#so i'm going to be up VERY late tonight

[eijiroukiriot]

it's been a sec since i've done a translation! but i think this comic is really sweet so translation under the cut!! the title on the comic is "kiribaku and tododeku who aren't public about their relationship (having mild heart attacks)", and the caption on the tweet is "i wanna read 10000 stories about people finding out about kiribaku and tododeku's relationships"

Hero Radio OFFTiME! On our program, you can hear top heroes spill a little bit about their private lives. Today's hosts are Deku and Red Riot! What kinds of things will they talk about? Let's see!

Midoriya: Man, you must be tired! You came here straight after a night shift, right? Are you feeling alright?

Kirishima: All good! Besides, you've been working ten days in a row, right? Good on you!

(word bubbles - Very, Very Tired)

M: Alright then, our first letter of the night...this one comes to us from BlueMackerel-san, who asks, "How did you spend your last day off?"

K: Uhh...oh yeah! Hiked 'n camped! And ate a ton of campfire food!

M: Oh, with Kacchan?

K: Yep!

M: He sure does like hiking.

Flashback Kirishima: WHOOPIE!!

Flashback Bakugou: Just eat it

M: What'd you two eat?

K: The works! Spare ribs, and homemade sausage, and meat, and more meat! Bakugou always packs a ton of meat to barbecue, it's crazy good! What about you?

M: Mmm...I slept in until around noon...and I think that day, Todoroki's family invited me over for dinner. His sister is a great cook!

Flashback Fuyumi: Welcome, welcome!

K: Coooool. So we both ended up just spending the day with our boyfriends, huh-

M: UH- um-

K: Huh? OH-! Cut! Cut!! Can you guys pretend you didn't hear that last...

M: Ohhhh my goddddddd

Narration: Our next letter comes to us from DieYouScum-san, who writes, "I'm killing you when you get home"

#kiribaku #tododeku #translation #bnha #this is a short one that's mostly kirishima and deku talkin but i think it's very cute #i'm also still completely in shock that tumblr now lets you go back and fix typos in tags #good on ya tumblr stuff #this is just a super quick translation before bed and i played it kinda fast and loose w the expressions!! but i did my best to get the #meaning across!! #to talk abt mostly unrelated stuff yesterday on my way home from a long weekend i dropped by tokyo and to a huge anime resale store #they had soooo much bnha stuff but pointedly they had a whole separate building across the street for doujinshi #my local anime resale store lately has gotten so few bnha doujin that they stopped sorting them by ship so it's basically not worth looking #but this one had a ton of krbk all laid out and i was this close to not even going into the store but i came out w a little stack! #crazy to see so much krbk in person that i even had my /pick/ of safe fluffy stuff #anyway one of the ones i bought is abt them living together and the cover illustration is kirishima elbowing bkg in his sleep #i was gonna not just read more krbk before bed tonight but it looks so sweet and up my alley #ik i don't post much on here anymore and it's mostly bc adult life saps the paragraph-typing/thread-typing energy out of me #but those guys still have an apartment in my brain #hope you guys are doing well!!

[outeremissary]

Having one of those weeks of "is this the monthly Malaise or am I about to have a real mental health rut"

#I think I feel a bit bad for not having seen success for a bit on a large project or one for other people #my to-do list... I'm trying #think I just feel socially weird too. as usual I would benefit from touching grass #I know I've been on more than is good for me lately and I'm just trying to distract from not liking how creative projects are going #or feeling lonely but not very socially confident for a while #for me social media is generally an extremely poor substitute for other forms of interaction (including other online interaction) too #it's like candy. it's fun in moderation but the more of it making up your diet the sicker you feel #and socially ambiguous in a nerve wracking way with how uncertainly part private/part public it is #especially on tumblr where so much interaction is indirect and one way. it's not how I function best I fear #it can be fun! I enjoy it much of the time. but it can also be very stressful and confusing. #a solid 'touch grass' (or touch snow) time is likely approaching if I feel weird a little longer haha #but jeez! I should knock some stuff off the list first. #I'm up too late tonight. I know that. lack of satisfaction on projects I know #okayyyyy I'll maybe prep one last thing (sunk cost fallacy) and go to sleep properly like I should've ages ago. morning will be rough. #I do miss the ways people interacted on Twitter #rambling #you should know half the time I have some way too long tags it's because I meant to say one thing and then just kept going without thinking #I think I talk too much online because offline I don't talk very much. not many people to talk to.

