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talesofesther · 4 months
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what once was mine | ch 6
Loki x Reader
Series Summary: When watching what once was supposed to be the rest of his life, in an empty room in the TVA, Loki sees someone he can't recognize; a girl who's all tenderness and loose smiles, and most importantly, she was smiling at him.
A/N: This chapter might just be my favorite.
Masterlist | Read ch 5 here
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It's been a few days since Loki had convinced you to share that cup of tea with him, and things have been… pleasant. You were still guarded and sometimes on the defensive when around Loki, but you were not actively avoiding him anymore, he may even go as far as saying you might be enjoying his company at times.
There were also moments where those same defenses dulled down, moments where Loki would have glimpses of that same girl he had seen on TVA's time teather when he'd first arrived. And the more he spent time with you, the more he understood why he would've fallen for you in his future. And why he was falling for you now.
"Please, Mobius," you made a show of clasping your hands together right under your chin, "I just need a moment to breathe."
Loki and Mobius were sitting at the latter's desk, mindlessly chatting, and you had popped out of nowhere a few minutes ago, making yourself comfortable on top of his desk.
"There's air all around you, breathe away," Mobius gestured widely.
You rolled your eyes, but a smile lingered on your features. Loki subconsciously found himself mimicking it as he looked at you.
"You know what I mean," you said quieter, avoiding his eyes and swinging your feet back and forth softly. You briefly looked at Loki, gaze roaming over the slope of his nose and the lines of his jaw, before focusing back on Mobius; "Please?" You asked more genuinely.
Mobius sighed loudly, clearly already giving in to your pleading. He cursed under his breath and fished out his tempad from his pocket, giving it to you. "If you get caught, I'm pretending I don't know you and that you stole it from me."
The grin that painted your features was big and bright, "You know I'm not getting caught," you gave him a wink, and then added softly; "Thank you."
"Yeah, yeah," Mobius waved you off, but he was smiling too.
Loki watched the exchange quietly until you left and were out of earshot. He turned to Mobius, one elbow resting on the desk. "You never gave me the tempad when I asked."
Mobius side-eyed him, "That's because she's responsible, and you're not."
A deep frown appeared on Loki's face, he straightened his posture. "That's absurd, I'm way more responsible than she is." He spoke matter of factly, gesturing to the general direction you had scurried off to, "Have you seen her desk? I don't know how she even works in the middle of that mess."
Mobius chuckled, he was enjoying this. "I stand by my point."
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Your clothes were clinging to your body, your hair stuck to your forehead, there were droplets on your eyelashes, and pools of water appeared on the floor from your dripping clothes with each step you took.
The TVA was mostly dark and empty, with only a few dim lights here and there, as it was already late. You smiled and chuckled to yourself as you walked past the library and headed to the elevator, feeling alive.
The doors of the elevator slowly slid open only to reveal Loki. He had a small pack of Skittles in one hand that you were certain you had seen on Mobius' desk earlier. His other hand stopped midair before it reached his mouth as soon as he laid eyes on you.
For the first time, your smile grew just a tad wider upon seeing him.
Loki had a confused crease on his eyebrows, his lips hung open for a second more as his gaze roamed up and down your body before settling on your face. "You're soaked." He stated, as if you didn't know.
"Yes," You beamed.
Loki's mouth opened and closed a few times. "Why?"
You took a single step closer to him, tilting your head to the side softly, watching as he visibly gulped at your closeness. "Don't you miss it?" You asked, voice quiet. "The rain, the wind, the sunlight, the smell of grass and trees?"
His bright eyes softened then, he glanced away and his expression turned melancholic for a moment, as if your question had reminded him of the feeling; "Yes, I suppose I do."
You pursed your lips, holding onto Mobius' tempad in your jacket pocket. A part of you had alarms blaring inside your head, the other, was begging you to not think and just do it. The weight of Loki's presence was familiar and foreign all the same. Dangerous territory, as you tiptoed the blurred lines of what he had started to mean to you, and the memories from before that still haunted your nightmares. Despite what you had so adamantly told yourself as soon as you laid eyes on Loki… you'd gone soft. Having him around seemed to ease the parts of your heart that still ached, even when you didn't want it to, even when you were still scared and confused.
Only today, you told yourself. Only today would be okay. Because the ocean that was his bright eyes held that same sadness that had drawn you to him for the first time all those years ago, after all. Denying it was becoming a fool's game.
You took the tempad from your pocket and hit a few buttons until a smoked-glass doorway popped open behind you. Glancing up at Loki, you said; "Come on," and turned around, walking into the doorway.
Loki hesitated for only a beat before discarding the pack of Skittles and following after you.
The first thing he felt was the heavy raindrops hitting his cheeks and soaking his clothes. Loki blinked a few times, narrowing his eyes so he could see past the storm. It was a deserted street, the worn roadway stretched far beyond what he could see, surrounded by green fields with no houses in sight; the sky was mostly cloudy, but on a far corner a few faint stripes of a setting sun could be spotted; the rain falling down was heavy and constant, pattering loudly against the asphalt and the tall grass beside it.
You stood a few feet ahead of him, with your head tilted up to the sky and your eyes closed. The rain cascaded down your skin, kissing your lips and trailing a path down your neck that Loki couldn't help but follow. It soaked your clothes and hair, just as it did his. And yet you looked absolutely ethereal.
Loki found himself glued to the ground as he simply took in the sight before him. The rain glistened on your skin as it was shaped by the rogue bouts of sunlight, a small blissed-out smile lingered on your lips as you took in the feeling of being under the earth's elements. Straight out of a dream.
Finally turning your attention to him, you stretched your arms to the side, speaking louder so he could hear you over the rain; "doesn't it make you feel alive?"
"That's certainly one way of putting it," Loki told you, taking half a step closer to you as he put his wet hair behind his ears.
You rolled your eyes but your smile remained, "Come on, Loki. The rain washes your soul, it's freeing, it's-" You looked up at the sky again, breathing in deeply, "It shows you can still feel."
Words failed Loki, he tried not to dwell too much on the fact that this was the first time you had called him by his name.
When he didn't answer, you looked at him for a beat, hesitating and worrying your lower lip between your teeth before you extended both hands towards him.
The rain somehow grew heavier, paired with a cold wind that made your hair flow. Loki switched his gaze between your eyes and your outstretched hands. Confused, asking for permission. When you simply wiggled your fingers, he took one of your hands, delicately, almost as if afraid to touch you.
You grasped him tightly with the reassurance he needed and reached for his other hand. You pulled him forward as you took a step backward to get him moving, and then started circling him, making him copy your movements until you fell into a messy dance. A genuine laugh escaped you, "Don't you feel it?"
Loki's smile followed yours, and if his eyes were suddenly pooling with happy tears, the rain would hide it. "I'm starting to," he said quietly, his gaze never leaving yours.
The grin on your lips remained as you closed your eyes and craned your neck up again, you leaned back and allowed Loki's hands to support half of your weight, with the safety that he'd hold you up.
And if he had any say in it, he'd never let go either.
After a few minutes under the rain, you told Loki you had another place you liked to escape to sometimes. Another smoked-glass doorway opened then, and it led to a clear night sky; under it was a small forest with a clearing up ahead, and a lonely bench in the middle of the low grass that had been faintly covered with bits of snow. A thousand stars danced in this sky, with no other light or cloud in sight to outshine their beauty. The lonely bench overlooked a view from up a mountain, making everything seem small and distant. Just like the roadway before, this place was also deserted.
You walked ahead, the only sound on the eery night being your boots crushing the grass and snow underneath. Loki followed, and with a flick of his wrist, his magic had the two of you dry and warm again.
You turned to him with a small, knowing smile and took a seat on the bench, "Thanks."
He simply smiled back, making himself comfortable beside you and looking up at the stars.
This place had always been your favorite, the first one you found after coming to the TVA, and the one you inevitably always came back to.
Feeling the weight of Loki's presence beside you, you weren't sure what you were doing. Only a few weeks ago you said you wanted nothing to do with him, yet here you are. You closed your eyes, pushing the thoughts away for now.
"I usually come here for the stars," you whispered into the night, your breath coming in white puffs of air.
Loki hummed, his gaze roaming over the constellations in the sky, "It is beautiful, but Midgard's skies-"
"Don't compare to Asgard's skies," you finished for him and shot a glance his way before focusing back on the sky, "yeah, I've been told."
A small chuckle escaped Loki, he nodded his head softly and looked down at his hands, his thumb scratching the skin of his other palm.
"One of the few good things about the TVA is this," you hugged your jacket closer to your body, "being able to be anywhere, anytime."
"Are you not worried about disrupting their so-called sacred timeline?" Loki asked.
You smirked, watching him from the side of your eye. "With time, you learn a few tricks on how to not create a branch right away. Such as avoiding people, not disrupting the place," you shrugged, "it gives you a few minutes at least."
Loki kept silent as he took in the new information, he looked from the starry sky to the low grass around his shoes. It would all stay the same when he left.
"It's almost as if we don't exist," you told him quietly.
Suddenly, a different flash of color caught your eyes, and your heartbeat sped up. You held onto your breath, feeling strangely giddy. "There it is," you pointed at the sky.
Loki looked at where you were pointing and his lips parted in silent wonder. It started on one side and soon flowed all around the stars above your heads; flashes of bright green, blue, and pink. Lights dancing in the sky.
A shaky sigh escaped you, "This is the other reason why I like to come here," you kept your voice low, as if the moment was a well-kept secret. The colors of the aurora were reflecting against your eyes. "It's so… enchanting."
Loki kept silent for a few beats, simply watching the show amidst the starry night. He then turned to you, taking in the way those same dancing colors shaped your profile. "It is," he breathed.
You didn't have to look at him to know he was looking at you. You could feel it. It wrapped your heart in a tight grip and blurred the sight of the colorful sky. You pursed your lips, lowering your head and curling in on yourself. "Please don't do that," your words broke in the middle.
Loki gulped the sudden lump in his throat, he felt as if he'd just ruined the moment yet he didn't know how. "I-"
"Don't look at me…" your voice got stuck. You glanced up at the sky, breathing in sharply to chase away the rogue tears. "Like that." It was nothing but a breath past your lips, you softly raised your eyebrows to accentuate the last word.
Don't look at me the way you used to when you were mine.
In the same heartbeat, Loki's gaze shifted to his shoes. An apology already lingered on his lips, but before he could say it, you spoke;
"We should go." You got up, reaching for the tempad in your pocket, "or we'll create a branch soon and this place will be crawling with minutemen." You didn't wait for his answer before walking a few steps away, needing a bit of space.
You heard as Loki followed you, but he kept his distance as he waited for you to open the doorway. You didn't like that distance.
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michelleleewise · 9 months
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Hi! 😊
Leaving aside evil me, whenever you can, can you write about Loki fallen in love with reader, but he isn't his usual self, he seems lost in his thoughts and reader is all happy, all the time she is sighing, hearing and singing love songs. One day Loki hears a conversation between reader and Wanda where Wanda is asking reader if the way she is acting is because she is in love and reader confirms it, and explain how she can't erase the smile off her face, have butterflies in her stomach when she thinks of him, but she didn't say a name but when she describes how is the person she is in love, Loki misunderstood and now thinks the person in question is the Cap and gets angry but mostly sad. At the end is revealed that readers is actually in love with him.
Sorry if is too long, I just need to feel loved 🥲
Aaaahhhh!!!!! Hiiiiii!!!!!! This has taken me waaaaaaay too long to get to and I'm so sorry!!!!! But I'm here, let's do it!!!!! And thank you so so much for sending this to me @luvlady-writes !!!! 💚
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Close to You
Pairing: Avenger Loki x female reader
Warnings: sooooooooo this totally took a nose dive directly into angst-ville.....sorry.....angst to fluff, happy ending, friends to lovers, confession, mild sadness.
Summary: you work in stark tower and have fallen hard for a certain god, but he would never feel the same....would he.....
A/n-umm......not much really.....sorry again it took so long to get to this!!!!!
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You quickly grabbed your bag and Wanda's coffee heading to the elevators. Pushing the button you sighed "come on." You said shifting feet, you were already late having slept past your alarm, not wanting to come back to reality from your dreams....the ones of a tall dark asgardian. Your head snapped up as the elevator dinged its arrival "finally." You huffed as the doors slid open making you freeze "ah lady y/n...how are you today?" Loki asked smiling that smile, the one that makes your insides melt "your good...I mean I'm hot....eerr good! I'm good!" You stuttered hearing him laugh. "Well, are you coming?" He asked when you realized you hadn't moved "yes!...yes sorry." You said slowly stepping in as the doors closed.
You slid over to the panel, the scent of mint and snow wafted through the air making you sigh as you pushed the button to your floor before sliding away. "Full day planned?" He asked smiling again...damn his beautiful face..."y..yes, wanda has a few interviews to do and some meet and greets." You said looking at the doors, trying to keep your brain from short circuiting at your proximity "ah I see, I have some of those as well, maybe I will see you there?" He asked fully turning towards you "i...I'd like that." You giggled seeing his smile widen when the elevator sounded again "after you my lady." He said waving you before him. "T..thanks." You said smiling back as him as you walked out. "See you later y/n." He called from behind you "bye Loki." You turned seeing him put his hands in his pockets, his cheeks a slight pink as you turned back making your way to the common room.
"Aahh your here!" Wanda yelled as you walked in "yeah sorry! I overslept." You said handing her her coffee, you had been her assistant for almost a year and you loved it. She was kind, compassionate...you couldn't have asked for a better boss. "Oh no, do you need to take the day off? I can manage." Wanda said sitting on the couch "oh no, I'm fine. It's just..." you trailed off setting your bag down "nothing, it's nothing." You smiled pulling your planner out. "Ok so, today..." you trailed off hearing music coming from down the hall, furrowing your eyebrows you look up seeing Bucky walk in with his phone..
"And just like me, they long to be, close to you...." the song played making you smile "Bucky Barnes, I didn't known you listened to the carptenters." You smiled as he sat down "honestly it's a good song, I wish I had been around for that time period." He said as the song continued. You hummed along, making notes as your thoughts wandered. Would Loki like that song...would he dance with you on the balcony under the stars..."earth to y/n." You heard pulling you back "oh...sorry lost in thought." You said clearing your throat "are you sure your ok?" Wanda asked "yeah! I'm fine." You smiled sliding your planner back in your bag "we should probably go though, lots to do." You said grabbing your keys "ok, but let me know if you want to go." She said standing up "Wanda I'm fine I promise." You said laughing as you headed back towards the elevators.
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The entire day had been a mess of interviews, and fans, and autographs and to say you were done was an understatement. You could handle people fine, but the large crowds, the screaming and chanting was starting to grate your nerves. "Ok, you've got one more meet and greet and then we're done for the day." You said flopping into your car, Wanda slumping down in the seat next to you "do we have to?" She asked making you laugh "Tony's orders, besides they love you." You said slapping her knee. "Well atleast I won't be on my own for this one." She said sitting up "what do you mean?" You asked turning down a side street "oh, Loki's with me at this one...didn't I tell you?" She asked as you cleared your throat "n..no, i...you must have spaced it." You stuttered peeking over seeing her staring
"what?" You asked pulling into the garage "your ok with Loki yes? I don't want you to be uncomfortable." She said still staring "what! Yes! I just...I didn't know he was going to be there." You rushed out parking the car "ok, you guys seem to get along so.." She shrugged as you giggled "yeah no he's good...we're good...I mean...yeah." you mumbled hearing her laugh. "He's a little intimidating but he's a big softie." She said opening the door. "I'd like to find out how soft.." you said under your breath "what?" Wanda asked leaning down. "Nothing! Let's get in there." You said quickly grabbing your things you led the way inside wanda following quickly behind you.
You both made your way to the small stage where your table was set up, pulling her set of different colored markers out you nodded as she smiled "ok, I'll be over there if you need me." You said when wanda grabbed your hand "Hey, thank you...I don't think I'd make it through this without you." She said making you smile "you got this." You winked squeezing her hand as you walked towards the backstage area. You leaned against the wall with a sigh hearing they had opened the doors, hundreds of people yelling and hollering resonating through your head "almost over." You said looking out seeing Loki's table watching him sitting stock still, staring down at the table. "What the..." you started when every woman in the city rushed his table, cutting off your view of him.
You pushed off the wall walking back to wanda seeing her smiling at a group of kids dressed as her "Hey, what's up with dark and broody?" You asked as wanda looked over seeing Loki leaned over the table mindlessly signing what was put in front of him "hmm, I don't know. He's been like that for weeks now." She said looking back at the kids. "Really? I hadn't noticed." You said standing up straight "he's pretty tight lipped, maybe ask Thor?" She shrugged continuing with her fans. "I'm gonna head back over there." You said walking back towards the wall. You stood back watching as the crowd began to thin, thanking all the gods it was almost over.
Exhaustion ran through you as you made your way back to the tower, the song bucky was playing earlier wandering back into your mind. "Y/n?" Wanda asked making you look over "hmm?" You hummed looking back to the road "you were humming that song again." She said laughing when your felt your cheeks burn "oh...sorry" you said clearing your throat "no, it's ok...it's just." She started turning herself towards you "do you like someone?" She asked as your eyes shot to hers. "I have no idea what your talking about." You said turning into the garage getting out. "Oh come on y/n, you've been all doe eyes and hearts the last month." She said quicky catching up to you. "Can't I just be happy?" You laughed nervously pushing the button to the elevator "well yes, but I've known you for awhile now....you don't hum." She laughed as you both stepped into the elevator "I think your reading too much into it." You said as the doors opened you quickly walked towards the common room.
"Y/n, aren't we friends?" Wanda asked plopping down on the couch "yes...But..." you were cut off by her raising her hand "well, then you should know you can tell me anything." She said smiling. "You aren't letting this go are you?" You sighed as she shook her head "nnnnope....spill it." She said as you walked around sitting next to her. "Fine...yes i...I like someone." You said sitting back "more then like really." You said as she shifted facing you "tell me tell me tell me." She said hopping up and down. "You can't tell anyone." You said watching her cross her heart. "Ok...he lives here...in the tower." You said as she leaned in "He's tall...handsome...and those muscles..." you trailed off looking at the ceiling. "And his suit...its so...tight." you sighed thinking about all that leather tightly wrapped around his large frame "god what I wouldn't give to get that suit off of him." You sighed hearing her laugh "someone I know i assume?" She asked as you looked over at her when Loki walked out from the hallway
"oh, h..hey Loki." You said quicky sitting up "Ms. Y/l/n." He said not looking at you as he walked across the room, his cold demeanor making your anxiety rise "h..how was your meet and greet?" You asked trying to act casual "fine." He huffed disappearing into the kitchen. "What was that about?" You asked Wanda seeing her shrug "he can be a bit moody sometimes." She said turning back to you "now, you were saying..." She said waving her hand "actually I should go, it's getting pretty late." You said standing up. "Well you'll have to tell me more about this tall mystery man tomorrow." She said standing up with you "fiiine." You laughed as Wanda hugged you "be careful getting home." She said turning to head down the hall "I will." You called after her. You threw your bag over your shoulder looking at the kitchen door, your interaction with Loki eating at you. "I'll just tell him goodnight." You said to yourself taking a deep breath you walked over pushing the door open seeing Loki sitting at the island in the dark, his hands over his face.
"Loki.." you trailed off watching him quicky stand up wiping his face "miss y/l/n." He said not looking at you. You stood in the doorway as he set the kettle on the stove, Silence blanketing the room causing your anxiety to reach a new high at the tension between you "s..so um, I just wanted to say goodnight." You said as Loki went about preparing his cup "is that all?" He snarked still avoiding looking at you "is...are you...is everything ok?" You stuttered taking a step towards him "Why wouldn't it be?" He asked, his voice void of all emotion as he kept his eyes down "you...well you seem upset." You said when his eyes finally met yours, seeing a sadness in them that stabbed your heart
"never better...in fact Thor and I are going to that new bar downtown." He said as the kettle screamed "oh?" You asked taking another step closer "yes, I hear there will be a fair amount of lovely women there as well." He said pulling the kettle from the stove, a pang of jealousy running through at his words "oh...I see." You said taking a step back "maybe I'll finally find someone worthy of my attentions." He said as he looked up at you, his eyes stern causing a chill to run up your spine. "Well um...have fun." You said turning back towards the door "oh I intend to." He said behind you, you closed your eyes taking a deep breath "goodnight Loki." You said, after a few minutes he hadn't answered so you took that as your queue to leave. You made it back to your apartment, your interaction with Loki still running through your mind had you offended him...said something to upset him..."maybe he just had a long day, I'll talk to him tomorrow." You said as you climbed in bed trying to get some rest as the exhaustion of the day finally set in.
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You had tried to catch loki the next day, and the day after but everytime you arrived at the tower he was nowhere to be found. As the days went on you began to miss your morning run ins with the god, his smile that made your heart skip, those deep green eyes that seemed to see into your soul. After two weeks you were beginning to get nervous, the last interaction with him boring a hole into your brain deeper and deeper the longer you didn't see him, so you decided to ask wanda one morning as you arrived for work seeing her reading on the couch "Hey, has Loki been around? It feels like forever since I've seen him." You asked setting your bag on the couch "yeah he's been spending alot of time with his assistant." She said not looking up from her book "I thought he didn't have an assistant...said he didn't need one." You said taking a seat across from her "hmm? Oh, a couple of weeks ago he told Tony he wanted one, some lady named jill I think." Wanda said setting her book down
"so, what's the plan today?" She smiled leaning forward "oh, um you have a couple of interviews and..." you trailed off pulling your planner out of your bag and began to flip through it trying to ignore the sting in your eyes he just doesnt want to see you. "Y/n, are you ok?" You heard her ask as you looked up meeting her eyes when you heard a woman laughing down the hall "and then I turned him into a frog." Loki's voice carried through into the room as he walked in looking as perfect as ever in his blue button up and black slacks, his sleeves rolled up, his forearms flexing as he talked to the short brunette next to him "oh my God your so funny." She said grabbing his arm as she cackled making you wince when you looked back at Loki seeing he was looking at you "hi Loki." You said trying to offer a small smile "love, this is Wanda's assistant, miss y/l/n." He said placing his hand on her back "hi, I'm jill." She said smiling at you "Hey." You said waving at her as Loki turned to her again and continued talking.
You took a deep breath, it was now or never "L...loki. I was wondering.." you started when he crossed his arms turning back to you "yes..." he said expectantly "um..could we...i mean could i..." you started looking between him and Jill "could i talk to you for a moment?" You asked hoping he would agree so you could figure out what you had done to upset him "Jill love, what does my schedule look like today?" He asked her not breaking eye contact with you "oh, you have a full day I'm afraid, interviews....a photoshoot...there are a couple of pr meetings, and then.." She trailed off closing her planner "yes, what else darling?" Loki said finally looking at her, the pet name he had given her stinging your chest "our dinner plans...sir." she said smiling.
Loki looked back at you. "You heard the lovely lady, I'm afraid I don't have time today." He said, his tone emotionless as you nodded "right, sorry. Maybe another time." You said looking down to your lap "maybe." He said turning back to her "shall we love?" He asked holding his arm out as she looped hers around his elbow "your so fancy." She giggled as they walked back down the hall. You grabbed your bag stuffing your planner back inside when your eyes met Wanda's "what?" You asked seeing her staring at you. "It's him." She said making you sigh "I don't know what you mean." You said standing up "oh don't give me that! It's him....the one you like." She said standing up with you. "Shh! Someone's going to hear you." You whisper yelled making her laugh "have you told him? You need to tell him" She said walking over to you "you were just in the same room right? You did see those two?" You asked throwing your bag over your shoulder "well yes, but..." you cut her off raising your hand "no buts, if he's happy, then I'm happy for him." You said sternly walking towards the hall "but what about your happiness?" She asked following behind you "I'll be fine." You said pulling your keys out "let's get today over with yeah?" You asked heading to the elevator "ok, whatever you say." She said as you buried your feelings, slapping a smile on your face wishing today was already over.
