#so I don't think there's any possible way this would be a painless endeavor

[aroyalpaininthecass]

I need to make new friends. I’ve hesitated because the ones I have are already frustrating enough, so why do I need more? Turns out they might just be bad friends perhaps

#but I'm an introvert and also I have other social issues I am trying to work through so #might not be happening in the foreseeable future #I think the problem is I have gotten used to not having anyone so whatever little patience I had for others is completely gone #so I don't think there's any possible way this would be a painless endeavor #so I won't do anything and I'll end up staying as I am #I keep telling myself also to stop putting work ahead of fun life events but really...work is always there for me #why do I put people who only give me the time of day once a month over my livelihood that is always there #neither work or people is satisfying for long so I'll go with the one that gets me money #this is some Holly AF shit