#so i won't be letting it go don't worry

[sleepinglionhearts]

Kana may, in fact, be named Kana because it is a simple name but also I know where I started, I'm borrowing that name with great respect u___u

#doodles #one piece #one piece art tag #oc art tag #roronoa zoro #cat burglar nami #tashigi one piece #nico robin #blackleg sanji #tony tony chopper #monkey d. luffy #again don't worry about it don't worry about it it's fine just. woe. child be upon ye #in nami's case u know vivi was part of the decision ok #i will get to drawing that i HAVE SO MANY IDEAS #i do have interactions between mikan baby and other crewmates planned #as well as sillies with kana #actually kana might get a backstory for real bc i had Another Idea but i have to let it sit in my brain a while #this won't be the last u see of these critters ok #anyway here u go have the stuff that's been rattling around in my brain!!! enjoy!!!!!!

[smile-files]

there's something interesting to be said about how nickel's female friends have to constantly school him on how horrible he is but animationepic won't say it

#melonposting #spoof #<- kinda #ii neg #<- also kinda #i hate nickel. i need to kin balloon just so i can experience dropping nickel into that stupid cereal box pit #also y'know what to those people who think nickel loves clover... you're right he is kinda obsessed with her #in that he hates her so much for something that he wants (being a likable/good/happy person) <- according to my interpretation anyway #of course he doesn't want/know how to put in the effort to have it #suitcase screamed at him (as she should've) and that didn't go through his thick skull #only clover in her infinite gentleness and grace could let him know that perhaps he should say sorry for harassing someone all their life : #and even then it isn't sincere #like please don't tell me any of you took his 5-second bizarrely emotionally intelligent notes app apology seriously. good god #like i dunno it was just like clover said to apologize and he said 'on it boss' #or what are we just gonna believe that ae was like. y'know what? this guy just needs to say he's sorry #once #out of nowhere #and we won't have to worry about the horrible things he's done to people (cough cough suitcase) #like heck even if balloon accepts this bs it doesn't do jack for her (not like he should anyway) #this idiot's just so far in the socioemotional gutter that after doing a series of horrible things (which he's been made well aware of) #he'll only so much as acknowledge that he did them if it means he gets friendship points from ae's princess celestia #good god man you're not the leader of a stupid team anymore. get over yourself #the funny thing is that the only excuse for his writing lately is basically a headcanon on my end #i'm just reading into this nonsense. as far as i know he's just being written horribly haha #he's interesting to think about in the lens of 'guy who wants to be happy/good/likeable but does not actually care about anyone' #but if i'm being honest with myself to ae he's just 'jerk who's actually nice now. no he isn't. yes he is for real this time (believe us)' #whatever i need to go to bed

[docholligay]

It is so hard for me to just let go of tasks I've delegated and I am being so so brave right now.

#I did end up making two extra cakes because no one had planned dessert #I already let go of the dinner aspect even though it is absolutely not what I would have done at all #(they are just getting sams club pizzas and I am so courageous) #also I'm worried they won't bring enough punch #and I don't know if anyone is making a non-spiked punch #gritting my teeth and trying NOT to make extra punches #'Doc I wonder if this is why you sometimes get stressed out have tried letting things go' FIRST OF ALL HOW DARE YOU #dear mother I cannot delegate #some dumb greek bitch has overcome me with longinbg for everything to be perfect or at least my fault

[cubur]

Don't let me go…【part2】 I won't let you go！

Well… hi all！ Firstly, I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy out there！🙏 And secondly, as you guys know, i've been quiet for a while. I had to deal with some of my real life problems… albeit unintentionally… And it was a period that seriously hurt me emotionally. So if you remember, when I was at the beginning of everything, I posted an art about it, also mentioned that I will share the rest of that art depending on the situation. And according to this result, it would end as a good or bad ending…

