#sighs i will talk to them tomorrow today is for sulking n maybe drawing idk

[spikystar]

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i feel like I'm being an asshole but two very important people in my life are being shitty to me rn and maybe i deserve little an attitude sometimes

#mari shut up #I don't feel it's necessarily either of their faults but the coincidence feels so bad #one of them straight up ignored me n left n suddenly is contacting me only for info that u can easily find in google #and the other demanded n rushed me to complete smth i offered as a favor to them n is now saying how disappointed they are w the result #and i just #idk. i feel bad n alone n taken advantage off #which is not rlly correct bc i know they both love me #one of them is really stressed out bc they are trying to make sense of a situation they never have been in before #n they trust me to point them in the right direction #and the other hasnt really understood how much effort i have to put into the favors for them #but i know that if i expressed the stress that it gives me they would must likely back off n understand #but im tired n sad n dont wanna think n consider those things rn i just wanna be pissed #im not even being that much of an asshole im just leaving their messages on read bc im passive agressive like that #sighs i will talk to them tomorrow today is for sulking n maybe drawing idk #not-queued