#sketch cuz I have something else planned

[cubezart]

Hi!! You totally don't know me at all, I'm a complete stranger >:) And I'd love to hear about Jim's mental world!!

HI ok so erm this is mostly just gonna be a mess of rambles and vague ideas smushed together barely in order but

(old/outdated concept sketch, but it's a good start)

for starters, the prime issue(s) to help resolve in his mental world (or this version at least) is jim's fear of burdening his friends and family, and his resistance to reaching out for help, as much as he really needs it. it doesn't get too deep into his trauma, it's just giving jim the push he needs to seek out help again

after jim's recent divorce with bettie, he's been trying to give his family "some space to process" ...which didn't take long to sink back into old self isolation habits. he's been putting his all into his job to repress and distract from everything else going on with him, and it doesn't seem like it'll work for very much longer

first area in his mind is a boring + extremely tiny office room, the other cubicles are all empty and open except for jim's, which has a big metal door attached to the entrance. you can try and talk to him or ask him things, but it won't get you much . he insists he's happier in there really !! its so nice and safe hes fine :) its ok :)

when asked why he's locked in, he'll insist it's for his own safety, saying some vague stuff while the clairvoyance hints become even more obvious. when you use clairvoyance on him, his POV shows the cubicle door and everywhere around it surrounded by nightmares clawing and staring at him from the other side. (something something these are all just his own perception of things and he's really not in danger)

afterwards, his dialogue tree gets pretty short and limited, leaving raz to explore !! there's a few doors you can interact with, one being just a simple archetype-required door with a little collectible or somethin. the other is an old n dusty storage closet filled with memory vaults piling up to the ceiling. you can't really interact with any of those individually, (maybe some raz line along the lines of "i can't punch through all those :( ") but there's one or two real ones that just seem to have completely mundane and normal memories inside. weird! cuz with cpstd n trauma memory loss/repression, it can repress a lot more than what's necessary

there's one last door to try, leading out into the next phase ! raz says goodbye to jim, and jim happily waves back as the door shuts n locks behind raz, and the hallway distorts and extends, distancing raz away too :( sorta like the effect in the pn2 office construct !! im taking a lot of inspo from that world tbh heehe except for the obvious yknow. dental stuff

the next phase is kind of a messy stub for now, still sorting n planning out everything in my head lol but it's called Jim's Judgement

it centers more around jim's trauma and Issues TM and a lot of it is more vague concepts than any real gameplay ideas for the more dark story elements bc i don't want raz to have to see that and like to think after raz gets him a head start, he gets into actual professional Psychonauts therapy (and for my own silly oc/canon interaction fun, its sasha and milla assigned to help him. perhaps. maybe. they almost assigned oleander but he yelled too much and scared him away /hj) ANYWAY!!

all that being said i honestly have 0 ideas how to tone shit down for raz and im still trying to plan out the smaller in-game per se variation on it so i will simply. wait to talk about it. there's a lot of cool symbolism and motifs i prommy i swear </3 but the main "boss fight" final moment thing surrounds his whole paranoia of being a horrible person who others only tolerate + he constantly has to "make up for it" by putting everything and everyone Before him. i really wanna end it back in the small office space with jim having the key on his desk this whole time, making it literally In His Hands to get himself out. he just needed the support! he's definitely scared and slow, but he opens the door and steps out of his cubicle. the room grows a little bit. its a start

i was gonna ramble more about the darker version of the second phase but this post is already gettin Long and kinda incoherent i think so ermm. ill split it off into a second post probably if anyones interested in hearing more . i hope this all made sense lol i have too many thoughts about him to keep together honestly

#🟩 the cube speaks #🐟 my art #asks #psychonauts oc #jim monday #mental world #sorry in advance to strangers seeing this in the tags /hj

[sidthedollface2]

Third Love

Ch: 6 El Cotorro

Pairing: Eddie x Mexican Female Reader

Word Count: 3.3k

Summary: Eddie tries to win over your affection and use you in hopes of getting signed to your dads record company. There's just one problem. Your situationship and a heartbreaking past that threatens to expose the darker side of you.

CW: MDNI 18+ Angst, slut shaming, mental illness, Modern au Eddie, fuckboy Eddie. Reader with another man (not cheating). Talks of injury and blood, I gave you a cute lil nickname cuz you're a sweetie. ��

"Where is Eddie by the way?"

"Eh, you know him, fuck em and leave em, onto the next."

"She must not have been that easy. Took longer than he said it would."

"Still fucked'em on the first date."

"Just like the rest."

The laughing at your expense forms a knot in your throat, dry and hoarse, unable to be swallowed. How could they just degrade you like that without even knowing who you were. Lumped in the same category as the rest. How could he just leave you here, in his home, without a car to go back. Humiliated at the fact that you had to face his friends, you're sure you looked a mess, like a girl who just slept with the lead singer of a band. Of course they thought you were a groupie, what else would they expect. It was your idea after all, you knew what this was, you knew the type of guy Eddie was. You even saw him with two girls before.

Drops of water dot the pavement as the clouds open up, the sun no longer bright and warm. Clouds gray and heavy with insecurity. You turn on your heel, padding down the driveway, head down in shame. Your shoulders shake like an etch a sketch erasing every kind thing Eddie ever said.

He viewed women like sexual objects not partners and you were just another toy he wanted to play with. planned to sleep with you from the very beginning. The rain beats down harder, now coating your hot cheeks, and bare feet. It's then you realize that it's your own tears creating the rain, your own sobs making your shoulders shake.

You hate the smell of your hair, his shampoo lingers in the stands he delicately washed. Fingers itch to claw at every part of your body that he touched, even if it meant creating new scars. Aggressively you wipe at the mouth he tenderly kissed, salty from your cries cracked and dry from wiping over and over, ridding them of the minty flavor of his lips.

With blurry vision you call the one person who'll answer, through thick and thin, rain or shine, whether you're with him or without. Say jump and he'll say how high. Your first kiss and the person you lost your virginity to, your best friend, Sebastian. He loved you then, through all your firsts, but more than anything he wanted to be all your lasts too.

He wasn't supposed to love you but when highschool ended and you both parted ways he regretted not telling you. Maybe things would be different if he stayed, you'd be his. So when your paths met again he thanked whatever god brought you back to him and swore he'd never leave your side, never let you go even if it killed him. He wanted to see you happy no matter who it was. He'd lost you before and it wasn't going to let it happen again.

Many people thought he was someone new in your life, they didn't know the history you shared. The gradual progression from friends to best friends to more. More in Sebastian's eyes at least.

"Bash, you were right." You choke, voice wobbly with emotion.

"Where are you?"

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Anger radiates off Sebastian when he picks you up, shaking his head at the choice of clothing you wore and how disheveled you look. He pulls his hoodie off his body, offering it to you as a cover up, leaving him in a wife pleaser. Silent tears stream down your cheeks as you gaze outside your window, heartache leaving a black hole where hope of something more lived.