[m4niackkyun]

Hi. (Announcement in the tags)

#uhmm...i don't know how to explain this... #so my family has been having a lot of trouble lately #mostly our relationship with our step father #there's been ups and downs..well..more on the downer side. the only main reason my mother married him was because of..well.. #money..as trash as that sounds. i can't deny the fact that I've been able to continue my studies due to his financial support. #i don't want to justify anything that i've probably done wrong to him but emotionally right now—i'm simply scarred to the point where— #I don't think I could heal without professional help. I've been struggling a lot with it ever since of what he did #i felt disgusted. dirty. I felt lost. I didn't want to forgive him. maybe this is the punishment i have to endure because I didn't have it— #—in me to forgive him. I know the principles of my religion and it is stated that one must always find forgiveness towards others. #no matter how big their mistake is. but you see—I'm not God. I am human. my kindness isn't as grand and as big as Him. #my patience is limited and so is my forgiveness #that applies the same to my mother. my mother is a very patient person when it comes to her husband. but yet again she isn't an angel— #nor is she God. she is also human and has limits to what she could handle and what she could forgive and forget. #they argued tonight. and I don't think it'll slide or end well like the past arguments. and I'm sorry to say but— #I won't be able to be active all that much either. #without him now I'll probably have to look for part time jobs. which is gonna limit how active I will be here and on my main account #I will probably go into an indefinite hiatus for some time #maybe I'll come back...maybe I won't. hopefully I will. just...pray for me that I have it in me to continue doing what I love and— #—sharing these little bits of what I do in my free time with you. #I won't have the time to reply to anything for the time being. college tests are on the way and I have to prepare myself for— #—the better or worse. #if things go downhill and you don't hear from me for a long while. then this will probably be my last post here. #I'll still be able to reply to messages on other platforms #but I just don't have the emotional stability to talk right now. No it's gonna be fine. I have faith in me and God. #I know that He doesn't put His children into burdens that none of them could handle. #and if He thinks I could handle this. then I will. and I can. He is with me and so is all of your faith. #that puts me in a sense of reassurance a little hahah... #yeah.. so...I'll see you then..bye.

[tvrningout]

don't be disappointed, but i might have to try writing again tomorrow ;; my brain is really fighting me rn

#everything sounds very flavorless to me if that makes sense? #i got ideas and excitement but my writing is lacking rn so i think it'll be best if i look at everything with fresh eyes in the morning #i maybe should've seen this coming bc my brain hasn't been operating at 100% all day tbh #i'm just!! so excited to write so it's a lil frustrating :( #but tomorrow i go in late and get off a lil earlier so hopefully!! i'll have an easier time getting stuff written uvu #i wanna write kisses and the build up so bad... especially bc some of the build up is so silly this time around :' ))) #chiyo is pouting so hard in one of the responses i'm writing and i'm having such a good time imagining it asdfg #man... the braincells get to rest tonight ig but they better let me write tomorrow #get ready to ramble | ooc

[cactusdodes]

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#so i'm talking to somebody knew and i forgot how it felt to actually be excited about somebody #lately i've been leaving first dates being like #'yeah they were alright. maybe i could make this work maybe we just need to go on another date' but i was just kinda trying to force it #but we got coffee and donuts and then explored my new neighborhood and we ended up walking around for like 5 or 6 hours before i had to go #go to work after but i left being so excited to talk to them again and just excited about them #thinking how yeah i would really like to date them but i also wouldn't mind just being friends bc they're just a cool person and i really #liked talking to them #this was saturday and we've been texting nonstop and we have plans friday #and then we were texting tonight and they asked if they could call me and we ended up facetiming for like #two whole hours just doing our respective laundry and chores and just talking #and they also invited me to this queer event happening in a few weeks and bought me a ticket to go with them and their friends #the event isn't even for like 3 more weeks #idk i just think they're really cute and we get along so well and have a good bit in common #and they're just really easy to talk to #idk it just feels nice to be excited about someone like this ☺️☺️ #blake says shit #i can't believe i misspelled new as knew in the very first sentence???? wtf

[that-was-anticlimactic]

painting you a thousand kisses

“So cute,” Juleka corrected softly, wrapping their fingers a little tighter around Rose’s hand and bringing it to their lips. They pressed a gentle kiss on each of Rose’s fingertips, right below her recently painted nails.

Remnants of Juleka’s peach chapstick were left behind, a little gift of sweet love. Fitting, that the peach scent lingered under the mango orange nail polish.

