fuck how good it feels to eat bcs it’s nothing compared to when u see yourself start to lose the weight
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PRO SKINNY TIP DAY 2: Romanticizing (mini fic ?)
I remember seeing a post a while back about how romanticising being skinny makes it easier to achieve… You’re that girl that never eats. You and your friends go out, and the new boy asks why you only ordered tea, and your friend responds, "because she's never fucking hungry that's why." Your cheekbones are promising, your jawline is sharp, and your face is perfectly slender, only adding to your beauty. Nothing fills you up like literature, writing, and beautiful music, so you sit there with a cup of tea and a book in your hand as the time slips away.
His curly brown hair brushes the side of his forehead. He fiddles with it and doesn’t take his eyes off you. Despite his concern for the status of your delicate body, your intriguing and temptress-like demeanour has attracted the dark-haired boy. He feels compelled to understand you, and your lack of hunger.
He carefully examines your face and body before telling the waiter that he'll have what you're having; tea.
"Not eating?" you ask, taking your gaze away from your book and into his dark eyes.
"Only if you are."
“I'm not very hungry right now," you say, shaking your head and smiling.
"Neither am I," his demeanour had witty written all over it.
The waiter brings both your teas and he cheers to you before taking a sip. You roll your eyes because you hate it when people do things like this. I don’t need help, I don’t want help. The gesture however, was nonetheless a compliment.
The rest of your friends sit there in silence for a moment, and although they would never admit to it, they secretly wish they were you. They wish they were slim like you, so they could wear whatever they wanted and look just as lovely. Everyone is envious, but no one will confess it; instead, they silently admire you.
It feels great to be the skinny friend. Your friends pick you up and throw you about like a doll, frequently referring to you as frail and delicate. Constantly telling you to be careful since your body is similar to that of a delicate flower; easily shattered if handled too roughly.
You are the IT girl.
(Follow for more my pretty angels 🤍)
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intro post 🌙
last active - april 2024
my name is loey and my pronouns are she/they
i'm 19 and i've been struggling with anorexia nervosa on and off since i was 11. i also have issues with substances (mainly opiates) and used to suffer from a binge eating disorder, both of which i may discuss on this blog. i'm also a bpd girly (because of course i am), i have adhd and quite possibly autism and bipolar 1 (looking into it lol)
my latest ed relapse was august 3rd 2023
i'm not pro anything!! i'm just here to feel less alone with my ed and hopefully make some of you feel a little less alone too. and I'm not just saying that. all i want to do here is express my feelings to people who understand them and hopefully do some harm reduction along the way.
weight tracking 💐
sw: 190 lbs
cw: 165.5 lbs
gw: 160 lbs
ugw: 110 lbs
fasting 🌷
current streak: ---
longest streak: 43 hours
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