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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months
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#ugh. the fucking struggle of a thing i will not talk about. its just an off shoot of one of my many#obessive compulsive tendencies. it just makes me think of my dad. like hes also a fucking anxious person but hes like. i have the thoughts#but then i dont let them control me so its not an issue. and he knos i get caught up on the structure and identification of problems so#hes always like. its only an issue if its like ruining ur life. and hes right and i definitely meet the standards of both of those things#bc im fucking thinking abt these things constantly. its in my head literally all the time. every second of the day#and i mean i guess this specific thing isnt ruining my life but it certainly isnt helpful and in combo with everything else my quality of#life is not what it could b. idk it just feels all empty which is y i became a fucking workaholic#bc i just get so fucking bored stuck in these stupid patterns that at least i can make myseld useful as i drive myself nuts#it also doesnt help that im still trying to unfuck my leg and not being very successful bc theres this fucking voice in my head like#keep moving. u cant sit down. walk around. dont stop. dont stop. dont stop. i can feel the muscles getting irritated again#its unbearable bc it doesn't really even hurt. i just kno im fucking it up for myself and i have all this excess energy that i cant get rid#of bc i cant run. anyway its just irritating#i probably triggered myself by watching the bear all day lol. its so good but it reminds me of working in a shitty banquet hall when my#brain was on fire. and theyve got that toxic workahoism that i so desperately cling to. and in a weird way i can relate tho their fucked#up mom when everyones just trying to help but shes so fixated on this thing that's clearly causing her distress but shes just screaming at#them. like i mean i have insight into my issues and i try not to let them affect anyone but me but its so hard when its like. i have to do#this thing. i have to do it. i kno its bad. i kno its fucked up but shut the fuck up and let me do this. u dont fucking understand#but i wouldn't say that bc i kno its irrational. ugh. i also have to go to a lab dinner tomorrow. maybe#no time has been listed so idk. its for my leaving so im technically the focus. hate that for me. whatever. itll b fine#at least the place is within walking distance and its like less than 3 weeks until i leave#unrelated
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soldier-poet-king · 7 months
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hello!! no pressure to answer this but i was wondering do you have any recommendations for books, specifically books that made you feel things very deeply? i know that's vague and weird but like i also love the goblin emperor/baru cormorant/similar books as you and i was wondering if you had any faves you'd like to share :) i am looking for a book that will put me in agony in a good way lol
HELLO FRIEND
okay so I am a Big Emotional Dummy so everything makes me feel very deeply, whether or not it's actually any good. So I'll try to keep it to recs that I felt alot while reading, after reading, and I think are actually good.
Also idk if you want specific genres or sticking to fiction, so I'm just gonna throw a whole whack of things at you, hope that's ok!!! I'll also try to avoid super popular recs (like trc or ursula k le guin) not because i love them less, just because you've probably already heard of them?
Hands of the Emperor - Victoria Goddard - probably my current fave book and protag, read it twice in less than a year despite it being like 1200 pages, if i loved it less i could talk about it more, and without crying. maybe it's niche and imperfect, but to ME? book of all time
The Queen's Thief - Megan Whalen Turner - fave book series for more than a decade, makes me experience shrimp emotions that nothing else will ever be able to replicate
Piranesi - Susanna Clarke - how did a portal fantasy meets psychological horror become actually the most existentially comforting book in the world
Tuyo - Rachel Neumeier - technically a series, with 3 main novels and other novels and novellas about other characters (which i enjoyed less but still), but def start with tuyo. I fully went in expecting to not like it At All and was blown away???? I wept. I still weep. I can't explain why I love it without spoilers but it's technically a fantasy war story and yet is almost entirely character driven
Wind, Sand, and Stars - Antione de Saint-Exupery -reading this rn and technically it's billed as a memoir and adventure novel but actually its an existential meditation on the nature of human interaction and the soul and definitely comes from the same core as The Little Prince
If you HAVENT read the cemeteries of amalo/thara celehar spinoff of the goblin emperor PLEASE do, in many ways i love them even more than tge bc thara is up there with kip mdang in terms of characters i cant talk about without crying because it's too personal
The Sparrow Duology - Mary Doria Russell - PLEASE check the trigger warnings, unlike most of the recs on this list, this falls way more to the side of Baru in terms of dark content, but also it's maybe the closest I've ever come to being at peace
I'm definitely missing things, but these are all the books that have made me want to chew drywall in the last 2 years. I've also linked my goodreads here with the caveat that my ratings skew high because i am very much a 'i didnt say it was good, i said i enjoyed it/was entertained' type person. also i have read a lot of trash YA. oops. like yes some of it is real bad but also some of it makes me Feel Some Things even (or especially??) when it's real bad.
Friends pls chime in with your recs, and also please rec things to me!! Am seeking new and interesting emotions previously unknown to humankind.
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our-inspire-verse · 11 months
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I've been super aware of switches and who's fronting lately. I can recognize who's voice is whos, various memories and feelings and body language. I can even almost pinpoint how people talk based on where in my throat or chest they're using my bodys voice
Its taken me probably about 2 years to get to this point and its taken documentation, constant asking myself questions and so much patience
These questions include
Who am i
What names do i resonate with
What do i look like inside
Where am i from
What do i remember
What is familiar about where im at, and have i fronted here yet(often asked at work or in my current home)
How do i know the people around me
Do i particularly like or dislike something
What are my base emotions (alters cant be boiled down to singular emotions necessarily but some tend to experience one more than others and it can help section them off)
How old are they
How many are there
Can they speak or are they semi-verbal, mute, or do they talk in ways that arent words(some use music or animal noises or just communicate telepathically)
There are loads of other questions and its not like i go through the entire list every time but things like this have helped me figure out a lot more about my system. It's about who affects what, what triggers who, and how everyone navigates the world and why.