It was nice, soothing.

And now it was Rose with pink tinted cheeks.

[or: juleka asks rose to paint their nails and they are lesbians and also they love each other]

🌷3,605 words | julerose🌷

🌷part four of my ts awareness month fics🌷

#corey writes:) #rose with tourette's #AHHHHHHHHHHHHH #y'all i am so nervous about this idk i wrote it all in like two hours tonight so i could post one more ts fic before ts awareness month ende #and idk i feel like this isn't good??? it's my first time posting an mlb fic and i've never written julerose before and i'm like lowkey #panicking??? but that probably just means i need to go to sleep... UGH i just feel like this isn't very good but like it's whatever ig lol #i still managed to write and post this and it ended up being 2k words longer than intended lol so like proud of me for that #okay i'll stop freaking out and i'll go to bed now lol it's so late and i'm tired so imma post this in the morning tho #miraculous ladybug #mlb #rose lavillant #juleka couffaine #julerose #nonbinary juleka #juleka x rose #rose x juleka #julerose fanfic #mlb fanfic #ml fanfic #corey tics:)

[imeminemp3]

oh i got 3 compliments on my nails at social anxiety group tonight🥺🥺

#also i finally got to talk to the other girl* who's actually in the group #one of the compliments was from her and the others from one of the. um idk what you call them. ladies training to be psychiatrists #part of the appeal of these nails is the are 3d so they are very tactile #also im realising that the autism is also making the Getting Over Social Anxiety hard #bc the social anxiety def came from the autism so. there's things i just don't do and im very adamant about not changing them but #like #eye contact and such. im never going to do that and i think tahts OK! #sorry these tags are like. getting in depth. BUT #ive been like. performing societal norms super hard lately which is not good for my mental health like im out here making a gazillion #facial expressions a day bc idk im stressed outta my mind! idk! #i really need to get my therapist to understand that i am fucked up in a way bc last time I saw her (last week) i said i vaccuumed my room #and she was like wow ur doing gr8! nvm the fact that i still had piles of washing and so much shit to still Pu away #i did clean my room fully tho tonight bc my sister is coming over tmr #but that's bc i wanna set a good example #incentives don't seem to work on her 13yo brain but they do for me! but as i said she's coming over tmr and since im going str8 from work #to pick her up ive left it up til the LAST MINUTE lmfao #but. i did it #OK guys sayonara I'm going to read these tags to my therapist next time i see her tho #diary

[feralnumberfive]

My mom asked me the hardest and most real question of my life tonight

"Do you love yourself?"

#and I had no clue how to answer it except to start crying #hi new followers I'm not so down like this all the time I've just been having a rough time lately and am going through a- #quarter life crisis 👋 #I just also most likely ended a very close friendship of my childhood of 17 years tonight- #after finally realizing I've just been being used and I'm pretty hurt #also I hope this doesn't sound dumb but she asked it after talking to me about how I've been taken advantage of by my friend- #and how I allowed it and wanted to know if I loved myself enough to start standing up for myself and it just really hit my heart HARD #I hope everyone is doing well ❤️ #personal

[airbenderedacted]

got everything done that i needed to today but not as much as i wanted to :’D

#translation: i went to bed stupid late last night got to work late today - only had 1 lil thing left to do that was due tonight #did it! have one last big VERY IMPORTANT assignment due on friday that oh shoot i should get started on #since i got the bigass pile of work i had due on sunday done a with a really nice chunk of time to spare!!! wowie!!!! #i took forever to actually get.. gOING on working on that today. just. ahaoauasghhgbhhs. #and then after finishing that 1 whole introductory powerpoint slide i went to take a shower. got out relatively quick-ish... #and then oh shit oh fuck spent the next ummmm 3 hours doing Nothing hHGHGF #granted i only had like maybe an hour or so (AT BEST) of Meds Working time left but still ahgsfdbnmbn #i always tell myself... i'll go take a shower and i Won't Be Like That when i get back. and then nUUHHGUH lol.. f #anyway nothing sucky but hoooo boyyy i feel way too like. calm? good? y'know when you finish a ton of stuff #and it went WAY better than expected.... and the NEXT STUFF you have to face you feel very um #well off? on? like yeah i'm gonna tackle that no prob it's all gonna be good BUT AT THE SAME TIME #IT'S LIKE. IT'S NOT THAT IT FEELS LIKE A FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY PER SAY. MORE LIKE #ME @ MYSELF ''DO NOT GET COMFORTABLE DO NOT GET FUCKING COMFORTABLE YOU ASSHOLE THHAT';S HOW YOU PISS TIME AWAY-'' #lmao #anyway. hii #😊 it's almost 2 AM now what teh fvuck #i need to finish eating and go to bed in a min.. i'm. i feel like i very much do want. would like the sleep yeah #do not stay up stupid late watching netflix like last not dO NOT STAY UIP LATE BC NETFLIX AGAIN