So today, this problem finally came to a conclusion！

What do you see when you look at these pieces? It feels like a bit of a bad ending, right!? But it's not！Yes, the result is really the good ending one！！！I'm just happy to be back with good news after such a long wait！And guys, half of these results are thanks to you, i know！'Cause you all sent so many positive comments and wishes that things turned out well (y'know I have some superstitions like good wishes)！So I can't thank each and every one of you enough！

I really thought for a moment that I had reached the end of the road… And I don't know if I can use the right words about my feelings during this period… That's why i'm not even going to start that "feelings" part. Just… I guess I'm a little old-fashioned. I mean I can't get used to the changes easily. Ofcourse one day I'll say that I'm done！(I can't draw these two boys until i die). But I can only accept this if it is a situation under my control. And since I don't feel like saying I'm done yet, this just damaged my emotional state indescribably. Many days when I was quiet and inactive, I kept telling myself "be patient, be strong, be patient, be strong" and I didn't tell anyone how hard it was for me because didn't want to bother any of you with my *constant* emotional breakdowns. So, special thanks to the few people who didn't turn down my request for help to avoid a panic attack (they know themselves)！

Honestly, this problem is about a topic I'm uncomfortable talking about. That's why I won't talk too much about it. (But even so, I was going to tell you all what this is about, if this had ended with a bad ending. Because if i had to leave i think you guys have the right to know why…) So for now, it's just enough to know that this is about a serious legal issue. I may be just a simple fanartist that you all see here but there are some serious issues going on in my real life and can't have fun with. And it was an issue that would hinder my entire artist career, not just about my fanarts. That's why I asked all of you for help (normally i hate asking for help but…) And the bad ending one is still in my documents, but i will never share this. Because I'm still afraid of something and maybe this will cause things to go bad in the future, idk… But mmh for those who are still wondering, I can explain a little, i guess. So it was the same beginning but a different ending, something like Sasuke leaving without looking back, and he couldn't even hear Naruto's voice and what he was saying behind his back… like an unstoppable farewell…… So I still feel lucky that I didn't have to post this one！

But, after this period that I lived for almost two months, I cannot say that everything is over now… unfortunately. 'Cause from now on it seems like another period awaits me. A period when I will be much busier and not even have time to talk much… But i'm not complaining, because I can still stay around. So i haven't planned it yet but i will try to prepare a monthly schedule for myself. And nothing is finalized but for now it looks like I can only spend two weeks a month on fanarts/commissions. Sorry in advance for being less active from now on！

But HEY i'm still happy！！！

I'm happy to be able to continue what I love to do, happy to be able to stay here with you all and happy that I don't have to leave my accounts. So, endless thanks to everyone who spoke up or stayed silent but never stopped supporting me！I never asked you to do, but y'all just don't know how much strength you give me with your words and support！

Hope the future brings more fun and happiness to all of us！Let's have fun doing the things we love！And don't also forget to take care of yourself！！

(Uhm… Ok I won't be writing such long articles for a long time, don't worry, I won't have time for that ^^;！So just, thank you if you've read this far) ！

See you guys around！❤️❤️

#narusasu #naruto #sasuke #Naruto Uzumaki #Sasuke Uchiha #sns #Don't let me go... I won't let you go! #Yes it's raining but they are with each other #So nothing to worry about now #Good Ending #Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me and never stops supporting! #my otp #my art

[paimonial-rage]

alhaitham analysis

When you first meet Alhaitham, he comes across as someone that has a negative EQ. He's curt, rude, and critical. And yet the truth is surprising? Like looking at his character quest and how he basically emotionally manipulated the whole hive into revolting, this man is very emotionally intelligent. You can honestly see it in a lot of his lines too. When he speaks about people, yes, he may sound like he's simplifying or trivializing things too much, but he's not wrong. He understands people. He knows how they work. It's just that he views emotional labor as too much of a hassle majority of the time.