"I told you Peach. He fucks groupies, you were just gonna be another play thing." Sebastian breaks the silence with truth. His words hurt more than they should, but Eddie's actions hurt more than words.

"He was really sweet and caring, I just thought that maybe it would be different. I would be different." You sniffle, gaining back your voice. "His friends said that It took longer to sleep with me than he thought."

You don't see Sebastian's heart crumble in a million pieces at your confession. It tears at him piece by piece seeing you with another man. A delicate balance between being your best friend and loving you. Why can't it be him? Why does he try so hard yet your eyes pull to others.

His silence tells you he's upset, you dont blame him, there were others before Eddie and each time it hurts him more and more. He chews the inside of his cheek, the physical pain better than emotional. Eyes fixed on nothing, as the thought of Eddie's hands on you, and the pretty sounds that you probably made for him make him sick to his stomach. His eyes close tight, blocking out the visions that plague him.

"You're different to me Peach, they don't know you like I do. And thank goodness cuz I'm afraid he'd love you too." He gives you a tight lipped smile, as he pulls up to your dads house.

He looks different, at least you see him differently. Maybe love comes unexpectedly and no chimes are needed. A chill runs down his spine when you scratch at the nape of his neck.

"You cut your hair." You state, running your fingers through his light brown tresses, no longer shoulder length.

"Yea, you like it?" He questions, secretly hoping you do.

"I love it." You assure.

"Will you come over later?" He asks, already missing your touch as your hand retreats from his hair and you exit the car.

"I can't Bash, I got Austin's live stream rehearsal. Travis is still playing drums but the guitarist is sketchy. Just gonna be busy." What you really want to say is. I need space. Space from boys who love with their hands but not their hearts. Space from you to figure out if I want something more.

He nods, understanding all too well that the live stream is important to you. He offers to fill in if you can't find a replacement, you decline. Glass House is already booked with small venues in LA, soon headed to Northern California. You couldn't put more on their plate.

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"Heeeyyy big boy! Come here, bring it in." Eddie's wide arms embrace his friend, slapping his back in brotherly love.

"Don't hey me, I waited for you for hours. What the fuck man. I told you yesterday what time the plane lands." Shoving Eddie's shoulder in irritation as they seperate from their hug.

"Nice to see you too Steve. And I told you I was with my girl. Just overslept is all. Now hurry up I left her at the house to come get you."

"Your girl? Really? Cuz last I checked Eddie didn't do relationships." Steve questions, throwing Eddie a duffle bag that collides with his chest.

"Oof, yeah yeah, well she's not my girlfriend yet, and I actually really like this one. Dude, get your stuff, let's gooo." Eddie rushes, throwing Steve's bag over his shoulder as he walks out the doors of LAX, Steve just a few steps behind him.

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Eddie returns to his house two cups of coffee and croissants in hand. He's humming to a song only he can hear, a pip in his step as he bounds up the stairs to the door. Heart full and yearning to get back in bed with you. He thinks Slater 50/50's would be a great place to take you for some lunch, 100 beers on tap, delicious burgers.

After spending the afternoon with you and the way you made him feel he was floating among the clouds. Whenever he fell for someone, it was always hard, fast and all at once. He never thought of you as just a hookup, sure he wanted to get signed and maybe snooping behind your back wasn't exactly honorable. It was different now, the late night talks, the way his heart beat faster whenever he would hear your laugh. The way your body felt under his, the pretty sounds he made you sing. Yeah, he needed to hear his favorite song again.

Pushing the front door open with his boot he's met with the members of Corroded Coffin, lounging in his living room.

"Ooohh playboy has arrived. What did ya get us?" Gareth saunters over, snatching one of the coffees.

"Not for you asshole." Eddie scolds, pulling the drinks out of reach as he heads towards his room.

"If you're looking for sleeping beauty, she's not here." Gareth sing songs, throwing himself on the couch, flipping through the apps on the tv.

"She left man, I saw some guy pick her up, gave her his hoodie." Jeff adds, recalling when he went out to his car for his gym bag and seeing you a few houses down.

"She left? What guy? Did she say anything?" Eddie asks confused and in disbelief, did you see the note he left you? Did you not care? Setting down the breakfast he brought for you in the kitchen, he scratches at his stubble, brows furrowed, he checks his phone for messages. Nothing.

"Just that she was leaving. Nothing else." Jeff shrugs.

Eddie walks over to his room, expecting you to be there somehow. Not a single thing is misplaced, as if you weren't even there. He walks around to his side of the bed and sits down. Mind going a mile a minute, he takes the initiative to call you.

Unfortunately for Eddie it goes straight to voicemail.

"Hey Baby, I'm sorry I wasn't in bed when you woke up. I had to pick up my friend from the airport. Um, where are you? Call me."

Eddie decides to check the ring cameras, hoping to see who picked you up and what state you were in. When he sees his car pull up to the driveway panic sets in. "Oh nonono." His jaw hits the floor as the camera displays you both in the driveway, bouncing on his cock. He smiles fondly "Good night i see." Gareth smiles, eyes wide at the feed when the car door opens and he sees Eddie shuffle to the door, your legs wrapped around his waist, dress pulled around your hips. "Holy shit man, that ass is–"

"Hey! Close your fucken eyes." Eddie scolds, covering the screen with his hands.

Gareth has this curious look in his eye, he can't understand why Eddie's so smitten with you. He thought you were just a pawn to get Corroded Coffin to stardom and now he sees Eddie has actually caught feelings. "Don't tell me you actually like her."

"It's none of your business man."

Gareth walks away hoping that Eddie's feelings for you don't stray him from the responsibilities he has to the band. He hopes you're not another Becky, stringing them along, sinking your teeth into him only to drain them dry. Although Eddie owes them for all their bad luck he still doesn't want to see his friend get hurt.

Eddie fwds the feed and watches as you stand near the door head tilted, your face is scrunched up, brows furrowed. At one point you gasp, mouth open wide as you turn to look at the door. Clearly something was said that upset you because he sees you wipe your eyes and shake your head. You glance up at the camera, eyes red and glossy. Eddie's heart sinks to his stomach, something's wrong. He watches as you wipe a tear away, feet bare as you walk away from his house.

The night was perfect and now everything is slowly crumbling right before his eyes. He joins his bandmates in the living room again. "What the fuck did you guys say?" He demands, standing in front of the tv with his arms flailing around, explaining everything he saw to them. "Nothing dude, we didn't say anything. Just asked where you were." Gareth replies, eyes glancing at Jeff.

"You guys are fucking useless." Frustrated, Eddie grabs his keys, hoping to catch you at your dads house before you can drive away.

