friends.
But when he wakes up for the first time in your arms from the most peaceful sleep he’s ever had in his life, his mind starts to reel wondering if spooning is also Friend Behavior.
“Good morning,” you whisper, pressing a kiss to his forehead like you usually did when the two of you were alone. Casually and as a Good Friend, of course.
“Good morning to you too,” he responds, cheeks tinted with red before snuggling closer into the crook of your neck to hide his face. His blush reaches to the tips of his ears, though.
“Should we get up?” you ask, mindlessly caressing his head and neck. “I know you’re busy all the time.”
“…5 more minutes,” you hear him mumble and it sends you into giggles, because even Azul, a man of rigid routine and schedule, could act like this on a Sunday morning. “Why are you laughing?”
“Nothing,” you hum, delighted that you can practically hear the pout in his voice. His heart flutters. “I just like you a lot, that’s all.”
“So, can we date?” slips out of his mouth before he can even stop it, and he instantly stiffens when he feels your hand stop at the top of his head. He’s done it now, he curses. There goes everything he’s ever wanted. Why was he like this?
“Are we not already dating?” Confusion laces your voice, as he abruptly pushes himself off of you, eyes wide as saucers.
“We’re what?” he practically squeaks out, shaking. His hands grab the sheets of his bed, knuckles white. “When did this happen?”
“Azul, we cuddled all of last night during our date, and today, I woke up with you in my arms in your bed.”
“That was a date?!”
“Azul, when I asked if I could kiss you, and you said yes, what did you think that was for?”
“I- I don’t know! I thought you just picked up something from Vil! You know, as a friendly greeting?” he panics, still reeling from the fact that he went on a date without even knowing. Sure, to some, maybe cooking you dinner and watching your favorite movies all night while hugging may have looked like a date, but who was he to assume?
And sure, maybe when you asked him to bathe with you last night, he should’ve suspected something, but who is he to be weird about it when he’s been the one in water with other people for most of his life?
“You kissed me on the lips!” you nearly shout, and he wants to crawl inside an octopus pot because he feels so stupid. “Vil only does cheek kisses, too!”
You try your best to hold in your laughter, but it spills out, and through all his humiliation, Azul still thinks it’s one of the most wonderful sounds he’s ever heard in his life.
“Fine. In case it wasn’t clear already, Azul Ashengrotto, I love you so much. Can we date?” The last part is said teasingly, but he can only react by grumbling before sinking back into your arms.
“Yes, please." He’ll come up with a better way to respond later, perhaps when he calms down, but for now, he settles with his clumsy self and the feather-light kisses that cover his forehead.
(“So how many dates have we actually had?” Azul manages to ask as he’s whipping up breakfast and has come to terms with the fact that neither of you had been doing Just Friends activities for a while now. The realization takes him longer than expected, but hindsight is 20/20, and he wears glasses.
“Probably more than I can count,” you giggle, arms wrapped around his waist as you watch him chop up ingredients for an omelet. He groans apologetically. “But that’s okay because we can start all over right now.”)
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queentheweeb · 1 year
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Izuku Midoriya X Quirkless Autistic Male Reader
A/N: It's sort of like one big flashback
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You always admired Izuku. The two of you bonded over being quirkless and the two of you would try to protect each other from bullies such as other students, teachers, and other adults. You didn't understand why everyone was always so mean. The two of you were best friends even though Izuku was always trying to be Katsuki's friend. You didn't like Katsuki because he told you and Izuku to die by jumping off the roof. What if the two of you did? You almost did but, Izuku stopped you and took you home to his mom Inko. You really loved Inko, she was a gentle soul and Izuku made you promise not to tell her anything that Katsuki did. You didn't tell your mother either not wanting to worry her any more than she already has been. She worried because you were not only quirkless but, you were autistic so you were in different programs with other children like you. You had met Izuku before when you were little and played together from the ages of 4 to 7 until you moved schools due to the programs your mom put you in. However, in middle school, since your program was at Aldera high school and you had two classes with everyone else you met Izuku again. He had remembered you and that was how the two of you bonded. Then that's when it came to applying to high schools and for some God-forsaken reason, Izuku convinced you to apply to the general studies. 
