#so sometimes we went a week or so

[severalowls]

Oh there was a trailer for a gritty crime romance turned modern-western revenge murder thriller except its lesbians starring Kristen Stewart at the cinema and I'm completely amazed that tumblr hasn't been going batshit about it. Love Lies Bleeding.

#i guess it only premiered like 2 weeks ago and isnt out yet? #its out in the us this week and the uk in.... like a dozen months honestly its a lil fucked theyre showing trailers so soon #the arbitrary differences in film release schedules across markets is so fucked #sometimes shit is like 6 months late in the uk #sometimes we get stuff a few weeks earlier #sometimes something just... doesnt come out in the uk or us or wherever #like the green knight uk release kept getting pushed back and then iirc it went straight to streaming #despite having been previewed for months by cinemas

[s0urfangs]

Only took Fedarys and Dralsin about 9 years, 2 deaths, an uncounted number of Vampire Beast Creature attacks and a whole lotta unhealthy coping mechanisms to settle down in a little house in Echovald. I am sure nothing bad will ever happen now because they're normal and love each other 👍

#i think i procrastinated posting this lil sketch for like 3 weeks lol #considering how much i rotate these fools in my mind i sure havent posted much about em #they love each other so much its so important 2 me theyre so silly with everything #we r gonna ignore the. whatever the heck they went through for years its fine now. #sometimes a dragon crisis causes so much personal development that u and ur ex who u dont know if u even broke up with r basically soulmate #GUESS TRAUMA WILL DO THAT TO A GUY 😔 #gw2 #sylvari #silvsart #oc:dralsin #oc:fedsy #gw2 art

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 124

aint that just the way though huh

#year 4 #it me #short version my grandma went to the er last week bc she was feeling ill #suspected it to be some long covid side effects. they put her on fluids & nutrition for most of the week #saturday she was scheduled to go home #mere hours before her discharge she fell and broke her hip #so she had surgery to repair it the following day #but post op she couldnt bear to eat anything and was very tired #so they did more tests #turns out shes like. terminally ill #in a kind of vague and nonspecific way related to being Just Very Old And Frail #but there is very definitely some stuff going on inside her that WILL eventually kill her #we just dont know when exactly #but we though maybe itd be sometime this week #but today she seemed to be rallying so now we are like #okay well do we send her to rehab for her hip or does she need to stay in like a more robust care facility #and its simply a whole thing #and we would really like for her to be able to go home before she dies so she can have unlimited access to her dog #who she loves very much and who is not allowed in the hospital #idk it is just ROUGH. not unexpected but on top of the other shit that has happened this year? #my aunt recovering from brain surgery still #my dog being very old and fragile #my fucking hamster died #its just a lot!!! #cw death #cw pet death #cw animal death #cw terminal illness #day 124

[skeletalheartattack]

re: your recent tags about the gameboy sp! that boy's got headphone adapters i POMISE!!!

the magic of modern science. wow...

#ask #sapphicdroid #i did look it up to fact check myself after i reblogged the post and saw the adapters #honestly when i was younger i never knew it didnt have a headphone jack #granted the only time i ever saw one in person was on the school bus with a friend #he played pokemon blue on it and i dont remember the details of all that went on during #i mightve also seen another kid on the bus play pokemon emerald. i dont remember. #however that was my first exposure to gen 3 pokemon. as a kid i only knew about Red Blue Yellow and Crystal #my brothers had Red and Blue. and so thusly i have both games now. i... dont know where my copy of Red is though. #i have a copy of Yellow from Ebay but it loses its memory sometimes. which i think is why it was put on Ebay in the first place #Crystal however? well first i knew of gen 2 through pokemon stadium 2 #we had both pokemon stadiums for the n64. or. well. still do have them. #speaking of. sure does suck to go through the gym leaders and elite 4 in those games. mostly due to how long rounds are. #emulated it a while back and i had to use the fast forward feature a lot #anyway. Crystal. somehow i got my copy from a random coat in a clothing store. just. in the pocket. #i dont know how i managed to find it. it was either in a coat my mom was looking at or i was looking through pockets... probably the former #anyway within like a week. a kid in 3rd grade stole it from me #i... think i got to the elite 4? i remember getting to the last dude with the charizard. forgive me for forgetting his name. #but like right after i had it stolen. i got on the bus and vented to my friend and he was like ''oh i have two copies of crystal'' #and then gave his second copy to me. i forget if it was on the day of or if it was the next day. #anyway that same day it got stolen again. by the same kid. that kid stole so much shit from me #he switched schools the next year so i couldnt do anything about it #i have uhhh... soul silver now. so its not that big of a deal these days #anyway thank you for the ask :) i appreciate you telling me anyway

