#should i even tag this

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Audio Source

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #i am Not transcribing this #lowest effort post on here. i cannot fix this. take it. you animals. #should i even tag this #yea sorry this Is The Post for today #just take it

[isjasz]

No way whats dis

#pretty much spoils the whole thing but #day 143 #dddaily4sherin #because i guess im doing this today LMAOAOOAOFJAO😭😭😭😭 #isdoodles #i guess #should i even tag this #trafficblr #traffic smp #????????? #HASJHDASJIDBNAFJf

[modulett]

Face touch face touch face touch face touch

Is it gay to use your blindness as an excuse to keep touching your homie's face?

#more for my soil #leshycat #maybe #definitely #surely #dies #from shame #leshy x yellow cat #should i even tag this #gosh I forgot to tag again #dulettart

[vamlentvair]

Welcome Home x Midnight Mass AU.

Yes I’m back and posting here. Hello.

#welcome home #welcome home au #wally darling #should i even tag this #midnight mass #fan art #art #concept #frank frankly #julie joyful #sally starlet

[mice-ducks-and-blots]

Fellas is it gay to plant a whole like REALLY HUGE road of flowers exclusively for your enemy. Flowers that, canonically, will wither and die if you don't tend to them for a SINGLE DAY. mAY I ADD that earlier in the story Blot states something like "the falls are ROMANTIC in a way, especially with a full moon in the sky >AND MY WORST ENEMY APPROACHING<"

Like I'm sorry I held it for too long and I need to say it. I am a firm believer that Mickey and Blot have the same as whatever it is that Basil and Ratigan got going on

#to me they're just two bi guys (bi ace for Mickey) who are like. You scare me. You're the only one who can face me at my level.- #-I admire your tenacity so much. I will chase you to hell and back in any challenge you lay out for me. Anyway I hate you. Jerk #I don't ship them in the sense of wanting them to be a couple but there IS tension there and I will DIE on that hill #I also don't think they're exes like Basil and Ratigan probably are but the vibe is the same #Bro will go to such extremes to mess with Mickey in particular it's insane #I really hope I'm not starting any sort of shipping drama in the topolino fandom (certainly a sentence to say) #should i even tag this #eh whatever #mickey mouse #the phantom blot #topolino comics

[lem0nsharks]

so we watched junjou and sekaiichi recently bc like, it’s funny bad, and somehow got onto the track of “what if instead of the publishing industry, they were commercial clammers” so I drew clam industry nepobaby onodera ritsu working hard in the emerald company clam harvesting department…

#should I even tag this #sekaiichi hatsukoi #onodera ritsu

[catfacedcat]

really bad lord hater doodle i did because i was bored

i still need to get better at drawing him

#wander over yonder #should i even tag this #Oh well who cares #woy #all my woy doodles are really low effort for some reason

[griffinkid]

Bluey stationery! 💙

#how should I tag this #should i even tag this #kidcore #toycore #kind of #Bluey #that'll do

[thelastdayalive]

sleepy comfy caseywake 💤

#yea i'm going to post it here too to embarrass myself further #i already had a whole pathetic outburst on twt so i'm not gonna repeat that here #tl;dr i'm scared of drawing people and this is kind of a big deal for me and i still think it sucks #ANYWAY got caseywake on my mind for weeks now #should i even tag this #caseywake #alan wake 2 #alan wake #alex casey #remedy #own #draws

[harukapologist]

rambling about Haruka

As an ND person I just hate how Haruka's character is either completely infantilized or reduced to a selfish, evil murderer, when, to me, he is so much more than that.

Especially the latter; I hate when any MILGRAM character is called evil because what's the point of MILGRAM, then? They're all morally grey! That's how they test us. But Haruka in particular because I feel like it comes from a place of ableism, intentional or not.

I'm not sure if I should put TWs, but well I talk about ableism, murder (obviously lol), childhood trauma and well... it's Haruka

Haruka's outburst in the VD and his implication of killing animals (I know it's basically canon but erm... i can explain why I think it's an implication later) (i just finished writing the post and actually i explained why at the bottom of the post but its not a full explanation so lol) are the reasons I see people calling him either evil or childlike, and while I do think that Haruka is stuck in a childlike state in some aspects, this is emotional dysregulation of an ND and/or traumatized person, to me.

The uglier sides of being ND/traumatized, the ones that get heavily stigmatized and seen as intentional or evil; I think this was a display of one of them. And I really wish to see more people focusing on Haruka's disability in the ways it can affect his communication and day-to-day life skills more than "oh, poor baby, he has a disability that makes him feel unwanted" without actually understanding the details of the disability and, well, the reason why it is a disability.

Like, the emotional dysregulation that comes with being autistic, which is my headcanon for him. The hyperempathy and literal thinking that might make him harder to communicate with, and get people frustrated with him more often.

That and being severely neglected; I think neglect is one of the lesser discussed forms of childhood trauma and the fact that Haruka was shown to be neglected as well as abuse really means a lot to me, because I think some people don't quite understand just how much neglect and isolation fucks you up.