"Come on Y/N! It would be perfect for you. Look I'm applying for general studies too. I know the two of us can get in and we can be together!" You still had, had doubts but his smile and laughter were contagious so you did it. The two of you submitted it and to your utter shock of you, you both got in! Katsuki wasn't happy about that and had blown up cussing us out while the other students laughed and the teachers did nothing. It was embarrassing but, you were happy that you were going to be with Izuku. About two months later you noticed changes in Izuku so you decided to follow him on a day he was in a hurry. He didn't know and that's when you saw him at the beach with All Might. Of course, you went up to both of them scaring them both. It took a while but, they both explained to you everything about All for One and how Izuku was training so he can be able to withstand All Might's passed-down power. It was so cool. You promised to never tell anyone not even your mother and you told her everything.
"You have my word Izuku, I wish you would have told me but I understand that, that this is important and could cause a lot of problems if it gets out to the wrong people." All Might had agreed to let you come so that was also how you and Izuku got closer together. That's how you noticed that whenever you were around Izuku you got weird feelings in your tummy. It didn't hurt, it just made you happy. and nervous at the same time. You understood what was happening but, you googled it just to be sure even though you already knew the answer. You had a crush on Izuku but, that made you pause. Would he even want to be with you? Would he become like Katsuki and begin to bully you once he got the quirk? That was a crazy thought that you got rid of quickly because he knew how it was to be quirkless, considered the bottom of the totem pole. You stood quiet though about this crush of yours choosing to watch him, talk with him, and get him cute little gifts. You asked your mom for advice and she was excited to help you out. You had done everything right up until the day of the placement exam. It was 5 AM and Izuku had eaten All Might's hair which was unexpected. You had waited for All Might to leave to try to make a move.
 "Um, I'm not good at feelings and I'm sorry if I am doing too much or making you uncomfortable but, um, you are going to do great today." You paused to take a breath and gather your thoughts "I know you are going to get into the hero course. You deserve it and um." You decided it was too many words and so you closed your eyes and leaned in to kiss his cheek. You kept your eyes closed through the silence. You weren't sure what you were supposed to do now. Is he going to hit you? Is he going to stop being your friend? Did you mess up?
"Open your eyes Y/N." His voice was gentle so you opened your eyes slowly only to open them wide at the big smile he had on his face. This means you didn't mess up then. You were right. "Can I kiss your cheek?" You stood there stunned but, nodded your head with a smile. You stood still as he leaned in and planted a soft kiss on your cheek. "Thank you." You were confused as to why he was thanking you.
"Why are you thanking me?" You should thank him for not getting upset and liking what you did.
"For choosing me. For allowing me to be close to you." Of course, you guys were close but, you wanted to be his boyfriend. You should ask him if he's okay with that. 
"Is it okay if we can be boyfriends? I don't want to share." He smiled at that pulling you in for a hug. It was awkward at first but, you wrapped your arms around him once he rubbed your back. He smelled like sweat and pine. 
"Of course, we can be boyfriends, I don't want to share you either." You smiled big at that starting to giggle. He joined in giggling with you as the two of you kept smiling and hugging. Soon you pulled away remembering that he had a placement exam to take. 
"I can wait for you outside of U.A, I'll walk around until it is time for you to come out." Izuku smiled and nodded at that. 
"I won't keep you waiting." You smiled at that and decided to kiss him another time on the cheek. You weren't sure what was going to happen in the future but, right now he was your happy place.