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight joshua and also jacob

#BTR TOMORROW !!!!! #and reuniting with a longtime friend who I like just found out is gonna be there !!! #I actually saw her the day before DIG Greenville because we both went to the show at the same arena the day before DIG LOL #and she found AOTPA on vinyl for me and brought it to me there <3 #luv her I can’t wait to see her #we’ve been friends for like 7 years at this point I think ??? which is so crazy #I hate social media sometimes but it has given me so many lovely people so I don’t completely hate it 🫶🏻 #sorry 2 get mushy #ALSO I see my other friend at red rocks on tuesday! #I get TWO HUGS IN ONE WEEK!!!!!

[9w1ft]

hi anons! you were both asking similar things, so i wanted to share an ask that i answered at the very beginning of the month that i think is a little bit related

i feel like a lot of people in the fandom at large are always moving instantly onto the next thing or wanting something new from taylor or assuming that something huge will beget something even bigger (surprise speak now announcement?! but what about 1989? 1989 announcement?! but it’s a double album right? right???), and i think this corner of the fandom is by and large a lot more grounded than that but still i would urge people to consider the perspective that we already got the thing, and it was so freaking magical, and we should enjoy the reality of that. everything else could just be extra sprinkles on a sundae if we acknowledge it in that way

#there will always be hate at karlie but separate from that i think it’s important to remember where they are at in terms of life stage. #i think that’s the biggest factor and we have known that all since may! #so personally i’ve had no expectations for this year anyway but in particular ever since may #sometimes i feel like shouting from the rooftops TAYLOR PLAYED YAIL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE BETTER HALF OF A DECADE #and KARLIE FREAKING WENT TO ERAS TOUR #like i’m just still not over that week

[8rujaa]

to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone… #i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly. #i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized… #when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function. #plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone… #i went thru all that for nothing… #and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

[unproduciblesmackdown]

mordecai is the first funny bitch like spends 90% of his time literally just standing there going "i'm dapressed" to himself while everyone in the vicinity takes potshots and then he's clocking in for the night shift where for the next 9 hours people go "god mordecai would it kill you to act like you're having more fun at the [kills you] factory"

#The First Funny Bitch as a phrase from the ''cain was the first funny bitch'' post that i will use with some flexibility. yaknow. #i love going like oh boy a coworker triumvirate. their funny little guy (other duo going ''i want him dead'') #though it's unfair to the savoys lmfao if he's at best sometimes a desk toy to them: they do at least keep calling him babygirl #and giving him special mordecai invitations (by not inviting him) to their hotel room to try to marry him #so if nothing else we do appreciate adding a ton of flair to [afflicting the autistic coworker] #in turn i appreciate that mordecai and viktor's dynamic probably consisted of mutual ''i Do Not Care if my coworker seems weird'' #but outside of that; was anyone at lackadaisy aggrieving mordecai with the style & variety that the savoys bring....perhaps not #an upgrade in that realm....and there seems to be Some mutual [i do not care if my coworker seems weird] there again too lol #even while they've all probably been working together like half a week & haven't all worn their getalong sweater long enough #and already mordecai is doing his [not just literally standing there] rogue lone mystery solving deal lmao. wild card that he is #lackadaisy #oh also speaking of [before mordecai went grr i Hate still working here; ripped off the fridge door; went & got a new Hated job] #it's pure bonus comic realm & particularly Elevated Silly Goofs genre at that; but #points for ivy having that Younger Sibling dynamic w/mordecai w/the implication she takes his forbidden condiments index seriously #and like; in general lol not even just a [it's serious when it comes to dealing with this weird guy] way. all the more powerful for that #wait i nearly forgot to mention the hot new otp: mordecai / j.j. #that's right [sad trombone] providing guy. i know enough. first funny bitch 4 first funny bitch. #[guy doing his own thing & everyone's like Get His Ass] 4 [guy doing his own thing & everyone's like Get His Ass] #and ofc because it is funny in & of itself. & basically like Your New OC. so much room to maneuver that you cannot crash #also hmm like if your nickname for someone is Maybe ''annoying mf'' does it cancel out....eh #numbers flying around intense focus like everything points to ''hatchet would directly translate to hatchette not petit hache'' #and if you mon petit hache it (read this w/such a meter that it all rhymes) #900 tons of restraint not going ''wow this is just like analyzing billions'' & by even saying i've managed to avoid as much; now i haven't

