#she would think im so annoying

[souryam]

there's like virtually nothing you can say to me or quotes u can throw in my face to convince me that 20 year old Lily was fine and ok with her husband (a.k.a basically the only person she has around) sneaking out at night to. what. annoy muggle police officers? So many people say "oh no she was talking fondly" and I never got it bc I've always read it as her coming across as annoyed. annoyed but trying to tone it down giving that it was a letter to Sirius. Like imagine you're 20 year old with a newly born baby having to live in almost complete isolation in the middle of a war and a half of the parental unit just decides to dip every Wednesday for #boysnight like what

#lily evans #i joke saying she was clawing the walls of that cottage and would be divorced the second voldemort fell to the ground but. #it might not be a joke anymore #anti james potter #anti jily #also i say that as a 19 yo whos turning 20 in june #i cant even conceive the idea of having a child #its scary to think that she was the same age as i am when she was pregnant/had harry bc now i see she was SO YOUNG #also im not even mentioning lily saying he was GRUMPY over not being able to leave at night anymore #my brave girl suffered more than jesus being stuck at home w a annoying white man omfg

[lonely-night]

Janeway/Seven in 6.08 “One Small Step”

#voyageredit #janeway x seven #j7 #voyagereditmine #those lines kathryn said them with a silent 'darling' #'lets just say im encouraging you to volunteer，darling' #'you read my mind， darling' #but also thoughts when i made this set #clearly seven is annoyed with this mission which she doesnt it as important with that borg efficiency thinking of hers #janeway haters would say 'see thats janeway forcing seven doing smth she hate!!!!! molding seven to her own view' #yada yada yada u know the usual #seven is an ex borg drone yes but she is seven!! #when she made up her mind of not doing something #no one is able to force her do it if shes not willing #not even the captain #you think she is gonna just obediently do smth just because janeway order her to do so??? are we watching the same show lol?? #how many times we've seen seven actively contradicts the captain lmao #in this ep is seven willing to get out of her comfort zone to do smth janeway suggests her to do #not bc janeway order or want her to do it #hence at the end seven realizes not all exploring is about gathering useful data for the sake of efficiency #its the episode i believe that made seven considers to join starfleet because of this mission

[quietwingsinthesky]

see my brain just doesn’t register the idea of anyone having a ‘one true love’ which is why the common fandom tropes of making canonical love interests terrible in order to justify why your ship is better always bugs the shit out of me. it feels like the only reason you would do that is if the idea of the characters in your ship having any other sort of romantic relationship that was important to them, even in the past, is a threat to their current one, therefore all their past relationships need to be demonized in order to make them ‘not real love’ so that they remain pure and chaste and ready for the True Love of the endgame ship.

#im not crazy right like other people notice that trope ajd get annoyed by it right #its a very weird trope to be so common from my perspective because like. why not just. break up the couple you dont want. #for reasons that arent ‘i made this person into a charicature of themselves to justify why my blorbo would have never actually loved them’ #you know? its weird. its weird right? #and then of course there’s the offshoot of this that intersect with fandom misogyny where that demonized person is usually the female love #interest. or sometimes not even that. sometimes she was just standing there a little too close to one of the guys and that made people feel #insecure about their ship so they make her a bitch. gwen cooper. im. im talking about gwen cooper. people do this to gwen cooper and ill #never know peace about that. #anyway. is there a word for like. heteronormativity for monogomous people. because thats what i think this falls under. #because it is a very. like its a very conservatively monogomous idea. i feel like it is not unrelated to christian values of not having sex #before you’re married. that maybe someone in fandom might manage to ditch that particular ruleset to make their blorbos fuck nasty but NOT #the underlying idea of it that you can only ever have One Person you share that love and intimacy with. so you still end up perpetuating the #same toxic beliefs. you know? sorry im rambling it just annoys me

[emsloe]

Hi gaymers happy pride month!

If you're interested in supporting queer artists/designers this month, especially if you're looking for cool patterns to sew your own stuff, I humbly request you check out my sister's work.

Everyone in my family has been using bags she's made. My parents have matching shoulder bags from her that they use every day, and she made my dice bag + all of my art supply bags as well. So I can vouch for her stuff being great quality!