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ziauhh · 2 years
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Void success story part : 2 ♡
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Hello motherfuckers 😏
So i shared my void journey in my previous post and you guys loved it so here i am with a part 2 bitches, but this one is gonna be more of my life after Void, also it can be a lil cheesy or intense for some people but i don't give a fuck i am just warning you, so let's go my whores 😭
Okay so it's the day two of me with my desires so i woke up the next morning and was as excited as the day before, again how can i forget to check up my phone so i did and again how can i not get notifications and my BF's sweet good morning message ( i mean best friend, honey it's only the second day don't you get that far ) and i was again drooling over him like he is so hot and handsome 🥵 ( we know it bitch now stfu ) and i also got a notify that i got 50k in my bank like what the actual fuck ! then i realised that i have a motherfucking math exam today but i wasn't scared of it ( like before i used to suck at math ) I hurried up got ready for school, then i told my mom to drop me there but she was like " You are such a lazy ass just go by yourself honey " and i was so confused why is she saying that but then she said go by your car okay do your exam well, then realisation hit me that i have my OWN CAR I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE IT I FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DRIVE ( before i didn't even knew how to start 😭 ) i went to the garage and I WAS TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK it was a BLACK RANGE ROVER i went inside it took a brief view but i don't know why i wasn't feeling nervous or scared i started the car drove it all the way to my School but this time i wasn't the one who was too stunned but my friends they were like " OMG ZEE IS IT YOU, WE THOUGHT IT'S SOME MODEL OR CELEBRITY COMING DANG IT 😱 " Lol they all were staring at me like they never saw me before or am i really a celebrity 👀 hmm whatever i went to my class gave my exam it was easy af like i thought someone already gave me a copy of the question paper and i know all the fucking answers 😭 but when i would take breaks from writting all i found was lots of STARES at me, people weren't giving a shit about their exam they all were busy staring at me ( not trying to do showoff 💅💩 )
OKAY then time skips up to evening i was watching Bridgerton, then my mom ordered me to go buy some groceries OK MA'AM AS YOU SAY 🙂
At the grocery store : I was busy looking for stuffs and then this girl comes to me and starts talking she was so cute and extremely nice but then what she said made me loose my words - " well zee are you umm ...... Straight just because i found you so attractive and forget to tell i am a bi* so ........ ) my face was just like this emoji 😳 wtf what am i suppose to say but then i told her yes i am straight as a board and ran away 😭 she giggled and said bye like tell me wtf was that. yes i manifested being attractive but forgot i manifested being everyones crush EVERYONES FUCKING CRUSH but it was a cute interaction ( omg this bitch, i can't with her )
At night: i went out with my friends for a dinner to a really nice restaurant and found these really fine boys who are from my school they are those hot basketballers every gurl be a slut for, so they noticed me and started waving at me i did the same, then when we were outside the restaurant they came to have a conversation and one of them says " you are looking so hot today zee " i was blushing like a tomato LMFAO then i heard another voice which said " SHE ALWAYS LOOKS HOT, IT'S JUST YOU NEVER NOTICE IT ,BUT I DO " and guess what he was my fucking BF ( boy bestie huh you right 😭 ) this was the first time i say him face to face and i almost fainted bitch he looks much better in person ( will u please shut up 😑 ) i lost my mind their and even my heart ❤️ ( this crazy ass whore )
Yeah that's all happened that day and a lot more every single day, do tell me if you want more of ummm this yk what 🙂
Other things i manifested from void:
Attention 24/7
Confidence 25/8
Ear piercing
Gold earing
Trip to maldives & hawaii this summer
Desire friend group
Driving skills and license
Other skills like - swimming, sports and cooking
Being able to speak different languages
Few beautiful prom dresses
Motivation:
If you say void is easy, then why people struggle getting in ?
- Because honey you made it hard, tell me is it hard for you to breathe or to drink or to walk noooo right because you know it's a part of you, you control it then why you don't think like this about void when yk it's within you, it's a part of you your mind.
How should i clear my mind, when will i know my mind is clear ? Is there any other method to clear mind ?
- you just do a meditation or breathe work and yeah your mind is clear is that even a point to stress on, void is a deep meditative state and to enter it you need to be calm and clear. And what you think if you can't even breathe can you do anything else huh ?
How will i know i am in void ?
- you will know it just trust your mind, when you go to your room yk that you are in your room not in a toilet, when you go to your friends house yk that you are there not on mount everest then why you wouldn't know when you will enter void.
If people went into void and then know they can manifest for others then why don't they manifest for the people who are unable to go into the void ?
- yes ofcourse we can manifest for others but i don't want to make you handicap, Do you take my help to breathe, to drink, to eat or do write those long ass asks...... NOOOO you don't then why you need my help to enter void didn't i told you it's as easy as doing these things then why you need my help. Afterall you are GOD ! GOD never takes help babe !!!