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Another few weeks had gone by and several attempts to catch Loki alone to talk to him but he always eluded you, the times you had caught him he was with Jill and refused to acknowledge you. The weight in your heart becoming unbearable, your mind running into overdrive as you analyzed every interaction you had before he stopped speaking to you. "Hey y/n." You lifted your head seeing Wanda's smile drop "are you ok?" She asked looking you up and down, granted you hadn't put much thought into your appearance...your hair thrown up in a messy bun and grabbing the first outfit you found in your dresser "yeah...fine why?" You snapped as she crossed her arms "Well I was going to ask if you wanted to come to Tony's party tonight but you don't really seem up to it." She said leaning on the counter in the kitchen "why wouldn't I? Sounds like a great time." You snarked closing your planner shoving it in your bag. "Y/n..." Wanda trailed off making you sigh.
"I'm sorry, I just..." you sighed closing your eyes "He...he still won't talk to me and I don't know what I did to upset him and...jill." you said feeling a tear slide down your cheek "do you want me to talk to him?" She asked taking a step towards you "no! No that would just make things worse." You said quickly wiping your face "I think, wanda I think im going to..." you were cut off by the kitchen door opening, Jill walking in in one of Loki's t-shirts and a pair of shorts "Hey ladies. How are you?" She smiled walking towards the fridge. You heart sinking seeing her
"I have to go." You quicky said grabbing your bag "but y/n." Your heard wanda call after you as you pushed through the kitchen door running into something solid, a pair of hands grabbing your arms as you were forced backwards looking up seeing those green eyes staring down at you. "Miss y/l/n." He said, his tone flat as he quickly removed his hands. You felt the burn in your eyes return as you shouldered past him trying to get to the elevator "no need to be rude." You heard Loki call out from behind you as you pushed the button hoping the elevator would get there faster. "Y/n, wait." Wanda yelled as the doors slid open "I'll see you tonight." You said pushing the button, the doors closing right before she made it. You took a deep breath closing your eyes, you knew what you needed to do, as hard as it would be it needed to be done.
You touched up your makeup in the rear view mirror, adding another layer of concealer over the dark rings under your eyes as you got out of your car smoothing your dress. "Alright, I can do this." You said walking towards the elevator. You picked at your nails as you rode up, you were going to miss this, miss wanda...but you knew it's what you needed to do. You heard the bass thumping from the ballroom as the doors opened, walking down the long hallway you walked in seeing the room filled with people you didn't know as you made your way to the bar. You waved the bartender over ordering a drink as nat walked over "Hey how are you?" She asked sitting on a stool next to you "fine...where's Tony?" You asked looking out into the room "over by the stage last time I saw him." She said sipping her drink "ok thanks." You said grabbing your drink as you headed towards the stage. "There you are." You said as you spotted him standing in the corner talking with Steve when someone's elbow came up knocking your drunk out of your hand gasping as the cold liquid splashed down the front of your dress.
"I'm so sorry!" You heard, looking up seeing Jill staring at you "let me grab some napkins." She said quickly rushing off as you pulled the material away from your skin. "What a shame." You heard Loki's deep timber next to you, looking up seeing his arms crossed as he looked down at you "loki." You said gritting you teeth as you glanced over seeing Tony still with Steve. "Ah, making sure the captain is here." Loki said making you look back at him "too bad he isn't wearing your favorite suit." He sneered making your eyebrows furrow "what are you talking about?" You snapped, tired of whatever this was "oh you know very well what I'm talking about, don't deny it." He said taking a step closer "loki, I really don't..." you were cut off by his hand rising "it matters not, he is welcome to you." He said looking you up and down "I wouldn't waste my time on a pathetic mortal anyway." He said looking back towards the bar.
You felt your heart sink into your stomach at his words "a pathetic mortal." You whispered feeling the sting in your eyes return "here, I got these." Jill said as she came back with a handful of napkins "thank you love, but I'm sure she is fine." Loki said grabbing her arm "ah reindeer games...y/n what happened?" Tony asked as he joined the commotion. You looked up at Loki his eyes cold "Tony, I quit." You said grabbing the napkins from Jill "thank you." You said quickly turning back towards the entrance "y/n wait." Tony said as he followed you "why are you quitting?" He asked as you made it to the elevator "I can't do this anymore, I can't be around..." you trailed off looking down the hall seeing Loki walk around the corner watching you "I just can't do this job anymore, I'm sorry Tony." You said as the doors slid open "what am I going to tell wanda?" He asked as you pushed the button "tell her I'm sorry." You said, your eyes meeting Loki's one last time as the doors slid shut.
You made it home, pulling your soiled dress off you jumped in the shower hearing your phone going off making you sigh. You finished cleaning your spilled drink off wrapping a towel around you as you walked out grabbing your phone from the nightstand seeing multiple missed calls and texts from wanda "Hey what happened?" "Was it Loki? I can stab him." You almost laughed at the last one as you typed your response "don't worry about it, I'm sorry wanda but I can't be there anymore, I hope your next assistant is better." You typed as you hit send before quickly turning your phone off unable to deal with her as you grabbed your pajamas, changing before you slipped into bed wishing the whole day was a nightmare.
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It had been a week and you had spent the entire time in your pajamas, unable to bring yourself to put actual clothes on. You walked to the kitchen deciding to make some coffee before jumping onto your computer turning in more resumes when there was a knock at your door. Shaking your head you continued your task thinking it was wanda again trying to convince you to come back "I said no wanda." You whispered when another knock came, louder this time "y/n, may I please have a word?" Loki's voice made you freeze as he called out from the other side of the door. "What is he doing here?" You asked yourself peeking out of the kitchen to the front door "I will not go away until you speak to me." He said making you sigh "one second." You called out straightening out your sweatshirt and trying to pull your hair up as you walked to the door, grabbing the handle you took a deep breath as you opened it, seeing Loki in all his glory standing with his hands in his pockets "what do you want?" You asked crossing your arms.
"May I come in?" He asked as you didn't move "it will only take a moment...please." He said shifting back and forth "you have one minute." You said as you stepped aside letting him in before closing the door behing him "time starts now." You said crossing your arms "y/n, I'm an idiot." He said turning to face you "I...wanda had a word with me, well...several if im honest." He said rubbing his palms together "and she informed me a may have been sorely mistaken." He said looking down "about what exactly...thirty seconds." You said looking at the clock
"I heard your conversation that night...with wanda after the interviews." He said as he looked up "I was under the assumption the tall muscular mystery man was....rogers." He said as his eyes met yours "so, I did what I thought was best...since you clearly didn't feel the same way for me, I pushed you away." He said clearing his throat "wait...say that again." You said dropping your hands "that I pushed you away?" He asked taking a step back from you as you walked closer "no, before that." You said still advancing on him "t...that you didn't feel the same." He said running into the back of the couch "you...do you mean to tell me you..." you trailed off looking down "yes y/n, I like you...alot, I have for quite some time." He said making your eyes shoot back to his "your kind, funny, intelligent...how could I not?" He asked smiling "and when I thought your attentions were for rogers i...I felt as though my heart would break in two." He said fidgeting with his fingers
"I can never apologize enough for the things I said to you, how i spoke to you" he continued as you took another step closer, your hands reaching out to grab his when your eyes met, seeing his puffy and red "please believe from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry." He said lacing his fingers with yours "what about jill?" You asked loosening your grip when he squeezed your hands "I have told her that I have met someone, that i...." he trailed off clearing his throat "t..that I love." He said, his eyes searching yours "I understand if I have ruined what may have been, but I was hoping you may find it in your heart to allow me to court you?" He asked squeezing your hands tighter.
"On one condition Loki." You said looking up at him "anything, name it." He said pulling you towards him "loosen your grip." You whispered as he quickly looked down releasing your hands, your fingers a light blue making you laugh "norns I'm so sorry, I sometimes forget myself and..." you cut him off pressing a finger to his lips "it's ok Loki." You said seeing him smile "there is one other thing I must ask." He said rubbing your fingers "what's that?" You asked smiling "I have been told that if I do not bring you back to the tower with me I shall be disemboweled." He said making you laugh "so would you be willing to take up your old post and become Wanda's assistant again?" He asked as you looked up at him, his eyes hopeful "well, you need to be in one piece to go on a date." You laughed "yes that would be preferable." He laughed with you
"ok fine, but no more assuming ok?" You asked as he took a step closer, cupping your cheek in his large hand "no more assuming, I swear it." He said, his eyes darting to your lips and back "may we seal it with a kiss?" He asked licking his lips. "Weeellll, I suppose...." you were cut off by his lips capturing yours, your brain short circuiting as his arm wrapping around your back pulling you closer pressing your chest against his as your hands gripped his large shoulders. He pulled back slightly, your lips chasing his hearing him laugh "there will be plenty of time for that darling." He said pressing his forehead to yours "now, how about you go get ready and I'll take you to dinner." He said smiling at you as you stepped back walking towards your bedroom "and do hurry, If you take too long I may have to come in there." He said making you laugh
"well, I may need help finding my shampoo." You said turning around in your doorway winking. "Well what kind of gentleman would I be if I did not help a lady in distress?" He asked striding towards you "well I was hoping you might be...less then gentle." You purred trailing your fingers up the buttons of his shirt "whatever you...desire." He growled as you grabbed his hand pulling him into the room shutting the door behind him hoping your shower was big enough for two....
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Under his influence (Post Avengers! Loki x female reader)
Read chapter 30 here/ Series Masterlist
Chapter 31
Summary : You and Loki try to balance your work, love lives and the stubborn jealousy that you feel regarding the female attention he's getting. But you're not the only one who's jealous in this relationship.
Warning: 18+, there's sex, Long chapter, almost 6k words, HUGE Canon divergence (Just me making shit up), A dose of angst, mention of stalking, Reader has deeply rooted insecurities, but she's also Pms'ing, mention of psychological torture, mention of physical and sexual assault, mention of menstruation, ptsd, self deprecating behaviour, panic attack, soft precious bean loki, polite bean Loki, Dalia, Loki showing signs of being a little subby baby
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You were watching Loki get prepped for the press conference that was scheduled for few minutes later, they had straightened his hair, put makeup on him as if he needed it and he was dressed in an posh looking branded suit you didn't care to learn the name of, though you should have, your job was to take care of him in every way. Personally and professionally.
Sexually even, you shouldn't have been thinking about him bending you over the dresser and taking you but he had been such a tease all day long, everytime you two were alone he pulled you in his arms and kissed you so tenderly as he held your cheeks that moments after the kiss was over and other people had rushed into the room you found yourself dazed and confused.
It's been more than two weeks since you had gotten here, and a week since you started to work for him as his assistant. To say that your mother was livid would be a huge understatement, she was angry when you told her that you had a job offer in NYC but she went ballistic when you told her that Loki from Asgard, the guy who terrorized earth was going to be your boss, in her mind he was a criminal and she didn't understand how did you even approach them for the job.
She sent you plenty of videos as a warning of women who had fallen in love with criminals and ruined their lives. He wasn't no killer or a murderer though, he was a man overdriven by betrayal and lies at first and then he was tortured for so long, contrary to what your mother believed he was no psychopath, he felt guilt and remorse, he felt empathy for those who had gotten hurt because of his misdeeds, and he was utterly crazily, obsessively in love with you.
He was also having terrifying dreams of Thanos and he feared that they were not just dreams but a warning for him, he had tried to make these Avengers take him seriously but Tony was the only one who really believed in him, he had seen the impending darkness and the horror when he reached the other side of the portal.
"This is obstructive, loosen it up please" he mumbled as he pulled on his tie but his stylist swatted his hand away and asked him to not mess with it. A woman around your age was doing his makeup and she seemed to touch his face more than she needed to, you didn't blame her, you would have done the same thing but these things often sent you in a bit of a frenzy, you always felt afraid of some other woman catching his eyes.
"Did you memorize your speech?" Dalia asked as soon as she barged in the room,
"What speech?" He joked and she gave him a deathly glare, if she thought Tony was hard to manage, Loki was her living nightmare.
"Okay in ten minutes, we will go out so everyone leave the room and let him relax…chop chop guys" she clapped her hands so everyone stopped doing whatever they were doing and hurried out of the room, you got up from your chair as well but then you heard your name
"Y/n?" He called out your name and Dalia turned around as well to look at you,
"Yes sir" you turned to him but his eyes were on Dalia.
"You can leave, I just need to run my speech one more time and require a fresh set of ears" he said to Dalia and she nodded before she walked out and closed the door behind her.
As soon as she was gone he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to him, you had a pretty formal red dress on and as much as he despised the color he couldn't deny that you looked amazing in everything you wore.
"Don't think I'll get used to you addressing me like that" you chuckled as he mumbled softly before his lips latched onto your neck, you closed your eyes and moaned slightly as he moved up and pressed a kiss on your earlobe
"Are you nervous sir?" You enunciated the term more sensually and he groaned in response but you could tell he was a bit nervous about the conference.
"I despise it that i have to do this all over again"
"I know baby" you spoke softly as you loosened his tie, unbuttoned the top button and then fixed the tie back on its place, he didn't need the death grip on his neck.
"Well atleast i have my princess here this time" you smiled as he said that, your arms flung around his shoulders and you pecked on his lips softly.
"You'll do great baby..i believe in you"
"Mmmm thank you..I'd need some assistance after the event" he mumbled in your ears while his hands lowered down from your back to your hips, he gave your cheeks a good squeeze and you couldn't help but moan in response, you were just praying that nobody else will barge in.
"Mmm careful I don't want to wrinkle your clothes"
"You say that as if it's something that can not be fixed by a bit of magic"
"You're so naughty..maybe i should put you in your place after this"
"Norns darling – you have no idea what it does to me" he placed your hand over the bulge on his pants so you gave him a slight stroke. In the last few days you two have been exploring a lot, especially since he showed you his jotun side he had been overly clingy which didn't bother you in the slightest, he didn't transform into his natural form since that night but he had come close often, you knew he was trying hard to allow his other side, his natural side to come out whenever he was around you but it wasn't easy for him at all and you wanted to be patient with him.
You cupped his cheeks and kissed him as lovingly as you could before you pulled away from him.
"Okayyy that is it, you have to go out there in a minute…do your magicky thing" you said to him as you fixed his tie one more time and then his erection was gone.
Once you both entered the auditorium you bumped into Thor so he gave you a smile.
"Soooo how did it go?" You asked him and the blush on his face was enough to give you the answer you anticipated but you still enjoyed teasing him.
"Thank you lady y/n for the motivation and for assuring me that I would be forgiven, she will visit in a week, I'd love for you two to meet" you smiled as he said that. You missed Jane and you were excited to meet her as well.
Everything was going according to the plan, but when it was turn for his speech Loki ripped the paper containing the speech he had in front of him and then he proceeded to speak from his heart, he didn't shy away as he talked about the the harm he had caused to the people of Midgard but he incessantly vowed to redeem himself and begged for their apology. He was doing everything he could to fix it and you just wanted people to give him a chance like they did last time even though he had no fake partner to parade around with this time.
"Did you fucking know about this?" Dalia asked you so you immediately denied, you absolutely despised her being your employer and would have quit if it wasn't for Loki, but you had no other choice. Even though she was pulling her hair out with nervousness his heartfelt speech was received positively and according to a poll conducted by CNN forty percent of population was already compelled to believe him.
"You could have gone with the original speech" Dalia said to him as you, Loki and her walked back to the dressing room.
"The original speech was pretentious and diplomatic, I don't intend to lie or make fool of those people again "
"Again?" She questioned him but he didn't answer, she sent you off with his stylist to arrange for the party that was scheduled to happen a few days later and as soon as you were out of sight she turned to him.
"Is she working well or can we hire someone more productive.. maybe someone who knows what they are doing" she said to him, clearly annoyed and the tone of her voice made him upset but he couldn't have said much.
"She's doing her best, she listens to me and she knows what I need, and she doesn't start salivating as soon as I'm in her surrounding unlike those other ladies you would have chosen for me"
He said to her sternly and she groaned before she left.
He wasn't able to see you all day long though he had planned to do so, it was getting more and more difficult to spend time with you but he managed somehow, he made sure he got you for himself atleast for a few hours a day, everyday.
A few days later Dalia had organised a party, a social meet and greet for him, several journalists and social media personalities were to come at this party and he was already exhausted. When he reached the lounge his eyes scanned for you and he found you talking to Bucky. You had a silver cocktail dress on and he was always intimidated by the attention this James was giving you, he has been alive for thousands of years and he always had an inkling when a man such as him had eyes for a women like you.
As you looked at him you said something to Bucky before you walked towards him.
"Hello handsome you look good" he looked deadly, the black blazer and white tee combo was killer, he smiled as he looked at you up and down, the dress was sinful and he had to get you alone sooner or later.
"You look beautiful princess"
"Shhhhh" you gave him the eyes as he called you by the pet name.
"Is there anything you need sir?" You asked him so he nodded.
"Dance with me" he grabbed your hand and your eyes widened but before you could say anything he dragged you in the middle of the floor and you both began to slow dance. You did like the song, always made you smile
I knew when we collided
You're the one I had decided who's one of my kind
"Everyone is staring at us lo" you said as you looked around.
"Let them stare, we are just dancing" There weren't any strangers at the party just yet so he wasn't that worried.
"Ahhh that…that reminds me of us.. remember?" Pepper said to Tony as she looked at you both so he smiled, grabbed her hand and took her to the dance floor, soon Bruce and Natasha joined as well, you often wondered if something was going on between them.
As the people started to fill the lounge Loki got busier with taking pictures with strangers he didn't even know, according to Dalia the more social media presence he would have the less threatening he would seem.
You got a drink and found a couch in the farthest corner of the lounge. Never ever in your wildest dreams you thought that your life would change so drastically, well okay maybe you did think of such wild scenarios in your wildest dreams but truth was you were not made for this type of lifestyle, it was just just too much interaction with too many people you didn't know.
As anxiety began to build up you put your drink down and walked towards the balcony to get some fresh air, you haven't been out of this tower since you got here, Dalia needed you to start right away and you didn't even have the chance to go back to your apartment to get your stuff, as much as you enjoyed being here with the love of your life you did miss the quiet and peace you felt in the privacy of your apartment at the end of the day. This was a perfect lesson for you to learn that grass was always greener on the other side.
"Hey there" you smiled as you spotted Bucky leaning against the railing, he was a bit unstable at times, he had do intensive therapy and even attacked his therapist a few days ago so he was on constant watch.
"Shouldn't you be inside assisting the manchild in there?" you frowned as he said that.
"He's not a manchild, in fact he's doing so well considering he never had to lift a finger of his own to get something in his life" he chuckled as you defended him.
"How are you doing here? I find this place more insufferable than a freaking prison" he said as he sipped on his drink.
"Well it can be daunting at times but we should count on our blessings don't you think?" He smiled at the comment.
"You are naive aren't you?"
You were anything but naive, he had no idea what you and Loki had suffered through to be with each other.
Loki had found you talking to Bucky again and he hated it, for some reason he didn't trust the guy, there's nothing James had done to him to warrant that sort of mistrust but he just felt innately jealous of him because he knew he had his eyes on you.
He called you on the phone, he had one now thankfully and he saw that you picked it up instantly.
"Yes sir, you need me?" You asked him in a formal voice you had adapted for this job so he smiled.
"I need you all the time princess, turn around" you turned around and gave him a smile as you spotted him.
"I'll be right there" you made your way inside again but before you could reach him he was taken away by two women who wanted to click pictures with him, he looked like a headless chicken between them, one of them had her arm around his waist, the other one was tall enough to wrap her hands around his neck as if he was her long lost friend.
"God you smell so good, what cologne do you use?" one of the girls asked him seductively but instead of responding he just excused himself and walked towards you.
"What good that will do for your image?" You questioned him, you had a fake smile on your face
"I have no clue, i have chosen to not question Dalia's methods anymore"
"Fair enough, so what did you need?" He noticed the annoyance in your tone and his brows furrowed.
"I'm sensing an attitude here, what did I do?"
"I'm just doing my job sir" he bit on his cheek and you sighed, the sudden mood swing made you realise that you must be pms'ing again.
"Sorry, I'm just overwhelmed and all these women around you–"
"Well it's not as if you don't talk to other men darling " you opened your mouth to say something but he walked out of the conversation, your eyes teared up at the gesture and before this would escalate you decided to just leave the party and calm down.
It's been nine months since you had known him, it was longer than any guy had tolerated you to be honest, your insecurities and constant mood swings that resulted from it was enough to drive them away from you eventually.
As soon as Loki saw you leaving he felt horrible, you had made several sacrifices for him and he needed to control his jealousy so he could treat you better, perhaps he should just tell you that he didn't like it when you spent time with James.
You had insecurities regarding him, you had been betrayed and cheated on and you may have moved on from those people but the scar they left behind never really healed, you feared he'd do the same to you even though he had no intentions of ever putting you through such pain, he'd die before he touched another woman in this lifetime.
As soon as the opportunity occurred he got himself out of the party but before he could go talk to you he was called to leave for an urgent mission, the whole team was leaving to track down this notorious ring of arms dealer and he had to prepare for the mission so he called you instead but you didn't pick up at all. Half an hour later you called him back so he picked it up,
"Yes sir, you needed me?" You asked him so he sighed deeply.
"Can I speak with my girlfriend miss y/n?" You didn't say anything for a good few seconds, you didn't want to fight with him, of course not, but you just felt cranky but you didn't want to take it out on him
"Look I'm sorry–"
"Darling I'm leaving for a mission, I will return tomorrow" he said abruptly,
"Wait..what?"
"Something about some arms dealers, I don't have the full information –"
"Where are you? I need to see you lo"
"I'm already heading towards the quinjet, I was calling you, where were you?"
"You could have just come and see me"
"I didn't have that much time to spare –"
"Yeah okay, it's all my fault– just be safe and come back to me okay?" You said hurriedly but he didn't have the time to console you at the moment.
"We are going to discuss this tomorrow alright? I love you" he barely whispered the love confession, someone must have been around him and you understood that.
"I love you" your eyes welled up as he hung up. Why did you have to be this way and sabotage things when they were going just fine?
You couldn't sleep all night just thinking of all the horrible things that could happen to him on this mission and how your last conversation with him wasn't really loving on your part, you never ever wanted him to leave this way ever again. You sent him a text or two but he didn't respond and that made you feel worse.
When you woke up the next morning you quickly got ready and called Loki but his cell phone was unreachable, so you called Thor and his phone was unreachable too, when you enquired you learned that they haven't returned yet but you had no reason to believe that they were in any sort of danger.
You couldn't eat or even breathe properly for that matter, you just wanted him to come back, you were going to go sulk in your room when Dalia called you in her office on the 17th floor,
"Can I come in?" You knocked on her door and as soon as you entered she started to yell at you,
"Did you know about this?" She turned her laptop towards you and you read the headline that was making her so angry
"The new Avenger is sleeping his way around town"
"Wait what? Is this about Loki?" You asked her so she glared at you.
"Who else? Did he have sex with this girl that came to the party ? Laura?"
"That's not possible, he was there most of the night and then he left for the mission" you read the content of the article and apparently that girl had posted the photo on Facebook claiming that she got lucky with him last night and it had gone viral almost immediately.
"Then what the fuck is this y/n?"