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The drive from your dads house to your apartment was long. Taking the more scenic route to think about everything that had gone wrong. Eddie didn't pressure you into anything, it had all been your idea. Your idea to leave the restaurant, you made the first move by placing his hand on your thigh. You gave him the green light.

Too busy searching in your purse with your head down, you don't see a tall man swing his bag over his shoulder, accidentally hitting you straight in the face.

Your head snaps back, as his heavy bag collides with your nose, a crunch so loud it rings in your ears. Heels throwing you off balance, shredding both knees as they scrape along the concrete floor.

You groan in intense pain as your hands fly to your nose, swiping above your lip with a wince, blood smeared across your lips as well as your fingers. Bright red blood coats your fingers, drips of crimson dot your sweater taking your mind back, back to that night. You close your eyes tightly. "It's just a little blood, It's just a little blood."

Vision blurred and mind hazy from the impact, you hear a faint 'I'm going to lift you off the ground ok' followed with a string of muffled apologies. A strong arm wraps around your back and another behind your knees, lifting you off the ground bridal style.

Afraid to slip from his grasp, you wrap your arms around his neck, head against his shoulder to stop the dizziness. His voice is unrecognizable when he says 'I gotcha' and his hands are too soft behind your knees, a touch that's unfamiliar. The scent of vanilla and cinnamon fills your nose, reminding you of Christmas cookies, comforting and safe.

Gently he sets you down on a bench, cursing to himself when he sees your bloody knees. Tilting your head back to stop your bloody nose, he runs into the coffee shop quickly returning with ice wrapped in paper towels. "Is it ok if I touch you? You're….um…you don't have pants on."

"Shit… Yea. I'm so sorry. I do have…..ugh. I'm…I'm wearing a dress." Mystery man nods his head, gently placing the ice packs to your knees, keeping them tightly together as you remember you have no panties on.

Eyes closed and head leaned back, unable to meet the man's eyes, soft fingers grab at your ankle. Holding back the pain, he rotates your ankle side to side making you curse in agony. "Ouch that fucking hurts!" You cry out, tears forming in your waterline.

"Shit. sorry. sorry. I think you sprained your ankle, or broke it." He comments, voice filled with concern.

Blinking your eyes open to clear your vision, you take a glance down to see the damage. Big hazel eyes meet yours, honey brown hair styled to perfection, he's more handsome than you imagine and the second man to be on his knees for you today.

"I'm really fucking sorry. You're pretty…"

"What?!" You question.

"Pretty um……pretty banged up. I…I just landed here, visiting some friends and don't have a car or else I'd drive you to a doctor."

Heartache mixed with throbbing pain creates the perfect storm, as tears prick your eyes, you try and think of the next step, go home and sleep it off? Try and drive to the hospital yourself and risk getting in an accident?

You attempt to stand, hand gripping the back of the bench, one foot in front of the other. As soon as you put weight on your ankle, your knee buckles and down you go. "Whoa, Easy there. Yeah, you can't walk." Mystery man holds you up, one arm wrapped around your waist while the other carries his duffle bag. "Shit. Do you think you can drive my car to the hospital? I promise it's close." Before you can dismiss your question, finding it too weird of a task for someone you just met. He responds with an enthusiastic "Yes!" Swooping you easily into his arms. You instruct him where your car is and he carefully places you in the passenger seat. He settles in the drivers side, adjusting the seat and mirrors.

Curious, you pull down the visor to inspect your face. Several shades of purple cover underneath your swollen eyes, nose puffy and beet red. "Oh my god." You groan covering your face in your hands, mortified that this handsome man saw you like this. "What's in the bag, rocks?"

"No, um just clothes and some shoes. Again i'm so fucking sorry. I didn't see you, I just kinda threw my bag and then before I knew it, you're laying on the ground. I promise I'll make it up to you, anything you want. Ok?"

"Yeah, I'll think of something, just drive. Please."

Urgent Care wait times were ridiculous even in a fancy hospital like Cedars. Mystery man insisted on waiting with you and said he caused this mess and it was the least he could do.

You learn his business is expanding to California. Some big shot tech company that he had to inherit from his Dad, similar to you. He's friendly and very beautiful, tall and clearly athletic given his golden tan and toned arms. Very different from the types of men you find attractive, no leather or tattoo in sight. He's a breath of fresh air, probably not into groupies but definitely the model type.

You catch him staring a lot and you think it's because you look insane, bruised and bloodied. Definitely not because he thinks you're pretty. Definitely not. Nurses gave him nasty looks while you were met with warm smiles. When they called you into a room, he wasn't allowed inside with you, domestic abuse questions on a small card gave you a hint as to why. Even when you explained that it was all an accident, you were met with looks of sympathy and worry.

After what seemed like hours you were released with a hairline fracture to your nose, which needed no intervention. Worse of the injuries was your grade 3 sprain, four weeks of rest, which was impossible in your line of work, ice to keep swelling down, compression as well as keeping the ankle elevated.

"Oh no, they gave you crutches. Fuck, I'm so so sorry. How can I help you? Please, I feel terrible."

"Just drive me home please." You grumbled, crutches clicking against the tile as you hobbled out of the hospital. Mystery man offered to be at your beck and call for the entirety of the 4 weeks needed to heal. Do you need a drive to work? He's available. Need to pick up some groceries? He'll pay to have them delivered. Need to walk your non-existent cat? He'll be there anytime.

"Do you need help upstairs?" He asks, as he parks your car near your apartment, grabbing his bag from the backseat.

"No, I think I got it from here." You reply, opening the car door, attempting to bring your crutches out. He's helping you in a flash, forearm flexed for you to grip onto as you exit the car. "Thanks." You smile tightly, tucking the crutches under your arms.

"Um, do you think I can ….. like…..get your number? Just… just to make sure you're ok. In case you need anything. I can come over and um… help you. If not, that's ok… no worries." Red paints his cheeks and ears as he rubs the back of his neck. A shy smile plastered on his handsome face as he looked at you from under his thick lashes.

"Sure." You reply, scribbling your number on a napkin you found in your purse. You hand him the paper and his fingers graze yours as he takes it from your hand, studying the digits as if they'd disappear in thin air.

"I'm Steve by the way. Steve Harrington."

Taglist: @amira0303 @hideoutside@edsforehead@skank-sinatra13@kissmejoey @ms1oftheboys@tlclick73 @lady-munson@luv-flor7777

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson angst #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fic #eddie munson smut #eddie fanfic #joe quinn

[slylock-syl]

hallo!! i have a class where i get to work on a single, big independent project and i’m planning on making a comic. under/source has been one of my favorites for a long time so i was just wondering how you started out making it and the process and any tips etc etc. my teacher said a 22-page series would suffice and i have ibispaint and procreate at my disposal. thanks!! <3<3

dskjgLSKDJ A! I'm honored!

