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the fake date plot | part 3.
Summary: Gryffindors, seventh years, classmates, unrequited love. Just a few things Y/N and James Potter had in common. When a brilliantly dumb plan is hatched the two end up getting something a little different than what they wanted.
Warnings for the Series: literally none that I can think of this is supposed to be just good fluffy fun
Pairing: James Potter x reader
Word Count: 4.4k
A/N: there is music in this chapter so here's a spotify playlist —> click here
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You waved Alice over to the Gryffindor table when she came down for breakfast. The two of you were always early. After realizing your roommates weren’t morning people, you started to sneak to breakfast and avoid the squeaky dip in the floor right before the door. It was always you and Alice in the mornings for about twenty minutes before even the professors came to eat. Your friend sat down right in front of you. 
“You know my friend, Lucille, right?” she asked as she piled her plate with breakfast pastries. 
“Yeah. The girl with the mullet?” 
“Yes. Great, so she’s telling me that Xeno was staring at you the entire time at the party and complaining about you leaving with James. So now, we just want to know what’s going on between you two?” 
“I was drunk off my rocker. All he did was help me, James and I are just friends.” 
That word felt oddly right in your mouth. You and James were acting but a real friendship seemed to be forming. Since you both were going to come clean to Xeno and Lily once reaching your goals, you’d be happy to be real friends when the whole situation was over. 
Although keeping up appearances without someone else to know the secret was kind of draining. You wanted to tell Alice. You thought so as you and your friend walked to class. Maybe just maybe you could tell Alice.
Of course, you’d have to talk about it with James first. He’d probably want to tell the marauders. And you couldn’t tell Dorcas by any means. Because Dorcas talked a lot and she would tell Lily by complete accident and ruin the plan. You bent down to get your books out of your leather school bag and prepare for Charms. 
“Hey, so I’m thinking we go to Hogsmeade this weekend like the whole group. Of course, I’ll have to see if James isn’t asking Lily out. Although, I’m starting to be friends with the others I think so maybe Peter and Si—” 
You looked up to see Xeno instead of Alice sitting next to you. He gave you a smile that you meekly returned. 
“Is that an invitation for me?” 
You nodded. “Do you like karaoke?” 
You honestly didn’t hear Xeno’s answer. He sat next to you for the rest of the class and you had a hard time focusing. Maybe James’ plan was actually working. This was the longest conversation you ever had with the man next to you. The moment class ended and Xeno and Alice left you for their classes, you ran to the quidditch pitch to try and find James. 
He usually practiced or went over plays in his free time before lunch. You guys had given each other your school schedules on the first day so you could speak with each other privately or meet at different classrooms. James was right where you expected him, polishing his broom and cleaning the end of it. He grunted in surprise when you launched yourself at him, arms around his neck. 
“Xeno wants to go to karaoke, we have to move the date up to this weekend!” 
James left as he moved you off him. “Did you tell him we were going on a group date this weekend?” 
“Well, I thought I was talking to Alice but I turned around and it was him and I panicked.” 
“Okay, we’ll make it this weekend. You know, I’m glad this plan is working for one of us.” 
“Has Lily still not budged?” 
He shook his head. You tried to comfort James but it didn’t work. He put up the polish and held out a hand to help you off the bench. The two of you started the walk back to the castle. James looked at you multiple times before finally opening his mouth. 
“I know this is shitty of me but can we continue the karaoke plan even if Xeno asks you out? It’s just I’m not getting anywhere and I’m not sure why and Lily doesn’t se—” 
“Prongs.” You tried to shut him up. “Yeah, we can continue. I’m only having luck because of your plan.” 
“Thanks.” 
You linked your arm in his. “Don’t mention it. Come on, we’re totally going to get our people.” 
“Totally.” 
“Skip with me, Jamie.” 
“Of course, my lady.” 
The two of you skipped through the halls until you made it back to Gryffindor, ignoring the stares of the other students. People were bound to talk about it which would only help your case but you found you didn’t care. You wanted to stop thinking of James as just a coworker for the plot and more like a buddy. 
You told James, when the two of you reached the Gryffindor Tower, that you would ask Lily to Hogsmeade instead of him. She was more likely to go with roommates instead of a boy she knows has a crush on her. The moment your roommates found out it was karaoke night at the small pub next to Three Broomsticks, they were down. 
They also insisted on dressing you the moment you mentioned that Xeno was in the group of people going. You pulled down at the tight silk slip dress going barely past your butt that Dorcas had lent you. She swatted your hand before you reached the entrance of the school, insisting you looked great. 
Everyone else met you a few minutes after. Despite this being the start of how you guys were supposed to date, you and James walked with your crushes to Hogsmeade. You were up at the front and he was in the back of the group. You wondered if your friend was having better luck than you. Xeno was complimenting you but you were just unsure how to respond. Maybe you should have gone over flirting with James before the weekend had arrived. 
The group reached the small pub where almost no one else was. Three Broomsticks was way more popular but usually the small pub also had customers. Peter looked in the window of Broomsticks to see a bunch of people gathered around a stage. The Sugar Quills were playing and everyone was listening to them. You all shrugged. Sure, listening to the band would be fun but now you all had the small pub all to yourselves. 
The bartender seemed to be happy to see customers and greeted you all. You took the couch up at the front, overjoyed it was finally free for once. As expected, Sirius was first to the karaoke machine while you all were ordering drinks and food. You were curious what he was going to pick. A lot of muggle songs were covered by wizard bands or just got popular that his pick was the luck of the draw. 
You slapped a hand to your mouth when the first notes of Lady Marmalade started playing. The marauders looked at the rest of you. 
“He’s tone deaf,” Peter explained. “But loves singing.” 
Remus nodded. “Every day in the shower, under his breath, loves duets. Don’t worry, you can laugh. He’s already told us he doesn’t mind the laughter, he actually likes it cause it means you’re paying attention and enjoying the performance. It’s not like he doesn’t know he’s bad but he just thinks he’s not a strong singer.” 
“We haven’t had the heart to tell him the truth,” James said before turning to cheer his friend on. 
After their explanation, you all got comfortable and enjoyed Sirius’ performance. It was horrible singing but he looked so happy. He couldn’t dance either. That somehow made it so much more endearing. His arms were just flailing and his knees were shaking. But Sirius could strut like any runway model. He finished the performance with a spin before handing the mic to Mary. 
Between bites of sliders, fries, nachos, and desserts, you enjoyed everyone’s singing. Mary’s I Will Survive made the bartender dance. Lily found the trunk of accessories and costumes for karaoke to perform September which she put on a funny voice for.
She passed the mic to Alice’s other Hufflepuff friend who grabbed the group of Puffs to sing Hotel California on inflatable instruments. Alice stayed on stage to sing Superstition with her inflatable piano. She handed you the mic and your roommates cheered you on as you held up both hands and shuffled your way to the stage. You shuffled through all the songs available which was basically every single one. 
“I’m not a good singer,” you murmured into the mic as you picked a song. “Okay, this one.” 
It was a French song you knew because one of your childhood neighbors was an older French couple who moved to Uk because the wife was working in the Ministry of Magic as a liaison between the UK Ministry and France’s Circle of Magic. It wasn’t a dancing song, making you worried that you wouldn’t be as entertaining as everyone else so far. But Tous les garçons et les filles was a song that you were comfortable with. 
The others swayed on the couches and armchairs as you sang softly. Your smile got bigger when Sirius started singing with you, eyes closed, as he swayed on the couch. Bless him. The beautiful solo turned duet ended with soft claps from your friends before you handed the mic to Xeno. His hand covered yours, fingers rubbing slightly before continuing to the small stage. You didn’t know he was a fan of The Turtles but there he was singing Happy Together.  
“Do you mind if I sing another?” 
“Let’s go!” Sirius shouted, making all of you laugh. 
“Perfect.” Xeno ran a hand through his hair. “Frank, boys. Want to help me out?” 
Everyone ooh’d at the notion of backup singers. People made their own plans to do backup for each other. Frank Longbottom stood at the front of the backup crew, hands on his hips in a sassy pose as if he was born ready for this exact moment.
Xeno faced the back so he could dramatically turn around when it was time to sing Somebody to Love. You felt your cheeks get hot as you blushed from the song. It felt like he was staring right at you for most of the song. Or were you making it all up? He was definitely staring, right?  
The boys left Frank on stage at his request of being the next singer. He took your route of performing a slower song. Dorcas was the first to pull out her wand and let the tip of it light up ever so slightly as Frank continued his performance of Tiny Dancer. You, Mary, and Lily squealed when he approached Alice and held her hand. Frank had always been an unnoticed sweetheart that you guys couldn’t help but melt at his gesture. He ended the song and gave it back to Alice. 
She grabbed Mary and forced her onstage to do a duet of Ain’t No Mountain High. They swapped out Alice and added Marlene and Lily to perform Proud Mary. The girls forced all of you off the couch to dance which you did.
You shimmied shoulders with James before turning to Xeno and dancing with him a little. The song ended and James was up next. He looked Lily in the eye as he took the mic that was in her hands even though Marle was closer. She looked away quickly, almost nervous. 
James picked Build Me Up Buttercup. His singing voice was deeper than you thought it would be. You smiled as you watched him direct his attention to Lily who seemed to be enjoying it but wasn’t making any moves. James sat next to her and gave the mic to Xeno’s friends. He wasn’t listening too hard as they sang I Want You Back or when Dorcas sang L-O-V-E or when Peter sang I’m a Believer. However, Lily didn’t move much closer to him but she did give him a smile. 
You all laughed when Marlene picked I’m Coming Out. Sirius informed you she sings that at every opportunity despite coming out every other week since fourth year. She gave the stage to Remus who was the only person that hadn’t performed since y’all been there. The songs were coming to an end and you all would probably leave after thirty minutes or so of talking. Your mouth dropped open when Remus opened his mouth to sing It’s Not Unusual. 
Sirius nodded as he leaned over. “Voice of an angel that one.” 
“No kidding.” 
You shivered, rubbing up and down your arms after Xeno took a short run to the bathroom. James moved over when he spotted you out of the corner of his eyes. You looked away from Remus’ stellar performance for a moment to see a sweater underneath your nose. James was now in a t-shirt. 
“You seemed uncomfortable too,” he whispered. 
“The girls picked this outfit. It’s cute but I don’t think I’m drunk enough to wear it.” 
He laughed. “That the only reason you accepted my outfit?” 
“I took four shots before you even arrived at our dorm.” 
“Four shots? No wonder you were blackout by the end of the night.” 
You were about to say something else but the two of you were interrupted by Remus calling the boys on stage. James left the couch while you put on his jumper. You never thought you would see the day that the marauders plated Y.M.C.A.
How many times had they sung the song? Because they had a whole routine that didn’t seem to be made up on the spot. No one was looking at one person to follow the moves they were doing. This was an entire production. James tapped his head three times and you knew it was the signal. 
Nervous was an understatement as you approached the stage when the marauders finished their song. Remus winked at you and you would have thought he knew what you and James were doing but that was impossible. It was time for the acting performance of your life. James and you had to look in love to everyone else but simultaneously oblivious to each other. Easier said than done. 
Naturally, you picked Crocodile Rock. Not quite the romantic duet but it was one of your favorite songs and the most comfortable for acting. You and James spun around, held hands, danced like you were in your own world.
When Alice choked on her drink after James dipped you, you thought you might actually convince them. James didn’t linger on stage, giving the mic to Peter the moment the song ended. Peter, in a bit  of shock, called Dorcas and Mary up with him. The three of you laughed when he picked Play That Funky Music — a perfect way to end karaoke. 
Everyone talked a little after before the whole group left the pub to head back to the castle. Being a seventh year was great, there was basically no curfew as long as you had your id on you to check back in with whoever was at the front.
Everyone had kind of defaulted back to walking with their friend group, except you and James who were now at the very front of the pack. You stumbled a little at the end of the Hogsmeade oath. James held your elbow to stop you from face planting completely. 
“You and platforms are clearly not friends.” 
“Shut up.” You made it only two steps before tripping again over a branch. “I’m sorry, help me please.” 
James laughed as he took off his shoes. You raised your eyebrows as he told you to take your shoes off. James switched with you, charming the platforms so they would fit properly on his feet. 
“Can you even wa…” 
He had no problems making it back to the castle. He didn’t even have problems making it up the stairs. You didn’t follow the rest of the Gryffindors, making sure Alice got back to Hufflepuff then the Ravenclaws made it to their tower. You paused outside of Ravenclaw common room when Xeno stopped. He turned to face you. 
“Tonight was a lot of fun. You should hang out with us a lot more.” 
“You were a great singer.” 
“Thank you,” Xeno said with a smile. “You were good too, I’m not lying.” 
You looked away from him for a moment before meeting his eyes again. “Well, thank you. Bye.” 
“Wait, wait a minute. I’m not letting you walk to Gryffindor alone.” 
A smile crept onto your face as he walked with you. The two of you were right in step with each other up until you reached the entrance of your House. Xeno grabbed your hand. 
“You looked really nice tonight… Hey, at the party, that was your first time drinking, right?” 
“Was it that obvious?” 
“You did kind of shout it to the world.” 
“No, I was talking to James about it.” 
“You were shouting it over the music. So was that your only first?” 
“What do you mean?” 
“You’ve shagged before? Or snogged maybe?” 
“No,” you whispered. 
“Oh.” 
“Oh?” 
“Nothing. I’ll see you around, yeah?” 
Xeno tapped your shoulder and gave you a side hug before leaving for his dorm. You felt tears start to well up. Before you knew it, the tears were streaming down your face as you stepped inside. You ran up to your dorm where almost everyone in the Gryffindor group was hanging out and playing cards. Trying to hide your face you went to your wardrobe to find some pajamas and your toiletry bag. You turned back around with a bundle of clothes in your hands, hiding half of your face. 
“What does it mean when someone says oh because the person they’re talking to hasn’t even kissed someone before?” 
Sirius shrugged, not looking up but shuffling the cards. “If they’re saying oh then they probably think the person is a loser virgin. Don’t get why that matters though… What? I don’t care if they’re a virgin or no—” 
Sirius looked up when Peter shoved him with an elbow and pointed at you. The other boy stuttered through trying to cover up what he said, not realizing you were asking because you were said person. The tears were coming down a bit harder. 
“Where’s James?” 
“Our room,” Peter said. 
Thanks barely left your throat as you left the room. You practically ran to the boys’ dorm, knocking on it softly. Groaning could be heard from the other side. James shuffled his slipper covered feet, opening the door with a bit of annoyance. You looked up at his half closed eyes. 
“I’m sorry, were you sleeping?” 
James opened his eyes when your voice sounded different. “Oh, Y/N, what happened?” 
You shook your head. “Can I just stay here for tonight?” 
James moved aside so you could come in. He had been asleep but was glad you came in because he was still in clothes from karaoke night and needed to change and properly get ready for bed. The two of you went into the bathroom. James tried to make you laugh as you both brushed your teeth, looking at each other through the mirror. He was succeeding a little bit. 
You both decided to just clean yourself up without making the other leave the bathroom. Besides, you wanted to vent with each other. James got into the shower, stripping from behind the curtain and throwing his clothes into a pile a little bit away. You got into the bathtub filled with bubble bath taken from James’ prime selection of bathing tools.
It was apple scented and clearly one of his favorites based on how empty it was. The bubbles covered all your important bits. James made the curtain levitate so it would cover his bottom half but opened the shower more so he didn’t have to shout for a conversation. 
“She gave me a side hug. A side hug! Girls don’t even give their friends side hugs, what does that mean? We are friends or supposed to be,” James said as he ran a washcloth over his body. 
“Was she weirded out when she hugged you?” 
“No.” 
“Then maybe she’s confused? We talk a lot in our dorms. I think she likes you but is concerned about how it makes her look.” 
“Huh?” 
“Well she’s spent a long time building up the perfect Head Girl image and no time for men especially you James. You are the definition of himbo jock that gets the nerdy perfect girl. It’s so cliché when you think about it.
"Next thing you know, you guys will get married at nineteen, have three kids too young and then she’ll resent you for the rest of her life and you will divorce and marry some barely legal Gryffindor to relive your glory days like the pathetic man you’d become and she’d get revenge by marrying your best-friend turned brother you turned out to be a better man than you ever were. It’s a typical fiction story whether book or movie, especially in the muggle world.” 
James laughed. “Thank you for that, bug.” 
You audibly shrugged. “We just have to show her that you’re more than a himbo jock who only cares about sports and banging the one girl he can’t have.” 
“Sounds good… and what about you?” 
“What about me? Sirius made it clear that Xeno thinks I’m some loser virgin. What do I do about that?” you asked as you finished washing up. 
“Sex isn’t the most important thing in a relationship and Xeno needs to realize that. He seems to be into your looks, that’s not the only thing. What if you guys get married then what?” 
“Are you insinuating I’m going to be an ugly sixty year old?” 
“I’m just saying sometimes looks fade. Xeno needs to see that dating is better than a one night stand or even a friend with benefits.” 
“Thanks. I guess we’re gonna start dating now?” 
“Phase two starts next Wednesday,” James confirmed. 
“How are we doing it?” 
You swore you could hear him thinking from where you were. 
“Do you mind getting drunk again?” 
“I was planning on living hangover free for the rest of my life.” 
“Can you fake it?” 
“How good of an actress do you think I am?” 
“I got it!” James clapped his hands. “Small party in our dorm, tell your roommates that they’re invited.” 
“I’m trusting you James… Okay, I’m getting out of the tub now.” 
“Eyes are closed.” 
You looked over to see he was so serious about not looking. You slipped into your pajamas, a set of shorts and a short sleeved shirt with a bunch of teddy bears on them. You hopped up on the counter to do your skincare, telling James you were dressed and he could look again. 
“Love the bears.” 
“Are you being sarcastic?” you asked as you applied toner. 
“No,” he scoffed. “Maybe I just like bears. Can you throw me my briefs?” 
“These?” 
“You don’t have to hold them like they’re soaked in basilisk venom.” 
“It’s your panties,” you said with a toss. 
“Um, ladies wear panties. These are briefs.” 
“You know in some countries they’re all panties.” 
James left the shower to put on the rest of his clothes. He stood behind you as you stayed sitting on the counter. You lifted your leg a little so he could grab his pants. You looked at him through the mirror and smiled. 
“Your curls are so pretty.” 
“Thank you. Everyone else in my family has bone straight hair but I finally started learning to take care of it. You have a lot of skin care… What?” James asked when you whipped around. 
“James Potter. This is just seven steps.” 
“SEVEN?” 
You sat on your knees and pulled your products closer to you. “Here. I’ll show you.” 
James was happy to hear he got six steps instead of seven because he had already washed his face with a cleanser. Technically with soap but you didn’t want to think about that. James listened intently as you went through the steps of toner, green tea and aloe serum, eye cream, moisturizer, and a light oil. You were positive everything was going in one ear and out the other but at least he stood still when you wiped the cotton pad of toner over his face. 
The two of you heard commotion in the dorm room. One set of footsteps followed by more sound. Remus’ voice was very loud as he asked if James was down in the common room. You pulled away for a moment so he could shout to his friends that he was in the bathroom and they could come in before returning to the aloe vera serum you were spreading on his face. 
Peter opened the door. His eyes went wide as he squeaked and then closed the door quickly. Sirius and Remus, who were looking for pajamas after using the cleaning spell on themselves because they just couldn’t be bothered to take a proper shower, looked over at him. Sirius took off his shirt, his question coming out muffled. 
“What’s the problem, Wormy?” 
Peter moved away from the door. “Y/N’s in there and Prongs is shirtless.” 
The other two boys went wide-eyed. At first they didn’t believe him but they heard James laugh from the bathroom and you yell at him to give something back before he ruins it with his grubby fingers. When the bathroom door opened, the other marauders tried to look as nonchalant as possible in their beds.
James was no longer shirtless but in a white henley but you did come out of the bathroom with him. Instead of leaving, you made him move over so you could share his bed. The room was extra quiet as the boys tried to eavesdrop. 
“Can we not bother with the pillow barrier?” you asked James. “I’m still kind of upset.” 
James opened his arms. “Come here.” 
The other three marauders heard nothing else. You and James had wanted to go to sleep after the eventful night. Besides, there was lots to plan when it was a more respectable time of the day. 
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Heat and Hot Horse Men (Part 4)
(Jean Kirstein x Female Reader | SFW)
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Series List
A/N: Bruh I haven't looked at this fic for so long i forgot the setting and the age of y/n. Apparently it sets in Colorado, but it feels as if I did not mention that in the previous chapters. Oh well. Therefore, this fic takes place in Colorado and y/n is 19 years old.
A/n (Updated): I finished my first year of college and now I have more time to focus on writing.
Warnings: None
Summary: Y/N is excited and nervous for her and Jean's date. As she mentally prepares for it, she uncovers a few secrets about Jean while also dealing with her own.
*2,232 Words*
Songs I listened to while writing:
Middle of the Night by Elle Duhe
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You jolted awake at the sound of someone closing the door. You were sweating and you felt discombobulated. "Hey sweetie, you okay?" It was your mom. You didn't respond right away because you were trying to figure out how you got here.
Jean.
Did he bring you to your hotel room? "Who else?" You argued with yourself. You didn't realize your mom was still talking to you until she waved her hand in your face.
"Y/N?"
"HuH?"
"I've been talking to you for the last five minutes. Did you hear anything I said?" You debated whether you should lie or not, but you were too tired to come up with an excuse.
"Sorry Mom, I'm just tired."
"I can see." She studied your figure. "It looks like you had a long day." Then she smelled you and grimaced. "And it smells like you need a long shower." You smelled your clothes and scrunched your nose at the weird smell. "You smell like a dirty lake."
At the mentioned of the lake, the incident of Jean kissing and sucking your neck, resurfaced to mind. You felt your face heat up from the memory and you jumped out of bed.
You could hear your mom laughing as you the closed the door to the bathroom. You saw your face in the mirror and you made a face of disgust. As you waited for the water to heat up, you removed your clothing and wrapped a towel around your figure.
Now that you were alone, you felt your brain drift off to the "date" you and Jean had. You usually didn't have this much fun because you spent most of your time working and when you did have time off, you were in the house helping your mom.
You stepped in the shower, relishing the warm droplets of water slithering down your skin. You sighed as you felt your muscles relax. You couldn't help but think about the mullet man and his smooth mouth as you lathered the soap across your body. You pretended you didn't like when he called you pretty, but butterflies would flutter in your stomach each time the word left his pretty lips.
Or the way his voice would lower when he called you city girl. Or the small touches he would give you that left your skin burning from the interaction. You knew it was the bare minimum, but you never experienced this before. The last guy you hung out with, was the one your mom embarrassed you in front of. You didn't even like him like that, you were just bored.
But with Jean it was different. You only knew him for about three days, and he already had you feeling this way. You wondered if he thought about you too.
Probably not. He was probably used to girls crushing on him. Maybe he was playing with you. Maybe he wasn't. It wouldn't matter anyway; you weren't planning on staying here forever.
