23/12/23
Πονάει να εχεις ερωτευτεί κάποιον που δεν είναι ερωτευμένος μαζί σου.
Όταν όμως ερωτευτείς κάποιον και σε ερωτευτεί πίσω, δεν μπορείς να συμβιβαστείς με οτιδήποτε λιγότερο.
Δεν υπάρχει γυρισμός.
Ή όλα ή τίποτα.
Οτιδήποτε ενδιάμεσο είναι απλά αδιάφορο.
Αξίζει να προσπαθείς για κάτι που δεν ήταν εφικτό να γίνει από μόνο του;
Ή καλύτερα να το αφήσεις για να πας στο κάτι καλύτερο;
Τι και αν αυτό δεν έρθει ποτέ;
Άγνωστο.
Εσύ θα ρισκάρεις;
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The last package has arrived, and... oh my! 🦂 👀
Skorpi from Baphomet's Workshop is. so. PRETTY!!! 🤍💛🩷💜 and this is WHY I refused to buy anything too colorful and rainbow adjacent, because my brain immediately fills up with ✨feel good chemicals✨ and it wants more!
it's so bright and pretty and has a good amount of squish to it. it's a bit glossy in finish and after squishing my new Zeke and Skorpi, I think I like a satiny soft squish of Zeke a little more than a glossy one. it's actually a little in between 0030 soft and 0050 medium... but less than a NC31, if that makes sense.
I am happy this checks a variety of boxes in my collection, as I don't have anything yet with a curve or bulbous. it was a tie between this model and Xenocatartifact Dagmar. Skorpi is an inch longer in useable length than Dagmar and a little under an inch larger in circumference. I think I will wait for the fully functioning ovipositor Dagmar to come out.
The stinger looks like it will provide an easy glide in the form of a taper as opposed to a more blunt head in Dagmar, which I'm finding I have to work harder around. The tip also curves in a way that I'm hoping it won't stab my cervix.
and... the reason I went and caved with this model and color scheme, other than the really good BF deal...
it works so well with my Claudettes!!! my happy little neon family.
...AND IT GLOWS...
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I honestly didn't think I would find a shiny Aron THIS soon given my infamous time trying to hunt a single Skorpi in SWSH, but damn I am happy non less!!!
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Fun fact: skorpi will molt several times a year if they're younger, however they do this less after the early stages of their life or when they finally evolve into drapion. Before they molt however they'll go into hiding by burrowing in the sand or in dirt and will outright refuse to eat. If you see this sort of behavior with your own skorpi, then don't worry about it much, it's just a major part of that process!
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🎁 What I would nickname that Pokemon
Skorupi
Skorpi, for a few reasons
1: I'm bad with nicknames
2: I think having when it evolves it would be funny having the same nickname
3: That's just a cute nickname
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Finally had to call in an exterminator. Just a little ‘Con hunting in the backyard and a Skorpy in his natural habitat.
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I've been having to trick myself into being able to think about and feel certain things. Reasoning at things doesn't help, I think because it was forced on me via social pressure. Just to access the thoughts that are bothering me, I'm having to imagine talking to someone who believes me, actually understands, and cares. It's very difficult to imagine a reason someone would care. And it's harder to imagine why someone would believe me. I don't even believe myself at this point, after everything you people have done to me.
Fuck you Stevie, for abandoning me when I needed you most, and for beating me back down every time I can crawling back for help.
Fuck you Hans and Ash, for condemning me, salting the wound, when I desperately needed guidance.
Fuck you Skorpy, for making me feel guilty about reaching out and sharing my feelings.
Fuck you all for making me doubt every thought and feeling I've ever had, for making me feel guilty for everything I am, for taking away my freedom to think my own thoughts and choose my own actions, for making me doubt my own sanity.
Fuck you all for taking my life from me.
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Skorpi (Aqrabuamelu) by Olesya Spitz
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That Skorpi got fucking obliterated
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With my new additions here, I've been thinking about the few models I'm still wanting* as well as the ones I'm debating on trying to replace.
I'll probably keep the medium firmness models. I'd only have to replace 4 if I really wanted to, and while 2 would be easy to do since they're simple made to order, the other 2 come from a shop where it's difficult to get the right size, firmness, match, and pour. plus they only do drops.
and there's also a bit of... diversity in having at least a few models of a different firmness available. it does make a good lineup in a sense, as the medium firmness ones I have are narrow and smooth, narrow and textured, thick and a little texture, thick and a lot of texture. I may just have to figure out the best way to use them. I mean, hell, there is a toy I've been struggling with for months and I JUST figured out that if I turn the damn thing around, it's great, so there you go.
