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I'm not sure if any of you care or not, but I'm officially 2 months sober from alcohol. You guys might not think it's a big deal, but it is to me. I started having a bad alcohol problem, and I was drinking all the time, and I think this is a big accomplishment for me. Drinking did nothing but cause problems for me, and now I'm sober and living my best life. I appreciate anybody who's been there for me through this process. 🥹🥹
This is one of the more special poems that I've written recently.
Sobriety has been a very big journey. Obviously, nobody is cured from addiction, but there comes a time in the healing process where you look around at the life you've managed to get back on track and start to wonder, "now that it seems like this is under control, what's next?"
This poem is kinda about that. Rather than feeling like things have been ending lately, I sense a new journey is about to begin and I'm scared to embark on it because trust is a tricky thing for me, especially when it involves the universe let alone other people.
The thing is, I know that whatever this next step holds for me, it has the potential to help me grow like never before. I have hope for the future which is a foreign concept that makes me both fearful... AND excited.
Whatever experiences lie ahead, this poem expresses that I'm ready to jump in and see what's waiting for me just below. 🥰
I had a very scary dream last night. I’m an alcoholic, however in my dream I was a IV user. I’ve never done that or even be around people using in that way. The crazy part was that my own daughter (13yr old) was the one who handed me the needles.
In my using dreams I’ve never felt drunk or high. But I felt that needle go inside me every time. It was extremely scary. I woke up crying.