This may not work for everyone but im hoping this resource may help someone
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lakesbian · 9 months
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the thing about "worm has so many trigger warnings in it you cant even list them all lol" jokes is that they are quite frequently annoying excuses not to list trigger warnings but they'rel ike. only 95% wrong. it is in fact extremely fast and easy to list the broad overarching trigger warnings but i have still yet to see a list that remembered the sole part that hit on something that i actually find unpleasant. there's so much miscellaneous shit in there that it is genuinely sort of impossible to, off the top of your head, remember Literally Everything in there that could make someone go Heugh. i believe in my ability 2 make the worlds first totally comprehensive worm tw doc though when i reread it tho.
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Fandom song animatic tournament: Bracket 2 Side A
Stray Italian Greyhound - Vienna Teng
"I'm not that kind I'm so good at shooting down any notion This tired world could change It's all been bought Well at least that was my line No use in spending all that emotion when there's someone else to blame"
No Children (I hope we both die) - The Mountain Goats
"I am drowning There is no sign of land You are coming down with me Hand in unlovable hand And I hope you die I hope we both die"
Remember that we're voting on how Iconic they are for ANIMATICS, not for the song itself. In order to make things fair, the tone and mood of the song should not affect how iconic it is (for example, a serious song should not be considered more iconic than a joke song just because it's serious)
Propaganda and animatic links of the songs under the cut:
Stray Italian Greyhound - Vienna Teng
Propaganda:
arguably got a decent amount of people into the magnus archives fandom and its a banger
Animatics with the song:
The Owl House Huntlow Animatic
The Magnus Archives
Good Omens
Our Flag Means Death
Pokemon Legends Arceus AU
The Owl House Lumity Animatic
No Children (I hope we both die) - The Mountain Goats
Propaganda:
cmon. its no children. its AMAZING. the VIBES... the LYRICS.....
You're not a real fandom un til you have "hand in unloveable hand" as the title for every other ao3 fic
Not only is this song, like, objectively really really good, but it's been absolutely put through the ringer in terms of fan creations.
There's a video online somewhere of a whole group of people singing it alongside the person who made it (i think its just audio which makes it hit harder tbh) and it fucks me up so bad actually. like its a whole community of people rejoicing and in its own sense that's beautiful but the fact that its this song of all things is so depressing yet unifying at the same time it gives me so many emotions
AND IIIII HOPE WHEN YOU THINK OF ME YEARS DOWN THE LINE YOU CANT FIND ONE GOOD THING TO SAY AND I HOPE IF I FOUND THE STRENGTH TO WALK OUT YOUD STAY THE HELL OUTTA MY WAYYYYYYY I AM DROWNING!!!!!! THERE IS NO SIGN OF LAND!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE COMING DOWN WITH ME!!!!!!!! HAND IN UNLOVEABLE HAND!!!!!!!!!!! AND I HOPE YOU DIE! I HOPE WE BOTH DIE
It makes people make animatics about divorce/divorce-adjacent situations, which makes it swag and awesome!
Animatics with the song:
The Owl House Alador Animatic
Don't Hug Me I'm Scared
BNHA
Mob Psycho 100 Mob and Reigen Animatic
Bojack Horseman
DSMP Quackity and Schlatt Animatic
Please be cautious and read the title, description and warning cards on the animatic videos if you decide to watch them. If you've got specific triggers I'd recommend even more caution when watching animatics of fandoms you don't know, since sometimes canon-typical themes don't get warnings.
Please keep in mind that I don't know all the media and fandoms of the animatics provided as examples and I don't have the time (nor the will) to research them all. Don't come into my notes or my ask box complaining about them being included, I will simply block you. If a ship animatic included is about an adult and a minor, do tell me and I'll take it out of the post
ALSO keep in mind that I don't know all the artists submitted; in fact, even if I do know them I do not know absolutely nothing about them as people (I do not have twitter nor tiktok) and I could not POSSIBLY have the time to research ALL of the artists' controversies and what came of them so PLEASE don't flood my inbox with the artists' entire crime list.
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pommay · 2 months
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Things I Noticed As I Reread SSSS (and some theories) ep 2
@sirenadeillustrationcomics really seemed to love this and wanted to see more so i decided to continue this and making this a series (hopefully). Some things i noticed, though a lot of people probably have noticed them already.
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In Tobjorn's flashback we see his wife Siv working on a vaccine with her colleagues (in front of some very unsuspicious trolls concealed in what i'm assuming is freeze juice) listing some side effects. Meaning they were actively testing the vaccines on people. I don't like the sound of the peoples bit but cosmetic companies and many of the sort are known to test the products on people. Scientists measuring venom potency mainly test them on domesticated rats or mice (sometimes on people too). Vaccine tests are done on people in something called "clinical trials", but the people have to give their expressed consent, but sometimes information is dodgy about this. Who were the clinical trials is the underlying question.
They could just be using rats to test it on, because i don't think anyone there would want to do this on people (or anyone outside willing to donate). I know that some people are fucked up enough to do this to others in the real world, but i just cant imagine anyone in this story doing this. Knowing that Danes are obsessed with reclaiming territory (and possibly restoring the known world with the vaccine if they are *that* ambitious) some brave souls maybe have stepped up to be the clinical trials. Since Denmark's population is already low i imagine that one of the causes is the clinical trials. Maybe its not just Danes who volunteered, but Swedes maybe
Since they pride themselves on their achievements (and seem greedy enough) they could have consented to this vaccine finding mission only with the promise of being paid generously, or just name dropping them in the newspapers. I don't really think this because some Swedes like there life for what it is and aren't interested in reclamation up to Denmark's degree (except the cleansing), but then again, greed and arrogance does shit to people. What do y'all think?
Norwegians maybe interested since they are very brave and willing to things in the name of kicking ass, so i don't see why some wouldn't sign up for the trials. Knowing that they died trying to help doctors find a cure for the next generation would probably bring solace.