I have been trying to go into void since ages but i can't 😭
- yes you can't because you keep making excuses, you always try to enter void but never do, you think today for sure i will enter the void and wake up in my new reality but when the night comes you think i am too sleepy let me sleep tonight i will enter void later maybe tomorrow or after that, you over complicate things like hell you be asking me how should i clear my mind, shall i sleep on my back or front, what should i affirm, when should i enter, shall i keep my eyes close or open, can i manifest this, can i manifest that 🙄 bitch now really stfu if you guys be asking me all this in my asks they do also ask me ...... can i eat, what should i eat, how can i drink water, can i go to washroom, how to use a toilet paper, how to write my name blah blah blah... Because doing all these daily routine things is as same as void, it's just we realised it now that what void is, rather this void would have been a simple habit like any other.
Plot twist : It still is as easy as anything PERIODT !
Also if you keep making excuses like i have adhd, my house is not quiet, my parents don't allow me to use my phone how should i listen to the meditation, i try to clear my mind but thoughts still come, i try to make my body still but it moves anyways, i got scared, i need a final push etc etc THEN I AM TELLING YOU, Y'ALL WILL DIE LIKE THIS I SWEAR YOU WILL.... NOBODY CAN HELP YOU. YOU HADICAP PIECE OF SHIT YES... YOU, YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT DOES THAT HURT YOUR EGO THAT I AIN'T CALLING YOU A GOD BUT A PIECE OF SHIT YES BITCH BECAUSE U DESERVE IT. IF YOU WANT TO BE CALLED A MF GOD THEN DO WHAT GOD DOES STOP MAKING EXCUSES, STOP WASTING TIMES. IF YOU WOULD HAVE INVESTED ALL THIS TIME YOU WASTED WORRYING EXCUSING PROCRASTINATING I BET YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN LIVING YOUR LIFE AND INSTEAD OF YOUR ASKS I WOULD HAVE YOUR SUCCESS STORIES.
" If you still have any self respect left go do what i said and show me your face when you claim yourself as a GOD"
The End ✨
Love, zee
XoXo ♡
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chiiyuuvv · 4 months
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Hellooo could you do a xikers first date imagine :0
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• PAIRING — xikers x gn reader (idk if i used she)
• GENRE — nervous xikers, fluff, kissing on cheeks since its the first date, honestly could have been written better, yeah.
• WORD COUNT — 663
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — ty for requesting!! (Lowkey wanna write minjae)
• TAGLIST — @hyunukitty , @lil-elle
MASTERLIST! – JOIN THE TAGLIST!
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MINJAE ☆
Spent the whole day before the day cleaning up the dorm, and kicking the boys out
Makes sure youre all comfy and safe on the couch surrounded by blankets and pillows and stuff animals as he spoils you with sweet
Starts a speech about how happy he is about you being with him, but stops when you throw a popcorn at him
His arm is wrapped around you the ENTIRE time, your head on his shoulder
And you fall asleep, waking up when the boys start teasing you ♡
JUNMIN ☆
Junmin wanted to take you to the beach
You were complaining about how hot it was and he was like "oh yeah me too." And just casually takes off his shirt
You got even hotter <3
Arms wrapped around your waist as he drags you to the water
Throws water at you, even though you told him not too <3 ♡
SUMIN ☆
Sumin invites you to the mall!!
Going to each shop, trying on clothes or showing it to the other
Wants to hold your hand so bad but is scared
You found this pair of shoes that you really like but you've ran out of money, so sumin insists that he can pay for it
In return, you gotta go on another date with him ♡
JINSIK ☆
Study date because exam season is coming up
But you werent studying your text books, you were studying each other's face
Jinsik tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, scooting his chair closer to yours
He'd try to show you some random pencil magic tricks
Stops when you kiss his cheek ♡
HYUNWOO ☆
Prepared you food that his mom helped him with for his picnic
Very nervous because he doesnt think his cooking skills are the best, but he still put his whole heart into it
Almost melts when you tell him how good the food is
After your done, you look up at the stars, pointing out anything interesting you've seen
Gets up randomly to give you a forehead kiss, looking away when you look at him ♡
JUNGHOON ☆
Junghoon didnt have anything planned, he just wanted to have some alone time with you
Little unsure because it wasnt the best date ever, but you still made the most out of it
Telling you to shut your eyes so he can pluck some flowers out of a bush and hands it to you with a blush
Ends up giving you his icecream when you accidentally drops it on the ground
Walks you home, your hands brushing against each other when he finally finds some courage and decides to hold it ♡
SEEUN ☆
Going to the museum because its been a long time since you last went
Taking pictures of you mimicking the statues and paintings, your biggest hype man
Stops at statues/paintings to giggle about the.. parts.. that were there
Wraps an arm around your shoulder because he can
Stops at the gift shop to buy you a necklace ♡
YUJUN ☆
Arcade date with yujun!!