[hella1975]

i have such a reputation that four separate people incorporated pringles into my birthday gifts. be that girl

#to the point my one mate today (the one i almost ditched in that seminar LMAO) ((WAIT I NEED TO TELL YOUSE ABOUT HIM)) #anyway! he was like 'oh i actually got you something!' which given our dynamic despite RECENT DEVELOPMENTS AHEM #is so unusual like he was NOT required to get me a gift. but then i immediately was like 'it's pringles isn't it' #and he was just like 'sigh. yeah' LMFAOOOOO #and you know what? chuffed to utter bits. ive already eaten half of them in 24 hours. scranning even more as i type this #anyway back to that guy. so you know i sometimes mention my flatmate from first year who also happens to be on my course #so off the bat we've got a weird friendship bc he's not just a coursemate bc i also lived with him #but also first year halls were assigned not chosen so it's not like we were actually FRIENDS #especially bc my flat did NOTTT get on lmfao so me and him were mainly just. acquaintances who lived and studied together? #very strange foundation to have with someone. but we went all of second year barely staying in contact #and then this year we live in the same area and for the LIFE of me i cant remember how we got back in contact #but all of a sudden we were messaging every day and meeting up before lectures and sitting together in them and stuyding together etc #and we get on REALLY well like he has my exact sense of humour i know ive posted about him several times #over the past three years being like 'me and this guy are the funniest people i know' 'he would do bits on tumblr' etc #AND THE OTHER WEEK HE ADMITTED THAT HE LIKES ME AND WE WENT ON A DATE #AND IT WENT REALLY WELL BUT I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIGURE OUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM #SO IM TRYING NOT TO PUT PRESSURE ON ANYTHING and i was super clear w him also that im not actively searching for anything #so if smthn happens organically then it happens but if not it's my final year and that will always take priority and he was super chill #so i dont feel like i HAVE to make a decision just yet but we're going out again tomorrow #and it's like. even if it doesnt become smthn romantic i just really click with him?? like we get on so well??? IT'S SO FUN #AND THAT'S WHAT MATTERS! WOOHOO! pringles post derailed by a MAN. awful #hella goes to uni

[whentherewerebicycles]

WORKSHOP WENT SO WELL!!!! the students got really into the activities and just did SUCH a good job in the debrief conversation at the end. one of the students also works for our office under my coworker's supervision (although i'd never met her before) and my coworker said the student messaged her after to rave about how fun the workshop was and how good the group discussions were. and at the end one of the professional staff who worked at the center just got up and spontaneously gave a little speech about how much undergrad research had meant to him and how much doing community-engaged work helped him untangle these complicated questions and feelings about his identity and his relationship to his community. it was just really nice!! good group, very good energy, and i think/hope they are going to want to invite us back to do more programming with their students this year. fingers crossed!!!

#it feels REALLY good to be getting out there and starting to set up these workshops & talks with student groups #like it just makes the work come alive in a different way and you also get so much good input from them #on what resonates/what doesn't and also like what the barriers or points of confusion/anxiety are that hold them back #from getting involved in these kinds of experiences #plus kids are just so smart and thoughtful #and college age is just aaaaa it is my favorite age #such a moment of self-discovery and exploration and trying on different ways of being in the world #and also.. i will admit... it is easier to navigate their personalities sometimes than the personalities of adult faculty and staff #because (as i think macky said to me a while back) there's at least a loose mutual understanding of what our roles are #and what our relationship is to each other #and you get to be more in that teacher/mentor/listener/facilitator role for them #idk anyway #i'm so glad it went well it's been kind of looming in my mind for a couple weeks #but now i think we have a great template for a workshop that we can use with lots of different groups #so hurrah! and also most of my people-facing work is done for the week i just have a couple small meetings left! #but other than that it's just sustained worktime! the dream!