[krafterwrites]

Why do I have energy at night but not during the day

#I'm kind of considering staying up a bit late to get some more writing in since I didn't do much of it today #But I know that I would be very tired tomorrow if I did so #And I also have other stuff to do tomorrow as well #I guess I'll just go to bed at a normal time tonight #Krafter Talks

[blujayonthewing]

getting to actually play dnd in person turns me completely insane I'll have one(1) session and be like 'oh okay gotta make elaborate themed snacks and go through my perfumes to work on the custom blend to evoke my character and change the ink color in my fountain pens but also they have to be aesthetically coordinated pens also I really ought to make some kind of holster for my panpipes so I can wear them on a belt oooh I bet I could make a mini for my sprite familiar by sticking some wings on an LED--'

#none of these are made up and all of these were tonight #I also went insane when I got to play tsakesh in a pre-wedding celebratory weekend level 20 one shot #I bought multiple dice and a new pen and made paper minis and a whole goddamn glow in the dark enchanting table dice mat for that boy #whose campaign is officially dead and shall never be revived #I also spent like five solid days playing skyrim kghfdkgfd oops #looked up some ta'agra phrases I could use to command my artificer steel defender (a skyrim dwarven spider) #seriously considered getting dwarven construct miniatures but they were too expensive to get just for that :') #I didn't go quite AS insane for playing Mel in person but I did admittedly also buy her some dice for it #I think that was more because that game was like two days before our wedding cause the california DM flew in for us #so like. I didn't have a lot of bandwidth to spare in the weeks leading up to that session cause of uhhhh wedding lmao #anyway I'm not like this All The Time when I'm playing in person I just almost never get to play in person #so this only happens when I suddenly am and get excited about it lol #we're playing nyssa's campaign for a second time in a month!! UNHEARD OF #but I wasn't insane about it back when we were playing fairly regularly in. you know. late 2019 very early 2020 lmao :') #about me

[heartshattering]

rambling below cut

Six great nights in a row (!!!!!!), then one not-so great night last night... 😵‍💫

I'm still coping a lot better than I normally would though. A similar situation would've turned me into a mess not too long ago, but this time it just felt like a minor blip. So I think I still deserve to be proud of myself. I wish I could prevent nighttime panic episodes altogether but at least I've gotten better at pulling myself out of them before they blow up too badly. I've figured out how to soothe myself without going into catastrophe mode. Plus I was able to finish something I was working on last night so now I'm able to go on a break until the end of the month (and honestly the work hanging over my head might have been one of the major factors contributing to my panic last night, so luckily I don't have to worry about that anymore).

Tonight will definitely go better since I figured out what went wrong and know how to tackle it. I just have to put in a little extra time for self-regulating and winding down (which should be easier since I got rid of one of my stressors already, and I've been keeping my healthy coping strategies in mind for when I feel overwhelmed). Last night wasn't the best but tbh it might have been necessary since it did push me into getting one big task out of the way (that I might have kept avoiding otherwise because of anxiety) and now I can relax more. I'm feeling way better now and today has been going alright so far so I'm glad. It will be okay.

#symptoms that specifically get worse at night are not fun to deal with #also I got crappy news earlier that day #(about one of my friends but it impacted me too) #and I just. had a very very overactive mind last night so I kept thinking it was going to turn into a full-blown panic attack #luckily it didn't though #and I ended up taking the full dose of my sleep med which isn't ideal tbh #I'm able to sleep without the full dose and usually it's better quality sleep too but :/ #I just wanted to sleep last night and deal with things tomorrow #but then I couldn't sleep even after taking it because my anxiety was so overpowering #one of my compulsive behaviors still kept me up late #and my mind was uhhh going very fast and making my brain feel kind of chaotic #it had been a long day #lots of little anxiety spikes I couldn't address during the daytime came back to haunt me at night fhfgsgdh #but !!! I am feeling better for now! and I got stuff done!! #and again yay for six (6) good nights! :D #I was able to make it before so I'm sure tonight will be better!

