#so 🥺🥺 he thinks abt me too

[skitskatdacat63]

For everyone who wanted bullfighter Nando when I mentioned it the other day, here you go :D

+ this one I don't feel like coloring yet(imagine he's in Ferrari colors!!!)

#did you know bullfighters dedicate their kill to a friend or member of the public by giving them their hat? #i really wanted to draw silly vettonso where fernando offers seb his hat #seb retires from bullfighting(yeah its an au now) and fernando in his green costume is like; #'here is my hat. now will you come back from retirement? 🥺' #but yeah feel very abnormal abt that ^ and also the thing abt them having someone who helps them get into their costume as a sacred ritual #theres just a lot of thoughts and ideas floating around in my head bcs of it #anyways i liked drawing this but it was very suffering too and took me like 5 hours #its like. you see the intricate embroidery and im like ah! omg! i love painting details!!! #and then remember im not the best w coming up with ideas for the embroidery pattern itself #so pls bear with me 😭😭 mainly i was trying to reference the diamond logo of renault #but most of it kinda just ended up being austrian knots i guess bcs thats what my mind defaults to #i thought the shoulder pad would be the most difficult but that came together the easiest and made the rest actually work in my head #aaahhh also im surprised w the angle of his face! im usually not good at side profiles as well as tilted down heads #but i think he looks pretty good honestly??? #also w the sketch i just wanted to post it bcs i liked his face okay 😭😭😭 #i wanted to paint it too but I realized im so naive thinking i could paint two of these horrifically detailed things in one session #but his face 🥹🥹 i like it!!! theres some renault era pic of him i really like where hes sun drenched and angry looking #^ and i think i captured the vibe well so!!!!! #well anyways mayhe ill draw more of this. it was fun but also like sucked my life force out bcs it kept going from easy to 'I CANT DO THIS' #the pictures of matadors are just...insane to me. tiny waist fat ass flamboyant costume. im dead 🫠 #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #matador au

[bylertruther]

y'all moved on but i literally still can't believe this is real life. what the fuck. spread ur wings, mr schnapp... sniffling, crying, weeping bc i am so full of Joy... not 2 be corny but it's always a lovely thing when someone steps into the light n lives their truth... when they feel safe and loved enough by those in their life that they feel they can and genuinely want to share this part of themselves with the world... mr schnapp who has played will byers for such a big part of his life and explored his own self and come to terms with who he is at the same time that will has... will, who means so much to so many and has such a realistic journey that we seldom get to see, especially in such mainstream media, literally the biggest show in the world... just so moved that he went from being scared in the closet to feeling so loved and at peace that he would share this part of himself with the world in such a silly, light-hearted, and entirely noah way, always so true to himself and full of light... i just. 🥺 a lot of feelings are being felt rn. good for him!! GOOD FOR HIM!!!!! 💗🏳️‍🌈🫂

#like. he's gay 🥺!! tears in ym eyes lol the reality hit me like. omg. he's gay.... noah schnapp... gay... revealed it in a silly funny #little tiktok.. with a smile on his face :) <3 it just makes my heart so happy!!! i love when anyone feels safe enough to come out!! #i wish we didn't have to i wish that we could just exist and have it not be a big deal but we aren't there yet and for now i just. #i just !!!!! feel so happy!!! for him and those who felt inspired by his courage and told their loved ones about themselves too! #and for those of you that can't do that just know that you are still loved and seen and you are not less than or any less valid! #peace and love on planet earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺😭🤧💓 #scared in the closet to being out and proud and smiling about it.... bro i'm really crying rn like . love is so real... it's out there... #staring up at my ceiling thinking abt how none of us are ever alone... wauw life is um . well. life sure is something sometimes huh

[definitelynotshouting]

HI HI HI IM BACK SO EXCITED TO READ THE SEASON 6 THING AND CURIOUS IF MUMBO STILL LOVES GRIAN AS A WORM

in a life update-y way, show! happened! stage-managing! only cried like twice! very fun!

and i humbly request you post about your cat more often (in reference to the "hermits and catting!" post)

-🍁

AYYYYY WELCOME BACK LEAF ANON I HOPE U LIKE THE FIC!!! :D congrats on the show and stage-managing, im glad you had fun even though it sounds like it got a bit stressful!!!!