Spoilers below the cut

You can gather a lot about Alhaitham through Kaveh's character stories. Like while it may not seem like it, Alhaitham is genuinely trying to help Kaveh. He points out to Kaveh that the source of his problems isn't luck, but his sense of impractical idealism and inescapable guilt. Some may say Alhaitham lacked tact when saying this, but it was kindness on Alhaitham's part. Once someone can acknowledge the truth, no matter how hurtful, they can then make the needed changes for the better. When they met up again years later, Alhaitham asked him, "How has realizing your ideals gone for you?" This wasn't done out of a sense of pettiness, but to solidify the truth once more. It was to help.

I think if you don't know someone that operates in this way, Alhaitham's love language may be difficult to decipher. His words may seem cruel. It may seem like he's trivializing your problems. But to speak truth is to show that you're not a lost cause. He has proven he won't abandon you along the way. After all, to speak truth, no matter how hurtful, is to show love.

#genshin impact #alhaitham #character analyses #i was going to reblog someone else's post and reply to it but like... #i got worried i was disagreeing with parts of their post so i decided to make a completely new one haha;;; #i will word this better later #but as someone that functions the same way as alhaitham like... #i've been called cruel and mean #i've been accused of picking fights with people #people that don't know me well think i say things out of malicious intent #i say things because i dislike seeing people suffer and i want them to get better #because usually the source of people's problems are themselves not outside factors #i do want to write a further relationship analysis (aka alhaitham in a relationship) but 3.6 just came out and i wanna play HAHA #so if you're interested please let me know #i say this because when i leave things to sit i lose motivation veeerrryyyy quickly #tl;dr his relationship with kaveh proves that he would not work with just anyone haha #he won't change just because he loves you

[fizzlehead]

this house is full of M-M-MADNESS!

(betty cooper / get out of my house - youtube)

#one thing about betty cooper is there's always someone in her house #evil dad. fake brother. dark manifestation of her own self hatred. real brother. etc etc etc #but ALSO her house being literally haunted is a metaphor for how she herself is haunted BY herself & her darkness & her family... #in a lot of ways betty IS her house and the house IS her. metaphorically! #so that's what's going on here #this one tested me it really did. but i'm happy w how it turned out :) #also this is quite possibly my favorite song EVER so i was sooooo worried that making this would ruin it for me. but it didn't!!!!! #also also i don't know if anyone other than me has this problem but when i watch mp4 files on tumblr the audio is almost always a little bit #unsynced so if it feels a little off watch it on youtube instead!! i spent a lot of time on the timing of everything so i want to make sure #people are able to see it the way that it's supposed to be #anyways. my home my joy i'm barred and bolted and i WON'T let you in. so. get out of my house and so on and so forth #riverdale #my amvs #taylor xoxo

[softquietsteadylove]

Hey birdie! ✨

I've got a cute fluffy idea for "My First And Only" if that's okay! Thena and Gil fell asleep on the couch at Thenas and Ajak comes home after a long day at work. She's seeing them and takes a picture she's going to use as her smartphone background. Thena wakes up and glares at her mother but she can't get up because Gil is holding her! ✨🖤 Hugs and Love! 🖤✨

Thena blinked, finding the living room dark. The question of 'are you still watching?' having come and gone. She sighed, not quite ready to get up yet.

Gil wasn't either.

Right--they had been watching cooking shows while waiting for her mother to get back from work. Gil always kept her company when Mother was working, whether here or at his place with Karun. They had come home with onigiri and a new flavour of cup ramen to share as a snack.

And they might have made out a little bit.

Thena tried to reach for her phone but, somehow, she and Gil had moved from just leaning together on the couch to now fully cuddling. Gil was slumped over on the throw pillows, but with his arm firmly around her waist. Their legs were woven together messily, tangled in the subconscious desire to have their feet up while they rested.

"Gil," she whispered, although Gil was a very sound sleeper. The few times she had gone to his house on the weekends early in the morning, she had discovered as much.