"Well it seems baseless to me, what is the source of the article? I mean anyone can say anything and these people will just publish it without any legit facts or proof"
"It doesn't matter whether this is fake or not, people are going to gossip and it's bad publicity for a man like him"
"Yeah but it's not his fault, maybe if he wasn't forced to click millions of pictures with these social media celebrities, nothing like this would have happened" she glared at you as you said that.
"Are you doubting the way I work y/n? You know how long it has been since I have been working in this field? Don't get overconfident here alright? You're lucky that for some reason he don't want me to get rid of you"
"Trust me Dalia I'm not the fortunate one here" you walked out of her office as you dropped the mic on her, but more so because you didn't want her to fire you on the spot, you didn't really enjoy having such confrontations.
You bumped into Pepper Potts in the elevator so you gave her a polite genuine smile.
"Something wrong?" She asked you as she looked at your sullen face,
"No it's just my boss.."
"Loki?" Well yeah him too but you weren't upset with him, you just wanted him to come back so you can hug him, spoil him and then give him a piece of your mind.
"No…I mean i work for Dalia basically so she's my boss"
"Ahhh I see, been there, she's not easy to please is she?'" you looked at her as she said that, usually all the women around here intimidated you because they seemed so strong and independent, so powerful and fierce but most of them were easy to talk to,
"Well she's kind of a — she's just..."
"A bitch I Know" your eyes widened as she said that "I have been here for years now, i started as as an assistant too, she made my life living hell at times but Tony helped me through it, I'm sure she's just pissed history is repeating itself" you smiled as she said that. Your history with Loki wasn't same as her and Tony but you could see how she made a connection, for them you came here a few weeks ago and miraculously landed this job.
"Noo me and Loki…we are not–"
"Oh come on it's pretty transparent, there is a chemistry, everyone can see it" you looked at her shocked as she said that,
"Everyone can?"
"Well most of us can"
"Well it won't really be wise to start something with my boss anyways soo.." her floor arrived so she smiled before she stepped out but she turned to look at you before she walked away.
"That's what I said"
A few hours later they had returned, the news of Avengers successfully tracking down the biggest chain of arms dealers in NYC was all over the news.
Loki saw plenty of messages as soon as his phone was in serviceable reach so he responded quickly to ease some of those insecurities of yours, you must have spent a restless night, he had no relief either,
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He didn't want to leave when things were tensed between you two and when you clearly needed him but he had no other choice, he couldn't have opted out of going for this mission, he was merely a glorified prisoner for now.
A few moments later he was in your room, freshly showered but bruised as well, he had several marks on his face but some had started to heal already.
"If you ever leave me again without seeing me I will not speak with you for days and that is not a baseless threat" you glared at him so he smiled and walked towards you, his arms wrapped around your waist and he bent down so he could place his head right in the middle of your chest. You placed your nose on his head to take a whiff of his hair, you had horrible thoughts all night long, you just wanted him to come back safely to you.
"I'm sorry my darling" he traced his lips upwards and kissed the exposed skin of your neck, you just had a tank top on with a pair of booty shorts, you knew what you were doing dressing up this way "I was jealous too last night, i don't enjoy seeing you have a conversation with that man Barnes, you're not the only one feeling that way" he whispered in your ear so you cupped his cheeks and kissed him.
"Do you want me to ignore him?" His mouth curved into a smile at the offer, he should have taken it but that would be unfair to you.
"No.. that would be selfish and controlling of me, I don't want to be that man, I want to be better sweetheart, you make me want to be better for you, you deserve that and more, you deserve everything I can offer you"
He picked you up immediately and laid you down on the bed underneath him, your fingers traced over the bruises on his face and he moaned in response, he always seemed so pretty, so graceful whenever he was being touched so tenderly, he was so powerful but during such moments he always allowed you to be the one to protect him from every horrible thing out there, he needed you to coddle him as if he was barely a damsel in distress in the need of saving.
"You don't feel annoyed and bothered by my constant cribbing?" He chuckled as you said that but he could sense the hurt in the way you said those words to him, he fully intended to rid you of all those insecurities.
"I do feel bothered by them, but not for the reasons you might assume, I'm bothered that you are so tormented by such thoughts when I'm not there by your side but you need to remember how far we have come, I'll remind you over and over again that i belong to you and solely you and I'll do it for all of our eternities, but when I'm not here you need to remind yourself that you're the womanI almost annihilated the multiverse for, do you remember that?" You nodded as he questioned you softly, his voice was a sweet whisper in your ears as if he was trying to engrave his words in your subconscious mind, his thumb caressed over your cheekbone gently,
"I'd never ever hurt you in a way that would break the trust you have in me, i would never corrupt or taint the sanctity of this pure relationship we have here, you hear me sweet sweet girl do you not?" He cooed again
"I hear you lo..I'm so sorry so sorry" you mumbled and he latched his lips onto yours,
"Shhhh I don't need an apology my love, you're all perfect to me"
"So are you"
"You will be bleeding soon, want to make love to me?" He mumbled and you nodded in desperation
"How do you know?"
"I just do, it's the way your scent changes before that, it's a sickly sweet smell of your skin, before you run your thoughts over let me just remind you that I enjoy it, it's equally as scintillating as your natural scent is, perhaps even more"
"Goddddsss" you took his shirt off and he was already undoing both of your pants, the condom sheathed his cock magically and he rubbed the swollen tip of his length over your clit then he tapped over the swollen nubs gently,
"Don't tease me lo..pleasee"
He smiled at the sheer desperation in your voice and barely nudged the tip inside your warm entrance slowly.
"Mmmm I'm sorry.. I will be good i promise" he murmured, his breaths were heavy, his heartbeat already so fast you could feel them thumping under his chest.
"Mmm good boy, i love you" you moaned as he slowly pressed in deeper and deeper,
"How much do you love me, miss? Do you adore me?" He asked, his voice almost whimpery in your ears,
"More than anything in the world i promise"
"Mmmm thank you, thank you" he mumbled as he set a slow sensual rhythm of his hips, every moment made you crumble more and more.
"Sweet baby, climb up a little will you, I know you want me to do that thing again, don't you?" He nodded desperately as he realized what you were hinting at.
He placed his forearms over your head so his chest was on your face level, his hips never stopped moving, a few days ago you accidentally discovered that he enjoyed having his nipples sucked and damn if he didn't have the most perfect set, you were kissing from his neck down like you usually did and when you sucked on his right nipple you felt his whole body shiver with the feeling, he was almost embarrassed of it so you showed him he had nothing to feel ashamed of.
As you placed your lips over his right nub, you felt his cock twitching vigorously inside you, you flicked your tongue over and over before you sucked on him slowly, the moans and groans of that gorgeous ethereal man on top of you was nothing less than a symphony in your ears, you switched your attention to the other side for a good while before he slid down again and kissed you as passionately as he could, you treated him this way, you took care of him in every fucking sense of the word and then somehow you still felt scared that he'd ever be able to do anything that would make him lose this precious person underneath him.
He didn't blame you though, he understood your fears for he had the same ones, he just knew with time both of you will learn to let go of them, he truly believed that. You bit on his neck as you approached your orgasms together and then you both came in unison, it was desperate and needy, especially after that little argument this was exactly what you needed to calm those thoughts. He hid his face between the crook of your neck as he waited to recover, your fingers were running over his scalp and he just wanted to purr like a kitten but he resisted the urge to do that just yet.
"In bed? Well i certainly hope so" You chuckled as he said that.
"Loki?" You called his name so he looked at you "I'm pretty sure we will end up here again"
"No i meant the stupid argument..I'm just .. always terrified of losing you to other women, I know its silly and it's nothing to do with me not trusting you, I do trust you completely, i know my bestest friend in the whole world will never hurt me so cruelly but I'm just always afraid, I get ticked off for no reason.. I don't want to fight with you but I know it will happen" he smiled as you finished speaking, your eyes were teary, his heart clenched at the thought of people hurting you so deeply so many times that you always lived in fear, he knew you were always betrayed by those you trusted and he never wanted to end up being one of those people in your life.
"And that's okay, that is absolutely alright my love, my life is full of happiness with you in it, it's something I never really had before, and i would rather have us argue with each other and jump in bed to love each other like this then not have you at all, you are never going to drive me away no matter how many times we do this i promise you"
You hugged him as tightly as you could, you had nothing left to say to him about this, he didn't get annoyed, he didn't get upset with you or told you that you were overthinking, he validated your feelings and that was more than you have ever had in your life, he cleaned you up soon after and then you both took a nap together since none of you really got any sleep last night.
You were called in Dalia's office again so you decided to deal with that first. What did she want now ? When you entered her office Loki was there too,
When you woke up you found yourself wrapped up in the same blanket he had given you in the previous timeline, when did he even have the time to make it again you wondered. You clutched on it and basked in it for a good few minutes before you had to get up. You felt hungry and you were excited to see Jane, though you knew she wouldn't remember you at all, you just hoped the friendship would bloom again.
"Do I have to remind you all the time that you're on duty here? He has been unattended for hours now. Go bring him a cup of coffee and an iced tea for me" you looked at him and he mouthed a sorry so you sighed and turned around to grab him some, he would have asked for it if he needed it.
"You know Lady Dalia if I was you, I wouldn't be treating her this way, you want to know why?" She glared at him as he said that
"Are you threatening me?" He smiled but then his expressions changed, there was a manic look in his eyes all of a sudden.
"I'm enlightening you, she's a sweet girl and she puts up with a lot of my nuisance so next time you see her I need you to be nicer to her, i promise that won't kill you, am I being clear?" He asked her, his voice wasn't aggressive, he was calm and polite as he could be but she got the message.
"Can I just ask what is it that you like about her?"
"I do not like her, nor I have any interests in pursuing such a romantic relationship with her that you might think so quit worrying and do your job, can we sue this website that published this fake news about me?" He diverted the topic to stop her from thinking about you, when you returned you gave her the tea as well as the coffee, she took a sip and had something to complain of but Loki glared at her so she ate her words.
"Atta girl" he whispered almost inaudibly and Dalia's face flushed, less from embarrassment and more from a certain feeling she didn't wish to bear for the man next to him. You noticed the look on her face and your instant reaction was to facepalm.
It was clear to you that you just had to get used to women lusting after your man so brazenly. It was inevitable at this point.
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Note : Things are going to spice up from the next chapter again i promise, wanted you guys to enjoy the fluff and smut for timebeing. He's so close to calling her mommy in bed at this point.
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The Monster and The Lady
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Happy Loki Season 2 Finale! As my gift to you here's the chapter a day early! ( The finale was amazing and it ripped my heart out and stomped on it.)
Asgard 2011
Astri was polishing her sword when Loki barged into her chambers. 
   "Remember the conversation we had about knocking, Loki?" She asked without looking up 
His lack of response got Astri to look away from her work. Loki was sitting on one of the large pieces of furniture that decorated her room. All of his attention was on his hands as he stared at them. 
   "If you're upset about what happened to Thor, I'm sure he is fine on Midgard." She said moving to sit next to him. "They love him there."
   "Stay back," Loki said, his deep voice suddenly scaring Astri. It was the same tone he often used when speaking to enemies in battle. It was intimidating, mean, and cold, and Astri hated everything about it.
She crossed so that she was sitting across from him, the small table felt like it was keeping her miles away from him. Loki's eyes looked red and swollen as he kept them focused on his hands. 
   "You've been crying." Astri observed, "What happened?" 
   "Nothing I can't handle." He lied.
   "It doesn't seem that way? Do you want some tea? We can talk about it, I'll send for Drifa." Astri offered gently
   "I didn't come here to talk," Loki said 
   "Then why are you here and not in your chambers?" Astri pushed, she knew he didn't just come here to sit, he had something he wanted to get off his chest. 
   "I don't want to be alone." He said, looking up, "You're the only thing that makes sense in this damn palace." 
Okay...progress. But he definitely had something else he wanted to say, Astri would take that for now. 
   "You don't have to worry. I won't be going anywhere, I'll stay here with you." Astri assured knowing her words were anything but lies.
   "You won't want to once you know though. That's what scares me." Loki said softly 
Astri wanted to reach across the table and hold his shaking hands but his harsh tone from earlier kept her grounded in her seat, hands folded neatly in her lap. The doors opened to her chambers and two guards walked in. 
   "Lady Astri, the queen summons you." The one on the right said. 
Astri wondered what could be amiss as she walked quickly through the halls. Loki was uncharacteristically a few paces behind her and dead silent when the guards directed them to Odin's chambers of all places. Frigga seemed frazzled and uncomposed when Astri saw her next to the Allfather. It was strange seeing her so distressed when she normally seemed to have everything under control. 
   "Astri, Loki." She stood and greeted them both with warm hugs. Loki's stiffened posture didn't go unnoticed by Astri. 
   "What happened?" Astri asked eyeing Odin's sleeping form 
   "He has fallen into the Odinsleep. It was too sudden this time. I fear he might not wake this time." Frigga said sadly 
   "He is strong, Frigga. I'm sure he will wake again soon." Astri said placing a warm hand on her mother figure's shoulder. Was this what Loki wanted to tell her? Did he cause this? The way he was acting made it seem worse than this. Odin had fallen to Odinsleep many times in the past.
The doors opened abruptly to reveal what had to be a full platoon of soldiers on the other side. When Loki turned to them they all bent their knee to him. One came forward and presented Loki with Gungnir, the spear Astri rarely saw Odin without. 
   "My king, Lady Sif, and the Warriors Three request an audience with you." He said once Loki had taken it from him
Astri felt her face pale when she realized what was happening. Loki seemed to have a similar reaction but quickly recovered and nodded to the man. 
   "I'll meet them in the throne room," Loki said, dismissing him and his fellow soldiers. 
   "Loki..." Astri said, reaching out to grab his hand. She didn't know what she was going to say just that she didn't want him to leave her. 
   "Stay here. With my mother." Loki said, pulling his hand away from her reach 
   "But I want to-" 
   "Stay. I'll send Drifa to bring you those cakes." Loki cut her off 
   "Is that an order...my king?" Astri asked, the words felt bitter in her mouth. 
   "Yes." He hissed before turning on his heel and leaving the door. 
   "Come sit with me, darling." Frigga beckoned to her.
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Loki kept his word and sent Drifa with Astri's favorite cakes. They were delicate little lemon-flavored things with soft powdered sugar on top. Beyond the cakes, he had also sent her the book she had been reading for the past week along with tea and a book for his mother. Even when he was upset, he was looking out for them.
   "What's on your mind?" Frigga asked, moving her eyes from Odin's form.
   "Nothing." Astri sighed 
   "Remember when I told you your mother and I were raised by witches?" 
Astri nodded. 
   "That means I can see with more than eyes. Now, why is my son troubling you?" She asked 
How does she always know what's wrong?
   "He seemed very distraught before you summoned me here. I know it could have just been Odin's condition but it seemed to be more than that." Astri confessed, "He kept staring at his hands too, and wouldn't let me sit next to him which you know he always does." 
   "I think it's best if I let him tell you what's wrong," Frigga advised suddenly looking away.
   "But you just asked me to tell you-" 
   "When Odin fell asleep, He and Loki were discussing...matters in the weapons vault. Loki told me what happened." Frigga explained, "But, it is not my place to tell my son's secrets to the world." 
   "But it's not the world. It's just me." Astri reasoned 
Silence passed and Astri could tell Frigga was thinking about something important.
   "Go to him. If he gets upset tell him he can whine about it to me." Frigga smiled
Astri groaned but stood up and went to the door anyway. 
   "You're sure you'll be ok alone?" She asked looking back at Odin. 
   "I have lived for thousands of years, darling. I will be alright." She smiled gently
Astri nodded before quietly slipping out the door. The walk to the throne room was incredibly brief. Perks of being the Allfather, your bedroom is closest to the most important room in the castle. 
Loki's armor was complimented by the large throne. The green he normally donned made him look more regal as his golden helmet shone when the light hit it. 
   "Lady Astri. I thought I ordered you to stay with my mother." 
  "And I thought you weren't an uptight jerk with a stick up your ass," Astri responded 
Loki's sharp gaze snapped to her and she stared up at him defiantly. He might be king now but she knew he'd never do anything to harm her. 
   "Leave us." He ordered the guards in the room 
Astri watched him slowly descend from the throne almost as if it was for dramatic purposes. King of Asgard? More like King of Dramatics.
   "What are you doing?" Loki asked, annoyed
   "I wanted to talk to you," Astri explained 
   "That doesn't mean you can call me names like that in front of others." Loki scolded "I'm acting king now." 
   "The guards do not care what names the king's childhood friend calls him. I bet some of them are old enough that they saw the time you and Thor went running through the castle naked." Astri smiled 
   "Stop it," Loki demanded, looking around to see if anyone had entered the room
   "I'll stop when you talk to me." Astri said, "Do you think any of them remember the time you went crying to Frigga after you had a nightmare from the scary story Thor told at that sleepover we had with Volstagg?" 
Loki snapped his fingers in her face before she could think of another embarrassing childhood moment of his. 
   "Alright. We'll talk. Just stop saying crazy things." He said 
   "Crazy? All those things happened Loki. Just like the time you farted in front of that gorgeous boy, you tried charming who was visiting from Xandar with her family." She laughed 
Loki's face had grown red as he gestured for her to follow him. 
   "Not another word about me as a child," Loki ordered 
   "The fart incident was 200 years ago. You were already fully grown at that point." She pointed out 
   "I'll cut your hair again," Loki said as they reached his chambers
Astri giggled as she sat down on his bed and gestured for him to sit next to her. 
   "I'll say here." Loki declined still several feet from her 
   "I'm not going to bite you you know," Astri said
   "I just...don't want to hurt you." Loki softly said, piddling with his hands, a gesture Astri noticed he had down since they were children.
   "You won't. Just...tell me what's wrong. I'll help you fix it. I promise." She sincerely said 
   "You can't. I can't. No one can." Loki said looking away from her and at his shoes 
   "How do you know? What's even wrong anyway?" Astri asked 
   "If I tell you, you'll be scared of me," Loki said quietly
   "I won't. Nothing you do will ever scare me." Astri swore
A soft beat of silence passed over the room as Astri wished Loki would look up at her. 
   "I am a monster. A relic Odin kept here until he had a purpose for me." Loki said 
   "You're not a monster," Astri assured, standing and crossing the room so she was close to him again. 
   "You don't understand...I'm...one of them. One of those monsters who we've been told frightening stories about since we were children. I am a Frost Giant. The monster who Asgardian parents tell their children to be frightened of when they misbehave. I was nothing but a bargaining chip to Odin. Another object in this castle that represents his conquest over these Nine Realms." Loki said angrily, words cutting across the air like knives, as he finally looking her in the eyes 
   "What do you mean you're a Frost Giant?" Astri asked slowly, surprised at his speech.
Loki led Astri through the castle as he told her the story Odin had told him merely hours before. She stayed silent the whole time, absorbing what came from his mouth. Loki couldn't tell what was worse, her silence or what she might say about who he was. They reached the weapons vault quicker than he would have liked and soon were standing in front of the Joutun's casket. 
   "I will show you." He said, barely trusting his voice 
    "You don't have to. Let's go back to the library and read together." Astri said reaching for him again.
Loki ignored her request and placed his hands on the casket again. An indescribable coldless tingled through his body and he watched his hands turn blue once more. He felt it spread across his body and felt the soft facial lines that all Frost Giants bore rise from his skin. When he was sure he had held it long enough, he turned back to his dear Astri, awaiting her judgment.
   "I understand if you want to leave," Loki said
Astri was silent as her eyes roamed across him. Her light brown eyes we taking in every inch of blue skin that Loki had exposed to her and when she was finally done looking she opened her mouth.
   "I don't care." She said
   "What?" Loki balked, feeling his skin begin to change again
   "I don't care what you are. Tomorrow you could show me you're actually a dragon with wings the size of me and I'd still stay by your side. What matters to me is that you're Loki. I don't care if you're blue." Astri said finally taking his hands when they had gone back to normal.
   "Why?" He asked, closing his eyes and savoring how his hands felt in his. 
   "Because you're important to me," Astri said pressing her forehead to his "No one knows me like you do, and no one ever will." 
No spoilers to the finale but I have never felt more devastated yet fufilled by a Marvel project ever. I don't think I've been this distressed since I watched Infinity War and had to watch Loki die and then 2 hrs later watch Peter "die" in Tony's arms.
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chennqingg · 5 months
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Hi
Can u write a fic a fic in your loki warrior series where reader after a very hectic day of training new warriors, handling royal duties and taking care of the kids gets very tired and heads into a secluded room to dance(kathak) and loki hears the sound of the ghungroo and follows it to see her dancing gracefully. Can u also add some suggestive thins if u r comfortable
Have a grt day🥰🥰
𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖒𝖊𝖉 - 𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖗
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summary: you feel overwhelmed after a rough day and loki comforts you.
author's note: this is such an adorable request, thank you anon 🤍 i made some changes to this, so i hope you don't mind & still enjoy this little drabble. here’s to another look for season 2 of the prince & the warrior so please do enjoy!
pairing: loki odinson x fem!general! reader (feat. loki & reader's baby: astrid)
warning(s): none, pure fluff, some angst (reader feeling overwhelmed/guilty), loki being the best husband
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Night had finally fallen over Asgard as you held Astrid, your six month old daughter in your arms. You smiled at her as she let out a tired, yet adorable coo from her lips, you gently kissed her little head as you continued rocking her in your arms.
Needless to say, being a mother and juggling all of your responsibilities as a princess and a general at the same time was not an easy task. Luckily, the Allfather allowed you to care for baby Astrid along with adjusting to motherhood for six months before you were allowed to train soldiers again (thanks to the Allmother who convinced him to do so).
So, for the first time in six months, you had a hectic day of fulfilling your duties as Asgard's princess, training the new soldiers and taking care of Astrid. Although you did have a caretaker for your baby when you were handling your other tasks, little Astrid was just not having a good time when she was with the caretaker.
Finally, Astrid closed her eyes and was fast asleep in your arms. You held her for a little longer before setting her inside of her crib, which was on your side of your shared bed with your husband. She shuffled a bit when she felt your arms leave her little body, but eventually went back to sleep when you gently pat her tummy with your hand and ran your other hand through the black fuzz of hair on her head.
"Goodnight, my little star," you whispered as you pressed another kiss to your daughter's forehead.
Checking on Astrid one last time before you left your shared chambers, you opened the door and you were met by the caretaker who put her hand that was about to knock on the doors down when she saw you.
"Oh, my apologies for disturbing you, my princess," she curtsied. "Is there anything else you need for tonight?"
"Please don't apologize, Estelle. It was my fault, I opened the door a little too soon," you whispered, as quietly as possible not to wake your baby. "Would you look after Astrid for a while? At least until my husband comes back, once he returns, you are excused."
"Yes, of course," Estelle whispered back. "Is the little princess asleep?"
You nodded. "If she wakes up before Loki comes back, do let me know and bring her to me."
Estelle nods as you make way for her to enter your shared chambers before leaving. You sighed as you finally had just a little bit of time just for yourself, no soldiers to train, no documents to look at or royal advisors asking for your presence, just some time for yourself. As much as you also loved being a mother to little Astrid, it felt wonderful to have a breather every now and then.
Knowing that Loki won't return to your shared chambers until it was quite late, you decided to keep yourself occupied for a little. While you were walking in the corridor, you heard the sound of a flute and a lute coming from one of the rooms. Curious, you entered the room, Hilda was playing the flute while Haldor was strumming on the strings of the lute.
Once they noticed your presence in the room, they stopped playing their instruments and bowed.
"You two play so beautifully," you complimented them.