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2. Above the gate of Sveavagen Station's Mora to Oresundsbro line says opens in 105 with the years 75 and 85 crossed out. The reasons later appear in the next chapter. Also the cleansing cycles appear in chronological order above in the form of different flowers. I think that that,s pretty fucking cool, and it matches too: life does not grow unless the place has been destroyed (even fallout can't kill nature, maybe for a thousand years but not forever.)
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3. On page 165, Agneta shows trigger discipline (For people who don't know trigger discipline basically means placing your fingers the correct way (outside the guard of the trigger or over it) like this:
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so that accidental firing doesn't occur.)) Agneta's placement isn't wrong (even if her finger should be outside of the trigger guard area, usually above it, but this way of trigger discipline is also known ), but because she is in a dangerous situation this can slide, maybe not with Lalli in such close proximity though (and maybe not for military standards). Other soldiers also show trigger discipline in page 166 (sort of):
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(checked the Tumblr TOS and its ok for me to show pictures of firearms, NOT manufacturing instructions, buying, selling or trade.)
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4. The language tree on page 196 showing the Nordic languages is similarly arranged to the map of the Nordics, just some bits are off.
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5. You know what makes a great car wash? The smell of soap? Bubbles? The machinery? Yes, but to me is the leaking pipes, because car washes are obviously not leak proof and is always being upkept by the workers (who i respect massively because they take the brunt of some arrogant assholes beating, feel like a short-fused bomb but do not explode because they are used to the pain or don't have the energy, or who have lost their shit and "disciplined" the fucker like how my dad disciplined my ass as a kid). And i felt really happy seeing that bit here. (I wasn't stupid to confuse it for jet fuel, nope nope definitely not.)
6. These are faces
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(She scared the shit out of me when i noticed her.)
have a good day, afternoon, evening or night. brush your teeth, have a shower, hug the fuck out of your loved ones and don't do drugs.
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apollotronica · 8 months
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hey whos ur favorite oc of yours rn
OH MY GOD okay so i split my ocs into categories so im gonna pick one from each
HUGE RAMBLE UNDER CUT ALSO SOME OF THE ART HAS BLOOD / IMPLIED VIOLENCE !!!
FOR MY MAGICAL GIRLS my fav is probably berry because i based her off of me and shes grown and changed with me and i know im the one writing her but she literally makes me so unwell . i wont go into Too much detail but shes a psychopath that meets people that arent scared of her and dont judge her for something she cant help :]
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here she is! lovely lady :]
DANGAN OCS im stuck between 3 of them . theres buwan (ult oneirologist) kieryuu (ult actor) and teqora (ult street performer)
BUWAN WAS ONE OF MY FIRST DANGAN OCS !!! i love him dearly . his backstory is kinda annoying me so i havent done anything w him in a while but i still love him. hes autistic schizophrenic and has chronic fatigue!!!
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here he is! the eepy eeper !!!
IVE TALKED ABOUT KIERYUU BEFORE hes so fucking embarrassing its so funny . he thrives off of positive attention which directors and interviewers r more than happy to give him but everyone else he ahs to talk to hates him . he could bag so many bitches because hes beautiful but the two people he wants carnally hate him w every fiber of their being .
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hes so pathetic sopping wet himedere core. kill
TEQORA !!!! pronounced tek-KOH-rah (they also go by q-te!! pronounce like cutie :3) their backstory is actually so so fucked up like i could list like 10 trigger warnings . anyway they looks like theyd listen to some soft shit but No dadaroma is the band i associate w them . THEYRE SO SILLY !!! (NOT REALLY) theyre semiverbal when not performing
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the silly :)
AS FOR GENERAL OCS !!! hrm . either cross or kioshi... i cant talk about cross publicly (his entire existence is a trigger warning i literallyb made him to vent out intrusive thoughts) but ill post art of him anyway
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so incredibly unwell. ignore the blonde he means nothing right now
ANYWAY KIOSHI IS JUST A SILLY BUNNY RABBIT DETECTIVE !! theyre so autistic . their gf belongs to @toastmaloats !!! theyre also part cat so they have some carnivorous tendencies along w the bunny rabbit stuff :] i love them.
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them :3
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DM ME ABOUT THEIR BACKSTORIES OR ANY OTHER OCS I HAVE !!! BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT !!!!
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11queensupreme11 · 2 years
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FIC RECOMMENDATIONS (ANIME)
in here is a list of fic recs for various animes! these fics come from quotev, ao3, wattpad, or on tumblr. fics will have my own review of them, but don’t take it too seriously, my reviews aren’t professional. 
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JUJUTSU KAISEN
sincerely not & sincerely yours by @saintobio (gojo x reader, angst, angst ANGST)
this series is so fucking good but so fucking painful 🥹 i screamed internally so many times while reading it omg. fair warning though, i wasn’t kidding when i said angst in all caps. it is very angsty. season two ��sincerely yours” is even more painful BECAUSE WHY NOBODY SIDE WITH READER AEJFHEFG 
the sweet old lady is a witch by @thera-daydreams (various x scarlet witch!reader)
milf reader. that’s it, that’s all i can say 😩🤚
chaos by @njisano (various platonic x scarlet witch! baby fushiguro!reader) 
more scarlet witch content because why not! it’s not really a whole cohesive story, but more like a bunch of random oneshots and headcanons that can sometimes connect to one another. anyways, since the reader is young here, the relationships are purely platonic 🥰
bewitched by @lalunanymph (naoya x reader, historical au)
okay okay... i know what you guys are already thinking but let me explain myself!!! canon naoya... is an irredeemable misogynistic pig who deserved to get his ass clapped by maki and her mom, but bewitched!naoya... has my respects. he’s an ass at the beginning, but i swear he gets better! 
