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vixensajntz · 8 months

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tattoo parlor dom abby x sub black fem reader.wlw.quickie.reader gets handled after catching an attitude.begging.abby gets mean.abby nd reader have tats nd piercings.hair pulling.choking.daddy kink.abby has a pink strap.her strap is called her dick.daycryphilia.abby is also 6’1. yn is somewhat based off of @theemrsjaeger.might turn this into a series.

TALK THAT SHIT.

you just got back from your hair and fresh manipedi appointment,ready to go out with your gf for the day but that doesnt go the way you expected once you say some slick shit out of your pretty mouth…you caught a lil attitude after abby started to take to long in the bathroom…you tellin her ‘can you hurry yo bitchass up abby?’ you said with full blown attitude because you wanna go do shit and she wanna play with your time…after abby heard what you said…she looked at you thru the bathroom mirror seeing you stand there all pretty in your dress with a mug on your dolled up face…‘watch your mouth.’ she said…’ion have to watch shit.you keep playin wit my fuckin time.’ you said rolling your eyes…little did you know that response would not make you leave the house anytime soon.

now you are watching yourself in the mirror getting fed deep strokes by her 7inch pretty pink strap…your dress is pulled up to your mid back…showing off half of your back tat…your pretty pierced titties pulled out of the front your dress…bouncing with every thrust she feeds you…your phat ass clapping loudly against her pelvis with a echo in the bathroom…your wet pussy makin squelching sounds over and over again…your hair getting lightly pulled by her to get your pussy closer to her dick…her pants and underwear pooling at the mid of her thighs…her lifting your leg on the counter to get deeper in your guts…making you whine loudly…’i want you to say sorry to daddy baby’she said with a groan…the strap rubbing on her pretty puffy clit just right…’s-shit im so s-sorry daddy’you said breathlessly…her thrusts speeding up makin you not able to get anything out…your eyes are rolling back into your head…your babbling on how sorry you are…she just stares at you thru the mirror with that certain look of lust…her cheeks have a light blush comin in…the way shes looking right now has the knot in the pit of your stomach forming…making more of your creamy essence flow down the strap…’i want you to talk all of that shit you was talking earlier to me, baby cmon try it’she said with a grin on her face…’n-no im really s-sorry daddy pleasee’you said with tears forming in your eyes…she lifts up her white t-shirt pulling it in between her teeth showing off her sports bra…pulling out her pretty pierced titties…her titties lightly bouncing with her thrusts…she can tell youre getting closer by the way you are getting louder…she can feel herself getting closer by just looking at you…she licks three of her fingers with a light suck after…bringing those fingers down to your clit to get you closer to edge you have been waiting for…those circles around your clit start to make you fuck her back…having your phat ass clap even louder against her plevis…her tatted hand going around your neck forcing you stare at her in the mirror…making your pussy pulse…her eyebrows are furrowing…her mouth letting out these small moans…you can tell shes on the edge and you are too…her letting go of her shirt from her mouth but still holding it up with her free hand…’cum with me baby’she said with a low moan…those words four words bringing you over the edge…’o-oh fuck imcumminimcummin’you said with a loud whine with your pretty moans flowing in after…’s-shit imcummin too baby’ she said with guttural groan…the euphoria washing over both of your bodies…her slowing fucking you both thru your high.

‘so you gonna keep that attitude up?’she said looking at you straighten up from the “lesson” she just gave you.

‘no im not but can we still go out baby?’ you said with your toothed gem smile,that smile always making abby of course say yes.

©yeagerzprettyblnt 2023$!dont steal,plagiarize my shit,steal themes,or repost my works anywhere else without asking.if you do you will have conquences.

tags} @theemrsjaeger

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supermightyglue · 1 year

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omgg im so obsessed with your jackass oc’s. i dont have a specific headcanon request but could you write more about a main cast girl?

yesssss yes !! & thank u sm that means the world <3 i have many more ideas and am gonna post actual headcanons and stuff but for now take this very random and very specific shit

her nickname is pissbaby. i have said it before but i must say it again so everyone is aware. she got it growing up and tbh there isn’t a real reason for it other than the fact that she has pissed herself a few times

went to the met gala with knox (was def invited before he was tho)

braids pontius’ hair a lot. does his hair in general. she’s good with hair styling nd even cuts her own

was the one to receive the off road tattoo

is always paired with knox (and tremaine sometimes) for press shit

has a lot of modeling/movie offers but tbh she just wants to skate and do stunts and travel and hang out with her guys

ik i said she cant cook but i changed my mind. cooking is lowkey her love language. she’s a vegetarian but doesn’t mind cooking meat if someone wants it. a long day filming? invites everyone over and cooks for them.

doesnt cook for herself tho. the queen of struggle meals. buys a lot of cereal

also always let’s ppl crash at her place. pontius is there a lot cuz the whole living in his van situation. he and steve were in her (iconic) cribz ep

present for most of the wildboyz trips even if she didn’t appear in the episode. she loves animals and traveling and learning about other cultures so it was like heaven for her

CRAZY stupid .. like, almost as bad as knoxville. she somehow was able to get in the bullpen and it scared the shit out of everyone (especially steve o)

honestly she doesn’t like fucking with animals and doesn’t wanna do anything to hurt them. she feels bad for certain things they do and regrets stressing them out

and she can be really sweet, but with animals? she is practically a different person. she turns into such a softie

has a few doggies. all rescues and with disabilities because she gets sad when people don’t want them

probably closest to the wildboyz, especially pontius. but knox too, and dunn <3

super fond of preston too. he’s so sweet and she can’t help but adore him

ppl swear either chris or pj is her soulmate (myself included nd i cant decide who pls help me)

always down for skate sessions

is sponsored by powell peralta (and is kinda at war with bam because he thinks his element sponsorship is better)

very fashionable. an it girl. (again, i picture her as devon aoki)

super scrappy and will fight a grown man

she knows how to fall because she’s a skater but she also has gotten some GNARLY injuries. usually to her head. always has bruises

knows first aid and she isn’t a medic obv but she has been SUPER helpful in certain situations

literally unable to drive, and yet, she drove for part of the gumball rally .. she managed to genuinely scare the guys. she doesn’t have her license for a reason.