You felt yourself frown at that thought. This was bad.
***
You turned off the shower and grabbed your towel to dry off. Exiting the bathroom, you saw your mom reading something on a sticky note and smiling. "What's that?" You questioned while raising an eyebrow at her silly expressions.
"Who's Jean?" She snickered while covering her mouth. You snatched the note from her hand and read the neat and slanted handwriting:
Today was fun city girl. I would love to get to know you more. Text me sometime ;)
XXX-XXX-XXXX
-Jean
You rolled your eyes; how can he sound flirty on a note.
"Was that the friend You were hanging out with today?" Your mom emphasized the word friend and you sighed.
"Yeah," you mumbled under your breath as you searched your suitcase for pajamas.
"I didn't know he was a boy."
"Yeah." You pulled out pajama bottoms and a tank top.
"Well, are you going to tell me about him? Is he cute? Tall?"
He's both you thought, but you knew she would've shrieked if you said that, so you didn't respond.
"Can I meet him?"
You fake laughed, "No."
"Why not?"
You zipped your suitcase back up. "Because it's not like we're dating."
"I didn't say you were. I just wanted to meet him that's all." She stood up. "I won't force it." She walked to the bathroom and closed the door.
You rubbed your forehead. "Shit."
***
Your mom was now asleep, and you laid in your bed staring at the ceiling. A skinny crack of light illuminated against your ceiling, but besides that it was pitch black.
You don't know why you couldn't sleep. Maybe because you took a nap earlier. But there was something nagging at you from within. You grabbed your phone from the table stand next to you, and you felt your hand brush against Jean's note. You grabbed your phone and the note and reread it.
Text him. Text him. Text him. One half of your brain chanted, and the other screaming no maybe he's asleep. You checked the time and saw that it was 11pm. Maybe he was. But what if he wasn't? You don't want to look weird. Not the demon time hours, you thought.
You opened your messages app and typed in his number:
hi|
h|
hey|
You couldn't decide how you wanted to message him.
Jean?|
You decided sending the message. It looked genuine and not too desperate hopefully. The message was blue, and you realized he had an iPhone. You quickly shut off your phone, so you wouldn't see his message right away. You held the phone close to your chest that was rising and falling rapidly.
After a few minutes, you decided to peek at your notifications:
City girl?
Your heart was racing, and you didn't know why. It was just a text. You clicked on the notification and responded.
Yeah :)|
You saw that he was typing, and you chewed at your bottom lip.
Hey ;) I see you texting me during demon hours
I meannnn if you wannnnaa..
No<3
I'm just playin
I couldn't sleep
that's all
Want me to read you
bedtime stories? ;)
o my God
What?
why do you have to
make everything so
suggestive?
I didn't do anything
You have a dirty mind
city girl
no
yes
no
yes
you're so annoying
Ik u like it though
🧍‍♀️ BOY BYE
when r u gonna admit
you have a crush on
me
i don't
fine...but i'll be honest w
you...
mm?
I like you y/n
You stared at his message for a bit. You didn't know what to say. You're heart was racing and you felt the sudden urge to smile. You saw him typing and you started typing random words in the box so it wouldn't look like you left him on read.
we should hang out again
like where?
You sighed in relief that he changed the subject.
idk
oh I want you to meet someone
well you met them before
but they missed you.
who?🧐
you'll see
meet outside your hotel in five
days
why five days?
kinda busy this week, I'll be practicing
for the horse race championships
there are championships?
yeah, you should come.
when is it?
in two weeks
oh?
what's wrong, you can't go?
i can
good, we should hang out
after I win
arrogant🙄
*confident
whatever.
You didn't know why you didn't tell him that you would be leaving in two weeks. You would telll him later you thought to yourself.
unfortunately pretty girl
i have to go. Gotta wake up early
tomorrow
oh ok. gn
goodnight.
dream about me (;
...
mm
😑
You turned off your phone and placed it on the table again. You smiled slightly as you thought about Jean. "You're driving me crazy." You whispered out loud to yourself before drifting off to sleep.
The next few days, you and Jean would text each other almost every day unless he was practicing. You two were starting to get close to each other and you occasionally find yourself smiling when you would turn on your phone to see a message from him (you folded). You were falling for Jean, and it was fast.
You had his contact's name saved as mullet man with two hearts next to it. You wondered what your name was in his phone.
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It was now the night before you will see Jean again and your mind was racing. You were thinking about what you should wear, who you were meeting that he mentioned, and how it was getting close for you to leave this place.
You put the last thought aside and went through your suitcase trying to put an outfit together. You couldn't decide if you wanted to wear shorts, jeans, or a skirt. Jeans were automatically eliminated because you knew how hot it gets in Colorado.
After a few moments you decide on a dress that stopped right above your knee. It was flowy and had pockets so you would be comfortable.
You then heard your phone buzz and quickly retrieved it from your pocket. It was from Jean:
You didn't forget about tomorrow
right?
No ofc not
okay...i can't wait to see u
You bit the tip of your tongue with your teeth as you giggled at his message.
u too Jean :)
"What's got you smiling like that?" You heard your mom mused. You didn't even notice she walked in.
"Nothing" You lied.
"Mhmm, is it that Jean guy."
"No." You defended and felt your cheeks warm up slightly
"Mhmm okay." Your mom side eyed you and smirked a little. "Anyways, can you go down to the shop and get me tea...Hange said that tea is served 24 hours and I wanted to try it."
"Okay." You said and slipped on your shoes to head down to the lobby.
You sat on a stool waiting for someone to come up to the front and take your order. After a few minutes you see the man with the scar and black hair leaning on the counter. "What can I get you." For a short man he was quite intimidating, especially with that scar. You wondered how he got it.
"Yes, I would like to get two of the tea of the day."
"Alright." He said and saw him grab two cups from underneath him. You watched as his arms flexed and his veins pop slightly as he cleaned the cups. "Dilf" You thought to yourself, internally smirking.
"You're from the city yeah?" He spoke.
"Yes."
"What's your name kid?" Kid? you're literally 19.
"Y/N, and yours?"
"Levi." there were a few seconds of silence as he stirred something inside the tea. "I see you hanging out with that kid Jean."
"Yeah. You know him?"
He chuckled a bit. "Kid, this is a small town. We all know him." He emphasized on the 'all.' "Known him all his life...Average kid, got into a lot of trouble. Never seen him serious about anything, especially when he's with that bald kid." You furrowed your eyebrows not knowing who he was referring to.
"Only time I seen him serious about anything was about two years ago, but then he went back to his old self again." (Ngl, Levi spilling all the tea. No pun intended. But I'm using him as tool to get to know Jean).
"What happened to Jean two years ago?" You queried.
Levi didn't respond for a bit, as if he was debating whether he should tell you or not. "It's honestly not my place to tell all of his information, but all I know is that he used to be in love with this girl named Mikasa. He was a fool, but you know what they say "'Love makes you do stupid things"' He then placed the teas in front of you. "Too bad it was unrequited."
You reached out to grab the teas. "What do you mean it was unrequited."
Levi then sighed and crossed his arms. "I think it's better if he tells you everything."
You squinted your eyebrows in frustration. "Alright.
When you came back to your room, you saw that your mom was asleep. You must've taken too long, too caught up in Levi's information about Jean's past. You wondered if you should mention it to Jean. Or is that too weird? He probably thinks how you find out about that, and you didn't want to rat out Levi.
You poured one of the teas in the sink, since your mom was asleep and placed the other on the nightstand next to you before getting in bed.
Who was Mikasa? Was she pretty? And what did Levi mean that his love was unrequited? And does she still live here? As more questions plagued your mind, you started to feel self-conscious. You wondered why Jean didn't mention her before. He wasn't the only one keeping secrets though. You knew you would eventually have to tell Jean that you won't be staying for long.
You rubbed your temples and then reached over for the tea. You took a sip of it, and you raised your eyebrows at the taste. It was perfect. You might have to drink some more tomorrow.
After you finished the cup, you lifted the blankets to your neck and drifted off to sleep, again putting off all of your upcoming problems.
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saintprivateer · 3 years
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Just saying that I love mustache Nikolai if only for the fact that the eventual downfall of said mustache will likely be at the hands of Zoya and I am practically *vibrating* with excitement for it.
She’s trained her whole career for the moment Nikolai tries to overstep and now she’s in predator mode
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zodiyack · 3 years
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Rude! (3,000+ Follower Fic Special 1/3)
Pairing: Billy Hargrove x Female!Hopper!Reader
Warnings: Swearing, Billy stuff, lyrics, fluff
Song: Rude by Magic!
Words: 1,798
Summary: Billy's love for Hopper's daughter is too strong to be stopped by the tough Chief Jim Hopper. Despite being told "not in a thousand years", he plans to love her regardless.
Note: Thank you so so much! I love you all, and writing your ideas, as well as sharing mine with you, has been so fucking fun and amazing! I'm sorry for my lack of words, I wish being an author came in handy with writing this, however, all I can say is that I love you all from the bottom of my heart. I've seen people do shout-outs, and ask-related stuff with their follower things, and I may do that, I'm not sure. For now, I hope you enjoy this... Thank you all, again!
Also 1/3 means that there will be two other fics released for the 3,000+ follower present!
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"Saturday morning, jumped out of bed and put on my best suit. Got in my car and raced like a jet all the way to you. Knocked on your door with my heart in my hands, to ask you a question, 'cause I know that you're an old-fashioned man. Yeah."
Billy was freshly graduated, working as a lifeguard whilst his girlfriend worked her own job, both saving up for their chance to ditch Hawkins and move to California. Sweet Cali. Billy was excited to show the love of his life around the place he called home. Though, physically, he left the salty ocean and windy beach behind, the place never truly left him.
You could see it in his eyes. The waves crashing in his blue orbs. He swore the scent had just barely clung to his belongings; the smell of the tangy air that followed a majority of the state. Working at a pool was the closest he got to the memory of California. Chlorine was most certainly not the salted ocean waters, but with the circumstances, he decided it'd do.
The way his face lit up whenever he talked about his home...it made Y/n more and more excited to see it. His girlfriend had grown up in Hawkins, stayed there her whole life. Never once did the Hoppers leave Hawkins.
But the second that was introduced to Billy, he knew it had to change.
Although they were saving for a big move, Billy had...other things in mind with what to do with his first large pay-check (or series, rather. Working as a lifeguard didn't pay well with just one check). He began to work more shifts to make up for the money he'd spent, and one day after calling in for a day off, he decided to put his plan into action.
"Billy, stop messing with the tie."
"It's annoying." Hands slapped away his attempts of adjusting the black silk tie.
"Well it won't stop being annoying if you keep fucking it up."
For the first time in a long time, Neil Hargrove was calm. Not happy, not amused, not pissed off for some unjust reason- just calm. He wasn't wreaking havoc and he wasn't being an asshole to his son. Billy hadn't seen this side of his dad in quite some time, in fact, he thought something important was going on and he was about to fuck it all up. And then, Susan retreated to the living room with a camera and a freshly ironed suit.
"You're not putting me in that."
"And who asked for your opinion?" Neil deflected with a raised brow. One heavy sigh later and Billy was leaving the bathroom, dawning the whole black and white getup.
Susan clasped her hands over her mouth, a tear leaving her eye, "You look so handsome! Just like your dad!"
Billy rolled his eyes, "Great."
However, his careless attitude was swept under the rug when the blue Camaro pulled up to the police station, interrupting a clearly distressed Chief Hopper bickering with his daughter. Billy had to get himself together before stepping out of the car, jaw slack after seeing the beauty he got to call his date.
"Hello Mr-"
"Don't even try play nice with me, Hargrove. She's not going anywhere with you. End of story." Hopper kept his eyes trained on the blond, body tense like a snake preparing to strike it's prey.
Y/n grabbed Billy's arm, slowly directing him to the car, "And in the sequel, we find out I am going with Billy. End of that story."
"There is no 'sequel.' The writer got drunk and lazy." She paused, turning to face her father who stood tall, arms crossed and face unamused.
"So his daughter picked up where her father left off, and then the sequel was published and the two lived happily ever after, the end."
While her dad attempted to search for a line that would better hers and force her to stay, she pushed Billy toward the driver's side and slid into the car as fast as she could, rolling down the window as Billy started it up. "Bye! I'll be back before midnight!"
The two drove off toward the school, leaving behind a trail of dust and very, very, pissed off Hopper.
Prom was better than Billy thought it would be. He didn't want to go at first, but after Max found out and spoke to her mom about it (the little redhead a cupid-in-the-making), Neil pushed him to go (as he was "doing something else besides being a lazy-no-good rebel"). It was then that he called Y/n and asked if she'd be going.
The suit came in handy. Clashing with his rocker aesthetic, he put it back on once more. The once-annoying tie proved to be somewhat okay in the end.
Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes, 'cause I need to know. You say I'll never get your blessing "till the day I die, tough luck my friend, but the answer is no!"
Why you gotta be so rude? Don't you know I'm human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I'm gonna marry her anyway. Marry that girl, marry her anyway! Marry that girl, yeah, no matter what you say! Marry that girl, and we'll be a family! Why you gotta be so rude?
With a deep breath, he ran-over the conversation in his head once more. Like a script for an actor, he had thought of every possible outcome and every possible line for him to face it with. He almost chickened out as his fist rose to the door, but it was too late, for his knuckles rapped against it before he realized he was even knocking.
El opened the door, eyes wide when she saw the familiar mullet and button-down. "Papa..." She muttered as she backed away and out of view.
Hopper traded places with her, his lazy expression sobering up instantaneously, replaced with a grumpy scowl. "Hargrove."
"Mr. Hopper, sir."
"What are you doing on my front porch?"
He swallowed roughly, palms sweaty against his sides. "I was wondering if I could talk to you."
"You seem to be doing just that right now, Hargrove." Hop crossed his arms and clenched his jaw.
Well, this was certainly not something Billy had thought of. He was on panic mode internally, attempting to find any response that could save his hide and accomplish what he set out to do. Unfortunately, the word-vomit button seemed to be misplaced under the button labeled "help".
"I'd like to marry your daughter, sir."
Hop's eyes grew just as big in size as El's had when she opened the door. He choked on his own surprise, coughing it off, then glaring at the boy in front of him. "Over my dead body, Hargrove. If that's all, I'd strongly advise you to get off of my fucking porch while you're still alive."
I hate to do this, you leave no choice; can't live without her. Love me or hate me, we will be boys- standing at that alter. And we will fly away, to another galaxy, you know. You know she's in love with me, she will go anywhere I go-
"Billy, he's just stubborn."
"No, no, I don't think he likes me."
Y/n sighed, rubbing her boyfriend's back. He hadn't told her of his proposal plans, only that Hop seemed to have it out for him. "It'll take time, but he'll warm up to you!"
"It's been how many years since he's met me?"
"To be fair, your reputation wasn't doing you any good until now..."
"It's not like that was fucking obvious." He slouched further down in the front seat of his Camaro. To Billy, all hope was lost. If he couldn't get Hopper to give him his blessing, he was sure he'd lose his goddamned mind.
Y/n frowned. Her frown flipped around as an idea popped into her head, her lips finding Billy's knuckles and quirking his attention. "Even if he never likes you, I'm not going anywhere."
Billy laughed softly, "he'll fucking kill me if you go against him."
"Eh, that's only if he can catch us."
"You're out of your fucking mind, Y/n Hopper."
"I know."
The rest of the night was spent in the Camaro, of course, doing one of Billy's favorite pastimes. By the time the sun rose, Billy was sneaking a kiss to a giggling Y/n before dropping from her window in the cabin and running to his car, parked far enough that Hop or El wouldn't notice. He blew her one more kiss, which she pretended to catch, then he broke into a sprint.
Maybe, he thought, just maybe; there was still a chance.
His knuckles hit the door again, shifting on his feet nervously. It swung open to reveal Hopper, an unimpressed look bringing no surprise Billy's way. It was quite expected, honestly.
"What." His tone made it clear he wasn't up for fucking around.
"Mr. Hopper, if you just give me one chance to prove to you that-"
"No, no, no, no, no. Let me make it very clear to you that I want you to have nothing to do with my daughter whatsoever. No marriage, no friendship, I don't even approve of you guys fucking or whatever-"
"We're in a serious relationship, sir. It's nothing like you think it is."
This made Hop laugh. He continued to do so, holding his stomach, until he realized Billy was unamused. "Oh, you're serious?... My answer is still no, Hargrove. My answer will always be no. Go find someone else's daughter's heart to break. You're not hurting mine."
"It's not like-"
Before he could even get the words out, he was met with a door in his face. Turned down, again.
Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes, 'cause I need to know. You say I'll never get your blessing "till the day I die, tough luck my friend, 'cause the answer's still no!"
Why you gotta be so rude? Don't you know I'm human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I'm gonna marry her anyway. Marry that girl, marry her anyway! Marry that girl, yeah, no matter what you say! Marry that girl, and we'll be a family! Why you gotta be so rude, rude?
Again, again, and again, Billy incessantly pleaded with Hopper. Different tactics were all met with the same answer; rejection.
He held up a sign outside the cabin, only for Hopper to close the curtain and chuckle as he sipped his coffee.
He asked at the door again, only for Hop to threaten to give him a black eye (which was met with "aren't you the sheriff? Isn't that illegal?").
He raced past the police station, Max leaning out the window with another sign, only for Hop to threaten them with holding cells.
He even went as far as to ask Max and El to help, but Hopper had none of that, and sent Max home with a rant full of nos.
However, if Jim Hopper thought any of it would get it into Billy's head that getting his blessing was just not happening- he was as wrong as Nancy when she claimed not to have feelings for Jonathan.
Billy had another plan in mind, and this one was impossible to say no to.
Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes, 'cause I need to know. You say I'll never get your blessing "till the day I die, tough luck my friend- but no still means no!"
"Hopper." Billy stood before his desk, interrupting his nice date with a delicious doughnut, and earning a very annoyed glare. "I got Miss Byer's blessing. Aren't you two a thing?"
"You son of a-"
"I got Eleven's too."
"Hargrove, I'm gonna-"
"Before you cuss me out, I think you should know that I've got a stable job, an interview with a mechanic so I have a job when the pool closes for the winter, and I've got a house on the market I'm looking at. I'm devoted to your daughter and she's devoted to me. You may not like me, but I think you're a great dad, better than the one I was unfortunately stuck with. You raised a strong and amazing woman. She's incredible and I admit, she deserves better than me-"
"You don't have to say that twice." Hopper huffed, crossing his arms.
"I know she deserves so much better than me, I'm surprised she's even with me too. But she loves me, and I think you can see that. I love her too. I would never, in a million years, break her heart."
Jim stayed silent for a few minutes. The silence brought uneasiness to Billy, but that was intentional on Hopper's behalf. He finally piped up with a cough, clearing his throat, before his piercing eyes met Billy's blue orbs.
"I'll hold you to that, Hargrove."
Why you gotta be so rude? Don't you know I'm human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I'm gonna marry her anyway. Marry that girl, marry her anyway! Marry that girl, yeah, no matter what you say! Marry that girl, and we'll be a family! Why you gotta be so rude? Why you gotta be so rude?
Bonus:
(after the wedding)
"What was that about a no?" Billy quipped with his infamous smirk.
"You're lucky I'm sheriff, Hargrove."
Why you gotta be so rude?
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GF - Fight, Flight, and Some Third Thing
A fanfic commission for @no-strana, who asked for a Mullet Stan fic! I was super happy to do this one and I’m actually pretty proud of it! Tried to make it poetic as a fun personal challenge. I hope you guys like it, too!
His back against the wall and his debt way too high for Jorge and Rico’s liking, he may have to do thing he’d rather not in order to survive.
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In one of the science classes back in high school - the ones where Ford’s hand was in the air half the time, the ones where Stan entrained himself by drooling in his notebook, sleeping, or cracking jokes just to get a smile out of his twin - Stan was taught that there are three natural responses to fear: fight, flight, and some other third thing he couldn’t care enough to remember.
Ma used to call him a little fighter, her little free-spirit. He was well okay with taking a few punches if it meant he had the chance to punch back. So, yeah, you could say his usual response to fear was fight. Not that he was ever afraid! No way!
Still, he wasn’t totally happy about his recent assignment.
Stan had been working for Jorge and Rico for a few short months, ever since his old prison mates helped him bust out of Columbia. Too many shortcomings and lost bets put him in a bit of debt, so unless he wanted to become a literal mule for drugs, or locked in a trunk in the middle of Arizona, he was going to have to do a few things to earn some cash.
A few shady comments from Rico made it very clear on what he was expected to do to make some money. He didn’t like it, but he was a fighter. He had a hard stomach. He could do this.
After a quick bite to eat from a cheap fast-food place, Stan settled in the shadows of a dark alleyway on the streets of New Orleans. A grandfather clock chimed nine times. So like predator after prey, Stan waited for his first victim.
As the clock ticked by the night went on, fog from the ocean pouring over the brick sidewalk, Stan hated every minute. His knees were cramping, his stomach was in knots; maybe eating before this was a bad idea. He distracted himself from thinking of what he was about to do by being observant of his environment. Faint sounds of the sea beating against the docks, very distant jazz, happy chatter and the clinging of beer mugs.
Footsteps alerted him, and he steadied his body, ready to approach his prey.
Giggling. A tall shadow became sharper, and Stan made himself freeze.
A man his age was carrying a toddler, letting the little girl ride her father’s shoulders, tickling her ribs. “Daddy, put me down!” She laughed.
“Okay, princess, feel like walking like a big girl, huh?”
“Yeah!”
The father held the little girl’s hand and they walked past the alleyway together safely. 
Stan let out a breath he did not know he was holding. He was a lot of things; a conman, a thief, a liar, an overall horrible person by most people’s standards. But he would never scare a child. Not like that.
More footsteps. Stan shook himself free from his memories and readied himself, this time swearing to himself that he wouldn’t chicken out.
A young man leaned against the wall of the building, at the mouth of the alleyway. He pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and took a puff, looking weary and a little stressed. Perfect. Stan prepared his aching knees to move.
“There you are!” A female’s voice called, and she stood in front of the alleyway, holding the man’s free arm while he hastily put out his cigarette. “You okay, honey? That bar was pretty loud. Wanna go home and watch a movie or something?”
“Erm, no! I ran, I’m fine! I just… got a lot on my mind.” The man stuttered, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand.
“Oh. Wanna talk about it?”
“Actually… yes.”
Stan watched as the man took both of the woman’s hands and got on one knee. The woman gasped and Stan unconsciously stared with round eyes.
“You… You make me happy. Like, really happy. Way happier than I ever thought I could be. So…” And the man released the woman’s hands to reach into his pocket and open a tiny box. “Will you marry me?”
“YES!” The woman squealed, knocking the man to the ground as she leaped into his arms and hugged him, kissing him all over his face while he laughed, and only stopped so he could slip the ring on her finger, and then kiss on the lips.
