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this-doesnt-endd · 2 years
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Just learned that swedes wont feed guests in their home or strangers and even have you pay for food at parties they invite you to i could never imagine living that way
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inpraizeof · 2 years
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take your hatred out on me
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anthony bridgerton x reader
synopsis: anthony is seething that you’ve avoided him the entire night, dancing with others and even his two brothers
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benedict spun you, a small smile playing on his lips. you were holding your expression, but occasionally your eyes slid to the glowering figure that was staring you down, especially at his brothers hands on your waist.
“he’s angry.” benedict whispered, another spin. you smiled to yourself, “that’s typical.” you rolled your eyes and benedict pursed his lips, “mama has been on him about marriage details. he’s been stressed and it seems like-“
“im testing him? stressing him even more? making things worse?” you could’ve continued but you shook your head, “you’re a man, benedict, im surprised you haven’t seen the benefits of what i could help relieve him of.” you cocked an eyebrow and benedict chuckled, “you are a brave woman, y/n.”
“brave, or just stupid?” you wondered to yourself mostly, but as the song ended, you departed from benedict and watched as colin stepped forward, grasping you in his arms as the next song readied.
“what did she say?” anthony’s voice came out more clipped than he wanted to and benedict shrugged, “she’s..something else. that’s all i can say.” anthony scoffed, “with your hands on her like that i expected more.” he gritted before stalking off. he didn’t want to bother seeing you with his other brother, colin always flirted with you more than anthony had deemed acceptable.
you bid colin a good night and followed your mother out towards the carriage. she went ahead of you, you asked her to wait once you noticed anthony alone in the gardens, and so you picked your dress up to lightly jog towards him.
you smiled to yourself as you realized what you had been working towards, was indeed working.
anthony always held his stress in his shoulders, and even now when the rest of his body slumped and he was exhausted, his shoulders sat straight. you quietly padded onto the grass and anthony turned once he heard the soft crunch of a leaf under your shoe.
he saw you and felt his heart leap in his chest but he held a tight lipped smile. he was pissed- no, he should be. but he wasn’t. he was merely annoyed, amongst other things at least.
“y/n-“ he began but as you sat next to him on the bench, you put a hand on his leg, and smiled, “i know what you’ve been dealing with and i haven’t been ignoring you without reason.” he raised an eyebrow but you continued, “so i riled you up..for-“
anthony leaned into you, forehead against yours as he closed his eyes. you brought a hand up to his cheek and caressed it, “for this.”
“take your hatred out on me..” you whispered, bringing his hand up to your chest, letting his roam the silhouette of your breasts. anthony chuckled, “that’s what you wanted? played a whore to get fucked like one?” his eyes darkened as he pulled back to kiss you, taking your lips in his, you smiled, “maybe..”
anthony couldn’t wait no longer. he would’ve loved to take you home, bring you to his bed and fuck tou senseless until you were able to barely mutter a word. but anthony hadn’t formally asked to court you, season had barely started and he had just gotten so busy with his family and daphne that he had just pushed it aside. you, on the other hand, had been playing your part and entertaining the idea of other men but your heart belonged to the bridgerton, and he knew you’d be his viscountess soon.
so until then, he’d settle to fuck you in the gardens, amongst the flowers and roses that didn’t amount to the beauty that you were. anthony kissed you harder now, desperate and hunrgy for more, he brought you onto his lap.
you pulled back and smiled as anthony tried pulling at your dress, “careful now, mama won’t believe that i just fell and happened to tear a straight line in my dress.” you warned and anthony grumbled, “i guess ill do what i can to you, under these frilly little things.” his hand reached up and pulled at the hem of your panties, and you held a hand to his, “just pull them to the side, less explanation to the maids.”
he smiled, “what about the cum that will be coating your cunt and running down your leg? will they question that?” he gripped your thigh and kissed you again.
you laughed, and ran a hand down to his pants, a hard cock under all the fabric, “use your mouth for better things now, bridgerton, im getting bored.” you teased and anthony growled lightly.
he pulled his cock out and you practically drooled as you felt him hit your leg. you laughed lightly, grabbing his cock in your hand, you spit lightly on it, and hoisted yourself up before you sunk your cunt down on him.
anthony squeezed your legs at the pleasure, a small groan leaving his lips. “fuck.” you whispered, grabbing anthony’s shirt fabric in the back, hand clutching at his collar as yoj began to drag yourself up and down his thick cock.
the gardens were quiet, empty except for the slapping of your ass against anthony’s legs, your cunt was wet on his cock and you were practically crying as you impaled yourself on him.
anthont was a groaning mess. he grabbed you, exhausted of watching you fuck yourself desperately. he’d give you want you wanted, and you would fucking like it.
he grabbed your hips, and pulled your back down to the bench, his head in between your legs now as he still impaled you. your dress was the only layer between you and the cold cement of the bench but you held your shivers in as anthony fucked you. he was relentless, angry, rage filled as he practically fucked you through the bench. you bit your lip, trying to contain the screams, and watched as anthony dragged a hand down to your clit. you held onto his arm, “please- sir i’m going to cum-“ you warned and anthony smiled, continuing to fuck you hard, “cum for me. cum for me, darling.”
you came under his order and anthony held onto your hips tightly as you shivered underneath him. you wanted to scream but anthony clasped a hand over your mouth to quiet you.
moments went by and anthony had helped you up, fixing your dress and your hair. the grass stains on your dress were an indicator that you weren’t just looking in the gardens.
“just say you fell.” anthony offered with a slight smile and you nudged him, scoffing, “i’m not that clumsy!”
anthony looked around and gave you a rushed kiss, “i’ll see you tomorrow. i’ll actually propose tomorrow, for this,” his voice quieted, “for being there for me.”
you nodded, smiling gratefully and kissed his cheek, “good night.”
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weridpersonhelp · 1 year
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Turning fighting into fun
description: Y/n and her little sister asks Kyle to stay at his house while their parents' fight. though a depressing time, they all have an amazing night.
this is kind of a tease to my fic I am writing. if you want to know more just ask.
warning: Swearing, fluff, topics of fighting, topic of divorce, runaway, happy ending.
Pairing: Kyle x reader (friends to lovers)
Ike
kyle
Y/n
Lilly
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Kyle opens the door confused at who would ring it this late, their stood y/n at the door he little sister who's Ike's age behind a little at the path.