one of those ppl who genuinely does not need deodorant but unfortunately the smell of jackass clings to her

has a lot of girl friends. she is a girl supremacist. we don’t blame her.

she can be really mean sometimes but most of it is on accident. she just doesn’t have a filter. the guys don’t really care tho, she fits in

ska music enthusiast. and a deadhead

so she doesn’t puke and doesn’t get grossed out HOWEVER she refuses to take part in that yucky shit. hell no. that’s what crosses the line.

once the guys collected a cup of their mixed sweat and poured it on her and she has never been so mad. like, she gets mad, she has a temper, but she lost her shit in a way that she never has before. made them turn off the camera. knoxville was the one to pour it—no one else was brave enough. tremaine was even on the fence about it. she ended up breaking knox’s nose. he was a good sport about it. they didn’t fuck with her in that way ever again

she can be kinda mean but it’s usually on accident cuz she has no filter. but for the most part the guys don’t give a fuck and it’s funny

interviewers and paps can be really really rude and sexist and the guys can’t help but get pissed and say stuff because they love her. BUT they also know that no one is better at defending her than she is. don’t fuck with her. ever. she will practically end someone’s career. she does not give a shit

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cinefairy · 1 year

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hello hello, i jus wanted to say that ur posts these past few days have been eye opening. i’m trying not to doubt myself nd started thinking why do i want the things i think abt? i realized a lot of my “desires” was just the need to feel seen, because where i live EVERYONE wants to be seen nd show it on social media. so whenever i sat on my bed nd scrolled, i jus had the feeling that i need to DO something, shoot i’m going thru the same thing now, literally trying my best not to look back nd question if ppl are thinking abt me or want to talk to me.

idk if any of things im saying is making sense but it’s jus that i’ve been telling myself the wrong things or i haven’t been taking all ur other posts to heart (cause of doubt), but right now the post abt manifesting even thru mental health issues is rlly speaking out…nd i jus wanted to say thanks. like i’m gonna actually figure out what i want nd only focus on the 4d within, even tho it’ll be hard sometimes. i’m gonna start looking out the window like you do.

yes when we actually look deep inside and realise we want things for a certain reason it relieves a lot of stress for us. i think in this community we forget that we’re humans who also just want to be seen, heard & loved.

sure it may be hard sometimes, but it’ll get easier. it will. mental health issues are insanely hard and i dont want to sugarcoat it, but taking it day by day. being patient with yourself and your mind…it’ll do you good.

also aah im happy for u anon.

#ask

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moving-to-dreamwinged · 6 months

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guys things r just not going wel for me atm i need to vent a lil just to organize my thoughts 😭 feel free not to read its just gonna be me stressing, /lh but like still annoying prolly

list of things to be anxious about rn

my skin is breaking out worse than it has in weeks it hurts sobaddddd

im on my period . wah wah

can't find my birth control (?). i get so out of whack when i dont take it and its GONE like vanished from my room. i think someboyd mightve taken it during the party nd im stressing. idrk how to get more nd i need it.

i keep fucking things up left and right like prob not necessary to go into detail or we'll be here all night but oh my god is it exhausting

realizing i literally do not experience attraction to irl ppl. long story short it seemed that way for awhile but recently ive been coming to terms w it bc i realized it's like for real true. situations lately hav made me realize that nd i feel SO broken. 4 so long i thought i was never in romantic relationships bc i was unloveable. now i realize it's literally all been me this entire time and thats WORSE. i have the innate urge to push ppl away and cannot fathom being emotionally or physically intimate with them EVEN IF they meet my crazy high standards. its loselose for everyone. i feel genuinely broken and i tried to mention it to my parents (in like way less certain terms bc i didn't want them to think im crazy) but they just laughed nd were like "yeah thats strange." i want therapy for it+ loads of other reasons but i cant realistically explain that to my parents, plus im really like okay-presenting i guess on the outside(?) so i think theyd just be baffled if i asked 2 be back in counseling. they dont even know ive been off my antidepressants for 9 months now lmfao

i probably have covid i cannot SMELL!!!!!!!!

im just stressed as hell and the scariest part is im becoming borderline apathetic about it all nd i know *exactly* how that ends up and i just cant go through that again . i genuinely cant i wont know how to hide it this time. ah well

#.vent #.not f/o related #augh sorry LONG

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ephemeralgalaxies · 1 year

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Shadow and Bone s2 spoilers

also some Six of Crows spoilers, so if you've watched s2 but still don't wanna know anything more yet about the crows than what the show has already given us, beware cause this will involve (probable) future spoilers

(once again, Wylan edition (and a lil jesper. but mostly wylan). but this time it's about the soundtrack that plays during a certain scene in episode 4 iykyk) (most of my meta posts will probably be about him. he's a cool character. and he's me but that's beside the point) (me as in ND with tics, sass, and way to much random fact info than is for his own good but sometimes actually proves very useful but not in the way you'd expect. usually in a quite disturbing and confuzzling way)

last warning for spoilers under the cut bc I am absolutely picking apart as many frames as I can

OK OK YES THIS IS ABOUT THE KISS SCENE BUT SPECIFICALLY THE MUSIC THAT PLAYS BEFORE/DURING. Bear with me here, this is gonna be quite the trainwreck as I am running on adrenaline from sleep deprivation and also like two oreos.

To start off, the song for this scene is The Night We Met composed by Joseph Trapanese (spotify link).

Alright, first, the way this song just blends so nicely from the scene with Pekka Rollins in the cemetery to this one just *chef's kiss* (ofc we get quite the gap in soundtrack between the end of that scene and once this song starts playing, but they still arch together pretty well) In fact, I almost thought they were the same, or at least same motif (it tries to be a major key song with lots of accidentals/minor-falls/glissandos to make it more angsty dramatic). Which, shouldn't mean that much from a distance... but oh boi does it make my mind stir.

That song (labeled by Netflix CC as "dramatic music" lmao) surfaces when Pekka Rollins and his crew are scouring the Black Veil Cemetery in search of his son, Alby Rollins. Ofc, he finds him safe and well just as the police(?) take Rollins under arrest for the murders he's just admitted to (holy shit, Kaz works fast). Like, with the beginning of The Night We Met, these are the same songs in different fonts. Which,,, may not be on purpose but is absolutely brilliant anyways bc of how much Alby and his father mirror Wylan and his father (if that mirror had shattered into a web design and had been left to collect dust and mold for decades).