The happy couple stood and ran off to celebrate their engagement, leaving Stan to snap out of his trance, mutter swears at himself, and kick a wall just hard enough to vex some frustration, but light enough so he wouldn’t have to nurse a broken toe.
If he was ever gonna pay Rico back he was gonna have to suck it up and do this. He swore on Moses’ staff, he was going to fight his way out of this mess.
So Stan crouched and patiently waited.
The clock chimed ten times, eleven, twelve times. People were due to emerge from bars and clubs any moment. A drunken stooper would be the perfect target, an easy job with next to no harm done.
Faint footsteps. Stan was ready. No backing down.
A young lady stumbled, high heels in her hand as she walked barefoot. She kept looking up at the lampposts and blinking at them, trying to concentrate. She was so drunk this would be too easy. Stan took in a deep breath and stepped out of the shadows.
The woman turned sluggishly at the sounds of boots against brick, and she slurred, “Hey, know wh’r Ch’stnut Street is, mis’er?”
Stan had his hand in the pocket of his maroon hoodie, fingers wrapped around the handle, but he couldn’t pull his hand out. His mouth, for the first time in his life, was clamped shut.
He couldn’t do it.
Stan sighed and pulled his hand out of his pocket, his weapon in his hoodie. He smiled softly at the drunk woman and chuckled warmly, “Yeah, you’re only a few blocks away. I’ll walk ya to the right street, k’?”
The woman smiled at him. “Thanks.”
The two walked in near-silence; only near because the woman hummed and occasionally muttered a song under her breath. 
They came to the beginning of the road that read Chestnut Street, and Stan pointed at it. “Here we are. Know where you’re going from here?”
The woman blinked at the sign and her eyes lit up in recognition. “Yeah, I live here. Thanks. You’re a pretty good guy.” The woman reached into her purse and pulled out her wallet. 
Stan bit his tongue. It was too easy, but he stood still with his hands in his pocket.
The drunk woman pulled a five out of her wallet and held it out to him. “Here, I owe you a milkshake or something.”
It wasn't nearly enough to cover Stan’s debt, but he still couldn’t help but laugh at the irony. He took the bill, nodded to the woman, and said, “No problem. G’night.” And he watched as the woman turned and walked to a small house in the neighborhood. Lights turned on in the house, and Stan chuckled to himself as the voice of an angry mother filled the night air.
Stan looked around at the cheap neighborhood he stood in. It being midnight and a more homey kind of neighborhood, there wasn’t much going on. But he did catch an infant’s cries halting as their dad took them to the front porch to cool off in the sweet evening air, the tired father happily rubbing the baby’s back and looking up at the stars.
Knowing this wasn’t a neighborhood he would be welcomed in, Stan turned and started on the long walk towards the shitty apartment he called home.
As clouds sailed over the moon and freed it’s light once again, by the river,
Stan stopped, growled at himself, and grabbed his brown mullet in frustration. What was he about to do?! Was he really that desperate?! He looked down at his rough hands, which shook with a mixture of rage and, as much as he didn’t want to admit it, fear.
He couldn’t do it. He wouldn’t do it. 
He would find some other way. He always did. Because Stan is a fighter.
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“Aye, chimaco… you’re a disappointment.”
Stan was far too used to hearing that from his own father, that all he could do was roll his eyes. “Aw, c’mon, amigos, y’know what would make us a lot of money? Pugs! I got a couple of buddies that could help us traffic a couple of puppies and boom! We’ll be rich within a week!”
The business partners looked at each other and snickered, exchanging an old joke.
“Querías que muriera?" 
“Sí.”
Stan’s blood ran cold. He felt someone's presence, someone behind, but then his head hurt and everything went black.
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princehairsupremacy · 3 years
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25,47, and 56 please:) I feel like this could be supa hot idk👼🍄
25. "Are you naked?!"
47. "Excuse me, do you sell the 9" here?"
56. "It's so wet."
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God, did you miss Harry. Whenever he was away for a long period of time your need for him seemed to multiply by 1000, what else could you do except find something to sort of replace him while he was gone? So, a sex shop is where you were headed, surely you could find something there that would be good enough to satisfy you while he was gone.
The shop was in a discreet corner, you guess the location was because some people might be embarrassed and not want people to see them go in. The shop didn't also make it too obvious it was a sex shop but if you looked close enough in the window you could tell.
When you went in it was a little overwhelming, it was quite busy actually. It had bright pink LED lights seemingly flashing everywhere, giving the shop a sexy and almost feminine kind of atmosphere. There were lots of people floating about, customers looking at the items and staff waiting for someone to ask for help or already helping someone purchase their desired item.
While you were walking about, you weren't really sure what to do so the next best thing would be to ask a worker. Yes, they were trained with all this and they all seemed to be female so surely they weren't going to judge you for wanting to get off, but it was still a little embarrassing.
"Excuse me?" You lightly poked the shoulder of a worker with a brown shaggy mullet. She turned around and smiled at you, she had big bold eyeliner on her small brown eyes, black lipstick with a very shiny gloss on it, and lots of blush on her cheeks, she really suited her makeup, it brought out her features a lot. "
"Hello, what can I help you with." She smiled a big smile with her teeth, she actually had very similar ones to Harry, bunny teeth. "Is this your first time here? I don't think I've seen you before.
"Yes, yes. This is my first time here, I'm just not sure what to get. Could you help me out?" She nodded and you smiled appreciatively. Of course she wasn't judging you, these people willingly work here they didn't come to judge you they're just here to get money, it's not their job to judge.
"Of course, do you have any idea of what you would like?" Did you have any idea? Not really. Hopefully she could help you find something that suits you today so you didn't go home empty handed and unsatisfied.
"Not really, that's why I've asked you. I thought maybe you could like give some recommendations and I could see if I take interest in any. My boyfriends away for quite long sometimes and I just wanted to find something that could like...help me out while he's gone."
"I get it, a woman doesn't deserve to go without a bit of pleasure because her partners gone. Maybe we could start with dildos?" You nodded and she lead you over to the many shelves of them. Wow, that's a lot of dicks.
"Maybe you'd want something similar to your boyfriend? Or something different if it's not up to your standards. No judging of course but, sometimes that's how it is." Oh Harry was definitely up to your standards.
"I think it would be good to get something similar to my boyfriend, actually. Do you sell anything around 9" here?" Her eyes widened a little before nodding her head, trying not to show her surprise.
"This one is 9". I think this would be good for you?"
"That one would be great, thanks a lot."
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Guess it was time you tried this out, it'd been about two days since you got it and Harry was meant to be back tomorrow. Better try it out at least once before he returned.
You pulled it out of it's box which was hidden away, and stripped out of your clothes. You were quite excited, you'd never used a dildo and you could move it however fast and hard you liked, that seemed like something that would appeal to anyone who liked a bit of dick.
You got yourself prepared before starting to slide it into you. What you didn't know is Harry was coming home early to surprise you, he'd never done it before so you didn't expect it from him. Of course the first time he was going to do it, it was today. You didn't hear the front door or bedroom door open.
"Darling, I'm ba- are you naked?!" You jumped up and covered yourself with a blanket to the right of you. "So this is what you do when you're alone? You told me you think of me but I didn't know you meant like this."
"Shutup, Harry. This is the first time I've done it so don't get full of yourself."
"Did you buy a dildo? Lemme see." He tried to pull the blanket away but you kept a strong grip on it but of course he overpowered your strength and pulled it away. "I swear that looks similar to someones I know. Guess you do always think of me."
"Fuck off, Harry. You're so embarrassing." You tried to grab the blanket back to cover yourself but he threw it to the floor so you couldn't get it.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't here to help you. Let me make it up to you right now." He grabbed your thighs and tried to part them but you did your best to keep them pressed together. "Come on baby, spread your legs for me?"
You buried your embarrassment as deep as you could, close your eyes shut tightly and parting your legs slowly. "Open your eyes, no need to get embarrassed." You opened your eyes and saw his, there was no trace of any green in them anymore, they were fully black from lust. He looked down and pressed the heel of his hand against you, making you buck your hips. "You're really desperate aren't you..."
He pressed a finger into you but quickly brought it back out, examining it then looking at you with a smug face. "It's so wet. Were you thinking of me?" You gulped nervously and nodded, your eyes wide and watching his every move. "Promised I'd help you out, didn't I? Don't think you need any teasing today, let's get straight into it."
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Stabbed
Summary:  could you right something with Eddies daughter where she comes to Derry, and instead of stabbing Eddie, Bowers stabs her? 
A/N: I hope you enjoy! Please let me know what you think! 
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The disturbing atmosphere that hangs around Derry as a whole is not in any way lessened by the state of the old townhouse.
Sara is not a germaphobe on the same level of her father in any way, but the state of the hotel, if it’s even worth calling it that, leaves much to be desired. The flaked paint, carpeted flours where black marks are left on, creaking stairs with no elevator, and the complete abandonment of both the reception and bar did not claim this hotel was well taken care off.
Still, Sarah tries to ignore the warning signs and sits in the bar lobby, twiddling on her phone over a glass of lemonade, that she had to pour herself par for the course, and waits patiently. She’s not sure if she should be repacking or not, but her dad left without warning or explanation, so she stays put.
The stairs creak for the so many’the time, but she’s gotten so used to the sound that she doesn’t bother looking up. Instead she wonders if there’s anybody else in this godforsaken town, other than her father and his friends.
‘This is so stupid’, she whispers under her breath, letting out a deep sigh of resignation. She would go about and explore, to see all the places her dad had in his childhood, because she’s getting extremely bored now, and the urge to pace around and do something, anything is almost overwhelming. But, Eddie was panic-stricken at the mere prospect of Sara joining the group on their little adventure, so utterly terrified it left her shaky herself.
It’s weird to be in the town her father grew up in, but it’s even more strange to meet the people he was supposedly best friends with. They don’t seem like the type of people Eddie would be keen to hang out with back in New York, but maybe her father is just as good at hiding things from her as he is for her mother.
The more general idea of her dad and his friends bring up more questions than answers. Where have this people been for all her life. Why had they never hung out with her dad before? Why isn’t there a picture of them in her house?
She’s eager to learn more about them, but she heeds Eddie’s warnings, sinking further back in her chair. A few minutes later she rises, deciding to scout out the hotel at least – despite what horrible unsanitary things she might find, but a door opening stops her.
A woman, the only woman in her Dad’s group of friends stumbles in, her breath gasping and shaky. She searches around the entry way with her eyes, but sees no one, not even Sara, whose cover by the wall separating the bar and hallway.
‘Is anybody here?’ Beverly, she now recalls, asks, plucking a pack of cigarettes out of her pocket with severely trembling fingers. Out of her other pocket she grabs a lighter, but it takes her three tries before she can get the flame close enough to the cigarette, thanks to her tremor.
‘Shit’, she curses after the second time, and for a moment it looks like she’s about to put it back, but instead she aims again.
An instinctive part of her, the part that was raised by two people warning her about the danger of mundane things, wants to tell her cigarettes are bad for her. The part that saw how controlling her mother is towards her father, urges her to stay quiet. It’s not Sara’s place, but either way, the woman looks like she’s halfway to knocking on death’s door.
‘I’m here’, she calls out hesitantly, knowing that she’s not the one Beverly is looking for. Still, it feels weird to not acknowledge her, and to leave her be so crestfallen.
Beverly’s head whips around, and for a second there is no recognition on her face. Her face and eyes harden, almost like she’s preparing to battle, but then Bev’s brain catches up and her eyes soften.
‘Oh, sorry I didn’t see you there.’
‘It’s okay’, Sara assures, watching wearily as Beverly lets herself drop on the bottom step of the stairs.
‘Do you mind’, the woman asks, monitoring with her hand towards the cigarette. It usually does, Sara learned about the dangers of second hand smoke inhalation, but she’s not interested in starting a discussion. For a reason she can’t understand, she’s desperate for these people to like her, the same way they like her dad.
‘Are you okay?’ Sara dares to ask as she inches closer. She keeps a good distance away from Bev, so none of the smoke reaches her.
‘No’, Bev laughs without humor, ‘but no one ever is in this town.’ She suddenly looks Sara straight in the eyes, with the same intensity Eddie had when he firmly told her to stay put and not leave the townhouse. ‘You stay with one of us from now on, okay? It’s not safe to be here by yourself.’
Sara nods dumbly, feeling compelled to do so. She’s just about to ask for more answers, for the why and where and how, but a second ‘loser’ burst through the door, at least as if not more spooked as Beverly.
It’s Ben, who calls out for Bev immediately, and Sara may not know anything about the losers club, but she knows that Bev and Ben are it for each other.
‘Bev, are you okay?’ Ben asks without noticing Sara there. Sara flushes, feeling like a third wheel almost instantly, despite Ben’s apologetic look he sends.
‘Sorry I-‘
‘I’m going upstairs,’ Sara exclaims, walking up the stairs two steps at a time.
‘Sara wait’, Beverly bellows, trying to stop Sara before she gets too far.
‘It’s fine, I’m not alone, you guys are right downstairs. If somethings wrong I’ll just yell.’ Sara promises, barely glancing back at the two adults.
Ben and Bev make complicated faces, but eventually they both nod, turning back to their own conversation.
Sara reaches the top of the stairs, but there she has to pause for a minute. Though she has been unsettled this whole time, a whole new wave of eerie washes over her. She’s not sure what brought it on, but whatever it is makes her shiver down to her bones.
She considers going back downstairs, but Ben and Bev have picked up a new conversation topic, and she doesn’t want to disturb them. Sara vehemently ignores her own warning signs, and saunters towards her hotel room. While she does, she quickly peeks across the hallway, but sees no immediate danger -expect the black mold stains- there.
She opens the door, and the distant eerie feeling switches in a minute, into acute danger. Sara knows without a sliver of a doubt from the second she step into the townhouse that she’s in deep trouble. Unfortunately, her reflexes are not as quick on the mark as her senses, and she only notices the knife punching her way when the blade has already marked her skin.
She falls back, and can’t do anything to stop a second attack from striking it’s goal. A pocket knife breaches the skin of her cheek, straight through he tissue, and reappears on the other side. Sara can’t even scream before she scrambles up, hands pushing at her attackers chest to get him away.
Her attacker, a man with a mullet that appears like he hasn’t washed in multiple weeks, grins ominous and licks his lips.
‘Not who is was send here to kill’, he spits, reaching for Sara’s ankle and dragging her down when she tries to run. ‘But this isn’t so bad either.’
Before he gets another chance to do any other damage, Sara pulls the knife out her own cheek, smothering a scream, and holds it out in defense. She didn’t expect the man to thrown himself on top of her, plunging the knife in his own chest, but then again, he doesn’t seem to be in a right state of mind.
She can’t stop and think about it anyway, so she kicks his sluggish body away from her, and clambers upright. The man lays still face down, so Sara can’t see if he’s still breathing or not.  She can’t feel the wound, are any part of her body for that matter, and she can’t believe she just pulled a knife out of her own cheek. A strange tingling panic begins to trickle over her body, as she forces her feet to move.
‘It’s fine, it’s fine’, Sara whispers to herself as she back up, praying that she won’t trip, and that the man who just attacked her won’t jump up and try to attack her again. She can’t comprehend what just happened, thanks to shock probably, but she falls straight back into her survival tactic she uses at home.
If she ever got hurt there, she would keep quiet, and deal with that pain herself -or tell her after making him promise not to tell her mom-. To her shock filled mind, keeping quiet seems like the best option.
She continuous to stumble backwards until she’s out of the room. ‘It’s fine’, she continuous to implant in herself, ‘it doesn’t even hurt, if there’s no wound, I’m not telling anyone.’
Of course, as per usual, the instant she thinks that, blood starts gushing out of her cheek like a tap that just got opened. The copper taste of blood, overwhelming and disgusting, triggers her brain, and suddenly, the pain she thought wasn’t there, hits her full force.
She screams, this time in pain, and the scream alerts the people downstairs promptly.  
Their footsteps ruffle up the stairs faster than she can follow, so the first touch against her arm makes her let out a screech. Her dad’s face swims into her line of vision, blurred by unshed tears. Beverly and Ben are right behind them, their faces agape when the notice the wound and the blood streaming into her mouth.
‘Oh holy shit. Sara stay still.’ He insists with a panic filled voice. He brings his hand up, most likely to cover up her wound, but then seems to think the better of it with infection. Sara has seen Eddie in panic filled states many times before, but never had his face taken on the same greyish tone it does now, and never has lips trembled so much he can barely speak.
‘Dad’, Sara whispers, her voice cracking on that one syllable, blood gushes out like a waterfall. She pitches forward, knowing full well that Eddie will freak out at the idea of blood all over him, but not caring for a second. Eddie doesn’t care either, his arms wrapping around Sara’s heaving frame and pulling her as close as humanly possible. When her dad got here is a mystery, but Sara is so thankful he arrived when he did. The comfort he radiates, even with his stressed behavior, is enough to settle her back into her skin.
‘Fuck I- I don’t know what to do.’ Eddie strains, one of his hand cupping the back of Sara’s neck, trying to take a look at the wound.
‘I’m going to go get a first aid kit’, Beverly soothes as she scrambles away to go get the material.
‘Wai’t,’ Sara screams muffled, pulling back from her dad and reaching for Bev even though she’s out of reach. The departure of the woman suddenly reminded her of the man still in her room, and the fact that everyone was in danger.
‘The guy in my room’, she rushes out, pointing to the door. Her dad’s face lights up in a furry, more angry then she has ever seen him before. She would cower if she didn’t realize it was not aimed at her. Eddie presses a quick kiss to her forehead, gently towards her if anything else, but then sprints away into their room. Ben follows without question.
‘Wait, dad’, Sara whimpers, terrified that he might get hurt too.
‘He’ll be okay,’ Beverly says as she tugs Sara further away and then helps her slide down to the floor. The first aid kit is clenched tightly between her fist. ‘He’s tougher then he looks.’
She cleans up Sara’s injure the best she can, but she’s numb too it all. Only able to stare at the door opening and waiting for her dad to reappear.
She doesn’t have to wait long it seems, before the door flings open with a loud bang.
‘It was fucking Bowers’, he curses, going straight for Sara and inspecting the bandage without elaborating further. He sinks to his knees in front of her, one of his hands gripping her shoulder. He smiles comfortingly at her, but the fire behind his eyes has not dimmed.
The man, Bowers, must be known to all of them, because Beverly asks, ’Henry Bowers?’ And Ben hums approvingly.
‘He got away too, the fucker. Wait till I get my hands on him.’  
‘Dad?’ Sara asks, not sure exactly what she’s aiming for. She’s just scared, and she wants her dad to protect her and promise that everything will be alright.
‘It’s okay,’ Eddie assures, hauling her into a hug and squeezing her so tight it’s a little constricting. ‘I promise’, he says so fiercely Sara has no doubt in her mind he means it, ‘I won’t let him touch you again.’
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amindofstone · 3 years
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Match up, No. 4
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@alexnuxx said:
Hi there. So..
my mbti is intp 5w6. I am chill and lazy but also calm. I am a more serious person, but sometimes i laugh in inappropriate or stupid situations and I also like goofy people. I have a big problem about losting in my thoughts and it's hard to get my attention because of that.
All my clothes are black but most of the time I choose either elegant style or oversized clothes to feel comfortable. I have a black mullet and green-brown eyes, i wear glasses and i'm skinny because it's hard for me to gain weight.
I think it's hard for me not to like something because I usually ignore it (maybe really sensitive people cuz i dont know what should i do when someone cries. Ah, and really arrogant people get on my nerves) , but I like reading, listening to music, drawing, sleeping and eating.
Ah, and im 18yo.
Thanks and good luck<3
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a/n: Hey sweety. I´m glad you requested. When I read your request I couldn´t help but realize that you have some traits that resemble the one of mine. Like getting lost in thoughts, being chill and calm. Wearing either elegant or oversized clothes, listening to music, sleeping. I honestly never thought I would find someone that resembles me in so many aspects. Anyways I hope you enjoy this little work of mine. If there is anything that bothers you please do not hesitate to tell me so I can make it better. Other than that happy reading.
Match up rules can be found HERE.
Warning(s): Maybe grammatical or spelling mistakes since English is my third language and I´m still improving in every aspect (Please have mercy on that.)
!!! Please do not steal my idea or work. Credit me if this is shared or published in any other platform or any other way. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Picture is not mine. Credits to: !!!
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· After a bit of thinking (and making two other match ups for you I absolutely wasn´t satisfied with. Like I was about to smash my phone against the wall but then I remembered that it was expansive as fck and a Bday gift. So yeah here we are… *crys again. Now after evrything is done I regret not pairing you up with my first choice. But I thought you might not like it... Just like now.... *screams internally) I decided to pair you up with Beckman. I know! I know. BUT HEAR ME OUT AND GIVE THIS MAN (and me please) A CHANCE. I´ll do my best to make you at öeast like it a tiny bit. Just give it a chance. Pretty please?
· Alright. *breathes in, *nervous, *breaths out. Author talks to herself “Are you dumb?! Get it to work!”
· Like I said I'm gonna pair you up with a man that is as feared as his captain. He's the first mate called Benn Beckman
· Beckman has a quiet and laid back personality with a quite serious facet. And exactly that was what got you two to get to know each other.
· You were working at the bar of the island the red hair pirates docked on. They were having a good time drinking and celebrating as always.
· You were preparing a customer a drink when two man sat at the counter and asked for a beer. Slowly with minutes passing more man surrounded the two and caused a positive vibe. They were talking, laughing and having a good time. Once in a while you were taking their orders had a short chat with a red haired man but that's it. Not long after you realized something that caught your eye and made you smile. You went to your coworker and long time best friend and told her to look at the man with the white hair and the cigar.
· She followed your description and let her eyes wonder around the place until she found him. But she didn't quiet get what made you laugh so she asked you with a confused look.
· “You always tell me that I have a serious expression but look at him. His friends are laughing and celebrating while he sits right at the middle and looks like he got forced to be there.”
· Your words made your coworker laugh and get back to work with a huge grin on her face. You didn´t mind at all and were happy that you could make her laugh when they called for a waitress to probably order more beer. But that’s when you regret making fun of him. Your friend started to laugh and made the red haired man look at her confused. When she got a hold of herself she pointed a finger at you and seemed to tell them something that made all of the men laugh but one.
· Your cheeks turned red and you literally wanted to run out of the bar to hide under a rock. But you couldn´t and just turned around with your back facing them while their laughter echoed in your head.
· Your face was red and when touched one would have thought you had a fever. When your coworker came back still laughing she hugged you and said that none of them is made at you but rather amused by your words. Mostly the man you were talking about. Towards the end of your shift the man with a neutral looking gaze was still lingering at the bar with his friends. After the incident you didn´t dare looking in his direction and did your work at the back of the bar. You stepped out of the bar and were about to walk down the streets when someone tapped your shoulder and made you turn around.
· “I´m sorry to bother you but do you mind telling me your name?”