"Thank you, Your Highness," Hilda replied. "Would you like us to play something?"
"If you both don't mind," you answered.
"Not at all," Haldor responded. "Do you have anything in mind?"
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About an hour later, Loki finally came out of his study after having to deal with some last minute royal duties that came up. Loki rubbed his tired eyes with the tips of his index and middle fingers as he was going to walk back to the shared chambers to see you and his little princess. He was excited to see you and Astrid after a long day and he just needed his girls after dealing with a royal matter at the last minute.
For the past six months, Loki enjoyed being a father to Astrid. When she was born, she was his everything including you. Those moments spent with you and Astrid were full of bliss, he enjoyed the moments where he spent time and took care of both of you. During your six month break from your duties as general, Loki was always present in his role of taking care of Astrid. It was clear as day that Astrid loved her daddy, she adores you as well, but she really adores her father. Loki made a promise to himself that he would be a good father, be a better father than his own father, to correct the wrongs that his father did, and to protect you and Astrid.
As he continued walking down the corridor to the shared chambers, Loki's ears picked up some music that was coming from another room. It was a duet of a flute and a lute.
"Who could be playing music at this time?" Loki asked himself as he followed the sound.
Following the sound of the duet, Loki entered the room where the music came from and saw Haldor and Hilda playing with said instruments, then his gaze was finally set on you. You were gracefully dancing in your flowing evening gown, dancing gracefully with the sound of the strumming of the lute and the light, ethereal sound of the flute.
Loki was mesmerized as he watched you, his legs then made him saunter to where you were. You didn't realize that he was there until you felt an arm snake around your waist and a hand holding onto yours. His arm around your waist pulled you closer to him as he let go of your hand and snaked his other arm around your waist.
"You dance so beautifully," Loki complimented as he moved a strand of hair behind your ear before pecking your lips. "You look so ethereal when you dance."
You smiled as you wrapped your arms around his neck. "It's been a long time since I had time for myself. Today was hectic...and the only way to let out everything was just to dance to some music."
"I missed seeing you dance, it was something you used to do when we were once children," Loki reminisced. "So, since our little star is asleep, may I have the honor to dance with you, my dearest lady?"
"Of course, my prince," you replied, taking his hand once he held it out for you.
Hilda and Haldor then continued to play their respective instruments, then Loki began to sway his body to the music with you. You enjoyed this moment with him, leaning your head onto his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Loki smiled as he continued to dance with you to the soft strumming of the lute and the sound of the soft, airy flute. You inhaled Loki's scent as you kept your head against his chest, continuing to listen to his heartbeat.
"Is everything alright, darling?" Loki asked as he gazed down to look at you.
You nodded. "I'm alright, it was just a long day. The soldiers I trained were being a handful with me, my presence was needed for every single royal meeting and Astrid was having a hard time today without me. I just feel so overwhelmed..."
"Hey, listen to me," he interrupted, holding you close as you two continued dancing. "I'm very sorry that the soldiers were giving you a hard time today, my love. And as your husband, I applaud you for the hard work you've been doing for the past couple months. You protected Astrid in your womb, gave yourself a break from your duties as a general to give your full attention to her when she was born, and now you were thrusted back into your duties as a general, including royal duties as of today. You never have to feel guilty about the time you need for yourself."
You looked up at him. "So...you're not angry?"
"Of course not, darling," Loki shook his head. "There's no reason for me to be angry at the mother of my child who's been working hard, not only for her kingdom, but also for her family. So, as a treat, let me take good care of my girls tonight. Let's also spend some time together, all day tomorrow. What do you say?"
You gave your husband a soft smile as you stared into his clear, oceanic blue eyes. "I would love that."
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vbecker10 · 1 year
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Hey could you do a Loki x reader where reader is insecure about her body after giving birth and Loki is doing everything he can to reassure that he finds her beautiful?
Hey anon!! I love this idea so much! I'm sorry about the wait, I didn't mean for it to take me so long to get to this one. I've never written anything where Loki has a child before but I've been wanting to. I hope you like this! 💚💚
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You Are My Queen
Pairing: Jotun Loki x plus size female reader (y/n)
Warnings: self depreciating thoughts, issues with self image... but I promise lots of fluff (let me know if I forgot anything)
Summary: You and Loki are the proud parents of a beautiful one month old baby girl (Luna, I stole the name from a friend). You couldn't be more in love with your daughter and Loki but you can't stop the negative thoughts that have been plaguing you recently. You do your best to hide your growing concerns from Loki but one morning you reluctantly open up to him about how you really see yourself.
A/N: So... I added in Jotun Loki cause I literally couldn't help myself. I also made the reader plus size and added a bit of background into why she is feeling this way... enjoy!
Dividers by: @harlequin-hangout
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You groan lightly as a hand gently touches your shoulder, pulling you from your dreams. Opening your eyes slowly, a smile creeps across your face as you look up at your boyfriend. You rub your eyes as his illusion melts away, leaving his skin a rich shade of blue and his eyes a deep red. "Hi Loki," you mumble sleepily.
"Hello darling," he says with a smile then he leans down to kiss you. You reach up and touch his cheek, running your fingers over the raised markings and keeping his lips on your for a moment longer.
"Did you just get home?" you ask, sitting up on the couch as he stands up again.
He nods, "I texted you about half an hour ago to let you know we landed."
"Oh no. I'm sorry I missed your text," you tell him suddenly feeling guilty for not responding. You had forgotten you put your phone on vibrate so the text and call alerts wouldn't wake Luna. "I must have fallen asleep after I put her to bed..." you explain as you get up from the couch.
"It's alright love, I imagine our daughter kept you quite busy these last few days," he assumes and you nod in agreement. This was the first mission Loki had been on since you had given birth and even though it was only for three days, you were exhausted. He extends his hand towards you and you take it, intertwining your fingers with his. "Come to bed darling," he says in a soothing voice, "I've missed you."
"I missed you too," you reply as the two of you head towards your bedroom but suddenly your attention is drawn to your daughter's room. She begins to cry loudly and you let go of Loki's hand. You reach for the door knob and pause for a moment, covering your mouth as you yawn.
"Go back to sleep, I'll take care of our little princess," you hear Loki say from behind you.
"Are you sure? You just got home," you ask.
"Of course. My brother was pestering me for pictures of Luna as soon as we began our return flight. I pretended to be asleep so he would leave me alone and I must have actually fallen asleep at some point. I'm probably less tired than you are, dear," he tells you and you can't help but laugh. He kisses your cheek then opens the door to Luna's room. "I'll be in shortly," he says.
You go to your room and get into the bed, pulling the covers around yourself. You fight to stay awake, hoping you will have a few moments alone with Loki but you can barely keep your eyes open. You smile as you hear Loki singing softly to calm your daughter back to sleep through the baby monitor on your night stand. Yawning again, you roll onto your side and give in, closing your eyes.
You roll over and reach for Loki, opening your eyes when you don't feel him in the bed with you. You sit up, stretching a bit as you look at the clock.
When you walk out of your bedroom, you see Loki standing in the middle of the kitchen with Luna in his arms. He is swaying from side to side slowly while he hums to her, the newspaper he is reading on the counter flips to the next page with a light green glow caused by him nodding his head. The kettle on the stove begins to whistle, Loki keeps one hand on Luna's back and with a wave of his other hand, a green glow picks up the kettle and turns off the stove. You shake your head with a smile as the kettle pours water into two mugs on the counter and Loki looks up from his reading.
"Good morning, darling," he smiles. "Did you sleep well?"
"I did," you tell him as you walk over to where he is standing. He leans down to kiss you and when he pulls back you look at your daughter. "Good morning princess," you say softly, kissing her nose as she looks up at you with her bright red eyes. Her tiny blue fingers reach for you and she grabs onto one of your fingers. "She looks so much like you," you say to Loki.
He jokes, "I think that might be because we are both blue my dear." You laugh and shake your head. "She is as beautiful as her mother," he tells you and you suddenly feel the need to force yourself to smile.
You look away from Loki abruptly and walk to the fridge to get milk for the coffee. "Are you alright?" he asks and you nod but still don't look at him. You add milk to both mugs before handing Loki his. You avoid eye contact with him, instead you pick up one of your daughter's books from the counter and flip through it. You can hear the familiar voices trying to force their way back into your mind, the voices that insisted you were never good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, thin enough. You had worked hard to get past them but it took almost nothing for them to reappear again.
"Hmm?" you ask as Loki finally gets your attention.
"I said, you should relax this morning," he suggests. "Luna and I have some reading to catch up on, don't we little one?" he asks your daughter and she smiles at him.
You consciously smile again, maybe relaxing wouldn't be such a bad idea. The voices were harder to push away when you were tired. Loki walks over to you and touches your chin lightly so you are looking up at him. "What is going on in that pretty little mind of yours?" he asks, obviously able to tell something is wrong.
You shake your head, not wanting to tell him. He strokes your cheek lightly and kisses your forehead. "Go unwind, love, we can talk after," he says, taking your coffee from you. Before you can reply you hear the water running in the bathroom. You nod and say thank you quietly.
You open the door to the bathroom and look around, Loki's magic never ceasing to amaze you. Steam rises off the nearly filled tub and there are lite candles lining the window sill. You can smell the lavender and oils which have been added to the water, causing a thick layer of bubbles to appear on the surface. A glass vase with an assortment of green flowers sits on the edge of the vanity.
You take off your pajamas quickly, careful not to catch your reflection in the mirror as you undress. You slip into the tub and sink under the bubbles as you close your eyes. Breathing deeply, you feel your body slowly relax in the warm water. You can hear Loki reading to Luna faintly, his voice changing slightly to match the various characters in whichever book he had chosen.
Gradually, your mind begins to wander. You had never thought much about your weight while in high school but when you first started college you realized you were always the heaviest girl in your classes. You tried all four years to control your weight but between your hectic class schedule and working full time there was little room to do things for yourself. Your weight never deterred you from making friends easily but it had held you back from ever being in a serious relationship. You dated occasionally but you found you had a hard time believing anyone was ever interested in you.
After you graduated, you got a job at SHIELD and excitedly moved to New York City. You were nervous about moving so far from home but you quickly became close with Wanda and Natasha, spending almost all of your free time together. The two of them had helped you arrange a schedule where they would go to the gym with you three or four times a week to keep you on track. About a month after you arrived, Loki and Thor joined the Avengers and you soon developed a crush on the God of Mischief. Your two best friends noticed of course and you did little to deny it, although you were adamant that he only liked you as a friend.
Eleven months later, you were still going to the gym several times a week, eating healthier and hopelessly in love with Loki who you had grown close to. Natasha and Wanda watched you get off the scale in the gym with a broad smile on your face. "Not much longer now," Natasha said, referring to your goal weight. You nod dramatically, you couldn't believe you were actually going to make it this time. "So, I think we should make this a little more interesting," she says and you look at her curiously. "Once you reach your goal, you have to ask Loki out on a date," she says and you look at her wide-eyed. You have no idea what possessed you to agree but almost a month later, you reached your goal and found yourself knocking on his apartment door to see if he wanted to go to the movies. Next month will be your three year anniversary, you think with a smile but it fades slowly.
You will need to buy a new dress if he wants to take you out to dinner like he usually does. Would you even be able to find a dress that would fit you now, you wonder. You open your eyes slowly and look at the clothing you had discarded by the door. None of your clothes from before the pregnancy fit anymore, it was a month since you had given birth and you hadn't lost a single pound.
In the beginning, you tried to continue going to the gym, desperate to keep the body you had worked so hard for but you were often too tired to stay long or your feet and back would begin to hurt. Your friends suggested you relax and pick up working out after the baby came and you reluctantly agreed. Your food choices also began to slip as soon as the craving started. Things you hadn't eaten in years were suddenly all you could think about and Loki would get you anything you asked for, day or night no matter how odd or hard to find. In the nine months you were pregnant, you had put on almost half of what you had originally lost and you felt as if you were a failure. Your biggest fear was that Loki would no longer find you attractive unless you lost the weight quickly.
A soft knock on the door causes you to jump in surprise. "Y/N," Loki says from the other side of the door. "Can we talk for a moment?"
A wave of worry spreads over you, whether it is rational or not and you respond, "Just let me get dressed." You hadn't let Loki see you without clothes on since you were almost seven months pregnant. You step out of the tub and grab a towel to dry yourself, sighing when you try to wrap the towel around your body and it barely closes. Holding it in place, you walk over to the vanity and suddenly realize you hadn't brought clean clothes to change into. All you had was the ill-fitting towel and the clothing you had worn the night before.
Loki knocks again, "Can I come in?"
"No," you respond quickly and you hear him take a step back from the door.
"Darling, are you alright?" he asks, the concern heavy in his voice.
"I'm fine, I just..." your words trail off as you see yourself in the full length mirror. You hold the towel as tightly as you can, wiping away a tear that streaks down your cheek. "Loki?" you ask quietly.
"Yes love?" he responds.
"I'm sorry I'm not..." you pause, searching for the right words. "I'm sorry I don't look the way I did before I was pregnant. I know how much you loved my body then and now it's..." You gesture to yourself in the mirror as more tears begin to fall.
"Y/N, what are you talking about? You know I think you are beautiful," he says and you hear him turn the door knob.
"Stop, please," you say and the door remains closed.
There is silence from the hall for a moment then Loki says, "Darling, I wish you could see yourself the way I see you." You wipe your eyes again using the back of your hand. "Are you standing in front of the mirror?" he asks and you nod then say yes. "What do you see?"
You take a deep breath, to try and calm your breathing as you look at yourself. "I see stretch marks everywhere," you say unable to hide your disappointment. "My stomach is flabby and my hips have gotten wider, none of my old pants or shirts fit anymore. Even your clothes, I tried to wear one of your shirts the other day and it wasn't loose like it used to be, it barely fit. My thighs are thicker and my arms jiggle, I see the spider veins on my legs and even my fingers feel swollen," you list all of the things you hate about your appearance and wait terrified for Loki to agree with you.
"Do you know what I see?" he asks and you stifle a sob. "I see the love of my life and the mother of my child. I see the woman who means more to me than anything in the nine realms," he says through the door. "I see someone who is full of strength and determination, who is caring and selfless, quick witted and exquisite. Y/N, my queen, you are a goddess."
You wrap your arms around yourself as you listen to Loki, etching his words into your mind in the hopes that they will keep your thoughts at bay.
"I know you don't feel proud of your body in this moment darling, but your body has given me the greatest gift I have or will ever receive," he tells you. You close your eyes and think back to the day you told Loki you were pregnant. That was the happiest you had ever seen him but it paled in comparison to the day you both met your daughter.
He then asks, "Do you love me less when I am in my Jotun form then you do when I am in my Asgardian form?"
"What? No, of course not," you tell him honestly. "I love you the same no matter which form you take."
"Then how could my love for you vary based on something as simple as your weight?" he asks and you struggle to find an answer. "Please, come out," he says and you wipe your eyes again.
You sniffle and bite your lip, "I don't have any clothes." A small green flash appears on the vanity and you slip on the jeans and t-shirt Loki conjured for you.
You open the door and find yourself frozen as you look down at Loki, kneeling in front of you. He smiles as he reaches to take one of your hands in his, your other hand quickly covering your mouth. "I wanted to do this next month for our anniversary but..." he pauses, opening his free hand to reveal a small velvet green ring box.
"Loki?" you ask, feeling your heart begin to race.
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"I have loved you since the moment you awkwardly asked me to see a movie with you," he says and you giggle. "Y/N, you mean more to me then I could ever put into words, you are the one I've been waiting for my whole life. You are my queen, my love, my everything and I want to know if you will do me the honor of becoming my wife?"
"Yes!" you answer excitedly before Loki can even open the ring box. He stands up, wrapping his arms around you as he pulls you to him. He presses his lips to yours but the sudden sound of your daughter waking up hungry causes you to pull away.
"One moment, my little princess," Loki says with a laugh as he opens the box and slips the ring onto your finger.
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For Better or For Worse
Chapter 3 Next Chapter Series masterlist
Loki x female reader
18+ | contains angstttt!! Tiny fluff. This is a mature fic and will contain adult themes throughout - italics = flashback
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You rushed upstairs, packing your things which consisted of the small bag you came with as well as a few forgotten things you had found in the old room. As you looked at the dressing table, you saw a picture of the three of you, although only two of you were visible. It was laying lonely on the side, not with the pictures in the album, this one was particularly special. You found yourself welling up as you remembered the day the picture was taken. You had just told Loki the news and instead of being as shocked as you thought he would be, he dashed away leaving you the shocked one before he returned with a camera insisting that you both documented everything from this moment on. He set the camera on a timer before standing next to you, wrapping his arms around you as you smiled. The first picture of you three. You folded it up, tucking it into your pocket before you exited the room.
“You don’t have to leave y/n, it’s your house.” Thor spoke as you walked down the stairs, head down after you spotted Loki walking up towards him.
“Like hell it is, we’ll appeal. You won’t get away with this!” Loki yelled.
“Whatever.” You shrugged, looking up at Loki “Do whatever you want.”
He opened his mouth to speak again, only to close it when he took you in. Your eyes were teary, you were upset. If there was anything Loki knew like the back of his hand, it was your emotions. He could take the happy ones, the angry ones but he couldn’t take the sad ones, the tearful ones. Instinct told him to console you, comfort you, wipe your eyes and tell you everything would be okay but he wouldn’t, couldn’t. You were both over now, finished. You made sure of that. He shouldn’t care, couldn’t care, wouldn’t care. So he let you go.
Hearing all the Kerfuffle, Rose rushed out of her room to see what was going on, a grin on her lips as she watched you trudging out of the door, pushing past Thor on the way out. Her eyes met his as he looked up before quickly looking away. It seemed she wouldn’t have to leave after all.
You sped out without a goodbye to Frigga, not even leaving time to slam the door behind you as you stepped out, speed walking away only to be left gasping as the sprinklers turned on, soaking you.
“For goodness sakes!” You yelped loudly, Loki watching from the still open door.
“I-I didn’t know.” You exasperated, clinging onto Lokis now wet, once dry cleaned shirt as you walked towards the door where he was standing before you lost your footing, and slipped.
“Don’t worry—” he began before he saw you slip “y/n!”
“I—Argh, I’m such an idiot.” You huffed, trying to stand.
“No you’re not.” Loki chuckled, quickly making his way towards you.
“Loki stop, you’ll get wet!” You warned him before he shrugged, continuing his journey to you before helping you to stand, the water hitting him too.
“It’s actually quite refreshing isn’t it.” He joked, his hair damp as he looked down at you. “I’ve not got a problem with it, I could stay here forever.”
“Oh shush.” You giggled, cupping his cheek before you kissed him.
“Y/n wait!” Loki warned, shaking the memory away. Rose’s smile fell as Loki rushed out of the house, calling your name. “Careful you don’t sli—” he began before you turned to face him, slipping in the process. “For crying out loud.” He mumbled to himself as he rushed towards you, helping you up as you fought down tears. Whether or not the tears were out of embarrassment or just pure rage or even sadness was unclear. As he helped you up, he picked up something that had fallen from your pocket. He was about to hand it to you before he saw what it was and decided to pocket it himself.
“I’m covered in mud.” You began to cry, finally letting the dam break.
“You better get changed then.” Loki answered, gesturing back to the house, Thor standing at the door as he watched what happened.
You walked back to the house, wiping your muddy shoes on the doormat as you cursed the stupid sprinklers that insist on going off at seemingly random times at full power.
“Are you okay?” Loki asked you, void of emotion.
“Yeah.” You nodded, wiping your face.
Without replying, Loki made his way upstairs, an angry looking Rose tailing behind him as he walked towards his bedroom.
“What is she still doing here?” Rose questioned once they were alone.
“Well I couldn’t possibly send her on her way covered in mud.” Loki dismissed, making his way towards the en-suite and locking the door behind him.
“Arghhhhh.” Rose growled, covering her face with a pillow and flinging herself on the still unmade bed.
Closing the toilet lid, Loki perched on it as he took the picture of out of his pocket and began unfolding it. He used to look at it a lot, smiling to himself about how things used to be, daydreaming about what they could have been before his future was taken away from him. His finger smoothed over the glossy picture as he looked at you, you looked so happy, so did he. He closed his eyes for a moment, trying to recreate the feeling he felt at that moment. He could hear the sound of the camera clicking, feel you against him as he wrapped his arm around you, smell your perfume, practically taste the excitement in the air and see his future, the one with you. But that was all gone now.
Opening his eyes, Loki collected himself before folding the picture again and tucking it into his pocket before leaving the bathroom.
“Do you have anything y/n could wear?” He asked, Rose turning onto her back to look at him.
“And why do you care about her all of a sudden?” She asked.
“She slipped in mud and probably doesn’t have a change of clothes.” Loki scoffed, he wasn’t completely heartless.
“Why don’t you take the clothes off of my back?” She answered, biting her lip as she began taking her top off.
“I’m being serious.” Loki interrupted, holding a hand up.
“Last night you said you’d make it up to me in the morning, it’s morning now and I’m horny.” Rose grinned, beckoning Loki towards her as she opened her legs. Lokis eyes ran over her body, a small smirk playing on his lips as he stepped towards her, allowing her to pull him onto the bed. His smirk fell when she said her next words. “You can do whatever you want to me, daddy.”
“I don’t like it when you use that word.” Loki stiffened, standing up and straightening his clothes. “I’ve told you countless times.”
“Sorry, Loki, just come back to bed.” Rose apologised as Loki headed towards the wardrobe, pulling out some bottoms and a top.
“I’ll bring her these.” He finished, exiting the room.
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lotsoflokilove23 · 8 months
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Love Or Hate? {18+}
Part One
Loki x Fem
About: Y/n has been living on Asgard since she was born, recently she just started training for future needs, and to her surprise both Thor and Loki were put in the same classes that you were taking, unwillingly you had to train with Loki. Behind the scenes, you had fallen in love with him, but due to this you made it out to be nice to him and try to help him, but he wouldn’t take it from you, he acted like he hated you until one day you finally start leaving him alone due to a big argument that caused Loki to lash out at you. When Loki tries to apologize to you things get heated and turn into something you were not expecting at all. Read to find out more! 
(18+) = Smut, aggressiveness, hate, yelling. Shower
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“Would you just shut up and start already!” Loki growls at you, while waiting for you to line up in front of him. He hated training classes, even worse, he hated the people in it, although he didn’t despise Y/n, he liked teasing her about things. 
Y/n raised her eyes and pulled out the sword that was latched in the pocket on her waist. “Someone is in a bad mood.” You say walking towards him. 
Loki hisses slightly still standing in his position. “I just want to get out of this God forsaken class.” he said, moving his arm and pointing his sword towards you. 
“Loki, you do this every single class.” You say, slightly annoyed, positioning yourself so you were standing in front of him. You took out your sword and lined it up so it was touching the tip of his. 
“This pathetic little class isn’t going to do anything for us!” He said angrily, “I wouldn’t be here If I had the choice,” he said, his eyes on you. 
Y/n rolled her eyes and shook her head, “Maybe it would do you some good… you fighting skills aren’t that good…” she mumbled. 
Loki’s eyes widen and he lunges forward towards you but you step back in defense. 
“What did you just say?” Loki said, spinning around and grabbing your wrist tightly.
Y/n let out a sharp hiss when Loki gripped onto her, “N-nothing…” you managed to get out. 
“Hey!” Thor walked over and gripped Loki’s shoulder. “No physical contact remember.” he said, as Loki let go of Y/n’s wrist. 
After the training session you walked over and grabbed your bag making your way to the change room that was off the side of the room. Before you could open the door someone catches your arm. 
“What do you want?” You say in an angry tone looking up to face Loki. 