dollhouse by @soxcietyy (yuta x reader)
worldbuilding! in here, reader lives in a misogynistic world where females aren’t very common, so you can already tell what sort of trigger warnings to expect. the romance between yuta and reader is budding, but it leaves me excited for more! 💖
survival by @fxtalitygod (sukuna x reader, historical au)
dark themes 🤤 yummy 🤤🤤🤤
how we break by @tojisun (past! toji x reader & gojo x reader, ANGST)
it hurts at first... but then it gets better ❤️
daydreamer by @roscgcld (yuta x daydreamer!reader)
i absolutely love this because reader is such a huge bimbo, but everyone loves her anyways 🥺
invisible by @chaichaiiskai (yandere!sukuna x reader)
au! no curses, but sukuna’s still a menace here :3
breedable by Souuve (yandere!gojo x student!reader, ao3)
only four chapters so far, but it’s already so twisted and fucked up. i love it! poor reader tho 😖 gojo’s vile as fuck in here
surprise! it’s a boy! & the struggles of a new family by AgentGrayson (ao3)
no reader or romance. it’s a cute series about yuji and the death womb brothers except in here, yuji and nobara don’t kill the brothers. full of slight angst, brotherly bonding, yuji getting the love and care he deserves, and the sorcerers panicking 
good intentions by Lazarel (yandere!yuta x reader, ao3)
very short, but it was chilling... 
the trojan horse by jwxeii (sukuna x reader, ao3)
it may be about sukuna... but the story still manages to be somewhat cute and tragic. basically, it’s one of those reincarnated lover fics, but really well-written!
his betrothed by LeftHandedly (yandere!gojo x reader, ao3)
gojo be like: yOwAiMO 🧿🫦🧿
our heart by BleedingRose7098 (sukuna x reader, wattpad)
reader’s so cute... but then shit goes down 💀
my child by RobenChan3 (sukuna x daughter!reader, wattpad)
THIS IS PURELY PLATONIC DW!
tsuki ga kirei desu ne by Tsuisuto (yuta x oc, wattpad)
best yuta fic i could find on wattpad hands down 😍
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BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA 
manners by @minnie-mei (yandere! barbarian prince!bakugou x reader)
idk why, but anything barbarian bakugou related just makes me 🥵
yandere todoroki family by @i-cant-sing (platonic! yandere! todorokis x todoroki!reader)
I LOVE THIS WHOLE SERIES??? 
big brother by @cybersvoid (yandere!dabi x sister!reader)
ok i just REALLY love yandere todoroki family content okay??? yandere bro touya is just such a cool concept, leave me alone 😫
dragon mate-to-be by ExplosionGirl (yandere!bakugou x reader, fantasy au, quotev)
in here, bakugou’s a dragon (who can also turn into a human). anyways, i LOVE bakugou’s gradual descent to madness. he was into reader since day one, but it’s subtle and not obnoxiously shown
bleu heroine by simba (tamaki x todoroki!reader, quotev)
the todorokis here make me wanna rip their throats out, except for dabi. he can live. 
cherry blossom by Euphieria (isekai! todoroki! reader, quotev)
LMAO THE READER’S SUCH A BABY SAVAGE! 
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DEMON SLAYER
fake it flowers by @cielinde​ (akaza x reader)
A WORK OF ART!! the first akaza fic i ever read and it’s what got me so obsessed with him lmao. anyway, i love how flirtatious he is and how it goes so well with the reader’s tsundere personality 😍
omae wa mou shindeiru by God (various x modern!reader, quotev)
a nice combination of crack and seriousness 😂
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ATTACK ON TITAN
common sense by @pr1ncessm00n​ (porco galliard x reader)
OH?? MY? GODDD??? best fic ever wtf. it’s so unbelievably good, i couldn’t stop smiling throughout it, my face was literally aching because of how much i kept smiling. anyways, porco in here made my heart go doki doki
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CROSSOVER
frog in a well by @unolvrs​ (jjk x bnha, ao3)
THE BEST CROSSOVER I’VE EVER SEEN 👏😭 the worldbuilding is breathtakingly beautiful, the characters are so well-written, and the PAIN of nobara and megumi being separated from yuji and trying desperately to get him back—and UGH i love this fic so much
to be heroes by CaloobadO (jjk x bnha, ao3)
worldbuilding! but in this fic, the jjk verse and bnha verse are part of the same world! i love how the author managed to put them in together and make it make sense
sorcerers ARE heroes goddammit by Hopeless_Otaku (jjk x bnha, ao3)
the jjk trio... aren’t heroic, but they’re trying their best 💀
the unsurpassable hurdle by WhiteApple00 (jjk x bnha, ao3)
this one’s cool and different to the other jjk x bnha stories! usually they’re about gojo or the main trio, but in here, it’s about the second years helping out ua! 
cloud 9 1/2 by Backyard_Tree_Line (jjk x bnha, ao3)
aizawa and gojo swap universes lmao 
my neighbor fushiguro by Yellow_Canna (jjk x bnha, ao3)
I loved this! It’s centered around izuku, toji, megumi, and gojo, and they basically traumatize the bnha-verse while izuku watches on in horror 😂
accidental universe hopping ft. gojo satoru and aizawa shouta (jjk x bnha, ao3)
another gojo-aizawa swapping fic! it’s hilarious because gojo’s having it easy while poor aizawa’s just fighting for his life 
curse or quirk? by ohshitmyship (jjk x bnha, ao3)
trio’s stuck in the bnha world and the 1-a kids are sus of them 
the unforeseen simulation joint-detention center & the cursed festival by ScouttioVI (jjk x bnha, ao3)
THESE ARE SO GOOD OMG! I literally froth at the mouth while waiting for an update. the author blends the worlds together so well while also changing some canon events but still somehow following the plot??? 💖 perfection!
your heart by Miranhaeun (bnha x persona, quotev)
first persona x bnha fic i found! the reader’s family pisses me off though, but i can’t wait till they get their hearts stolen (literally or figuratively, idc)
same as it never was by Miss Chief (bnha x naruto, quotev)
it’s a reader x various story, but shisui x reader hurts my heart 😢💔
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nightfallsystem · 1 year
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Nightfallsystem - Main blog. Plural System. cringe asf autistic and chronic pain haver. giant isopod enthusiast.
