UH. HMM. kind of? I'm agnostic about them. i think i want them to be real, tho, for what it's worth!
🎒 Are you in college, major area of study
I'm no longer in college! :(
I have a Master's in Biological Engineering, which i use for fuckall, unfortunately.
🏢 Your job (You don’t have to be specific) or dream job if you don’t work
It's kind of like. consulting atm? corporate stuff that's not as fun. I'd love to get out of this environment tbh. I've always wanted to get into research, but A Lot Has Happened since i graduated and i haven't been able to. one day, hopefully. maybe. we'll see.
hi!! Greatly appreciate what you do here:) I was wondering if you had any fics where cas actually confronts/is upset with dean for kicking him out when he was human, i hate how they just brush past it in cannon and i think he deserves to be at least little pissed off about it<3
Cas absolutely deserves to be pissed off about it! Ok so most of these are not the angst minimal fics that I prefer.
Missing Home - slipper007 Ao3
Set S9. After they fend off the Rit Zien and Nora has returned, Dean realises that Cas’ life isn’t as good as he had hoped. And that its partly his fault. Word Count: 3k No Sex
Broken – angelofthequeers Ao3
Set S11. When they get him back and ask Cas why he would have said yes to Lucifer, Cas lays a few truths down about how the Winchesters have treated him for years.
Word Count: 5k Non-Graphic Sex
These have scenes where it is addressed, but isn't the main point of the fic
But Water's Wider - li_izumi Ao3
Set S12 AU. Being banished by the BMoL has left Cas’ grace low and him a bit depressed, worrying about being less useful to the Winchesters. Dean doesn’t realise how bad it is until Cas tries to run away thinking he’s not wanted. Rehashing and forgiving all their old mistakes may actually allow them to move forward.
Word Count: 30k Graphic Sexual Acts
Family is More Than Blood - Crossroads_Castiel Ao3
Set S12. Cas comes back to the bunker when Mary leaves to comfort Dean, and when he mentions the chat he had with Mary about fitting in, Dean and Sam go out of their way to make it clear that Cas is a Winchester and he always has a home with them. In return they help Cas and Crowley with their search for Lucifer.
Rules: Make a 24 hour poll with the names of your WIPs, let it run, then work for 10 minutes for every vote the winner receives.
Since I was tagged by @angelcasendgame and @slipper007
Yup, that's it. I am not a WIP juggler. I am incapable of working on more than 1 fic at a time. The reason the reverse!verse fic is taking so long is that I keep signing up for stuff and it goes on the backburner, lol.
If I may influence your choice: I have not actually *started* the Pinefest, so if you could kick me in the ass to get me going.....
Dean dies peacefully in his sleep. Cas carries him onwards.
"Well shit," Dean says, looking at his body. "Guess I finally kicked the bucket."
He's lying in his favourite spot on the couch with the blanket Jack knit draped over his legs. He's still holding the remote as the westen he wanted to watch plays on the TV. He vaguely remembers growing tired as the commercials droned on before the movie began. He doesn't remember shutting his eyes.
He looks old.
Well, he's been looking old for a while now but there's something about seeing the peace on your own face after passing in your sleep that really makes it sink in.
Old. He laughs, shaky, as he looks at himself. He's old and grey and wrinkly and dead.
It doesn't sound so horrible anymore: death and dying. Maybe it's because he died on his own couch in his own home, the soft green fabric faded and worn out from years of domesticity. He's not bleeding out on a suspicious looking one in a motel or a moth-eaten one from a safe house.
No, Dean passed away on his own couch instead of staring down the end of a barrel. Instead of his throat clamped between a monster's jaws, instead of being thrown across the room or out a window. There was no danger, no threat. No fear gripping his heart before it happened. A peaceful exit. A quiet passage.
He feels Cas before he sees him, the air rippling before the flap of wings signal his presence.
"Hello Dean."
He relaxes at the voice and turns to face his husband. "Hey sweetheart."
Cas smiles at him, a little sad, but full of love. There's a kind of aura to Cas now, a shimmer to the air around him that Dean's never seen before. Side effects of being in the veil, he supposes—seeing more of Cas' trueform.
for cas day i thought i'd finally make a post for allll my fics. yep even the ficlets. these are all cas-centric, focusing on cas and his pov and/or cas and his issues/relationships with different characters.