Jumping around with happiness when you get your tokens
Wants to play every game with you
You make a bet, whoever loses has to pay for dinner
But he still pays, even if you lose ♡
HUNTER ☆
Hunter likes steak, and texas barbecue, so why not take you to a steakhouse
Kinda insecure because is this a good first date?? Would you like it??
But when you say you love steak too, he feels reassured
You were talking when you had some barbecue on the side of your mouth, hunter unconsciously wiping it off for you
But goes red when he realizes, quickly looking down with a shy smile. "This is so good right!!" ♡
YECHAN ☆
Takes you to an amusement park
Offers to pay everything when you keep saying no
Feeding each other churro sticks <3
Hyping each other when you decide to go on a scary rollercoaster
And keeps saying how cute you are when you put on different headbands at the gift shop ♡
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areislol · 2 years
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omg streamer au with kaeya childe and ayato (separate) and someone in chat sends them a link and the link contains a suggestive edit of the reader how would they react? i bet the chat would be laughing so hard at their reactions💀
AH Y'ALL R SO CREATIVE??? anyways.. enjoy this!! <3 streamer! kaeya, childe, ayato x online friend! reader recommend listening to: boyfriend - dove cameron
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streamer! kaeya x online friend! reader • people send/make many edits of kaeya, many send edits of kaeya just being kaeya, and there are so many other edits of kaeya that are.. pretty concerning. • kaeya gets a lot of links sent in chat, most of them are edits of them and kaeya's viewer/fan most likely want him to react to it, and kaeya is very generous and always clicks on these links. • so it's no surprise when someone sends him a link in chat/discord, he see's it and presses on the link, you, was not in his stream because you was studying for your upcoming exam and needed some time off. • though kaeya misses you, and so does the others - they understand and allows you to do so. • when kaeya clicks on the link, the first thing he sees is a black screen that quickly fades and reveals a very.. nsfw edit. • it was an edit of you sighing with your eyes closed and the person edited it so that you looked like you was.. yea. • kaeya was 1. scared, because why did they make an edit of you like this? 2. confused, what stream did they clip that from? 3. flustered. • kaeya has NEVER thought of you like this in any way. if he did imagine you in a very suggestive way, kaeya feels all guilty n all. • after a few seconds of kaeya witnessing that edit, kaeya immediately clicks off and just freezes, the song, the edit, YOU. • but it appears that the more he thinks about that edit, the more redder kaeya gets. everyone in his chat is either pointing out hos red kaeya is and blah blah blah. • not once in his life has he ever saw an edit of you like this, normally they were normal edits, or edits that was his type, but this? oh boy.. • kaeya most likely does not tell you as he thinks that you would be uncomfortable. • but sooner or later you find out as someone told you. • you can tell kaeya is apologetic. the way he looks worried and nervous makes your heart swell, kaeya's so mindful <3 • kaeya makes sure that you're fine with those types of edits • but secretly he warns tells his fans to not do those type of edits anymore. • but kaeya also secretly likes it??? kaeya feels so guilty, he wants to respect you(and does) and yet here he is, that edit stuck in his head. • the edit is, still to this day, in his mind.