She's also got cute animal hand warmers:

I think she'll mostly be selling patterns but will have a few bags and such for sale also.

If you want to follow her making-stuff-for-etsy progress, her instagram is make.it.gemtea, and her etsy is bucketproject (unpopulated until the 17th)

#sewing patterns #I genuinely have no idea what to tag this as but I figured the links probably means it won't make it into tags anyway #so rbs would be much appreciated #I *know* people on this website are into stuff like this and I think everyone should see. beaming it directly onto your dash. pls #maybe buy a pattern to sew yourself an animal hand warmer/friend? #I will be slightly annoying about rbing this if no one sees it. jsyk #surge talks #also sorry if there are typos or if the post is ugly. im sick as a dog rn. home of phobia #but yea i'm commissioning her to make me a bag to put all my t shot stuff in too #she might have also made her girlfriend's insulin bag?

[autistic-beshelar]

ah yes dungeon meshi, the manga where an autistic man gets repeatedly bullied by people he thinks are his friends and not a single person supports him

#dont get me wrong i am enjoying this manga #but i'm failing to see how this is some great amazing autistic rep #like yeah laios is obviously autistic #and the struggles he has due to his autism are VERY relatable #but it's deeply uncomfortable that even the people closest to him are routinely awful to him #specifically for his autistic traits #and their bullying is almost always a joke #not a single person defends him #literally senshi is the only character that's never been cruel to him #well and farlyn but lbr she's also autistic and also has been in like half a chapter that ive read so far #maybe ive just not read far enough or not seen enough posts #but im not understanding why the fandom are treating it like amazing autistic rep and how it understands us so well #you could argue that the narrative tends to support laios's methods and way of thinking #but nothing else does #the scene with shuro was fucking awful to read tbh #'you're so annoying because you're autistic. how dare you think im your friend when you should have just guessed that i hated you' #and not a single person defends laios #or calls shuro out on what a fucking horrific way of treating a party member that is #like i dont know MAYBE you could have just said 'hey i don't really want to be friends' #maybe you could COMMUNICATE. #but no it's the autistic man who's the problem. for the crime of.... being too nice. #i don't have a problem with the scene. #i have a problem with the fact that shuro is framed as reasonable here. instead of utterly fucking vile. #i have a problem with none of the other characters sticking up for laios. #dungeon meshi #maybe ppl will start treating him better #i would like to continue reading #but if he continues getting bullied in EVERY fucking chapter as a 'joke' then idk man

[liquidstar]

i wanna preface this by saying im not big into furry stuff but im big into oc stuff, so sorry to all the furries if i sound like a poser. but i think if you have a human oc theres gotta be a difference between what their fursona would be (from the pov of you, their creator) and what it actually is (what they would chose). do you understand what i mean? theres a big difference between their fursona and your animal version of them.

#i just finished working on a set of animal themed ocs and im doing another bear one now so these are the thoughts in my head #like okay my oc felis has cat ears so #shed obviously be a cat. #however #shes also annoying and if she could pick for herself it would probably be like... #a fucking warthog or something just to confuse people #or like bella for example would see herself as being an edgy 2008 deviantart wolf #but in reality if she was an animal i know she would just be a cute pink bunny. with floopy ears. #some match up though. i think mira would correctly assign herself bird #idk what al would pick but of course logically the animal he has the most in common with is the sea turtle because of the way he #im not going to finish that joke because its offensive to sea turtles

[noodlesnatcher]

GUYS

GUYS

I know nothing about fashion but i went out with my friend and I looked at a jewelry shop for the first time and I just couldn't stop picturing hermits and other mcyt with the jewelry

like

look me in the eye and tell me pearl would not look great in these

and there were also a bunch of flowers and I just kept thinking of the buttercups

These are for empires season 2 sausage of sanctuary

Also Scott for empires s2 cause of all the colours

And Scotts newlife mushroom origin

I think Cleo would look so fucking cool in these

#thanks for listening to my rambles #my friend got so annoyed with me istg i would not shut up about them #like any time i looked too long at a piece she was like “lemme guess... scott would wear those” #and i would be like “dhsahaskdj howd u know???” #she was so confused about the names people had she was like “why is this guy named sausage????” #I also embarrassingly tried to put my hand through a really big earing hoop thinking it was a bracelet #... #im trying my best #For the buttercup earrings I just imagine all the colours to be yellow because i like the designs #hermitcraft #mcyt #Pearlescentmoon #buttercups #mythicalsausage #dangthatsalongname #smajor #newlife smp #empires s2 #zombiecleo