As for the toys I want, I've been longing for a Scylla, but it intimidates me. it's one of the few models I think I'd get no use from as a mini, and the price goes up double in small and beyond.
Odette is soOoOo pretty, but I have so many grinders already.
I'm debating a model from MTW. it caught my eye when it came out a few months ago, but I haven't really thought about it since. i recently saw someone make a post about one they got from the last drop and I've been suckered in all over again. need the perfect pour, and I have one. I may try to suggest it for another drop if they ask for suggestions.
and then there's Pip. ugh... I've wanted one from first sight but didn't get it when it was active in the shop because at the time, the smallest size would have been too much. at this point, I'm willing to take a chance on it either way and wouldn't mind having it just for show. I think the new shop that took it over is reworking the measurements?
the only problem is that... this isn't a shop i normally purchase from. technically, it's 2 shops that purchased the model, so I think both will do their own pours of this model. they seem to mostly do Squishies, which I don't buy, but also, their pour style and colors are more bright and cute and other than my Skorpi and Claudettes, I don't really have that.
i think they do customs, but I have a feeling I'll have to wait a long time before I'm able to get one because of the high demand.
also, I know how I am with customs and how anxious they make me. do I really need to do that to myself for a model I might not even be able to use?
Anyway, I'm just ranting. tbh, I should just end it all here since my little carryon luggage is now full to the brim.
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Straight up, shiny hunting is more fun in Legends
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Just out of curiosity because your art is one of the most popular in the bitty tag-- what is the appeal of an "Edgy"? I only ever see them being mean and hurting people, it seems like they're sort of abusive. You seem to like them so I thought I'd ask.
First of all, thank you for asking nicely. Honestly, I got this question before and the persons asking weren’t very nice during the conversation, so it’s refreshing to see there’s still some civil and mature people out there. So yeah, thank you~
Secondly, I like Edgy because I find his character very intriguing and complex. I’ve seen around people posting their opinions or commenting on other people’s posts saying how they strongly dislike the Edgy bitty before, going as far as saying that they should be killed or burned because they’re nothing but abusive trash that only bites. Looking at it from those people’s perspective it does seem like the Edgy bitty is abusive and mean and uncapable of learning to behave good or having some manners and nothing more than just some wild animal or something.
But the thing is, that’s not how I see them. I see a creature, a small few inches skeletal creature, that has his own thoughts and feelings and wants to be loved and accepted, kind of like humans in a way. Lot of people see Bitties(and I don’t mean just Edgy, but all the other types as well) as a less intelligent creature or a “pet” cause of their size and their need to depend on humans for survival. They see a pet who they want to order around or control. Or as something they can use to earn money thru entertainment. But I see there’s more depth to them than that. Looking at all the things the bitties are capable of you can see that they’re capable of understanding and sympathizing with humans. I see them as creatures who are smarter(I’d go as far to say even ‘more human’) than any animal/pet. When I see Bitties I honestly think of a very little person who I could befriend if they were real and not just fictional characters. It’s just some would be easier to get closer to/along with than others.
To make it easier to understand what I’m trying to say I’ll compare them to a cat; some cats are more friendly in nature and don’t mind you getting close to it and touching/petting it, no matter if you own i or not, while others are more prone to bite you or scratch you if you try to approach them or pet them, but not to be mean, but because they feel scared, trapped or don’t trust people anymore due to past bad experiences.The first kind of cat reminds me of baby Blues. The last makes me think of Edgys which I’ll talk more below since your ask was about them not bitties in general.
Now that I covered my basic opinion of bitties, let’s talk about Edgys. You say edgy is mean and you know what there’s some truth there, he can be mean sometimes. But when he does that stop and think why he’s saying that. Usually people’s first thought is that he’s not trained good and needs to have that kind of talk/behavior punished(or worse, beaten) out of him. He’ll say you’re stupid or that he’ll kill you, but IMO he’s not saying that just for the lolz or because he’s stupid and doesn’t know such behavior isn’t socially acceptable, no, he's saying it because he’s scared. He’s trying to act tough to push people away in fear of being hurt or killed. So he insults and threatens you because he knows people don’t like that and there’s a big chance you’ll give up on your attempts and walk away. Sure he could teleport away, but bitties can’t use a lot of magic because it tires them out. The more magic they use and more often tires them out faster. And if they don’t have anything to eat to fill up those reserves back they’ll be weak. And a weak bitty could potentially be a dead bitty, as how Edgy would probably see it having his soul originate from his larger counterpart that lived in a kill or be killed kind of world. So teleporting away is out of the question or it wouldn’t help him much, and he can’t fight back(I like/support the headcanon(last paragraph of the backstory)) made by Poetax where she said that the bitties have some restrains regarding their magic), so what can he do? He curses up a storm and yells at you to back off, hoping his plan A works.