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My name is Qiekz, my pronouns are it/its, please use my actual preferred pronouns. For your DNI purposes please know I'm 14 ^_^ also no nsfw interaction or you will fucking die!! im also learning japanese! (please send help.... im dying..... grahh.. ive gone too far to quit its kind of my curse now.)
what to expect from this blog? random shit, this is my personal blog. there may be vents and rants (tagged as #vent and #rant respectively) there may be random shit there will be so many reblogs.
i try to add ids when i can into the alt text, though i have chronic pain so sometimes im too tired to, sorry
Special interests: Giant isopods, Yugioh 💀💀
interests: TBHK, manga and anime, servals, marine animals, suicide boy (critical of it...), made in abyss, (critical of it...) , japanese language ,, ... i forgor
FEEL FREE (i encourage you to!) TAG ME IN SHIT ABOUT MY INTERESTS!!! esp yugioh im really autistic about it o my god
#autistic about this thing tag <- will be me tagging shit im really autistic about!!
not really in discourse anymore other than transgender stuff so if you try to drag me into discourse ill drag you into the pits of hell. i fucking hate syscourse so much.
If i am not speaking and another system member is, the post will be tagged as "- [name]". I tag common triggers, flashing lights and eyestrain, etc, these will be tagged as "TW [topic]". also JSYK i block a fuck ton of people so like, yeah, I block anyone for any reason I want. I will also not unblock you. unless youre liek my friend or smth.
We have so many fictives sooo,, source list: TBHK, Omori, OneShot, Wolf Song the Movie (yknow, that one on youtube.), yugioh..... </3 .. sourcemates r cool to interact n stuff feel free to send an ask im just shy...
anon hate MUST be original no lame "kys" or "[slur]". i will judge you. try better. try harder. get good. if you send anon hate i will judge it and rate it out of 10 so please try your best.
i am weirdo fictionkin heres the list: hooni from suicide boy yayy,, faputa from made in abyss ( I FUCKING HATE THE SORUCE FOR BEING SO WEIRD OMFG AHGHH),, jolteon from pokemon. . im weird and fuckd up . much prefer if u dont rlly seperate me from me in sources. cuz i just am me. sorry. ig. just refer to me as me . thank you
I am critical of all of my interests!!
or more just i hate them agh just be normal omfgggg crying sobbing
if you wanna avoid a common trigger its most likely tagged #tw [topic]. i also tag eyestrain and flashing lights but usually i just tag it as "#eyestrain" or "#flashing". tbh i unfortunately cant be trusted to remember to tag any other specific trigger because of bad memory. i wont tag reclaimed slurs but i will tag slurs used in a mean way
Please do not DM me unless you actually really need to. Send me an ask if you want to DM me and specify that you want it answered privately if you want. but i AM UNCOMFY WITH DMS. unless we're friends or i DMed you first. otherwise i place a curse on you I MUCH prefer asks over DMs
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DNI:
Anti plural, pluralphobe, anti endo, sysmed, against created alters/etc, "dont believe in systems",
Proship, condone or support posting any sexual stuff that includes a child, lolicon/shotacon/etc, someone purposely meant to look like a child, cub.
LGBTQphobic, transmed, transphobe/homophobe/biphobe/panphobe/etc, 'super straight'/variants, anti-ace inclusion, anti-aro inclusion, anti a-spec inclusion, aphobes, anti mspec lesbian/gay/etc, stelliophobic, anti lesboy/turigirl/etc, anti any good faith queer identity, anti neopronouns, anti xenogender, anti mogai.
Ableist, support autism speaks, think "narc abuse" is a thing/demonise people with any disorder including NPD, infantalise people with disorders/disabilities/etc, post/support on subreddits like r/fakedisordercringe or r/systemscringe, use the term "Aspergers" / describe urself as an "aspie" (Hans Asperger was a nazi who killed many disabled people, so shut the fuck up.)
Racist, cultural appropriators.
Radqueers, trans-id/transX, transrace/trace (not adoptee term), support the term transplural, pro-contact/contact-complex/contact-neutral for harmful paraphillia, sway people away from getting help for harmful paraphillia, MAP/Pedo/zoo/necro. (also transspecies is ok if its not used in a transX way)
Fujoshi/variants. fetishize mlm/wlw, etc.
Against traumacore / vent art.
Have minors on ur DNI (no offense im just a minor lol), NSFW-Focused blog
Post stolen art (includes AI images) / trace art without consent
other stuff is im neutral on factkin or kff tbh. and i think id rather stay neutral on tulpas as a term. i just dont fucking care. i dont involve myself in syscourse anymore, i might post more endogenic positivity later but id rather not due to the rampant harassment and infighting in the system community.
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mx-misty-eyed · 9 months
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new pinned post ig
welcome to our blog, co-run by a couple of fags :D
intros + interests below the cut
yo i'm mikey. i'm a bit of a namehoarder; i also used to go by crow on this blog so some of you might know me as that. if you ask for/call my by my other names i will explode /pos
i mainly use he/him and zhey/zem (basically they/them but with a z lol, dropping the h is also ok), but other neos are fine too. if we’re close, you can use it/its as well.
i'm really interested in science and am currently in a program at my school where i can conduct research with a college professor, so i'll probably end up both enthusing about that and plugging my survey at some point lmao
i also have a sleep token sideblog: @diamonds-in-the-trees
hey i’m frankie/jaime (feel free to use either i like them both equally), a transmasc/genderfluid punk boy who mainly uses he/they pronouns. i’ve also got adhd (undiagnosed but i’ve done a lot of research and i cant afford a diagnosis anyway). i am spiderman irl.
