#shitty life

[dave16389]

Please let me die in my sleep tonight

#hate my life #depressing quotes #dead inside #why am i like this #i want to disappear #end my life #lonley #hate me #hate myself #i feel like shit #shitty life #i want to die #life is pain #this life is hell #please kill me

[arcalx]

♤ No, because you're not the one who was there when I had my first panic attack.

No, because you're not the one who was there when I was dealing my my ED.

No, because you're not the one was there when I was praying to a God I didn't believe in to "please fix my family. Make us happy so then they would love me" or when it changed to "why?"

No, because you're not the one who was there when I was staying up night after night, crying my eyes out until I completely shut down and went numb.

No, because you're not the one who was there when I had to suppressed parts of me to be better liked

No, because you're not the one who was there when multiple times I could have ended it all and almost did.

No, because you're not the one who was there to help me mourn.

No, because you're not the one who was there when everything fell apart.

No, because you're not the one who was ever there for me.

I was. Me.

You weren't there for anything. You didn't even know. No one knows what I've held myself together through and I'm still trying to figure out what I did it for. Because it sure as hell wasn't for you.

#calxvent #trauma #mental illness #mental problems #autism #actually autistic #shitty family #shitty friends #shitty parents #shitty life #family issues #parental issues #neglect #abandonment issues #mommy issues #daddy issues #avoidant attachment #emotionally unavailable #i feel unwell #i feel like shit #i feel unworthy #i feel unlovable #i feel unsafe

[17deadmoth]

I think there's no turning back

#thoughts #my thoughts #shitty life #mental illness #personality disorders #everyday is the same #losing my mind #i'm going crazy #i'm tired #tired of living #no turning back #who am i #i wanna end it all #dying inside #sick mind #twisted #social outcast #quotes

[healution]

The past 7 days have been one of the worst days of my life

#p #And something tells me tomorrow isn't going to be any different #Shitty life

[contentwithit]

Does anyone else remember looking forward to things?

I just had a flash of memory about a webcomic I used to look forward to every week. And that just flashed me back to a version of myself that had dreams and hopes.

I'm feeling pretty defeated lately, home life sucks, work life sucks, social life... Don't really have time for that. Everything just seems hard and time for me does happen it's usually just looked at like I'm addicted to or living on my computer. I spent a few hours on my computer on the weekend, I still did chores and also spent time with the family, who didn't do chores, one of them is 3 and I don't expect them to though.

I don't even use my computer during the week most of the time. When I do it's because the shows my gf is watching are stressing me out and I don't want to see them, and I don't want to watch other shows because she won't watch them with me so why bother.

Came home at 4:30 to both of them sleeping, which means no sleep for me tonight or if I get sleep it's going to be at stupid time and she's going to go to work even though she spent all day sleeping and feeling awful so it's on me to still be a functional human and not kill everyone.

I hate how stuck I am right now.

#crohnie #spoonie #crohn's disease #mental health #life update #relationship #shitty life #relationshit

[erinjay]

Sometimes I feel so thankful for my life

Sometimes I just wanna disappear

#depress #life #writing #journal #relatable shit #confused #i am done #no one to talk to #tw depressing thoughts #sad thoughts #shitty life

[bl00ds0akedb0nez]

did anyone else purposely seek p3dos online as a kid, knowing full well the dangers, just for attention?

#cw vent #trauma? #was this traumatic? #help lol #was this really necessary #s3lf harn #shitty life

[yelenassafeplace]

I swear I’m always horny at the worst moments

#shitty life #im tired of this #please help #hornyyy

[chaos-in-slow-motion]

#dying is absolutely safe #dying will save me #shitty life #Spotify

[chiara--b]

I believe no one in this world is ever truly happy,

We find ways to escape that familiar feeling of emptyness that sometimes gets to us.

We think we are doing ok, and then the realization hits us.

I believe I grew up mentally earlier than other people did, I had the weight of so many people that counted on me to do good on my shoulders and on the other hand I had myself, trying my very best to get out of one of the hardest periods of my life.

I don't know when it happened but one day I realized that I was sad, and there was nothing I could do about it.

I realized that everyone is unhappy and that the few people who do reach real happiness rare, because everyone has problems and trauma even if the problems are smaller and more futile.

And I've come to realize my way to escape the moments of loneliness is to write, write down all my feelings and most deep thoughts because my brain is a intricate little thing, like many others.

All my overthinking makes my brain get to strange thoughts that even I might not fully understand. So I write it down and suddenly a beautiful text is born.

I've never had the courage to show anyone a but now I finally do. And I can't stop thinking about: what if someone is truly like me? What if someone likes my stories?

~ ~ ~

#deep thoughts #thoughts #depressing quotes #mentally tired #anxienty #ovethinking #tired of this shit #shitty life #mentally exhausted

[madchoices]

It's pretty amazing how i fail at everything

#adult world #i know I'm a loser but I'm like the king of the losers #shitty life #how tge heck one get in the #wtf it even means #personal #anyway it was a really bad day where again i was remembered how of a loser and stupid person I'm

[felopunk]

Shitty Life - Limits To Growth EP

#Shitty Life #Italy #punk #hardcore punk #punk rock #parma

[omglaurashutup]

not my mom ruining another day of mine by saying that i'll never get someone bc of the way i am, and when she dies, i'll be alone forever :)

#i can't wait to die and leave her honestly #why she gotta be an asshole all the time? #i wish i've died and not my dad #shitty life #omglaurashutup #mommy issues #tw narcissism #narcissistic mother #cm

[17deadmoth]

I can only live in my head. On the outside I just exist. I will never be what I want to be. That's just physically impossible. What a pity. Isn't it pathetic?

#thoughts #my thoughts #thoughts about life #life #shitty life #mental illness #mental issues #personality disorders #who i am #i want to be someone else #i hate who i am #i hate how i act #quotes #everyday is the same #i'm tired #tired of life #tired of existing #i hate how i look #why is everything so hard #hard life #everything is pointless #that's so sad #what a pity #pathetic life #depression #mental disorders

[sailormojito]

#tumblr #shitty life #shitpost #me #sadness #sad thoughts #sad poetry

[a-dreamer-that-s-what-she-was]

Hey World!!! I’m feeling pretty tired of everything so why not share my tiredness and shitty life here with you.

#Welcome #im so tired #sadgirl #shitty life #lana del rey stan