· You were confused and scared to death but the question of the tall man in front of you made you wonder why he wanted to know that so you asked. But he simply smiled at you lovingly and said: “I would love to know the name of the woman that seems to resemble me so much.”
· That was the moment you to actually got to know each other. Until now his captain and the entire crew he was part of made fun of him of the way you and him got together
· Beckman is a quiet and serious looking man that only talks when needed. It´s not that he doesn´t like being around people it´s just his calm and peaceful nature that gets him to be in his cabin while being busy reading a book. And since you joined the red hair pirates he´s not always that alone in his cabin
· Beckman loves your pure chill nature. You´re not like the woman his crew mates sometimes bring over or meet up with. You are laid back and honest. Sometimes to honest that causes Shanks to turn into a pouting 6 years old but that’s fine because the friendship you have with Shanks balances the calm and peaceful relationship you have with your partner Beckman You three have a great relationship with each other since you seem to be a mixture of Beckman and Shanks that makes you get along with the both of them so well. But also the crew thinks that you are the female version of them
· Dating Beckman is like walking through a forest in a warm sunny autumn morning
· He seem to be cold and always serious but he´s not. He is a caring gentleman that won´t let you carry a bag or even you coat.
· He always has a hand on the lower area of your back while walking through a island
· Every night he would ask you if you need anything or planed to do anything in the next day to make sure to schedule his day after your plans
· At the morning he would always ask you if you slept well and if you had a dream or not. And if you had one he would make you tell him about it because he loves listening to you
· There are moments he would find himself staring at you with a tiny smile on his lips that would make his captain tease the hell out of him when he see it
· The moments I am referring to are when you´re leaning against the railing of the ship with a dreamy look on your face that would signal him that you´re once again lost in your thoughts. And in those moments he would make sure no one is around so he could come and hug you from behind while nuzzling his face in your hair, asking you what you were thinking about. You would smile and take his hands in yours to intertwine them and tell him “It´s nothing.” When you were actually thinking of a peaceful life with him somewhere were no ne would find you or know you. Just the two of you.
· And each time he would smile and say that he would someday find out about that little “nothing” that was able to put a smile on your lips when it should be him doing that
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nsheetee · 4 years
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vanilla latte | renjun
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pairing: art student!renjun x barista!reader genre: coffee shop au | fluff summary: renjun finally finds his muse: a little coffee shop on campus. he thinks the building itself is what’s propelling his hand to finish all of his art assignments, but when you’re not the barista serving him when he walks in one night, he realizes that may not be the case...
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this is part of the moonlight cafe series — please read the preface before continuing reading
he has a sketchpad clutched to his chest, earphones in his ears, and bags under his eyes as he curiously checks out the store
the small, silver bell above the door jingles as he closes it, and to renjun it sounds like magic sprinkling down over him as he walks in
there aren’t many people in the coffee shop, some stragglers who are too busy with their work to notice him
and that’s the way renjun likes it
renjun hates his dorm room
he hates how loud his roommates play games into all hours of the night
it clutters his mind and makes working on his art hard
tonight, he was absolutely done with his shouting roommates and decided to pack his things and head out of the dorm
renjun had no idea where he would go
the library is already closed, and it’s not like any of his friends would be up at this time to let him come over
just as he starts mindlessly walking out of his dorm building, he notices a cafe further down the block
an open sign hangs on the door, and it’s enough to draw him in
you wait patiently while your new customer makes his way to the counter, mouth slowing dropping in awe as he takes in the ambience of the shop
you don’t blame him, the cafe has a certain aesthetic that everyone loves to hang out in during the day
and at night, it’s even more pleasing to the eye
the big windows that cover the front of the store let in the moonlight and the street lights from the park
the dark hardwood floors makes the open room feel less like a store and more like you’re at home
the far wall is made completely of red brick with some fairy lights attached across the top
“how can I help you?” you ask him when he comes close enough, finally making eye contact
he’s stunned for a minute as he looks at you, fingers fumbling to take out his headphones as he begins to speak
“oh. uh, can I get a medium vanilla latte?” he asks, his voice sounding as if he was lost his whole life, and just found himself when he walked through the doors
“sure-” before you can ask if he wanted any extra shots of espresso, he sits down, spreading out his drawing materials, and getting straight to work
you can’t help but peer at him from your spot at the espresso machine
he’s beautiful- you find him absolutely captivating 
his brown hair is long and it grows more in the back, giving him a faux mullet
(you would never in your life think you could be attracted to a mullet, but here you are)
more than his appearance, you find his concentration on his sketchpad and the furrow of his eyebrows to be attractive
he looks so intense as he works, but you can tell he’s not stressed
renjun’s hand moves faster than ever before
and he realizes he just found his muse, his new inspiration:
this cafe
you set his vanilla latte down in front of him, careful to not put his drawings in harms way
“thank you...” he barely mumbles to you, still focused on his artwork
the young artist comes in the next night, and the night after that, and every weekend that you work
he always orders a vanilla latte, sits down at the counter, and draws until you’re sure his wrists hurt and his eyes ache
despite him sitting in front of you for several hours every night, you don’t know his name, and you haven’t talked much or seen any of his drawings
honestly, you’re too shy to ask him
maybe he doesn't want to show you what he has been working on?
renjun doesn’t remember the last time he was this energized and inspired
his hand moves faster than his eyes, his heart rate increasing every time his mind wanders out of him and into the cafe
every time he finishes his assignments, he reaches for his sketchpad and lets his muse drive his art
every time he cranes his neck up, his eyes immediately come into contact with the beautiful cafe
the way you effortlessly move around your side of the counter while making drinks, the backdrop of the multitude of paintings behind you as if you’re dancing on your own masterpiece
the way you smile at all the customers, no matter what time of night it is or how many extra shots they order, the soft yellow lighting of the shop shining down perfectly into every crevice of the store
renjun is so entranced by this coffee shop, he wonders how he didn’t find this place earlier
one wednesday night, renjun feels particularly stuffed by his small dorm room and decides to head to the cafe to clear out his clogged brain
when renjun walks into his favorite cafe, he immediately feels that something is not right
at the cash register, he’s greeted by an older man with a gaze so piercing that renjun is a bit hesitant to sit at the counter
“hello, what can I get you?” the man asks
“uh, a vanilla latte, please?”
all of a sudden, renjun realizes why the cafe looks so different
it’s because you’re not here
there’s something weird about not seeing the same barista that usually resides on the other side of the counter
renjun isn’t sure what this foreign feeling is that’s filling his chest
it’s something akin to the feeling of coming home and the place not looking familiar because of new furniture, or looking at yourself in the mirror for the first time after getting a major haircut 
“can I ask you a question?” renjun reaches out for his coffee as the barista slides it to him on the counter, renjun notices his name is taeyong
“sure.” 
“where is the barista that usually works here at night?”
“are you talking about our new barista? well, she only works friday, saturday, and sunday nights. why? is there a problem?”
renjun shakes his head absentmindedly and taeyong nods quizzically before going back to the cash register where another customer is waiting
renjun opens his sketchbook that he set down on the counter earlier, preparing his pencils and pens, gripping one and staring down at the paper
and staring....
and staring....
and only staring
renjun waits for his hand to move by itself like it did all the other times he has sat in this exact same chair 
he looks up in front of him, and frowns deeper when he sees taeyong sweeping the floor, and not you
he glances around the coffee shop, waiting for inspiration to hit him like a truck and send his hand flying across the paper
but it never happens
renjun becomes frustrated; why won’t this cafe all of the sudden not work its usual charm?
is it because it’s a wednesday night?
is it because there’s more people here than usual?
is it because you’re not on the other side of the counter, sending him your small smile when you hand him his coffee?
oh...
how could renjun be so dense?
he drops his pencil, picking up his sketchbook instead and flipping through the last several pages
the backdrop of the cafe is in all of them
and so are you
your figure repeatedly shows up in all of renjun’s drawings, and when he looks at the portrait of a person he’s been picturing in his mind for weeks, he realizes it looks like you
his head is dizzy with this new discovery
renjun cringes, yet blushes, at the thought of telling you you’re his muse
it’s such an intimate and romantic confession; he finds you so beautiful to draw pages and pages and pages of drawings of you
the next time he comes into the cafe, it’s a friday night
the place is swamped, you have your hair up in a messy bun and your cheeks blushed red from the exertion of moving around so much
renjun’s hand itches to grab his favorite pen and draw this moment into his sketchbook, but he forces himself to sit and watch you, hoping you don’t notice him gawking over your form
once the rush is over, renjun adds shading to the portrait of you as he finally orders his vanilla latte
he didn’t want to add to your hectic rush, so he waited until it looked like you calmed down and restocked a bit
he glances at you through his eyelashes, resting a hand on his cheek to be able to comfortably glance between you and his art
you set his cup down next to him, sending him that smile that he’s so familiar with
until you glance down at his sketchpad
although the sketch appears upside down to you, you can make out your features adorning the person on the page
the young artist hides his face from you, but doesn’t move to cover his artwork
you glance around the cafe; the number of people have dwindled down and the ones who remain don’t focus on what’s happening up at the counter
biting your lip, you walk out of your side of the counter and sit down next to the boy that has been occupying your mind (and counter space) every night you’ve worked for the past few weeks
renjun is surprised when you take a seat next to him, and looks up at you with slight fear and wonderment
“hi, I'm y/n.”
“I'm renjun.” he mentally pats himself on the back for not stuttering, but when you raise your hand to shake his, his gulps and his mind goes blank
your hand is soft, and even though you have espresso under your nails, they’re still the prettiest hands he has ever seen
“I thought that if you’re going to draw me, you might want to see me in a better light.” you give your weak explanation, and renjun laughs 
“sorry, this might be weird for you, but every time I see you I just want to... draw.” renjun tries to explain the feeling of being inspired by you, but you shake your head
“you don’t have to explain. just draw, and I'll sit here for you.”
and renjun does
he draws until his wrists ache and he’s sure he’s memorized every mole, imperfection, and scar on your face
he draws until he has memorized the amount of eyelashes you have and how many stars sparkle in your eyes
and when renjun goes back to his dorm that night, he realizes it’s not enough
he comes back every night you work, draws into the oblivion until he’s sure he has run out of energy
and then he draws some more
taeyong saw renjun’s artwork of the cafe one night and bought all the artwork from him to hang up in the store
eventually, his drawings end up on the red brick wall, snuggly tucked into wooden frames and illuminated by the fairy lights
and in the top right corner of the wall hangs the portrait of you
it’s the only drawing without a frame, and the only one that renjun didn’t receive money for
he even pined it up to the wall himself, wanting to keep you in the cafe in some type of way as a reminder of this place and you, his muse
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Lover’s Fantasia Chapter 1 (Crystal Methyd x Gigi Goode RPDR12) Cruel Summer
no rules in breakable heaven 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/32286397/chapters/80027176
June 28th, 2021
Amsterdam
It was a fresh start. And it was exactly what Gigi needed after finally starting to feel like herself, finally seeing the sun without her smile. It was a new city bustling with new people and new experiences. It was perfect timing too. Soon after Biden was sworn into office, vaccines were being rolled out. By spring Gigi was fully vaccinated, she could finally go out with her friends and feel the sun beating down on her skin. Her best friend had just won Drag Race, and in late May they celebrated with a trip to Mexico. Gigi was performing again, living again. She breathed in the fresh air that was once masked with a piece of cloth. Everything was finally going back to normal.
Well, almost everything.
Because some days Gigi still went to Venice Beach to sit alone for a moment, allowing herself to bask in the almost nostalgic feeling. Allowing herself to feel that ache in her chest she had fought so hard to push down the past year. But she knew that feeling wouldn’t last, so she’d leave, telling herself it was for the best. Then the sun blinded Gigi through her curtains early one morning when she got a call from Jaida Essence Hall and Michelle Visage offering her a gig for the summer in Amsterdam. And Gigi couldn’t help but hope. It was Hunter who ultimately convinced her to go.
“It’ll be good for you,” he said. “It’s new. It’s nothing she’s… touched.” And Hunter was right, so that night they booked a ticket to Amsterdam. Gigi was excited, she really was. What could be better than spending nearly three months with Jaida and Michelle while they prepared for the iconic Amsterdam Pride? It was the perfect opportunity.
So why did Gigi’s chest ache as she made her way through customs? She decided to ignore it, which was something she had gotten used to doing. The Schiphol airport was much different than LAX. It didn’t have the same white interior and harsh lights that always caught Gigi in her worst moments, no, this airport was different. It was modern, but not artificial. With plenty of art, places to sit, and excitement. It was enough to make her nerves settle.
Gigi’s eyes scanned the horizon through the large windows, and if she squinted she swore she could see Amsterdam, her home for the next few months. She saw The Man in the Clock and quickly took a picture, captioning it “surprise!” before sending it to her story. She decided to keep Amsterdam a secret from the fans, mostly because she couldn’t promise that when the day came, she would be able to get on the plane.
“Don’t be dumb,” Symone said to Gigi as they walked into the airport, Hunter trailing behind. “This is a good thing, Gigi, you’re gonna realize it as soon as that plane takes off.”
So Gigi boarded the plane, not wanting the last time she saw Symone for a while to end in a fight. And she made it to Amsterdam, but now she wasn’t exactly sure what to do from here. She decided going to baggage claim would probably be a good start.
As Gigi walked to the baggage claim, she decided that Symone was right, and this really was the best thing for her. It had to be. She stood waiting for her suitcase when a flash of color caught her eye. Her heart dropped into the pit of her stomach, hoping her eyes were just playing tricks on her. It wouldn’t be the first time. Sometimes she’d see a head of curls on the street and her heart would skip a beat, and the sensible part of Gigi’s mind would remind her that they were worlds away.
Gigi assumed it was just her wishful thinking and continued to look for her suitcase and waited for the tightness in her chest to go away. But then the flash of color Gigi had seen came into full view. A hot pink suitcase covered in various stickers with a leopard print scarf tied around the handle. Suddenly her heart shot up from the bottom of her stomach into her throat. Gigi blinked a few times, trying to wake herself up from this nightmare. ‘It couldn’t be,’ Gigi thought. ‘There’s no fucking way.’
“Excuse me, pardon me,” a small nasally voice said. ‘No. Nope. This can’t be happening. This cannot be happening. Fuck this. It’s not her, it couldn’t be.’
“Excuse me, thank you- Gigi?”
Fuck. Gigi took a deep breath and grabbed the pink suitcase, as well as her own. She turned around.
“Hi,” Gigi said.
“Hello?”
Summer 2019
Drag Race
Gigi paced around her hotel room, deep in thought. It was her first day off after the first challenge. Gigi had been stuck in her room all day, just expected to sit around and do nothing. Just expected to ignore the longing in her chest for her friends back home. Hunter, Symone, Rosy, Marko, who were just a short car ride away, technically. But Gigi was locked in her hotel room, being told to enjoy some time off. In solitary confinement. What a way to celebrate the fact she had just nearly won her first challenge of Drag Race, placing in the top two of the very first challenge. Gigi was on cloud nine, relieved that she made a good first impression.
And that the judges liked all the helmets.  
But Gigi was so lonely, all she could do was lay in bed and watch weird daytime television. She tried to watch the shitty soap operas but they were just so boring and corny, she couldn’t stomach them. She didn’t have anything to work on, anything to read, nothing. She even attempted to work out, jogging around the tiny hotel room. That lasted for thirty seconds.
Gigi knew the obvious solution. One of the first things she had noticed in her hotel room was the conjoined door, which led right into Crystal’s room. Crystal Methyd. Probably the weirdest person Gigi had ever met. Not just because of her crazy bright drag, clown makeup, and outrageous but perfect amount of jewelry. No, she was shocked by how drawn she was to Crystal. She really was unlike anyone Gigi had ever met.
When Jackie asked Crystal if she was a fashion queen or a comedy queen, and Crystal just responded with “Fashion queen, comedy queen, I’m a TALENTED queen,” Gigi was completely fascinated by her. And then she actually got to talk to Crystal and get to know her a little bit, and Gigi knew in a heartbeat that Crystal was special. She was bright, sociable, and funny. But also really quiet, drawn into herself. Gigi couldn’t quite decide what it was, but Crystal had something the other girls didn’t. She needed to be her friend. So Gigi came up with a game plan.
She obviously couldn’t just knock and say she was bored like a loser. What if Crystal didn’t want to be bothered? What if Crystal hated her already? No. Gigi had a feeling Crystal just wasn’t that kind of person. Maybe she could ask to borrow sewing supplies, saying that she wanted to polish up one of her runway looks. And then she would just... charm Crystal into having a conversation with her? That could work. It’s not like Gigi had many options.
So she walked to the door that went into Crystal’s room. “Go before you’re ready bitch,” Gigi said to herself. She took a deep breath, raised her fist to the door, and before her screaming mind and pounding heart could stop her, she knocked. She could hear rustling coming from Crystal’s room, probably her crawling out of bed.
‘Do you have a big sewing needle? Do you have a big sewing needle? Do you have a big sewing needle?’ Gigi said over and over in her head. And then, before she was ready, the door swung open, and there she was. Crystal Methyd. Gigi’s breath caught in her throat and she prayed Crystal didn’t notice.
Crystal’s mullet had been put into two messy space buns on top of her head, little tendrils of curls framing her face. Gigi could tell that Crystal had hastily shoved her glasses on; they were lopsided, slowly slipping off her nose. There was only one word to describe the person who was standing in front of Gigi, being engulfed in an oversized One Direction concert T-shirt. Adorable. Her game plan flew out the window, and she was left there, speechless, looking like an idiot. What did she want again?
“Hi,” Gigi blurted lamely. Crystal’s face split into a grin, and Gigi could tell she was trying not to laugh.
“Hello?” Crystal asked in her sweet voice. Maybe it was her soft appearance. Maybe it was the fact that Gigi was too bored to care. Or maybe it was Crystal’s kind smile and bright eyes that made Gigi immediately relax. This was just Crystal. The same dork who had a One Direction tattoo on their chest in Arabic. She’s just... Crystal.
“I’m so fucking bored,” Gigi sighed, letting herself smile.
“Oh my GOD, me too! I thought about knocking on your door but I didn’t wanna bother you. Do you wanna come in?” Crystal offered, stepping to the side. Oh. That’s it? That’s all it took?
“Yeah,” Gigi grinned and stepped into Crystal’s room. Gigi’s heart was still pounding, her stomach still felt like it was in her throat. And there was Crystal, already climbing back into the bed, beckoning Gigi to join her. It felt like… it felt like Gigi was truly seeing Crystal for the first time. And her heart was still pounding. It felt good.
Amsterdam
Gigi had imagined what it would be like to see Crystal again for the first time, she had thought of scenario after scenario. Maybe she would enter the Werkroom for All Stars and there Crystal would be standing, a bright grin on her face. Or maybe one day they would be randomly booked for the same gig and they’d bump into each other backstage. Gigi also had wondered what it would feel like to see her again. She expected it to feel like a punch in the gut, or maybe like she was drowning, gasping for air while trying to find the right words to say. But as Gigi stood in the middle of the Schipol Airport looking into Crystal’s brown eyes, the only thing she found crashing over herself was a wave of relief. Crystal was still... Crystal. For some reason, Gigi assumed Crystal would be different, or maybe Gigi assumed she would feel different. But she stood there and felt as the familiar fire began to burn in her chest.
“What are you doing here?” Crystal asked, a slur of emotions ridden on her face.
“I-”
“Oh good, you found each other!” Jaida’s voice called out. Gigi and Crystal’s heads both whipped to see Jaida and Michelle Visage.
“Welcome to Amsterdam bitches, it’s about to be the best summer ever!!!” Michelle ran to them, giving them each a hug, Jaida following suit. Gigi felt like she had just been slapped in the face, but she put on the best grin she could, and Crystal did the same.
“Look at us, top three reunited! I can’t believe it’s almost been a year since Drive n’ Drag,” Gigi’s breath hitched in the back of her throat and she hoped no one noticed.
“Totally,” Crystal said, voice falling flat.
“So excited.” Gigi managed a smile. Jaida cocked an eyebrow.
“You two okay?” Michelle asked. Gigi was anything but okay.
“Yeah. I just got to go to the bathroom before we leave,” Gigi said. She heard Jaida and Michelle questioning Crystal as she walked away.
“She’s probably just jet-lagged,” Crystal shrugged. Gigi walked faster. She rushed to the bathroom, locking the door behind her.
“Fuck,” Gigi exhaled, fumbling for her phone, not exactly sure why. Who would she even call? If Gigi told Hunter now, the rest of the day her phone would be blowing up with messages. Besides, it was around 6 AM in LA, Hunter wouldn’t even be awake for another few hours or so. Gigi decided to just splash some water on her face, hoping she didn’t worry Jaida and Michelle too much by running off.
And Crystal.
God, what could Crystal be thinking right now? Gigi took a deep breath and stared at herself in the mirror. “You got this.” And with that, she walked out of the bathroom, head held high.
“Y’all ready?” Jaida asked.
“Ready,” Gigi nodded. With a loud whoop, Michelle and Jaida started towards the exit of the airport, Crystal and Gigi trailing slightly behind. After a short walk through the parking lot, they arrived at Jaida’s rental car. Gigi put her suitcase in the trunk and tried to ignore Crystal, who was clearly watching her. Jaida was driving, Michelle had taken shotgun, which meant Gigi and Crystal would be sitting in the backseat together. Great.
Crystal and Gigi sat in their respective seats. They didn’t lean in and talk to each other, they didn’t slowly find themselves inching closer and closer until their shoulders were pressed together, they both just busied themselves by looking out the window at the flatland that seemed to go on forever. Luckily, the drive was only about twenty minutes into the city. They made some light conversation, but it was clear that Crystal and Gigi couldn’t match Jaida’s and Michelle’s energy.
“Oh! There’s this long-ass tunnel coming up. No, Michelle, I’m not talking about your throat,” Jaida said. Gigi tried to see Crystal out of the corner of her eye. She had a worried expression on her face. ‘It’s not my problem,’ Gigi thought to herself. ‘ It’s not my job to make sure she’s okay.’
Gigi knew that. But that didn’t stop the sick feeling rising in her stomach as the tunnel appeared in the distance. She bit the inside of her cheek, Crystal shifted uncomfortably in her seat as they entered the tunnel. “Weee fuckers!” Jaida cackled. Crystal forced an uncomfortable laugh.
“Can we put on some music?” Gigi folded. Crystal visibly relaxed.
“I thought you would never ask!” Michelle said, handing back the aux cord. “Who wants it?”
“Crystal, you want it?” Gigi said, trying to sound as neutral as possible. Crystal just nodded, plugging her phone in quickly. Before they knew it, the car came out the other side of the tunnel, being filled with sunlight once again.
“Oooh, ladies we are getting close! I’m so excited for you guys to see Amsterdam. You’re gonna love it here,” Michelle said after a few more minutes of driving.