[tarobumma]

there are so many things u can say about the goldfinch (2019) movie but my personal nitpick of it that i will never get over is how they made kitsey not wear the emerald earrings at the engagement party. i feel like its such a small but important moment in characterising her and theo’s relationship. 

it takes place after theo confronts kitsey about cheating, so at this point they’re both fully aware how much of an act their relationship/engagement is, and how much they both don’t love each other, at least not the way they should. 

theres something so uncharacteristically tender about it. i truly think this is the only moment of actual real understanding and vulnerability between them. the fact that kitsey chooses to wear them, even though she was right - they don’t suit her - but she’s decided that the fact that they mean something to theo is more important. 

for kitsey, willingly choosing something that blemishes her perfect appearance is so at odds to what we’ve seen of her until now. kitsey’s entire reason for being in a sham relationship with theo is to do with keeping up appearances. 

i think people tend to overlook that kitsey is also dealing with a lot of trauma (in recently losing andy and her dad) and i just feel that this tiny excerpt lifts so much weight in characterising and deepening our perspective of her and her relationship with theo. 

in wearing the earrings, kitsey is acknowledging theo’s vulnerabilities, and i almost feel that in recognising his grief and loss, she exposes her own. and its so fascinating because really this shared experience is what binds them, but is the one thing they never directly acknowledge. this is their one moment of actual honest tenderness and transparency towards each other, and i also love how its immediately followed by everyone at the engagement party interpreting it as a romantic moment and being like, ‘omg finally the happy couple interacting!’ and taking photos of them, etc. the reader is immediately taken out of the intimacy of the moment and swept back into the glaringly contrasting performativity and facade of their relationship. 

#JUSTICE 4 MY GIRL KITSEY BARBOUR !! ! #also i didn't highlight it but kitsey using a word that theo associates with andy and their childhood together right before this exchange #insane and also not a coincidence #they're both so desperate trying to cling onto a past that is gone and the people in it #ugh idk i just love this scene #and im so so mad they didn't include it in the movie #and it annoys me to see people saying kitsey didn't wear the earrings and that boris would #bcus she did !!! she did wear the earrings !!!! #idc i love kitsey i think shes so interesting #im kmsing #tgf #theo decker #kitsey barbour #the goldfinch #really speaking into da void with this one 👍👍

[coolauntlilith]

ATFC s1e8 Jerry has me fucking sick to my stomach about Simon's, "Wha- No, no! Why would I??"

I kinda am wondering if his lack of reaching Chaos Betty is maybe bc she now doesn't want him to reach her. If she's still kinda Betty, anyway.

Edit: I just finished my second rewatch and I do wonder where Golbetty is portalling him. 👀

#i mean. if i became half chaos deity & i could see the beginning & end of all & then realized the love of my life never really saw me...... #i might block and fuck up his attempts to reach me too #did he ever give a damn about her career?? like in their 'normal' human lives?? #she became useful for his work. would they have even bonded over her work??? did they at all in the original AT? bc i dont think so. :( #also he tried to not listen to her until she just said her thoughts on the vase or ran over the snake rocks. like she wasn't potentially #intelligent to him until she proved she was actually intelligent to him. like he just assumed he new better until she just did what she had #to do to prove herself. it was actually annoying to me the whole time. :( #i was glad that he wanted her to take credit for the expedition with him... but he also didnt fight for her there??? #im kinda mad at Betty at that moment too. Betty. darling. you did work too lol #ugh. i hate that Simon is just “why would i go with her??” simon is a dumbass. hes all girldad but im wondering if he was a onesided bf :( #adventure time: fionna & cake #adventure time: fionna and cake #atfc #atfc s1e8 #simon petrikov #betty grof #chaos betty #golbetty #aunt posting

[pumaskulls]

Made a Cattails AU of Cloudy, since I've been hyperfixating on Cattails: Wildwood Story ever since it came out on Switch and I'm playing as her <3