That was also how she discovered that Gramps made wonderful pancakes.

"Gil," she whispered again, pushing on his chest faintly.

"'Ena," he mumbled, forgetting the 'Th' and only nestling further into her mother's plush sofa and pulling her tighter against him.

Thena smiled to herself, alone in the dusk. Gil was nice and warm, she had to admit. It was very different from when she had sleepovers with Makkari and Sersi, all three of them crammed into her double bed upstairs.

Gil sighed in his sleep, holding onto her in the slim space between his body and the back of the couch. His arm was both loosely and solidly wrapped around her.

Just so long as no one could see--could know she was indulging herself like this, Thena pressed her face to his chest. He smelled nice; he had started wearing some kind of scent since they started going out. She wasn't sure if it was real cologne or not, but it was kind of nice. And of course he smelled like whatever he had been cooking.

She wrapped her arms around him too, under the hoodie he was wearing. It was a little too warm for him to need it, but she was pretty sure he always had a jacket or sweater or something just in case she got cold so he could lend it to her. He loved 'boyfriend stuff' like that.

Thena sighed, quickly being pulled into sleep again by how warm and comfortable he was, even napping on her mother's couch in the early evening. "I love you, Gil."

He was asleep; it was the only reason she said it.

"Honey?--I'm sorry I'm late, my love, I--oh."

Thena kept her eyes closed, hoping her mother would simply...mind her business. For once.

Ajak was enthralled by her relationship with Gil. According to her, she wasn't sure if Thena would ever find herself in want of a romantic companion, and was thus ecstatic that she had found such a suitable partner as Gil.

She had plenty of 'I told you so's, in not so many words.

Thena listened as her mother abandoned her shoes by the door but definitely didn't go upstairs, or even into the other room towards the kitchen.

Ajak was quiet, tiptoeing in sock feet over the living room rug and towards them. She turned on the small side lamp and opened the curtains just a little.

Gil adjusted on the couch at the brighter environment before settling his head by Thena's again.

"Oh!" Ajak whispered in delight.

Thena's cheeks burned. She wasn't sure if it would be worse to be awake now or not. Maybe her mother would get the hint - for once - and leave them be if she pretended to still be asleep.

Ajak's phone made the quiet noise of a camera clicking.

"Mother!" Thena did her best to turn and glare at her mother, although still within Gil's hold.

"Sorry, honey," Ajak whispered, although obviously not with any real regret. "Did I wake you?"

Thena hesitated. "Yes."

"Sorry, my baby, you go back to sleep," Ajak murmured, although she didn't exactly scurry off to leave them alone.

Thena pushed against Gil's chest to angle her head, "what are you doing?"

Ajak was holding her phone with one hand and tapping away with her pointer finger of the other. "How do I change the background on this?"

"What?!"

"I know you've showed me before," Ajak murmured, tapping and pressing on various parts of her phone screen. "Oh, wait."

"No, Mother, you-"

Ajak looked up as Thena's fussing only got her encased in Gil's arms again. His embrace weighed down Thena against him, letting him nuzzle his face closer to hers again.

Thena heard Ajak squeak in delight. Perhaps it was just as well her face was being pushed into Gil's side again, having started to become engulfed in warmth.

"Okay, okay, I'm going, I'm going," Ajak practically giggled. She moved lightly, pausing only to pull the throw over the back of the couch over them.

Thena glared at her mother. "If you use that as a background I will-"

"Hush, Thena, don't want to wake Gil," Ajak cut her off, blowing kisses to them both as she finally bounded upstairs.

Thena pressed her face into Gil's chest one more time. She had to find a way to delete that picture from her mother's phone, and maybe from the face of the earth.