"Hey umm, I'm sorry to ask but is it okay if we stay for a couple of hours. My parents are... well." Kyle had suspected something was wrong with your parents, this now confirmed his suspicions. He should turn her away, his mum would of. but it was late, his mum nor dad was home, and he was left babysitting Ike. alone.
"Sure, come in." A sigh of relief was let out from Y/n's chest as if she was holding her breath, she calls for her sister and heads inside.
"Trucks!" Ike says running up to the two girls as they enter the house.
"y/n!!!" He shouts making Y/n smile and hug the boy happily.
"Ike, Lilly how about you two plays with Ike's new toys?"
"YAY!!" The two scream and run upstairs to Ike's room, Y/n eyes watch the two with pitiful smile.
"Thank you, Kyle, you have no idea how much this means to me."
"No, they're no need to thank me. stay as long as you need." Y/n smiled at him as the two stared at each other for a while in silence.
"Do you wanna play Minecraft? we can start a new survival?" he asks her Y/n snapes out of her daze from staring at him.
"Last one to find diamonds has to buy the other whatever they want!"
"Fine under 20 limits!"
"You're on nerd!"
and like that you two went to the Xbox and started to play, after you beat his ass in Minecraft getting diamonds first. You decide to actually build together, so with Kyle built you a house while you went exploring. it was beautiful and you honesty had no idea how Kyle managed to build it. and for some reason the thought of you two sharing a bed even in virtual game.
"Kyle go to bed already I wanna start making a farm! and I can't if they're going to be zombies everywhere." Kyle rolls his eyes and groans but heads to bed, Y/n felt her cheeks heat up at even the thought of her crush in the same bed as her.
"Y/n were hungry!" Lilly came down and wine's Ike following behind her Y/n sighs slightly as Lilly goes to sit in her lap.
"We have no food in the house either-" "HUNGRY! HUNRGY!" Ike shouts Kyle now sighs and goes to grab Ike.
"let's go to the shops quickly I just got paid so I should have enough-" "Y/n you don't have too." Y/n places a hand on Kyles and gives him a reassuring look.
"don't worry about it, you are letting us stay, plus the store within walking distance. we can take these two with us and I can order a pizza it's right across the street of the store." Y/n explains listing Lilly from the seat leaving Kyles hand, it felt old without her touch.
"Plus, you owe me 20 dollars, so may as well use to have a movie night for the kids."
"YAY MOVIE!!!" ___________________________________
"Y/n I'm in my Pj's, do we really have to-" "too late now Kyle. should have stopped me before I said we were going to the store." Y/n explains holding both Ike's and Lilly's hand as they walked down the street, Kyle was wearing his Pj's jumper and hat out with boots. The little one's following in his footstep's Y/n being the only one with proper clothes, though it was a sleeveless turtleneck and shorts.
The walk was fun for everyone but Kyle, as they singed and dance the whole 10 minutes there. That was probably one of the best things about living in a small quite mountain town.
"Okay, Kyle. You tke these two into the store and buy some things for the movie Rember nothing too surgery. I'll join you soon-" "Wait you going to leave me here! WITH THE KIDS?!" Kyle shouts Y/n hushes the boy quickly.
"No need to yell and I said I would be back as soon as I was ordered it. the pizza will be done as soon as we are done shopping. Now you two behave I'll be back in a second." Y/n left the boy there with the kids, the two of them starring up at him. he just sighs and grabs a trolly.
"alright hold on the sides." He asks and they follow his orders, as soon as he entered, he got stares from all around. Why oh it was the kids. he hated stares, sometimes he wondered if he had anxiety, he hated it..
"Choclate!" "No Ike, Y/n said something not too. surgery"
"CHOCLATE MILK!" Ike screams.
"Ike. I said no!"
"AAAAAAAHHHH!" fuck, Kyle felt eyes stare more intense as Ike began to wine.
"Wait, Ike please-" "CHOCLATE!" "CHOCLATE-" Oh no not Lilly too.
"Both of you stop! no chocolate milk! You'll go crazy"
"WAAAAAH!!!" Fuck, fuck, Fuck, fuck, Fuck, fuck, Fuck, fuck-
"You know what maybe-" "Ike, Lilly, you heard him." Y/n's voice startled them all, Kyle was thanking God. Kyle was so happy to see her face.
"Y/n!"
"You heard him, no mean no Lilly, Ike. You can have a small juice each but that's it." Y/n says controlling the two, somehow you were able to handle and control these two troublemakers into behaving.
"Thank god your back! I don't know what I could have done without you." Kyle says making Y/n chuckle at his words. Small pink blush dusted his cheeks as, Y/n lifts the two kids into the trolley and Kyle begins to push them. Kyle and Y/n talked about what they to get, to not hype the kids up too much, but enough for a sugar crash. while the Lilly and Ike tried to pick out Lollie's or drinks of their choosing without Y/n or Kyle suggesting something else.
People in the store stared but it didn't bother Kyle anymore, for some reason you made their stares almost disappear when you were around. People in the store smiled at the sight, it almost looked like a young couple with their two children.
"Your family is just the most adorable, how old are they?" A old woman approached the two, Kyle pulled his hat down slightly in embarrassment. he didn't mind the thought of having a family with you cross his mind. Making him curse himself and get embarrassed.
"Oh no ma'am these are out siblings." Y/n explains no sigh of embarrassment in her voice. though her face said otherwise.
"Oh well you two make an adorable couple! have a good night lovely."
"She was... nice?"
"Yeah..." for a while it felt Awkard, with a weird tension in the air. both of the teens refused to bring this up but hoped the other would. That was until Ike tried to steal some Skittles.
after a while they finally finished shopping, only having a bag of grocery Y/n went to pick up the pizza as Kyle, Ike and lily waited.
"What a couple?"
"Pardon?!"
"The lady said you were a couple? are you?"
"What no! Lilly me and Y/n are just friends" Just saying the words 'just friends' hurt his chest, but why? why did it hurt in the first place?
it started to snow, distracting the children but left Kyle in a daze. that was until Y/n came out with a bag of pizzas.
"Alright ready you three?"
"Yep!" they all say
"Alright let's go you two."
