Trying to reverse a laxative dependency…I’ve realized my digestion completely relies on laxatives now and if I don’t take any my body blows up. My stomach is three times as large and the bloating hurts. I keep reading it’s a slow recovery to just stop taking laxatives but I don’t want this to continue to cause damage. What do I do…?
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Who elses father showed his face 1-2 times a week, just to tell you that you are fat, to leave your mother behind like a mess and to start fights with everone? Just mine? K.
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I fucking hate myself
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tumblr stop recommending user skinnyplease to me challenge
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Time to nap so I don’t have to eat.
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When you have to wait until your bf is asleep to cuddle with him bc he won’t willingly do it conscious 😔
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I'm gonna try this.. starting tomorrow, yey, only like 10kg to go .. but I can do it, hopefully. It will be worth it
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when i was making progress.. ive gained back the 4kg that i've lost😑
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logging out of tumblr for a few days because you binged and feel like a fraud and a hypocrite scrolling through your feed??
hahahaha coz same.
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I felt like I ate a ton today, I felt like I would gain 30 lbs from today.
Logged and I'm under 600 still, my max calories
Wow. Things are okay.
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Does anyone have tips for what to do when boreeeddd?
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Anxiety
I am in a circle of my skin disease being triggered by my ED and my ED being triggered by my skin disease
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I hate not being able to drink hot chocolate during the holidays
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I just want to be skinny enough that my mom no longer encourages me to lose weight with her
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To look good in a candid photo.
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