(summary context just in case we do have some ppl reading this that don't know about Wylan's family and want to: his father is Jan Van Eck, a very wealthy merchant from Ketterdam. Like, Pekka Rollins "rules" the Barrel, but Van Eck (and capitalist co) run the country. But he's a shit person and an even more shit father, disowning Wylan on the basis of him not being able to read and therefore "useless as an heir" so,,, Wylan ran away ofc)

So right before this very emotional scene for Wylan, we get Pekka Rollins, absolute dumpster fire trash of a man, be a good father. aND EVEN HAVING THE MUSIC DO A HARSH FADE FROM WHEN ROLLINS NON LONGER CAN SEE HIS SON TO WYLAN ASKING JESPER WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE FREE?

im screaming so much it was perfect

So with that in context, we lead into the scene in Wylan's workshop. It's quiet now, hopeful even. You're already forgetting about abandoned sons and desperate fathers. The world is "full of possibilities." There's no music anymore, just the fizzling and clanging (Wylan, wtf do u have clanging in your workshop???). And the silence stays as Jesper talks about what he'd like to do now that he can roam the Barrel free again. How he'd like to do that... with Wylan.

But Wylan's acting weird. He should be in his element here; laid out, an open book. But he's hiding. No literally, he ducks under the table. And even after he's explained that he's feeling strange bc he was so sure Jesper wouldn't want anything more with him, there's silence. It's only when Jesper starts to back away, when he seems hurt by the idea that Wylan doesn't think Jesper would like him, that the music picks up. And I love this so much because throughout this entire scene, Wylan is interacting with the music. As if he can hear it. Jesper floats along it, fitting everything so perfect within pauses, but Wylan actually feels it. Like each little violin arco pull or harp chord is another thought in his head.

So here: the music starts. Just gentle harp for now (I think that's a harp. Or something of the variety. I'm gonna be so embarrased if it's just like an acoustic guitar or smth). And Jesper backs up, hurt, and Wylan realizes oh shit wait this actually means something to him, I've just hurt him, I have to fix this. I need to clarify. Let him know it's not like I wanted to leave, but "better to cut my losses." (and my god I love Jack Wolfe's little "I... huuuuuh" that he gives like I love it so much it's so awkward and accurate like Wylan has so much he wants to say but can't figure out how to actually get it out right).

And we keep with this pattern, just gentle (almost melancholic) harp chords of one two three four pause... one two three four pause... BUT IT'S A SORT OF ARPEGIO. BC once Jesper says "my reputation isn't entirely unfounded," the camera pans back to Wylan for the next set of notes that reach a little higher, a little different, little more noticeable. And with this frame, we get a nod and a small smile (not reaching his eyes, ofc, Wylan seems to smile as a signal a lot more than in genuine) -- this feels like confirmation to him. He's correct, his assumptions from that night are valid. Someone like Jesper wouldn't want anything more (from someone like him).

Then we stay on Jesper again, how he likes "the gamble of Barrel life" (sobbing for Wylan thinking that Jesper won't like him anymore when he finds out that Wylan isn't "Barrel life" (not really, he thinks. Not like the rest of them). We even get the more overt and dramatic lil "yeah there you go, ofc, I get that" hand motion with another nod and smile before he avoids Jesper's gaze (and the camera) again by walking off to the end of the table. He's put more distance despite being more accessible now; they're not looking across from each other anymore. Jesper has to move to keep engaging.

And he doesn't at first. He lets his eyes follow Wylan, but then drops them again shortly as he thinks on it all. He's losing Wylan here, he knows it. He needs to change this pattern up before Wylan disappears into that quite chord progression entirely. "I may very well have left you first..." Wylan looks up again, smiles and nods, still tinkering away. He's trying to engage the conversation but only as little as possible. He wants this over with, he's got his confirmation. It's all up to Jesper now.

AND OH BOI DOES JESPER TAKE THAT CHANCE.

He starts walking towards him. "But that..."

Wylan stills, looks back at him, shakes his head and looks back down. Like for a moment it was maybe maybe maybe then pushing that hope back down bc that can't be what this is.

"...was before I got to know you." THE "what wtf hold on" ON WYLAN'S FACE IM SCREAMING. THE HARP IS STILL ALONE, HE'S STILL NOT TRUSTING IT. HE'S LISTENING BUT WON'T DARE ENGAGE YET. HE NEEDS MORE.

"I can't make you any promises." VIOLIN!!!!

"Or predict what might happen between us" VIOLINNNN!!!

"But I can tell you that..." quieter violin as Jesper hesitates

Wylan realizing oh shit oh shit oh shit right along with that muddled lower violin arco note mixed with the harp chord. It's not clean like the others. The harp is catching up to the violin.

"I'd like to find out." Another weird chord (forgive me im tired and can't tell if it's an accidental or just a deviation entirely into another key but it sounds like a different key for a sec) with the harp and a beat of silence. Then the violin follows it...

AND WYLAN SMIRKS. LIKE I SWEAR TO GOD THIS WHOLE POST STARTED BC WHEN I FIRST WATCHED THIS SCENE ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS HOW IT LOOKED LIKE WYLAN REACTS TO THAT VIOLIN NOTE AFTER JESPER SAYS HE WANTS TO TRY SOMETHING MORE WITH HIM. He hides his face from Jesper, and it hits him with the arco note. The guy he likes actually likes him back. This incredible, cool, gunslinger that has his back and doesn't care or judge him for his quirks also actually likes him. more than friendship, more than sex, there's another shared thing here. Wylan can be more. But the harp here slows down, a ritardando only it actually feels the effects of bc the violin has already done its job. Jesper is worried now, he's said what he said and all he can do is hand control over to Wylan.

and then ofc my favorite "hey bro pls respond" like after that arco note that seems to be just for Wylan, like it's his own lil secret realization music, Jesper sits in silence (literally, there's only ambient background, no more actual notes) and when Wylan realizes he hasn't actually responded, that Jesper also needs confirmation, dear god he's gonna give it to him.

