All I want is to go to a trans person's funeral after they lived a full, enriching life. I want to see trans people grow old, I want us to live like the stars. We don't deserve to burn out before everybody else. When we die, I want it to be because we grew old, because we had lived.
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since I'm just speaking into the open air abt my reduction recovery, I'll do that again some more today--- I AM SO SO VERY TIRED.
my pain levels are pretty okay!! I'm keeping up on my pain meds also, but I'm just taking the basic, otc stuff. the pill guzzling is Real though. they've got me on fuckin. 7 diff types of non-optional pills. (optional being the ones to treat pain). I've got muscle relaxers but I'm not really dipping into them.
anyway, once again, I'm not high on the pain scale. but the EXHAUSTION. I'm dizzy so much of the time. I slept for 12 hours and then still felt tired all day. I've been informed I'm ghostly white, like a little dying victorian boy. body's obviously clocking some hours here.
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I think the funniest thing to come out of Dragons Rising is the fact that both seasons have a character with at least one explicitly queer-subtext moment. Sora with her name and rejecting the society that she didn't fit in with, Bonzle worried no one would accept her for who she is now when compared to who she was "supposed" to be, my friends the closet is made of glass.
I've decided this is now mandatory, at least one queer allegory every season. I'm enlisting all of you to help me enforce it. Onwards, lads, to victory
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Ello! Fiances or clingyduo for the request?
y’know those couples that go to build-a-bear and make little plushies of each other? that, but like. i took way more creative liberties with the plushies
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Hey, just a quick reminder to people in dteamblr that while you're free to make the jokes you want to make, "killing myself/ourselves" jokes can legit be triggering for people, and you really need to be tagging that stuff. I know it's all meant lightly, but I have friends who I know have been struggling to avoid that content and there's been a recent escalation in those sort of jokes going around entirely untagged. I've seen a ton of them on my dash, and I just wanted to push out a reminder that that stuff can be legit upsetting for people.
Again, everyone is welcome to make w/e jokes they want to make, but please remember to tag them for people who need to filter them out for safety!
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Might be worth trying a very temporary dye to test out having black hair? & then if you don't like it you can get rid of it without all the drama?
There is not a black dye on this EARTH that is ACTUALLY temporary and actually delivers results that look anywhere close to black.
it's either staying forever, or it's going to come out greyish blue, or BOTH if ya nasty
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🌑UtDM 1.1.7 + Beta🌕
I have no idea how to label this, LOL. I've been fixing a lot of silly bugs thanks to some awesome people, and drafting on Ch2 is going v. well! 40% done, and it's only the first week of August... .... Kind of unnerves me 😅
Because Ch2 is shaping up to be much longer than Ch1, I'm going to code each scene as I finish rather than doing it all at once and melting my brain. It'll be a separate beta version for those who want to read the story and don't mind the wonky bugs - if you'd rather read everything at once and have a much neater experience, wait for 2.0 at the end of this month :>
Anyway, you can get the beta version where you find the other version. Version 1.1.4 is all of Chapter 1, with bugfixes and only a small Ch2 preview. It'll stay that way until Ch2's full release 👀
This Beta covers:
Multiple Scenes in Chapter 2. So far it's up to four: The phone call, a chat with Malwina, your first job with Mordecai and Viktor, and a long conversation with Lottie.
There's also a few additions to the Character Creator - I am not taking suggestions for new content here. It's very low priority compared to drafting the actual story.
Being able to skip directly to Chapter 2! You'll still get to choose your Tarot reading. Please note if you chose a Tarot that normally wouldn't be available to you - i.e., choosing Star if you don't have a kid - text won't make sense. Chapter Selection is going to look nicer in 2.0 (ideally, lol).
A proper, multiple save/load system! (It can be weird sometimes!)
(Current version: 1.1.7 as of 10/1/23.)
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i would purchase a1/a2 merch 👁️👁️ i also wish to hold them in my little hands
okay i will make some for me and u
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