okay honestly if i started talking more about my cat i would NEVER stop i love this little bastard SO MUCH..... light of my life my sweet prince my silly rabbit my horrible terrible awful beast of burden who bites my elbows sometimes<3 my little fanta can. Just for u here are some more recent pics of Mr Handsome himself

(his name is Anarchy btw, for those who do not know the-- arguably-- deep lore here >:] )

#shouting speaks #asks #HES MY LITTLE CREATURE FROM THE BLACK LAGOON WHO LETS ME GIVE HIM TUMMY RUBS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LUV HEEM #anarchycat #sorry if i think abt my cat for too long i start wailing and sobbing /pos bc he is so everything to me #littlest guy in the whole wide world. blessed specifically by Bast to keep him #txt

[lqcb97]

#oh it's a big day for the bangers ........ how are my christals holding up.............. #all the stars in his eyes make my galaxy...... 😓😓😓 #GOD I LOVE HIM #YOU GUYS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #my heart is so full of love for him #the whole place was cheering his name i think i almost collapsed i'm so upset #HES THE STAR OF ALL TIME 🥺🫶🤍🌙🩶🫂🖤 #i almost posted this on the wrong acct (almost posted it on the instagram archive for chan LMAOOO... #uhhh follow me there too hehehe @/gnabsnahc #ANYWAY WHO CARES ABT THAT THIS IS SO MUCH MORE IMPORYANT #LOOK AT OUR SHINING STAR BANG CHAN 🥺🤍☹️🫂🖤💗🌙 #mc channie god.. #chan #bang chan #skz #stray kids

[alienaiver]

Shinsou is nervous. There's no denying it. You've had three great dates, a lot of banter before that and he's still quietly shaking from kissing you on your doorstep a few nights earlier. But now you've turned radio silent. No texts. No calls. No pictures or silly captions posted on any site you use.

Did you ghost him? Would you do that? You're part of a bigger friend group, you've been friends before you decided to take a step further, but what else could this be?

He caves three miserable days later and calls Tsuyu, because he knows she won't make fun of him but will tell him to his face if she thinks he's a creep.

"Nohr is sick," Tsuyu says quietly. "I've been at her place every day to make sure she's eating and drinking and to feed her cat."

"What can I do?" He asks, trying to swallow the lump in his throat. He's been wallowing in self-doubt while you're suffering! That's not Boyfriend material! That's not even friend material!

"You can cook, right?" Tsuyu asks and explains what he already knows. The foods you prefer when the pain hits. Where you hide your spare key. What to look out for when caring for your cat.

By the time he arrives at your apartment, he feels like he's back in high school, his biggest exam right in front of him. If he fails today, he can kiss this relationship goodbye, right? He'd always tried to be caring and understanding when you were friends, but now that he wants to be more to you, he has to show that he can be more to you.

You're asleep when he comes in and when he leaves. He's not sure if you even understood that it was him moving around you instead of Tsuyu, but the weight of your body, as he held you upright while you ate, has told him something, a secret he had already known but forgotten:

It's not the big things that make a relationship, it's all the little things instead. It doesn't mean he stops planning date number four, but it means he's more than ready to be back at your apartment tomorrow, to clean out your cat's litter box and shake up your pillows.

He loves you. What else would he do?

dira i am CRYING SMILING SOBBING WIMPERING THIS CHEERED ME UP IMMENSELY THE SECOND (THE! SECOND!) I RECEIVED IT AND WAS ABLE TO READ IT OH MY HOSHHHH........... i am OUT of words and just 😭🧡 MY HEART IS SQUEEZING ILYSM... GO GHE ENDS OF GHE EARTH....!!!!!