“Just wanted to say good job today.” he said, slightly rolling his eyes. 
You turn to face him and cross your arms. “Why do you hate me?” 
Loki tilts his head and looks at you, “Hate you? Who said I hate you?” 
“You act like it, All the time.” You said, leaning against the wall. 
“You're different…” Loki said, crossing his own arms. 
“Different?!” You let your arms fall. “Different??? Is that your excuse for treating me like this!?” 
Loki opened his mouth to say something but you cut him off.
“I have tried countless times! To be nice to you!! I have even tried to help you GET better! Yet all you can give me is this attitude of yours??” You huffed, and put your hand on the door handle of the bathroom. 
“Gosh, you're just like all of the other pathetic women I’ve met.” He hisses out, then his eyes widen and he looks at you with concern in his eyes. “Wait- I didn’t-” Before he could finish you were already gone, and the door of the change room slammed in his face. 
After slamming the door in his face, you slid down against the door and let your head fall into your knees. You hated this crush thing you had on him, cause no matter how much you tried, he didn’t seem to care. After a few minutes you got up and walked to the back of the room where there were showers set up, you pushed your bag into a locker and slowly took your clothes off and walked over to the shower, you closed the white curtain that hung in front of the shower and sighed, turning the water on and letting it fall down onto your back. 
Loki ran a hand through his hair, he hated himself, he knew that he was being over the top, but he didn’t actually want to hurt her and he hadn’t realized how much it was actually affecting her. He was about to wake away when he stopped. He turned around and walked back towards the women's change room, he quietly opened the door and walked in, locking it behind him. He wasn’t sure what he was going to do but he had to do something. He walked through the change room and paused when he heard the sound of water running. ‘Oh gods’ he thought to himself. 
“Y/n?” he said softly, sitting on the bench that was a few feet away from the shower. 
You jumped and poked your head out of the curtain, “Loki?! What are you doing here?!” 
Loki looked at you for a minute and tried to make up his mind. He bit his lip and decided to take his shirt off. 
Your eyes widen and travel from his face down to his stomach, he was good, he was better than you thought he would be. 
You slid back into the shower and leaned yourself up against the wall, “what is happening…” you thought to yourself confused. 
Loki fully undressed himself and walked over to the shower curtain, “We need to talk.” 
You closed your eyes and sighed, “Why? Just so you can say something else that will break my heart?”
“What…?” Loki slowly stepped in the shower and looked at you, his eyes widening, he couldn’t help but look you up and down, fully taking in what was standing in front of him. “You know I-” 
“Save it” You said opening your eyes but then immediately tried covering yourself, “Loki!! What are you doing here??!” You said looking at him, and biting your own lip, he was big, all of him… 
“You're not gonna let me explain, are you?” he said, crossing his arms and looking at you, trying not to look down. 
“Why would I, Loki?” You asked, looking at him. “You're just a stuck up, selfish, full of yourself, God, like all the-” You were cut off with the feeling of his hands pushing you against the shower wall. 
“Shut up! Just shut up.” He growls.
You could feel his breath very close against your face, and the feeling of his hands on your lower stomach pinning you against the wall sent shivers through your body. 
“Norns, what you do to me…” he whispers to your ear. “You have… no idea.” He said leaning over and placing kisses softly from your cheek down to your neck. 
You let out a small moan, the soft feeling of Loki’s lips against your skin. “Loki?...” you let out in a small breath, 
“Shhh, my love.” he said, gently this time. “Let me show you what you truly mean to me.” he said, kissing down to your collarbone. 
“Wa… you…huh?” You closed your eyes as his hands went up and down the sides of your body. “I thought you-” 
Loki lifts his head up to look at you. “You thought wrong” he said, and harshly pressed his lips against yours, a move that put you in shock but the taste and the feeling of his lips against yours made you lose all of your thoughts and angry feelings towards him. 
You softly groan against his lips making him bite your lip. You decided to wrap your arms around his neck and pull on his hair, earning a small moan from him. 
His hands travel down to your legs and gripping them and gently pulling you up, making you wrap your legs around his waist. He pulls back and looks at you, “Gods, you're so beautiful,” he groans, leaning his head against yours. 
“Loki…” You said, looking up into his eyes. 
“Don’t… question it.” He said, with a small chuckle. 
You could feel the hardness of him against your stomach, it was clear that he was turned on and desperate, but you didn’t think you of all people he would- 
Your thoughts were interrupted by Loki running his hand up your stomach and softly gripping your breast. You inhale sharply and Loki chuckles. 
“I want you… so badly,” he growls against your ear. “Let me have you.” he said, his words turning you on even more. 
“I…in what way?” you managed to get out. 
“Every way…” he groaned against your neck. “Mine.” 
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holdmytesseract · 2 years
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Loki Laufeyson x fem!Reader
Request: "Hey :) can you please write Loki and reader being not yet in a relationship but they know that there is something, and Loki struggles because he knows that Thor also had an eye on her (maybe there's another girl for him …?)? Can be steamy of course 🥰" - Requested by a nonny. :)
Summary: There had always been something between you and Loki. In fact, both of you were head over heels in each other. The problem? Thor.
Warnings: nothing, except the mention of alcohol?
Word Count: 1,9k
a/n: I loved this request! :) Hope you guys like it!
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It was Saturday on a beautiful summer evening. The Avengers compound was buzzing. Loud music could be heard everywhere. A lot of people were present; dancing, drinking, talking and partying exuberantly. It was - of course, one of Tony's famous party's, what else?
"You know that just staring at her won't get you closer to her, right?"
Loki sat on one of the bar stools with a drink in his hands, donning his all-black suit. To be honest, he didn't even know how he ended up here. He never intended to go on one of this playboy's party's, but then Thor just came in and dragged him along - against his will. He hadn't been at the party for even five minutes and was already annoyed to the core, wanted nothing more than to just get out of this place. He wasn't really welcome anyway, to tell the truth. Loki could gladly relinquish on the stares and looks others on the party gave him. Leaving now would do him a favour and everybody else as well.
He was already about to sneak out behind his brother's back and leave, when she walked into the room. Y/N. The most beautiful creature in all the nine realms Loki had ever laid his eyes upon. Y/N was, just like him, an Avenger. But unlike him, her weapon wasn't magic, no. In fact, she didn't even have 'superpowers' or a 'super suit'. Not that she needed it anyway. Her superpower was her excellent fighting skills, similar to Natasha's. Y/N was that kind of woman who looked pretty and inconspicuous from the outside, but was able to break all of your bones within seconds. That woman could make grown man cry, have them begging on their knees for mercy. And not just that... She was very smart, kind, witty and loved to read. On rainy days you'd find her in the library or somewhere in her room or the living room, nose buried deeply in a book. All in all, Y/N pressed all of Loki's buttons. The God of Mischief had never fallen for a woman - a mortal, that hard and fast. At the beginning he didn't even know what was wrong with him. He tried to deny it and played his feelings for the gorgeous woman across the room off, but at some point, they consumed him, ate him up from the inside, leaving him no choice than to just admit to himself that he was, in fact, in love. Meanwhile, Loki was in so deep, that he failed to hide it from some of the others...
"What?" Natasha sat down beside him on one of the bar stools. "I asked you if you know that just staring at her won't get you closer to her." Loki averted his gaze and rolled his eyes. "So? What does it matter? It's not like I could change anything." Natasha shrugged her shoulders. "Why not?" Loki shook his head and sighed annoyed. "Y/N won't choose me over him and we both know that. Now just leave me alone." The problem? Thor had already casted an eye on Y/N. He was wooing her all the time; was constantly flirting with her and wanted nothing more than to go out with her. Y/N wasn't aversed from Thor - of course she wouldn't be. Who could say no to his oaf of a brother? Loki was certain that there was definitely something going on between them and once again he found himself on the loser side. Once again, he was just the second place. Once again, his brother got everything and Loki nothing. Once again, he lived in the shadow of Thor's greatness. He was sick and tired of this.
Natasha was the one who rolled her eyes now. "How do you know that, if you never even try?" Loki shook his head once again and chugged his drink. "Just leave me alone." "Fine." With those words Natasha stood up, "Stay here and drown yourself in your self-pity, rather than fighting for Y/N." and left the bar. Loki snorted out a laugh. 'Fight for Y/N'... Why should he fight for something he already lost?
Unbeknownst to the Asgardian Prince, had Y/N witnessed the conversation between him and her best friend. Although, she didn't hear what they were talking about, she knew exactly what was going on. Y/N knew that Loki had been staring at her - like he did so often. Y/N knew that Loki had a soft spot for her. And she also knew that he was most likely head over heels for her. The young woman also couldn't deny that there was something between them. Deep down, she knew that she had always harboured a crush on the raven-haired man, from the first moment she saw him entering the Avengers compound. His good looks and that silver tongue of his were more than just attracting. Not to mention his intelligence and mischievousness; or the way he fought so gracefully in a battle. It was safe to say that Y/N wanted nothing more than to kiss those kissable lips of him, roll around the sheets together, call him her boyfriend and take Loki on a date or two. Okay... Maybe in a different order, but the point still stood. The problem? Thor, Loki's older brother had casted an eye on her as well. Y/N felt flattered by Thor's attempts of courting her and she liked the God of Thunder, no doubt, but... Not in that way... He was nice and all. Really a funny and kind guy - a great friend, but nothing more. The thing was, that Y/N didn't quite have the courage to tell it Thor. She was afraid of losing him as a friend or to break his heart... "Oh really now?" Natasha's voice suddenly urged to Y/N's ears. "Wha'?" The Y/H/C haired woman asked her best friend, blinking. "You are staring at Loki now as well? Would you two like to compete in a staring contest, or...?" "Nat..." Y/N said, glaring at the red-haired beauty. "What? It's true! It's more than obvious that you two fancy each other. It's written all over your faces! What are you waiting for? Go, get your man!" Natasha tried to encourage Y/N, but she just sighed and turned away. "I can't, Nat." Her best friend frowned, was more than confused. "Why? What's the problem? He's into you, you're into him..." Another sigh left Y/N's lips. "It's just... Thor... Thor is the problem..." Natasha was now even more confused. "Thor?" Y/N faced her best friend again, nodding. "Yes, Thor... You know that he likes me as well?" "Yes, I've noticed, but why is that a problem?" Y/N looked at Natasha dumbfounded. "Why is that a problem?" She exclaimed. "Why is that a problem?? Nat, there are two men who are obviously in love with me at the same time - and they're brothers!" Nat shrugged her shoulders. "So? I thought you just have eyes for Loki?" "I-I do, but-" "No buts. Tell Thor you're flattered, but not interested. It's simple." Y/N shook her head. "I can't just do that!" "Why?" Natasha practically whined, was on the edge of despair. "Because I don't want to hurt Thor's feelings! I want to keep him as a friend..." The red head took a deep breath. "Okay, I understand that, but think about it... Is it better to probably just hurt the feelings of one person, or leaving you and Loki both heartbroken and unhappy?" Natasha questioned Y/N, then turned on her heels and left. Y/N looked after her best friend, quite baffled. She couldn't deny, that Natasha's words made the gears turn inside her head. What if she was actually right? "Lady Y/N, would you like to dance?" The voice of Thor ripped the young woman out of her thoughts, causing her to spin around. "Thor!" The God of Thunder had a big smile on his face; hand stretched out. "I, uh-" Y/N saw from the corner of her eyes, how Loki looked at her. His eyes were full of emotions. Jealousy, pain, despair... love. She swallowed hard, felt how a lump formed in her throat and how her heart ached for the raven-haired Asgardian Prince. Not for the blonde-haired... "Not now, Thor. Maybe another time. But thank you." Y/N gave him a quick smile, before she passed him by and left the party. She needed space.
Three days had passed since the party. Y/N had taken those days for herself to sort out her thoughts and especially to untangle her feelings. It had been a lot of back and forth, but now she had decided. Therefore, Y/N made her way to the quarters of a certain Asgardian Prince... The young woman inhaled deeply, before she knocked at the door. It took a short while until it got opened, revealing a casually dressed Loki. A thing Y/N didn't get to see very often. Clad in just a black t-shirt and some grey, tight-fitting joggers, the God looked quite surprised at the unexpected visitor. "Y/N?" He asked, blinking. "What are you doing here?" "I-I, uh... I..." She stuttered, overwhelmed by the unusual sight in front of her eyes. Loki looked devilishly handsome. "Sorry, I-" Y/N cleared her throat and took another deep breath. "I am here because I wanted to talk with you." Loki looked quite a bit confused, but stepped aside. "Sure. Come in." She walked inside and Loki closed the door after her. The woman couldn't help but to let her gaze wander and the first thing which caught Y/N's eyes was the huge bookshelf, packed with various books. She knew that Loki loved to read, but she didn't expect this. She loved it. The next thing she noticed, was that the colours of the room were mostly black and green. His colours. The furniture, the walls, the floor - everything. It was beautiful. "Your room is beautiful. I adore the books." Y/N turned to face Loki once again, smiling softly. "Thank you." They just looked at each other for a few moments, before Y/N scraped up all the courage she had and spoke up again. Now or never. "I saw you staring at me at Tony's party and I know why you did it." Y/N could've facepalmed herself for what she said. What a stupid beginning of that conversation... Loki's eyes widened in... shock? Fear? "Y/N, I am so sorry, I- Please let me explain, I-" Loki rambled, tried to explain himself, but Y/N didn't have it. She had quickly noticed that words apparently didn't work for her today, so she decided to try it with actions. She just hoped, that Natasha and her feelings didn't prove her wrong. So, before Loki could even talk further, she quickly bridged the distance between them, stood on her tiptoes and just kissed him. This caught Loki clearly completely by surprise. He froze, couldn't grasp what was happening at first. It took him a few seconds to realise that he was in the middle of a kiss - and that the one kissing him was Y/N. His heart did a somersault, jumped from nought to sixty. Y/N was already on the verge of pulling back from the unrequited kiss, when Loki reacted fast and wrapped his arms around her waist to pull her back in. His lips moved against hers, kissing her passionately; eyes fluttering shut. It was an overwhelming feeling for them - and the beginning of something wonderful.
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xoxoavenger · 7 months
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pairing: Loki x Fem!Reader
summary: I can make the bad guys good for a weekend So it's gonna be forever Or it's gonna go down in flames
word count: 2702
warnings: Loki is kinda a dick but
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"You can't be serious." Thor said. Y/N was new to the palace walls, having only become a lady maid for Fridge and befriending her youngest son in the process a couple years ago. She had seen her older son a couple times now, however, and she liked what she saw.
"I'm so serious." She smiled, thinking about his dark hair and blue eyes. Her heart was racing.
"You shouldn't be." Thor rolled his eyes as he stood, walking over to his wardrobe to grab a jacket.
"I'll meet him tonight anyway." She had been invited to the banquet that night, something Thor was currently regretting doing. She was allowed the night off from the Queen, and Thor had made sure to get her a gown. It was her first banquet, after all. "So you can be apart of it, or you can watch it happen." She turns in the mirror to fix her corset, having nothing else to do.
"You were supposed to be coming on my arm." Thor grumbles, straightening his own outfit and opening the door.
"I will," She tells him, grabbing his arm and letting him lead her through the palace. "I'll just be leaving on his."
When they get to the room, Loki isn't there. Y/N spies the name cards quickly and switches hers and Thor's, making sure to take her seat after the mingling before Thor could. When he notice, he narrowed his eyes at her. The King and Queen were due to arrive at any moment, so he couldn't make her switch without causing a scene.
Luckily, Loki caused a bigger scene anyway.
They were all sat down to eat, pointedly ignoring the empty seat next to Y/N. She smiled and talked quietly to the queen while the servants passed out drinks, ignoring Thor who was sitting stiffly still. When Frigga's attention was caught by someone else, the maid turned toward the person sitting on the other side.
"Where is your brother?" Y/N whispered, smiling wide even though she was confused.
"I'm assuming we're about to find out." Thor muttered, taking a long gulp of his mead. As if on time, the large doors opened to reveal Loki, smiling in his green and black suit. He looked every inch of Asgardian royalty, and Y/N's cheeks immediately heated.
It was silent as his shoes clicked on the floor, taking his seat next to Y/N.
"Are the drinks nice?" He asked Y/N, and the room began to fill with noise once more. The big deal about his entrance is that he used the main doors after the King and Queen had entered, which was generally prohibited. She couldn't help but wonder how he got through.
"Of course." Y/N said, trying her hardest to play it cool. She knew that first impressions were generally important, even more so when talking to a god and prince.
"Good." Loki picked his chalice up and drank from it. "Nice to meet you. I am Loki, Prince of Asgard, god of mischief." Loki told her. She nodded and chuckled a bit, finding it funny that he felt the need to introduce himself as if the entirety of Asgard wouldn't recognize him.
"I'm Y/N." She said picking up her own chalice and clinking it against Loki's when he tilted his toward her.
"Nice to meet you. Where's my brother been hiding you?" He asked with a devious smirk, one she could barely keep her eyes off of.
"I haven't been hiding her, you just never bother to be around your family." Thor states with a roll of his eyes. Y/N looks over to him with wide eyes, trying to plead him to stay quiet, but he clearly does not get the memo.
"Right," Loki's smirk hasn't fallen off his face, and all Y/N can do is smile between the feuding brothers. "That still doesn't explain who she is or why she's never been to a banquet before."
"I'm one of your mother's maids." She said, intentionally leaving out the part where Thor invited her.
"I have befriended her and invited her here tonight." Thor said, tilting his chin up. Y/N's eyebrows lifted.
"Ah," His eyes fall but his face stays carefully crafted, which makes her heart ache even though she barely knows him. "So you're here with Thor, then."
"Only in formality." Y/N smiles, putting a hand on his arm. His face lifted once more as he raised an eyebrow.
"I see." It seemed he could read her heart, and it told him exactly what she was thinking.
Thor just put his head in his hands. It was going to be a long night.
~
"Would you happen to have a thick coat I can borrow?" Y/N asks as she waltzes into Thor's room. She had been given less duties at Frigga's request, and while that had to do with the fact that Loki had asked for her to be more free so he could be around her more she appreciated it being granted by the queen.
"Why do you need a thick coat? It's summer." Thor turned to her from his desk, where he had been helping his father with some of the work in order to train for being king.
"Loki is taking me to Jotunhiem." Y/N smiled, cheeks heating as she clasped her hands in front of herself and looked into the distance. Thor felt exactly the opposite.
"What could he possibly want to show you there?" Thor asked, eyes widening.
"I don't know!" Y/N squared her shoulders, starting to get defensive. "He just offered to show me around! Now can I borrow your jacket or not?" She crossed her arms, and Thor just sighed and grabbed his coat from his wardrobe to give to her.
"Be careful." He tells her, still holding onto the coat. "He's a bad guy, Y/N. I know he doesn't seem like it, but he's the god of mischief. He's a trickster."
"Don't worry about me." She smiles, taking the coat from him and folding it in her arms. "I can at least make him a good guy for a weekend." She winks before she's back out the door and in the corridor, and Thor just sighs.
She's in over her head.
She doesn't see it that way, though. She's smiling as she walks into Loki's quarters, where she's been staying the past few nights. She knows it's slightly reckless, but she can't help but fall asleep next to him. It's addicting, having him so close all night. It's a high she can't stop hitting.
So it's even better when Loki shows her the small castle on Jotunhiem that he had arranged with some of the royals he knew. The room they're staying in has a large bed in the middle of the room, canopied.
"God, it's freezing." She whispers, so Loki turns the heat on and brings more blankets into the room.
"It's a good thing I never get cold." He tells her with a smirk, and she feels her insides heat up despite the fact that her fingers are about to fall off.
That night, they're cuddled so close together that Y/N's not sure she'll be able to sleep with the beating of her heart. Somehow, she stays warm and has a goodnights sleep in Loki's arms.
~
"What are you doing?" Loki asks as he walks into Y/N's small room to see her putting on some natural makeup with her maids outfit on.
"The Queen has requested me." She smiles, painting her lips a neutral color that was far from the red that Loki loved.
"I thought I told Mother that you weren't working for her anymore." Loki says with a frown. He had told his mother that he was very fond of Y/N and wished her to be free from her duties so he could spend his time courting her. Frigga was very on board, since she loved Y/N and her son and especially the two together..
"If I'm not working for your mom, I don't have a place in the palace." Y/N tells him with a small smile and the roll of her eyes.
"You do if you're engaged in an official royal courtship." Loki says it while looking at her necklaces, so nonchalant that she drops her lipstick. It splatters on her small vanity as she looks at her reflection. "Good, I never liked that color." He picks the lipstick up and throws it in the small trash with a smirk.
"Official royal courtship?" She whispers, finally tearing her eyes from the mirror and turning to see Loki. He looks normal as ever, the smirk on his face still in place. His words and face distract her enough to not even comment about the fact that he just threw away her lipstick.
"I mean, you surely didn't think we were just friends." The words remind her of the hotel in Jotenhiem, the first time they kissed and much more. He seems to think about this as well, and he puts a hand on the back of her chair to steady himself and lean down to kiss her.
"Where am I to go now?" She asks, leaning back to look at him. She thinks she knows the answer, but she doesn't want to assume and look like an idiot.
"Where else?" He smirks, leaning in once again. "My quarters." Just the way he says it makes her heart race.
"Of course." She leans in and kisses him again, and he pushes her back slightly, deepening the kiss. She thinks how could it get better than this?
And the truth was, it couldn't.
"Coming here separate?" Thor mutters as Y/N shows up to the ball with no Loki on her arm. It wasn't a secret that Loki and Y/N were courting, so it was strange that Loki wasn't with her. Usually, the two were together at all times.
"I can't find him." When he looks over, he can tell her smile is plastered on, as fake as the princess she's trying to be.
"I can." Thor feels bad, outing his brother like this, but he's got a proper courtship with a nice girl, one that Thor wishes he has, and he can't help but be a little jealous. When Y/N follows his eyes over to where Loki is, he can tell her jealous feeling is ten times the amount his is.
She's shocked for a moment as she takes in the scene. Loki isn't doing anything wrong, exactly, but he's not doing the right thing either. He's just sitting on the couch, smirking at the girl with a low cut dress and a tight corset that's practically draped herself over him. Y/N doesn't want to assume, doesn't want to paint Loki as the bad guy immediately, but she knows that there's not many ways she can interpret this game he's playing. She's not sure wether she should go over and confront him or run away. And because he's the Prince of Asgard, rightful heir to the throne, she tilts her chin up and takes a deep breath.
"Dance with me." Y/N takes Thor's drink, doing it in one gulp and setting it down on the closest surface before grabbing his hand.
"I don't think this is a good idea." He says, but he's pulled into the center where everyone else is dancing and they join the group easily.
"Mine rarely are." She smirks, twirling out and downing another drink from a platter that the staff is holding.
It only takes a couple minutes of a few more drinks for her to be leaning all over Thor as they try to dance in time with everyone else.
"People are looking." Thor whispers when she comes back in close enough.
"And?" She says back, tripping over her own shoes. Before she can look and see if the Queen can see, which would be the only problem, someone's arms are around her.
They're familiar, and before he speaks she knows it's Loki.
"Do you mind, brother?" His voice is as nice as it could be, a show for the people still dancing around them. Thor knew that anything he said wouldn't change Loki's mood; if anything, it'd only make him more angry.
Y/N doesn't really walk, more leaning on Loki as he walks.
"You're lucky my mother wasn't there to witness your show." He hisses once they get closer to his quarters. She rolls her eyes.
"You're lucky she wasn't there to witness yours." She shoves off of him, stumbling into a wall but not falling.
"What are you talking about?" He turns to her, both of them stopping in the deserted hallway.