“Wait, how close? Because I have something very important I need to do,” Crystal laughed. God, Gigi missed Crystal’s laugh. She had almost forgotten the way it could fill and brighten the room.
“Well this is our exit, so do what you need to do, girl,” Jaida said, taking the exit. Gigi waited, wondering what Crystal could possibly have planned. Suddenly, in the distance, the tops of roofs appeared as the busy highway turned into a bustling street full of cyclists cutting through the road, causing Jaida to scream. The buildings changed from modern, glass exteriors to faded brick masonry.
Citizens and tourists alike walked the cobblestone streets freely, other people driving didn’t blink an eye at the cyclists who truly ruled the streets. Everyone was going at their own speed, each person had their own tempo they went to. It was refreshing, seeing everyone just doing. Gigi was almost emotional, this was still her fresh start despite… everything. She could actually see herself calling this place home.
Just then, she heard it. “Boom, Clap” by Charli XCX started playing out of the car's speakers, and Crystal was wearing a shit-eating grin. Gigi tried desperately to force back her smile, but couldn’t. They turned down road after road, slowly finding their way into the heart of the city. It was fucking gorgeous, it almost felt like they had gone back in time as the vintage buildings captivated them completely. Gigi felt the excitement rise up in her chest, she couldn’t stop grinning. She stole a look at Crystal, who to her surprise, was looking back. A feeling rose within Gigi, hope, maybe. And then Jaida slammed on her breaks, causing everyone to lurch forward in their seats.
“DAMN IT’S LIKE THE VANS ALL OVER AGAIN!”
Drag Race
Once all the queens had gotten out of drag, they were escorted to the vans, which brought them back to the hotel. Gigi soon found that one of her favorite parts of being on Drag Race was oddly the van rides to and from the studio. It was about a fifteen minute drive in the mornings, but a 45 minute drive when they had to go through heavy L.A. traffic. But Gigi enjoyed it. She liked sitting with Crystal, just shooting the shit. Sometimes all the girls would make up stupid road games to pass the time, which annoyed the hell out of the driver.
But most of the time, Crystal and Gigi were off in their own little world, foreheads nearly pressed together, hushed whispers about whatever stupid random thing they were talking about, two giggling messes. But things were different tonight. The challenge was Snatch Game, and Gigi was going through a whirlwind of emotions. She had just WON Snatch Game, which was totally unexpected but meant everything.
But she had also gotten into her first “TV fight” and it wasn’t as glamorous as she had expected. If anything, she just felt like shit for coming after Heidi’s makeup out of nowhere. Yes, she looked cracked, but Gigi wished she had just kept her mouth shut.
BUT SHE HAD JUST WON SNATCH GAME.
‘I’m not just a fashion queen anymore, bitches,’ Gigi thought gleefully. And then her attention turned to the queen who was walking to the vans slower than usual, head cast down. The night had been so hectic, Gigi had only been able to talk to Crystal a couple of times since the runway. Poor Crystal. If Gigi had a bad night, it was nothing compared to hers. Crystal’s Snatch Game didn’t go so well. At all. It was shit.
No one but Gigi had really understood it. While Crystal’s Poppy was accurate, the judges didn’t find it funny. Gigi thought it was amusing. Entertaining? Well,  at least her performance wasn’t as bad as Aiden’s or Britta’s.
The queens climbed into the vans, all going to their unassigned assigned seats. Gigi, Crystal, and Jackie sat in the way back, Crystal in the middle. Gigi couldn’t help but smile as Crystal slid in next to her, shoulders knocking together.
“Hey,” Gigi whispered, tilting her head to look at Crystal. She just gave Gigi a sad smile, resting her head on her shoulder. Gigi’s stomach immediately dipped, her whole body on fire. ‘Is my heart really beating that fast?’ she thought, feeling the pounding against her chest. She prayed Crystal didn’t notice. If she did, she gave nothing away. She just nuzzled her head closer to Gigi’s neck, letting out a sigh. Gigi could practically feel Jackie smirking at them, but couldn’t be bothered to care. She loved these van rides for a reason.  But they couldn’t know that. So Gigi just gave a soft chuckle and leaned into Crystal. “You good?” She whispered. Crystal gave a small nod.
“‘M just tired,” Crystal murmured. The vans took off, and they were immediately stuck in L.A. traffic. Within five minutes Crystal was fast asleep. Gigi allowed herself to relax for a moment, just thinking about the person that was practically sleeping on top of her. Things with Crystal were... interesting. It was weird how fast they clicked. The minute Gigi had built up the nerve to knock on Crystal’s door, they had become nearly inseparable. Of course they were close with the other queens, but Crystal and Gigi had each other on lock, painting next to each other, working on their challenges together, riding in the vans together, always.
And nearly every night since had been spent in each other's hotel rooms; practicing the lip syncs, sewing costume pieces together in silence, or just talking about everything and nothing. They were just there for each other. Within the span of two weeks, Crystal had become one of Gigi’s favorite people in the world. Gigi couldn’t help but wonder if the feeling was mutual.
Suddenly the van hit a huge bump, causing everyone’s heads to smack the ceiling.
“Did you hit a fuckin dog?!” Gigi heard Jaida ask the van driver. With a soft laugh, Gigi turned her head to see Crystal was awake now, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.
“We hit a dog?” she whispered, still half asleep. Gigi chuckled and shook her head.
“No, it was just a bump,” she replied. Crystal let out a breath, laying her head on Gigi’s shoulder again.
“Your snatch game was so good,” Crystal muttered dreamily. Gigi could feel her face beginning to heat up, but tried to keep her cool.
She’s just Crystal. Just Crystal.
She’s just... Crystal.
“Thank you,” Gigi replied softly. She wasn't sure why, but something gave her the nerve to reach for Crystal’s hand, giving it a light squeeze. Crystal laced their fingers together and didn’t let go.
“I’m just so happy for you. You’re killing it, Geege. You’re gonna go all the way,”
“Yeah well, I’m not going anywhere without you. So you better do good next week. I need you,” the words came out of Gigi’s mouth before she could even think to stop herself. Crystal raised her head, turning to look straight into Gigi’s eyes.
“You will not see me in the bottom again,” Crystal said, a determined look on her face. And Gigi believed her.
“I know.”
The vans pulled up to the hotel, and everyone was escorted to their rooms. Crystal and Gigi said a quick “goodnight” in the hallway in front of the producers and went into their respective rooms. And then Gigi heard it. Her knock. Gigi opened her conjoined door and there Crystal was, looking like she was holding back a shit-eating grin.
“Was my Snatch Game really that bad?”
“Crystal...” Gigi trailed off. And they both burst into laughter. And it was nice.
Amsterdam
It was nice to laugh with Crystal again, nice to feel carefree and happy with her again, driving through the streets of Amsterdam as Jaida and Michelle pointed out a few of the clubs.
“You bitches aren’t ready to see your apartments! We’re all in the same building, Jaida and I are a floor below you,” Michelle said excitedly, turning back in her seat as Jaida turned down a narrow road.
“Y’all are on the top floor. Michelle and I didn’t wanna go up all those stairs. Sorry bitches!” Jaida cackled unapologetically. So not only did Gigi have to spend two months in Amsterdam with Crystal, she also had to live right next to her.
‘This is fine. Amsterdam is still my fresh start. This is fine. I will be alright,’ Gigi repeated over and over in her head until Jaida parked on the side of a busy street, her car parallel with one of the many canals in Amsterdam.“See that coffeeshop?'' Jaida pointed at a tall building across the street that was much wider than the other ones. There was a coffeeshop on the bottom floor, the storefront painted bright turquoise. All along the windows were tiny versions of all the different pride flags waving in the wind.
Looking through the windows Gigi could see walls covered in art as people sat in booths, passing joints around with dazy grins on their faces. And Gigi couldn’t help but grin too. “We’re living right above it! Pretty good gig, right?! Me and my girl Michelle tiptoe down the stairs every night, we smoke a little, laugh a little, and stumble up into our beds. You two are gonna love it, I know,” Jaida explained as everyone helped unload Crystal and Gigi’s suitcases. Gigi could tell Crystal wasn’t paying attention, looking around the city in wonder.
Jaida and Michelle started to cross the street towards the apartments, but Crystal was still standing in the same spot, watching the hustle and bustle of Amsterdam.
“Crystal,” Gigi called, not wanting to cross the street without her. Crystal’s head snapped in Gigi’s direction, and she immediately ran towards her, suitcase in trail.
“Sorry. Thanks. It’s just all so...” Crystal trailed off as they followed Michelle and Jaida into the apartment building.
“I know,” Gigi muttered, giving Crystal a tight smile.
“Right,” Crystal said, her voice barely above a whisper. They walked up a narrow stairway behind Jaida and Michelle. After climbing four long flights of stairs, they finally stopped. The four stood on a small landing, barely fitting. There were two doors across from each other, the one on the left labeled 28, the one on the right 27. “I want 28!” Crystal blurted, eyes wild. Gigi had to hold back a laugh.
“That was your apartment anyway, dipshit. Michelle, if you wanna give Crystal a tour of her apartment, I can show Gigi around hers,” Jaida said, and pulled Gigi into her apartment. She looked around at the narrow but long room. Immediately to the left, there was a door that led to the bathroom. Gigi stood in front of the door, looking at the small kitchenette before her, knowing she would never use it. But there was a small table with four chairs that Gigi immediately knew she would use to organize all of her drag stuff. To the right, there was a huge bed with fluffy white pillows and a matching comforter. And right next to the bed was a door that led outside.
“THAT’S RIGHT BITCH YOU GOT A BALCONY!!!” Jaida exclaimed as she dragged Gigi outside. She was immediately blown away by the sight. The balcony overlooked a small canal, jutting over the water. There was no road, just another set of apartments on the other side. But to her right, Gigi could still see the main street where Jaida’s car was parked, tourists and dutch folk alike going in and out of the small shops and restaurants. “And you get to share the balcony with Crystal! You two will have fun out here,” Jaida winked at her. Gigi saw another door right next to hers, which she guessed led to Crystal’s apartment. Conjoined balconies. Cute.
Jaida walked back inside, leaving Gigi no time to dwell on it as she went in after her. “Anyways, not much of a tour, there’s not much to see, but I just wanted to help you get all settled in! At like, 7, I thought we could get dinner? Go explore the city a little?” Jaida stood at the door, a glint in her eye. She knew.
“Yeah. That’s great,” Gigi replied easily. Jaida opened the door, and Gigi couldn’t help but stop her. “You left out some key details when you invited me here, Jaida. I didn’t know Crystal would be... joining us,” She tried to sound as casual and pleasant as possible, but she gave Jaida a pointed stare.
“Oops must’ve slipped my mind!  SORRYBYE,” Jaida winked and practically ran out of the apartment. And Gigi was alone.
“Fuck,” she said out loud. “Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!” Gigi collapsed onto her bed and immediately took out her phone to FaceTime Hunter. “I don’t care if you’re sleeping, bitch, pick up,” She whispered, waiting to see Hunter’s face. He finally answered, still in bed. Gigi could see Marko’s sleeping body next to him.
“Geege it’s so fucking early whaaaaat,” Hunter groaned. ‘Oh just you wait bitch,’ Gigi thought. No matter how miserable she was, she couldn’t wait to see Hunter’s face when he found out.
“Guess who’s joining me, Michelle, and Jaida in Amsterdam?” Gigi said in a false cheery voice. Hunter just looked at her for a moment, and she could see the realization slowly dawn on his face.
“No.”
“Hunter...” She said, feeling the familiar tightening in her throat.
“No,” Hunter said again, and Gigi was surprised to see tears in his eyes. Fuck.
“Yeah,” Gigi said lamely, now trying to fight back her own tears. She had almost forgotten just how shitty her situation was. Almost.
“Gigi...” Hunter whispered, hand clasped over his mouth.
“Hunter...” Gigi’s voice cracked, and fuck she was crying again.
“A whole year of progress, of you finally... finally being your old self again. It’s all-all gone. And those assholes didn’t even tell you?!” Hunter was pissed now, getting out of bed and pacing around the darkroom.
“No, but it’s okay! I’m still me. This is still my fresh start, I can do this. She doesn’t matter,” Gigi said fiercely. And she wanted to believe herself so badly. But Hunter didn’t look convinced. And she wasn’t either.
“Gigi... what are you gonna do?” Hunter asked, still shell shocked.
“I don’t know. I don’t know. I guess just... keep my distance? I don’t know, Hunter,” Her voice cracked.
“Hasn’t the universe put you through enough?” Hunter implored, desperately trying not to break. Gigi had also forgotten how hard everything had been on him. How he was left to pick up her broken pieces.
“I guess not,” She answered lamely. She just looked at Hunter for a moment and watched as he took a deep breath, collecting himself. And then he went into momager mode.  
“Okay. Here’s what we’re gonna do. You are not going to be alone with Crystal. Ever. You have worked on yourself way too much to throw it all away for her. Okay? If you feel like you’re gonna do something stupid, call me. I don’t care if I’m sleeping, I don’t care if I’m at a rager. I don’t give a shit- Fucking call me. You can’t do this again Gigi. We can’t do this again,” Hunter ordered Gigi, giving her no room to object. And she easily agreed, even though a small, secret part of her didn’t want to. Not long after Hunter hung up, going back to bed. As Gigi stared at the ceiling, she knew she was utterly fucked. After all, when had Gigi ever actually listened to Hunter?
Drag Race
When Gigi heard a knock on her door, she wasn't exactly surprised. Crystal had been coming to visit every night since the Political challenge. And every night Gigi dreamed in screaming colors. At first, she tried to blame it on the excitement of being on Drag Race, but Gigi knew she was just lying to herself. She opened the door and of course, Crystal was there. Her mullet was pulled up into a top knot with a scrunchie, a mischievous grin had taken over her face, one hand behind her back. Needless to say, Gigi was ready to say yes to whatever Crystal had in store.
“What’s behind your back?” Gigi cocked an eyebrow.
“Well, I told you I was saving a joint for my first win...” Crystal sang, revealing a joint and lighter in hand.
“Oh my fucking god,” Gigi laughed, a rush of excitement crashing over her.
“I figured if we turn on the steam-fan-thingy in the bathroom and smoke in there everything would be fine, right?” Crystal asked. It was a bad plan. Definitely a bad plan that could get them both in trouble. But Gigi couldn’t be bothered to care.
“I’m in,” She grinned.
“Okay, we have to go to the vending machine first though,” Crystal said, and then “I already begged the producers to let us go together, be thankful it’s Annie and Noelle babysitting tonight.”
They walked down the long hallway, visibly excited. Gigi leaned against the side of the vending machine, peering at Crystal through the glass as she punched in item after item.
“Are you a peanut butter gal? I kinda am. It’s not my first choice but also not my last choice, you know? God, I wish they had Swedish fish...” Crystal kept on rambling about candy, but Gigi couldn’t hear over the pounding in her chest. The artificial light shone in Crystal’s face, and Gigi had to force back her smile. As she got lost in Crystal, Gigi couldn’t help but feel as if she was breaking out loud, the way she never did. “That should cover it,” Crystal said, arms full of snacks. The smile Gigi was forcing down shone through. “What?” Crystal asked, looking shy. Gigi smiled.
“Nothing. Come on, let me help,” she said, taking some of the snacks. They went back into their respective hotel rooms before Gigi entered Crystal’s room through the conjoined door. Crystal turned on the fan, it was a little annoying, a little loud, but didn’t matter at all to Gigi. Crystal threw all the snacks in the tub, and Gigi saw the lightbulb in Crystal’s head.
“I just had the best idea-”
“One step ahead of you,” Gigi laughed lightly, already going to sit in the bathtub. Somehow, their legs ended up in a tangled mess, but neither of them moved. Gigi grabbed the joint and cleared her throat. “This joint is being smoked tonight to honor the one and only Crystal Methyd’s first win!” Gigi said. Crystal cheered for herself. “I will now do the honorary lighting. Miss Methyd, if you would.” Crystal held the joint between her lips. Gigi had to hold her breath as the flame reached the joint. Crystal inhaled deeply then exhaled through a grin.
“Finally!” Crystal laughed, passing the joint to Gigi. She took a hit, sending all the smoke into her lungs then back out. They passed the joint back and forth a few more times until Gigi could feel the familiar buzzing in her chest and the tingling set underneath her eyes. She found herself giggling as she watched Crystal take another hit, coughing as she exhaled.
“Okay!” Crystal coughed. “First impressions of each other, go!” Gigi took a second to think. She had replayed the first time she met Crystal in her head over and over, but it was hard to put what she felt into words.
“Uhm... I remember you walked into the werkroom, and I thought ‘What is this thing-’��� Gigi started. Crystal immediately started laughing, shifting to face Gigi. “And then you introduced yourself, and you talked about your One Direction tattoo, and I... I don’t know, I feel like I immediately could just be me around you. You were just... I don’t know. Yeah,” Gigi finished. Crystal passed her the joint.
“I thought you looked like Kelly Mantle at first. And I absolutely thought that you were going to hate me,” Crystal laughed. Gigi’s jaw dropped.
“Crystal-”
“I’m sorry.”
“You thought I looked like Kelly-“
“It was the hair-”
“-Mantle? Bacon dress girl?”
“Only for a second! And she’s a VERY talented Drag Queen!”
“Why would you think I’d hate you?”
“Because you were like... pretty. Not pretty, you were stunning. And stunning people sometimes don’t like me or don’t understand my drag. I don’t know, I just thought you’d hate me. People do,” she shrugged. Gigi didn’t know what to say. “I don’t know. You just made me... nervous? Then I heard you knock on my door on our first day off, and I got so excited because I just really wanted you to like me,” Crystal giggled, but there was weight behind the words.
“Crystal Elizabeth Methyd, there is no world where I could ever hate you,” Gigi said. Crystal looked at her differently for a second.
“Did you just call me Crystal Elizabeth Methyd?” Crystal chuckled. Gigi didn’t even realize she had called her that.
“Yeah...?” she said. Crystal just burst out laughing.
“I love that! That’s my name now. Crystal ELIZABETH Methyd. I sound fancy!” Crystal giggled.
When Gigi got the call saying she made it on Drag Race, this was the last thing she thought would happen. She didn’t think she’d find herself opening up one stitch at a time to Crystal. Yet as the smokescreen faded in and out of view, legs tangled, something screamed from within her. Crystal took a hit, then exhaled the smoke onto a piece of chocolate.
“Gigi, look! I made you an edible!” she laughed. Something screamed from within Gigi, and it screamed “This is exactly where you should be.” They finished the joint and ate all the snacks while swapping stories and laughs back and forth. Gigi learned a lot about Crystal, she learned about Get Dusted and all the work Crystal did for the drag community in Springfield with her friends. Gigi couldn’t wait to meet all of them. She also learned about Crystal’s fear of tunnels.
“Like, there’s cars above you, and you’re just stuck and I get all claustrophobic… it’s just not good,” Crystal explained. Gigi loved learning about Crystal, she loved watching her eyes light up as she praised her friends back home, about everything she accomplished with the Get Dusted girls. And Gigi loved as Crystal listened to her long-winded life story that she had definitely already told her before. But Crystal paid close attention, gasping in all the right places, listening intently. Hours had passed without either of them realizing it.
“Shit. It’s probably three by now,” Gigi groaned, rubbing her tired eyes. Crystal sighed.
“This is my least favorite part of the night,” she said. Gigi cocked an eyebrow. “Saying goodbye.” And again, Gigi saw a light bulb appear in Crystal’s brain. “You could stay the night!”
So Gigi crawled into bed with Crystal and tried to ignore the butterflies in her stomach. She dreamed of Crystal in the glow of neon signs, her hair, her glasses, her hands, her. When Gigi woke up, the silence of morning couldn’t be louder.
Amsterdam
At some point, Gigi found the motivation to get out of bed and stop moping, worrying about how she was going to avoid Crystal all summer. But Hunter was right. She could do this. Why would she ever be alone with Crystal anyways? All she had to do was lock herself in her apartment. Never go out on the balcony. Always make sure she was with Michelle or Jaida. Gigi could do it. And if she ever felt like she couldn’t, she would just FaceTime Hunter. She could do it easily.
But still. A small part of her didn’t want to.
Gigi shoved that intrusive thought down real fast and got changed for dinner. At 6:45 Jaida and Michelle came knocking on her door, and soon the group of four was off to dinner. Gigi had no idea where Jaida and Michelle had taken them. All she knew was that the booth was way too cramped, her arm nearly brushing Crystal’s. She thought this would be the worst part of dinner. But really it was Jaida and Michelle’s lame attempts at small talk.
“So. Crystal,” Jaida began, looking at her expectedly. “Why did I hear a little rumor that Widow is babysitting your cat?”
“Um... because she is,” Crystal giggled awkwardly. And then they were right back to that awkward silence. They soon finished up their meal, and Gigi didn’t look at Crystal the rest of the night,  knowing she couldn’t. Knowing it would unlock something too strong. Something she couldn’t just push down and forget. But then Crystal was walking on the edge of a canal, arms spread, trying to balance. Fucking idiot.
Gigi found herself slowly inching closer to Crystal, knowing she was tipsy and stupid. She noticed. The minute Crystal could feel Gigi’s presence, her head whipped to look at her. And then she stumbled. In a flash, Gigi’s arms flew out, one hand clutching Crystal’s elbow, the other one pulling her by the shoulder. Crystal stumbled into Gigi, but at least she didn’t stumble into the canal. Crystal regained her footing, quickly pulling away from Gigi after muttering a lame “thanks.”
Gigi’s mind was going crazy, her heart was pounding, her body on fire. That was the first time she had touched Crystal since... that was the first time Gigi had touched Crystal in ten months, just short of a year. It was all too much. That was the first time she had seen Crystal in a year. The first time she had spoken to her. She had been cut off from Crystal for nearly a year with absolutely no contact, just trying to forget about her. Could Gigi really do this? She thought she could. She hoped this would get easier.
“Y’all wanna smoke before bed?! I think it’ll be magical,” Jaida turned. Crystal hummed in agreement, Gigi just gave a silent nod. They soon made it to the coffeeshop they lived above and walked in. The inside was decorated with all kinds of weird shit. There was no specific lighting source, just a bunch of random, probably thrifted lamps scattered across the shop, casting different shades of light across the floor. There was a bookshelf filled to the brim with books and magazines. Gigi swore she could see the Harry Potter series next to some old Playboy magazines. One wall was covered with vinyl records that had been painted over. Every record was different, painted by different Dutch artists. Gigi’s favorite was a sunset over the desert, a car driving past with a U-haul trailer attached. She knew this would become one of her favorite spots in Amsterdam.
Crystal, Gigi, and Michelle sat at a table while Jaida went up to buy two joints for them to split. She came back shortly, an excited grin on her face.
“Just a little nightcap ladies,” Jaida sang, and Gigi had to chuckle. At least she had Jaida. Jaida put the joint between her lips, lighting the end of it. Gigi watched the top burn away as Jaida deeply inhaled. As she blew out her smoke, Jaida gave Michelle a lazy grin and passed it to her next. Soon Crystal had the joint, taking a hit.