#not shinsou worrying abt being boyfriend material oh my goH he is sO ADORABLE #i hve a similar ish scene planned for amethyst haze and i just! we are CONNECTED i love the way u think and write it brings me suCH JOY! #fuck generally ur shinsou is like peak canon shinsou in my mind you GET him! and you get me which makes me wanna CRY AND SOB 🥺🥹🥹🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 #COMFORT TAG #!!!! TO THE ENDS OF EARTH FR FR FR i wish i had more words i swear ive been thinking abt this NON STOP #made my friend whos babysitting (lmao) read it too bcos i was so excited !!!! #keepsakes 🗃️ #nohr.talks #nohr.rec #!!!! 😭🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 #happy tag

[hwaitham]

#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ #no one is allowed to read da tags on dis post . i am bein vry pouty n' sniffly about one feeble scholar #sigh . i just #:C #i rllie rllie luv al haitham like . sosososo much 🥺 #whenever i start straying away n' catch eyes for someone else he alwys reels mi back in . #has mi running back to him w my tail tucked between my legs #he's soooo . . he is so ! #he's easily perceived as a bit of an a-hole but at his core . he is so deeply empathetic #i think abt his birthday letter so much . he saw dat paimon is curious n' enjoys reading so on his birthday he gave /Her/ #books of a suitable level :C ? ? #at da end of his story quest he saved siraj even though the latter betrayed him :C ? ? ? #n' all his interactions with kaveh :C ? ? ? ? #. . he isn't selfless but he also isn't selfish #he's a rllie good example for people to look up to . . :< n' i for one Rllie admire him ! ! #i know i give too much of myself for th sake of others . i know i don't leave all dat much for myself in da end #but learning abt him n' loving him makes mi feel les guilty about setting my boundaries n' knowing where to stop :< ! ! ! #whenever i hv to do dis it alwys feels like he is there with me patting my back :< telling me 's okie :< #u guysssss ! ! ! ! ! ! ! :'C #oooo he is so . exquisite . i'm so happie n grateful for him . #i feel a bit silly . . for being so taken w a character like this #he is soso wonderful n' admirable n' i am filled with so much love for him . . . . waaa m typing thru blurry vision now . . #‎(ㅠ‸ㅠ) dis is extremely embarrassing please don look at me

[devilishdelights]

i should do a lil doodle of my arcana mc and asra….to satisfy the me who couldn’t draw people too well at the time but wanted to so badly

#how i feel abt obey me now is how i felt abt the arcana #i’m happy i can draw mc smoochin the faves now!!! #joanna (my mc) was originally gonna be romanced with julian…..but then my heart went badumpadump for that silly lil magician #it pains me so!!!!!!! i love asra sm #how he straight up gave half his heart away to bring u back from the dead….insane. need somebody like that fr #love him sooo muchhhhhhhh🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #joanna’s a cutie patootie too 🫶 both of them got purple goin on #agghhhh now i’m remembering the outfit designs i did for her and my SI……. goddd i love those designs sm. i made a post a long time ago i #think saying the exact same thing and how i should just draw them anyway despite not being into the arcana anymore #but!! i realized i can also repurpose the designs….🤔🤔🤔 #but i don’t wanna bc they were specifically made for the characters :(((( #SI mc goes so hard tho i really only have them so i can give myself cool ass fantasy outfits hehe 💖

[stonerzelda]

im so in love with cotl charactersss man like they really gave us nothing (not their fault tho i rly dont think they thought it would take off much, it was just a small game) but omfgg i love it so much <3 im super happy w the dlc bc it gave me shit that i DREAMEDD abt but im slefish and i want. More,,...give me more Bishops lore...more Bishops interaction...mmORE

#heket ive been in love with from day 1 but the others are growing on me so hard theyre all great #kallamar and shamura esp i DO love leshy!! hes baby boy and i wish you could mend their wounds n shit #but i went coocoo bananas when as followers they gave u special characterized dialogue and semi special quests #🥺🥺🥺i LOVE youuuu bishops my friends the bishops <33 #ironically narinder is the onky one thay idgaf abt idk i think i still have a grudge against him lol #but omfg. i waited until i had all of then to marry heket bcos i looov her and wanted her family to be there <3 #and shortly after kallamar was like i..ily too...will u marry me as well 🥺 #;____; OF COURSE ILY....yayy fish husband and frog wifeee <333 #ok sorry i needed tk gush abt how much i love cotl my bad everypony #cotl spoilers