But the music doesn't start up again once Wylan begins to walk (run. Like he's sprinting into this kiss) to Jesper, it starts again when Jesper realizes what Wylan's doing. That he's responding. And he's responding very positively.

Now the violin is confident, steady, forceful. There's no more of that careful sliding on the bow, this is borderline staccato. And it's joining the harp. THEY'RE PLAYING TOGETHER NOW!!! THEY'VE CAUGHT UP!!!!!!! Like they've literally caught up, the two characters and instruments melting together in a new melody of the same key but with energy and passion and giddy joy. IT'S LIKE FIREWORKS, LIKE A GUNSHOT.

Then the roaring ocean, violin switching from a long-short combo to straight 16th notes fast and ready and dear god I love it. There's still that whisper of the more hesitant violin in the background, but the faster one is taking control of the piece now. It knows what it wants, has a clear direction. And saints, if that doesn't perfectly mirror Wylan in this scene. This music piece is a beautiful conversation not just between the two characters (and respective separate instruments) but also with that haunting past Wylan carries with his confidence. He knows his worth, knows he's useful. He just can't think that others would recognize this as well. A violin is not a gentle instrument (I'm sorry, but there's a reason I chose the cello). It's higher pitches are harsher, sharper. It can be beautiful, yes, but it can never have that subtlety of a cello or viola (at least lower strings of a viola). The violin is the 1st chair, the main melody carrier, the gem of the orchestra. Sure you need the others, but everyone knows the violin. Wylan knows his worth to a sharp, unsubtle point. But he hangs back like a 2nd violin position -- letting someone else take the reigns until he finally has the space (the safety) of exploding (hehe) into sound. He trusts Jesper now. Wylan's gonna play with the force of his bombs now.

At least until Jesper learns about his history. Which, I think might be another reason why we still have that 2nd violin position sound even at the end. He's encouraged, but he knows there's something he's still gotta hide. And it won't be pretty when it all spills out.

TLDR: the music nerd obsesses over the fictional music nerd way more than anyone asked for (which is at all. no one asked for this. why do I keep doing music-based metas. because I love them and can't sleep until I do them that's why). Wylan is a violin apparently but he can't decide whether he's playing along with the cellos/violas or if he's taking the reigns and filling that conductor's right-hand man spot (is it the right side? hold on. wait shit no it's the conductor's left side. whatever. that 1st chair violin thing that's really special but idc bc Im a cellist and my director switches our section arrangements all the time to play with sound). Also apparently Jesper is a harp which does kinda make sense considering it's a pizzicato sound and Jesper is very ticky ticky like most of the soundtrack songs he's in the scenes of have some kind of ticking. so,,,,,,,

#shadow and bone netflix #shadow and bone s2 spoilers #sab s2 spoilers #s&b s2 spoilers #wylan hendriks #wylan van eck #wylan van sunshine #jesper fahey #wesper #wylan x jesper #jesper x wylan #six of crows #soc #music meta #soundtrack #ost #I will never stop obsessing over soundtracks in media and how they and the film crew understand so much more about the show than producers #sometimes #most of the time #look they don't have much to work with. their whole job is to take abstract and make ppl feel smth specific with it #I am sad about the lack of crow songs actually listed on the spotify album for s1 and s2 #like i know there are some really cool dRaMatiC MuSic moments with the crows #but give those moments credit aaaaaaah #I would listen to that music when pekka searches for alby so many times. it's so good and such a perfect example of character foils #like with what pekka means to kaz and what alby means to wylan and those foils on their ends and THEN the foils of kaz and wylan just #my god im gonna write another post #not now though. it's 3am #mutuals i am so sorry

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snekverse · 8 months

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Ik in mystreet a lot of the chars are anime enjoyers but im gonna be so specific with ranking them and the type of anime they watch

Travis: bro's the type to only watch it early morning, mid afternoon because the daylight makes it more enjoyable and his nd ass needs the mood to be there so he can watch his favorite shows. He had a BNHA phase but over the 3rd seasons halfway point he became a Sailor Moon watcher and is now embarrassed to admit he only watches shoujo anime, specifically ones with a good magic system because shapes and colors make him happy /lh

Katelyn: Strictly a magical girl anime enjoyer. I think this is cannon but she's the type to only watch it at night when everyone is asleep so nobody walks in and asks why she's smiling 😭 she never watched the origional Soul Eater but regularly re-watches Soul Eater Not! because that still counts /lh. She never finished Sailor Moon because she wants to watch the movies on the TV but almost never has time alone 😭

Nana: She watches a large variety but refuses to watch BNHA because Bakugou just pisses her off so much 😭 whatever it is about him she just wants to claw his eyes out. She definitely bullies the 30 year old bakugou fangirls /lh

Garroth: watched like one episode of one-piece but didn't care for the art styke and dropped it 😭

Lucinda: girl watches death note and only death note. She just likes the plot and the skrunkly ass man that doesnt wear shoes he's funky and reminds her of one of her ex's when she was still comphet /lh

Aaron: "i dont like the voice acting" he's so picky. Genres don't particularly matter but if the voice acting is a certain way he won't watch it 😭😭

Jeffory: He put on Madoka Magica with Abby thinking it was a cute show to occupy her with when he was too tired one day to play. It in fact was not just a cute magical girl show. She isn't allowed to watch anime he doesn't do research on now no matter how innocent it looks /lh

God... all of these are so true... Aaron just like me fr lol

Travis FOR SURE is a shoujo and shounen enthusiast,, heavy preference for shoujo. He def also watched, or at least tried to watch, a bunch of classic ie Naruto, DBZ, all that wackass 90s/early 2000s stuff lol. He def doesn't watch them anymore but still looks back fondly <3

Katelyn for sure is a softie for magical girl animes and probably enjoys watching shoujos with Travis from time to time, but she vehemently denies it all. I think she would really wanna cosplay some of the characters but would uncomfy with,,,, all of it lol

Nana watches anything popular until she decides that it sucks ass, which doesn't happen very frequently but she def watched episode 1 of BNHA and gave it a HARD pass bc.. yknow.. Bakugou.. anyways she is easily the most involved in Fandom culture and for sure starts shipping discourse for fun lol

I think garroth would be pretty off-put about a lot of anime tropes/genres and would generally not enjoy it but you're so right like so many people in his life watch anime he's gotta at least try right?? Don't ask me where this come from, but lowkey he seems like the kind of guy to accidentally watch a hanime and not realize until if was too late...