"Who was that girl?" She asks, the rage getting to her especially fast due to the amount of drinks she's had in a short time. She's not drunk, but she's a drink away from it.
"I don't know what you're talking about." She knows he's lying, because even if he's the god of mischief he can't fool her.
"Do you want to try that again?" She prompts with much more confidence than she could ever have sober.
"What, you don't believe me?" He has the nerve to look offended, and she reaches out to slap him.
She doesn't realize she has until the sharp sound rings out and his face is tilted away.
"I am your betrothed." She says quietly, her voice low despite the fact that they're alone and she was screaming a couple minutes ago. "I am your only lover from here on out. I will not be the ignorant queen that everyone feels bad for." She lifts her chin and walks away, still going to his quarters.
They prepare for bed in silence, both doing their different routines. Once they climb into the bed, the huge one they share instead of having a prince-princess suite, the only sound is their breathing.
"I'm sorry." He says it so quietly that she thinks there's a small possibility he didn't say it at all. "She's an old friend. But she knows about us." She isn't sure if she believes him, and she knows that he's leaving out bits. When she just thinks about the way he was smiling with her, her heart splits.
"I love you." She tells him, turning to face him. She lets this lie go for the sake of their relationship, but she's not forgetting it.
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It's only a couple years later when the lie comes back up.
"I literally saw you with her! You lied about where you were!" She screamed, throwing her hands up.
"When did you become so possessive!" He groans, pushing his sleeves up.
"Possessive?" She tilts her head dangerously, eyes bulging. "We're to be married in a year and you're off prancing around with other girls! You're to be King!"
"I will never be King!" His voice is so loud it ricochets off the walls, scaring her and making her trip backward, catching herself on the dresser. "Father told me last month." This is quieter, and she wishes the breaking of her heart outweighed her rage.
It doesn't.
"So you decided that instead of going to your future wife, you'll ignore me and seek comfort in the arms of a woman I already didn't trust you with?" She rolls her eyes, trying to take deep breaths.
"You clearly do not understand." He turns away to begin to undress himself.
"After five years, you'd think I'd understand you better than anyone." She says sadly. Her heart is breaking; for him, for herself, for what they were.
"Five years is nothing." This breaks her. There's no going back now.
"You dick!" She yells, picking up the glass vase holding flowers and launches it at him. Her aim is shit, so it hits the wall and shatters in front of his face.
"What the fuck?" He turns to her, face full of disbelief. "You're insane!"
"I hate you." She seethes, walking out of the room. He just scoffs and doesn't even chase her, and she's not sure if she's glad or not. She can't make sense of her feelings, and all she can think about is her annoyance with Loki.
But then she passes Thor in the hallway, and suddenly she wonders if she was after the wrong brother the whole time.
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ladylovesloki · 1 year
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Something Real: Chapter Six
Pairings: Loki X Reader
Warnings: Language, Mild Violence, Fluff and Smut
Summary: An incident happens at Readers job. Reader shares her own insecurities with Loki. Loki makes Reader feel better 😈
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A few weeks have gone by and things have been going well since you introduced “Aunt Sylvie” to the kids. They really don’t have too much interaction with her, when they go visit Thor at his house she either leaves or stays in her room.
You and Loki have gotten…closer…you haven’t had sex yet but you both are certainly taking your time exploring each other’s likes and dislikes. For you it was more of a review of things you already knew about Loki but for him, he was learning your body’s reactions to things. He technically had never been with you before, in his timeline he never came back to be with you.
Currently you’re at work at the nurses station, staring off into space, distracted by thoughts of Loki.
“Hello..Earth to y/n!!”
You shake your head.
“Oh shit…sorry Kelly.” Kelly was one of your fellow nurses in the hospital, the hospital in New Asgard was a combination of the healing practices of Asgard and Earths practices as well. Some donations came from Wakanda, mostly medical equipment and technology. It was a wonderful place to work and you loved helping people, the people of Asgard have always been so kind to you. All of them treating you and your children with the respect that comes with being related to Loki the fallen prince. 
“It’s alright, you ok?”
“Yea, just a lot on my mind..”
“I can imagine, how are the kids?”
“They’re great, all A’s and B’s. Their magic is finally under control thanks to Loki, they’re wonderful.”
“And Loki? How’s everything going with him?”
“It’s…going..”
“Uh oh..”
“No, everything is great. Having him around is everything that I have been wanting for the kids.”
“What about you y/n?”
“I just..it’s just too good to be true you know? I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.”
“I think the other shoe dropping was him dying y/n… This is your second?..No! Third chance with him…you’re going to regret it if you waste your time.”
You knew she was right, you just couldn’t help but feel those same insecurities you felt before with Loki, what if you weren’t enough? You knew he would never leave the boys but he didn’t have any obligation to you. He didn’t have to be in a relationship with you in order to have a relationship with his children.
“Hello? Can I get some help please?”
You look up and see a middle aged man, he was sweating and looked a little worse for wear.
“How can we help you?” You ask.
“I’m having some abdominal pain.”
“Ok, let’s get you in an exam room and get you seen.”
You escort him to one of the exam rooms and get him situated, you get his name and the rest of his information. Immediately there’s a warning on your tablet, this gentleman has been flagged in other hospitals and emergency rooms for abusing the system in order to get drugs. How did he even get in to New Asgard? Not too many humans were walking freely around just yet but tourism was starting to pick up so you assume the guards haven’t been as picky about who they are letting in the gates.
“Ok Stanley..I’m gonna go grab the doctor, you sit tight ok.” You didn’t want to alert him that you knew what he was really there for, you needed to get to the guards quietly so they can deal with him without too much of a fuss.
Just when you were about to leave the room he grabs you and covers your mouth with his hand. You feel something poking you in your lower back.
“Alright lady, this is how it’s gonna work..you’re gonna get your little nurse friend to bring you some of the shit that I need and I will walk out of here quietly..no need to make a fuss.”
You try not to panic and your brain immediately flashes images of your boys. You needed to be smart about your next move in order to get out of this.
“Nod if you understand.”
You nod.
He releases you and you turn around to look at him and see a gun pointed at you, “I’m just a nurse I can’t prescribe you anything.”
“No, but you can still get me what I need, I know the shit you have in this hospital is different. Sent here direct from Wakanda. Their shit has to be the purest of the pure.”
You move over to the cabinet next to you and act like you’re reaching for a bottle of pills, he doesn’t know it but there are panic buttons in every single one of our exam rooms. You press lightly on the button and pull out the pill bottles you had in there.
“I only have antihistamines in here, all of our pain killers are locked up in a secured room.”
“Well then, lets take a walk..”
“You don’t want to do this Stanley…We can get you help.”
“I don’t need help lady! I want the drugs you got in this place, I’m dying to taste that Wakandan high..” he smirks evilly at you.
He reaches for you and pulls your body into his hold, putting the gun against your back. As he starts to walk to the door guards burst through.
He takes the gun and places it next to your head, “move and I kill her.”
“Drop the weapon! Do you have any idea who you are threatening presently?!”
“I don’t give a shit who she is..she’s just another person in my way from what I need. Now get me some pills and I will leave here without hurting anyone.”
“You’re not getting anything from us..release her.”
“No! Get me my shit now!” He cocks the gun, your body starts to shake and you start to cry. You didn’t want to die.
“Move! Out of my way!” You hear Thor’s booming voice first and then you see him and Val burst through the front line of guards holding their weapons up ready to take out the addict.
“Release her. Now.”
“Oh, an Avenger? This your boyfriend?” He sneers down at you.
“No..he’s not.” Stanley whips around to the voice that came from behind you both. And you see Loki there looking furious. “I am. Do as my brother says and release her and I will not maim you.”
“Fuck off pretty boy.” Stanley sneers at Loki.
“Wrong answer.” Loki sneers right back.
Stanley stood still for a moment then yells, “fuck you and your bitch!”
You close your eyes as you feel him pull the trigger but no loud bang followed. Nothing does, the man behind you is completely still. You open your eyes and dare to look up and over your shoulder and see Stanley is not moving at all, completely frozen in place.
“Come here darling, it’s alright.” You look over at Loki and he is holding his hand out for you to take.
You immediately reach out to him and as soon as he has your hand in his he pulls you to his body, hugging you tightly.
He kisses you on the top of your head and holds you close. “It’s alright, you’re ok”, he looks over to Thor, “you can remove the weapon from him Thor. He won’t move until I drop the enchantment.”
Thor removes the gun from his hands and one of the guards moves to put him in chains, once he’s secure Loki drops the enchantment.
Stanley’s eyes blink a few times until he recognizes his predicament, “what?! What the fuck?! How?!” 
“Be thankful this is not the Asgard of old, Odin would not have been able to stop me from ripping you apart.” He nods at the guards and they drag Stanley.
Loki looks down at you and takes your face in his hands, “are you ok?”
You nod, your nerves were still on hyperdrive so you couldn’t speak just yet.
“Y/n, I just need you to tell me exactly what happened and then you are free to go home, take the rest of the today and tomorrow off to rest.” Val tells you.
You nod and tell Val about what happened as best you could. Your adrenaline was starting to wear off and your body was starting to shake uncontrollably.
“I think that is all you need, I’m taking her home.” Loki gets up with you and he makes a portal to your house. Thor followed you both through.
“I am going to pick up the children this afternoon after school and take them to my house, when you’re feeling better I will bring them home. Alright?”
You nod and Loki says the words you can’t verbalize, “thank you brother. I will inform you when you can bring the children back.”
Thor nods walks over to you and gives you a hug, “be well sister.” He nods his goodbye at Loki and walks out the door.
Once Thor leaves Loki turns his attention toward you, “y/n..will you speak to me please?”
You don’t say a word just stare at him and then your body is in motion and your kissing him with so much force his body bows back.
“Whoa..whoa..easy darling..what’s this about?”
Your eyes fill with tears from the mix of emotions you’re feeling. You’re thankful that you’re alive, you feel some remnants of the adrenaline that was coursing through you and now you feel rejection.
“Sweetheart you need take a moment and process what just happened to you. I know exactly what is going on in your mind right now. So many emotions and nervous energy, you don’t know where to direct it. Take a breath. Breathe with me. Just be here with me.”
You’re both standing in the middle of the room, he’s still holding you close and swaying your body back and forth.
After a long period of silence you quietly whisper to him, “thank you for saving me. How did you know?”
“Val sent a message to Thor about the panic button being pushed at the hospital, I was with him when he received it and we immediately went there. When we arrived your friend Kelly informed us you were the one who pushed the button for help. I was so worried darling, seeing you there in that man’s grasp..a gun to your head..it was terrifying for me I can only imagine what terror you were feeling.”
“Will you kiss me please?” You ask him.
He smiles softly at you and gives you a sweet kiss.
“I was so afraid..it’s funny I was talking to Kelly before all of that happened about us. About how I was feeling stupid insecurities about you and our relationship. I almost died today, I almost wasted this chance with you and our family.”
“What insecurities?” He asks.
You look down, feeling some embarrassment about your feelings.
“I just…are you sure I’m enough? You wouldn’t rather be with someone that isn’t so fragile and helpless?..temporary?..”
“My girl, you are more than I deserve. I want to protect you from any and all things. And when it comes to you being temporary…I’m going to be honest with you, I try not to think about your mortality…I choose to enjoy every single moment I have with you, I will cherish everything I experience with you and our family. And when it is time for you to follow my mother to the stars, I will be forever broken until we meet again.”
You kiss him, this time with no urgency just with the passion you wanted to show him to thank him for coming to your rescue and now his reassurance.
The kiss continues and Loki places his hands on your lower back and pulls you closer, your hands wrapping around his neck.
Tongues start dancing together and moans start to fill the quiet room.
Loki places his hands under your bottom and lifts you up and you wrap you legs around his waist. He walks towards your bedroom and presses you against the door, kissing you even deeper than before. He starts to gyrate his hips against you, his hardened member rubbing against you sending pleasure through your whole body. 
“Loki please. I need you.”
He pulls you off of the door, your legs still wrapped around his waist and throws you onto the bed. He resumes kissing you and rubbing on you, both of you still fully clothed.
You frantically start to reach for the bottom of his shirt to remove it, he extricates himself from you and lifts his shirt over his head, throwing it on the floor.
He kneels over you and stares at you while you rub your hands on his chest, enjoying the feeling of his hard muscles. 
He leans down and kisses you again and you both touch and grind together until you are both a moaning mess. 
“Fuck..y/n..”
You rip your scrub shirt off and Loki puts his hand over yours when you move to take off your pants.
“Are you sure y/n? I don’t want you to do anything you are not ready for.”
“Please Loki..I need to feel you. I’ve waiting long enough..”
With those words Loki quickly removes the rest of yours and his clothing with his magic. He moves slowly on top of you and kisses you lightly and you can feel his hard cock in between you legs. You kiss some more as he rubs himself on your pussy to get him nice and wet.
Once he was confident he was slick enough he started to slowly press into you. It had been so long that to Loki it felt like he was deflowering a virgin. You were so tight around him he was close to cumming already.
“Oh darling..oh…mhmm..that’s it my girl. Open for me.”
You spread your legs wider to give him more room and you take a deep breath. He was so big, bigger then you remember.
“Fuck Loki..you’re so big..”
“I know darling, but you are taking me so beautifully. You were made to be filled by my cock….mhmm…Gods..”
His cock is finally all the way seated inside of you, you can feel the tip of him brushing against your womb. Every thrust brings the most heavenly feeling, your emotions again get the best of you and you start to silently cry.
Loki hears your quiet sniffle and immediately looks at your face, “darling? Are you alright? Do you want to stop?”
“No! No please!” You wrap your arms around his neck and bring him down to you again holding him to you. 
“Alright darling, shushh…breathe my heart…here..” he places your hands on his waist. “Guide me, show me how you want me..”
You move your hands to his ass and start to guide his thrusts, showing him how fast and hard you wanted him to fuck you.
“Mmm..delicious darling…you feel so good..fuck..you’re close my girl..I can feel it..your pussy is fluttering around my cock so beautifully...do you want to cum my love?”
“Yes! Yes!”
Loki rises up a bit and moves his hands to the headboard for leverage, his thrusts become harder and faster. He’s slamming himself into you and all you can do is just hold on and then it felt like the dam broke. You came so hard you can feel your juices squirt out of you all over the sheets beneath you, Loki’s frantic breathing and desperate moans bringing you back to reality.
“Fuck..fuck…fuck..I’m cumming..fuck..y/n!”
Loki pumps himself into you a few more times, you can hear the sounds of your combined juices as he slowly comes to a stop.
“Fuck…” Loki falls on top of you, his weight an odd comfort.
“Shower?” You ask.
He lifts his head and gives you a dazed look and nods his head heavily.
He pulls out of you and picks you up off the bed and brings you into the shower where you both wash each other. He makes love to you again, the feeling of being free to show each other affection this way overpowers whatever remaining feeling of anxiety you had left from your ordeal.
The next morning you wake up to a text from Thor, he sent a picture of him with the boys eating breakfast. All three of them with silly smiles on their faces, you smile at the picture and read the message underneath it.
“I hope you are doing well. The boys did all of their homework and we will be departing to go to school shortly. They say they love you both.”
You smile at the message and respond, “thank you Thor, for everything. Loki and I will pick them up from school later.”
He likes the message and you look over to the other side of the bed and find it empty.
You run your hand over the sheet and feel that it is cold so he has been out of bed for a while.
You get up, freshen up and walk out of your bedroom. The first thing you notice is that the house smells..amazing. You follow the smell and it leads you to the dining room where Loki is setting up the table with one hell of a breakfast spread.
“What’s all this?”
He looks up and smiles his signature smirk, “breakfast for a Queen…my Queen.” He walks over to you and kisses you softly.
“How are you?” He asks.
“I’m ok, still a little shaken I think but I’m ok. I told Thor we would pick up the kids from school. I want to see them.”
“Of course darling, how about we enjoy the day together just us and then we will pick up the boys together and have a nice evening together as a family.”
“I like the sound of that.” You lean up on your tippy toes and give him a kiss.
“Thank you Loki, for everything.”
“Of course darling..I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You kiss him one more time and then walk over to the table. 
You enjoy your breakfast and a quiet afternoon with Loki. Kelly called you to check in and you let her know you were ok and would be back to work on Monday.
It was time to pick up the boys from school so you and Loki made your way to the school.
The bell rings and the kids file out of the school, you see Narfi and Vali and they make a run for it towards you as soon as they see you.
“Mom!” Narfi yells and throws himself into your arms, Vali wraps his arms around your waist and gives you a big hug.
“Oh my boys, I missed you.” You voice starts to shake a little and your eyes fill with tears. 
You need to get in control of your emotions…
“You ok mommy?” Narfi asks, the boy able to sense your emotions.
“Yea baby I’m ok, like I said I missed you both.”
“We were only gone for a night mom geeze.” Vali says.
“Come on, let’s go home.” Loki smiles at his family, he rubs your back knowing that you are feeling a flood of emotions you weren’t sure how to control.
You smile at him and grab Narfi’s and Vali’s hands and start your walk home. 
When you get there it’s just like a normal day, the boys get out their homework in the living room with Loki assisting them while you got dinner ready.
Once they finish and you are done preparing everyone’s meal you all sit down at the table and the boys fill the previously quiet home with stories from their day or things they couldn’t wait to tell their dad about. Their laughs bringing a smile to your face and then you had a small moment of panic, what if you weren’t here? What if that man had shot you and you died? You would never experience this with your family ever again. How close you had been to losing all of this.
You start to feel the tears in your eyes again and you stand up from your seat and start to clean up the kitchen. Loki notices your quick departure and get’s up taking his empty plate with him making it seem he was leaving the table to assist you. 
“Darling…”
“I can’t shake it Loki.”
“I know.” He moves your body so you are facing him, your back against the sink.
“Close your eyes. I want you to focus on nothing but the sounds coming out of that room you just left.”
You do as you are told and close your eyes and shut out all sound except for what is coming out of the dining room. You hear your boys, laughing and giggling as they finished their meals and it brings a smile to your face.
“Now, open your eyes and I want you to focus on what is in front of you.”
You open your eyes and are immediately met by his intense stare. The feeling of gratitude now filling you. You were so grateful you were here with your children and the man you love. You lean up, give him a sweet kiss and then he rests his forehead on yours.
“Thank you.” You whisper to him.
“Hey!!! Did you guys just kiss!!!”
You look up at Loki eyes wide and he has a wide grin on his face.
“Oops.”
To be continued…
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libby-bibby · 4 days
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The Lady of Midgard: Chapter 21
Love is a dagger
Summary: Thor tries to fix things, Loki makes it worse and reader has had enough of Loki and his games
Warnings: swearing. blood, if I've missed any sorry - check the master list. 18+ fic minors DNI. See master list for overall story themes.
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Later that night Thor found you in the library staring into the flames that roared within the fireplace. You had gone straight from Loki’s room to there, hiding and processing what had happened. You had stupidly thought you could move past the fact he didn’t tell you something as important as you were stuck here, you thought that maybe you could salvage your friendship with him, but finding him with Helena after he promised just tore your heart to shreds. Never again you told yourself. 
Loki had gone searching for you, you heard the commotion in the halls but he hadn’t bothered to check here. Thor only became worried when you hadn't turned up for dinner or to get Áedán from him and Stiorra said you weren't in your room when he had checked with her. 
Ignoring his presence, you closed your eyes willing him to leave. Instead Thor walked slowly towards you before taking a seat in one of the chairs nearby. The fire cracked and popped in the silence.
Thor leant forward, speaking softly, lest he scare you into running again. “What did he say?”
“Nothing,” you whispered, eyes still closed.
“What did he do?” Thor put a hand on your knee, trying to get you to look at him. 
You sat like that for a few minutes. Opening your eyes, you couldn't stop the tears welling as you tuned to look at Thor.
“Helena.” Was all you could utter. Not waiting for an answer you got up, leaving Thor sitting in the library.
— — — —
“What did you say to her, Loki?”
Loki stopped his pacing looking to see his brother leaning on the door frame of his main door.
“I didn't say anything. She wouldn't let me explain.”
“Then explain to me.” 
Thor turned and shut the door before making himself comfortable on one of the chairs by the fire. If he had an inkling as to what was going on between you both before, the actions he had seen tonight told him all he needed to know. His brother had fallen hard for you and you, well you no longer felt the same.  Loki walked over and sat opposite.
“Balder was in her room when I arrived after you sent me to check on her. I may have taken it too far and threatened him again-”
“-AGAIN? Loki what the hell! You know his father is one of father’s trusted advisors.” Thor leaned forward resting his arms on his knees, now clearly annoyed.
“I know, I know. She was scared and he's done it before and I-I did not think! But he managed to get to father first and…”
“You’ve fucked up.”
“Yes,” Loki looked down, not sure what else he could say.
“But how does Helena come into all this?”
Sighing, Loki pinched the bridge of his nose, unable to believe he was about to utter the words. “I have to marry her.”
“WHAT!” Thor yelled out in shock, no wonder you were angry.
“Father has decreed it, I don't think I can get out of it.” Loki had looked at the betrothal document, he couldn’t even divorce Helena.
“Then how did Friðr find out?”
“I haven't told her yet.”
“Then why is she upset?”
“Because…because I didn't realise the time. I-I had been drinking and Helena turned up this morning clearly to gloat about the news and we argued before, before I got distracted by,” gesturing with his hands not sure how else to explain it in his tired state, “and of course Helena used that as a reason to walk back out in my shirt when the mortal turned up at my door.”
“So she thinks you slept with Helena.” Loki just nodded before putting his head in his hands. “Right, let's fix this.” Thor stood bringing his hands together in a clap.
“How?” Loki said, looking at his brother.
— — — —
It had seemed like a good idea at the time when you originally agreed to participate, but waking up that morning you thought that maybe it was a bad idea. You had cried yourself to sleep the night before and now were paying for it. Skipping dinner had been another stupid idea as your stomach made its empty presence known, loudly. Groaning as you rolled out of bed you got ready anyway, no point invoking Odin’s wrath. At least Stiorra was watching Áedán in your room so you didn’t have to rush.
“Morning Stiorra,” you said walking out of the bathroom, finally dressed for the day.
“Good, you’re up. Ready for today?”
“Not really. Can I change my mind?” Giving her a pleading look as you picked up some food from the tray on the table. 
“No. Njörðr has told the Allfather he is excited to see your skills.” 
That made you drop the piece of toast you were holding. “He’s watching?” You gulped, suddenly this was definitely a very bad idea.
“Yes. Now get your boots on or you will be late,” she chided.
Walking into the training grounds you were greeted by the sounds of weapons clashing against each other as others practised some last minute drills. Noticing Loki standing with Thor, Odin and Njörðr you took a deep breath to try and calm the anxiety at seeing him churning in your stomach before quickly making your way over to Sif.
“I can’t do this,” you said as you came to stand beside her. Picking up some leather vambraces and lacing it to your arms.
“Why not? You’ve picked it up well,” she told you only to turn to face you and see the dread written all over it.
“Things aren’t the greatest right now.” You glanced around and accidentally locked eyes with Loki who was staring at you, before quickly looking away.
Sif looked in the direction you glanced in noticing who was there. “What happened?”
“I don’t want to talk about it.”
“If he hurt y-” Sif growled out.
“-He didn’t,” you interrupted. You knew if she found out that he had slept with Helena, Sif would stab him herself.
Sif just looked at you. She knew there was something you weren’t telling her, but doubted she would get anything out of you at the moment. She was going to organise a girls chat later, you usually talked more when you were both alone. 
“Grab your sword. Let’s not keep Njörðr waiting.” Winking at you before walking off.