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Ahhhh I’m the anon that was converted into a Sugu stan hello!!🥺 Oh my goodness thank you so so much for your darling response it made me feel so giddy and happy to know that it met you well!🥺 Thank you so so much for taking the time to respond to everything, I was having such a lovely time reading through your response!😭😭 Your Sugu is just so lovely and wife coded and any day where I can’t hold his hand is agony and suffering😔

And not to ping pong from topic to topic but oml mer! thoughts😳 I dont think this would necessarily align with what you may have in mind for your Sugu fic, but I am such a goblin for the trope of childhood friends human and mer that have a chance/meaningful encounter in their youth only to reunite later in life and let the story go from there that is??? Good food😳

And slightly piggybacking off of that ^^^ imagine a young reader strolling along the beach and exploring much farther out than what their fam/guardians/ whomever would appreciate, and lo and behold they see this poor looking creature washed up and tangled in fishers net along the beach. Stepping closer it dawns on them that this is a mer, and judging by the state it’s in, weak and sluggish movement, shallow breathing, it doesn’t have much of a fighting chance if it isn’t freed ASAP. So they take a pocket knife or a sharp shell or something and gets to work and starts sawing through the net and things get ROUGH. Suddenly springing to life out of a last ditch defense mer!Sugu just starts flailing and hissing, swiping with nails/claws and baring fangs with frenzied anger, managing to make a clean cut somewhere on the reader, be it on their upper cheek or their hand or forearm.

All the while reader is doing their best to say soothing words and convey that everything will be okay. Eventually Suguru is freed and more or less scurries back into the water, but before diving underneath the water he takes a moment and stills, taking a good long look back at the human child knocked flat on their butt, sitting on the sand staring right back, who couldn’t have been any older than him. Then he thinks of his elders, the ones who had told him to avoid humans above all else because humans never bring anything good to their kind. Before the reader can scramble to their feet or say anything else sugu swims away and that’s that. Years pass and any thought of the encounter can more or less be brushed aside as a hazy summer childhood memory where the readers imagination just got a bit too lively. Merpeople exist, but really and truly, what are the chances of the reader having such a unique encounter? It is a memory coded as fantasy.

I have no more thoughts but okay just imagine😳 reader returns to that beach years later and somehow meets with Sugu again, and as cheesy or unrealistic as it sounds they both have a moment where it just clicks that despite it all they have met before. Suguru remembers a kind human child, his one man scuffle as an act of defense and scraping his hero. He recognizes that long healed graze of a claw, he knows who this is.

Okay that was a doozy but I promise! From here on out everything will be much more bite size and to the point ^^;

I have a question, in the world you’re writing, do you think there’s any type of magic or sorcery? If so, do any mer have the ability to harness and use it? Furthermore, would Sugu be able to, and if so, what are the extent of his powers? It’s just a fun thought considering so many mer! in media do have at least some type of it, and the idea of a mer!Sugu having some type of power is😳 incheresting😳 (also entirely unrelated but I’ve been thinking about mer! themed nicknames and the only one I can remember off the top of my head is ‘Sweetshark’ being a play off of ‘Sweetheart’. Who said that neways)

Oh! And another thought! Say that the Reader maybe catches a nasty cold or is just generally feeling under the weather and can’t visit Sugu like they normally do, how is Suguru holding up? Does he just assume that they up and left him, the one human he’s decided to open his heart up to? Or is he more concerned about their safety, wondering where they are and if they’re okay? What is his reaction when they finally return?

And not to change the topic out of nowhere but!! Oh my goodness yes!!! Being in a fandom that has so much smut, it’s so very comforting and nice to have a sfw corner to vibe and chat in! (Not that there is ever anything wrong with writing or enjoying smut ofc!) Thinking of these characters and how they would treat an aroace reader is so so comforting and it really warms my heart! stsg would be so sweet and patient!🥺 (And don’t worry! You weren’t being pushy or assuming anything, as someone who does fall on the aroace spectrum it is endlessly refreshing to see these ideas and how these characters would handle and treat someone like that! They’re the ultimate sweeties and would be so good to anyone, but for someone who is aroace?? Idk it just works so so well!🥺)