Lucinda def does not strike me as someone who really watches anime like at all,, unless the art style is genuinely just gorgeous beyond reason. That being said, I think she's a huge supporter of women's wrongs and would be interested in fucked up (female) charas like Makima from JJK. I don't think she'd ever get around to watching it, but she'd like all the fanart n shit and lowkey be involved in the fandom

Aaron is spot on lol no notes. He started watching it for Aphmau’s sake and while he doesn't dislike it its only very specific anime that he does like. Literally if anything is off it becomes just about unwatchable for him

Jeffory I think started watching because Katelyn used to be SUPER into anime and while he likes it a lot he rarely ever watches, partially bc he's such a busy guy. He def talks about anime the same way a parent would yknow?? Like he's trying to be interested and supportive but he's so out of touch now that he has no fuckin idea what's going on anymore lmao

Aphmau only watches super cutesy things, and sometimes shounens. She seems like the kind of person though he can't for the life of her sit through an entire show, but she's always super active in the fandom and despite never finishing the anime and not reading the manga, she's always up to date on what's going on plot-wise (def not projecting nope no way). The only exception is Attack on Titan which she's seen in full several times

Zane is almost the opposite, generally preferring shows with darker themes and goreier visuals. I generally think he tries to stay away from fandom spaces until he's up to date, and while I think he'd prefer to read the manga before watching the anime that takes a LOT more time and his free time's limited enough as is

#wow this was a doozy for someone who hasnt been involed in any anime/manga for years lol #aphmau #mystreet #aphmau mystreet #snek speaks #asks #travis valkrum #aphmau katelyn #aphmau kawaii~chan #nana ashida #garroth ro'meave #aaron lycan #aphmau jeffory #jeffory the golden heart #zane ro'meave

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haysgrove · 1 year

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ooh i do!!! what's up with your blorbos? /gen

ok just for clarification im talking abt Licorice, Red Velvet nd Dark Choco

i just start thinking abt them and i get sad cause their involvement with Dark Enchantress is actually kind of really fucking tragic i think

but the thing abt them is that they dont seem troubled with their decisions. Well except for Dark Choco, actually lets start with him

i feel so fucking bad for Dark Choco cause the poor man stumbled upon a cursed sword that made him do really fucked up shit and he was SO ashamed of himself that he joined Dark Enchantress NOT bc it was something that he wanted to do, but he thought it was something he DESERVED because he was so ashamed of his actions. Like. This poor man felt so guilty about something that wasnt even his fault, that he started to think "i deserve a path of darkness. nothing more." and he was SO miserable working with Dark Enchantress especially bc Pomegranate made him fucking. relive his trauma as a way of punishment. but he stuck around BECAUSE HE FULLY BELIEVED HE DESERVED TO BE MISERABLE

obviously couldnt help but get spoiled w the fact that Dark Choco finally left the CoD and honestly i couldnt be happier for him. My beloved. My blorbo. I care him so much.

Now im super fucking intrigued with Red Velvet cause hes like. content with being on Dark Enchantress' side. But the more i think about it im like... okay but he didnt have an option in the first place. He just so happen to be born at the exact place and time that Dark Enchantress was there, and she took him in. Red Velvet was a terrified child of course he was gonna leave with her. And its safe to assume she raised him obviously. So the fact that Dark Enchantress was fucking filled with rage upon discovering the truth about her species and her newfound goal of destroying the witches, of course she was gonna put this view of life onto Red Velvet's little mind. Of course he thinks Dark Enchantress has a grand vision, because he grew up with it and has never heard about any other vision besides hers!!!!

He sees the flaws in other cookies and it immediately feeds onto Dark Enchantress's views, especially because he has cake traits. The other cookies call them "cake monsters", hes part cake, why would he be on the side of the cookies who call him a monster??? Whereas Dark Enchantress was not bothered by his cake arm when they first met. She gave him sympathy. So he stuck around her side and is most likely content by doing so because he hasnt had the chance to create his own view of the world. Perhaps because he knows that, even if he tries, he feels like Dark Enchantress will be right in certain ways. Maybe not all of them. But it will most likely be enough for him

And Licorice. Oh Licorice. I get so sad when i think about him. Im pretty sure on ep 13-14 we know the tiniest bit more about him but since i just started w ep 13 i dont have all the details but nevermind that

Licorice joined Dark Enchantress because he was impressed by her power, but given the little bit of background he has on his info, that he failed to get the recognition he rightfully deserved, it makes me believe that this was also a part on why he joined her. We havent been told on how exactly him and Dark Enchantress met, its not even mentioned in the story. The only bit we have is the "On his dark path, he met Dark Enchantress Cookie. The might of the sorceress astonished Licorice Cookie, and it didn't take long before he swore his allegiance" on Licorice's description

What WAS Licorice's dark path? What did he do that lead to meeting Dark Enchantress?

Also, at one point during ep 13 i think? When talking about the Licorice Sea, Licorice says "I spent years trying to get as far away from this foul sea, but where have i ended up? Back here" and also THIS text that appears when you click the Licorice Village and Licorice is on your team

and im so curious about it cause WHY does Licorice have such dislike to his hometown? and why did they use this specific sprite when making him say this. If Licorice really had hatred toward the place he was assumedly raised in, they would probably used his annoyed or angry sprite, not his sad one. Right?