[fiona-fififi]

Everyone's out here wondering where Christopher is while my ass is just sitting over here like yeah, that tracks.

#when i was like 12-16 i literally spent weeks at my friends' houses sometimes #and i pretty regularly joined them on out of town trips/vacations #and i was always allowed to invite a friend when we went on vacation #still not sure how exactly we did that because we were POOR poor growing up #but i guess it was usually camping trips and trips out of state to stay with family so. #maybe not that pricey #but yeah this wasn't weird to me 😂 #did i just have a weird childhood?? #911 spoilers

[crest-of-gautier]

cannot stop thinking about this guy i went up against in turf war last night, their snipes have me completely mesmerized.... this is goals tbh!!!

#splatoon 3 #lizz.mp4 #I CANT EVEN BE MAD THAT WE WERE LOSING LMAOOO THEIR SHOTS WERE SO CLEAN!!! #this singlehandedly makes me want to play z+f again after mostly playing e-liter in the past 3 months #this guy went like. 17-0 i mean maybe that's a little overkill but IDC IM IMPRESSED!!! #a z+f who effectively uses their wall to wall me out from sniping them is so. yeah. i learned so much from them #i haven't really been gameing as much lately bc ive been working on personal projects but :) i've been having a lot of fun with my life #i think i will finish reload sometime within the next two weeks. im a bit slow bc the end of december got me emotional #but i think im ready to go back into it soon...!!!! i need to make thanatos buff. for ME !!!!! for my LOVES!!

[february-academia]

28.04.2023

So much happened this week. (In tags I'll rant about it)

N4 is coming and my prep is not at all good. Took a test today and i failed🥲. But i know my prep is soo bad,it was bound to happen. So have to study for that.

College exams are coming🥹 also have to study for that. The dissertation proposal is in the finalising stage,so that's good. But have to work on it properly imo.

Then i also proposed another research study to my professor and he has encouraged me to go for it. So,also have to work on it.

These very cutu plants in the scorching heat were a treat to eyes and mind.

Got this book from the library and I'm really enjoying reading the essays.

( correction in a tag- she scored less than me in class and she was all sad sad. With her i had to suppress my happiness at moments like these)

#here i go #so here in this clg i have 2 friends mainly they are my classmates and one is roomates also so thsi roomate is very toxic i kinda knew it #from the start but ignoted it bcs we became friends when we used to have online lectures and haven't met each other and somethings happened #in which she helped me so i was kinda obliged to stay w her. and after sometime i kinda strted feeling it. all the bad vibes #the toxicity she carry for other ppl judging them on their appearances and whenever i trued to correct her tries to manipulate things #like she jas all of the mean girl vibe but i the clown couldn't just had the courage or ways to not be w her i so wnated to but couldn't #it was all so fucked up and living w her. i changed i started judging ppl. this was so bad. she went through soem toughtimes and as i frien #friend i cared for her i was there for her almost all the times and most of the times whenever i needed her she was not. #tries to dominate always and the incident due to ehich I'm writing all this is - I'm not earing well properly well from past month she know #and last sunday i was very excited to this dish and i wanted to take more and she said very rudely how much more will you eat? i said i did #not had lunchand almost didn't eat the ehole day what's yhe nig deal abt it why tou saying and stopping me like that and she said i did not #say it she said again i did not say it with that rude voice like she can never be wrong and ppl wjom i rarely talk to have noticed that #I've lost weight but she who luves wirh me almost all the time do not know it whom I've talked to abt this don't knwo it . i didn't have #any appetite after that i just stuffed the food unsideand went outside wiyjout syaing anything 8 wanted ro puke so bad i controlled my #i couldn't beleive what just happened i didn't try to talk to her and she obviously wouldn't bcs of teh ego and then there's another friend #and classmate of us and she has a great bond w her then after taht incident she is also not talking ro me and. avoiding me in the corridor #making me feel like I'm the onw wrong here and thwse 2 ppl were not on talking term a week ago again ego calshes this other girl didn't #so yeah i got snakes here #now I'm all alone but this feels great literally like yes i cried and couldn't sleep bcs even tho i knew they are not always what they show #they were the only obes here i was able to form a bond with ( i hate this part so much now)and i care abt friendships alot but it ended #they are not talking to me I'm not talking to them. but thus whole thing made me free now I'm free i don't have to wait for them everytime #i want to go to library or to a class or to a walk bcs they wanted everything to be done in a grp #and I'm going everyday out to study to walk and to jyst peacefully live bcs now I don't have to deal with negativity and toxicity anymore #i feel myself again my trye self who was kind to ppl who wanted to just study quietly in evening who wanted to just go in class on time #i don't have to feel that if i di this will she judge me I'm feeling free with what I'm wearing I'll enjoy and celebrate all my wins #and achievements of the last year bcs i couldn't even enjoy those when i was with her just bcs she didn't got less tahn me #I'm smiling more nad I'm loving more myself to actually avle to come out of thsi spiral i didn't even know i could so yay #listening to you're on your own kid in loop and it made me so happy #that's it done. there was so much to say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope you got some idea of what's happening in my life #sending you all love and light and if you find urslf in somesimilar situation or any difficulty rn hope you get out of it very soon<3