And like that they started to walk back home, or to Kyles at least. Kyle looks to Y/n and notices how her brown eyes felt so warm even though it was snowing, her pale skin looks soft, and her hair looked silky smooth. but he also noticed something. else.
"You cold?"
"Just a little, Still adjusting to the cold here."
"here" Kyle stops taking off his jumper, before she could protest, he places it on her and zips it up.
"Wait Kyle, It's fine."
"I insit" Kyle was just wearing a long-sleeved orange shirt that was a little tight on him.
"Thank you" Y/n mutters only for Kyle to hear, the rest of them walk home in the snow...
the rest of the night went well, the pizza's where amazing and Y/n picked Shrek to put on for the little ones, Y/n still wore Kyes jacket. it was big on her to the point of looking like a dress, it made her look small and his heartbeat fast.
"oh, do you want this back?" Y/n says catching Kyles stare at it, he shakes his head no putting up a hand in protest when she tries to take it. off.
"it's fine, I just though. it looked... cute on you" Kyle hoped she didn't understand his mutter, but Y/n did but kept it too herself. sitting in silence the two with blush on their cheeks as Y/n eats meat lovers and Kyle eats cheese. The two laughs at the adult jokes only noticing them now since you didn't as kids and by the time the movie was over Lilly was out cold, Kyle went to get her blanket while Ike sat quietly.
"You alright Ike?"
"Yeah...."
"Not tired?"
"Yes"
"Come here buddy." Y/n says Ike does do and climbs to the couch and sits in her lap, she sits up properly back Stright as the boy leans in close to her, arms wrapped around her his head laying on his chest. Y/n had met the boy first when Lilly had made friends with the boy it's. later she met Kyle when she joined Wendy, bebe's and Nichols band. Though she never though they were brother until they went over to their house for the first time.
Kyle comes in placing a blanket over Lilly, tucking the girl in Y/n smiles watching him treat her little sister well, her heartbeat. increasing.
"Too loud!"
"Oh, sorry Ike, I can't control it." Kyle looks over at Y/n he felt mad when with how his brother was so close too Y/n but also felt this overwhelm of joy, as if his heart was melting at the scene.
Y/n gently playing with Ike's hair, Kyle wraps the two in a blanket earning a small thank you from Y/n. he sits down behind her, placing a hand around the couch.
"Here." Y/n says giving some blanket to Kyle, who smiles. the girl leans on him slightly, he begged his heart not to beat to so fast like it has before.
"Can you sing for me Y/n?"
"Sing?"
"What about?"
"From osutralia." Y/n chuckles at the boys
"Umm I don't think oh wait-" Y/n clears a throat lightly and starts.
"I been around the world a couple time or maybe more, I've seen the sights, I've had delights on every foreign shore. but when my mates all ask me the place that I adore I tell the right away." Kyle as confused but enjoyed hearing the song, it was an upbeat one not good for lullaby. but when she sang it so softly and quietly it almost was.
"I want a home among the gum trees with lots of plum trees, a sheep or two and kangaroo a close line out the back. Verandah out the front and an old rocking chair." the song was odd Kyle had never heard of it, but when would he? he's never had an interest in Australia let alone been taught about it. soon enough, Ike was asleep, but Y/n dare not to move the boy.
"a home among the gum trees? what's a gum tree?"
"A tree that kolas eat, have you never heard of them?"
"never.
"What?!" Y/n then went on a rant about her home country, he had never seen the girl so worked up in his life. she was normally so calm, but this was a new side to her. and he liked it. he liked it a lot.
that's when it finally hit the idiot.
he liked you...
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"Sheila look!" Gerald says pointing to the couch. Lilly was in on of Kyle arms, while Y/n was wrapped around you and Ike. you had all fallen. asleep.
"Oh my! let me get my camera!"
thanks for reading, comment if you want that Kyle x reader. or even a Kenny x reader one-shot idk have fun loves. <3
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kiryoutann · 1 year
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FIRST OF ALL, CONGRATSU RYOUUU, YOU JUST REACHED 400 FOLLOWERS AHHH!
PLEASE KEEP THE WORKS UP AND WISH YOU LUCK IN REACHING 500 SOON 😝
Remember to get enough rest too >v<
Back to the main topic-
I JUST COME BACK FROM READING CHAPTER 21 AND IT STARTS HURTING AGAIN--
The part where MC asked Childe to do her a favour by shutting up PLEASE-- I CAN IMAGINE HIS FACE WITH A PUPPY EYES IN MY BRAIN
(Childe suffering era, yes, we live for it)
Tho I didn't expected that Aether will give his prey to MC, I honestly thought he would've given it to Lumine--
AND THERE'S ROSALYN! THE SLAY WOMAN THERE- Im not sure if she's only helping MC out for both of their benifits or she's just that kind hearted to help MC out 👀
Rest early anyways, you're leaving me more hunrgy with the cliffhangers day by day 😋
HELLO HELLO!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH
first of all!!!!! I WANNA THANK U TOO FOR BEING ONE OF MY READER FROM MY EARLIEST CHAPTERS UNTIL NOW! (i’m stumbling on my english pls help..) THANKS FOR STAYING WITH ME!
mc is so cruel to him but he deserves it BUTTTT WHEN I WROTE THAT SCENE MY HEART JUST ACHE FOR HIM!! can u imagine childe and his lil pout🥺
OHOHOHO i wrote more aether scene on the next chapter so prepare yourself
AND YES ROSALYNE! i love her i wanna marry her
thank u so so much for expressing your thoughts with me! HAPPY 400 FOLLOWERS! hope i can improve to feed you my best work. have a nice week dear<3
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trenchcoatsbi · 11 months
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i am notthe0wing away my shot i am not theowing away my shot heyo im jsut like my coumtry im yougn scrappy and hung and i ma mot theoign away my shot IMMA GET A SCHOAR SHIP TO KINGS COLLEGE I PROBLY SHOULDNT BRAG BUT DANG I AMAZE AND ASTONISH SEE THE PROMISE IS I GOT A LOTTA BRAINS BUT NO POLISH I GOTTA HOLLER (HOLA, BACK GURL) UUST TO BE HEARD WITH EVEYR WORD I DROP KNOWLEDGE IM A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH A SHINY PIECE OF COAL TRYNA REACH MY GOAL MY UHHHH I FORGET POWER OF SPEEHC UNIMPEACHABLE ONLY 19 BUT MY MIND IS OLDER, THESE NY CITY STREETS GET COLDS, I SHOULDA EVRY BURDEN EV DISAVCDTANTEGE I HAVE LEARNED TO MANAGE I DONT HAVE A GUN TO BRANISH I WALK THESE STREETS, FAMISHED!!!! THE PLAN IS TO FAN THIS SPARK INTO A FLAME. BUT DAMN ITS GETITNF DARK SO LEMME SPELL OUT THE NAME I AM THE a ‼️ 🇱🇪🇽🇦🇳🇩🇪🇷 WHAT THE FUCK I TRIED TO COYP AND PASTE WHAT FROM DISCORD SO IT WOULD BE FUNNT NAD GO LIKE :rgional text indicator: WHAT IS THIS
e r we AERE MEANT TO BE. a colony that runs Indepepdnelty meanwhile BIRTISN KEEPS shit9tngo n us NEDOELSOY!!!! essentially they tax us relentlessly, then king gogy funs around n runs a spending spree, he aint ever gonna SET his descendants free so there will be a reovlution in this century.