The way I started everything was more or less I forced myself to sit down and work on it, cuz I knew if I didn't I would procrastinate it into oblivion and never start it-

First I make sure I have the plot figured out and scripted out so drawing the scenes goes (relatively) smooth, always keep in mind rewrites can be done at ANY stage if needed! If I get stuck somewhere or need to think, often I'll get up and pace around the room just thinking. If I get REALLY stuck then I'll leave the section alone to return to it later and continue writing other scenes.

For the drawing stage, personally I break down the process amongst multiple days, having a schedule to stick to REALLY helps me X'D I use Clip Studio myself so my process may differ a bit.

Day 1: The roughest sketch imaginable, where the pages are planned out in the loosest, stick figured sketches for basic planning

Day 2: Find and place any assets I may need in the pages, like new brushes or objects, models/posing, etc

Day 3: Rough sketch time, where the stick figures actually become something I can turn into line art

Day 4: Line art day, where I usually complete all the line art and some other character details

Day 5: Coloring day, I do ALL the coloring for both the characters and the backgrounds, and finish any other character details

Day 6: Everything else because posting is in a few hours! XD, any background shading/modifications, character shading/modifications, the borders, text, and any other FX or details

Day 7: Day off, either a complete day off or a day 100% reserved for doing any other work (commissions, other comic work/projects, etc)

That's more or less my full process! Some steps can definitely be consolidated into less days but this seems to work best for my brain XD Good luck on your project! 💜

#ask #sylchat #sylask

[caelanglang]

I’m so sorry that your art is getting spread around with no credit T^T that’s such a scummy move and so unfair to you!! You’ve quickly become one of my favorite skk artists and I adore your sketches!! It sucks that people can’t just… be decent ig???

I’m sorry this is something you have to worry about now T^T but I hope it doesn’t discourage you from posting cuz I truly love your style and always get so hyped when I see your sketches pop up 💕

thank you aaaaaaaa....... i was actually planning not to share sketches from now on but ;v; your kind words and everyone else who me about this keeps me going... thank you so much! i really appreciate it!

(if the world is starving for skk sketches who am I to not share my brainrot >:,)) I hope I'll remember to watermark all my sketches and works from now on.... even if that does take a lot of fun away ;-;

#inbox #why are people gatekeeping meeeeeee #is my name that hard to spell or what #just credit me pls #thats all i ask ;-;

[nebulous-rain]

Hello! My name is Moriah and I am a junior in high school. I was wondering if I might be able to get your insight on a few questions I have?

I am in my final years of high school and am starting to think about college but I have no idea what I want to pursue. I know I love art, so for a long time I have been thinking about getting an art major or going to an art school.

I’m reaching out because I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR ART and I think you are a very talented artist! I have been in love with your art for so long and I am curious and wondering how you are able to fit drawing into your life?

1.) If you are going to college for art, or went to college for art, what is it like? Do you think going to school for art or having an art major is worth it?

2.) how can I fit art into my everyday life? I’m sure you have work and other things to do in your life so how do you balance it out? (I just want to know how you can draw as much as you do!)

3.) do you do art as a hobby or a career? If it is a hobby how to you balance art, work/school, and home life? If it is a career or part-time career is it an alright source of income?

Thank you so much! And sorry if these questions might seem personal. I just want to know how other artist manage to draw and create their work and still have an adult life. Thanks again, and thank you for being a huge inspiration in my life to create the art I love! Your art means so much to me!❤️❤️ ❤️

i am going to CRY this is the sweetest message ever. i'm happy you found your niche and i'm even happier that i could help inspire that!!! i'm not sure if i'm gonna be able to answer all your questions, but i'll try to squeeze in some possibilities where i fall short:

1) growing up i definitely figured i was going to end up in art school because that's what everyone told me i should go into. but as i got older in high school i was kind of panicking cuz i really didn't want to turn my hobby into a job, and i figured out that i wanted to go into education!

but that's just me- my wife is actually going to college for graphic design sometime soon because she loves what she does. if it's something you really enjoy, and that you think you can monetize while still enjoying it, then it's definitely worth it! money is important but you need to put you and your happiness first.

2) to be honest, i haven't had the time or energy to do much art lately (if you look at my post dates you can see how spread out they've been the past year)- but this entirely depends on how you manage your time and your workload. i'm horrific at time management! so that's my problem. BUT, i think sneaking in drawing time in little ways helps a lot, as i tend to sketch small panels of a potential comic or animatic on notebooks and papers while i'm listening to lectures. i've even posted ms paint doodles i've drawn during class

i always have plans for what i'd like to draw once i have the time. it's kind of motivating, but also frustrating, and it's hard to efficiently empty my brain of ideas while still keeping up with everything else. this might be something you'll have to wiggle around once you get settled into a routine each semester!

3) i really wanted art to stay as a hobby for me. the idea of drawing and creating art every day for things i wasn't inspired to do made me really nervous, because what i really wanted was to make fanart and draw my little guys all day lol

if you take anything away from this, i think the most important thing is that if you want to keep art in your life, you will. if you desire having time to make art just for yourself, you'll find time to work that into your life, one way or another- but in order to do that you absolutely need to have a positive mindset about what you're going into, and if you can't find that positivity, maybe it isn't for you

thank you for asking!!! i'm not sure if this'll be any help, but i appreciate the questions <:')

#ask #moriah-doodles #me and my wife are just meesly 19 y/o's #so neither of us have experience working in the art field unfortunately #i wish you luck on your journey though!!!! #art can be so rewarding

[samwise1548]

this is me asking you about tmagp is actually jmarts kids. i am asking for just any and all rambles you have rattling around. but also here are some more specific questions:

what are the kids’ names 👁👁….

what are their ages????

is this part of a somewhere else au? time travel perhaps? post-change or some other wacky circumstances?

do these kids work for the government

are the children the protagonists of your tmagp or are they an ever-present force driving the mcs up the wall

if this is time travel and this is their quest to jon to quit and meet martin under Normal Circumstances, who lets it slip that they’re their kids first, and how does that go over?

do these kids work for the government

and i am welcoming any and all other relevant ideas you may have. you have intrigued me

First off, thank you for this. I don't have too many thoughts right now cuz it was just meant to be a joke but then I actually designed the kids and got attached lol. So it might just turn into a fix it au. To answer your questions:

Adam (she/her) is 19, and Hadiya (they/them) is 14

It's meant to be a fix-it. In the case of Jon and Martin survive and end up somewhere else. After they've settled a bit, gotten married, and are finally comfortable they have two kids: Adam and Hadiya. I'm going to say for now "something happens." I'll figure that out later (unless someone has ideas which I'm open to hearing). The kids steal some artifact or another from the evil organization Jonny and Alex are introducing in tmagp that allows them to travel back in time to s1 (I'm gonna say it's a one use item so I don't have to deal with complications :P). And they go about trying to set Jon and Martin up without interfering with the metaplot or actually revealing themselves. And also to stop some bigger evil that I also have not came up with yet

They were meant to be the two main protagonists of tmagp but it's since changed plot as I write this down.