“Blow O’s!” Jaida cackled as Crystal obliged. Gigi fought back a smile. And then Crystal passed her the joint. It fit easily between Gigi’s fingers, but she was confused. All she saw was the back of Crystal’s head. It was turned, looking down at her phone. And then she realized. Crystal wouldn’t look at her. And all Gigi could think was, ‘What have we done to each other?’
Eventually, they finished passing the joints around and followed Jaida through a side door that led to their apartment building entrance. Gigi gave long hugs to Jaida and Michelle on the third-floor landing, not caring that they had blatantly lied to her about Crystal being there. It wasn’t worth it. And maybe this would end up being a good thing. She hoped to god it would.
Crystal didn’t say goodnight, just ran up the stairs and went into her apartment without a word. Gigi didn’t know how that made her feel. Relieved? At least she wouldn’t have to say an awkward goodnight to Crystal. Yes. This was good. No Crystal is a good thing. So why couldn’t Gigi stop thinking about her as she got ready for bed? Why couldn’t she stop replaying everything over and over in her head? Seeing Crystal for the first time since...
Gigi was supposed to be okay without Crystal. She thought she was. She had gotten better in L.A. It didn’t hurt every time she thought about Crystal, just more of a dull ache. Gigi had let herself let go, move on to a life without Crystal. And she was hoping that she could do the same thing in Amsterdam, despite seeing her every day. But it was only day one. And all she could think about was Crystal.
Crystal at the airport, Crystal in the car, Crystal walking along the canals, Crystal passing Gigi the joint, refusing to look at her. Her mind was all just... Crystal. And she just wanted to forget. But that was impossible. Crystal had found a way to burrow into the deepest depths of Gigi’s brain, refusing to leave. Did Gigi really want to let go?
How do you let go of someone when you’ve spent the last year desperately wanting them? When you’ve spent the last year replaying every moment together over and over in your head, wondering what you could’ve done differently, wondering where it all went wrong. How do you let go of someone when for so long, it was the last thing you wanted to do? How do you let go of someone when your heart is screaming at you, begging you not to, no matter how much you know you should?
As Gigi brushed her teeth, she heard Crystal opening her balcony door and stepping out onto it. She peaked out the window and saw her lighting a joint, sitting in one of the chairs. A year ago Gigi would’ve joined her on the balcony in a heartbeat, complaining that Crystal hadn’t invited her in the first place. Now Gigi was just utterly... confused. How do you let go of someone when she’s right there on your shared balcony, and all you want is to just be with her, no matter how much she might hate you?
‘Maybe I should call Hunter. He’ll stop me from doing anything stupid.’ But Hunter was worlds away, and couldn't really do anything to stop Gigi. A part of her knew this was coming. She knew she’d cave eventually and try to talk to Crystal. Why? Why did Crystal have so much power over her, still? And why was Gigi trying not to smile as she heard Crystal coughing outside? Even when things were so different, even though everything had changed, Gigi couldn’t help but admire Crystal, who was now just scrolling on her phone, lazily holding the joint between her fingers. Absolutely wasting bud, if Gigi may add.
Gigi’s feet started moving before her mind could scream at her to stop, going before she was ready. Her hand slowly went to the doorknob,  just hovering there. Was it worth it? Was she going to throw it all away for Crystal? All the tears, all the talking, all the driving, the countless days where she forced herself to get out of bed, knowing she would forget about her someday? All the days where Gigi really had forgotten about her? When she felt like she could finally breathe again? Gigi felt that familiar burning in her chest. And she knew. There’s no way to let go of Crystal Methyd. Not when Gigi swore two summers ago she never would.
LAX
Gigi felt the knot forming in her stomach when she passed the sign that read “LAX 5 MILES AWAY.” Crystal had the same sad smile on her face as Gigi. It was really about to be all over. The summer of competing, crying, laughing, smoking, sneaking into each other's hotel rooms, lingering glances, and shy smiles. Why did it have to end like this? In Hunter’s Jeep, Rosy blasting “ Cruel Summer” by Taylor Swift, all the windows down, letting the music rumble through the speakers and through their chests. Crystal and Gigi’s shoulders pressed together even though there was plenty of room in the backseat.
Why did it have to end at all?
Hunter took the exit, and Gigi started to feel sick. Crystal was supposed to have one of the vans bring her to the airport, but couldn’t refuse a ride with Gigi, Hunter, and Rosy. And Gigi hoped that Crystal accepted the ride because she too, couldn’t stand saying goodbye just yet. Just yet.
It was bittersweet. Of course, Gigi was happy to go home and be with her friends and family, but she couldn’t shake the sense of dread ringing throughout her body.
“You want us to drop you off at the front, Crystal?” Hunter asked.
“I’m gonna go in with her,” Gigi blurted, knowing she couldn’t say goodbye... just yet. Crystal looked at Gigi, beaming. “I don’t think Crystal could drag five suitcases around an airport by herself.”
“Oh sure,” Crystal murmured, nudging Gigi slightly. Crystal didn’t notice Gigi blushing, but Hunter did, sending her a knowing look in the rear-view mirror. Hunter found a parking spot after about ten minutes of looking around.
“It was so nice meeting you, Crystal! I absolutely adore you my fellow Aries,” Rosy said, grabbing Crystal’s hand and giving it a parting squeeze. Gigi caught Hunter’s eye again.
“I’m sure we’ll talk soon, but it was really nice meeting you,” Hunter said.
“Thank you guys so much for giving me a ride, you’re literally the best,” Crystal said. And so she and Gigi dragged the suitcases out of the Jeep before walking into the airport together. It was packed with a lot of people going home after spending their summers in LA. Gigi didn’t dare look at Crystal, scared she would see right through the brave face Gigi was trying to maintain despite the tears threatening to fall. Gigi watched from a distance as Crystal checked in and got her ticket, breathing slightly shallow. She knew what was coming next, she wasn’t stupid, this was always inevitable.
“All checked in!” Crystal tried to sound her usual cheery self, but Gigi could hear the sadness in the back of her voice.
“So this is it...” Gigi said, looking anywhere but Crystal. Crystal grabbed Gigi’s hand.
“I’ll see you soon. I promise,” Crystal said, voice cracking slightly. Gigi chuckled, tears stinging her eyes.
“Don’t cry cause I’ll start crying,” Gigi said, blinking back her tears.
“Geege...” Crystal put her hand on Gigi’s face, her thumb gliding across Gigi’s face. Chills ran down her body.
‘don't go, don't go, don't go’
“You have to go, you have a flight to catch,” Gigi said, composing herself quickly.
“I know, I just-”
“I know.” Gigi looked Crystal in the eye, who had tears streaming down her face. “Believe me, I know.” Crystal threw her arms around Gigi, and Gigi held on. She held on so tight her chest felt hollow. It was inevitable. There was nothing Gigi could say to make Crystal stay, she knew that. But that didn’t stop her from trying.
“You could just stay for the weekend, you know?” Gigi said into the hug. Crystal hugged Gigi tighter.
“I can’t, I gotta get back home to Paul and Tictak,” Crystal whispered.
“Paul?” Gigi asked, though the pessimist in her already knew the answer.
“My boyfriend,” Crystal said. The knot in Gigi’s stomach burst, now feeling empty and gutted, utterly hollow. Of course. Gigi pulled out of the hug.
“Oh. Well, um-”
“He’s just very um- private. He asked me not to talk about him on the show... And then it... just never came up I guess,” Crystal said, sounding slightly guilty. Crystal shouldn’t feel guilty, she owed Gigi nothing. Gigi knew that. She kept repeating it.
“No, I get it. I just uhm-”
“Shit, I’m sorry I got to go through security or I’m gonna miss my flight. I hate goodbyes. I hate that this is happening-”
“It’s okay, Crystal,” Gigi gave Crystal’s hand a final squeeze. “We’re gonna see each other soon, remember?” Gigi said. Crystal’s lip was trembling, she nodded quickly.
“Yeah. I’ll see you soon,” Crystal said. And that was it. Crystal walked away. Gigi couldn’t bear to watch as the person who completely captivated her left to go be with someone else. And Gigi just hoped she could smile long enough, just until Crystal turned back over her shoulder, finally ripping her gaze from Gigi. She waited, a painful smile on her face that made her cheeks ache, waving Crystal goodbye. Goodbye, for now.
Alas, Gigi didn’t bother wiping the tears streaming down her cheeks as she walked back to Hunter’s Jeep.
“Hey!- oh god she’s crying,” Rosy said, getting out of the car to wrap Gigi in a hug. She immediately started crying in Rosy’s arms. Hunter stood, a comforting hand on her shoulder.
“You really like Crystal, don’t you?” he asked gently, which made Gigi hurt even more. She tried to answer, tried to form a sentence, tried to say it’s just a crush or we’re just really good friends but she couldn’t admit that, not yet, so instead she said.
“She has a fucking boyfriend.”
And as Gigi stood in the middle of the LAX parking garage crying in Rosy’s arms, she only thought one thing. ‘I will not let go of you, Crystal Methyd. I will not let go.’
Amsterdam
Gigi’s hand landed on the doorknob, and she knew Crystal heard it. ‘Go before you’re ready bitch,’ She turned the doorknob, and felt the warm summer air on her face. And there Crystal was, looking up at Gigi with a dumbfounded expression. “Hi,” Gigi said softly, smiling at Crystal. She watched her visibly relax, returning the smile.
“Hello,” Crystal grinned, putting down her phone.
“We should probably talk about... everything.”
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pappydaddy · 4 years
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A Lumberjack and A Mullet (b.h.)
A/N: This was requested by a lovely Anon who wanted the reader to be like Bender from The Breakfast Club. Pronouns were not specified in the request so I went with my default pronouns (she/her) like I explain in my request rules. I hope you like it anon, this was very fun to write and it challenged me to get a bit out of my comfort-zone so thank you!! I tried to keep this a bit more light-hearted so this is not a good depiction of someone suffering through a situation such as this one. Sorry for the name, I could not for the life of me figure out what else to name it!
Disclaimer: This is an imagine that involves a very sensitive topic. This piece involves drug use (recreational), smoking, alcoholism, child abuse, violence, burns, an unhealthy home life - please read with caution. Reader’s discretion is advised. 
Pairing: Billy Hargrove x Fem!Reader 
Show/Movie: Stranger Things
Requested
Part One - You’re here! | Part Two | Part Three 
Warnings: Mentions of drug use (recreational), smoking, alcoholism, child abuse, violence, burns, an unhealthy home life. Reader’s discretion is advised.
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Here are some resources from child abuse advocates:
- Child Maltreatment from World Health Organization   - Children Rights Organizations in Canada/some U.N.
If you or anyone you know faces the issues/treatment addressed in this imagine, please, please know that you are not alone, that someone out there can help you and understand what you are going through. Please never hesitate to reach out to organizations and advocates in your area. My DMs are always open for anyone who needs someone to talk to. Once again, please reach out to someone if you need help - there are tons of people to help. 
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  Billy Hargrove was broken. There wasn’t any way to get around that fact. He thought that he was the only one in the world who was broken, he thought he was the only one who faced the problems he did. Not once did he think that someone could relate to him on any level - let alone have it worse in any way. It wasn’t until he met Y/N that he realized that Neil was a scumbag, but someone might just have it worse than him. 
  It was Saturday detention when it dawned on him. Of course, this was far from his first Saturday detention he had served since arriving in Hawkins, but this was by far the most ground-breaking one. He had noticed Y/N before, how could he not? Y/N was in Saturday detention more often than he was - it was rare for him to be there and for her not to be.
  While he had seen her around out of detention just as much as in detention, he had never once talked to her. She mostly stuck to herself, except for when she was hanging out in the alley behind the gym with her group of friends. The most he ever heard her talk was mumbling a snarky comment under her breath. While he had never talked to her, he did find something rather intriguing about her. The teachers, and principles seemed to despise her even though he had never once seen or heard her do anything to land herself in detention other than recreational drug use with her friends or smoking a cig. So now, with them sitting alone in the spacious library of Hawkins High together, he had jumped on the chance to finally strike up a conversation with the girl. 
  “Hey, you,” Billy nudged his chin in her direction as if he could be talking to anyone else. She let out a groan of displeasure, lifting her head up off her arm just enough to look at him sitting down the table from her. “How’d you land yourself here for another weekend detention? One of your little snide comments accidentally come out louder than you had hoped?” He asked, watching as she flopped back in her chair, rubbing her tired face as she did so. 
  “I could ask you that same thing, Mouth-breather.” She snapped back, her hands falling to her jean clad thighs before resting one wrist on the table surface to fiddle with the pen she was supposed to write her detention essay with - which neither of them were actually going to do. Billy sucked in a breath through his teeth, pretending like her words had hurt him. 
  “Ooo, the girl dressed like a lumberjack bites back,” He smirked, flicking his eyes up and down her seated form quickly. She rolled her upper lip into a sneer when she caught him. “If I tell you why I’m here, you have to tell me why you’re here.” Billy bargained, leaning his elbows on the table, his tongue poking out to swipe at his lower lip, looking at her like she was a mouse and he was a cat. 
  “If it’ll get you to shut up and let me get back to sleep, then fine.” She grunted, just wanting him to get on with it. He poked his tongue into the corner of his upturned lips, trying to stop the victorious smile from stretching onto his face as his eyes lit up. 
  “All right, a teacher caught me sliding a Polaroid of my dick to Savannah Queens,” Billy spoke as if he was proud that he got caught and was boasting about it. “Your turn, Lumberjack.” He winked, earning another sneer from Y/N in return. Heaving a sigh, she gave him an annoyed look. 
  “Since you’re so interested, I got caught putting my cig out on Mr. Hanson’s car while skipping class,” She informed him, shifting in her seat as she prepared herself to fall back to sleep. “Happy now?” 
  “Not quite, Lumberjack,” He shook his head. A loud groan omitted from her as she collected herself back up to look at him. “Why are you so tired?” He asked simply. 
  “Because I am, you talking mullet,” She bit back, just wanting to sleep. “Now if you don’t want your pretty blonde mullet ripped out of your skull, I suggest you let me sleep.” With that, she dropped her head back to her extended arm and turned her back to Billy. 
  “I’m so scared, the Lumberjack is threatening me.” He tried to keep the conversation up, finding her even more intriguing, but she ceased all attempted conversations by raising her middle finger and flicking him off without daring to move any other muscles than needed. It wasn’t fear that shut him up, but it was the fact that she didn’t seem phased or even scared of him. He was used to people cowering from him, but she didn’t. He watched her, totally confused by her lack of fear towards him. He most certainly wasn’t giving up on her.
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  It was past lunch when she finally woke up. Sitting up and stretching her arms and back. Billy looked over at her from his obscure doodles in blue ink on the paper in front of him. “Look who finally wakes, the Sleeping Lumberjack.” He grins, looking back down at his current drawing. 
  “Piss off, Hargrove.” She rebutted. 
  “Sheesh, I thought you were just not a morning person, but I guess you’re just a bitch around the clock, huh?” He poked at her, tempted to see how far he could push her. She turned a deadly glare at him, picking up her own pen. 
  “You would be a bitch around the clock too if you didn’t get sleep, Hargrove. So shut up and leave me alone.” She snapped, pulling her eyes from him to look at her paper. 
  “And why, pray tell, did you not sleep last night, Y/L/N?” He mused, resting his chin on his fist, his elbow digging into the hard wooden table top. “
  None of your business,” She said defensively, trying to pretend like that question hadn’t affected her, but Billy noticed the way her pen stilled for a split second as her body tensed. He pressed his lips together, inspecting her. “Not like you’d understand anyway.” 
  Billy scoffed at this, rolling his eyes. “Try me, I bet I’ll understand the deep troubles of Y/N Y/L/N better than you think.”
  It was her turn to scoff. “I can guarantee that you won’t.” 
  “Is that so,” Billy asked, his teasing mood gone. His eyes stared cold at the side of her face, his nose flaring as she dared to question how much he knew trouble - though he couldn’t even begin to guess the trouble she knew. “Is it worse than your father throwing a whiskey glass at your head simply because you came home in the middle of his show? How about having him throw you against the wall because you accidentally bumped into your step-sister? Still think I can’t understand your little sleeping problem?” 
  She turned to look at him with an eerily calm face, but her eyes were as cold as the ice when they met his flaming ones. “You won’t until you can’t sleep because your father had burned your arms all over with a lit cigarette and is drunkenly yelling while trying to open your barricaded door as you huddle in a dark corner just hoping he will pass out soon so that maybe you can get some sleep that night,” Her words were calm, matching her eerie feeling. She perked an eyebrow at him in question. “Still think you can understand my little sleeping problem?” She asked sarcastically. He gulped, taken back by the information he was just given. He had no idea someone as docile as Y/N faced something so vulgar and monstrous as that. 
  “I’m sorry, I-I had no idea, Y/N-“ 
  “Yeah, no shit, nobody does,” She interrupted his uncharacteristic apology. He was too shocked to do anything but apologize. She stood up, her chair screeching against the tiled floor. Billy didn’t even cringe at the horrible sound as he watched her with his mouth hanging open. “I have to go get a book for my essay.” She lied, slinking off towards the back of the Library. Billy watched her until she disappeared behind one of the tall bookshelves, his eyes staying in the one spot he last saw her in. 
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  It had been a few hours, they only had about one hour left of detention. Y/N had her nose stuffed in a book, her pen marking the pages of it. Billy wanted to apologize again, but he knew she probably wouldn’t take it. Casting another look towards her, he spoke up. “You know, I’ve got a really good spot where no one can find you if you want to use it to escape your father.” 
  She looked up from her book to set her gaze on him. “Why would you tell me your secret spot?” She asked him as if he was stupid and to her, the suggestion was completely stupid. Giving his secret spot he used to escape people to another person? 
  Billy sighed, shifting in his seat to fully face her. “Because I might not understand your issue with sleep, but I understand shitty fathers,” He connected to her. “You don’t have to go through this alone, you know? I can help you, we can help each other.” He didn’t understand where the sudden sympathy and want to help someone came from, maybe it was her helping him already, maybe it was something else, but he did know that they could help each other with many different things. 
  She hummed, thinking it over. “Maybe we could go there together after detention, if I wait a few more hours before going home, my father will be either passed out drunk or off to some seedy motel for the weekend. Either way, it’s safer for me.” It was then that Billy had finally realized that his life sucked, but someone else could have a sucky life too. It wasn’t just him, there were other people in this world that are suffering too. 
  “Yeah, it’s a date.” He nodded, suddenly feeling like he never wanted her to go home. He felt like he wanted to help her in some way or another.
  “It’s a date.” She whispered, for once, no hostility in her voice or an eerily calm composure. It was almost warm and accepting. Just then, the library doors slammed open, revealing the principle marching in. They snapped their attention to the stern man, his dress shoes slapping against the pristine tiles. 
  “You two are free to go an hour early, apparently the Superintendent scheduled the Library’s ceiling tiles to be replaced today and tomorrow without telling anyone,” His gruff voice grumbled in displeasure. “You two will make the hour up in after-school detention on Monday, if you’re not there, it’s tacked onto another Saturday detention.” He warned them before making his exit. Billy and Y/N stood up, gathering their bags and jackets from the floor. 
  “Are you hungry? Neither of us have eaten anything so why don’t we stop for a burger and fries before heading to my spot?” Billy asked as they walked into the empty hall, slinging his bag over his shoulder as they walked.
  Y/N nodded, pulling her jacket on as she switched her bag from hand to hand to do so, finally placing it on her shoulder. Looking up at him, he could see the faintest smile playing at her lips and it was the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. “I could go for a burger and fries.” 
  “Great, let’s hurry then, Lumberjack.” He sped up from their leisurely stroll over so slightly, her matching his new speed instantly. Seamlessly, their hands clasped each other’s, their fingers lacing together gently. 
  “Whatever you say, Mullet.”   