And! Thank you so so much I would be honored to go by a lil anon tag, I just get shy and sometimes don’t really send things in ^^; So if that isn’t any trouble and it would be okay/ if it isn’t taken, would it be possible to go by 🍓 anon? Or if that’s taken, maybe 🍎 anon? <:) Regardless, thank you so so much for your time and all of your kind words and thoughts, they mean they absolute world and then some to me!🥺 I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day/night!🥺

HELLOOOOO 🍓 ANON……. the perfect emoji for someone so sweet !! <333

pls i can’t thank u enough for sending me such a heartfelt ask, it rlly did warm my heart sooo so much :’3 AND I’M SOOO OVERJOYED THAT U THINK MY SUGU IS WIFECODED??? that’s all i want him to be tbh …. he’s a girlfriend he’s a Mother he’s a wife <3333 etc etc. u get it !!!

AND OHHHH 🍓 ANON ………….. this entire ask was just a goldmine of ideas….. would u believe me if i said i was planning for the suguru fic to follow that plotline almost exactly 😭😭😭 not exactly a childhood encounter au, but something very very similar!!! basically the same function……. and when reader and sugu meet for the first time i was also imagining him being hissy and defensive and reader cutting the net w a switchblade from their pocket, murmuring sweet reassurances to him…. WE’RE SOOO IN SYNC it’s the mer!sugu hivemind fr!! i adore ur take on this au, any variation of the childhood friends trope is a favorite of mine :33 and the scar is so genius too!! i think the idea of meeting a mermaid during one of your childhood summers is just theee loveliest concept ever 🥺🥺

BUTTT OKOK… onto ur questions!! they were soooo fun to think abt and answer, tysm for asking!! it rlly helps me when it comes to figuring out mer!sugu’s character, merfolk lore, etcetc :>

I have a question, in the world you’re writing, do you think there’s any type of magic or sorcery? If so, do any mer have the ability to harness and use it? Furthermore, would Sugu be able to, and if so, what are the extent of his powers?

GREATTT QUESTION…. this is something i’ve thought abt before when answering another ask!! basically, i imagine the mermaids in this au as being kind of sinister and siren-like, with an ability similar to hypnosis!! when they speak and sing, they can lure humans into a false sense of security, beckon them closer, dull their senses… etc etc. that’s basically all though!! i do also think they’d be very powerful and ferocious…. i have another piece of lore planned but i haven’t completely figured it out yet !! what i will say is that these mermaids are almost kinda. werewolf like 😭😭 in the sense that they change with the cycles of the moon !! :33

oh and and !! obv suguru is one of the more powerful mermaids….. definitely overwhelmingly good at using his voice, and also just very physically strong and heavy. you are NOT making it out of an encounter alive lol. (his only weakness is his tender heart <33)…

AAAA AND THE MER PETNAMES PAGDJSHJS… SOOO CUTE ….. SWEETSHARK ….. 😭😭😭 i NEED reader to call suguru that. i think they would also call him their little fishy <333 maybe he’d get back at them by calling them his little silly seal ……… sigh . their dynamic is so cute to me 😔😔

Oh! And another thought! Say that the Reader maybe catches a nasty cold or is just generally feeling under the weather and can’t visit Sugu like they normally do, how is Suguru holding up? Does he just assume that they up and left him, the one human he’s decided to open his heart up to? Or is he more concerned about their safety, wondering where they are and if they’re okay? What is his reaction when they finally return?

I LOVEEEEE THIS IDEA SO MUCH and my answer also ties in to some other anon asks hehe :33 in this au mermaids can move on land, but obv it’s risky and depending on the terrain it’s pretty tough….. reader lives very close to the beach and mer!sugu is super flexible, so i think that in this scenario he waits for a while, gets impatient, gets grumpy, and THEN gets worried. he’s trying so hard to act like he doesn’t care but we all know reader is his special little human :((( so after a while he’s like. what if they got hurt? what if they collapsed from lack of nutrients??? (for some reason i picture mer!sugu fixating a lot on reader’s eating habits… making sure they’re always well fed….. it’s part of the mermaid courting process i think)