I'm also a huge fan of movies, really all genres, filmbro shit (ex. fight club, american psycho) horror (ex. sinister, dawn of the dead (og AND remake), lost boys, tbh there's too many to list), superhero (SPIDERMANSPIDERMANSPIDERMANSPIDERMAN, blue beetle), any edgar wright movies, and whatever the fuck saltburn was. i also do art sometimes (you can find it under the tag “frankies art”) and i would greatly appreciate it if you interacted with it
neither of us have a specific schedule for when we’ll be on but frankie is usually on around 9:00 pm -1:00 am pst. mikey is just on whenever he's bored, mostly afternoons (est) but don't be surprised to find me posting at 4am lol
trigger tags will be formatted as “tw x”; feel free to ask to tag something or let me know if i forget, which. happens a lot to be honest, so proceed with caution if there's something that's really distressing to you.
i'm honestly just generally bad at tagging things but i would like to try and organize stuff a little better lol, things you can expect to see include:
dan and phil
bands (twenty one pilots, fall out boy, my chem, etc)
all for the game (just mikey)
spiderverse (just frankie)
frankies art
gay shit
mikey’s cat (currently tagged as ‘crow’s cat’; ill probably keep the tag that way)
random memes/shitposts
personal posts every once in a while (mostly mikey)
whatever else we want i guess
we don't have a specific dni for several reasons, but in addition to being fags, we’re also proud trannies and queers, so do with that information what you will. basically, if you’re a bigot/exclus/generally have bad vibes (or are just annoying lol), we’ll probably block you. special shoutout to terfs/tehms, fuck off our page k thx <3
finally, we are both minors; we’re personally ok interacting with people over 18 but if interacting with/following minors is an issue for anyone, feel free to block and move on, no hard feelings
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ladyinbl00d · 2 months
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༶•┈୨about me!!!୧┈•༶
🩸♡ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ♡🩸
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🩷♡ 𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘧𝘶𝘭 ! ♡🩷
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hihi !! names davi (day-v) u can call me davs if its easier to remember !! i am located in the US but u dont get to know where (ehe…. privacy guys.) , MINOR , lesbian , apart of the true crime community (i DO NOT condone) , crushes on too many fictional men and a HUGE multifandom reader !!
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my preferred pronouns are she/they but they/them works too! , is born in february and is a cold assss winter baby ! 
(by the time im writing this my birthday is in 17 days… help..)
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youll occasionally see vents abt my family , my apologies if theyre triggering or uncomfortable 4 some !!
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favorite things in the entire world 🩷 🩷
my friends , shadow & zoe , slasher movies , 70s/80s/90s music (same applies to movies !) , music , fanfiction , blood n gore (i think thats pretty obvious) , my cat , doing my makeup , sleeping , writing , johnnie guilbert , jake webber , tara yummy , jenn melon , joan jett , modernized y2k , 90s grunge , & vampire fashion  ! 
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as listed in my introduction i said i was multifandom !! so heres a list of fandoms im in !! :3
scream , outer banks , doctor who , the walking dead , the outsiders , diary of a wimpy kid , gilmore girls , trinkets , the lost boys , stranger things , gossip girl , ginger snaps , and the breakfast club !! (theres probably more but i cant remember anymore at the moment.)
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my dms are always open if you need to talk to someone or u just wanna chat :D
i hope u have a wonderful rest of ur day !!
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Aaaaalright i feel like this would probably be perfect for r/amitheasshole but i couldnt be bothered to put it on reddit. But I’ll formulate it like i would if i posted it there (EDIT: tried to post it to r/AITA but it wouldnt let me cuz its over 3000 characters)
Am i the asshole for wanting to tell a birthday party guest to not come anymore
This weekend March 11th 2023 the body will be 19 years old, to celebrate this we’re having our first actual birthday party with friends. We’ve invited 5 friends and all of them are coming some of them also sleep over as they come from far. Including the person id love to tell that they arent welcome anymore, we’ll call this person K.
As i said before this is the first time we ever thrown a party, so we are understandably stressed to get everything perfect. We don’t ask for help of the guest because we want to get it all ready ourselves (which as of now we have succeeded in and almost have everything ready).
K from day one started complaining about everything and anything. First it was about alcohol. About if we had vodka, and if we had different vodka than a certain brand because they only like that kind of stuff. Then it was about food, constantly making a problem about the snacks ans foods we were getting, i would share screenshots but i cant for privacy reasons so i’ll put it down as a list
- will there be enough food?
Yes there will be enough food
- will it be cold or warm, we only like to have warm food for dinner
We will make sure there will be cold and warm foods and foods you can eat both cold and warm
- yea but will there be enough
Yes there will be enough
- snacks dont sound like food to me
We call it snacks because we’re going to get tapas like dishes, meaning many different kinds of food
- will there be enough??
Yes K there will be enough
- i just dont have a right feeling about this
About what? The party or the food?
- the food at the party, i have a bad gut feeling about this
She then also started getting upset about the people we invited to our birthday party and the fact some of them are system’s like us (she is fully aware we are a system) saying that she thinks it’s going to be too much to handle, which i can get, i just don’t understand why she didnt tell us up front and said she wasnt going to come instead of getting angry at us for it.
She then said it would be a rollercoaster of emotions for her, and wanted to have a moment where she could just talk to our host privately about her emotional baggage at our host’s birthday party, and ofcourse like the good friend our host is, he agreed to play therapist because he’s afraid she’ll leave and bitch about him to others.
We made a playlist for music for the party, inviting everyone that will come to add music so theres a bit of everyone’s music tastes, we asked if everyone could add party vibe music and asked to not add music sorts that are triggering to us or others coming to the party (we specified what triggers us and asked everyone to specify if they have any music that can be negatively triggering)
Full knowing this, K asked us if she can add Reggae and added a few too, knowing full well that this is one of the things that is highly triggering to our host as one of the big ab*sers in our life only ever listened to that stuff, they got upset when we told them rather not and then our host said “okay but not too many, 1 or 2” to satisfy her, knowing it would most likely cause flashbacks of some sort. She then said “you know what its your party” and deleted it from thw playlist under the condition that she gets to have moments at the party where she can listen to her own music, which fine by us ig.