#my art #my ocs #digital art #character design #oc: storm clouds #cattails #cattails wildwood story #cattails oc #ctwws oc #cattails au #i went in blind and as soon as i unlocked Phantom and saw how similar they were to Snakecharmer #i was like 'okay so this is snakes sibling. thats how im playing this' ALDJDJSK #lowkey been so obsessed w/ playing this game that i kinda wanna draw every npc now #i think that would be a fun exercise #as well as a way to try and get me to focus on drawing more often again lol #cloudy is still a mean lil jester but shes not evil in this au #she's a menace but more chaotic neutral. she cares about her colony but she WILL annoy them all to death

[lorillee]

lorillee??? drawing warrior cats in 2023????? its more likely than you think . also if you remember the dumbest po3 au you receive a veteran lorillee follower award

#warriors #heathertail #cinderheart #mothwing #hawkfrost #hollyleaf #leafpool #crowfeather #ivypool #dovewing #mistystar #lorillee.png #i guess 😭 #i disappear and come back onto my one piece blog with warrior cats. well thats just how it goes i guess #anyways to be very honest im drawing wc again bc cats are on the brain #since ive been listening to the original broadway cast recording of cats the musical #its actually so funny because my mom HATEDDDD it whenever my dad played it in the car #she said it gave her a headache bc the ensemble is really high pitched or something #but honestly i think it was probably because we would sing scream half the songs (in the car) #very annoyingly. because we were six very. very annoying children. #also for any of the warrior cats fans out there. which are none of you. listen to growltiger's last stand and tell me that would not make #an absolutely SLAY tigerstar map. youd have to tweak it obviously but ever since i was like. i dont know. 8 or something. i dreamed of it

[silenthillbunni]

sometimes i fantasize abt being the one with the clingy gf instead of being the clingy gf ㅠㅠ

#like... #getting tons of texts all the time. having playlists made for me. uhh what else do the clingy gf do??? #ask me abt every single detail of my day and life and personality. hmm write love letters to me. make a collage book w memories for me #read a book where on girl did that for the others and she belittled it and ridiculed her and i was like WTF?!?!? #if a gf did that to me i would DIE FOR HER!!!!! wtf that is so cute #i dont know sometimes i just think that'd be nice #to instead of being the clinger i'd have her clingy for me #well it's all just daydreams idk i was just imagining a scenario w a gf who blew up my phone when i was at work #i dont have a job but like it was all a fantasy lmaoooo. and ig the thought is nice bc irl #im the clingy one and i feel so anxious bc i mean im so fucking annoying and i talk way too much and i psuh everyone away being so awful #idk if 'she' would be clingy w me i like now i love her and can reassure her #so rlly its just all about me..... hmmm selfcest? 👀

[robotpussy]

hm I know this seems like I'm just whining to whine and I understand that living with your parents throughout your childhood is the norm but I'm actually so tired of people asking "where are your parents/do you live with your parents/did you come with your parents?" when I meet people like if we are at a event where ppls families are in attendance why can't you just ask if anybody came with me instead of asking about my parents like not everybody has parents or lives with them etc I know it's just a little thing and I'm coming across as bitter and annoyed but I genuinely am, and then it gets even more annoying because then when you tell people you didn't come with your parents they want to know why and in my case I hate having to explain that I was in foster care because explaining something like that isn't something that can be summed up in a sentence like OMFG and it's so fucking annoying to me like just ask if I came with anybody instead of just assuming I came with my parents 😭😭😭

#as i said i know asking ppl about their parents is the norm but i wish ppl would actually think about of ppl #actually have any some ppl have been disowned or have dead parents or just dont want anything to with them anymore #its so annoying i think ppl should start thinking before just assume but this is just a personal thing im not that angry at anybody lol #im more annoyed at ppl wanting to know why i was in foster care because i hate airing out all my business like that #it involves alot of abuse and very traumatic stuff and then i feel bad when i do explain it because i feel like #ive ruined that person's day by telling them about all the stuff that happened to me like omds #the most annoying instance was when i was at work and this girl kept asking me why i dont live with my parents #and she wanted me to explain why i was in foster care and i was just like. its not really any of your business 😭 #just know i dont live with my parents and i used to be in foster care in fact you don't need to know if i live with #anybody or not 😭 like why are asking if my parents are together etc LEAVE ME ALONE

