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#she's hasn't really been herself these past few days and has jst been super lethargic and she's been vomiting every day + not shitting right
spideyk00k · 4 years
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#currently at the emergency vet for my babie bowie and fuck its pretty fucking serious and I just need a big hug and someone to tell me itll#be okay cause I'm seriously freaking the fuck out right now at the thought of the smallest possibility of losing bo#she's hasn't really been herself these past few days and has jst been super lethargic and she's been vomiting every day + not shitting right#and at first I chalked it up to her eating a bit of the weeds at the park but then she really lost her appetite and has been looking week#at first her vomit was foamy and mucusy but then it turned into something kinda acidic and bile-y almost#and this morning she didn't want to touch her food at all and she just wanted to snuggle up next to me#and she just seemed extra weak this morning#and I had to drive to sd this afternoon and she usually sits and peeks her head out the window while I drive but#today she just curled up into a ball on my lap the entire drive which shes never done#but we got home and she seemed to get back to her normal self with the kids but then#when we were getting ready to leave the hoise she just passed this massive fucking blood clot/stool liquid thing and it literally looked#like she shat her bloody stomach out#and so now we're here at the emergency room waiting for tests and blood work but the doctor is saying it may be hemmorhaggic gastroenteritis#and that she may need to be hospitalized for two days cause if left untreated she could go into shock and fucking die#and now im just sittinf here waiting in my own anxiety reading myself down a rabbit hole and I just cant calm down#cause I just keep fucking thinking the fucking worst#she is my entire lifeline and I really don't think I can ever fucking survive losing her#she's literally the reason I'm alive today#for the last two years she has been keeping me fucking going and she's always there for me and even when I feel alone and unloved#I always know I have her#she loves me the most and always wants to be with me and just makes me feel wanted and she's always there to jjst listen and cuddle
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