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sinfulserpents · 5 years
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Could I pls request a fic/headcanons/whatever tickles your fancy of the party being super fond of you but find out your dating resident asshole (aka total daddy) billy
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i feel like you’d become friends with the party randomly
like you’d be at the arcade while they were there
they’d ask you if they could play pacman after you
and you’d just tell them to join you and have a contest
after that every time they were at the arcade they’d look for you and invite you to join them
you’d become super protective of your kids, making sure that they were all fed and had a ride home 
especially after they told you what happened to will
el would adore you
like her eyes would literally light up when you were around
and she’d always have her arm wrapped around yours
im crying, el is baby™️
they’d probably try to set you up with steve eventually 
even though he was still very much in love with nancy at the time
and for a while you were crushing on the ex-king of hawkins
but as soon as the hargroves/mayfields arrive at hawkins, your attention turned to the brooding male in a denim jacket
and much to your surprise his attention was on you as well
but the kids fucking hated him
even his step sister max who unofficially joined the party
and became your favourite since she was a firecracker 
i have a thing for calling max lil firecracker - it’s fucking cute okay
and they’d all tell you to stay away from billy
because he tried to scare them by chasing them down with his car
and he yells at max
both of those things would make you fucking mad
so you’d chew billy out for it next time you see him at school
dragging him into the bathroom once everyone had retreated to class
billy lowkey thought you were finally gonna jump him
but instead you start yelling at him for threatening your babies
and in the end he’d just get fed up with your nagging
so he slams his lips onto yours to get you to shut up
and from that moment on y’all start to meet up in secret
at the back of the library
ditching class to desperately make out in his camaro
he’d start sneaking into your window at night once you found out about the shit his dad puts him through
some nights y’all would get your freak on
but most nights after he sneaks in, he just needs to be held
that’s how the kids would find out that you guys are together
they’d arrive at your house, you making the promise that you would drive them to go pick up another D&D board for lucas
and they’d impatiently knock on your door 
thank god your parents weren’t home
but you’d be fast asleep in your boyfriends arms
his nose nuzzled into your neck and your legs intertwined with his
eventually mike would just be like
“maybe she’s not home - she’s probably making out with steve at his house; let’s go”
but dustin is fucking stubborn
so he’d lift your doormat and pick up your house key just stating “her car’s in the driveway dumbass”
and he’d unlock your door and call out for you but receive no response
so the kids would search downstairs for you 
but then max being the only braincell in the group would look at her friends and be like
“hey dickheads, she’s probably asleep in her room!”
so they’d all fucking tip-toe upstairs after lucas suggested just storming into your room and jumping on top of you to wake you up
when they reach your door, dustin would put one hand on the doorknob and raise his other to do a countdown from five
before swinging your door open and making it slam against the wall
you would jump awake when you heard a collective scream of your name
and billy would wrap his arms around your waist tighter, pulling you closer with a groan
the kids would all fall silent and cover their eyes when they saw the familiar mullet-headed douchebag cuddling you
dustin would let out a high pitch “what the shit?!”
while max would be like “billy?!”
and you and your californian god of a boyfriend would quickly sit up and pull the sheets up to your fucking necks
you’d just be like “guys what the hell are you doing here?”
and lucas would roll his eyes behind his hand covering his eyes
before tossing his hand up in the air with a “you promised to buy me a new D&D board!”
with a loud groan you’d wipe your eyes and look towards billy who was awkwardly staring at you with a look that just screamed ‘fuck’
and dustin would pipe up finally, the shock slightly wearing off
“so you and steve aren’t together?”
and you’d furiously shake your head and tell him definitely not 
dustin would highkey be disappointed as fuck
after a pregnant pause that was really tense and awkward
you’d look at the teens and gesture towards the door like
“c-can you guys go wait out in the living room while i get ready - i’ll take you to get your D&D board”
they wouldn’t need to be told twice as they all rushed to get out, slamming the door shut behind them
you’d flop back down on the bed with a humph
and billy would chuckle before joining you in laying back down
pulling you back into his arms and pressing a kiss to your collarbone, before mumbling a “g’mornin’ baby” into your neck with a chuckle
and you’d giggle before running your hands through his knotted blonde curls, saying good morning back
it’d be silent while you both just spent a couple of minutes just enjoying each other 
trying to ignore the fact that six teenagers almost saw y’all butt naked
after a bit you’d give out a little whine, pulling yourself out of billy’s arms and start getting ready to take the kids out
and billy would pout after you pulled on a shirt before making grabby hands at you
he’d probably be like “do you have to take those dorks shopping? can’t harrington do it instead?”
and you’d chuckle, before pressing a kiss to his forehead 
“sorry babe, they like me more than steve”
“who wouldn’t choose you over harrington? but fine, I’ll be right here, naked in your bed, waiting for you to come home”
with a laugh and one final kiss to billy’s lips you’d walk down the stairs
mentally preparing yourself to face the obvious series of 101 questions that you were about to be grilled with
they were obviously talking about what they had previously witnessed since they were all standing in a circle 
and max hand her arms crossed over her chest
that probably wasn’t a good sign
you’d grab your keys and tell them to hurry up and pile into your car
they were silent while they buckled up and waited for you to pull out of your driveway 
but as soon as you began driving you best believe they began grilling you
like all of them talking at once at you 
while you just sat there for a minute trying to make out what each of them were individually saying
before you had enough and just yelled at them to shut the hell up
a collective silence settled in and you’d just sigh, and nervously tap your thumb on the steering wheel before sternly looking at all of them 
and then returning your gaze to the road - we aint trynna crash 
“i know you guys don’t like billy-”
mike would fucking cut you off with a “like? we hate him”
and dustin would add on a “despise him”
causing you you to roll your eyes and hold your hand up as a sign for them to shut up
“-and i know you guys want to protect me; because i’d do the same thing for you, but billy is honestly a good guy. he treats me like a fucking queen, he listens to me, makes sure i’m comfortable with everything and is overall an all around good guy who’s just got some shit going on, okay?”
they’d all be silent waiting for you to add anything
“can you guys just support me for now? i hate having you all mad with me and if, only if, billy breaks my heart - you’re all allowed to tell me ‘told you so’ and take any comic from my collection that you want”
the last part would pull a collective laugh from the group 
max would smile at you before placing her hand on your shoulder over the seat before stating to the group
“billy has been happier recently, he hasn’t yelled at me much and actually laughed at one of my jokes. At first i thought it was because a coach from the university of cali offered him a scholarship - but now i believe it’s because of Y/N”
a genuinely happy smile would creep up on your face and you’d take a hand off the wheel to give her hand a squeeze
after that they’d just become supportive babies
always making sure that billy was being the perfect boyfriend to you
they probably came back to your house after shopping and sat him down on the couch to grill him about his intentions with you
i love protective! party so much
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Y’know Superman? This is an AU based on that
A/N: Me and my sucky titles. Prepare yourself for some heavy emotion 
“You!” a voice exclaimed angrily. Keith jerked his head up, his eyes meeting Lance McClain’s angry blue ones.
“How did you get an interview with Superman? He kept on refusing to answer me!”
That may have been Keith’s fault a bit. Okay, a lot. Their city newspaper, the Voltron Times, was looking for journalists to get an interview with the Man of Steel himself, Superman. Which was kind of lucky considering Keith is said Man of Steel.
It may have been cheating a bit, but Lance was already the best journalist on the team. Let Keith have a chance at getting the front page article, man. 
But now he had to deal with the angry journalist, who already declared a supposed rivalry with him on sight.
“Probably you were too forward with him. Maybe Superman is people-shy?”
Lance scoffed. “As if. He tried more pick-up lines on me than I’ve heard in my life, and that’s saying something”
“Pick-up lines?” Keith pretended to act confused. One of his favorite parts about being a crime-fighting hero was messing with Lance in his superhero identity.
“You know...like ‘You’re a knock-out!’” 
Keith snorted. Lance shot him a bemused look, tension easing from his shoulders, and then rolled his eyes. 
“Whatever. I hate that guy. Way too cocky”
Say what now? Keith thought Lance was into that stuff. It was easier to woo the dude with his own medicine while being the most famous hero in Altea City.
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“Take that, Sendak!” Superman aimed a well-made punch at the mad scientist supervillain who was knocked off of his new death ray. Seriously, that guy was so predictable. Every time, he would make a new death ray, and Superman would knock him out or destroy his machine with his laser eyes, and the cops would arrest the defeated Sendak. He would break out of prison again, and make a new death ray, and the cycle kept on continuing.
Talk about stubbornness.
Speaking about stubbornness, Lance McClain was storming over to the crime scene, clutching his journalist pad murderously.
Keith might actually be intimidated.
“I heard you gave an interview to Keith Kogane, but not me? Why? We’re part of the same newspaper. What does his interviewing have that mine doesn’t?” McClain actually looked a bit distressed.
“Changed my mind after you left. Felt that if people wanted an interview, an interview they will get. So, when Keith came to me, I accepted” he shrugged, pretending to be nonchalant, while hovering in the air.
Lance pouted, crossing his arms slightly, and Keith smirked at the sight.
“Hey, don't frown, you'll never know who might be falling in love with your smile”
A startled look came onto Lance’s face, and then he screeched, stomping away from the crime scene.
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Keith was hanging out with Hunk, Pidge, and Lance at the cafe downtown for lunch when the subject came up.
“Who’s your guys’ favorite superhero?” Lance asked, chomping into his sandwich.
Pidge and Hunk perked up, exchanging looks. “Superman, of course” Pidge answered,”Pretty sure you already know that based on our dissection board”
Hunk and Pidge had a big dissection board in Pidge’s room, trying to find out the origins and limitations of Superman’s powers.
“Who’s your’s, Lance?”
“Batman, duh”
“Duh?!” Keith yelled indignantly. Seriously, why did Lance hate Superman so much?
“Well, Batman, unlike Superman, uses his brain, not super strength and powers and stuff, to defeat the bad guys” Lance finished, looking triumphant as if he just destroyed a debate opponent.
Keith had to grit his teeth not to pounce on the annoyingly infuriating guy. He also cursed his mind for falling in love with Lance.
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“Superman! Superman, wait up!” 
Keith recognized that voice, and smirked inwardly. Lance. The manager of the newspaper firm, Allura, got Lance on the case of writing Superman’s biography. Of course he perked up immediately at the chance of messing with the journalist again.
“Yes? Is there anything wrong? You already look perfect, no need to worry.”
Lance ran a hand through his hair, sighing. “I’m working on an article again for the Voltron Times, and I need to know your secret identity? Like so that we can do this interview thing any other time you’re not bugged by fans”
“Nice try,” he chuckled, having gone through this a lot.
“It was worth it,” Lance leaned back, a bit more at ease. “But seriously, what about I ask you a few questions now, nothing about your identity, I promise.”
Keith nodded. Sounded fair enough. Spending time and changing the opinion of the guy he had a crush on? Count him in.
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“So, what’s your favorite animal?”
Covering his hands to stifle the laugh that came up was hard. Lance groaned.
“Jeez, that was all I could come up with, okay? I didn’t expect you to say yes!”
“Don’t you always have a backup plan?”
“Ye-wait. How do you know that?”
Oops. He slipped. “You’re pretty famous in Altea City, to be fair. Leading journalist. Smart and pretty.” Keith answered, lying through his teeth.
The journalist blushed this time, shuffling through his haphazard notes blindly. “So? Your favorite animal?”
“Oh my god” Keith was actually stunned. Nobody had ever tried to ask such a normal question to Superman him before. “Hippos. Definitely hippos”  
Lance’s lip quirked as he was trying to restrain a laugh. He jotted it down into his signature notepad, and put his pencil down. Keith zoned out, observing his hands.
“Keith?” Lance asked, trying to get his attention.
“Yeah?” Keith answered back. WAIT. No. Superman. Not Keith. Shoot. “Umm...I mean...who’s Keith?”
“Nice try, man. I’d recognize that mullet anywhere” Keith put a hand to his hair, feeling the loss of an elastic band. Whoops.
“When did you find out? About this?”
“Probably a long while back, when you first gave yourself an interview. That’s cheating, technically”
“Oh”
“Yeah, I also said that comment during lunch today to test my theory out, and you reacted like I thought, so I thought Hey, he’s probably just a crazy fan or something, but no. You’re Superman.”
“Say it louder so that Sendak can hear, yeah?”  Keith snarked, feeling a bit annoyed and panicked at this point.
“Can’t-I can’t believe this! Superman is also the coworker I’m in love with! This is your secret identity!”
“In love with?” He felt like hysterically giggling, because they were both so stupid. And in love. Yikes. 
“Oh my god, shut up, Keith! Or should I call you Super Keith?” 
“No”
“Keith Man”
“No”
“Super Mullet”
“I will fly off and ditch you right here, and right now.”
“You wouldn’t do that, Superman, would you? Man of Steel, defender of the weak.”
Keith’s stomach rolled like it was attempting(and failing) to do a somersault. “You won’t tell anybody, would you? You better not. People could get killed, Lance.”
Lance chuckled nervously. “Who do you think I am? Some kind of gossip?”
Keith gave him a flat look, and Lance sighed, offering his hand out. Spitting on his palm, Keith slapped it onto the other’s, grinning slightly when Lance winced.
“I still don’t know why you always insist on doing this, do you know how unsanitary it-wOAH!”
He flew up suddenly, cradling a kicking Lance in his arms, laughing. 
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The next day, a newspaper was slammed onto Keith’s desk by a familiar tan-colored hand.
“Nice paper today,” Lance stated, coolly.
The main headline was in block letters, saying SUPERMAN SAVES LOCAL JOURNALIST FROM DEATH RAY. The big front page picture was of Keith carrying Lance, who was making a peace sign with both hands to the camera, grinning widely. The article, written by Pidge, was going on about how Superman saved yet another citizen from Sendak and his reign of terror.
“Congrats, man. Allura must be impressed.” 
“Yeah, she’s impressed all right. Forgave me for not getting an interview earlier and failing to figure out yo-Superman’s identity” he finished, awkwardly.
Keith raised an eyebrow. “Smooth”
“Shut up.” Lance grumbled, cheeks flushed. “She still says I need some info on him, so how do you feel about meeting up later for coffee? Incognito?”
“It’s a date,” Keith grinned. He could live with this.
Part 2(fluff)
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A Respite in Paradise
The Paladins had made camp in one of the lush valleys of Celadon IV, an isolated, uncharted, Earth-like sphere located in the outermost edge of the Milky Way Galaxy. The Lions were nearly drained of all power when they arrived and Keith knew they would need a lengthy solar recharge. He ordered their little caravan to a halt, and suggested that the team take some time for much-needed rest and relaxation. This was one of Keith’s orders that Lance actually agreed with and wholeheartedly obeyed.
Hunk unloaded a barbecue grill from Yellow Lion’s cargo hold as soon as they landed and began rummaging through their meager stores of exotic meats to find something to grill. Coran helped with this and then began an inventory of their other foodstuffs while Shiro and Keith helped Allura and Romelle set up the camp.
After Pidge’s detailed analysis of the plants they had collected, it was determined that the local flora would not do any harm to Kalternecker’s digestive system. When they were sure of that, Lance and Pidge had immediately led the cow to the grassiest area that they could find and laughed at her satisfied “moo” of happiness at the sight of so much green. Once Kalternecker was free of her tether, she bucked with ecstasy and frolicked in the flowery meadow along with Kosmo. Both animals were accompanied by Pidge’s ever-curious blue and green floofs which hovered over the field, silently observing it all. While taking in all the natural beauty around him, Lance had a sudden urge to pull Pidge a bit closer to him. He slipped his right arm casually around her narrow shoulders as he often did, but this time he deliberately held her closer than before. She turned to look up at him questioningly with those huge, intelligent eyes of hers, and Lance suddenly felt his cheeks warm a little. He smiled at her and was surprised at how his heart raced when she smiled back at him. He noticed that several lose tendrils of her hair had escaped from her messy bun, and that there were a few more soft waves that framed her face. She was pale after living inside of a spaceship for so long, and he knew they both had dark circles under their eyes from a lack of proper sleep. The two of them were both still in their battered armor, and both of them were sweaty and tired, but in this peaceful moment Lance could not recall any sight that he had ever seen that was more beautiful than the one before him.
They heard Coran’s voice in the distance, summoning them back to camp. Supper was ready. The smell of Hunk’s cooking never failed to make his mouth water.
Pidge took his hand and ran with him back to camp. It was nearly dusk when they all finally sat down to enjoy the evening meal.
After bestowing Hunk with many well-deserved compliments for the incredible supper he had prepared, the Paladins had all gone to sleep under the stars, and at last spent an entire evening completely undisturbed.
Even before the bright sun of this small green planet was peeking over the horizon, Lance was wide awake. The others slept on as the sun rose, still exhausted from their long journey. He stretched, then rose to his feet, not bothering with putting on his armor. Lance silently gathered up his bayard, a clean change of clothes, a towel, and his grooming kit. Then he hiked down to the nearby stream, relishing his every lungful of the cool morning air. This planet almost smelled like home, and the sound of the clean, running water was like music to his ears after being in the silent vacuum of space for so long. Lance eagerly stripped off his black under suit and then slipped naked into the cool water. He shivered at first, but then realized that his body would soon adjust to the lower temperature. He had entered the stream with his small container of body shampoo on a cord around his neck and an exfoliating scrubber in hand. With a whoop of pure joy, he dispensed a small amount of the concentrated cleanser and then rubbed it into a fragrant lather, scrubbing away the grime that had accumulated on his skin after being in a spacesuit for far too long. It was invigorating! He sang to himself and splashed around in the water with the delight of a child as he rinsed the suds and the grime away. As he lathered shampoo into his hair and ducked under water to rinse it out, he realized how long it had gotten. He hated to admit it, but he had a mullet that was as long as Keith’s had been the night that they rescued Shiro. That was the night he and Hunk had snuck out of the Garrison, following after the mysterious “boy” named Pidge...
A familiar giggle brought him out of his reverie. Eyes wide, Lance sunk down deeper into the water, his back to the nearest bank. “Who’s there?” But he already knew the answer to that, and he really hoped she hadn’t seen anything. Lance bit his lip and blushed at the thought of it. There was another giggle. Pidge! He turned to face her, but she was already scampering away. He saw her hasty retreat, noticing that she was wearing her Garrison backpack over her black under suit and her hair was falling in matted tangles from her now even messier bun.
“We will have to find another spot,” he heard her call to the other two girls. “Lance is down there.”
“Ugh! The last thing I want to see is Pointy Chin without any clothes on,” said Romelle.
“Indeed,” said Allura. “I wouldn’t want to have to look at that either.”
Lance pouted angrily, feeling momentarily hurt.
Then there was that familiar giggle again, and he strained to hear what Pidge was saying.
“I wouldn’t mind,” Pidge admitted. “I actually think he’s pretty cute,” Lance’s mouth fell open once more, his mind whirling. The laughter of all three girls faded into the distance as they searched for a more private place to bathe.
Pidge.
Pidge thought he was cute? He suddenly felt even more self-conscious about his nakedness, and once he was sure the girls were far enough away, he hastily rose up from the water, dried off, and then wrapped the towel around his waist. He set up the shaving mirror from his kit and frowned at what he saw: stubble, a few zits, and a soggy mullet with wet, too-long bangs that dripped water into his eyes. What was Pidge thinking? This was the worst he had ever looked in recent memory. Maybe she was blind without her glasses. He began to panic, searching his kit for his razor and a face mask.
After a quick but careful shave, he rinsed and dried his face, hastily donned a pair of clean blue underpants and tied back his too-long hair. Lance sat upon a large, smooth rock and prepared the ingredients for his favorite face mask. Zits begone! If Pidge liked him as much as he had hoped, he was determined to look his best for her. After slathering the green paste all over his face, he rinsed his hands and relaxed. He laid back upon the now-warm, smooth stone and closed his eyes, allowing the mask to dry in the sun...
When Lance’s mind was nearly awake once more, it was already mid-morning, and the face mask had dried until it cracked. He didn’t want to get up to rinse it off though. He felt lazy, and he enjoyed the sensation of the warm sunlight caressing his (mostly) bare skin. If he just kept his eyes closed he could imagine he was back home in Cuba, laying out in the sun on Varadero Beach, surrounded by beautiful bikini-clad women, or more realistically, with at least one particular pretty girl by his side, bikini-clad or not. His half-awake mind conjured up an image of a pale, petite girl in a modest emerald green bathing suit. Her beautiful long brown hair was wet, as if she had just emerged from the sea. She was gazing on him fondly as he slept in the sun. Paradise, he thought.
In his semiconscious daydream, the cute girl at his side was calling his name.
“Lance?”
“Hmm?” he mumbled.
“Lance, wake up.” The cute girl touched his arm. “You can’t sleep here all day you know. The rest of the team is wondering where you are, but I figured you would still be here, so I came to get you.”
His eyes snapped open, and it took him a moment to process everything. For a moment he thought he actually was on the beach in Cuba, especially when he saw the scantily clad long-haired beauty beside him.
Pidge.
Pidge with her long hair down, still damp from being washed. Not Pidge on the beach in a bikini, but Pidge wearing a green sports bra and a pair of cut-off shorts she had made herself, which was almost as good. He had no idea she was this hot. Smoking hot. Dead sexy. Was he still dreaming? He grinned at her goofily and felt his face mask crack.
Lance’s mind ran through every swear word he knew in English and Spanish, and then all of the alien swear words he knew, and then some he wasn’t sure of, but he didn’t say any of them out loud. Instead, he emitted a high-pitched yelp of surprise when he realized that he was not, in fact, wearing swim trunks and lying on a beach in Cuba, but he was, in fact, lying on a sun-warmed slab of stone on an alien planet wearing nothing but his underpants and a dried up face mask.
“I think you need to wash your face,” Pidge said, hardly able to contain her amusement. He noticed that she didn’t say anything about his lack of trousers.
“Uh, right.” Lance scrambled to the stream again to rinse and dry his face, which felt much smoother and cleaner, and hopefully blemish-free. He heard her behind him, trying to suppress her giggles and not succeeding. She gave up on silencing them and was now laughing hysterically. Lance felt his face burn hotter than the sun.
“What’s so funny?” he asked. Stay cool, he told himself. He got up and turned around, then tried to strike a confident pose.
Pidge laughed so hard that tears rolled down her cheeks. “I don’t know what’s funnier, the face mask or the mullet, or—“ she broke off, wheezing. “Or...the fact—“ She tried to catch her breath. “The fact that...you are standing there, striking a pose like a designer underwear model, pretending this isn’t embarrassing.”
Pidge’s laughter was one of his favorite sounds in the universe, and to him it was always infectious. Lance broke down at that moment and started laughing at himself along with her. He tried to cover himself modestly with his towel as he reached for his blue jeans. Then he turned his back to her and did a very silly butt-wiggling dance as he wriggled into them. Pidge was laughing so hard that she had to gasp for air. When he finally pulled up his jeans and zipped them, he turned to her and gave her his most smoldering look as the breeze ruffled his long hair.
“Now you look like one of the shirtless himbos in the ads for those trashy romance holodramas my mom watches.”
Lance sat down next to her, his sides shaking with laughter at her description of him. “Oh, no! My mom watches that junk too, and they’re the worst. I definitely want a haircut now.”
Pidge was still wiping the tears of mirth from her eyes. “That’s why I’m here. Coran just gave Shiro and Hunk a haircut, but you missed yours, Sleeping Beauty.” She held up Coran’s clippers and a pair of Altean scissors. “And I missed my haircut too, in order to go looking for you.”
“Sleeping Beauty?” He said with a smirk. “Okay, I am going to pretend that isn’t sarcasm. If I’m a Sleeping Beauty, then why didn’t you awaken me with a kiss?” He thought his flirting was going well in spite of how humiliating this day had been for him so far.
Pidge blushed. “Maybe because I’d rather kiss you when you’re awake?” She said this timidly. Flirting wasn’t something she was accustomed to doing.
“You can kiss me anytime you want, whether I’m asleep or awake.” He said this to her earnestly, revealing more of his true feelings for her than he ever thought he could dare to admit. Lance was blushing in spite of himself. So much for being cool and confident.
Pidge looked at him wide eyed, then ducked her head shyly. Lance tipped her chin up gently, then gently caressed her cheek. They were both breathing raggedly as he moved closer to her. But just as he leaned down to kiss her, she pulled away.
“I can’t let you do this,” Pidge was shaking like terrified prey, trapped in a hunter’s snare. She looked ready to flee.
“Pidge? What’s wrong?” Lance reached for her. “Don’t go! Please, just talk to me. I don’t understand why—“
“I can’t be another one of those girls that you flirt with and forget about!” She she choked out. She was sobbing.
“Pidge! I would never—“
“You’re the only one that I have ever felt this way about and—“ She paused to catch a breath. “If you kiss me it has to mean as much to you as it does to me.” She looked at him boldly now, and even though her face was tear-stained, Lance thought she had never looked more beautiful or more courageous.
He was the one who was terrified now, afraid to say or do the wrong thing. He gaped at her in astonishment, stunned into silence.
Pidge waited for him to say something, but he was still just staring at her, trying to process what she was trying to tell him, and trying to figure out what to do next.
Her mind worked at light speed compared to his. She had already come to a conclusion and turned to leave.
“Pidge, wait!” Lance cried. She kept walking.
“Katie!” She did not stop. Lance knew he had to say something or his heart would shatter into a million pieces. There was no way to repair a heart that badly broken.
“Katie Holt, I am in love with you!” He shouted, and his words echoed around the valley. Then there was a frightening silence between them that caused his heart to momentarily stop beating. They might have been on a silent planet if not for the incessant babbling of the uncaring brook behind them.
She stood there, unmoving, but she did not turn to him.