(ENTER ME)
hw says in psr4nthesis
dont be shoced when your history book mentions me. i will lay sown my life ifmit sets us free and eventually you will see my ASCENDANCY!!! and i am not th8rouwinb away my shot (my shot) i am not throwing away my shot (my shot) eyo im iusy like my country I’m younb scappy and yhunhry and i a mot goigmt awh my shro i am not throwing away my shit
i am not looking away myshot heyo i mu
like my country im young cscrappy and hunrgy, and i am not throwing away my shot, its time to take a SHOT!!!! * dream of france without a monarchy!!!! the unrest in france will lead go anarchy, anarhcy, how u say how u say OH AMARHCY!!!!!!! thwhen i fight i make the other side PANICKY w ky SHOT
eyo im a tailors apprentice and i got yalls knuckleheads im local pareNTIS, IM JOINING THE REBELLION CAUSE I KMOW ITS KY CHANCE TO SOCIALLY ADVANCE. INSTEAD OF SEWINH SOME PANTS/ ITS TIME TO RAK E A *SHOT*
and but we’LL NEVER BE TRULY FREE UNTILT HOSE I BONDAGE HAVE RHE SAME RIGHTS AS YOU AND EM !!!!! YOU AND I DO OR DIE, WAIT TIL I SALLY IN ON A STALKION IN THE FIRST BLACK BATAL,ION >:DDD ITS TIME TO TAKE A SHOT
geniuses lower your VOICES. 🤬 you keep outta trouble, and you double your choice.s . im with you but 5he situation is fraught you oughta be cardully taught, if you ralk youre gknna get HSHOT
BUT BURR CHECK WHAT WE GOT, ME LAFAYETTE HARD ROCK LIKE LANDELOR, I THINK YOUR PANTS LOOK *HOT* LAURENS I LIKE YOU A *LOT,* LETS HATCH A PLOT BLACKER THAN THE KETTLE CALLING THE PO T, WHAT ARE THE ODDS THAT 5HE GODS WOULD UR US ALL IN ONE SPOR POPP9NG A SQUR ON CONVERNIONAL WISDOM MR LIKE IT OR NOT
a bunch OF REVOLUTIONARY MANU,IMSSION ABOLITIONISTS????
GIMME A POSITION SHOW ME WHERE THE AMUNITION IS/
oh am i talkig too loud 🫢 sometimes i get overwxcited shoot off at the mouth (ME TOO), i never had a broup of friends before i promise that ill make yall proud!
lets GET TJIS GUY what is this font
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everybody SING WOAAHHH WOAH WOAHHHH, WOAAH OH, WOAH OH, OET EM HEAR U YA LETS GO, WOA WOA WOAAAA I SAID SHOUT IT TO THE ROOF TOPS WOAAA OAA OAAA SAID TO THE ROF TOPS WOA WOA WOAAA D,OM YEAH LETS BO RISee up when youre lifing on your knees you rise UP, tell your brother that (can i just say i love this bit and how its sung) that hes gotga rise up, tell your sister that shes gotta RISE UP . when r these gonanlies goann rise up, WHEN ARE THESE COLONIES GONNA RISE UP, WHEN ARE THESE COLONIES GONNA RISE UP, RISE UP
i imagine death so kuch it reels morelike a memory, when sit gonna get me, in my sleep, 7 feet ahead of me (LUCKY NUMHER) if i see it coming do I rum or do i let it be???! is it like a beat withojt a melody :( SEE I NEVER THOUGHT ID MAKE IT PAST 20, WHERE I DOME FROM SOME GET HALLF AS MANY. ask angbody oh fuck the font is big
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ask anybody why we liiving fast and we reach fr a dlask, we have to make this moment last thats plenty. SCEATCH THAT. this is not a movement, its *the* movement where all the hungriest brothers wif something to profe went. those opposu us we make am honest stand, we roll like moses cliaminf his promised land, AnD??? IF WE WING OUR INDEPENDNC?!?!?! if thata agairantee of freedom for our dcendan7ts pr will the blood we she dbefin an endless cycle of dth and rveenge with no defendants D:
god my room is hot. I KNOW THE AFTIOJ IN THE STREETS IS EXCITING BUT JESUS BETWEEN SOL THE BLEEDING & FIGHTING IVE BEEN READING AND WRITING. WE’VE GOT TO HANDLE OUR FINANCIAL DITUATION. ARE WE A NATION OF STATES, WHATS THE STATE OF OUR NATIOM? KM PAST PATIENTLY WAITING IM PASSIONATELY SMASHING EVERY EXPRECTATION, EVERY ACT IS AN ACT OF CREATION!!!!! FUCKING HELL LIN MANUEL MIRANDA
im LAUGHG IN THE FACE OF CASUALTY AND SORROW AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IM THINKING PAST TOMORRO ‼️‼️‼️‼️ AND I AM not theowing aaway my shot, i a, not away my shot, AYAIOIOO IM JUST LIKE MY COUNTRY IM YOUG SCRAPPYH AD HUNGRY AND IM NOT NTEOWING AWAY MY HWOT
and the rest is looped
AND I AM NOT THROWING AWAY MY, NOT THEOWING AWAY MY SHOR
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She did nothing wrong :(
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melto · 3 years
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i am starting to get real tired over people implying that im lazy and cant take care of myself/make food because i skip meals a lot or if i order out. like Damn i have an eating disorder! im not just some stupid baby i just have issues that take me really jumping through a lot of hoops to eat leave me alone!