[rohirric-hunter]

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#girl help i went on the lotro forums by accident #and ended up on someones thread complaining about how we never get any new content #i think one of my big issues with this is like. do you not have a job? or any other hobbies? #like im not shitting on people who dont have jobs. ive spent my fair share of time unemployed #but its wild that you apparently have NOTHING else going on in your life except for ONE mmo #they said there was only about a weeks worth of new stuff #youre telling me you got through everything in a week? one week #i started sometime mid december and spent a good long time playing the game #because i had a lot of hours cut in late december and january. so guess what i did while i wasnt at work #and i just finished a few days ago??? it took me two months???????? #like i dont know if theres anything that will entertain you if you insist upon blasting through everything so fast #this is a you problem and you are going to find it everywhere you go not just here #i also hate when people complain about this because i feel that the devs react to it by making endgame stuff more grindy #i dont want it to be more grindy #unlike SOME people i have a life outside this game but i would still like to succeed at it

[todayisafridaynight]

‘you shouldnt play the kiwami games before Y3’ youre wrong but ok. we call that Skill Issue round these parts

#snap chats #FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES THIS IS A JOKE but if it means you play y3 at all then its not #watching someone play the y3 remaster for the first time and i went to the comments cause i wantd to see people dunk my Game Of All Time #and Soundly And Sagely someone was like ‘dont play the kiwamis before three unless you know what to expect’ #well dear commenter i Did Not know what to expect i simply played the games in order #and now all i do is replay y3 #i know i already talked bout it but fr YIKES when it comes to the transition from YK2 to Y3 #they really set my baby up for failure like hes ugly and clunky so he wasnt gettin far anyway but CMON #why couldnt we save the cia plot for AFTER Y4 huh give my child a fighting chance maybe #i only replay y3 so much because im insane and my standards for taste are hell-deep low #speaking of i really do wanna play it with yall sometime.. but that means i need to actually stream.. #ok shoot me down if i dont stresm this week- i wanna try to do an art stream this week #idk when but if its next sunday and i havent done one we can bully me #for now im sleeping and ill prob regret that promise in the morn but ive been puttin it off too long. time to step up etc etc #ok gn

[justthatspiffy]

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#my mom's cousin calls us every sunday to chat #she is mentally handicapped and so sometimes doesn't pick up on things #and she loves talking about church #and she asks if i went to church #and most weeks i'll say nope #and she'll say why #and i'll say i didn't feel like it or i was working on a project #and today she said why didn't you feel like it #and i said it didn't make me feel good #and she said why #and i said i'm in a fight with god and we need some space #and she's quiet and her brain is buffering #and she's like will you feel like going next week #and i'm like probably not #and she's like why not #and i said well god's pretty big so a fight with god is pretty big #and her brain buffers some more #and then bless her she was so concerned if i was doing okay #and internally i was like girl i have to be we can't have this conversation #anyway lots of people describe their leaving religion experience as filled with anger #but i'm just here years of slowly slogging through mud #i might be ready for proper anger soon i think to some extent it's warranted #but idk it's a lot