they're categorized by season and color coded as follows:
multichapter / oneshot / ficlet
s4
n/a
s5
sorrow atoms / while they are yet speaking / the book of luke
s6
between dusk and dawn
s7
just play along please
s8
n/a
s9
don't look away (from the arms of a bad dream) / you have no home not anymore / give your tears to the tide / i lost something in the hills
s10
rabbit hearted girl / you promised you would keep me safe / is it getting bad again / no light will touch your face again / you are a monster
s11
flowers in your hair / you are making everything harder than it needs to be / you know i'm not real / look at me (i exist i exist i exist) / (and heal) / the bible didn't mention us (wip)
s12
i have faith in nights / sea of blue or aztec gold / we're going to get out of here / i didn't mean that
s13
both saved and lost / i was left to die
s14
lamb to the slaughter / john dee and chocolate chip waffles / this isn't you / don't make me do this / every breath is sacred / you're safe now / can you help me / so what if i'm scared
s15 and post finale
out of the dark / let it snow / an obesity of grief / i am covered in skin / my life is a song for you / you must know you are beloved / the unmaking / good tidings of great joy / wishing too hard for them to stay / we're at the end of the line / you're nothing like him / you were never free / i know what you did / i know you aren't coming back / you promised you would keep me safe
s4-15
sufficient for thee / what do you think you deserve
Thank you for tagging me @castiel @slipper007 @thigholstercas @tornadocountrymp3 @sobernatural @magickastiel i love yall so much <3
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
Fics:
1) Mute!Dean 15x18
2) will you accept this rose? (Chapter 2)
3) Angst Supreme (Shadows of you haunt me now) - co-writing with @doemons-blog
4) Widower/Disney Chapter Fic
5) SEX SEX BEX WRITE SOME SEX
6) Pleasantville Fic
7) Time Travel Fic (Cas Pulled Through Time)
8) Vegas Fic (It’s Time for a Vegas Wedding)
9) Sleeping Next to Each Other for the First Time
10) Touch Me, Tease Me
11) Kiss #23 - A kiss that tastes of the food/dessert they are eating
12) Nap time with baby!jack
13) Sex on the beach - Nate and Sully fic (for @cruelsummercas)
14) dirty dancing au
15) Grace!kink fic
16) starstruck au
17) mirror dimension
18) aquamarine au
Poems:
1) Lightning (Destiel)
2) Don’t Go (Destiel)
3) Monsoon (Personal)
Tagging: I feel like everyone I know has already done this, but just gonna tag a few people here and if you’ve already done this then I’m sorry! @wanderingcas @quicksilver-castiel @fellshish @klinejack @krakenemotions @lengthofropes @xofemeraldstars @deanncastiel @justcastiel @chaoticdean @shelikestv @one-more-offbeat-anthem @angelcasendgame <3
Last Song: I had an 8-bit version of this song playing as I started this post.
youtube
Last Movie: Gremlins! I got part way through when I realized that I just wanted to get into bed. And here I am now.
Last Show: Reginald the Vampire. It's a new show I've been watching Wednesday nights. I've been enjoying how messy the plot has been getting. The main character is a MOOD.
Currently Reading: I've had my hands full to pick up a new book lately :/ Last month I finished The Cruel Prince trilogy. I devoured book 2 and 3.
Currently Working On: A script for work. I'm currently losing my mind tearing the same 22 pages apart again and again. Every time I reread I find more issues with my writing. So it's one of those occasions...
Favorite Color: Red <3
Sweet/Savory/Spicy: Spicy!
Coffee/Tea/Cocoa: Cocoa <333
Craving: I'd love to have some yakisoba right now. I've been dreaming of the same noodles I got at a food festival before covid was a thing.
Tagging (no pressure): @mandsand @saphura @castielsupernatural @blue-eyed-cutiepatootie @wormstacheangel
I was tagged by @angelcasendgame @i-have-doubts AND @slipper007
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
deep sadness over the fact that i've barely been writing recently... some of these have been wips for over a year.
midnight radio
destiel bodyworship as religion
deanbenny alt timeline no fate
date night at the golden corral
hunter's helper - quick tips for the busy hunter
the dean/deacon fic
dean opens his eyes
thank you to everyone who tagged me! i saw so many ppl already get tagged so i'm not tagging anyone but if you're reading this.... tag, you're it!
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
come, wayward souls
anthology
nightmareland
out, damned spot
a few small repairs
three sixty five
mourning in acoustic covers
claire, caffeine, and clandestine collegiate wizardry
fractal patterns
aroace krel fic
complimentary in copper
wolf in the fold
darklands jim goin thru it
clairegana visions (aureolin)
d’aja vu rewrite
gaylen krel, seklos aja
sometimes jim dreams of drowning
I definitely can’t tag that many people (and I have MORE wips than that, even) so I’m just gonna shout out @heaven-ecologist @captain-sodapop @angelfishofthelord @restlesshush and anyone else who wants to!!