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cxndy-stxrs · 3 years
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im bored so here are some random inaccurate stupid hcs i have for nasha and greige
greige can sing and play piano but will do it in front of absolutely no one
nashas handwriting is absolute ass. like no one at all can read it not even her
nasha hates sting rays. she thinks theyre mean
greige loves baths and mint chocolate ice cream, and yes those two have no relation at all, i just felt i should share them both
nasha prefers rocky road but will eat anything
her favorite candys probably a snickers or something cause youre not you when youre hunrgy
greiges favorites are almond joys or those york peppermint patty things
nasha really wants a dog
greige wants a cat
athought neither of them ever get what they want, greige had a hamster when he was little and accidentally froze it to death
a traumatic experience, really.
natsu and lucy wanted to get nasha a fish but quickly decided against it
greige is really good at chess
nasha didnt learn how to swim until the ripe old age of 13
and yeah thats all i can think of off of the top of my head
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Greetings
May I please request Chiaki and Maki celebrating their s/o's birthday
It's my bday today and I'm enjoying it so far
Woo happy birthday!!
funny enough our birthdays are really close together-
anyways, keep on enjoying your birthday and I hope you like these hcs! ( ˆ͈̑꒳ˆ͈̑ )੭♡
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【Chiaki Nanami】
• I can see Chiaki celebrating your birthday in a more private or blank manner. She wont exactly throw some kind of party but would just wish you a happy birthday and thats that
• Also being completely honest, she may have almost forgotten if it weren't for the rest of her classmates
• But she didn't wanna let your birthday go by without getting you some kind of gift
• Chiaki is a simple girl so your present won't be anywhere near fancy or extravagant though it's purely what the thought that counts
• So her gift to you were two games. One is a game that has co-op and the other was just a game for you
• It may not be a lot in the eyes of other people, but to you, you appreciate every single thing from her whether it be big or small
• You offered to spend the rest of the day playing the co-op game she got you, to which she agreed. You also got her to bring snacks as well do y'all don't get hunrgy
• Sure, it may not be the most eventful birthday, but if you get to spend time with your gamer girl then it's all good
• And that's how the day played out for the two of you
• Your birthday was spent eating snacks and playing your new games with Chiaki. It was a calm and relaxing experience for the both of y'all
【Maki Harukawa】
• Maki isn't really one to celebrate her, or anyone's birthday. Though, since you are her s/o, you can say she makes an exception
• But that also leaves another problem for her, she doesn't really have a clue on what to do for your birthday
• So after asking a few of her classmates, she just decided to throw you a small party
• Everyone from the v3 class shows up, and even helped making it happen in the first place
• It was an nice and soothing experience overall. You got to spend your birthday with your girlfriend and classmates filled with laughter, gifts, and cake
• Once the party comes to a close and everyone has left, Maki would take you to her room for the night. She still has her gift to show you after all
• Inside her room was a small batch of cupcakes she whipped up herself, a couple of movies to choose from, and some blankets with the centerpiece being a maroon wrapped gift box on top of the blankets
• She hands you the gift box. And once open inside would reveal a nice sweater she bought for you
• You smiled and hugged the now flustered girl
• The rest of the night was spent with eating the small batch of cupcakes, watching movies, and a ton of cuddling with Maki
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I hope you like your birthday hcs!
I once again wish you a happy birthday!♡
i think i got it done in time
~ Mod Toko 💜
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randombubblegum · 2 years
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i hunrgy and on campus but incredibly anxious so i’m scared to use my university card to pay for food because one time it didn’t work or something and she said to activate it. so i emailed the card people and they said hello your card is literally activated. use it whenever and let us know if it works. but i don’t want to go attempt to try again because if it fails i think i would vomit and die on the spot. i can’t order ahead or anything i have to actually pay for it with the dam card. just wanted to let you know how my day is goinf. want chick fila and can’t fuckin go get it because i’m scared
omg nooooo take a deep breath wtf….. just go try using ur card at like a campus grocery store first so u dont have the stress of “i have prepared food in my hand” when u test if it works? and it probably will work but on the off chance it doesnt itll be a low stress situation. honestly even if it doesnt work and u have to pay some other way i promise the cashier will not be bothered or even remember it happened in 15 minutes like they wont judge u. but also if its a campus chickfila they have to take real money so bring ur credit card or smth and just try ur card since u have confirmation it should work? its all gonna be ok
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kotoko and korekiyo friendship
headcannons time
at first kotoko probably thought korekiyo would be creepy
korekiyo was definitely confused why a pink kid wanted to hang out with him
after they start hanging out kotoko is the one always starting something and korekiyo getting dragged in by kotoko somehow, ex. kotoko and kazuichi get into a fight because kotoko said sonia looked bad today or something and kotoko runs behind korekiyo and in the end kazuichi got beat up by korekiyo
kotoko will definitely try to make korekiyo eat peeled almonds and try to make it his favorite food aswell
kotoko will end up staying in korekiyo's dorm a lot but probably sneaks in korekiyo's (i guess medium sized) bag to see what he does
kotoko gets jealous probably easily so when she sees korekiyo and gonta hanging out she gets jealous and comes over and then just sits in the middle of them.
kotoko helps korekiyo watch humanity but instead of watching is socializing and korekiyo hates it (i imagine korekiyo to be extremely antisocial and only have kotoko and gonta and maybe shuichi as friends) and it usually plays out as,
kotoko: this is boring can we go and just talk to them?
korekiyo: kotoko this is very entertaining then talking to them, just watch them with me *continues to look through telescope or something*
kotoko: come on for your sis?
korekiyo: ...fine we can go talk
kotoko: yay
plushies everywhere, mainly big ones but some small ones are there
when korekiyo first let kotoko sleep with him (more of kotoko sleeping on the bean bag he has and its very comfortable i swear-) i imagine kotoko just hears some of the weirdest stuff from korekiyo's sleep talking, and when he sleep walks she assumes hes possed and probably dropkicks him or something, bloody nose's arent nice
they both have thearpy, korekiyo goes to it more then kotoko but sometimes they have group session's
korekiyo works alot so he probably forgets to eat, kotoko usually makes him some cheese sandwiches or such and slides it near him
*kotoko slides the plate to korekiyo*
korekiyo: yes kotoko? *sees the plate* ah no worries im not hungr-
kotoko: YOU HAVEN'T ATE IN 3 DAYS! HOW ARE YOU NOT HUNRGY?