You groaned but picked it up and followed her to where they were all standing, as you walked closer Njörðr turned around to face you.
“If it isn’t the Midgardian jewel from the Ball.” Reaching for your hand and bringing it to his lips to place a kiss on your knuckles. “It was lovely to dance with you my lady.”
“Thank you, sire,” you replied, trying not to blush at his words. 
“Njörðr, please. Odin tells me you are also participating today?”
“I am Njörðr.” He smiled at you when you said his name, you were still unsure as to why he was interested in you.
“Then I look forward to watching,” Njörðr told you, smiling, holding your gaze.
His eyes were a bright ice blue, you hadn’t been able to tell at the Ball but in the daylight they seemed to swirl like a wild ocean was contained within. It was so mesmerising that you felt lost within his gaze again. 
“Think about my offer. I will be leaving in a few days and I would love it if you would join me.”
“I will consider it Njörðr.” You smiled back. It wouldn’t hurt to go would it?
You noticed Loki glaring out of the corner of your eyes at the exchange, you also know he had noticed your short sleeve tunic today. You had purposely picked a red one just to spite him.
Sif grabbed your elbow. “We should go get ready, Your Majesty.” 
Njörðr only smiled at Sif and let your hand go. You somehow managed to blink, breaking the spell that had a hold of you allowing Sif to drag you away both grinning and quietly giggling to each other at the interaction.
— — — —
Standing opposite Sif you tried to ignore the fact that both Njörðr and Loki had their eyes firmly fixed on you.
Twirling your sword in your hand you focused on its weight while you waited for the signal to say you could start.
As soon as it blared you ran forward before sliding to your knees ready to block Sif’s overhead swing. A clang rang out as the blades hit. 
You stood spinning on your heel to meet the next attack only just stopping it in time. Pushing Sif away you swung your sword making her duck to avoid your blade, before catching your overhead swing knocking you on your back.
Rolling to your side Sif’s blade catches dirt instead of you, somehow managing to get to your feet and picking up your sword in one movement. You smiled, normally you missed your footing.
Panting you ran to try and catch Sif unguard, but she was faster than you, blocking your blade.
You both continued your dance, trying to remember every bit of advice she gave you. 
You managed to block every swing until you stupidly looked up to where Loki was sitting, catching the worried look on his face. It was the distraction you didn’t need, Sif managed to swing your legs out from under you causing you to land face first in the dirt.
Sighing you managed to roll over. “Yield.” You smiled up at Sif as she stood over you.
“Come on girl. Let's get that nosebleed fixed.” Sif laughed, holding out her hand to you.
— — — —
Sitting on the bench holding a rag to your face to stop the bleeding you closed your eyes trying to block out the image of bright green eyes full of worry. Hearing someone come to stand in front of you, you ignored them, not in the mood to deal with anyone right now.
“Are you ok?” Loki asked, his tone conveying his worry.
‘Speak of the devil and he appears’ you thought. You tried your hardest not to roll your eyes.
“It’s just a bloody nose. You of all people should know it's a regular occurrence for me here,” you replied curtly. “You’ve healed enough of them.”
“But you haven't had one in months!” 
“I was distracted.” 
“By Njörðr?” You could hear the jealousy in Loki’s tone. 
“And if I was?” Opening your eyes and lowering the rag. “You’ve got Helena to keep your bed warm. Why trouble yourself with who keeps my company.” You watched Loki’s jaw clench.
“I didn’t sleep with her,” Loki gritted out.
“Sure honey,” you sarcastically responded, standing up. “What other reason would she be in your room for?” Patting his arm and walking away.
Loki watched your retreating form seething. 
— — — —
Loki was pissed. Why was Njörðr interested in her? That’s not true, he knew why. The mortal was beautiful and smart and seemed to hold a power within that had even him wanting to know who she was.
Watching you both talk, he couldn’t stop the sneer as you laughed at something Njörðr said touching his arm. You seemed just as captivated by Njörðr as he was with you watching as you gave him doe eyed looks as he talked to you. He had overheard his father and Njörðr talking earlier about allowing the mortal to visit. Over his dead body would he allow that to happen. 
Loki hated himself for in his drunken state he had stupidly allowed Helena in his rooms. He hadn’t thought you would go looking for him though, and that one decision had ruined anything between you both. His omission about being unable to get you home was idiocy on his part, why did his father have to tell you.
You were meant to be sparing Fandral next. Loki wondered if his friend wanted a break. Getting up he made his way over, if you weren’t going to talk to him maybe Loki would make you.
— — — —
“What one do you think I should use?” Turning to Sif holding out the weapons. “Dagger or sword?”
“Whichever you prefer.” Eying the weapons Sif knew Loki had swapped with Fandral but didn’t want to tell you, it would be the excuse you needed to leave.
“Ok, which does Fandral hate the most.”
Sif thought for a moment. You had been getting better in your training, but which would be easier with Loki. “Daggers.”
Putting the sword back you sheathed the daggers and walked over. Still angry about Loki, you promised yourself to not let him distract you this time. Looking up to smile at Fandral your face fell as you came face to face with Loki.
“What are you doing here?”
“I’m sparing you.”
“No you’re not!” Turning around to walk away as the horn blared.
“Come on now. Why ruin the show.” 
“Because I don't particularly want to see your face.” You stopped refusing to turn back around.
“Come now mortal. Where’s your sense of adventure?” Loki said in a mocking tone. “I’ll be nice.”
“Nice? Is that what you call it!” you shouted unsheathing your daggers and turning around. “I’m done being nice Loki!”
His eyes widened at the look on your face, daggers appearing in his hands.
Loki met your charge, blocking it. You were angry and it showed in your movements.
You swung and stabbed making Loki realise maybe he shouldn’t have pushed your buttons.
Taking a defence stance, he met every swing of your weapon with his. The sounds of them meeting rang out.
A loud clang rang out as you both managed to block each other's attack. 
“Red was an interesting choice.”
Another clash as you blocked his dagger.
“You like? I picked it just for you,” you panted out sarcastically. 
Swinging out a hand Loki managed to dodge your blade.
“I think it would look better in pieces on the floor,” Loki snarled out.
— — — —
Fandral leant across to Sif. “They are going to stab each other aren’t they?”
“I think so.” Sif looked on in horror. This might have been a bad idea.
“Who decided on this?” Thor spoke from behind them pointing between you and Loki in the arena.
“It was Loki’s idea,” Fandral said, turning to face Thor.
“She found him with Helena in his rooms yesterday.” Thor just looked at his friend.
“She’s going to kill him,” Sif exclaimed, realising that this was a very very bad idea.
— — — —
You managed to block another attack from Loki but he somehow managed to trap your other arm as you swung at him.
“Fucks sake, let me go.” Trying to pull your arm away.
“We need to talk.” Loki blocked a swing from your free arm.
“No we don’t.” Giving up and kicking his shin making Loki free your arm.
You tried to walk backwards away from Loki but you lost your footing falling onto your back hard, winding you. Trying to catch your breath you stood back up to face him.
“Please.” 
The pleading look on his face made you stop. This was a game to him, it had to be. Your feelings were nothing to him. At that moment you made a decision, one you would come to regret. You were done, Helena could have him.
“Yield,” you said, throwing the daggers on the ground at Loki’s feet before turning and walking away.
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michelleleewise · 1 year
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**Hi I have a idea can you do a Loki and yn pov for me where y/n is Tony’s stark little sister and her and Loki have been secretly dating for a while and the team goes into Loki’s room and she is in Loki’s bed (awake) and Loki is getting dressed and there relationship gets exposed . Can you add some dirty morning talk to it please. I have a feeling it would make a great story.**
@obsessedwithtomhiddleston I hope I do this justice for you!!! Thank you sending this to me!!! 😁😁💚💚
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What He Doesn't Know...
Pairing: Avenger Loki x female reader
Warnings: secret relationship, pining, innuendos, mild smut (not graphic), denied orgasm, bit of angst, all the fluff
Summary: you and loki had been sneaking around for awhile, unbeknownst to your big brother, until one day the secret is out.
A/n-grapics by @harlequin-hangout
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You bit your lip, watching Loki stride into the lab in all his regal glory. His impossibly long legs bringing him closer to you, feeling heat rise in your cheeks thinking about the strength hiding just beneath the layers of leather and metal, the muscles of his strong thighs flexing with each step making you remember last night, the way he came to your room bringing you to for bring over and over until you saw stars.
"Hello darling." He purred, snapping you out of your trance as you looked up into his deep green eyes "h..hey Loki." You smiled "oh dear, are you feeling quite well? You seem....flushed." He said leaning forward pressing the back of his hand to your forehead, the touch of his skin making you tingle. "Y..yes I'm fine, I just had a long night." You smiled as his hand slid across your skin leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake as he tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear "I do hope it wasn't anything to...strenuous." He smiled, his pearl white teeth shining under the florescent lights. "Loki, i..." you started when door behind you opened.
"Hey sis, reindeer games what are you doing here?" Tony asked setting his coffee down "I found myself in need of stimulation, so I thought I would ask the lady here if she required any assistance but I do believe she has fallen ill Stark." Loki said, pulling his eyes from you looking at Tony. "Sis, is that true? Are you not feeling well?" He asked looking at you "you do seem a bit pale." He said "I'm fine!" You huffed clearing your throat "she is quite warm, I think she may need to lie down." Loki smirked looking back at you "yeah I have to agree, take the day off sis." Tony said sipping his coffee "but, i.." he cut you off raising his hand "no buts, go get some rest I'll see you tomorrow." He said walking off into the lab.
"Well, it seems you are free for the rest of the day." Loki smiled leaning on the table "loki, he's going to figure it out." You said sternly slipping your lab coat off "He may be a genius here on Midgard, but I assure he isn't that bright my dear." Loki said "and what is going to happen when he does hm?" You snarked raising an eyebrow at him "I wouldn't worry too much about that, besides what he doesn't know won't hurt him." Loki smiled walking with you to the door. "Now, allow me to nurse you back to health, I have just the thing to help you feel...rejuvenated." he purred holding his arm out. You looked back seeing tony engrossed in his latest project "you win this time laufeyson." You smiled looping your arm around his as he lead you into the hall.
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"Y/n...ahhh...i...I yield! P..please.." Loki moaned, one hand gripping the bed post while the other balled the sheet beneath him in his fist. You knew after the fourth loay orgasm he was about to explode, but you just couldn't resist. "does my prince wish for...release." you purred holding your hips to his unmoving as you smiled down at him watching his chest rise and fall with each breath, his heart racing under your fingertips as you braced yourself on top of him "p..please y/n....yes..." he panted, his voice strained with his arousal, his eyes screwed shut as you lifted up beginning to rock back and forth "open those gorgeous eyes for me handsome." You panted, picking up your pace as his eyes met yours sending a jolt through you.
You flopped down on the bed, wiping the sweat from your forehead looking over at Loki, his cheeks red and flushed "so...you were saying?" You panted rolling to your side facing him. You watched him turn his head looking into your eyes, a softness in them you hadn't seen before filled them as he rolled over facing you "no one has ever made me surrender to them..." he trailed off running his long finger along your collar bone "but, I will always yield to you my love." He smiled leaning forward gently kissing you when your phone rang on the nightstand. "I should probably head to the lab." You said laying back down. "Yes, and I have a meeting with stark today regarding our last mission." Loki said pulling the blankets off of him, your face heating up as you studied his bare form, licking your lips thinking about how much you would love to sink your teeth into those thighs.
You shifted onto your stomach, watching as he walked into the closet coming back with a pair of black sweatpants you watched him step into them slowly pulling them up his long legs "Darling, you know..." he was cut off by the door opening, both of your eyes shooting to it "Horns, your late for our..." Tony trailed off, looking at the scene in front of him "Stark, have you not heard of knocking?" Loki snapped stepping between you and Tony shielding you. "Y/n...what are you doing here?" Tony asked side stepping him "and with him!" He yelled as Loki stepped in front of him again "Stark, I think there is a better time to discuss this." Loki said sternly as you sat up gripping the blanket to you. "Confrence room, ten minutes...both of you." Tony said turning and leaving.
You heard the door close with a loud clock as loki turned to look at you "are you alright love?" He asked stepping towards the bed. "Yeah he...what are we going to do?" You asked looking up at him. "We will need to tell him y/n, I'm afraid there is no way around it this time." He said slipping a shirt on as you found your clothes getting dressed "but if he...what if sends you away, or fires me, or..." you trailed off feeling the bed dip next to you, Loki's arm wrapping around your shoulder "no my love, he can't keep us apart. I will find a way to keep us together." He reassured you, kissing your temple. You nodded, slipping your shoes on as Loki stood holding his hand out to you "well, let us get this over with." He smiled. You linked your fingers with his pulling yourself up as he guided you to the door, opening it for you. Taking a deep breath you prepared for what was about to go down.
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You walked hand in hand with Loki into the conference room seeing the entire team sat around the table as they all looked up at you "ok they're here, what's this about Tony?" Nat asked sitting back. "I called you all here to discuss.." you cut tony off walking to the front of the room "He wanted to let you all know about me and Loki." You said squeezing his hand seeing everyone looking at you. "Y/n, you can't be with him." Tony said crossing his arms "and why not?" You asked glaring at him "because.." Tony snapped back "yeah....why not?" Nat asked looking between you "I agree, I see no problem." Thor added as the rest of the team started mumbling their aggreance.
Tony sighed shaking his head "no sister of mine is going to date a homicidal lunatic." Tony said sternly. "Well then, I quit." You said gripping Loki's hand tighter "Darling, i.." loki started when you threw your hand up "I quit this company and i quit this family." You said waving between you and Tony "y/n, don't be ridiculous." Tony argued "no, if you can't accept my decision that has nothing to do with you I quit." You said sternly "now if you'll excuse me i need to go pack my desk." You said pulling Loki with you hearing the room errupt in arguing behind you. "I'm not sure that was a good idea love." Loki said pulling you back to him.
You looked up into his eyes smiling "do you love me Loki." You asked playing with the buttons of his shirt "more then anything." He said smiling back at you "then that's all I need, will you help me pack?" You asked "absolutely love." He said kissing your forehead. You made it to the lab, grabbing a couple of boxes you began packing everything, smiling when Loki whipped you around wrapping his arms around you "so...what say you we have one last tryst on this desk hmm?" He purred lifting you up genlty placing you on the now bare desk "lokiii...stop." you laughed as he leaned down kissing your neck "remember our first time...I had come down looking for stark and you were all alone.." he whispered against your skin, stepping between your parted legs
"The way your hair had slipped from your delicate pony tale." He said "the strap of your tank top dangerously close to sliding down your beautiful shoulder." He said kissing your collar bone. "Loki, i.." you were cut off by someone clearing their throat, looking over seeing Tony in the doorway. "Rei...Loki, could I please speak to my sister alone for a second?" He asked walking inside as Loki looked at you. You nodded kissing his cheek "if you need me I will be right outside...stark." He nodded to Tony walking into the hallway. "Listen sis..." you cut him off standing up "Tony, I don't want to hear it ok, just..." he cut you off "please, just listen for a second." He said leaning on the desk "ok fine, what Tony?" You asked crossing your arms
"You are right, it's not my business who you date. And whether I like him or not, It isn't my place to say anything so....I'm sorry." Tony said looking down "Well, Thank you Tony. But like I said of it's going to be an issue..." he cut you off again "y/n, your my sister and I love you. Nothing is going to change that, not even a crazy alien prince." He said laughing "I'd like you to stay, please." Tony said stepping forward. You smiled, wrapping your arms around him "thank you Tony." You said hugging him. "He's gonna be around alot more now huh?" He asked making you laugh "I love him Tony, so yes." You smiled seeing him nod "and he loves you?" He asked. "He does yes." You smiled "and he treats you well?" He asked holding your hand "better then I ever have been." You said "good, I wouldn't want to kill him." He said making you both laugh
"you could try." You heard Loki say as he walked back in, wrapping his arm around your shoulder "I'm staying Loki." You said seeing him smile "that is good to hear, you have a beautiful mind love." He said kissing your temple "loki.." Tony said holding his hand out "Stark.." Loki nodded grabbing his hand "take care of her yeah?" He said shaking his hand "I always will." Loki said looking into your eyes. "Well, I'll leave you two to it, I'll see you in the morning y/n." Tony said walking out. You looked up at Loki smiling "now, about the desk..." you winked as Loki leaned down kissing you deeply
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lokischambermaid · 1 year
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A God Can Hold His Liquor - Part 35: The Cottage
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Summary: You arrive at Loki’s secret hiding place and engage in a passionate romp. You continue to test yourself and your new abilities, much to Loki’s chagrin, as he tells you more about the quantum realm and the abilities of The Oracle who you meet tomorrow (aka Part 36).
Pairing: Loki x Female Reader
Words: 2,300
Warnings: Smut, strong language, some self-inflicted harm.
Contains: Smut, comfort, bants.
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*** You felt coarse black hair under your fingers. You stroked it gently.
Loki’s hair is rougher than I remember. Gotta conjure my man some Midgardian conditioner.
You heard a chuckle, which sounded like it came from behind you. You frowned, confused.
It had been two hours to the rock pool from the palace. Talking to Loki, holding his hand and listening to him talk about Asgard, it felt like no time at all. The forest created a shaded canopy for much of your walk, with welcome pockets of sunshine warming you for short bursts. Loki had planned your journey so would reach the rock pool by mid-afternoon and have a light snack before continuing. She may be registering higher on the soul forge, he thought to himself, but she still requires regular sustenance to remain well. She is still my little mortal.
After your swim-and-freak-out-over-blue-Loki-then-fuck-him-senseless break in the rock pool, you continued to walk through the forest.
“It’s not far now, love. We’ll make our way to the transport, then onto the cottage,” Loki had told you. “We will be there long before nightfall.”
Your pace slowed and you asked him for a piggy-back, a phrase foreign to Asgard. “You’re comparing me to a swine?” He cast you a sideways glance, flashing you the incredulous look of mock offence you had grown to love. You explained it to him, and snorted a laugh as he squatted down, hands on his knees, bracing for the impact of you landing on his back.
“Hey, thought I was light as goose feather.”
“You were, but perhaps you weigh more after the revelations of the soul forge.”
“Huh? What does – you know what, never mind…”
His hands hooked under your knees and secured you in place, your chest resting against his back, your cheek in the side of his neck. Predictably, you had fallen asleep. And now, here you were, on Loki’s back, stroking his hair…. Which felt extremely dry and thick.
Your senses returned to you as you woke. The strong scent of hay and ammonia reminded you of the countryside.
That wasn’t Loki’s hair.
You sat upright, only making it so far before you stopped by some invisible… seatbelt?
“Shhhh shhh shhh love, just a moment…”
You heard the unbuckling of metal and the scent of leather. You felt a strong arm around your waist, pulling you back into him, shuffling on the saddle and making room for you to sit comfortably in front of him. Sitting upright now, you could see the large black mare you were riding.
“Loki, we’re – we’re on a fucking horse.”
“Yes, love. You remained asleep when we reached my handler, so we simply allowed you to lay forward, with your head in the crook of her neck. We secured the leather straps around your middle, twice, and attached them at the front end of the saddle. I assure you, you were perfectly safe. And my eyes have barely left you.”
Your hand rested on his right hand, at the front of the saddle. “God you’re sweet, Lokes. Thank you. For looking after me. But… your handler? So someone saw me conked out?”
A laugh rumbled from his chest. “He found it incredibly endearing. He asked if they sleep a lot. Midgardians.”
“Oh, right. Like I’m a rare exotic pet or something.”
“You’re not a pet. But you’re my little pet.” He stroked your hair.
You hummed into his touch, closing your eyes.
“We’re close to the cottage, love. Not long now.”
Ten minutes later, your mare slowed in front of a small wooden lodge in a clearing. The horse happily trotted off at Loki’s instruction and grazed on the grass surrounding your new abode. Inside, the small home sat bathed in a century of dust. It disappeared with a flick of Loki’s hand and a flash of green, the white pots glistening where they hung over the kitchen in the open-planned space. Loki felt his heart pound in the silence.
“So… you are going to tell me what you think, I presume?”
You walked around the space, gawping at a piece of artwork hanging from the wall. It looked like runes. Was it runes? Probably. “I mean…. it’s… cozy!”
He wore a pout-frown, which you noticed when you turned around. “You hate it. Understandable. It is small, and a stark contrast to the palace and the life to which you have grown accustomed.” He walked to you, his lips tugging into a smile, one that broke into a toothy grin when he walked behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. A whisper in your ear. “I used to live here. When I was… as you might say on Midgard, a teen.”
“This was your home?”
“For a summer and two winters. While I was training with The Oracle. Mother sent me.”
“Let me guess, it was around the time you were becoming a bit of a handful?”
You felt a kiss on your cheek, your back pressed to his chest. “You think too little of me darling. It was at my behest. I was here only under the guise that mother sent me.”
“So Odin wouldn’t know you wanted to study magic?”
“Precisely. The Oracle is… not a sorceress, per say. Though she has access to information others do not.”
“Alright, this sounds heavy. I’m putting the kettle on.” You wriggled out of Loki’s loving embrace, eliciting a chuckle from him as you found a stove-top pewter kettle and filled it in the deep white ceramic sink.
“So you’ve never had anyone over here? Like a date or anyone?”
“No love.”
“It’s sort of like… your holiday home.”
He cocked his head. “I suppose so.”
Loki pinched the fingers of his leather gloves, pulling them off his long elegant hands. He continued to talk as the kettle boiled.
“You must know about The Oracle. Firstly, she is telepathic. Very important.”
“So obviously we can’t use our inside voices when we see her.”
“Yes. She also has the gift of precognition.”
“So she’s psychic.”
“Not exactly. She is able to peer into the quantum realm and observe possible outcomes.”
“Well, we can all do that. Get yourself a good meditation on YouTube and job’s a good ‘un. Oh! YouTube’s an app. Its – ”
“Visual moving images, yes yes, I am well versed in Midgardian technology, believe it or not. I have visited your realm.”
“Yeah well you were kinda busy blowing things up, and I’m pretty sure you don’t have an iPhone, so.” You shrugged, your palms flat against the oak countertops. Loki stalked towards you dramatically, reminiscent of his energy in the cell, minus the threat but oozing gravitas.
“You are telling me you have the ability to peer into the quantum.” He tilted his chin down, his eyes piercing your soul.
“What, like it’s hard?” You grinned, quoting a film Loki definitely absolutely couldn’t possible have heard of. “No, I mean – there are infinite possibilities, right? There’s a reality where I’m…. I dunno, a mystical powerful queen… maybe a murderous villain… or a Midgardian office worker. AND a reality where I’m fucking you. Which is the reality we’re in right now. All the possibilities exist. What I’m saying is, how do we know she’s not bullshitting? Just making stuff up?”
“Because…” His rich voice vibrated through you as he walked behind you, his hands resting on your shoulders. He whispered into your ear, causing you to shiver. “She can observe which outcome has the most weight. A thicker thread of fate, if you will. The outcome most likely to occur. Destiny, some may say.”
You turned, inches from him. “But that fucks with free will.”
He raised his eyebrows, impressed with your knowledge. “Precisely, yes. That’s why the threads change. She has the ability to observe which timeline is the most likely outcome, taking into consideration our current choices.”
“Hang on, so – she can see what path we’re on?”
“That’s a lovely way to put it.” His palm smoothed down over your hair. The kettle started to whistle, pouring out steam into the kitchen space. “She also holds knowledge about the Jotuns, and she deeply understands theories such as The Trifecta. And immortality. She might understand what’s happening to you. Once we know that, we can decide how best to keep it from Odin.” He brushed the backs of his fingers down your cheek. The kettle continued to whistle. He removed it from the stove. When he turned back, you sat on the countertop, reaching over to the kettle.