“I love you. I always have. I guess I was waiting for the right time to tell you, and I was also waiting for you to grow up because you’re younger than me, and I guess I also realized I was the one who really needed to mature a lot more before I could be in a real relationship because you’ve always been more mature than me and—“
She turned around. Lance continued to babble more incessantly than the creek. It was if a dam had burst and a torrent of heartfelt words tumbled forth, as unstoppable as a flood.
“You’re the most amazing girl I have ever met in my entire life and you’re my best friend and I love being with you more than anyone else in the whole universe and I don’t just want to kiss you I want to belong to you, now and always. I want to spend a lifetime laughing with you or just listening to you say brilliant things every day or just watching the sunset with you or just being with by your side when you need me or even when you don’t need me, because I need you and I want to be a part of your life forever. I adore you, Katie, and I-“
Pidge stopped his barrage of words the only way she knew how. With all her strength, she leapt into his arms and embraced him. She stopped the flow of words at the source, kissing him fiercely as Lance lowered her gently to the ground.
Lance had been kissed a fair few times in his life, but he had never experienced anything like this. It was like flying, like being struck by lightning. It was like being born, and living, and dying, and being brought back to life again. It was like all of those things, and none of those things. She had poured into that kiss what he had been struggling to say with words that were far too meager to express the infinite.
When they broke apart, Lance just gazed upon her in shock and reverent silence.
“You are the first and only man I have ever loved and will always love. You are in my heart, and if anything bad ever happened to you, a part of me would die. That is how I love you.” She sobbed. “That’s the only way I know how to love you.”
Lance buried his face in her hair, which was soft, fragrant, wild, and very soon damp with his own tears of relief. He held her close and comforted her as she sobbed happy tears against his bare chest.
When they finally regained control of their emotions, he lead her to the stream. They both washed their faces.
“I missed breakfast,” he began. “I hope I didn’t make you miss lunch.” Much to Pidge’s disappointment, Lance pulled on his old blue and white T-shirt.
Pidge opened her backpack. In it there were sandwich rolls, snacks, and cold drinks. “I didn’t know how long it would take to find you, but somehow I knew you would be hungry when I did.” She decided to put on her well worn Galaxy Garrison T-shirt, which was too small for her. Lance grinned, hoping he could hide his expression behind the first bite of his sandwich.
“You think of everything.”
“That’s because I’m brilliant.”
“I am definitely going to marry you when this war is over, you know that, don’t you?”
“You’d better.” There was a beautiful peace between them, like the calm after a storm. “You still need that haircut.”
“I know. Promise me you won’t cut your hair though. It’s beautiful.”
“It’s too long. I can barely fit it under my helmet anymore.”
“I could braid it for you.”
“Really? And what do you actually know about braiding hair?”
“I have sisters. I used to braid Veronica’s hair until she cut it short, and Rachel’s hair is still pretty long, or at least it was last time I saw her...”
They spend the rest of the afternoon reminiscing about home and talking about their hopes for the future.
*****
Kaltenecker came to the stream to drink that afternoon, and Pidge’s floofs hovered nearby, watching their beloved human friend beside the male human she loved most.
The floofs observed their dear little human attempting to give the male human’s head fur a trim. They saw that both of them thought the result was very funny. Their little female human cried at the mistakes she made when trimming head fur, but the floofs knew it would be alright because the tall male human seemed to be pleased with her efforts nonetheless. He rubbed his face against hers many times, as they often did to her. Of course, the floofs knew that this meant that the tall human loves their dear little one, and that she was very happy about it indeed. Clearly, it was some sort of human courtship ritual.
Perhaps they would mate and have little floofs of their own one day.
But that was a story for another time.
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nataliedanovelist · 3 years
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GF - Timestuck AU: The Power of Mabel ch.7 (finale)
While fighting over a time machine so one twin can win a pig or the other can win the heart of a girl, Mabel is left stranded in a snowy forest with no time machine and no brother. Oops.
ch.6
AO3 link
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Ford sat on the kitchen floor with his back against the cupboards, clinging to his knees, his glasses still in hand. His throat was sore and his eyes hurt and his nose was runny and his heart was raw and broken, and yet he wasn’t done crying. Though he was done sobbing and occasionally crying so hard he thought he would throw up, free-flowing tears still streamed down his face as he hid the bottom-half of his head in his beefy arms. 
“What do we do now?” He moaned.
Stan looked at the know-it-all who didn’t have a clue. He sighed and moved to sit next to him, his back against the cupboard and his knees up by his chest as he combed his mullet. “I dunno… Sit here and die?”
Ford hiccuped a cruel laugh and buried his face in his arms fully. “I wish I could.”
Stan snorted. “What’s that saying? The good die young?”
Ford groaned and started to sob again. 
Stan rubbed his back, his head against the cupboard and he looked up at the ceiling. “O-Okay, okay… Let’s think about this. So we never made up, or something else really bad happened between us, and that’s the timeline Mabel was from, right?”
“Right.” Ford gruffed, lifting his head up and rubbing his eyes dry.
“So, since that didn’t happen, or it happened differently… B-But that doesn’t mean she’s… She’ll still exist in our timeline, won’t she? She’s gonna be okay?” He asked the scientist, digging for some kind of hope.
Ford sighed and rested his cleft chin on his arms. “As long as what happened didn’t interfere with Alex’s life too much… Which I don’t know how it could… Mabel and Dipper should still be born in 1999. There’s a small possibility they’ll be different than what they once were, or because of some unseen butterfly effect, their birth might be different or might not happen at all… But…”
The eldest by fifteen minutes slipped his glasses back on, stood, and said stubbornly, “I’m going to do what I can to ensure it is a better future than what the kids had. Our entire family was broken because of what we did and didn’t do. Clearly either one of us went insane or died or something horrible, and I won’t allow that to happen.”
“I don’t think we gotta worry too much about that happening.” Stan said from down on the floor. “I mean, if Mabel changed things so much that an entire reality changed, then we don’t really gotta do much except not screw this up.”
Ford laughed and held out a hand to his twin, who gladly clasped it and stood. “You’re right.”
But the men were disheartened to finally notice the mess in the kitchen. Mabel’s cake batter sat on the flour-dusted counter, the oven was hot and ready for baking, and the muffin tray was on the floor from where Mabel dropped it. Ford looked down at the sweater he was wearing - the sweater she had knitted for him - and without a word he walked to the living room and saw Mabel’s knitting sitting on the couch where she had left it, a completed red sweater with a golden heart on it.
Ford smiled mournfully and held the sweater as Stan joined him and gasped at the sweater. The big brother held it out to the little brother and croaked, “We’ll see her again.”
Stan smiled, cleared his throat, and took off his hoodie and snagged the new sweater to slip it over his old white t-shirt. “Yeah.”
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July 22nd, 1980
Ford held the lantern up to better read the writing in the cave. He peered at it and was intrigued by a description of a being with answers. It would be summoned if he read out-loud, and though there were many clear warnings against this, the desperate scientist was extremely tempted.
“Sixer! Let’s move before we get caved in or some shit.” Stan called as he walked up to Ford. “What are you reading, cavemen graffiti?”
“Look, Stanley, there are tales of an all-knowing being with answers. It could help me with my theory…”
“Nope.” Stan grabbed Ford by the collar of his trenchcoat and dragged him away like dragging a child out of a toy store.
“Stanley! Let me go!”
“That shit’s got bad voodoo written all over it! You’ve gotta be inhaling toxic cave gas or something to think summoning a demon is a good idea!”
“We don’t know it’s a demon.”
“Really? Then why does that wall read in old blood ‘Do not summon demon!’?”
“Huh. Well, um…”
“That’s what I thought, now don’t make me pick you up and carry you. Let’s move.” And he lightly shoved Ford forward to lead the walk away from the cave and through the tunnels for sunlight.
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Alex’s wedding was wonderful and a joyous day, but it also made Ford and Stan nervous. They both agreed not to say a word to anyone (as far as Fiddleford knew, Ford had found the girl’s parents and all was over and ended well), and white they were happy to be one step closer to meeting the kids, they were slightly worried that something might be different than Mabel’s timeline.
She never told them her mother’s name. Did Alex marry someone else? Did they marry at the correct time? There was no way of telling, and they both agreed to allow themselves to enjoy the day and maybe drink a little. Or a lot. 
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When Shermie called and told them that Alex and Dana were going to have a baby, Ford choked on his coffee and Stan dropped the phone. They silently exchanged looks and were terrified that there was only one baby. But it was seven months before the end of August, so maybe the new parents were choosing to keep everything a surprise. Knowing Alex, that is something he would do, especially if there were twins. A beautiful surprise for his twin uncles.
So they congratulated Shermie and made him swear to call them if anything happened so they could be there. And despite their fear, they were very joyous of becoming grunkles again.
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August 31st, 1999
The entire week leading up to the day, the men were incredibly anxious. The birthday was on 31st, which meant Dipper and Mabel could be born at 1am on the 31st, or 11pm on the 31st. They had no way of knowing, but as long as that damn telephone stayed silent, they weren't leaving the house all weekend. Neither of them slept the night of the 30th, just in case.
Finally, a little after coffee on the 31st, the phone rang. Both Ford and Stan tackled each other and fought for it, but Stan sat on Ford and grabbed it first.
“Stanley, get off me!”
“Stanley, what are you doing to your brother?” Shermie chuckled on the other end.
“Nevermind that, Sherm!” Stan laughed. “What’s going on with you?” He asked casually, though he smiled down at Ford, who smiled back, despite still being sat on in the kitchen.
“Well, you guys know I’m gonna be a grandpa soon…”
“Really? Had no idea.” Stan said sarcastically as he stood up to get off Ford. “So? Is it happening now?!” Ford ran down the hall.
Shermie laughed. “Yup. I just got here myself and Alex and Dana got here about twenty minutes ago.”
“Piedmont Hospital, right?”
“Right.”
“We’ll be there in six hours.”
“It’s an eight hour drive!”
“I said six hours!”
“STANL-” But Stan hung up the phone.
Stan hurried up to his attic bedroom and dressed in his baby-blue Hawaiian shirt and slacks, while also grabbing a suitcase he’s had ready all week, prepared to stay as long as Alex and Dana needed him.
He ran back downstairs with suitcase in hand, with Ford by the door, and they sprinted into the Stanmobile and drove down the road.
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Shermie was waiting for them in the hall, beaming with joy, and his little brothers ran to him for a tackle-hug.
“Good to see you, Grandpa!”
“Congratulations, Shermie!”
“Thank you, thank you!”
“Did we miss it?!” Stan asked. “Has it happened yet?!”
Shermie grinned and nodded. “Yes, everyone is safe and fine.” And he opened the door.
The aged explorers beamed (and no, they weren’t crying) to find Alex holding one baby and Dana holding another baby. The eldest pair of twins high-sixed and cheered and then gently approached the little ones, beaming down at them.
It was like they had been holding their breath for twenty years, and now they could finally breathe.
“What are their names?” Ford asked quietly, seeing how each newborn was sleeping soundly.
“This is Mabel,” Alex introduced, giving the bundle to Stan.
“And this is Mason.” Dana said tiredly, giving her son to Ford to hold.
Stan and Ford were a bit concerned with the name change, but one look at the baby boy relaxed them. Of course a name like Dipper was a nickname.
“Matching names, huh?” Stan asked cheekily, cradling Mabel and looking down at her with shining brown eyes.
“We couldn’t help ourselves.” Alex chuckled.
Ford’s eyes were glued to Mason. While of course he had been dying to see Mabel again, he had also been excited to meet his science-loving nephew. He was so cute and small in his polydactyl hands and Ford knew it would take a lot more strength than what he had to let him go.
The author tore his eyes away to see his twin looking down at Mabel with tears in his eyes, holding her close to his heart and trying really hard to hold it together, but his joy and peace was far stronger than any bad habits that stopped him from showing his emotions. Stan lightly kissed Mabel’s cheek and Ford saw his lips barely move, though he didn’t hear what he said. Which was fine by him. Ford smiled back down at Mason, finally content.
No one heard him say it, thank Moses, but Stan couldn’t help himself. He had whispered to his niece as quiet as a mouse, “I’ve missed you, pumpkin.”
And finally, after all these years, the small hole in the boys’ hearts could be filled.
THE END!
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rogerina-taylorr · 4 years
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your shadow follows me all day, making sure that i’m okay :)
pairing: sith!obi wan x fem!reader
request: babe do you do fluff fics for Sith!obi wan? where he and reader have a cat and mouse relationship but they’re secretly attracted to each other? 🥺🥺
a/n: I LOVED THIS SM!!! U DO NOT EVEN KNOW!!!! not sure if it was u wanted more of a teasing type of fluff, but i delivered some genuine fluff. the sith name of obi wan is spanish for like alone or lonely i think. idk i did minor research. 
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Obi wan kenobi. The fallen jedi that was the talk of town. He went by something else now, lord solitario. He never spoke to anyone as of why he had left the order, so suddenly. Taking a liking towards the dark side of the force so quick. He would often come face to face with many jedi in his time being. None of them being strong enough to beat him in a sparring match, or smart enough to trap him. That had caused him to grow a bit of an ego, knowing that there were few jedi, matching his abilities. 
One of those jedi would be y/n y/l/n. He had not known her when he, himself had been a jedi. He so dearly wished he had. Because you see, the older jedi had found himself becoming rather fond of the younger. She was quick, witty, strong with the force. She fought with emotion but never let them take over, she was passionate but with peace. She was a true jedi. In any other case he’d be disgusted. But he was impressed with her, mastering the force like one such as yoda in such a short matter of time. Some were just gifted with the force that way, it was once said that he had been like that, though he had left the order all too soon for anyone to find out. 
And he liked her. She was strong with the force, as he’d mentioned earlier, and she was beautiful. He liked her a lot. As for her, she carried some affection for the sith lord as well. She often found herself meditating and thinking of him, what had spurred him on that would make him leave the order? All the stories she’d heard of him from yoda, prior to his fall, made him sound amazing. Yoda spoke so highly of him. Yoda always said that he still saw some light surrounding him, though he was not sure what it was. Though many had told yoda over the years that once the man had turned into a sith, there was no return. It was a one way road. But yoda never agreed, which made y/n bloom with hope for the sith lord. 
You see, y/n and kenobi had a bit of a cat and mouse game going on. Often, y/n would be the one assigned to missions where he was. The council believed that she was the one that could capture him at last. He had been on the run from the republic for years on end now. y/n found it rather impressive he had not been caught yet, by anakin maybe. Anakin was one of her fellow jedi friends and the strongest jedi she’d seen. Though she would sometimes sit and wonder what it would be like if obi wan had not decayed into the dark side of the force. Would they be friends? Would they be partners? Could they ever be something more? y/n always scolded herself for those thoughts. What was she thinking? Harbouring affections, and for a sith lord of all people.
Long story short, the two were majorly whipped for the other. Though one denied it with all her being, the other had no problem flaunting it. 
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It had seemed that anakin had finally located obi wan’s ship after months of investigating loose threads. The two had quickly been assigned to the mission of his capture. Something was different this time, something told her that this would be the time that they would finally capture him. Though, pacing around the ship nervously as Anakin piloted, y/n found herself getting excited at the thought of seeing him again. Honestly, had she not been a jedi, she would have made a great actress. Pretending she hated obi wan, to the council and to him. That was another thing actually, he would always become so enraged when anyone called him by his jedi name. Except her. She was the only one who could call him obi wan kenobi. She felt played by him at all times, knowing that he would only do things like this to lure her to the dark side, in truth he probably felt nothing for the girl because even though obi wan claimed that the dark side gave him emotional freedom; to be passionate, to love, the dark side was only clouded by lies, and deceit. 
Once they’d landed, anakin had wanted to go head first into battle with him, to which y/n laughed at. She told him that he needed to take artoo with him, to prepare everything for the capture, as she found him and sparred with him, distracting him from the capture, so that he would be caught off guard. Anakin was reluctant but he had agreed, seeing y/n was more experienced with him.
As anakin quickly disappeared to god knows where on obi wan’s ship (she would never understand the technicalities that came with being a jedi, anakin had always been rather resourceful whereas she was merely force sensitive), she found herself quickly racing to find obi wan. How she had missed him, she thought. She quickly erased the thought from her head. Really, y/n i mean, breaking the code is one thing but for a sith lord? Could you not fall for a commoner? She had finally reached a door, she could hear his voice on the other side. His voice was firm, but so sweet, she could listen to him talk for hours on end. 
But he was strong with the force, and she often foolishly forgot that. “y/n my love, i know you’re outside.” he’d said in that sweet mocking tone. Why couldn’t he like her as she liked him, must it be a game for him? He opened the door with the force, y/n standing outside, she looked a bit unprepared. She quickly reached for her saber, pulling it out immediately. He sighed. 
“Must we spar already? My love, it has been three months, i have missed your face, i don’t want to beat you in a small battle already.” he sighed, begrudgingly pulling out his saber as well. There it was, his ever growing ego. She was determined to capture him. His lightsaber flicked on, the blood red reflecting on his face as he held it up close to him. 
The two ran into battle, though each knowing the others moves like the back of their hand. Obi wan had no tricks that y/n was unaware of, all of his techniques that would surprise any other jedi were predictable to her. Same going for y/n. Obi wan had analysed her every move. The battle was useless. Low grunts and cries coming every now and then at the intensity they fought.
“Have I ever told you how much nicer you look with your hair down?” he asked in the midst of battle. This was what he did, he would compliment her as they sparred, flustering and distracting and then beating her. This is what he did every single time. y/n lunged forward with her saber, attempting at something new that would maybe let her win this time, where was anakin? It had been so long!
“Have i ever told you that i’ve seen photos of when you were a jedi? The mullet you sported was so beautiful, why’d you cut it?” that made him stop. She had seen photos of when he was a jedi? His emotions getting the best of him was when y/n took advantage of the situation and straddled him to the floor, flicking his saber across the room. He finally decided to get his act together and speak up. 
“You know, I always imagined us in this position. You straddling me. Though i have to say, this is a much less pleasing situation.” she’d glared at him, could he see that she was blushing? Her thoughts were interrupted when anakin finally burst in, laughing at the sight before him before eventually strutting over and cuffing obi wan. 
Obi wan had seemed displeased that his run from the republic had come to an end. He had seemed genuinely upset and y/n wondered if it had been because of the thing she had said to him earlier, about the photos of him as a jedi.
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The ride to coruscant was fairly silent. Anakin piloted as usual, and a cuffed obi wan sat with y/n beside him. y/n had never seen obi wan look so defeated. Her heart ached for him. She quickly glanced at anakin, who seemed to be distracted. Believing that this may be one of the last private moments she would have with her obi wan, she brushed her hand upon his, before holding it, intertwining their fingers. She had prepared herself for the teasing that was to come, but it never came. She was shocked but kept her composure. Obi wan on the other hand, was much more shook than he’d care to admit. After all his endless teasing, and pain and suffering that he’d brought her, here she sat, holding his hand, as if she cared. But she was a jedi, she was just being compassionate, as they were encouraged to be. He quietly scoffed, turning his head, looking at anything but her. He never untangled his fingers from hers though, he only held on tighter, finding the small act of affection reassuring. 
“I do love you.” he quietly said. This, she had not expected. He seemed sincere, she tried to see if this was another lie of his, to embarrass her. But as much as she looked into the force around her, she seemed to find more light than dark. This was obi wan speaking. Though shocked and oh so glad by his confession, she was a jedi. She had an act to keep up.
“I know.” it was his turn to be shocked, this game they were playing, stunning the other back and forth, it was all astonishing really. She had known? All this time. 
“Then why won’t you just-” ah the darkness was returning. He was becoming impatient, he was angry that she wouldn’t come with him. 
“It could never be.” she sighed. He looked at her and his heart sank. She was what he could never be. A true jedi. It dawned on him that she may have harboured affections for him too. Had it not been for the code, they could be together. He could not put himself in her position, she must've been so conflicted by it all. The love she felt for him, it must've been eating her away. It was one of the many reasons he had left the order, must he have been stripped of all natural emotions? He had lost one too many people.
“Yes, it could, you could-” she only put a hand to his cheek, silencing him. It couldn't be. 
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The rest of the ride to coruscant had been silent. The time given to obi wan, helping him think of his escape, one that he was sure would work. There was no way he was to be captured now. Earlier on into the ride, he had felt defeated, he was embarrassed to know that he had failed as a sith, no hope for him. But after his chat with y/n he had felt resurgence within himself, he had been reminded of why he had been a sith, and a really powerful one at. He was to escape. 
Once landed though, obi wan was still at a loss for an escape plan. the three exited the ship and he saw some of his fellow ex colleagues, standing at the hangar, awaiting him. Anakin had roughly grabbed him by the arm, moving him forward, for which y/n had scolded him for. Oh how he loved her. How he longed to wake up in the mornings next to her, though it would seem that that was a fantasy he was never to achieve. Though on the other hand, y/n held one of his hands that was cuffed behind him.
He was comforted at the gesture, but then he felt her toying with the cuffs for a bit, before suddenly realizing what she was to do. She had uncuffed him. He whipped his head around at her, to which she only angrily shushed him. 
“I thought you sith were good with lies, now shut up, and pretend you are cuffed just a bit longer, it is not time yet.” she hissed at him. He chuckled at her, she would make a great sith alongside him, but she had too much good in her for that. Anakin looked at the two, confused. 
“What are the two of you talking about?” he asked, suspicious. 
“Oh, you know ani, i’m just confessing my love to him, last minute.” she had joked, but her words held more meaning than that. Her simple act of uncuffing him had been her own way of confessing that she loved him too. And though their love was never to be, they still had an unspoken pledge to the other. 
As they finally reached the other jedi at the hangar, they stood, all together. Yoda spoke up.
“Obi wa-” he was harshly interrupted by obi wan.
“That is no longer my name.” how she’d wanted to hold him, she knew of the pain the name brought to him. There was a reason the name was reserved for only her. 
After a few minutes of chatter, the group had headed inside the temple. As they took their walk, y/n still holding obi wan’s hand tightly, was when she silently whispered to him that it was time. She then let go of her hand from his, and it was then when he pushed anakin away alerting the other jedi. Before he ran off, of course, he took y/n’s face in his hands, placing a quick and passionate kiss to her lips. That she had not expected, and as soon as she received the kiss, she was stripped of it. With that he quickly ran off deeper into the temple, knowing it like the back of his hand, he probably had an exit in mind.
The jedi ran after him, but could not catch up with him. They all came to a halt when he ran around the corner, and once they all had turned the corner, he was nowhere to be seen. Practically invisible he was, to everyone but y/n. She could very easily see him in the shadows. And he knew she could see him. He wondered if this was the moment she would come to her senses and out him. But she only looked at him, mouthing the words, i love you at him. 
Windu turned to her. “Can you sense him? Is he near?” she shook her head. 
“I know the two of you are rather close-”
She shook her head once more. “I would not call myself close with a sith lord, master windu, do you hear the words you speak?” she looked at his figure once more, as he mouthed i love you, a reply to her confession from earlier. 
With a wink, he was gone. Until next time, my love.
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