She then said she wasnt sure if she was going to come after all because of all the things she spoke about before that made her feel uncomfortable and feel it might be too much for her weren’t fixed. So we said alright.
Then she said she knew it would be too much for her and said she was going to come later.
I really want to tell her in a polite manner that she needs to fuck off and isnt welcome anymore at the party, she single handedly made the pressure and stress so high and blames us for it when we told her we were handling it and it was stressing us out.
After which she also said “im sorry, i feel like im too much in our business”
So are we (am i personally) the asshole for wanting to tell her she no longer is welcome?
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waluigisgaybf · 4 months
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Because i sent the ask before seeing the Dark Urge version of the list, here's the adjusted list: 1, 10, 13 or 7. Also the Durge list doesn't have a hobby question but feel free to answer that one too if you want!
I was legit about to answer the Tav one for my Durge before I saw this second ask 👀
Ive actually kind of thought about these a lot and have small little ideas of what I go with so Im def about to use these to solidify and piece together things for me boy- (and will still answer the hobbies one cause Id already typed it but I’ll put it in the tags cause Im incapable of not using SO many words for things.
1.) What circumstances led to your Dark Urge becoming their Class/Subclass?
Nalnor is a College of Swords Bard, the subclass just made the most sense for his style cause hes a show offy hacky slashy type of guy- but subclass aside, when Nal was young he probably realized fairly quickly how much joy he got out of telling storys or playing music, almost anything that would wow a crowd or even just a single person.
Part of its because ever since he was a child, before and after the urge took hold- he had this need for approval and acceptance, so seeing that he had the ability to even just trick people into it made him really stick to it- Once the urge began to take even more of a hold and finally became fully who he was- it brought a new element in, the ability to control someone emotions and reactions with just a simple tune brought him a whole new level of excitement, the power his words could have, to lull people into a fall sense of comfort even before killing them- After the loss of memories and tadpole its come back full circle though, he just really loves singing and humming and playing instrument, and he LOVES moving people with his music and making people smile— and it’s debatable if he can even kind of remember or will remember- but the true actual reason he ever even started humming or singing as a child was because his adoptive mother used to sing before the urge made him kill his foster family and it quickly rubbed off on him.
10.) What motivates your Dark Urge to either embrace or resist the tadpole?
At first he’s really really hesitant and to nervous to fuck with any of it- cause hes already got some weird shit going on in his head- he’s not gonna risk adding anything else, but as “The Dream Guardian” starts showing up more and more- Nalnor slowly kind of starts to trust him and also becomes more desperate to figure out what the fucks going on so he slowly starts using the powers and the tadpole more- once the Astral-touched tadpole is brought up he once again because extremely hesitant because hes literally just figured out who he actually is and who he thinks he wants to be and the thought of becoming even semi Illithid scares the fuck out of him- but the hes slowly realizing it might actually be the only way to make sure his friends hes come to cherish live and are safe- and the fear isnt going away, but hes becoming slowly more tempted to do just to help them all better 😳😳
13.) How does your Dark Urge feel about killing? AND 7.) Did your Dark Urge recall any childhood memories? If yes, how do they feel about the revelations? If no, was it by choice or lack of options?
(Imma try do a two in one answer cause they kinda work together lmao)
He did actually get one of the two in game childhood memories- his first actual murder(s) where he’s standing over the body of his foster family.
It was triggered when Heal was cast on him so he definitely was NOT expecting it, and was NOT happy about it 😳 The details are still so foggy but he remembers he had a sibling, and that his parents were kind and sweet, but he remembers their blood on his hands, the absolute confusion he felt when realizing what he’d done and the terrifying speed in which is guilt subsided and turned into excitement and the looks on their faces. It is not a memory he is happy about, and he cant stop wondering how many other friends or family he may have killed.
Ever since he woke up in that pod he’s been horrified of the joy, excitement, and fulfillment killing fills him with, he struggles greatly especially at first to resist, and catches himself in moments where he swears he didnt feel the urge but definitely acted out on it in some way.
The killing scares him because he wants you to do it so bad and because hes scared of whatever part of him seems to be fighting for control.
Slowly after more shits uncovered and he gets to coping more, he feels less scared of killing, hes more confident he can resist letting it consume him, but still feels this small fear from the satisfaction it brings him each time, and is still quietly scared of it sneaking up on him and consuming him because he cant how much of it feels like its because of Baahl in his blood and how much of it is just- who he is.
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darkacecan · 5 months
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Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before.....Thanks....