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streamer! childe x online reader! reader • now childe has seen MANY things on his fyp, twitter and literally any social media. • it's not rare for his viewers to send in some links for him to see, and it seems like today was the day childe decided to click on this one particular link that had YOUR name in it, at first - childe is concerned, were you hacked? did you get doxxed? so many thoughts swarmed his mind. • it was only a matter of seconds before childe clicked on the link, and there it was. a VERY suggestive edit of you. • at first, childe can't even comprehend what he just saw, the edit, the way you looked so, ethereal despite the edit being very nsfw. • nothing mattered to him in that one minute - just you. • the way you looked, the way the song matched what you did, EVERYTHING, in that edit made him and his heart flare up. • his chat was going wild, many commenting on how he looked constipated(...), how he was really red, many were shocked with what they saw too. • eventually, mikey regained his composure and apologizes to his viewers for zoning out - while scrolling through his chat, he finds many comments on he looked "really red" and right there and then, childe felt so embarrassed. • childe knew that his fans would be cropping that moment and make edits with them, he knew that YOU would see them as multiple people would be @ing you on tiktok and on other socials. • childe tried to make it seem like he was just shocked and surprised and not flustered or "in love" but obviously, no one was buying it. • childe's face morphed into a what you would call a "mortified" face, he saw YOU, in a suggestive edit. now he feels so guilty.. • the first thing he does when he ends his stream was text you, "hey y/n, i uh have something to tell you" "what's up??" "i saw a, uh very suggestive edit of you. one of my viewers sent a link and yea i saw it. are you okay with those type of edits? do you want me to tell my fans to not do that - like ever again??" • HE'S SO SWEET OMG- • you answer his text, and while doing so, your face was so love struck. "it's okay childe!! i dont mind mild type of suggestive edits, but anything that's yk, out of my boundary - then please do so." • childe responds with a "okay love <3" • *@U#W(A im ok. • probably discusses these matters on stream and on tiktok. everyone is understanding and the person who sent that edit apologizes, and they are forgiven and happily ever after. • but in private, childe saves the video - not bc of the meaning behind it but the way you looked so beautiful in it <3
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streamer! ayato x online friend! reader • not only is ayato famous for his gaming skills, but also for his looks. • majority of ayato's viewers are only there to see his handsome face(most of the girls) while the rest of the male gender are there to see his gaming skills and hear tips from ayato. • it's not often ayato witnesses edits of him in a not so friendly way, ayato actually doesn't mind. • one day, during a stream - someone sends a link in chat, and ayato who was just looking through his chat to interact with his fans noticed the link and stared at it for a few seconds - deciding whether or not if he should click on it or not. • but in the end he clicks on it and it takes him to a link, a tiktok link, and the video that he saw had you in it. • the first thing ayato sees is you, rolling your eyes and someone SLOWING IT DOWN AND ADDING OVERLAY TEXT OF A VERY SUGGESTIVE LYRIC. • ayato almost out of instinct(whenever he comes across these types of videos) closes the link and just stares at his webcam, and everyone could see his fear, confusion and a hint of denial. • though ayato may seem reckless, carefree and full of himself, he's actually respectful and does the bare minimum when doing so.(unlike some other men) • everyone could see his scared and confused face slowly morphing into a more flustered face. • if you could travel into someone's mind, and if u just so happen to come across ayato's.. inside ayato's mind, is just full of you, you in that edit. • ayato had many questions, who made that edit? why did they decide to make an edit of you like that? when did that even happen? • eventually, you joined ayato's stream and as soon as you join you see ayato, sitting there - looking all focused and confused. • you question why ayato looks so constipated and blah blah blah and everyone tells you what happened, at first you was shocked but everyone could see that little smirk you had. • did that edit of you really make the ayato like this? (the power you hold..) • when you snap ayato back into reality, he. IMMEDIATELY. APOLOGIZES. • you have to reassure him that it's okay, you also tell him that u want to see the edit. and ayato reluctantly does so, honestly, ayato is not complaining when he sees these types of video with YOU in it. • but he doesn't like very very suggestive edits, just mild is enough. • he doesn't care about sex or whatever, he only cares about you <3 • any nsfw+ videos he sees, whether it's on tiktok or twitter or just anywhere - he almost instantly blocks them and just scrolls. • he makes sure that those types of videos that include you in them is minimized, even if you say it's okay - he still wants to make sure.
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u got them in a chokehold frfr a/n: if u enjoyed this pls go check out my other genshin hcs/like + follow + reblogs r appreciated!! note: im still feeling quite tired, so i really apologize if some things dont make sense, i also didnt proofread this so pls tell me in dms if i did anything wrong ^^ enjoy loves <3
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hllfireclb · 1 year
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The reason why Eddie still hasn’t graduated isn’t because he‘s stupid. No it’s because he‘s lazy and afraid of leaving Highschool.