Oh I hadn't thought of them accidentally revealing themselves to their younger parents!!! Omg I wonder which one would!! From the limited stuff I have thought of, Adam would seem like the type to accidentally reveal it to Jon and Martin, being a bit louder in her opinions and thoughts. Whereas Hadiya is quieter and more calculated. But it'd be interesting if Hadiya was the one to accidentally let it slip. Maybe they started to miss their parents and cry about it to the not-together-yet coworkers. Oh this is actually a really cute idea!!!

They do not work for the government, no

Extra stuff!! Ok so Adam's age is because I don't want her to be the same age as me, so she's one year younger. Originally I had their names switched but I liked the idea of the older one of them being Adam better. They are both trans. Adam prefers Jon and Hadiya prefers Martin. Hadiya has some grey streaks in their hair that I forgot to include, and Adam inherited Martin's freckles but they only show when she's been under the sun too long.

Here's a picture of my notes when I first got the idea earlier today. Oh shoot! You can tell I didn't reference this scribble when I made that comic cuz I forgot I gave Adam a cane! I'll have to keep that in mind going forward.

Here's also this sketch that I messed up on:

I'm gonna be tagging this as a tma au going forward since it's diverged from my original plan.

Ok I'll let you go now :)

#tma #the magnus archives #tma au #tma timetraveling kids au #i need a brtter tag then that someone help me... #feel free to ask more about this au im getting invested!!! #my doodles #my thoughts

[pianocat939]

I FINALLY finished Ralph. I plan on doing 1 for each but here! I accept constructive criticism so please if something looks weird then tell me 💀

First of all, ITS EXQUISITE!

I very much enjoy the terror in MC’s expression.

And the dead person’s arm adds all the more horror to the entire thing.

Now since you did say constructive criticism I will give you some. But do take in mind that I’m definitely no expert and only do art as a hobby.

(I’m doing this in diagrams so it’s easier)

Anatomy wise I think the shoulders are too blocky. In our shoulders we have muscle that gives us a more slope-like look. And especially in someone as muscular as Raphie, the hill(?) should be more defined. I tend to draw little stems of the shoulders but it depends on what your style is.

(The eyes look so uneven, excuse me. It was a lazy sketch help)

I think there was a little confusion on how his mask is supposed to be (or at least that’s what I assume). So the most important thing is to define his snout. Ik you can’t see it in a front profile view, but it is there. If you are to turn the head to the side, there’s a snoot, which blocks the cloth very slightly. So make sure to add a hump where the snout is when in front profile view.

Oh and don’t forget the tails of the mask!

(Don’t mind the eyes, I was trying to figure out a style for Donnel)

You 100% do not need to follow this, I just put this here for limb reference. So the arms aren’t proportional to each other. It’s an easy fix, so don’t worry about it too much (just remember if the arms are hanging down it should be mid-thigh and you’re good).

I would make the thighs a bit longer, considering his height.

Blood physics, the hardest part.

Now take in mind that blood tends to be more splatter-y than people think. Like yes it can be thick but most of the time it’s more like of a paint density rather than syrup.

I just put an example up there, but I would honestly find a reference that suits to your style and liking then base it off of that.

I tend to over-define mine only because I don’t like the cartoon-ish like splatters.

Just remember what it would look like running down with gravity and I think you’ll succeed.

Last thing:

The shell looks a bit inconsistent, which can easily be fixed by references (for Raph’s shell in particular, you need them cuz it has a weird pattern). And don’t forget to put a line down the middle for the entire plastron.

Everything else looks fine~!

#art #asks #yandere rottmnt #yandere tmnt #Rottmnt #Tmnt

[mealbits]

i think what i love the most abt ur art is that ur always drawing things you clearly enjoy and u can tell bc of the way ur works all look like they were made with love and i guess what im trying to say is how do i do that lol

I GET HOW U FEEL SO MUCH. truth is back in liiike 2020 i was exclusively creating art for this blog in a 'What Does My Audience Want?' mindset, and if you do want to get into fields that center around Art/Design for An Audience theres no harm in doing that in moderation(but back in 2020 it felt like all i did was make art for other people lmao). one major thing that helped me make this blog more about My Art for Me and less My Art for Someone Else was rethinking how and why i made art. my art was 'the thing i have to put on my blog today' but nowadays its more 'this project im doing to learn XYZ while also drawing what i want to draw' (i also have more projects and ideas overall because of it!!!! thats also something i noticed just now lol) that shadow gijinka i just posted used 2 be a ditched sketch from. last week? i forgot abt until i lined, colored, and rendered it just for fun (and to do some more paint-adjacent rendering cuz thats my jam) since i do plan to get into commission work this year i am aware i gotta prioritize more Art Studies and 'Learning how to draw for other people, figure out what they want, etc.' or whatever. uhhh tldr i wanted to get better at art without hating art so i do studies with shadow the hedgehog and anime girls.

#SORRY THIS RESPONSE IS SO LONG LMAO #ask #some more notes and thoughts down here: #also something i had to learn. even drawing for fun can get annoying. i HATED rendering until recently because i finally fell into a loop #for painterly rendering i liked and had fun doing #also ALSO also: try out EVERYTHING and some methods will just find themselves in ur toolbelt. just messing around in csp gave me like #a ton of custom brushes i love to death #also less fun sounding nerdy moment here: #one thing that revolutionized how i teach myself things in a fun way without feeling like i wanna die was the ebbinghaus forgetting curve #and how it gave me some ideas on #how to control your retention and engagement with information by connecting the topic(s) youre learning about to things that are meaningful #to you #internal vs external motivation and all that

[au-mashup-party]

✏️ Prismatale ☀️

Prismatale is an undertale AU were sketches are brung to life with the magic of colors, where imagination can bring something beautiful to the world. Aka where young creators can express themselves fully! It can be you me or anybody!

Characters: Prisma!Sans,Argie The Axolotl, Waiter!Sans, Greg the Gaint pencil, and any characters you want.

Prisma!Sans is an out!code character created by the "creator god's" as he likes to call them. He's just a little skeleton who just loves to explore and create new things. He was made without a soul because the creators forgot to draw him one. But they gave him a special ability in return where he is able to feel emotions without vitals.

Now here's some questions that I'm probably going to get asked about him.

☀️ What do you mean by "giant pencil"?

Well as the only skeleton in Prismatale, Prisma didn't really have that many friends, so the creators gave him a giant living pencil which Prisma named Greg.

They have been inseparable ever since that day.

☀️ What is his personality like?