korekiyo: oh its already been 3 days?
kotoko: yes. now you better it or ill..um..ill hold my breath!
korekiyo: nono ill eat
kotoko: you better
when kotoko is tired korekiyo carries her back to the dorm
korekiyo probaby hates monaca
kotoko probably hates gonta
korekiyo is very protective of kotoko in crowds or anywhere he just is protective
when kotoko gets hurt like scrapes her knee or something korekiyo will panic and kotoko will be confused the first time and when it's in public expect embarrassment
kokichi will try to join in seeing they cause alot of stuff, lets make another scene with them causing something
miu: atleast im not the one who stalks people
korekiyo: atleast im not the one who acts sexual to seem confident
miu: wh- atleast im not the one who hangs out with kids!
kotoko: ok whats wrong with that?, he's not the one who sexually assaulted a robot
miu: How the hell do you know that
kotoko: big bro told me
miu: who the hell is..is that korekiyo?
kotoko: yeah he's big bro, how stupid can you be not to know that
miu: EH im not stupid
kotoko: Well i think you-
yeah something like that anyways, korekiyo probably hangs out with the kids (except monaca) and jatoro probably feels comfortable there because him and korekiyo both wear masks and both are a bit odd (in a good way)
(i kinda hc korekiyo as autistic) since kotoko finds almost everything cute she's shes gonna find korekiyo being autistic cute
i also think kotoko can be mature for her age at times
okay thats all i have right now, comment some ideas
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chappedandfadedvds · 3 years
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Dec 24th, Thursday 20:27
„Why are you staring?“
He laughed as he turned to find the eyes that had dug into the back of his head for a while now. Lucas definitely had been in thought as he startled awake from his daze, smiling sheepishly at the older boy from where he leaned against the counter opposite of the oven.
„Marvelling at beauty.“ 
Apparently it hadn’t taken his boyfriend long to find his usual confidence again, blushing at his own words the moment he realised that they weren’t alone in the cabin. It was quickly followed by an audile mix of aww’s and ooh’s and Jens calling him an idiot. Not that he didn’t believe that Lucas found Jens beautiful or something very similar. It was just the easy habit of exaggerating their comliments, since they had begun to spoke to each other. At times just to tease and make the other laugh, at other times to advert from discomfort to put their feelings and thoughts into words.
„Stop.“ Jens simpy said, throwing the kitchen cloth into Lucas’s face instead, before checking up on the oven again. It looked surprisingly well and it would be done in a couple of minutes. Ready to be served and hopefully blow his friend’s minds. Zoe and Amber were practically doing everything else, so it wasn’t just his dinner to brag over, but he felt like he did the most important work here.
„I can’t and don’t want to.“ Lucas declared cocky, a brazen smirk tugged to the corner of his lips.
„Oh, fuck off.“ Jens snorted, turning off the heat to open and take out the two perfectly brown roasted ducks. He’d never done this before, but gotten his grandmother’s instructions, and it already smelled fantastic. He hoped that it would taste just as delicious, if only to put one over on Moyo. His friend had actually straight-up laughed in his face, when Jens had told them, that he had planned to cook for all of them on christmas.
„Here take this over, I’ll be right with you.“ Jens said, passing him the sauce pan from the stove, that only was a tiny bit runny. Enough for him though to hate it, and realise right away that he probably shouldn’t get emotional over some messed up gravy.
„This looks really good. Are you cooking often?“ Zoe asked curiously, peeking over his shoulder as he tried to transfere the two ducks from the baking dish onto the two plates to serve them. „Because if you do, I’ll take it personally that I hadn’t known til now.“
He grinned, stepping aside for Amber to hover over one of the plates to decorate them with some orange and apple slices, before she did the same to the second.
„Only recently.“ Jens remarked as he yawned and went to take the finished plate over to the loud cheers by everyone seated impatiently at the large dinner table. 
Finally they could eat. Jens decided that four hours of cooking were definitely three too many. He felt as hunrgy as these eyes were devouring the food through a gaze alone. And though everyone had just this one thought to dig in and kill their hunger, they were halted by Senne getting up from his seat.
„I’ll keep it short. Promise.“ He stated amused after Aaron and Luca both groaned. A unison ‘come on’ escaping their lips. „I just wanted to say, that I am really happy to be here. And of course for all of you to have come too. We definitely know that this year hadn’t been great in too many ways to list now. But we are here and yeah, I’m not even sure where I wanted to go with this. Just thank you, I guess. I love you all. Enjoy.“
“We love you, too.”
Senne laughed at the group’s instant reply, sitting back down, when Milan leaned in to peck a kiss on his cheek, delighted by the little speech. It also meant that twentyfour arms were busy shoveling food onto plates and bowls, and fill glasses to the brim with wine and beer. And some disgusting smelling dark liquor that Robbe and Jana had sworn on. Only Yasmina and Sander kept away from alcohol tonight, happily sharing the bottle of coke the set in between them.
Jens had felt a little wrong about drinking first. Mainly because for two month he hadn’t really gotten drunk, nor tried to, in order to be sober enough to be there for Lotte and his mom. But they weren’t here and yesterday had been kinda nice to allow himself more than one or two glasses. The light drunkness he had felt stumbling upstairs and into bed with Lucas, tipsy on his heels, was so extremly pleasent. Even better to watch the mellow red tinted lips, and share lazy kisses that lulled them into comfortable affinity.
„Cheers!“ Sander yelled across the table, his glass raised high. Soon joined by the choir of voices shouting back at him.
„Cheers!“
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stand-land · 4 years
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QUICK! therapy
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Star: our whole life Jotaro or I have never been able to really connect well with people. Our brains work differently or something and are inability to pick up social cues come off as us being rude.
We’re expected to be stoic, strong, unwavering- but that’s not who we are at all. We’re just tired and we need help...