[sonknuxadow]

i think i do want amy and rouge to be in the next sonic movie, especially if its gonna be an sa2 adaptation, but i cant help but worry that if they try to introduce shadow AND rouge AND amy in the same movie then at least one of those characters (most likely amy. tbh.) isnt gonna get the amount of screentime and development that they deserve. especially considering in the game timeline amy was introduced much earlier and by sa2 was already an established character while rouge and shadow were the newcomers. and then theres also the human characters who are gonna be making the cast a lot bigger than it was in the game so more people to divide the screentime among. like what if amy is in sonic 3 and she gets like 5 minutes of screentime and her big moment with shadow is given to another character again

#though i guess the sa2 based story being amy's introduction #could also open an opportunity for her to play a bigger role in the plot than she did in the original ... hmm.... #ive seen some people suggest the idea of amy or rouge being introduced in the knuckles series but i dont think i want that either? #the knuckles series should act as something that adds to the experience but isnt necessary to understand the next movie #i know we're all extremely autistic about sonic here but try to think of it from the perspective of a casual viewer #if i were a casual viewer of a movie series and didnt actively keep up with news for it and didnt know about any spinoff stuff #and suddenly a new character who was introduced in secondary material shows up in the next movie #and the writing treats me as if im supposed to know who they are. i would find that confusing and annoying actually #also with the whole. big cast of characters making me worried that certain characters wont get as much screentime as they should thing #i know in sonic 2 their way of getting around this was like. putting the characters into groups and pairs #that they stick with for long portions of the movie instead of there being a bunch of solo scenes for each character #and the most plot relevant characters all kinda join up at the end and do stuff together #which i guess could probably work for sonic 3 . so maybe im worrying over nothing

[nvenjpg]

did both a year ago and left it to finish later,,,

i have a lot of opinions and feelings about life is strange, i love this game, this was like in the same week ive finished it or something im not sure anymore, its been a year after all

#lis #life is strange #lis fanart #max caulfield #chloe price #joyce price #poor girl did not have a moment of peace in her life omg #i do not remember their names and its late im gonna play some games and go to sleep #i do like them a lot though #like i would put their photos in my wall.. they are little beloveds #sometimes fucked up and straight up annoying but i like them bc of a specific thing they did? #didnt put every character i like but in the future i will #victoria; kate; that homeless woman; rachel and her science teacher are missing and maybe someone else too.. i cant remember tho... #i love you max caulfield basic girl of the year <3 #chloe is beautiful is the game but i think she should be more fucked up heheheh its so fun drawing her like this

[infizero]

i think interpreting dynamics that dont have any canon basis to be familial as familial is totally fine but a) you cannot act like this is canon fact and, in tandem with that, b) you cannot attack people for interpreting it differently. believe me i am all for killing people who sexualize ACTUAL familial/familial-coded dynamics with knives but you have got to understand that just bcuz these two characters are friends does not mean they are siblings and it does not mean you get to get mad at others when they inevitably ship them

#also can i just say i fucking HATEEEEE when people do this with characters who canonically have romance involved in their dynamic #like i understand when there's romance in a dynamic and you would like there to not be. totally get that. but holy fuck thats #not the way to do it. like saying ''amy and sonic are so siblings!!!!'' is not the win you think it is (yes i have actually seen ppl say #that) i dont ship those two and i totally understand wanting to recontextualize their relationship but JUST GET RID OF THE ROMANCE ELEMENT! #YOU DONT HAVE TO ADD IN A FAMILIAL ELEMENT!!!!!!!! #THATS JUST WEIRD!!!! BROTHER IN CANON SHES DROOLING OVER HIM IN WHAT WORLD ARE THEY SIBLING CODED???? #anyways. this shit has always kind of annoyed me but it annoys me even more now that i identify as aroace #also not to sound like i think im oppressed for liking f/m ships but i have noticed that in SOME specific spheres #this random sibling label gets slapped on a boy and a girl pairing more frequently. like again THIS ISNT THE WIN YOU THINK IT IS #saying a girl and a boy's dynamic can only be platonic if they're literally related is NOT THE WIN YOU THINK IT IS #JUST LET PEOPLE BE FRIENDS. FOR FUCKS SAKE. #serena.txt