…. so he ends up flopping his way over to their little house, carrying a bunch of raw fish and herbs <333 all worried and grumpy bc they left him hanging and he was forced to realize that he actually enjoys their company a Lot. which is very embarrassing for him. but as soon as he sees them all delirious and weak he probably tries his best to take care of them 🥺🥺 he’s not good at it LOL but he does have some experience …. and he’s very soft for them. can’t bear to be too snarky when they’re in pain or distress :((( he’s a sweetheart… a sweetshark even……….. lulls them to sleep with his voice and watches over them until they’re better. 🥺

ohhhh 🍓 anon this was so fun ……. tysm for sending ur thoughts my way and for being so sweet!!! u made me think a bunch abt this au and i appreciate it sm <333 ANDDDD FELLOW ASPEC HEHE it’s so good to have u here!!! stsg really would be so patient and kind…….. 🥺🥺 i might’ve said it before but i really am so glad the concept can bring u some comfort!! it does the same to me too :’3

ALSO before i forget….. pls don’t ever feel worried abt being shy / sending stuff in !!! there’s never, and i mean absolutely never, any pressure to!!! i’m the kind of person who can randomly disappear every now and then too so i totally get it 😭😭 the anon tag is just so that i recognize u (and bc it’s cute hehe).. but pls know that you never ever have to send anything in unless you want to!! doesn’t matter if it’s now or in a month or in a couple years. so pls don’t worry abt it at all <33 !!

#tysm for the lovely ask wahhhh 🥺🥺…. i love talking abt mer!sugu so so much #AND 🍓 anon!! i hope u have the most wonderful day/night too <33 take care of urself pls!!! #if u ever have more mer!sugu thoughts (or any other thoughts!!) to share u know where to find me >:33 #aaaa the idea of him tending to reader is so sweet to me… he would be such a mess. #tries to make soup but fails instantly bc ?? he has no legs ???? he has no idea how to use the stove ???? #i think he ends up making some kind of herb.. mix … from reader’s instructions….. and then he also tries to get them to eat raw fish #gets frustrated when they refuse bc. it’s literally just a whole fish.. scales and eyes and all …. 🤨🤨 #so sugu has to try and make sashimi #ends up almost cutting his tail off w the kitchen knife #but he’s sooo smug when he succeeds … acts like it was the easiest task in the world (he literally saw his life flash before his eyes) #he’s such a loser i’m in love with him <33 #tysm again 🍓 anon <33 mwah mwah!! many kisses for u :3 #ask tag ✩ #🍓 anon !! ✩ #mer!sugu <33

[skitskatdacat63]

Another trailer for the Brawn docu is out omg, that docu is gonna make me have an emotional breakdown I just know it 😭

#IM NOT READY FOR SO MUCH JENSE F1 CONTENT IN THE YR 2023 #and also the whole idea and story of brawn makes me want to cry #watching that season was really fucking sick i really love it #nah bcs i honestly cried at both their first win and then when they won the championships #also its not relevant to brawn too much but i wonder if theyll talk about all that drama with fom in 2009 #where is my flavio briatore war criminal cameo >:( #christian was in the docu hahaha #will we get any sebson or butter stuff 🥺🥺🥺 #but nah seriously my fav part abt 2009 wad watching all the pre race stuff and learning the whole narrative of the season #ngl i forget that bernie ecclestone is still alive 💀 #cause hes not really involved in f1 at all nowadays right #so i always think hes dead 💀💀💀 i mean like theres other people who worked in f1 until they died okay 😭😭 #catie.rambling.txt

[unusualshrimp]

hmm gender thoughts

#the people who made pronouns page have another website right #and one of the options there is you can pin your gender on a gradient that goes hypermasculine -> androgynous -> hyperfeminine #and it's like a linear gradient and i hate that SO MUCH. this is hostile architecture for Me Specifically #[disclaimer that if you find that type of thing helpful that's completely fine] #but anyway my gender is like. im a guy but not in a trans guy way #and im a girl but NOT in a cis girl way and i call myself girl in my head a lot but i am a bit Sensitive about how other people use it? #and im always thinking too hard about ''are they acknowledging my 5D chess gender or subconsciously saying it because of my appearance'' #if someone called me androgynous or whatever im stabbing them though. idk that just feels so... gender neutral? and im not gender neutral #do ya feel me. #i feel a bit silly typing all this but ah this is the transgender website i think u all would understand me #im a guy like. you know the weird guy who shows up overdressed to casual events but he looks nice so its fine really #and also like. guy who always wears black and looks cool [the cool might just be in my head but thats fine] #and. i might have to think harder abt how i feel regarding Girl ™. i dont want to discard it because i do love doing my own thing with it #but also like being perceived as a cis girl (intentionally or unintentionally) makes me want to jump out of my body. lol. anyway #this is all so sucks honestly my favourite gender is just creature. #you see a thing so weird you just go '' oh god what is that'' and not gender. although i do like the flavour of it/its that is so niceys... #like yeas i want to be a scary looking thing (unattainable) but also.... what if i was jus a lil creature. #and i sat at your door and made 🥺 faces until u let me in and then i sat cosy near your fireplace for a bit... thatd be nice #i dont want to worry about gender anymore i want headpats....................... #oh jesus uhh #long post #<- for the tags