I feel like no matter what I’ll never be good enough and being dubbed the ‘most powerful stand’ is way too much pressure for me, like I’m expected to succeed and save everyone all the time and if I fail I’m never able to live it down. The friends I’ve lost to the mark are proof of this, if I had been faster, stronger, smarter- maybe their masters would still be alive, maybe the world would be better. I could have done so much more and I’ll be forced to live with this shame, that I’m just not good enough, for the rest of my existance- I don’t know how to process this grief and everyone assumes Jotaro and I don’t have a problem because of our bad communication skills, so I just sleep away my problems.
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Crazy: I’m hunrgy... and I wish The Hand was here instead of Killer Queen because she a bic.
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jaysfoodstash · 4 years
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Look, for once this post won’t be passive agressive. Because I take this message to heart. 
My mom, when she was younger, went off and on extreme diets. She could obviously not stick by them because of how drastic they were, eventually, since she is human, her will simply faded. And when she got back to normal after every diet, not only did she gain back all the weight she lost but her body started stocking more calories and losing weight way slower because it was preparing itself for another drastic change.
Eventually she had enough and became bulimic for years. She ate everything she wanted to, because it was just a lost cause right ? Losing weight was so difficult because of all the drastic diets she subjected her body to causing it to stock fat and lose it way slower. It just killed her motivation.
But she overcame it. Wanna know how ? 
She started ... Just eating less calories. No miracle diets. She didn’t ban any food, still took the weekends as cheat days (Yes, 2 cheat days !) and because of it not being drastic, she quickly lost weight. She ate 1500 calories per day, and slowly but surely, she lose all the weight her bulimia made her gain.
What I’m trying to say here is ... Don’t subject your body to drastic diets, because you may lose weight at first, if you ever drop it it will become even harder to lose weight, you’ll gain back the weight, and also, some drastic diets are straight up bad for you. You are NOT supposed to be hunrgy all the time.
Just eat a lot of proteins, and chose food and drinks with the less calories possible. Okay ? Please ? Thank you.
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like jake is completely in awe of his wife and how even more stunning she becomes when she talks about stuff she's passionate about that he is startled when she can't stops talking just so that she could kiss him and who could blame her bc FUCK THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HER IS JUST-- but fr it's not just about appreciating your s/o's interests but more so about being so in love with them AND everything that shaes them including the very last book they read n being constantly hunrgy for MORE of them
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One Last Celebration
A/N: This is my entry for @jensen-jarpad‘s writing challenge. I tried to find exact dates in the series but the most I could find is that this could take place in May. So it’s set a few days before Sam’s birthday and we’re just gonna say Sam jumps into the cage not long after his birthday. We’re also just gonna say that at this point they made the plan for Sam to jump into the pit.
Word Count: 2560
Warnings: Angst, character death
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“Where we goin’ Mama?” You asked your mother, Amber, while swinging your feet up and down in the backseat of the car as you watched the road pass by out the window.
“We’re going to see your daddy.” She told you in a tone your three your old brain couldn’t process. She seemed sad but was using a happy tone with you.
“Daddy!” You shouted in an excited voice, your father worked a lot and you didn’t get the chance to see him often. He worked constantly with your uncle and was always driving around fighting the bad guys. There were only a few times a year when you got to see him; your birthday, father’s day, Christmas, and two or three weekends out of the year; so whenever you got to see him it was a big deal.
“I’m so excited to see Daddy, Mama!” You told her as you continued to swing your feet even faster as you grew more eager. “When we gonna get there?”
“We’ll be there in about an hour, we’re going to Mr. Bobby’s house. Daddy and Uncle Dean are there.” She said with a smile.
Fifty minutes later your mom pulled up to Singer’s Auto Salvage and you were bounding up and down your car seat. “Dad, dad, dad, dad, dad.” You repeated happily over and over as you waited for your mother to open the backseat door so you could get out.
As she opened the door you looked up to the house and saw your father walking out with a confused look on his face, “Daddy!” You shouted as you ran towards him with your arms open in a ‘pick me up’ motion.
Quickly complying, Sam knelt down and scooped you into his arms before standing back up, “What’re you doing here you little monkey?” He asked, placing a kiss to your hair.
“Mama said we’re here to visit you for the day!” You told him happily.
Sam shot a perplexed look at your mother but went along with it, “Hey kiddo.” Your uncle’s voice rang out from behind you and Sam.
“Uncle Dean!” You squealed, wiggling around in your father’s arms. Sam got the message and passed you off to Dean.
“You have a good drive with your mom?” He asked you as he placed a kiss on your cheek.
“Uh huh, I was super good and we saw lots of cows.” You informed him in a serious voice.
“Very good munchkin, told you she’d love the cows.” Dean said to your mom who let out a chuckle with his words.
“You knew they were coming?” Sam questioned as Dean transferred you back into your father’s arms.
Dean nodded his head, “Yeah, I called ‘em. I uh, told Amber what was goin’ on and we figured we should have Y/N come see ya before, everything goes down.”
“You not wanna see me Daddy?” You sadly asked.
Sam quickly shook his head, trying to hide the tears that were building in his eyes as he realized this was supposed to be his last goodbye with you. “No baby, I’m so, so happy that you’re here with me.”
“That’s good cause I missed you lots and lots.” You told him before giving him a hug, “I wished you could be with us all the time.”
Sam returned the hug; burying his face into the crook of your neck, “Me too little monkey.“
“So, what’re you two gonna do today?” Dean asked.
“I no know, whatcha wanna do Daddy?” You said, looking at your father.
Amber cut in with an idea, “Why don’t you two celebrate your daddy’s birthday?” She suggested as she pushed some of your hair out of your face, “I brought the presents we were gonna mail him. You two can have a daddy-daughter birthday celebration.”
“Oh Daddy, can we? Can we?” You begged, placing your hands on each side of his face for emphasis.
Sam chuckled and turned his head to place a kiss on your hand, “Course sweetheart. We can go to the movies, grab lunch at the diner, maybe go bowling.”
“And when you guys come home I’ll have dinner ready for you and Dean will go get a birthday cake so we can have cake and presents.” Your mom finished.
“Amber you don’t have to do that.” Sam told her with a shy smile.
Your mother shook her head, “I want to. You two go and have a great day, we’ll be here when you get back.” Giving her car keys to Sam, “She needs the car seat, take my car, it’ll make it easier then trying to put the seat in the impala.”