#My First and Only AU #ah young love #as they say #Ajak is obsessed #she's telling all her friends at the hospital about her daughter's sweet boyfriend #and they spend all their time together and he's such a little gentleman with her #Ajak did try to give Thena The Talk again since she started dating #but Thena nearly burst into flames and screamed at her mother that this wasn't necessary and stormed off #Ajak yells after her that she just wants her to be safe! #but anyway she doesn't mind at all if the kids want to have a little nap on the couch #I mean look at them! #they're so cute! #Gil does eventually wake up and lets go of Thena and apologizes when Ajak brings them in plates of dinner #poor boy is so embarrassed #he promises nothing happened! #Ajak just smiles and says that she knows that and she trusts them both completely #it's fine sweetheart don't worry #Thena is glaring the whole time chanting in her head #deleteitdeleteitdeleteitdeleteit #Ajak just grins at her because no she won't #it really is her phone background #much to Thena's horror #but once Gil is done being embarrassed about it he quietly texts Ajak #will you send me that picture? #Thena calls him a traitor and doesn't kiss him for a whole week

[mewkwota]

Hello this is a brief tirade for myself regarding Netflixvania, so if you don’t want to hear anything negative about this adaptation then very sincerely, please move on and keep your peace.

I will not be holding back. And if you go in after the fact and take issue, this was your decision and I will not be responding to you.

--

Already from Season 2 I had this weird lingering suspicion that the writers have a thing for Alucard, like I’ve told a friend before that it felt like an Alucard-Only run. And sure, the guy is cool, everyone and their mothers love him I get it. But he doesn’t get that grand chance to shine until several hundreds of years later.

Perhaps it’s my own bias towards the Belmonts, but Trevor was done Dirty. Alucard gets all his cool tricks, and all Trevor got to do was pull out a sword after Drac got stabbed by ~You Guessed It~.

And assuming these leaks are true, as I’ve been trying to avoid them like the plague, my suspicions couldn’t be any more confirmed.

I am all for having your own takes or adaptations, but if you’re getting(?) permission from the source material themselves to make something that large of a scale and do it that poorly of justice... You should have stuck to fan fiction like the rest of us.

If you didn’t give that much of a shite for the Belmont Clan, hell if you really hate them that much, why didn’t you just go straight for Symphony of the Night since you wanna ride Alucard so badly. You could’ve already written Richter as such a horrible guy at that point, easy writing points for you.

I’ve actually been approached more than once with things relating to this adaptation by people knowing I love Castlevania, but don’t know that I dislike Netflixvania. That is on my fault for not being clear in order to avoid conflict, but how much clearer can I make this? I can’t look at it. It makes me want to vomit.

That Alucard, makes me want to vomit. Who are you?

I’ve given this show many chances. Like many. I PAID for the last two seasons since I normally don’t even use Netflix. But now I know that I really can’t trust them to do anyone right, let alone a Belmont.

So you can pry Juste from my cold, heartless hands.

And heaven forbid if I have to see that heinous picture of Richter again, I will need to knock myself out to forget about it entirely. I’m usually good at weaving my way around things but now I gotta get better (he was the only one I saw by accident, for better or worse).

I am just not ready for more people to write him all stupid-ugly. Again.

#if you feel bad after reading this: I'm sorry but I told you NOT to and keep your peace #so don't even go telling me -And Yes I DO like it- cool go like it OVER THERE in your parts where I can't see you #I don't directly follow people for a reason (I'll respect your space) #I'm sorry I don't actually think my opinion for this will change at any point #if I can try to steer clear of it entirely I'll do what I can #also if this site goes down with the current update that's going on #this is like writing a bottle into a volcano-- you won't have to worry about it anymore #Mew and the hot dogs #I'm only going to let myself explode (1) time-- sorry

[tittyinfinity]

I've got enough followers and have been gaining them steadily enough to where I think I might put an "about me" link on my blog