[fourteenthz]

A whole lot of 6.55 spoilers on the tags !!

#im about to be so normal about thancred rivalry vibes you guys need to understand this. so normal. #do you think the senior scions will go with him like maybe its us vs urianger + thancred + yshtola AND NGL.. KINDA SAD ABT G'RAHA BUT MAN #I don't believe they are letting him so so easily. maybe he will show up by the end of the expansion #can we.... have the scions fighting or like... genuinely being rivals ad competitive pls square... square pls... can we 🥺 #estinien going too is just so fucking funny. for no reason. hes going to see krile walking around tural and flip his shit #I LOVE HROTHMOTHER THO she is so sweet I looove the pretending to be strong vibes #and all of graha this patch is just so nice. im so happy likei really don't think hes going to do nothing this expanc HE DOESNT #DESERVE THAT But im 90% sure hes the one that will help us with that second part of msq idk #also him and krile.... bestest of friends.. i love this and MAN... I CAN'T WAIT TO LIKE WRITE RANDOM GEN BTS FICS ABT DAWNTRIAL #seeing more of erenville is making me sooo unwell he is sooo thesa-before-the-twins coded #he is so done. absolute beloved. also NO ONE TALK TO ME ABT THANURI THEY ARE SOOOOO AUAGSHSH #that ending thancred is genuinely the most charming xiv man ever existed im sooo silly abt him #being excited by this. I WANT THEM TO BE COMPETITIVE SO BAD SQUARE PLEASE I BEG U #also uri being supportive he is so. the fact we had 0 yshtolla tho man WHAT WAS THAT. anyway i had a feeling dawntrial was like #a lil thingie so we could genuinely start the new xiv theme on like 8.0 or so now... im unsure #mostly bc i was afraid they didn't give much attention to the scions so i was like 'they are letting them go' #and now than being all over this expansion im like NOOOO ITS A GOODBYE SCIONS NOO #sorry im traumatized abt my favorite media killing off my faves. anyway ill stop overthinking now #THE LAST CUTSCENE THO.... FUCK YOU EMET #THEY KEEP BRINGING THIS BACK AND MAKING ME CRY FUCK YOUUUU SQUARE :) #the wol cares................ so much..... throwing up. #now if you excuse me i have a gifset to finish bc I may love all of xiv a lot but I'm easily thancred distracted #and then manderville gunblade MY BELOVED LETS GO #kelly says #kelly plays xiv

[lesbianlenas]

bro this 18 yr old guy in this book asking the main character who is 14 out on a date i’m like 🤮 i am REALLY hoping he’s possessed (there is an unknown possessed man on the loose) and also that the author isn’t actually just romanticizing an 18 yr old liking a 14 yr old. like she thinks to herself “he’s only 3 and a half yrs older than me he’s not THAT much older i guess it’s ok” and i’m like the author better just be making her naive bc if the author actually thinks that’s ok…….like i remember being in my senior yr of high school and the freshman all looking like literal babies to me. and she has not even started high school yet (she has a nov bday so she is turning 15 in a few months just to note that) and he graduated early and has already done a semester of college in the spring. like if you are in COLLEGE asking a 14 yr old not even high school freshman yet out on a date you should literally die immediately like just combust on the spot that is insane. anyway if this is genuine that is going to have to be a dealbreaker for me on whether or not i ever pick up this book again have to say! but it remains to be seen rn…..