So i believe Licorice wasnt recognized at all, not even on his childhood, which is what made him leave and meet Dark Enchantress. And it makes me even more sad because Licorice isnt recognized in the CoD either. Not in the slightest. Pomegranate is DE's right hand woman, Red Velvet is technically her son, so i think she has at least SOME sort of endearment to him. And i guess, she probably DID have, at least just the tiniest little bit of joy and pride about having Dark Choco on her team. Because he is her rival's son. So even if it was like. selfish?? i think?? i believe there still was some sort of pride. Some sort of amusement. And Poison Mushroom is a literal child so ofc everyone is gonna treat them softly

He assumedly saw other kids getting recognized, but not him. And now he sees his co-workers getting recognized, but not him. Which is why hes so pathetically starved for affection, for reassurance. Because he KNOWS its something that exists, but its something that HE has never experienced, and he wants it, he craves it so fucking badly

i still have so much in my mind but i just

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skunkg1rll · 3 months

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plus he rlly made it sound like he was talking to other ppl and had other options. when i tried to ask him to be more clear nd direct he basically just told me to stop bringing it up. he didnt wanna talk abt it (which i respect nd understand, ur not always in the right place to talk abt smth) yeeeeet he still gets mad abt certain things i did. even if he never communicated w me and i asked him to. i was clear to tell him my feelings for him nd tht i wanted to work whatever issues out w him. everything was just messy, nd for whatever reasoning he didnt wanna talk, communicate or clear it up. i asked him to talk but he avoided that too. so.. what was i supposed to do? i want to be his gf but im not gonna act like i am when i dont even know if he wants me or not. and now i've lost my only friend and the person i want to talk to abt everything all the time. it's just so frustrating when *i* do everything to explain my side and talk abt it, when i BEG that we communicate w eo but is still met by a wall. i feel like maybe i've rlly tried to do everything and if he still doesnt wanna see it or meet me halfway i need to start working on letting him go. even if i dont want to. even if im still lowkey delusional abt us working it out. i want a true connection and i need to accept that i cant force it. and even if i want it to be him and us maybe the truth is that it isnt him and it wont be us. maybe what i need is hiding somewhere out there.

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UM pleek advice i’m turning twenty soon nd i’m scared 🥹💔 ageism eating me alive i feel like i havent lived my teen years because Brown Parents just idk… IDK!!!! im over reacting i think but im crying everyday like my youth was stolen from me cuz abuse and insecurity and pandemic but idk what to do now i feel so lost and seeing ur posts u just seem so smart and excited about life and exploring urself so i come humbly for advice 😞

i know this feeling bc i have the same parents but like i really mean it when i say life doesn't start for a lot of people until they're 25-30+

i was blessed with older siblings and cousins in my life and pretty much all of them say the same thing. my cousins did all the fun teenager things and even so they're all so much happier now then they ever were before.

you're never gonna be 15 again, that's true. but the life you imagined or dreamed of living at 15 isn't the only life you'll ever live and really isn't even that important. you have a romantic idea of it because you never experienced it.

but you have the rest of your life. do you know how long that is? you're only 20. that's nothing. 25 is nothing. 30, 31, 32. you're just starting in comparison to the rest of your life. the only reason you feel that way is because you're suffocated and the idea that being young is everything but it simply isn't. statistically if you only live to be 60, you have 2 entire thirds left to exist.

don't listen to people on the internet who can't fathom being over 17. adulthood is only a curse if you glorify being young. and you're not even an adult. any real adult thinks you're a kid. the only person who thinks your old is a person who's sitting in calculus one who eats lunch at 10am. why are you listening to them anyway?

i don't especially like being young honestly. there's nothing i look forward to more than getting older every year. i want to be 50 with a garden. i want to spend the rest of my life being a good person. i am so comforted by the fact i still have all this time.

you are so lucky to be alive. you must believe that the time you have left is a gift.

being young is only easy for those who come from privilege. but any person with responsibilities knows how suffocatingly lonely it can be trying to care for yourself and make something of your life.

and it's because of that gradual reality that you have to believe life hasn't reached it's potential. that this isn't your limit. if you're incessantly thinking that you've wasted so much time, than how will you grow? if you're constantly chasing at teenage years that you'll never get again, how will you learn to love the fully realized version of yourself?

if you spend your 20's looking back how can you look forward to the rest of your life? is it fair to yourself to ignore all that's made you who you are, just because you missed out on certain experiences?

look at how far you've come. look at how much it's taken you. look at all this life you have left to keep pushing. i know it feels like you're meandering, but the virtue of living is gaining experience. every minute you engage the world is meaningful to your life and this isn't a hope thing but a universal truth. it is the only facet of existence that has been respected since the beginning of civilization. experience that you can only gain now by opening your eyes to whats around you.

life is hard now. you are going to do your best. and maybe your best is ugly. it never feels good enough. it's not as good as what other people do. but it's yours, so solely. and if all you ever do is worry about the life you haven't lived instead of cherishing the life you have, you're going to feel miserable and you don't have to feel that.

you'll never be 15 again not once. you'll never know what that's like and it sucks. i won't tell you to feel fine about what you might've missed because i know and i get it.

but maybe you only want to be 15 because you think it would've changed who you are now. maybe you think the you now isn't good enough.

but you are. and it is. and there's nothing to be afraid of. every day of living despite it's many solitudes is worth it. even the worst of your tomorrows are to be cherished. you are so young. a drop in the massive of sea.

but that means you can go anywhere and do anything. with time, with patience, with struggle, with tears. you have now and tomorrow. between then nothing will change. you will do it a thousand times, and then you will look back and suddenly be so different. this is your finicky existence.

the only way to not be afraid of getting older is believing with your heart that living is meaningful. count your blessings and celebrate your small joys. you have the rest of your life to do that. i think that alone is something worth celebrating.

#return to sender #i think about my past a lot #i suffered a lot #i will never gain those years back #but it's because of that i can wake up and say #im okay. im alright. there's still time #i struggle because i have to do much on my own #i cry a lot. i get sad. i feel miserable #im a human with ups and downs just like you #ill do it again tommorrow #with time i can say look at all the life ive lived #and i want that #i want to look back at myself when im much older and think #look at the poor girl. she didn't know what was ahead and she suffered so much #she went through so much for me. to be here #sometimes you're your own big sister #make yourself proud and hold your hand #live your life slowly and steadily #there's nothing to be scared of and there's nothing wasted #not a single moment you've lived was a waste. not one #you have all this time to be the version of yourself you look up to #your whole entire life to that #i think that's exciting #and i want that more than anything #so i live everday and do it little by little #and i fuck up and make mistakes but i always know there's tommorow and that makes me so happy #sorry this wasn't advice as much as it was me shaking you by the shoulders #but im really passionate because i hate seeing people my age talk with one foot out the door #it's miserable to think you've wasted your life when you haven't at all #don't be an active particpant in your misery

