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#since they're all fucking cancelled or postponed until august
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okay so i just watched big shot on disney plus and i have some thoughts but i'm kind of curious if any of my followers watch it and if so, what they think of it
like i don't want to be annoying and type a whole essay if no one's seen it or interested in it so yeah, throwing it out to the crowd i guess
they have a wlw kiss which is great and i think the main reason why it's getting some traction but yes . . . also other thoughts
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m3n4xo · 2 years
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03/12/2022
i saw him today again. whatever. i hate school. my sister got her phone taken away by the school and she won't get it til monday lmaoo. i went to get a haircut. i regret it so fucking much. i hate my hair soo much. before it was a little bit past my shoulders and now its above my shoulders. i look like fucking lord farquaad. i hate it so much im gonna cry. i have to wear my hair up until it grows now. but i hate how i look with my hair up. my face and head shape look weird. everyone says i look good but i don't believe them. fuckk im gonna kill myself. there's no way im going to school. my cousins whom i don't speak to because they're fake invited me to go to las vegas with them in august. i honestly would've said no but the only reason i said yes was because we’re going for the sole purpose of going to the weeknd’s concert. ive been listening to the weeknd since 2015. he was my all time favorite artist for the longest. i listened to him too much and i got tired of listening to him. i listened to him for 5 years straight. i know all his songs and lyrics by heart. i still listen to some of his songs though. might start listening to him again. i just know something is gonna go wrong and im not gonna go to the concert. ive never been to a concert in my life. well kind of. ive been to dances with my cousins and met famous mexican bands. i mean they're not even considered concerts, they're dances. i don't really like going to those anymore. first of all i don't know how to dance and even if i did, i don't like dancing. second, those dances are filled with grown pedophile men who are just looking for underage girls to dance with them. and they don't stop bothering you. and third of all there's always fights breaking out. the ghetto. no thanks im good. but ANYWAYS what im trying to say is that i was supposed to go to 3 concerts in my life and something went wrong with every single one of them and i ended up not going. the first one i was supposed to go to a justin bieber concert with my cousin when i was like 7 or 8 but my dad didn't let me go. my aunt had already bought me a ticket and everything. the second time i was supposed to see one of my then favorite groups. i was 14. so basically they were coming to the city and i REALLY wanted to go and my dad said that he'd only let me go if i cut my hair. keep in mind that my hair was LONG. it was down to my lower back. i didn't want to cut my hair but i did it just so i could go. i bought the tickets to go with my cousins. the day of i was getting ready to go when i get a call from my cousin and she told me that the concert was 18 plus. i obviously couldn't go because i was 14. i was so fucking mad i cried. then the 3rd time was when i was 15 and the weeknd announced that he would be going on tour and he was going to be coming to my city in july of 2020. i was soo excited when my mom let me go with my cousins. again we had the tickets and everything but then covid broke out and we all had to go on quarantine. the weeknd kept postponing his concert to further and further dates and eventually he just cancelled the entire tour. i was disappointed but now surprised. now he's doing it again and we have to re buy the tickets and everything. i just know something is gonna go wrong and im not gonna go but i really hope i do end up going. ok ive been saying too much im going to shut up now. 
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