#michelle speaks #i REALLY think there is smth going on here bc the night before he was outside of her house staring at her window and he like. smiled. #& he didn’t know she was watching him look at her & here he was like oh i was just too nervous to knock on the door 🥺 #so i think it’s like. he’s trying to like butter her up rn and have her being like oh he just likes me and making her feel good abt herself #bc she feels older & superior to her bff bc an older guy likes her so i don’t think the author is romanticizing it #but at the same time there is a possibility. another thing from this book i will have to wait & see for my judgement on

[viderose]

he’s annoying, i don’t like him (he hasn’t given me as much attention lately)

#im fighting for my life out here #i feel so childish and annoying. like rationally ik i can’t have his undivided attention. but that doesn’t mean i don’t want it sometimes🥺 #i think what actually is happening is that im worrying he’s about to ghost #i feel bad thinking that though. bc he seems like a very honest and mature person? with how he talks abt things i don’t think he would rly #ghost me after talking for this amount of time. but ya never can tell…. every time we don’t talk as much for a few days i get very nervous #and it’s weirdly quite difficult to push that worry out of my head. and then i get annoyed with myself for worrying about it to begin with #like i can’t control what he does so why worry about his hypothetical actions? i’ll deal w the consequences of them if or when they occur. #if we stop talking i’ll feel sad and i’ll miss him for a bit and then i’ll get over it. that’s all. it’s not that bad. #but anyway my point is we good #sometimes idk if id truly feel That sad. i think it depends how it ends. #or maybe i just don’t think anyone can hurt my feelings as much as the first person to hurt my feelings in a specific way #like you experience a loss or betrayal or grief - whatever - the first time and it’s all encompassing. it feels like it could genuinely kill #you it hurts so bad. and every subsequent loss or betrayal or grief you experience just isn’t the same? you barely flinch #maybe it’s because you learn to process those emotions better or maybe it’s keeping things at arm’s length as a protective measure #that means nothing hurts as much as the first thing #idk #this became a silly ramble #im just very attached to him and i miss him when he’s busy but also don’t want to ask too much for fear of being a nuisance or rejected :) #ykwim? #i miss him a lot

[gregmarriage]

started righteous gemstones recently and i’ve had “where’s your boyfriend? queef?” in my head for DAYS

#dot is such a real one #also keep thinking of that scene with jesse thinking gideon and scotty are a couple and he goes ‘i love my bi son!’ #there’s a keefe scene almost immediately after that too #so true <3 #i’m obsessed with keefe he’s my bestie #also kelvin and keefe’s entire relationship is 🥺😵‍💫 #gonna start s2 soon #excited to see my boys <3 #also my girl judy #she’s batshit crazy and i love her #also something abt judy/bj and kelvin/keefe paralleling each other with their respective breakups/reunions #makes me wild fr fr #anyways the show is super fun and i’m enjoying myself immensely #gwen rambles #gwenposting

[hwaitham]

laying in bed all feverish thimking about m dream gnshn threesome . . ( 𓏼´ ତ `𓏼 ྀིᥩ )

#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ #u wld problie guess it to be haithie n kaveh but like . . dat pairing is jus’ tooooo obvious for mi :< #i wan smth a bit more obscure . but not So obscure that it doesn’t make any sense #mmm . . the idea of being in btwn al haitham n dehya . . . makes m thighs rub together all giddily ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა #their dynamic is so fun bcos like ! ! it is obvious al haitham rllie respects her #n dehya seems to respect him too but she is more like . . ugh this guy :eyeroll: #dehya wld be soooo soff’ n gentle 🥺 no teasing or dragging mi along . . if i asked nicely she’d give me the whole world 🥺 #but she’d deffies be a bit harsh on haithie . . which is so hot ! ! ! ! T T giving him a lil slap upside the head when he keeps edging me or #not giving me a kiss when i ask for one 🥺 tells him to play nice w me #shuts him up wif a sloppy kiss when he starts talking in those long convoluted sentences she’s alwys so annoyed by . . #EEK #tinking so heavily abt dehya w a strap n double pen but WAAAH if i think abt it too much i feel lightheaded ://3 gnna shut up now