[neganium]

if I offer to draw simple/chibi furry fullbodies would anybody buy one for like, $40?

#dead serious rn #the blog I'm trying to set up is actually a sfw furry sideblog so that I can be less obviously cringe on main #yes yes cringe culture is dead yada yada listen. I am not Brave enough for that. so. #also need to point out that I probably can't start on anything today; I am sleep deprived and can barely hold my pencil anymore #if you just wanna help out tho that'd be very nice; tonight especially I don't want to have to think about dinner or wait too long for it #tho it's already getting kind of late for the season... #anything not spent on food will go into mousepad/deskmat/plushy funds. maybe even clothes if I'm feeling luxurious #if I get a huge amount (unlikely but one can certainly dream) I'd have to dump at least most of it into the vet bills #bc that's still very much a thing. I'm not queuing that for shits and giggles... really wish I could Stop actually

[yuujispinkhair]

Boyfie Sukuna picking you up from your late shift

A while ago, a sweet anon sent me an ask about protective boyfie Sukuna picking up reader from a late shift, and I loved it so much because I would have really needed him too when I was still doing late shifts. So here is a little drabble about Kuna picking us up from work. I hope you enjoy it 💗

Modern!Sukuna x Reader (female). Fluff. Word Count 900. Mentions of smoking. Minors don't interact. Dividers @/benkeibear

"Ok, let's do this," you mutter to yourself as you push open the heavy back door, trying to hype yourself up and steeling yourself for the darkness that will await you outside of your workplace at this time.

You hate your late shifts when you're the only one left in the building and have to use the exit in the back. Your pulse already speeds up at the thought of having to walk down the dimly lit back alley to reach the main street and the subway station.

But you have no other choice, and so you step out the door and into the dark alley. And immediately jump when a low voice drawls,

"Hey, princess."

You dart around with a hand clutched to your chest and your eyes wide, even as your brain begins to register that you know this voice. And, of course, your gaze lands on a very familiar tall, muscular figure with a beautiful, tattooed face and slicked-back pink hair.

Sukuna.

He is leaning casually against the brick wall, one hand shoved into the pocket of his black jeans, the other bringing a half-smoked cigarette to his lips. He smirks around the cigarette, maroon eyes looking amusedly at you.

"Did I scare you?"

You glare at him, even as you feel a huge relief wash over you. Relief and that all-too-familiar fluttery feeling in your stomach that you always get when you see your boyfriend.

"Kuna! What the... yes, you scared me! What are you doing here?"

Sukuna exhales slowly, watching you through the cigarette smoke with those beautiful cat-like eyes as he shrugs and smirks that devilishly attractive smirk,

"Making sure my girl gets home safely, of course."

You can't stop the big, happy smile from spreading over your face. This side of your boyfriend always makes you so weak for him. This sweet side of Sukuna that contradicts everything the people who told you he wouldn't be good for you said.

Yes, your boyfriend has a bad boy reputation. But yet, here he is, picking you up after your late shift without you having to ask for it. So protective and caring when it comes to you.

"I'm glad you are here, baby."

You smile and get on your tiptoes to kiss Sukuna's tattooed cheek, feeling the anxiety you felt earlier leave you completely. When Sukuna is with you, you know you are safe.

Sukuna grins as he flicks his cigarette away and wraps one strong arm around you to pull you against his tall body. His lips brush against your forehead in a quick but tender kiss.

"Let's go home, princess. Dinner is waiting for you."

"You already cooked too? Are you practicing to become a househusband, Kuna?"

You grin up at Sukuna playfully, and he laughs, but he sounds very pleased when he replies in that sexy, velvety voice,

"For you? Always."

He winks at you and offers you one of his muscular, tattooed arms as if he is a knight or an actor in a 1950s rom-com. And you take Sukuna's arm and hold on to him as you walk down the dimly lit alley together.

Usually, you are scared to walk down this narrow, dark street. But not tonight. Not when you are holding onto Sukuna's arm, your hand wrapped tightly around his bulging tattooed biceps, his tall, strong body so reassuringly brushing against your side.

The dark alley and the nightly city have lost their scariness now that Sukuna is with you and tells you about the dinner he cooked for you and how he beat his brother at a video game they were playing earlier.

You know you are safe when Sukuna is with you. Even the two sinister-looking guys loitering around at the end of the alley quickly leave after casting one look at Sukuna's tattooed face and his tall, muscular body.

You smile and snuggle against Sukuna's warm body, thinking that there are definitely certain benefits to dating a bad boy.