#.bdo #I've been putting myself out there more often and being louder and more confident about my opinions #which means I'm fighting past my fear of social rejection a bit better #but my perfectionism/ocd is my biggest enemy #if I make any small mistake ever I won't stop thinking about it on a loop for days/months/years/decades #i can't let anyone perceive me wrong ever or they might think I'm a stupid irredeemable person #so I worry about that #I just realized that my seroquel muscle relaxers and anxiety medication all just kicked in on top of be being stoned af and I've just been #in these fuckin tags for a minute dude #who wants to hear a story #the first time I saw the ocean was behind the trump towers in sunny isles miami and then i immediately got so sick i almost died #about me: i don't receive child support because my babydaddy ran off to LA to become famous #and then ended up in prison for beating someone up with a skateboard #I need to go to sleep but I will fight these meds to keep myself awake i had a busy day and I want my chill time

[dromaeocore]

DANCE WITH THE DEVIL

#my art #furry #horror #cj #my ocs #I absolutely love this piece but don't want anyone to worry or know or. okay well i actually am aching to tell people what's going on #bc it's so fucking lonely. but He won't let me. because He knows people will intervene #...sorry if. Yeah #This sucks. #lol he looks like an evil worm on a string #damn hope that's not the last thing i ever say on this blog. but that would be kinda funny though #vent art

[yuichiroswife]

{ I'm sorry to the people I told that I'd get to the threads of. Something... I didn't expect came up and now my mental state has pretty much hit an all time low. I'm sorry to everyone who expected things and I'm sorry to everyone else in general.

I'll still try my best to get at least some stuff out. }

#{ I really don't feel good. } #{ I really don't. } #{ And a lot of times I really wonder why I'm still here. } #{ But I'm okay! I promise! } #{ So no need to worry or approach or whatever. } #{ I just wanted and needed to let the people expecting things know what's going on. } #{ I promise I'll get to stuff! I won't drop anything either. } #{ Thank you for dealing with me and putting up with me. } #✠ [ ' ʙʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴏғғ sᴛᴇᴀᴍ. ' ] - ✡ ʀᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ/ᴠᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ✡ #✠ [ ' ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ' ] - ✡ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ✡

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Beginning to really wonder how much of my financial concern is manufactured and handed to me as opposed to something I'm genuinely concerned by

#bc like. i'm getting by just fine. i don't have anything to be reasonably worried about #but also when i was a kid my father would break down my mother's paycheck and basically explain how broke we were #and that May Have Affected Me Somewhat #as well as just. the way you consistently see the advice to just save! don't get takeout! necessities! and i'm not intent on living like #a monk nor am i intent on being on that grindset for financial gain #it's like i don't intrinsically care but i have so many messages given to me about how i need to care a lot and it puts me in a weird spot #i am simultaneously standing still and moving at mach speeds #i mean right now i just need a safety net while in between jobs; after that i need to save up to move out of state bc the uh #political situation and upcoming presidential election don't seem very sustainable for someone like me anymore #they weren't to begin with but i don't wanna stick around to see how bad it's gonna get #but it's like. okay and then what? save for what? going back to school i guess? idk #i feel like i keep asking myself what i'm trying to accomplish and keep trying to force myself to have answers #here and now when i have to be okay with taking things one step at a time instead of having everything here and now #it's simultaneously fine and terrible and i am holding two conflicting yet equal truths #i feel i may have a clearer head once i leave my current job. i'm trying to look but nothing feels appealing given how #burnt out i already feel. i dread going back into my workplace and i fear it's showing to the patients and i don't want that #i want a month off to rediscover who i am as a person outside of getting yelled at in retail and then pick something back up #could be feasible. genuinely could be. i need to sort out the health insurance aspect but. that's lowkey the plan? #to construct a financial safety net and then slam on the breaks for a while; see if i can strike up a deal with the staff about me #coming in for specific tasks bc we already know i'm quick and efficient with the inventory so i do have a little leverage #you know what. this is getting some of it off my chest and i'm starting to feel confident again lmao #i won't be doing weekends starting either next week or the week after so that's a start! i just think i want everything done right now #bc i'm afraid i won't have the chance again but i will. i definitely will #i just need to let myself get to that point; it's just the immense drain from the register work and the Everything that comes with retail #also having to accept that it's okay to leave this; there's not something wrong with me like. ''not being able to handle it'' or w/e #no mindfulness or detachment could've saved me; it was shit and i'm hitting the bricks and that's all there is to it #i've been thinking a lot about it all lately bc it's what's most prominent in my life rn of course #idk. pondering. introspecting. as i am wont to do #anyways if you've read all this you're a real mvp and i am kissing you on the hand #shai speaks