Mostly happy and cheerful, kind of like a child. He loves putting a smile on other people's faces. Though he doesn't really take things seriously during a fight. He would often try to befriend his opponent. Most of the time it has worked, and some other times... not so much.

☀️Is he supposed to be an alternative Ink! Sans?

No, he is his own person with his own personality and his own ability. I can assure you he is not an au version of Ink, though his design was inspired by him, just a bit. These two might be able to create, but that does not mean that they are the same person.

☀️How come Prisma doesn't wear shoes?

Well Prisma feels that wearing shoes are uncomfortable and distracting so he asked Gary to remove them from his design.

☀️ Why didn't the creators just draw him a soul?

By the time they realized it, the character was already finished, so it was too late. So they just went with plan B.

☀️ I'm curious to know, what are his attacks?

Same thing as classic if you will, except the gaster blasters and bones are multicolored and can cause twice the amount of damage as he pleases.

☀️ What is his sexuality?

He goes by he/him pronouns and has no love interest (yet)

☀️ Can we ship him with who whatever we want?

Yes, I'm up for seeing some ship pairings!

☀️Are we allowed to make alternate versions of him?

Yes as long as you don't judge other people's opinions and beliefs.

☀️ Does he have a canon age?

Not necessarily,like Ink he doesn't really age because he has no soul.

☀️What is his canon height?

His canon height is 4'3

☀️Does he get along with other out!codes and AUs?

Absolutely! He's befriended many people throughout the multiverse.

☀️Does he know Ink!Sans?

These two have met before yes. And Prisma said it was like looking into a mirror of beauty. (Forgive me for being cringe)

☀️Does he know Error!Sans or any other anomalies?

Yea, unfortunately Error tried everything erase him from existence, but couldn't cuz he has no soul. He's even tried destroying Prismatale, but can't thanks to Greg's protection.

☀️ Are we allowed to make fan children?

Please do I want new babies! (Let me stop). 😂

☀️ Does he have another design?

Nope just this one!

☀️ Are we allowed to use him in our drawings/comics?

Yes, you don't have to ask for permission but you must still credit.

☀️Can we make our own head cannons?

Sure as long as you don't make fun of/judge someone else's opinions.

☀️ What does his eye glow look like?

It's normally rainbow colored but it can change colors at any moment.

☀️Are we allowed to make Nsfw art of him?

Ummm.....fine but please don't send it to me.

☀️ what does the AU look like.

Well there is a giant fountain in the middle, a rainbow bridge on the left, the rest is up to you.

☀️ Does he interact with other AU's?

Often yes, only when he's bored though.

☀️ What AU's has he visited?

He's visited Underswap plenty of times (he considers that his favorite), he's only been the Underfell once,Outertale, Microtale, Horrortale (he wasn't afraid of any of the monsters there), and precisely Littletale.

☀️What is Prisma afraid of?

Nothing, knowing he doesn't have a soul, he finds no reason to be afraid of anything.

☀️ Does he like to draw?

All the time yes! He always carries a sketchbook with him in case he wants to make himself a new friend.

☀️Wait Prisma can create life??! That's cray cray!

Yes, with Greg's help that is. No matter how dangerous the task, he will get it done.

☀️ Can he teleport?

Yes he can, but his teleporting works different than anyone else's. All he has to do is tap his foot on the ground three times, and he'll melt right back into the void.

☀️ Wait if Prismatale is an AU why is it called the void?

Great question,it isn't really an "AU" AU, but we got to call it something am I right?

☀️What are his favorite foods?

He simply enjoys a big bowl of ice cream with lots of chocolate and plenty of sprinkles. He also has a thing for pancakes.

☀️Has he met any papyruses in the Mutiverse?

Well he's met one, which was Horrortale Papyrus. And that was the first papyrus that he has ever met. They get along just great and make "spaghetti" together.

☀️ What happens if he is an any danger?

With soft grin, a straight face, he will call upon his friend Greg to defend him. And who wouldn't be scared of a giant pencil able to erase anything in the multiverse?

☀️ What is Greg's personality like?

Normally a pencil wouldn't have any personality because it isn't alive, but this one actually does! You can't really tell what he's feeling, but you can tell his emotions with his every movement.

☀️ What are some of the things that Greg has drawn for Prisma?

A floating cloud (Prisma only uses it when he's too lazy to walk), a blob monster, a fairy wand(it's his weapon) and that's it so far.

☀️ Who are the other characters?

You'll find out later.

And with that my friends, you now know every canon and non canon fact about Prisma! If you want to ask him some questions you can go on this blog : (I got to add it hold on.)

Tags to use:

#prismatale

#prisma!sans

#prismatale fanart

# prisma winter week (we'll talk about this soon)

#prisma

#prisma!sans #prismatale #undertale au #undertale multiverse #undertale blog #utmv #new characters #new au i guess #alternative universe

[sunxstreaker]

Oh my god ….. 8 & 20 putameke…. if you want…… share thoughts

Explodes into million pieces. Ok buckle in

8. What do they love most about the other? Why?

I think, mutually, it is that they're both fucking insane. They're the kind who's gonna brainstorm ajd then get an idea at the same time and finish each others sentences. They have a brain link and they KNOW how powerful it is.

As for individually, Putata respects Mekeke's patience and absolute evil genius, Mekeke doesn't rly think of himself that way and thinks Putata is exaggerating (like he always does), but he feels flattered nevertheless. Mekeke is for sure the main idea machine in their relationship, but Putata is the best to bring them to fruition.

While Mekeke is soooo infatuated with this artist, his weird antics and talent, someone who cam truly bring him out of his shell, even if it might be out of Putata's own need to catch up to all those years being trapped at home and well behaving facade. Mekeke appreciates his art, his humor, his MIND and literally everything. He's got a lot if thoughts and feelings that he struggles to properly show with words like Putata really would but he has his ways.

They just bring out the best and add on to each other perfectly.

20. How do they comfort each other when one of them is upset? Is this method of comfort effective?

Oh you know those two got some shit and inner demons, and it took them some time to get there, but when one of them is having a moment or is upset about something else, they ask each other to talk about their art process.

Mekeke always tells Putata about all his instruments and puppets and all the stuff he plans to do, and if Putata wants to paint his puppets in the future. Putata tells Mekeke about that one graffiti he made, that one sketch he wants to try out, that new trick he learnt with his Nyororo and more. They like to listen to each other - helps to forget about things that bothered them, cuz what matters is Here and Now.

They had their handful of horrors but who cares about horrors when there's the next sick thing they could do.

