Delusional Dreamer
I rarely put pen to paper, but when I do, it's like creating a whole new world. Even in my private diary, I can't shake the feeling that someone might stumble upon my thoughts. It's like I'm playing a role rather than being real.
Lately, I've been a bit of a mess—crying like a baby to Mitski tunes, lost in fantasies that reality won't ever match. I used to daydream a lot, but then it hit me—I've become a bit too delusional. I sleep a crazy amount, around 12-13 hours, just to lay in bed, letting my mind wander into an alternate universe.
In this dreamland, I'm not just me. I'm this ideal version, a girl with all the stuff I've always wanted—looks, body, voice, personality. My alter ego is this outgoing goofball, making people laugh, winning hearts with a smile and some eye action. She's carefree, no responsibilities, no money stress. She plans her own adventures, travels the world, and even has a boyfriend who's head over heels.
I spend so much time in this dream that reality feels like a drag. I find comfort in imagining a life where I'm not alone, where friends are there for me, where I don't feel lonely in a crowd. My dream friends are the same as my real friends, but everything just clicks better in this alternate reality.
There are some similarities, sure. We've both lost our moms early on, been burned by first loves, and are stubborn with loving dads. But in my dream, these things don't weigh me down. Instead, I get to enjoy the fantasy of a carefree existence, even if just for a little while.
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there should be an extra hour between 10pm and 11pm to give more time between the "oh crap sunday's basically over" panicrealization to the "okay bedtime soon zzzz" sleepythought
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I feel the need to inform you that centaurbie is partially responsible for my creation of a drider Barbie
nice
also I need to see that 👀
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Every time a kinnie/kff says 'it's not that deep', take a shot of soda
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it’s one am and for some goddamn reason i have am i a man or am i a muppet stuck in my head
somebody send help pls
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Today is definitely one of those days I'd stay in a dark room and lounge in bed all day.
Probably zone in and out of sleep all day and night.
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VIBE CHECK! *yearns deeply for you from an unfortunate distance*
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Will we ever get official Centaurbie "lore"? Was she born into a centaur family and is one because of that? Is she still 'average' human strong or HORSE strong bc of the centaur aspect? What's her favorite beverage? Who are her friends? I have a thirst for trivial knowledge
🐎~LORE TIME~ 🐎
Was she born into a centaur family and is one because of that?
Yes, she was born a centaur, so was her cousin Centaurbra
Is she still 'average' human strong or HORSE strong bc of the centaur aspect?
HORSE strong, my girls LIFT
What's her favorite beverage?
alas, she likes pepsi, because no one can be perfect 😔
Who are her friends?
her bffs are Merken and Giddie
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Sometimes we get so caught up in this life, we forget none of us have ever done it before.
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The thing I wanna improve the most when it comes to my drawing skills is probably anatomy and light/shading and stuffs ´cuz thats what I probs need most right now, but then again I have to work on so much that I´m also feeling lowkey overwhelmed
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The way you draw Victoria has added 10 years to my lifespan she’s so CUTE
aw thank you!!! 💙💙
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