[joyridingmp3]

ok plan for tomorrow: fix my reports (take like maybe 1.5 hours if that), buy yogurt i forgot to get today, go home and sweep and meal prep & take out rubbish, either go annoy my family and steal hits of their vapes or go find a new cemetery in the next town over to go sketch at. come home and guitar forever and ever

#i like my local one the most but i always get a little worried someone will see me there (ie a client) and be weird about it #i try not to let the opinions of others dictate what i do so obv I go anyway #and it's very like. girl what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament if they see me anyway #but a change in scenery would be nice and i don't have any money to go do anything else #plus in a different town it means i won't have that worry as much looming over me #mine

[threadsun]

Real quick, not because it's come up or anything, I just want to be pre-emptive about it:

Remember that I'm not the world's leading expert in anything, including kink. Remember to take things I say with a grain of salt and do your own research. I never want to be one of those people who styles themself as an expert and is treated as some sort of guide/leader. For one thing, that's not a power dynamic I'm comfortable with. I'm here to make friends and have fun and spread my love of RACK, not be in charge of anyone (save for moderating the discord).

I happen to know more about queer identities, disability, and kink/bdsm/safe sex than the average person just because they're the three areas I've studied a lot and that most affect my personal life in various ways. But that doesn't mean I'll always be right about everything, or that I'll get across my knowledge well, or that you should just listen to everything I say and take it as fact.

Especially when it comes to kink and bdsm, you should never be teaching others about it just from what you've learned from me, nor should you be practicing it if I'm the only source you've gotten your information from. As a general rule of thumb, never get all your information from one source or believe people just because they usually know what they're talking about. Look for multiple sources, do your own research, remember that there's always going to be different perspectives and everyone has blindspots they don't know about.

So yeah, idk. I just don't wanna be creating weird power dynamics just because I happen to know a lot about kink and like to share my knowledge. And I definitely don't want people engaging in irl kinks based only on what they learn from me, because I've barely brushed the surface of what you need to know before you can safely engage in kink.

Also just because I tease and flirt does not make me anyone's dom. I don't engage in play without negotiation and trust (and friendship or money). If I'm flirting with someone, it's because they've consented to it and they can revoke that consent at any time. But I will never try to engage in actual power exchange here, that would be irresponsible and once again create a power dynamic I'm not comfortable with. I have my limits, and I'll make them clear, so never worry you've accidentally broken them without knowing. And don't worry about trying to defend me, I can defend myself.

#sunshine #idk maybe this doesn't need saying but I want to say it anyway #especially the power dynamic thing #I get uncomfortable when people try to make themselves like... 'leaders' or whatever of fandoms or online spaces #turns real weird and culty real quick and makes it easy for people to be taken advantage of #so I don't wanna be one of those people or encourage people to treat Anyone like that #don't put people on pedestals or make them your leader especially not internet strangers #I'm happy to be a fun silly blog y'all go to and I'm happy to be peoples' favourite writer/blog/whatever #I'm happy for people to enjoy my content and chat with me and ask me questions about kink #I'm happy to educate as best as I can #I'm NOT happy to be taken as a supreme authority on anything tho #I'm just some dumbass I do not deserve that power #also I'm very good at sticking to my boundaries/limits so if I ever respond to something then it means I'm comfortable with it #so like I won't let flirting go any further than I'm comfortable with #which means I don't need people coming into my inbox trying to defend me because they think someone went too far #if they did then I'll let them know myself otherwise it's all good no one needs to worry about it