We all know that the "real life“ starts after Highschool. You have to get a job, earn money, move out and eventually start your own life. Eddie‘s just not ready for that. He‘s been living with his uncle Wayne ever since he‘s been 10 years old. His mom died and his father ended up in jail, that’s why no one had ever taught him how to do the most basic stuff like: doing your own laundry, cooking, cleaning up, bla bla bla.
That’s also one of the reasons why his room is always messy. Wayne is working most of the time, when he gets home, he makes some food for the next day so Eddie won’t eat unhealthy shit and before going to sleep. Eddie knows Wayne can barely keep his own life together, working hard to earn enough money for the two of them. That’s why he started selling drugs, so that he can help Wayne out a bit he always tells him he made some extra money during one of his shows at the Hide-Out or when he drives to a bigger city outside of Hawkins and plays on the streets, so Wayne won’t worry about him even more.
So Wayne‘s never at home and as I said before: Eddie. Is. Lazy. That boy wouldn’t touch a book that’s about school, if no one forces him to read it. That’s the reason why he‘s bad at school and fails most of his exams. He also doesn’t really sees a point in graduating because he has no "realistic" idea of a future job that he wants to do after school. It’s his dream to make enough money with his band, to be a star and to inspire people with his music and his own story. Because oh sweet Eddie knows, he‘s not the only one with a cruel past. But most people basically everyone he has spoken to except of Wayne keep telling him how stupid his dream is. That he‘s not talented enough and that he won’t survive like that. Wayne‘s the only one who supports him. He said that he thinks Eddie definitely could be a rockstar but he should get a proper job first, just so he has some money safe, in case his dream doesn’t work out like he has planned.
Eddie eventually gets his ass up and tries to get a job so he can help Wayne with the money. He send out requests to a Music Store, Instrument store, a car workshop and lots of other shops…but no one wanted him. Yeah it‘s amazing to have that Munson name. So after literal weeks of searching he ends up, working in Starcourt, in the Scoops-Ahoy icecream shop, to be exact. He didn’t want to start working there but Wayne said, he‘s going to kick him out if he won’t start making his own money.
Steve and Robin, two other teens from Hawkins High, weren’t a big fan of the idea of working with the Eddie Munson either, but after getting to known the real Eddie and lots of making fun of each other because of how they look in the uniforms, they eventually became friends but they‘d never admit that of course.
Six weeks pass and Eddie actually loves his new job, it may be not his dream job but it’s definitely something that’s more fun than putting food in shelves in the next, near supermarket. He has new friends, the customers that were scared of him started to actually like him, he finally can help his uncle by supporting him with some good earned money. And the most important part, he finally got to known the pretty girl from his English and math classes.
You.
Because turns out, Steve and Robin have been your best friends since middle school and you visit them all the time during their lunch break. Eddie, as a new member of the Scoops-Ahoy crew, had to be introduced to you as fast as possible. So here he is. Standing behind the icecream counter like a nervous kid, Steve is standing beside him as he gives Eddie a little grin. "No need to be nervous Munson. She‘s going to like you" he tries to calm the long haired man to his side down a bit, but of course it doesn’t work. "Oh shut it Harrington." he hisses through his teeth when the shop door opens and your presence takes in the whole room. Eddie and Steve immediately glance over to you, seeing you walk towards them with that pretty smile of yours.
"Hey Stevie! Hey Eddie!“ your smile is brighter than the shining sun as you put the small bag with sandwiches inside on the counter in front of you. Oh holy shit you know his name..he definitely wasn’t prepared for that.
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(Sorry for any typos <3)
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obsessedwithseb · 1 year
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Siblings frolics
THIS IS A TICKLE FIC
pairing: big brother!Bucky x little sister!reader
Warnings: none
Word count: 1008
Summary: ever since Bucky’s found out he has a little sister, his life has been flipped upside down and responsibilities were now a daily thing to do, he hasn’t had before.
A/N: since I got through all of my exams in some way, I’m now back with a fic, trying to bring some joy in other peoples life in case they need it <3
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It's been months after Bucky has found out he has a sister, you've been found in the ice close the place steve was found years ago. The scientist's doesn't know how they couldn't have find her earlier, but at least they did. Ever since this day, Bucky was put under immense responsibilities since he's the only close relative left, and his sister was young too - minus the years she's been buried in ice. Counts 16.