oo this is difficult but sure
1. Jing Yuan - Honkai Star Rail
oh i have so much brainrot over this silly man, hes tragic, far too pretty and has a lion for a pet (also bc the whole of the english dub cast for hsr is Top Tier)
2. cant pick between them but Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru- Jujutsu Kaisen
running theme lol, tragic and pretty, i have so many thoughts about them and i hate that jjk is so trigger happy with tragedy djdjsks
3. Raiden Shogun - Genshin Impact
sue me i love a badass purple probable-lesbian warrior god who is both tragic and a pretty morally grey character in general (also shes beautiful, i support womens rights and womens wrongs jxjfgkkh)
4. Kaveh - Genshin Impact
hes unfairly beautiful, an artist, loud, so so very kind, tragic, hes babygirl and deserves better but is owning what he got, also him and alhaithams dynamic is just so funny i never get tired of it (i love fontaine but my heart is back in sumeru i need a sumeru event please hyv)
5. Nakahara Chuuya- Bungou Stray Dogs
hes another grey character, tragic, very pretty, with a brilliant japanese VA with a killer singing voice, plus hes just cool
6. Amelia Shephard- Greys Anatomy
a rare tv series addition lol, shes also tragic but her character is so beautifully written, her actress is amazing, and her relationship with Kai was so beautifully queer and amazing (and im pissed theyve left i want them back)
7. Hope Mikaelson- TVDU
i have so many feelings about Hope, from her experiences with grief, as well as how powerful she is, how kind, how guarded, etc, but her actress killed her role and i love her character to pieces (also, hizzie shouldve happened, we deserved it)
8. Shinya Hiiragi- Owari No Seraph
his backstory is sad, plus the whole thing you discover in the manga from the past makes him even more tragic, he also has a big cat as a pet (kinda) and hes awesome
9. Vanitas- Vanitas No Carté
i definetly have a running theme with favourites with tragic backstories lmao, this anime is so good tho, i also love Noé but trying to keep this list varied djfjsjsja
10. Annie Leonhardt- Attack on Titan
i dont have a specific reason for annie but shes just a brilliant character, another morally grey one who can beat you up if you cross her, she deserved better than she got but at least it couldve been worse so...
Honourable Mentions:
(depending on what im hyperfixating on at the time, this list could entirely change lmao)
Eren Jaeger - Attack On Titan
Hanji Zoe- AOT
Fushiguro Megumi - JJK
Blade and Dan Heng - HSR
Xiao - Genshin Impact
Tengen - Kimetsu no Yaiba
Cheng Xiaoshi - Link Click
Dazai Osamu - BSD
Anyone from the Mortal Instruments series (books but ill accept the movie and the series too)
likewise from Percy Jackson (so hyped for the series)
also many characters from House of The Dragon (emma d'arcy floored me with Rhaenyra and i love them)
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stormflyblue · 7 months
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hello hello there!
i'm stormflyblue, or storm for short.
i write and draw! go check out my art tag here and my ao3 account here! here's a tag masterlist for you (and for myself because i am forgetful enough to forget how my own tags went..)
i juggle through so many fandoms that i don't even know all of them. my top three currently (as of 1/29/24) are:
project sekai!
genshin impact!
detective conan/magic kaito 1412 (counting these as one fandom bc theyre pretty close!)
the ice guy and the cool girl! (manga + anime)
i used to put more than five in that list until i realized that i fall out of fandoms pretty quickly... i will however reblog A LOT of fandoms including those three at any given time..hehe.
use my ask box (or my "scream at me" box) to ask stuff or say random things! i'm happy to answer or argue or give my opinion on things :D (please please please give me things to draw please please please)
that said, please DO NOT interact if you:
anti-palestine, or any other country that is suffering (sudan, congo, west papua, etc)
go against someone's identity (sexuality, gender, race, etc.)
have nsfw on your blog
ask/say hateful or nsfw things
send disturbing content
censor trigger tags with numbers and symbols (ex: tr1gg3er.) (posts with explanations: x x x x)
dni about ships here
send donation asks (i have had enough with the "oh please help me im literally gonna die!!11!" asks that are actually scammers. any donation ask that i get from now on, regardless of it being true or not, is going to get deleted and blocked. i literally cant help either because of reasons i will not specify. please stop with those asks.)
just! be respectful!!!
all in all i think that's all i have to say to y'all! (hehe) have a wonderful life. >:D
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Fandom song animatic tournament: Bracket 2 Side A
If you were gay (If [Blank] was gay) - Avenue Q Musical
"If you were gay That'd be ok I mean cause hey, I'd like you anyway Because you see, If it were me I would feel free to say that I was gay (But I'm not gay)"
My R ([Blank]'s R) - KurageP (Cover by Rachie)
"Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop, there I see A girl with braided hair here before me Despite myself, I go and scream 'Hey, don't do it, please!' "
Remember that we're voting on how Iconic they are for ANIMATICS, not for the song itself. In order to make things fair, the tone and mood of the song should not affect how iconic it is (for example, a serious song should not be considered more iconic than a joke song just because it's serious)
Propaganda and animatic links of the songs under the cut:
If you were gay (If [Blank] was gay) - Avenue Q Musical
Propaganda:
used to be a popular animatic song (although not as big as others) still a decent amount of people making semi-recent animatics to this !!!!!
Animatics with the song:
FNAFHS N.Fonnie Animatic
Welcome Home
BNHA
The Owl House Lumity Animatic
Little Witch Academia Diakko Animatic
My R ([Blank]'s R) - KurageP
Propaganda:
I cant explain this one other than i just remember seeing it a whole whole lot
CMONNNNNNN THIS IS THE MOST ICONIC SONG POSSIBLE FOR AN ANIMATIC ITS EVERYWHERE also a banger
my r is such an iconic song for animatics, there are so many different interpretations of the song and it’s so lovely to see all of them in different animatics across different videos not to mention the comment sections usually have like essays of in depth analysis which is so good bro also it’s so catchy my r sweep!!!!!
Animatics with the song:
Mystic Messenger
Heathers
DSMP Tubbo Animatic
OMORI
Karmaland Evil Luzu Animatic
Please be cautious and read the title, description and warning cards on the animatic videos if you decide to watch them. If you've got specific triggers I'd recommend even more caution when watching animatics of fandoms you don't know, since sometimes canon-typical themes don't get warnings.
Please keep in mind that I don't know all the media and fandoms of the animatics provided as examples and I don't have the time (nor the will) to research them all. Don't come into my notes or my ask box complaining about them being included, I will simply block you. If a ship animatic included is about an adult and a minor, do tell me and I'll take it out of the post
ALSO keep in mind that I don't know all the artists submitted; in fact, even if I do know them I do not know absolutely nothing about them as people (I do not have twitter nor tiktok) and I could not POSSIBLY have the time to research ALL of the artists' controversies and what came of them so PLEASE don't flood my inbox with the artists' entire crime list.
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