#txt #thank you sm god i love them soooo much #and it's also i didnt mention that i absolutely think they like to play and torture their victims. like as much as it can be pg-13ed #they're overzealous!!!! like i cannot stress enough that the fact they were the FIRST assassins from shurara corps presented #meant shurara ABSOLUTELY EXPECTED THEM TO SUCCEEED #AND THEY ALMOST DID!!!!!!! THEY ALMOST DID BUT IT WAS FUCKING KERORO PLATOON THEY HAD TO DEAL WITH #AND IT WAS THIS PARTICULAR SHOW THAT CAN'T THINK OF A FUNNIER JOKE OR EXPLANATION OTHER THAN WHOOPS. FORGOT DORORO AGAIN #they kill people and they love it. but they love each other more #stop resonating in public. i hate gay ppl /j #melteveryone

[zukos-firebending]

Accidentally dating for a late submission for @zukkaweek ! ID w transcript below.

[ID: digital art of several a:tla characters, laid out like a zoom call. In the largest, low panel, Zuko is sketched in red and Sokka is sketched in blue. Both are gesturing with their hands as they talk; Sokka is shrugging and Zuko has his hands pressed together. They both look somewhat annoyed or exasperated. Above them, four smaller panels are sketched in black. In the first, Azula is imitating the 'WHEEZE' meme— her face is shown crying laughing and her fist is on the table. WHEEZE is written over her. In the next panel, Ty Lee's face is fully visible. Confused, she says, "Weren't you already dating?" Mai is shown partially off screen, smiling slightly. In the third panel, Katara is rolling her eyes. In the fourth panel, Aang smiles and says, "Happy pride, you guys!" Someone off screen says, "Aang, they aren't dating." Aang responds, "What?"

In the panel with Zuko and Sokka, a large amount of text behind the two characters details what they've been saying.

Zuko: —didn't plan this AT ALL; Sokka just walked up like hi babe

Sokka: I panicked! You try to come up with something clever when your horrible ex is walking toward you and you

Zuko: could have done anything else

Sokka: —didn't want to cause a scene

Zuko: Now everyone thinks we're dating!

Sokka: Right, yeah, that's the trouble. They invited us on this like couple's getaway

Zuko: and of course I said yes, 'cuz I'm not rude—

Sokka: so really this is

Sokka and Zuko: both of our

Sokka: faults, yes. We're going on the thing tomorrow

Zuko: gonna have to act like a couple the entire

Sokka: like, how hard could it be?

Zuko: don't SAY that! Knock on wood RIGHT NOW

Sokka: they're straight, Zuko, they think me giving you a hug is actively romantic.

Zuko: Agni help us...

Image is signed and dated 2022. END ID]

Lotta words on this one lmao but I think I got some good cartoon expressions in there!!

#sabriel does art #zukkaweek2022 #zukka #a:tla fanart #fake dating #accidentally dating

[dreamingpartone]

hi i love your art so so so much it's so warmy and nice <333

also wanted to ask if you had any tips for lighting? cuz yours is so so warm and soft and beautiful so any tips no matter how tiny at all would be swaggy xx

hi!! thank you so muuch, I’m very glad you enjoy it <333

and ahhh lighting tips! I could probably talk for ages about how much I love lighting, but I’m not sure how many useful art tips I actually have for it haha 🤔 let’s see….

✦ I suppose, to start with my usual art advice: observation! I haven’t done a lot of actual study when it comes to lighting, but I have spent hours and hours of my time just staring at/admiring light in real life and in media. (Which, again, I could ramble about examples of cool lighting in art/games/tv/films etc that I enjoy but we’d be here all day :’))

One practical thing I do is that I take photos, like…all the time, everywhere. Which a) is great for later reference if you want it, but also b) I think the act of photography is quite handy at training your eye to see the effect of light and shade.

Just for fun, here is a brief light-focused selection from my camera roll:

In particular, I think it’s really useful to observe how light acts on different surfaces (e.g. water and glass can get quite complex, but even when it comes to hair or skin, it varies; look at where it reflects or is absorbed, at how it shines through thin surfaces (a leaf, an ear!)) and how it changes the look/mood of an environment — either with natural light shifting throughout the day, or using different types of artificial light.

✦ The next thing I would say is (especially when it comes to intensity of lighting), don’t feel constrained by what’s “realistic”. Of course, what you aim for in your art is entirely up to you, but (I think I’ve said this about colour too) I am personally way more interested in using lighting to express a mood/idea/story than exactly replicate reality.

So, I tend to make the contrast between light and shadow more defined, and also like using as much colour as possible in them. (Which is another thing I think I’ve said before: try not to use pure black for shading! My go-to is blue or purple, but you can have fun experimenting with different colours!)

Like, for a recent example, how often does sunlight actually make everything this bright yellow/orange/red? Very rarely, but accuracy is not my purpose in using it :-)

✦ The other important thing, particularly when it comes to bigger pieces (i.e. art with backgrounds): don’t let lighting be an afterthought! I think when it comes to digital art especially, it’s easy to fall into the trap of going sketch -> lines -> flat colours -> maybe now I need to consider lighting? But if you think about it early, you can plan ahead to implement it best.

In recent years, I tend to approach lighting from a set design angle more than anything else. I don’t just go, “Ok if the window I drew is here and he’s standing there, then the light will have to hit him like this…” Instead, near the beginning of an artwork I tend to think about it like, “Where do I want the focus to be? What do I want the lighting to say about the mood/atmosphere/etc? Ok, here’s where I’m gonna put a light source, here’s where I want shadows, these are the colours I’m using.”

Often that initial planning stage is very rough and just looks something like this:

(final version)

Or this:

(final version)

But it’s honestly super helpful to get even a vague idea of lighting early so you can figure out how the scene is going to work as a whole. (Rather than get annoyed later when you realise you could’ve done something different....I have been there....)

Anyway, I think that’s all I have right now…! TL;DR: take some time to look at how light works in different ways! Don’t let the pursuit of accuracy hinder your vision! And remember light is a tool for you to use! It takes some practice and experimenting, but it can be really fun imo :>

#fair warning there are a lot of words and a few pictures behind that readmore so click at ur own dash's risk #anonymous #ask #art asks #anon i hope something in here is somewhat swaggy !!!! #i feel like i did end up rambling too much for only three (3) questionable tips lmao but #i tried :')))

[thelemoncoffee]

This is just a first sketch I made based off of what you wanted, couldn’t color because the line art wasn’t cooperating and neither was my broken screen. But I’ll work on a colored sketch later tonight, open to feedback!

So, I did some research on this character and apparently they’re the ultimate voice actor, and it helped me understand what kind of “I want attention you’re looking for”, from what I’m getting she’s basically a high school celebrity, so she would want to attract attention to herself.

I made the glasses a little bigger and turned the smiley pin into a gold watch. It didn’t make much sense for a celeb to be carrying around a backpack so I gave her a strap bag with studs on each side, I also made the long shirt/jacket thing into a dress/pencil skirt but kept the belt cuz it still fit the popular celebrity vibe.

