#since it's so rural and it's fucken southern nebraska

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so like a dumbass i blurted out that i voted biden harris to a coworker of mine i vibe with most out of the rest of my deep red state coworkers and even though she's clearly right wing she was decently chill about it but she still felt the need to emphasize that like i Should Not Tell Anyone Else around here cause i'd probably be ripped apart and like i knew that conceptually but to have her, who would definitely know better than me about how locals would treat lefties, warn me so blatantly is kinda fucking me up and now i can't stop thinking about the election tomorrow and my hands keep shaking aha

#personal #i'm gonna like ask her if she could not tell anyone lol #but don't worry about her knowing she's the kinda centrist right winger who like.. #idk she seemed to see it as a positive characteristic that she personally doesn't judge based on political views #u know that kinda vibe i guess #AND IT IS DEF POSITIVE FOR ME BC I HAVE A BIG FUCKEN MOUTH APPARENTLY #idk a part of me has been testing the waters for how safe she is since i started working there so #i felt.. somewhat ok telling her but i feel like i could have just gone without saying anything at all #LIKE I DIDNT NEED TO SAY ANYTHING #but i did bc election day is TOMORROW #and i'm. i #h #god i'm just. she hasn't treated me any different since so i think she's good i'm now just :) #rly scared for my safety :) #as probably the only leftie aside from my siblings in a huge radius #since it's so rural and it's fucken southern nebraska #i never wanna hear conservatives talk about how they can't say anything anymore without being attacked for it like shut the fuck up #god this year is fucken killing me #i'm so tired of this shit i wanna live somewhere else #like i'd go to bat for these fucken ppl in some areas cause they're still Human Beings but they'd sooner toss me to the fucken wolves #So Much For The Tolerant Left Huh 😩 #negative cw