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#so I'm also getting anxious abt my fridge bc if i run out of power most of my food will go bad n i spent money on tht which will jst abt
wingedbeings ยท 3 years
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#first real vent post in a while here girls i'm goign 2 try to talk abt smth here directly again <3#ok so basically i live in a little cabin right n i only have solar power#n i have yet to get better solar panels that'll work for when theres no sun like now#but no one wants to sell a normal amt like all the companies r like well a minimum of 10 + we will install them n i only need 2-4 depending#on whether i replace my less good ones#n they can't install it here bc they only do house set ups n well this obvi isnt tht#and well it is um biting me in the ass hard now#i have no light past 7-7:30 n no heating n its getting cold as all hell <3#n now there wont be sun for over a week still n my batteries are running low#so I'm also getting anxious abt my fridge bc if i run out of power most of my food will go bad n i spent money on tht which will jst abt#kill me internally bc i'm still very poor n living on like 20% of minimum wage bc of the government being like tht <3#n that's a thing for slightly less than 2 more years where i'll get like 75% of minimum wage so i can actually move into an apartment maybe#but um yea everything rly sucks rn n i'm rly stressed out abt this#i'm already only using my powerbanks for my phone n tht#n i dont use my lights n instead use a flashlight or candles#but now i also ran out of candles which rly sucks too bc i cant get more until tuesday#n i have a small generator but that cant be on constantly like it's purely for like appliances like a lawnmower or a vacuum etc#n i'll try to start using it for my heater for like half an hour or so a day or smth before it gets dark#but my family got pissed at me bc i asked them for advice n because i dont know how to unplug my fridge n plug it into my generator instead#bc my stepfather installed it weirdly nd like even if i did i couldnt just leave my generator on nonstop but theyre still making it out as#my fault n that i just dont want to solve it etc and well i wld like to death <3#i dont have like the double glass windows so it gets rly cold thru there inside which sucks bc it's like between 14-17 degrees inside#like constantly now n my body doesnt like do the thing where it heats itself so im rly struggling w that#ya all in all it's like waiting till i can finally find solar panels somewhere tht work w like daylight rather than jst sunlight too which#wont be for a while n hmm im stressed out bc i dont have anywhere else 2 stay either <3#v anxious abt my food going bad esp#bc i cant afford 2 jst waste half the food i bought#at least my stove n hot water still work bc thts w gas but hm fuck <33 also my lighter is running empty too n i dont have matches so aa#bc i need tht for candles n if my like water heater thing goes out bc i need to change my gas cylinder for it which will orobably be soon#moss.exe
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