I plan on using neon colors like hot pink and teal or black and white that make use of animal patterns like zebras, leopards and tigers.

AYO!! that looks so good?? she looks like she'd call me a bitch for bumpping shoulders with her

man i have no clue why i didn't think to take this direction with her, making her actually feel well known simply didn't cross my mind (possibly because one of her interest is western cartoons and for some reason that made my brain go "nah she wouldn't look famous, she likes the Courage The Cowardly Dog")

i do like this idea but if i go this direction i don't want to full on take you design here, i'd probably change some things. not that it's bad- it's great! i'd just feel weird using something someone else made for me ya feel? one thing i'd probably reverse is the pin-watch; i know i didn't mention it and i probably should have but it's suppose to be a reference to an old character who had an accessory that always had the same expression as him, and the smiley pin is suppose to do the same thing. having it be on her wrist would make it really heard to see

this helps me alot, thank you for making this!

#ask kai #seriously why the hell didn't i think of making her look like a celebrity??? why did that not cross my mind wtf is wrong with me???

[mtk2]

Who wants to see some bad digital color sketches of some ocs I made? No one? Too bad. You can cringe at them in silence xD.

So. I remember saying in a past post that I did plan to make some sort of fangan (Danganronpa fan thing) (obviously some sort of generic one with ocs and all). Though I guess I never mentioned that it was sort of fantasy ish. Like they have powers (some of them do) (obviously not strong enough to break out of the game.).

It's a lame idea. I know. But I mostly drew ocs of it instead of stories and all that (I can't make good murder mysteries or good written characters. And some of them are lgbtqia+. Deal with it.)

Though if I never make a sort of fangan story thing, I guess I can always use them for an ask blog. Idk

So yeah. Um.... I don't have names for them. Or talents really yet either. So yeah. Enjoy.

(told ya it would be something else instead of stickronpa. It won't be that for a while. So you're kinda stuck seeing me post bad art XD)

I don't wanna tag cuz sometimes I'm self consious of my art. So.... Yeah. That also won't help in people noticing it. But I don't want people to say negative stuff. So yeah...

#digital sketch #danganronpa oc

[footofananimal]

Artist asks: 2, 4, 7, 16, 17, 19

2. 5 favourites of your own work?

So this is hard cuz there's also a lot I just. Don't post? BUT. These aren't my TOP favs but def some that I still very much enjoy!

CHOMP, Tuna, Chaos, Mess (guts & gore), Dance

4. Favourite things to draw?

Space. Hands down. But that feels like kind of a cheat so proooobably... Tiny chibi versions of things.

7. Favourite works of all time excluding your own?

This is a hard one because I have goldfish memory when it comes to pieces of work. Something may move me and fill me with emotions but if I don't see it daily I will probably forget. That said, a lot of @godbirdart work fills me with inspiration! This one comes to mind tho.

16. What’s the most daunting part of your process? Ex, planning, sketching, lineart, rendering etc

Planning is def the one that looms over me the most. Lineart is a close second though. Those two hold the most power over how much I like a piece honestly.

17. What inspires you?

Honestly I don't have one big inspiration, I get like... microdoses of inspo from the world around me. Be it someone elses art, some media, something I read online. Loads of things give me inspiration it really depends on the day!

19. Favourite character(s) to draw?

It's def LiGHT BRiGHT. I know it probably wants from a media or somthing but, I find most comfort in my OCs lol.

#ask #ask meme #lanternmoth

[a-student-out-of-time]

Yeah...you guys are gonna have to deal with that elephant in the room

...It’s my fault. If I wasn’t so weak and so dumb, we could’ve just-

Stop that.

But I-

Don’t being cruel to yourself. You made a big mistake, and yeah, I agree. But that’s no reason to call yourself stupid or weak or just write yourself off as a bad person.

When you say stuff like that, it really kinda gives you an excuse not to change. Remember what Kana-chan told Chiaki?

How could I forget?

So, be more honest: why did you let us go ahead with the plan?

...

It’s...

It’s not dumb. Don’t say that it’s dumb, just tell me.

It’s cuz I was scared.

Scared? Of what?

Like you said...it should easy to just move on and cut people out of your life, but it’s not. Even after all the horrible stuff I know Kanade’s responsible for, all the things she said and did to me and everyone else...I wasn’t ready to let her go.

And after everything that was going on...I-I just...made the first decision that sounded good. I didn’t want her to hurt anyone anymore, and part of me hoped that maybe...maybe I’d get my sister back and I could make up for all the stuff I did.

*Hiyoko offers her a tissue and Hibiki wipes her eyes*

Thanks. Like I said, it was...a bad idea. Not just a bad idea, it was a pipe dream. She’s not dangerous and she acts like she used to, sure, but she can’t even really live a normal life anymore. And...is it even really justice?

I think back on what I heard that day, and it pisses me off. How happy she sounded, how proud of herself she was for killing those people- people I considered friends.

And then I think back to how...I used to see her as the only family I had left.

Used to? So you don’t anymore?

Yeah, cuz I’ve got you guys now.

Yeah. You do.

And not just that...but there’s our kids too. Yo-yo, can I tell you something?

For the longest time, I never wanted to be a mother. I thought having kids would get in the way of what I wanted to do, that it’d be gross and that it’d just make m life miserable. I wasn’t all that different from Kemuri Ui, I think.

But...then we saw Sayuri-chan. Just one little vision from Mikako-chan and...it really got me thinking about the idea of being a mother.

Honestly, I didn’t really wanna be a mother either.

But our kids, they’re doing so much to help us here, before they’re even born.

Yeah. I guess that means we really do a good job raising them.

And I just think about Sayuri-chan’s perfect little face, her eyes, and how I can see bits of me and Haji even in that sketch. She’s about 16 in 2030, which means...she’s gonna be born kinda soon.

Sounds like you’re looking forward to it.

Yeah...and the more I do, the more I realize I didn’t need to do what I agreed on. I was too focused on how much I hated myself and blamed myself for what Kanade did...but in the end, it was her choice. She was the one who hurt all those people.

And when our list is done, before Enoshima gets here...we need to explain all this to her and send her back to jail. 

Yeah, that’s what I was thinking too.

And you’re okay with that?

I take responsibility for all the times I bullied her. I take responsibility for agreeing to mindwipe her. So I’ll take responsibility for explaining what happened and why she needs to go back to prison. I don’t care about revenge, I just care about justice. With Hideyoshi-san in charge, I don’t think she’ll get out again. It was a stupid pipe dream thinking I could save her anyway.

But it’ll be different with Sayuri. I’ll never hit her, call her names, make fun of her weight, or tell her how to live her life. She’s gonna get raised right.

The day I get to hold my baby girl in my arms is the day will be the best day ever.

Wow...

And you actually called yourself dumb and weak?

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