But let’s say the human isn’t listening and still tries to touch him or capture him. Proceeding like so he might go for plan B and now you’re entering the biting zone. Is biting someone considered nice behavior or fun? No. If you don’t listen to Edgy’s warning then there is a 100% chance he’s going to try to bite you. His bites the way I see it are a reaction to being small and being treated as someone small. He is anxious about being small and being controlled by those larger than him. Let’s be honest nobody would like that. Having someone huge like a giant compared to small you, with the possibility they might treat you like a marionette and/or hurt you just cause you are small and can’t fight back.... yeah, I don’t know about you but that’d make me very anxious and scared. So I see Edgy usually biting for two main reasons;
1) As a way to gain control of the situation he’s in. If people aren’t respecting his physical boundaries(which he let you know previously) then he’s going to bite you.
2) He bites as a source of his only power and influence. Because again he be a smol bean and yelling sometimes doesn’t work. But listen, I believe if Edgy feels comfortable and that he is in a place where he is respected/safe and doesn’t need to keep his guard up all the time around the person, he will respect the other person in return. Living with Edgy doesn’t have to be painful or full of constant biting, it just takes time and patience to earn his trust and show him you’re not going to hurt him. Basically if you guys are cool his biting will drop to 0, or at least will go from being painful and bloody to playful nipping.
But you also mentioned that you see him as abusive?? First I want to say I don’t support abusive behavior or abusive manipulating people. I know sometimes it can be hard to tell the difference, believe me, it took ME almost 13 years to learn it. But an abusive person and hmm let’s say a person with anger or anxiety issues(mixed with lack of trust in people) are two different things. An abusive/manipulating person will appear nice in public to trick others into believing they are this person they appear to be, and they are controlling their emotions and/or situation while doing so. They’re master actors to put it simply. Since Edgy is based of his larger counterpart his anger issues are mellowed down a bit(at least how I see him) so he is more grumpy than angry IMO, but his larger counterpart(who is actually Poe’s UF Sans named Red from her story The Skeleton Games) WOULD fall into the category of someone with anger and anxiety issues. His bouts of rage and yelling are at the moment when they happen uncontrolled and results of his emotions taking over. He doesn’t know how to control his emotions or how to express them in a more easier less vocal way, but that’s not something he couldn’t learn(with a little bit of help from a professional ofc) over time. Red doesn’t pretend to be someone he isn’t, he has a basically ‘what you see is what you get buddy’ kind of attitude about himself. He is not trying to control anyone, he is just scared about dying or worse losing his bro, anxious when he’s around humans he doesn’t trust, angry at the world and humans cause they trapped his species under a mountain and all in all in general just a big huge depressed self hating mess. But he just needs someone to help him out. He needs someone to help him work out his anger issues and to let things go. He needs someone to help him get his HoPe back.....
And Edgy taking after him has similar like issues. He is scared of being hurt, anxious around humans who he doesn’t trust cause of many encounters with bad people in the past, angry at the world and humans cause they made him so small so they can boss him around and control him. In short, the way how I see him is that he is just a big tsundere character who’s been hurt, and wishes to be accepted and loved like the other bitties by a owner, who instead of judging him based on their first meeting will try to understand him and break down his walls. He needs a owner who can withstand the storm long enough to see his mask crack and they’ll see there is some goodness in his soul. Despite him being classified as a monster, Edgy isn’t a monster. That’s how I see him and that’s why I like him. To me he is more than just some abusive, mean bitty who likes to bite people all around. There, you have my answer...
Of course, you don’t have to agree with me on this. :) You are allowed to have your own opinion or to disagree with me. I just hope that reading this might help you see things from my perspective and help you understand my adoration for the little nibbler. Or just make you stop and think a bit more about the character and see that he could be a good companion/friend(see how I didn’t use the term pet, Edgy isn’t found of being called or considered that) if you give him a chance.
💀❤ If you have patience and a lot of understanding you might make a good friend for life who will be loyal to you as long as you never betray or abandon him.
💀❤ He will protect/guard you from dangers, despite his small size. He will protect you because you are important to him.
💀❤ You’re his owner, the only owner who he trusts and loves(though he’ll never say it out loud) and he feels safe around you.
💀❤ He feels happy around you... He feels finally like he found his home...
💀❤ He feels finally like he is worth more than his EXP now that he has you...
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