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see i knew being anon was the best idea because look at those people saying/implying i hate trans or jewish people. i absolutely dont hate them thanks i wasnt talking about the harrassment in the reblogs or reply's on ny post of this blog specifically. im talking about the fact that that people seem to think its acceptable to harrass others over this dumb fucking video game nd call them a transphobe or whatever im gonna quote this one specifically "Full offense but terfs/transphobes/edgy dudebros literally do this to trans people everyday and literally fight for the right to violate trans peoples' human rights" and while thats horrible you are right now using that as an excuse to, as i will quote from another person, "dehumanize certain groups to void them of their human rights". you are doing the exact same thing as those " terfs/transphobes/edgy dudebros" and thats horrible. they may be wrong but they are still human. and i feel fucking terrible for all the trans and jewish lives lost. i do. but that does not make it right to wish death on anyone else for it. even if they were the cause of death or harrassment. please reevaluate your actions and beliefs. and shout out to that one reblog on the first ask. you get it exactly. your money is going to the developers. people have every right to decide not to buy the game because it makes you uncomfortable that any amount no matter how small is going to rowling. and i was talking about small indie games. the fact that you would think that only small indie games can have bad people for its developers just to "debunk" my point is pretty sad. and one more thing. im not blindly defending harry potter. im tellling yall fucking bullying people is wrong. no matter which side your on. no matter how right you think you are. being dehumanized does not give you the right to dehumanize. and saying so does not mean i side with transphobes or anything. this is the last im gonna speak on this because i cant believe saying "dont bully and dehumanize people" is a bad fucking take, and that people are willing to put words in my mouth and assume the worst of me because im not willing to outright kill people for disagreeing with me or others even over whether or not certain groups deserve to live. fucking. amazing.

Posting this response to a previous ask.

This is why I like having anon for this type of blog.

#response to previous asks

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b4ll4d33r-06 · 1 year

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matcha dot core -> b4ll4d33r-06

(needef to make my un more autism flvr, scrunkly ref)

(used to b a monoma pfp. i am now the silly creature. bg img is me nd my cool bf as scarachode. cheesescara...used to b nui diluc..now gay ppl)

(in hindsight i look like a bot srry guys i swear im real i jus like my borbl alot nd Am Not Creative w uns)

UH PLACEHOLDER UHM AB ME OR SUMN ND UH YA

um hi im nick or eve or ophe whvr sounds cooler, um minor here um i post ab genshin i think idk im rb heavy um hi (AND TSP...I UM...IM GONNA DO THAT TOO NOW??)

also imm vv sporadic nd i mispell things alot (also i type w "f" to replace certain letters in words bc um habit then i realised its bcof my lisp somehow bleeding into text bc i keep it in alof ok um thats ab it ND SOMETIMES THEREF NSFW JKS BC UH...WE LIKE TO GET SILLY W IT...PROBABKY JUS ME BEING STUPID LMAO BUF THATS IT.

alfo pls refrain from making sefxual jks/refs to any of my art erm i draw mostly soft/goofy stuff nd erm arent realfy supposed to b taken as that kinda nsfw so um. ya (i rarelyfy post art but that might change so like. erm heafs up.) yk unless i like. say that its yea but like. ya. generally pls dont ig

um dni: uh basic criteria (xphobics) terfs swerfs uh proships stay 10 ft away from me dark content/horror content makers r welcome tho but jus not if ur Fucking Weird.(comship/proship "for fun" yall r the bane of my existence)(im nof kidding yall weird me out nd make me wildly feel unsafe) uh i canf thinof others rn endo suppprters yall r also p weird icl umppl unfer 14 and below bc tbh i jus dont vibe w u guys (nit a dunk on younger ppl im jus vv tired nd cant keep up w u guys)(im a granpa hav nercy on my wittling back nd inability to process ur vague joking insults)(literally that atom bomb vs wheezing baby meme w 13 yr olds nd my very slow nd easily butthurt autism brain) ALSO PPL OVER 25.....UNLESS I INTERACT FIRST OR SUMN???IDK????IDK WHAT UD EVEN FIND HERE ANW ITS JUS FANDON STUFF ND TSP UHHH THATS IT..(THIS JUS HAPPENED SO LIKE. YEA SORRY IFORGOT TO SAY..)

(edited!! made stuff clearer nd took out unnecessary stuffs!!! ill never make a formal/proper looking intro sorry gang)

#im sorry im very tired #its 2 am #HOW MANY EDITS IS THIS INTRO GETTING LMAOOO #got ANOTHER edit. my ass is dying #“ophelius just make a carrd” DIE.#i dont wanna make a rentry either im too lazy LMFAO

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manicpixieautism · 2 years

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okay so ive been meaning to make a post about this for a while but guess what im nd and theres always Stuff To Do but now were here

i noticed that people dont seem to know about the concept of active rest? like dont get me wrong im sure lots of people know but like i dont really see people talk about it or practice it much

gonna be a little geeky and go into a little part of my studies, but theres this thing called Maslow's hierarchy of needs, its almost like the food pyramid we all know and love but for, well, Needs

i could go into each section more deeply honestly, but the one i wanna talk about is the very bottom section, the physiological needs, that includes food, water etc. and rest, which i what i wanted to go in more depth about

most people when they hear the word rest usually think of sleep, or lounging around on a couch, something like that

those would be passive rest! yeah shocker, theres two kinds of rest, as i previously mentioned active, and passive

passive is pretty much as it sounds, just sleeping or passively laying around

now active is a bit more complicated as theres also subsections to that, theres physical, mental, social and spiritual rest

i wont go much into spiritual rest as its not really my thing thus i cant say much about but for the others, activities such as reading, crocheting, even hiking can be active rest! and thats what i dont see a lot of people talk about

the idea of writing this post actually came to me due to being a part time spoonie and ill try to explain how that connects in my head in just a second, but first a quick overview of what a spoonie is

a spoonie is someone who due to disability, measures their energy for the day in spoons, certain tasks take up certain amounts of spoons and once they run out of spoons it can be excruciating to try and do more stuff

as i said, very quick overview, but should be enough for my explanation

getting to my point, some things dont take up any spoons because theyre actually resting activities! from a personal example, last month, i had basically 12 hour shifts due to transportations, so you can guess i was So out of spoons all the time, but i still crocheted everyday and it didnt take any more energy, because for me it was an active rest!

okay this was long as fuck but what i was trying to say, dont think that when someone cancels on you due to lack of energy but emds up doing something else that its against you or that theyre just rude or something like that, activities Can be rest and uh yeah thats it i think

#i have no idea if that made sense #i think it might feel like mansplaining now that i think about #im just autistic and infodumping yall im sorry😭#sasa talks #long post

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Okay, I really want to write more about my OC's Lucy and Arani, their last story being this from months ago, though this is all written in one go so it may not be that good lol. Anyway

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There are certain logistics when it comes to moving shelter as a borrower. One if the most talked about would be being discovered, needing to move if you're seen. Another fact is that you need to move as little as posible, only the base necessities. Or maybe one would have to move further in the same house because of rodent problems or whatever. Arani is now going against all borrower logic and moving for none of these reasons.