You reach Sukuna's car shortly after, and he holds open the passenger door for you while smirking that sexy, boyish smirk, always acting like an old-fashioned gentleman when it comes to you.

You watch him while he drives, one hand on the steering wheel and the other resting on your thigh, interlacing his long tattooed fingers with your smaller ones.

And you can't stop smiling from ear to ear. Sukuna cooked dinner for you. He came here to pick you up. And you know that he's turning up the heating in his car just for you. He runs on the hot side and doesn't need it. But he's doing it for you, just like he is doing so many little and big things for you all the time. Anything for you, without you ever having to ask for it. Because he loves you.

It makes your heart feel so full.

You lean across the center console at the first red light, pressing another sweet kiss to Sukuna's cheek. But he turns his face so your lips end up on his. You feel his grin against your lips as his large hand captures your chin, cupping it firmly, holding you in place so he can deepen the kiss, licking into your mouth with a few playful flicks of his pierced tongue before he pulls away again.

You smile, your fingers tightening around Sukuna's hand, which is back in your lap,

"Thank you for picking me up, baby."

You see the corners of Sukuna's lips lift in a matching smile even while his gaze is fixed on the street before him, and his voice sounds playful but warm at the same time,

"You're welcome, princess. From now on, I'll pick you up every time you have a late shift. There's no way you're walking through dark alleys without me."

Protective boyfie Sukuna makes me SWOON aaaahhhh. Honestly, this gave me such a feeling of safety. In my old job, I had to do late shifts, too, and I was so scared walking down to the train station and waiting for my train because all those sinister-looking men were already starting to crawl out of their holes, and I felt very unsafe there. Protective boyfie Sukuna would have made me feel SO safe.

I hope this could give you comfort, too 💗💗 Thank you so much for reading!! Comments and reblogs would be very sweet.

#sukuna x reader #sukuna x you #sukuna x y/n #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #ryoumen sukuna #sukuna fluff #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jjk fluff #jjk x y/n

[notthestarwar]

I wanna crack on with this editing but ppl keep asking me to watch their children

#I'm pretty sure my mum is just going to turn up and leave them here at some point today #im always happy to have them tbh and i want them to know they are always welcome #however. she's inconsiderate as fuck and i don't like the doing her a favour side of it lol #like is it too much to ask that you actually acknowledge I'm doing you a favour when i look after your children for the upteenth time #she legit acts like I'm being inconsiderate if I'm not ready to drop everything and look after them for an undetermined period of time #while she fucks off to do something. and she dicks around while she's out and takes way longer than she said she would #and then gets mad when I'm like. so it's pretty late. are you gonna come get them or... #plus if they're here for a mealtime she expects me to feed them #Anyway I'm already waiting for her to knock on my door at some point today lol and now my uncle texts me like 'can you come over tonight' #which honestly i don't mind. I'm pretty much always happy to watch my cousin as they live so close and her parents are always very grateful #and they ask nicely (unlike my mum) #like honestly they should ask more! i think it's good for them to get out. but also. this weekend. why is everything happening this weekend #I'm gonna be busy the whole day tomorrow. I've still gotta buy a bday pressie. and i wanna sort out this fic!!! #at this rate I'll be busy in the day and then be putting my cousin to bed in the early evening and #I'll spend the evening in their lounge not mine. and i can't guarantee the different environment will distract me and sap my motivation lol

[closetminifridge]

This world is so beautiful and alive and I am so beautiful and alive. Tonight is poetry to me. Tonight I am in love with myself and I am Living. Sometimes living means spinning like a pinwheel and splashing through puddles barefoot at midnight in the middle of a thunderstorm because your dad saw you were awake and asked if you wanted to go stand in the rain. To me living is moments like those. So tonight I am Full. Full of love and joy and life. And tomorrow I will wake up tired. My tea will have been drunk, so I'll make myself some more. There will be things to do and maybe I'll be able to do them. But tonight, I am okay. Tonight, it is all okay.

#pigeon's late night thoughts #oh wow I'm posting an original thing for once #it was raining tonight and my dad saw that i was up so he asked if i wanted to go stand with him in the rain #obviously i did so we went out into a thunderstorm at midnight and my mom eventually joined us #i spun around and stimmed freely and my dad just laughed with joy #i got my mom to come out into the rain from out car port for a second and spun her around #moments like these don't happen very often with us #they did more often when i was younger #but tonight was so special to me and i am okay tonight #i think that's just a beautiful thing