All those factors combined are a recipe for an unstable, impulsive, clingy shell of a human, and him getting called evil for that really saddens me. It's important to remember that these MVs are extracted from the prisoners' own memories and thoughts. It comes from their perception of their surroundings, their murders, and their own selves. The manic look that Haruka has on his face for a lot of AKAA, for example. The makeshift shirt he's wearing, as if he's desperately trying to sew himself together into a normal person, the exhausted, frustrated look when he picks up the necklace, it's important to remember that this is how he sees himself. A monster who has lost control of himself. The line "I'll keep killing to be your good boy" was a shock, but the way he meekly apologized to Es at the end of his VD, I really think that shows that he feels guilty, that he wants to convince himself more than anyone that he was a good person, that he was really trying to be one despite how his unlucky life frustrated him to his breaking point.

As for his infantilization, it has already been addressed by many thoughtful members of the fandom and I'm grateful to see that, but I also want to say it myself since god knows I hate being patronized.

It feels very ableist saying he's just "someone stuck in a childlike mindset/age regressor" Yes, and how does age regression as a coping mechanism develop? Usually through prior trauma that makes you "stuck" at said age, and that can present differently. It can be longing and yearning for a simpler time, for an actual happy childhood, or having flashbacks to a traumatic event that happened at a certain age; it is not uncommon for trauma survivors to be "frozen" at the age their trauma took place.

I think both of these are the case for Haruka. Frozen at that moment, but trying to reduce himself to nothing but a little, unaware child to avoid reliving it again, relishing in the innocence and purity of his good younger times (emphasis on purity--Haruka's murder was by strangulation, yet there's a shot in AKAA where he's covered in blood. I know it's after he killed the animals, but he's in the stitched-together outfit here; I think there's more to this MV than just killing the animals. Since this outfit is... not very likely to be worn in reality, did the animal killing happen at all? Even if it did, I think this shot remains an indicator that he sees himself as impure; guilty. I have a LOT to say about the inconsistencies in Haruka's MVs, but I'll save that for later... Anyway, back on topic) It is NOT "having the mental capacity of a child, so being unable to date etc." Haruka has still lived 17 years, maybe even more, since he isn't too interested in remembering his age. How do you treat actual neurodivergent people if this is how you see him?

When I rewatch the MVs, relisten to the VDs, reread the interrogations and timelines, I see no evil, just an incredibly broken, misunderstood person.

#please excuse any inconsistencies or spelling mistakes its almost 5am ive been awake all night lmaooo #im open to discussion but pls be nice :( #im a relatively new milgram fan (got into it just when ILY MV came out—got hyperfixated oct/nov) so please inform me if I say anything wrong #i love haruka so so much aaugh #i will defend him till my last breath #milgram #sakurai haruka #milgram project #haruka sakurai #jay rambles bleh idk #should i even tag this #i feel so scared to share my thoughts on the milgram prisoners AAA i hope everything makes sense

[sloop-goop]

I wonder what he is listening to

#this came to me while i was spacing out #if everything goes right i should have a free weekend and draw so much more fanart >:) #goop art #should i even tag this

[space-apples]

why is goodtimeswithscar so good ar everything he does like he said in his video that hes not food st drawing ir anything but have you seen his oil paintinngs sir incant belueve he woudl say he is nit good at drawing and also his voice is do soothing i literally play his videos and streams to fall asleep at night and also his building and terraforming transcend fuckigm everytbigb like i have zero ords to describe how much his creationd amaze me and have made me a better builder just by watching his videos and also hes so FUCKING PRETTY like SUPER SUPER SUPER ORETTY like tjeres this one gif where it’s him winking and i terrorize people with it bur i terrorize myself befaude i cant stop ficking lookint st it and then i also rememebr when he had rhay man bun and i wwear to god i swear to god i swear to god anyways i love this man hes ao cool i lvor him so mcih

#spaceapples rambles #should i even tag this #ah what the hell #gtws #hermitcraft #trafficblr #hermitblr #goodtimeswithscar #I LOVE HIM #HES SO SO SILLY

[toothpaste-for-the-skin]

What’s he thinking about

(Based on that one picture of that pink chick thing)

#splatoon #splatoon oc #salmonid #smallfry #shitpost lol #doodles #my art #should i even tag this

[lvcidreamss]

andion backstory stuff......... many many years before the "current" events of the campaign HRHnrbrnsbsnHRRHTHH andion and sylgka (that's saga my beloved)

context are for losers

#art #artist #illustrators on tumblr #illustrator #alan wake #alan wake 2 #should i even tag this #???? #remedyverse #remedy games #d&d #dnd 5e #tiefling #idk why I feel so embarrassed posting this CRIES #medieval fantasy #au #alternate universe #alan wake x saga anderson #saga anderson x alan wake #.... yes this is technically the ship #andion overmorrow

[onebizarrekai]

going insane over how real life had super abridged double life vibes near the end and briefly reunited the bad boys (plus scar and impulse)

also I don't know if real life counts but I predicted that cleo would win the next game after secret life. so it's very funny that she won

#random stuff #should I even tag this #real life spoilers #the last 5 alive were the last 4 from double life + gem #pearl had a dog and everything #god. also. 'is this the closest we're ever gonna get to making out'

[romantoy]

#in case anyone needed a gif of taika blinking #found this in my drafts and i don't even remember making it #should i even tag this #yea ok #taika waititi #*gifs #*