Looking around the now mostly empty shelter, let alone for a very basic bed in case she needs to return here to rest for a while, she quickly gives it all one last check-up to see she isn't forgetting anything. Hell, even then, Lucy probably wouldn't lind returning to help pick something up. To her, Arani's house is less than a minute away from the new location, Lucy's bedroom

Lucy came up with the idea a while ago for this thing she called a "sleep-o-ver". Arani's been hesitant to the idea of moving so close to a human, but she believes, nah, knows Lucy well enough by now

Giving the shelter one last look, Arani can't say she isn't gonna miss the place, it's been treating her solid for the oast few months...though then again moving back would be very easy so maybe she shouldn't get too emotional

Heading outside into the living room through her old crack in the wall, Lucy is sitting outside on the floor, looking curiously at all the small baggage Arani brought outside. Good thing her parent's work schedules allow more than enough time for them to always be alone

"Hey, how exactly did you get the materials to make all these bags?" Lucy suddenly asks out of sheer curiosity

'W-well sometimes I dound some loose socks around the washing machine that never got cleaned up or put back with the other sock, so I thought you all wouldn't mind or see"

"Oh jeez, you've been using old socks as bags??"

"Not...mainly? I mean, one time i found a clean one and used that as a bed, nd even the dirtier once I tried to clean up a bit, it's not that bad."

"Alright, just concerned"

With that little banter, Lucy puts all of Arani's old luggage onto the palm of her hand with relative ease. To think her entire home could fit in one human's hand is...kinda nervewrecking

"What's...your room like?" Asks Arani, realising she hasnt really seen the place yet, nor any idea where to move in in the walls, though being fairly certain she'll easily find a place

"Uuuuuuuhhhh...organised in a...unique way"

"Messy?"

"...messy...but I can clean up if you're living there, I wouldnt want it to discomfort you!"

"It's okay! Who knows, maybe I could find something usable" Arani says with a chuckle

"Well, ready to go?" Lucy asks, extending her hand, filled with luggage but still space for Arani to climb on. And that's when something hit her

This would be the first time she really would get ransported by Lucy, no, any human! It should be okay, she's known Lucy for abiut 2 months by now, if she wanted to do something malicious, she wouldve done so by now. So why is the thought of sitting on her hand so...terrifying?

Arani goes blank for a while, silently staring at Lucy's hand until she's snapped out of it by Lucy

"Arani? Arani, you okay?" She asks with a clearly worried look

"Hu-uh, I, well, nl, I mean, no im cool, I-I-I'm ready" she barely sputters out and she starts to climb on her hand, which just makes her mind race even more. She could shut her hand tightly, crush Arani with ease. Or she could be lying about the new place and throw her somewhere she might never be able to get out. Or she'll throw her to her neighbour's dog just for some quick amusement, or she-

"ARANI! You look as pale as a ghost, are you sure you're okay?!"

It takes her a while to respond, and even then, she has to try her hardest to put on a brave face, not to make her feel insulted

"Y....yeah, I'm...ready" she says, failing to look stoic, almost crying, hiccing through her sentence

Its then that Lucy, instead of lifting her hand, slightly turns it so just Arni gently falls off. Did she mess up? Did she break trust with Lucy? Is...

"I'm not gonna pick you up like that"

"N-no, I'm sorry, I'll do better, I-"

"Easy, easy, I dont lean like that. Hey, look at me" Arani looks up to the huge face looming over her. She originally expected annoyance, or anger. Instead, she saw Lucy the most concerned she has ever looked for the time she's known her, almost...scared too?

"Listen...I'm not gonna pick you up if it means terrifying you. Im not sure if it's me, if it's the height and possibilty of falling off, if it's the touch, but whatever the case, I'm clearly overstepping some boundaries. We dont have to cross them yet if you can't"

Arani, hearing all this, is taken aback a bit, but also feeling like she's calming down somewhat...until she is then met with some confusion

"B-but then how will we get to your room? It would take me hours to get there without any baggage?"

"Hmmm..." after about a minute of thinking, Lucy suddenly perks up, clapping her hands quickly

"Oh, I got it...at least, if touch is the problem, but we could try! Wait here a moment" and with that, Lucy carefully sits up and walks back to her room, returning in a minute with an old toy in her hands

Inspecting the toy closer, Arani finds it to be what the humans call a car! At least, a model of one. This just seems to have a plastic inside and a few working doors. Nonetheless, its abour her size!

"Again, if touch is the problem, maybe this could help. You could just sit in there, close your eyes and ket me carefully lift up wherever. Would you like to try that?"

Honestly, in a way, uts still slightly discomforting, but nowhere near being exposed normally on a hand, and with the thought and effort Lucy is going through, she just cant resist. She thriws one of the bags on her shoulders in the back of the toy car and sits in front

"Ready" she says, smiling and holding the steering wheel. And gently, the car gets lifted up in the air. Arani at first tries to keep her eyes closed, but takes a peak for just a second and it's...breathtaking. so fast, yet so slow for a human, and the sight of everything...

Suddenly, Lucy comes in with a random question to keep conversations going

"Aren't you gonna miss the console downstairs? You'll probably need le now to get you down there, can't have a tv on my room yet" said with a joking "blegh"

"Kinda...but if I get to become closer to you, it's very much worth it"

#g/t #giant/tiny #g/t community #g/t writing #oc: arani #oc: lucy

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