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Okayy i love the idea you have for George being like the main producer famous guy cus I wouldn't feel right to replace Matty with someone else

right?? trying to figure out where this faux-75 would be style/music wise without matty kind of spins me in circles so i decided on instrumental/ambient/session musicians with producer george coming through for us (thank GOD)

and the other guys in the band (including jamie don't you worry!) are also definitely going to be Known, but i was envisioning george being the Face/one who speaks during interviews (lol). he'd have to go to all these annoying music award shows or networking dinners and every time he drags his feet and rolls his eyes because this is not why he got into music. so he stands at the door, letting his head hang back as he bemoans the entire evening he has to spend with people he doesn't know, while matty stands beside him with his floral ceramic cup (that he takes with him everywhere: classroom to his apt to george's house... emotional support tea cup don't ask questions lol) and the jumper george was wearing before he had to get dressed in his suit, smiling and telling him to have a good time. and george says he can't if matty's not there...

pop music's hottest up-and-coming producer miserable at an awards function because he misses hearing his boyfriend complain about certain interpretations of the iliad? in my fics? more likely than you think babes!!! i hope ur excited bc i am :))

#also don't worry he's got his earring on with the suit anon i didn't forget i DIDN'T FORGET #also i think it's going to be george's pov so it won't be Regular Person being starstruck by george or the band #it's just going to be george being so enamored with this chance-encounter guy that works with his friend... #also i'm not trimming any of matty's Personal Lore he is going to be Just As Matty it doesn't matter than he's in academia #academia has all the freaks LET ME TELL YOU so he's fine no need to adjust #producer george and TA matty fic #asks #answered

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if there is one thing i will never recover from with crestoria's crossover being gone for good, it's that we'll never ever know the story behind transgressor yuri.

if there are two things i will never recover from with crestoria's crossover being gone for good, it's that leon and aegis' loyal friendship will never ever return.

#GTF Things #Tales of Crestoria #it is rare for leon to be on that kind of respect level with someone let alone risk his own reputation as a traitor to let someone escape #by which i mean in destiny he only ever rly did that for stahn bc stahn was the ONLY person screaming over leon's suffering #and BEGGING him to talk to him and not take on everything alone #so i'd be hard pressed to say he truly made that last second decision for any other reason #other than stahn getting through to him bc if stahn hadn't said anything nobody else was all that worried abt doing so #for him to do that for aegis even in a setting where he wasn't going to be in mortal peril #still risked him becoming a transgressor if anyone had had time to record that #i.e. local dude helps local sinned traitor escape and is by association also a sinner #and that may have affected the ease of his search in restoring stahn to human form #which stahn prob would not have minded but it would still increase the difficulty for leon's search all the same #with yuri forget it im going to be permanently S T R E S S E D that we will never know that story #and i don't think they'd play into the possessed-not-really-yuri thing again after doing it in asteria #and in rays it was only a cameo thing. i fully believe that was actual yuri bc it would fit into his canon-mixed-with-crestoria #so unless the devs for some reason decide to tell us what their plans were for yuri we will never know #and it's been too long now since cresty went down like do i have to write this shit myself #they robbed me of transgressor yuri meeting vicious too woe is me cresty team #im still so desperate for them to turn crestoria back on like pls it's not just my crops anymore it's me too im also dead #i know they won't turn it back on and heck all the data for it is probably long since byebye BUT #even if i enjoy the manga it's not the same without the crossover #i would kill for them to give us that game back it was my fave gacha ever ;; #i say that with the full bias of the fact that i obliterated everything with default leon and completely maxed him in every aspect #but also just the fact that i want cresty's crossover back s o f u c k i n g b a d