For y/n it wasn't this new of a situation, despite all the new technologies and how the world had evolved, she still felt like she's been with her brother just yesterday. Sadly enough Bucky couldn't remember her anymore after his torture including brainwashing, he felt terrible for it, but he doesn't want to worry her. So he pretend until memories flood back into his head. There has been a few mischievous things she's done already, knowing how to get onto his nerves, yet, he didn't mind at all, he was happy to build up this sibling bond all over again.
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A dull pain went through his nerves after something hit his head. His eyes shot up from his newspaper to his little sister standing behind a corner. The living room of the compound might be big, but still not big enough for y/n to be intimated by the size of it.
"Did you seriously just shoot me in the head with a nerf bullet?" His tone was rather stern, but the one sided grin his lips drew across his jaw didn't make it sound as bad. Y/n started to giggle just slightly at the reaction of her brother, smiling stupidly to herself while taking the chance to run away. Bucky shook his head, his eyes starring at the nerf gun she left behind on the floor. This kid really got some trouble going.
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Bucky was just closing the fridge when his sister stood behind the opened door and waited for him to close it, only to bark out a loud noise which made him startled. His hand slammed up on to his chest where his heart is located, smiling relieved when he noticed it was just his sister. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath before facing her with a vicious glare, immediately y/n blurred out nervous giggles and again, like she always does, runs for dear life. Bucky could have ran after her, but instead he waits for the perfect moment to pay back her little antics.
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Bucky knew that going for a nap on the couch might be a bad idea, but he didn’t sleep well last night, nightmares were haunting him again. He fell asleep on the couch quick, snoring dreamily in peace. Y/N didn’t know that her brother was struggling with his past, obviously he hasn’t told her, he doesn’t want to scare her.
It was the perfect opportunity for y/n to play the next shenanigan on him, just didn’t she know what to do next, she ran out of ideas slowly. She approached Bucky on the couch, his human arm was rested above his eyes to keep the light out of them, his tummy lightly shown since the shirt rid up. She giggled quietly and held her arms in front of her body, her hands formed into crawls and soon, she shoot them into his body. Shaking and wriggling into his body when he suddenly woke up with a gulp. He knew he shouldn’t hold her wrists in his large, strong hands to keep them from breaking, but he had to stop this torture she’s doing to him.
“youhu little n-nag!” He cackled and grabbed her waist, pulling her on top of him first before twisting the both of them, her now lying down on her back. By her face, Bucky could tell she knew about her luck, she was being faced with her own medicine just now.
“Any last words?” He asked, tilting his head with a vicious grin, “or last pranks?”
Y/N only giggled, shaking her head slowly, yet frantic. Her giggles increased in the moment her brother made contact with her ticklish skin, at the most vulnerable spot he could have picked: her tummy.
He wriggled and skittered his fingers along the sides, over her tummy, around her bellybutton. Everywhere where he could reach, always switching places to avoid her flying hands trying to stop him.
“B-Buhucky!” Helpless giggles bubbled out of her which de- or increased depending on which spot he’s attacking.
“Mh? Something wrong? Need anything?” Playing dumb on purpose is definitely something he always did, even back in their days he played dumb all the time. Or did he?
“Shuhut uh-UHUP!”
“Oh? Didn’t know that you can play piano on those ribs!” Obviously, Bucky would start tapping on the ribs like playing the piano, unfortunately he doesn’t know how to play it, because y/n’s giggles slowed down, the tapping didn’t tickle at all. This made Bucky rise an eyebrow. “where did those giggles go?” Playing dumb again.
He shoot back into his favourite spot, y/n’s tummy, the giggles that elicited this spot were music to his ears. He didn’t know he needed someone like y/n, a sister he could annoy and cuddle whenever he feels sad or alone. Once he got warmed up with her more, he knew he could tell her everything, especially the truth.
“There their are!” He cheered and shook his claws on top of her tummy, she arched her back in ticklish agony. Sadly, she couldn’t take any more, her laughter went hoarse quick afterwards, Bucky’s clue she has had enough.
“Now that I know this secret of yours…” he said, getting off of the couch and giving her some space to recover, “I’d be careful with those antics you’re planing to do.” He winked, leaving the room to head to the kitchen.
Although his sleep has been interrupted, he wasn’t mad at all, not for the reason he was woken up to.
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