“Love!” He reached for your wrist but failed to stop you from pressing the pad of your index finger to the side of the kettle. You hissed and recoiled in pain, clutching your hand into you.
“Ice. You need ice.” He closed his eyes and inhaled, his face and hands turning blue in front of you. He opened his eyes. Blood red at the center. And bright white in the usual places. You had never seen eyes so captivating. Still you shook your head.
“No, I’m fine.” You held up your index finger. “See. It didn’t burn me. It didn’t even burn off my fingerprint.”
He held your hand in his, frowning. The cold of his skin was soothing. It felt pleasant. Not the burning sensation of ice. But the pleasant coolness of frozen vegetables wrapped in a tea towel, ready to soothe a bruise.
He squinted. “You did this on purpose.”
“Yeah.”
“You’re testing yourself.”
“Mmm hmm.”
“You mustn’t.”
“Why?”
“It’s not safe.”
“But I have you. Ice, and magic.”
He frowned in concern.
“It didn’t hurt, Loki. I mean, it did at first. But it didn’t burn into my skin. Like when you told me about burning yourself, the skin layers, remember? The pain went away after ten seconds. Just like it does with you.”
He closed his eyes in sympathy, fluttering them open to find your hand and press your fingertips to his lips. His skin faded back to its milky Asgardian shade as he opened his eyes. “Be careful, my love. Please. This is still a very delicate situation. The actions you take may impact the changes to your lifespan. Risks. Like this.”
You nodded. “I’m sorry, Lokes. I’ll be careful.”
He stood in front of you as you sat in the countertop, your legs wrapping around his hips and urging him forward. He rested his head on your chest. He felt your fingertips through his hair, quietly groaning at the sensation of your nails raking lightly over his scalp. He breathed deeply into the sensation, his eyes closed as his lips found the bare skin of your chest. Your nails dragged over the back of his neck now, coaxing an animalistic groan from his lips when you dug deeply into his flesh. His lips explored your cleavage in hot, passionate kisses. He pulled down the teal blue material covering one breast and engorged his mouth over your nipple, his tongue circling the bud as he continued to moan into your skin.
You felt yourself becoming slick, and wrapped your legs harder around him, locking your ankles in place. You bucked against him as he moved his attentions to your other nipple, circling his tongue, with a firm hand on your mid-back. You dug your nails into his neck, forcing another moan from him.
The material of your gown pooled around your hips as you leaned back, exposing your legs to the feeling of bare skin on leather. Your hands rested on the cold metal armor of his shoulders. Your legs gripping the leather of his tunic, the scent and sound driving you feral. You continued to thrust your hips into him. Your desperation made his cock twitch with need.
“Jotun form?” You gasped.
“No.” He looked up, smirking. “I don’t relish the possibility of ejaculating from my hip.”
“It’s hot.” You urged.
“It’s revolting.”
“Asgardian it is then. Let’s keep it old-fashioned.”
Loki pushed you back onto the countertop and hoisted your leg over his shoulder, diving into your center with his tongue. No formalities. No warmup. Just pure, lustful need as his tongue lapped at your clit and he pumped two fingers inside of you. You writhed under him, arching your back and finding it impossible to stay in one place. His flattened palm rested on your stomach, fingers spread. “Shhhh little one. Be good for me. Can you be good for me?” Loki correctly interpreted your incoherent mumbling as affirmative.
He continued his pleasure until you were pleading. He would start and stop, build then relax, never letting you further than approaching your peak. When he was certain you were ready, he scooped one hand behind your head and the other behind your back, lifting you up to sitting. He fumbled with his leather slacks, hands trembling, releasing his cock which was practically throbbing with need.
“Baby…” you whispered in sympathy, placing a hand on the base of him. You kissed him tenderly, as you moved your hand to the tip of his cock and rubbed your thumb over the sensitive tip. His stomach flexed and his body juddered at the contact.
“Your pleasure, love.” He kissed your neck. “This is about your pleasure.” He reached down and circled your clit, before entering you slowly, gently and gradually. He thrust in and out of you languidly, holding the back of your head softly and placing more kisses around your neck, collarbone and chest. When you were gasping, he focused his fingers on your most sensitive bud and continued until you burst, your juices covering his hand as you felt tingling heat in every cell of your body. His thrusts became ragged until he growled his climax, continuing the movement of his hips in sloppy assaults.
He rested his forehead on yours. “I love you, darling. Gods, I love you.”
“I love you, baby.”
He held you in his arms.
You weren’t privy to the soul forge’s data in that moment.
If you were, you would have seen the lifespan counter tick even further upwards.
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xalygatorx · 4 months
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Worthy (2015) | Chapter 9, "Better"
Disappearing sporadically in public spaces quickly becomes Cora Dempsey's least concerning problem when suddenly she captures the attention of the forming Avengers Initiative, the World Security Council, and Asgard's fallen prince all in one week. And the universe is only just getting started with her.
Worthy is a slow-burn SFW Marvelverse (films) romance between Loki and a female OC. For additional details on what canon is used, see the Prologue post.
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Summary: Loki and Cora arrive back at the warehouse from California. Coulson arrives to detain Cora. Loki chooses a side. Cora is faced with a potentially fatal ultimatum back at SHIELD headquarters.
Pairing: Loki x Fem!OC
Warnings: None.
Word Count: 3.4k
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"Where's the hammer?"
"Where do you think?"
"Um, not here?"
"Well, you are not wrong…," Loki admitted a little exasperatedly, glancing toward the dusty warehouse ceiling with little interest as he felt Cora step away from his side, which caused her to become entirely visible once more. He'd used his seithr to get them back undetected and still wore it until a moment later when he allowed the magic to drop from his form.
Cora frowned up at him with a bit of an apprehensive expression. "Did it get called back up?" she asked.
Loki flashed back to the hammer blasting through the wall and glanced at the hole he'd been dragged through, which Cora had yet to turn around and notice. "Quite."
She followed his gaze and her eyes widened. "Holy sh—"
"Indeed," he murmured indifferently.
Cora frowned as she pondered the development, remembering the fact that she could wield Mjolnir was the only reason he'd taken her with him in the first place, and was also the only reason he had kept her from SHIELD's grasp. She hesitantly worked up the nerve to ask, "So, now what?"
Loki blinked down at her, as if it hadn't already occurred to him that her usefulness had waned. He was about to say something when his attention was redirected toward the garage door down the aisle, his eyes narrowing at it.
He raised his hand to silently shush Cora—who was on the verge of asking what was wrong—as he walked slowly toward the end of the room, murmuring for her to stay put while he investigated. She stayed where she was, not knowing what had spurred on his little prowl in the first place. It was only when a shadow appeared through the hole in the wall that she realized what might've caught his interest.
"Hello again." Cora jolted in surprise and looked over, seeing the thin-haired, smiling man from weeks prior, Phil Coulson, stepping through the gap with his hands in the pockets of his steel-colored dress pants.
She instinctively started to bolt, but two of the armored agents accompanying him raised their assault rifles, aiming them at her. The lasers flickered red at certain angles from the scopes, their disjointed beams dancing over her heart and head.
She froze and looked to Phil, who appeared apologetic. "We've been put in a tough spot, Cora. If you don't come with us this time, things might turn ugly."
"I guessed that from the guns," she quipped softly, pursing her lips. She felt dazed from the shock of the ambush, not snapping out of it until she was being grabbed by two more agents in black armored SWAT suits, one on each side. Her visibility became a bit unstable for a few seconds and it was only then that she glanced toward Loki, who she saw standing precisely where he'd been moments ago, unmoving.
She would never admit it, but she was hoping beyond hope that he'd help her. For the first time in the longest time and without her permission, she felt vulnerable and hated how her expression crumpled when he remained where he was, his features as indifferent as ever as he watched them drag her off and then disappeared beneath his magic's shield.
The plainest form of what Cora felt was betrayal. It made little sense for her to feel that way, but she'd let herself get in too deep with this would-be king. Her jaw clenched a bit as the agents hauled her out, past Coulson and the archer-agent she'd seen days ago. She hid the weird myriad of things she was feeling rather well as someone tucked her head under the doorframe of a Humvee outside, the blistering heat managing to make its way inside the military vehicle despite the blasts of air conditioning from the front.
Cora watched reservedly as the agents filed into the back with her, the bowman finally introducing himself. "Agent Clint Barton," he said brusquely without much explanation except a look of approval from Phil. When she arched a brow at them, Clint elaborated, "Agent Coulson thought it was rude that I didn't introduce myself last time."
"I said it wasn't exactly helpful," Phil corrected kindly. "Familiarization and all that—"
"What do you want from me?" Cora gritted, her arms crossed tightly over her chest.
Phil sighed, his smile faltering a little. "To help. That's what we've been trying to explain to you all along. It's just become more…crucial that we talk things out now."
"Why?" she asked warily. "What's going on?"
"I'll explain everything when we get to headquarters."
"No way, you can't pull that kind of ambiguity on me and then say we'll talk about it later," she snapped before frowning and backing down a little. "At least a hint?"
"It's a matter of life and death," Clint said bluntly.
Cora's brow furrowed. "Mine?"
"Yes," Phil relinquished with an apologetic frown.
"Well… Fuck," Cora muttered.
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The Humvee rolled to a stop several hours later, cuing Phil and Clint to get up from their seats. Phil got out first, followed by Cora, and then Clint, then the other two agents who had been riding along in the back with them. She glanced around the underground garage briefly as she followed the SHIELD agents, the lot of them making a bit of a ring around her. Did they really think she intended to strike up a fight? She wouldn't stand a chance. The only true defense she might've had to her name had already bailed on her in seconds flat.
Logically, she shouldn't have been surprised. He was from another world, endeavoring to gain a throne on said world, was openly intending to use her for her talents from the get-go, and had not once referred to her by name. All signs pointed to extreme ostracism of her while the rest simply didn't make sense now, apart from perhaps it all being a ploy to earn her favor and trust. That was what the emotional side of her was holding onto. She'd honestly thought they were getting somewhere; as allies at the very least.
Wrong, she thought simply with a frown. It bothered her more than she would've liked, but he wasn't her concern anymore. She was the one who was in danger. A lab rat at last.
The pair led her into what looked to be a conference room made mostly of glass and black leather, giving it a very modern look. She noticed that the backup agents had left their company, narrowing it down to just the three of them apart from the man already in the room, looking out the enormous glass windows.
Before he even turned around, she knew who he was, recognized him from a few news stories and public announcements she'd seen around the time of the New Mexico incident. Tall, sturdily built, wearing a long black trench coat, with an eyepatch over his left eye: Director of SHIELD, Nick Fury.
He nodded to her, glancing toward the window panes warily before walking toward the long conference table and pressing a button before he sat down, which caused shaded panels to slowly descend over the window. "Too sunny for you, sir?" Coulson smiled, seeming to take a jab at Fury's dark demeanor as he pulled Cora's chair out for her and then sat down, himself, Clint doing the same.
"I'm not so much worried about the view as I am about being viewed," he replied informatively, his voice deep and matter-of-fact.
Phil and Clint seemed to understand, but Cora was left as the odd one out, which she didn't take well to under normal circumstances. "Viewed by who? No one could possibly—"
"These windows double as communication screens, Miss Dempsey," he explained and while he did give her an answer, she didn't appreciate the interruption. "It wouldn't be the first time the system was overrode and we were put on surveillance."
"Then again, Stark did that as a power play to get up our asses," Clint admitted with a very subtle smirk on his usually stoic features. "Not sure even the higher-ups know how to do that."
Fury's attention was still on Cora. "You know why you're here by now, I assume?" he asked directly.
"Because I'm a freak," Cora murmured with a biting tone. Phil frowned at her words, but she didn't divert her dark gaze from Fury.
"Because our superiors see you as a threat, actually," Fury corrected her calmly, leaning forward a little in his chair. "Before it was because we wanted you in our ranks, but that ship has sailed."
"I'm so torn up about it," she retorted bravely and there was a heavy pause before Fury actually cracked a smile, Phil and Clint soon to follow.
"I can tell," Fury volleyed back before saying with his businesslike tone restored, "First thing's first, your grandmother is just fine. Still at your uncle—"
"What?" Cora blurted out, her eyes wide with shock. "What do you mean, he told me she—"
"That was an effort to bring you out of hiding. It was easy to hack his phone and send you a message about a funeral that was happening that day. We would've intervened immediately had you gone in and discovered the truth, but you didn't, which gave us more time to ease into this."
"Well, glad I could be a fucking help," she muttered very fast and very sarcastically before demanding, "Do you realize what you put me through? Are you all even human?!"
"We did," Phil sighed, looking over at her. "It was a last resort and we were getting desperate."
"Why were you getting desperate, it's not like I was doing anything horrible or even illegal!"
"Because there is a death warrant on your head," Fury said pointedly, which caused her to stop and listen. "I'm supposed to have eliminated you already, but we're instead trying to come up with a compromise that won't bring the World Security Council down on all our heads."
"World Sec—why are they involved? I flashed out of sight at a park and a subway station, there are people in those parts who flash in other much more traumatizing manners, shouldn't that be more of a concern?"
"It wasn't the disappearing act you pulled, it was the thing with the hammer. It scared them and now they don't want to deal with someone apart from the Asgardian god we already have as our ally being able to use an invincible weapon. Who was the man you were seen with at the church?"
"Old friend from the area who stopped by to comfort me about a lie you used just to put me in a position that would get me killed," she lied reflexively, doing so seamlessly.
"If we hadn't resorted to that, you'd already be dead," Clint said firmly, bringing an end to the debate. It did the job because Cora backed down, raking a hand through her hair and consequentially pulling out her hair tie, just putting it on her wrist instead as she shook her head slowly. "What?"
"This is just…insane," she said and her voice sounded tired now, sapped of her usual ferocity.
"It is," Phil agreed thoughtfully. "But we're working to fix it. Just, please, cooperate. For all our sakes."
Cora glanced at him and smirked though the expression was weak. "Me being here is me cooperating. Where else would I go?"
"Good," Director Fury declared with finality as he stood up, Phil and Clint following suit. "Agent Barton, would you escort Miss Dempsey to where she will be staying until we reach a final plan of action? Agent Coulson, I'd like to speak to you privately."
"Yes, sir," both agents said at once. Cora stood up and walked out of the conference room with Clint, glancing briefly over her shoulder just before the door shut behind her.
Phil turned to Fury questioningly as the director stared down at the call box on the table. "Sir?"
Fury frowned a little as he turned to look at Phil. "You've done some extensive research on the crash of the Valkyrie. Correct?" he asked slowly, knowing he was going out on a limb with this backup plan if the World Security Council didn't sway the way he wanted them to on Cora's "sentence."
"Silly question," Phil noted, considering the ties the superbomber had to his childhood idol, Captain America. "Yes, I have, mostly on whim. The field agents and biochemists on Level 5 mostly dealt with all that after it was discovered in the Arctic. But… Why do you ask?"
"Because our options are few and far between," Fury admitted, looking weary. She wasn't the only "issue" he was dealing with at present; the world had been turning gradually more volatile as of late, with news of extraterrestrials and the like spreading through the proverbial grapevines.
"I don't understand."
Fury was prepared to elaborate when the communication pad began to beep in low tones, the windows glassing over with loading icons. Taking a deep breath and glancing toward Phil, Fury raised the shades and answered the call.
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Cora stood under the hot cascade of the shower, fiercely scrubbing product into her hair with reckless abandon. As soon as Clint had pointed out the adjoining bathroom to her small living quarters, her mood had been lifted, if only a smidgen. Her only regret was not finger-combing through her locks before rubbing in the shampoo; it was a disastrous mess of tangles now, but she still couldn't care less. She was clean, dammit.
She smirked a little at the joy she found in the simple indulgence, the expression fading slowly when she raised her hand to run through her hair as she rinsed out the suds, and the bold tattoo on her wrist caught her eye. An unanswered question; inked into her skin and embedded into her mind. It was her name, Loki had said, but how had she known how to write it? None of it made sense. Another thing that didn't make much sense was why she'd protected Loki when he'd not lifted a single finger to aid her.
Cora soon shut off the water and pulled the dark blue towel she'd been supplied with from over the chrome doorframe. Wrapping it around herself, she pressed against the door until it popped open and stepped out, shutting the steamy glass panel behind her. It was amazing how much of a difference a shower could make in her attitude.
On the edge of the simple full-sized bed near the center of the opposite wall was a folded set of clothes, given that hers had been on her back for a few days now. Cora picked them up curiously, finding that it was a femininely tailored SHIELD uniform. With a small huff at the irony, she dropped her towel and put it all on, boots included. She stole a glance at herself in the reflection off the window as she dried her hair off. Phil would be proud; she wore it well.
That was confirmed when Agent Barton came back to get her to escort her to the conference room, seeing as Fury had gotten an answer apparently much faster than anyone had expected. She'd opened the door after Clint had knocked and the sniper-archer had greeted her with a brow-raise of approval. "Suits you."
"Thanks," she murmured as they began their trek down the hallway, soon arriving outside the door.
They walked in and Phil smiled at her, commenting, "It's really too bad we couldn't figure something out sooner. You look kickass in uniform."
The man actually caused her to genuinely smile, which dimmed a bit when she saw Fury's look of forced composure. "Well, go on," she murmured reluctantly, the suspense putting her more on edge than knowing the actual outcome would. Or so she thought.
Fury cleared his throat and murmured, "They're not letting up on the warrant. They still believe you are too dangerous to be 'running loose.' To be kept alive."
"So, are you going to do it or is Robin Hood over here going to do the honors?" Cora snapped quietly before frowning and murmuring an apology to Clint for her undeserved slam, who just shook his head and clapped a sympathetic hand against her shoulder. When she turned her gaze back to Fury, he looked conflicted. "There's more, right?"
"There's another option. The one we're going to engage if you’re willing."
"Which would be…?" Cora encouraged, starting to hope a little.
Fury clenched his jaw a little before asking, "Do you know much about Steve Rogers? About Captain America?"
"I mean… I met him outside Clarkdale a few days ago… Apart from that and the bits of World War II propaganda I've seen him on, not really."
"Well, most of it has been kept fairly confidential since Red Skull made an attempt at terrorism and succeeded in taking the lives of so many beforehand, using the Tesseract…"
"What's that?"
"It's basically a cube of raw energy," Phil supplied calmly, though for the first time she noticed that the worry lines on his face were more prominent than usual.
Fury placed his hands behind his back and paced toward the head of the table, continuing, "To stop Red Skull's superbomber craft—the Valkyrie—from carrying out its purpose, Steve crashed it into the Arctic. He and the ship were entirely encapsulated in ice. He was only rediscovered seventy years when we went to recover the ship, the Tesseract, thanks to Stark, and, by total surprise, Steve Rogers, as well. Alive."
"And what you're saying is…what, exactly?" she asked with a bit of an impatient gesture, though she already had a feeling where this was going, angry little butterfly-like sensations teeming in her stomach.
"The World Security Council won't tolerate your freedom. They've found something they can control in this new era of non-control and they seem desperate for some power. They want you dead. However, we ended up coming to a compromise: we're going to put you in a deep freeze until this misunderstanding is cleared up."
"I'd rather you blow my head off right here," Cora noted, her stomach turning over at the thought of being slowly frozen solid with just a sliver of hope that she might walk free again, fully aware of what was happening but unable to do a thing about it.
"These are our only options, they wouldn't allow for anything else," Fury argued defensively.
"They're never going to allow for anything else. Like you said, they're desperate and power-mongering. They see this as a guiltless end to their problem and maybe you do, too."
"Cora, please," Phil frowned at her with faint disapproval, looking a little older with the smile gone from his face. "We just want to help. We're trying to help."
"I know, but…," she struggled, running a shaking hand through her hair. "Could… Is there any way to, um… Put me under before…?"
Fury shook his head. "Any kind of sedative will lower your heart rate and will make it more difficult for you to stay alive in there. The temperature would make it very hard for it to come back up."
Cora's throat tightened and it felt like she was having an episode of claustrophobia, not remembering having such an anxiety-fueled reaction since the car crash that killed her parents. "How do you know I'll survive it? Steve, he's… He's different right? Better."
"He's a super-soldier. His body was genetically engineered to be superior in strength, agility, endurance, and stamina," Fury explained with a nod. "But from what we've seen, you're 'better,' too."
Cora's eyes widened and she asked, "Do… Do you know what's wrong with me?"
"There's nothing wrong with you as far as I can tell. You're just different. Special."
She wasn't sure she believed that, but she let it slide. "So… When is this thing happening?"
"They gave us a deadline of tomorrow, ten-hundred hours." The SHIELD director paused heavily and, when no one could find anything else to say, he advised, "Go get some rest. Dinner can be sent to your room and if you need anything else, just say the word. And Cora?" She looked over her shoulder at him. "It's going to be fine."
Whether or not he was just saying that to make her feel better, she gave a slightly forced smile of thanks and headed out into the hall, the conference room door sliding shut in her wake.
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Over the next few days, all you could do was eat, when given food, and sleep.
“Ahhhhh” you huffed “…this is so boring!”
“Hey Y/n let’s play a game. What am I thinking of?” Wade smirked but you knew full well what his intentions were.
You began to rub your temples in concentration.
Squealing loudly you yelled “Umbrage, just how we feel right now, okay okay my turn,” you stared at Wade, he jumped up and yelled.
“Boondoggle, just like this whole thing,” Wade exclaimed waving exaggeratingly at the cameras.
“Correct, me next,” you said excitedly, “Ostentatious.”
“Enough!” Loki screamed “You two are literally insufferable.”
As the Avengers watched you three with intrigue on the camera, Thor said “Please let me try and calm my brother down, before those two drive him crazy.”
“I am a god!” Loki continued.
“Your a god, but I thought God’s where meant to be bigger like…” you were distracted when Thor entered the room.
“Like him” you continued and pointed at Thor. " Hey hey you” you banged on the glass “Are you a god?” you asked Thor.
“Yes, I am Thor god of thunder,” Thor confirmed.
“See point taken,” you smiled condescendingly at Loki.
Once Thor had finished talking with Loki and left, the god of mischief sat in a huff for the next few hours.
“Jeez tiny god could you stop with the brooding, you’re really dampening the mood,” you said.
The next day was Tuesday and you and wade were in a foul mood, as this would have taken the karaoke cup.
After a few hours Wade yelled at you.
“Y/n I have the perfect song we could have sang tonight.”
Your raised your eyebrow questionably.
And wade belted out,
“I want to break free. I want to break free, I want to break free from your lies, You’re so self satisfied I don’t need you, I’ve got to break free, God knows, God knows I want to break free.”
He looked at you for a few seconds hoping you’d continue on. But wasn’t sure by the sour look of your voice. You turned your back for a split second before turning back to Wade with your arms wide open shouting
“I’ve fallen in love, I’ve fallen in love for the first time, And this time I know it’s for real, I’ve fallen in love, yeah, God knows, God knows I’ve fallen in love.”
Before you and Wade could get in to the next line Loki cut you off screaming “ENOUGH!”
You and Wade looked at each other frowning before widely smiling and screaming at the top of your voice and both jumping around you cell,
"It’s strange but it’s true, I can’t get over the way you love me like you do, But I have to be sure, When I walk out that door, Oh how I want to be free, Baby, Oh how I want to be free, Oh how I want to break free."
As the rest of the avengers looked on through the cameras, Natasha said “I think its time we brought those two out for questioning before they might actually cause Loki to self destruct,” she chuckled.
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