Sam gripped onto the keys, “Thank you.” He whispered, expressing his gratitude for more then just letting him borrow the car; for letting him see his daughter one last time.
“Thank you.” Amber replied as tears grew in her eyes, “Now go. I bet the movies will be having their first times soon if you wanna make it.”
“We gotta go Daddy!” You shouted in Sam’s ear, “I don’t wanna miss the movies!”
Sam tickled your sides in retaliation, “No need to shout little monkey, we’re going! See you guys later.”
“Bye Mama! Bye Unca Dean!” You waved goodbye to your mother and uncle.
“Have fun baby.” Amber waved back as Dean waved besides her.
“You know you could have gone with them.” Dean said as Sam buckled you into your car seat, “He wouldn’t have minded the family time.”
Your mother nodded her head but continued to watch Sam interact with you, “I know. I just want her to have some time alone with him, besides, the story of Amber and Sam was over before it began after you two saved me from that vampire. I just-he saved my life and he’s the father of my daughter, makes it very easy to be attached to him and after he’s-when he’s gone I can’t fall apart over him. I’ll need to be there for Y/N, just like I’m hoping you’ll be?”
Dean rubbed an imaginary spot on his hand while he mulled over Amber’s words, “Yeah,” He responded, his voice thick with emotion, “Course I’m gonna be there for the squirt. I just wasn’t sure how you were planning on spinning what’s gonna-what’s gonna happen to him.”
Amber wrapped her arms around herself while she spoke, “The truth, sorta.” Letting out a breath she took a shaky inhale, “I’m gonna tell her he died. That he died saving a lot of people. That he loved her and wishes he could be there for her to see her grow up; but I’m also gonna tell her it’ll all be okay. That I’m still here and so is her Uncle Dean.” Dean nodded his head in understanding as tears began to grow in his eyes thinking about what the future is gonna hold.
“She’s not gonna remember him.” Amber said as tears began to fall from her eyes, “She’s too young. She won’t remember how much he loved her. She won’t remember how much she adored him. She’s not gonna remember that her first word was ‘da’ or that her first steps were towards him. She won’t remember playing tag with him or how she always climbs on him. She won’t understand why he called her little monkey. She won’t even remember celebrating with him today. So we’re gonna have to remember for her. Cause one day she’s gonna come to us with questions and we gotta have answers. She deserves it, and so does he.”
You spent the entire day with your dad and loved every minute of it.
You went to the movies, ate lunch at a diner, played games at the arcade, and chased ducks at the pond. By the time Sam drove back to Bobby’s house you were passed out in your car seat. Sam carefully lifted you out of your seat and into his arms; you were quick to hide your face into his neck, shielding your eyes from the setting sun.
Dean opened the front door for Sam and quietly closed it behind him. When Sam entered the living room he was met with the site of Amber and Bobby sitting on the couch talking while a few presents sat on the coffee table in front of them.
“She been asleep for long?” Amber questioned.
“Just a little bit. She missed her nap so she could use the rest.” Sam explained.
Amber nodded her head in agreement, “You wore her out,” She chuckled, “Well, dinner’s ready. You can lay her down on the couch while we eat and I can heat it up for her later.”
Sam was quick to shake his head, “T’s okay, she’s comfortable here. I’ll just hold her while we eat.”
“She’s not a baby anymore Sam, it won’t be so easy to eat while holding her.” Amber explained gently but Sam just shook his head again.
“I’ll be fine.” He told her.
Amber decided to let it drop, figuring out that Sam wanted to keep you in his arms as long as possible. She served dinner which consisted of chicken, mashed potatoes, and green beans. Together, her, Bobby, and Dean celebrated Sam’s final birthday while you slept peacefully in his arms.
It wasn’t until they were wrapping up dinner that you began to stir.
“Mmmm, Daddy?” You asked in a groggy voice as you rubbed your sleepy face in his neck and shoulder.
“Yeah baby?” Sam replied in a hushed tone.
“I’m hunrgy.” You said sleepily.
“You want some mashed potatoes sweetie?” Amber gently asked.
“Mmhmm.” You responded, nodding your head against Sam’s shoulder. “Can I still sit with Daddy?”
“Course you can baby.” Sam told you as he carefully maneuvered you so that you were sitting forward on his lap so you could eat. Amber placed a bowl of mashed potatoes in front of you which you quickly began to eat.
“You have fun with Daddy today sweetie?” Amber asked. You nodded in response as you continued to eat your food. “You still tired?” Again you nodded your head before placing another spoonful in your mouth.
“You can’t be tired kiddo!” Dean said with a smile, “We got cake to eat and you gotta help your dad open presents.”
You shook your head at your uncle which caused the adults to chuckle, “I just wanna cuddle Daddy and sleep.” You told them which quickly stilled the happy mood. Sam tightened his hold on you with your words.
“You feeling okay baby?” Your mom asked as she placed her hand on your forehead looking for a temperature.
“‘M fine.” You replied grumpily, “I just want my daddy.”
That’s how the rest of the evening went.
Everyone else ate cake while you sat on your father’s lap, taking the occasional bite of his cake when he offered it and you sat with him while he opened his presents.
It was a little after eight when your mom went to wash the dishes while Dean helped and Bobby went outside to work in the garage. As everyone else in the house was being productive Sam laid with you on his chest, his arms wrapped around you as you began to fall asleep once more.
“I love you so much little monkey.” Sam said as he watched your eyes begin to close.
“I love you too Daddy.” You responded sleepily, “All the way to the moooon…”
“And stars.” Sam completed while observing your face, memorizing every freckle.
Your eyes finally closed and breathing evened out, but Sam continued to hold you and watch you sleep. Over an hour later Amber and Dean came into the room.
“Sam,” Amber said softly, “We uh-we gotta go.” Sam looked over at them with quiet tears falling down his cheeks as they had for the last hour. Sam wordlessly nodded his head but made no indication he was going to move.
“Sammy, they gotta get going. We need them to get to the cabin and Rufus is outside waiting to drive with them.” Dean explained to his brother, hoping it’d snap him out of it. “We gotta get them there before we can go after Luci-”
Sam interrupted him, “Don’t talk about it with her in here, sleeping or not I don’t want her to hear this crap.”
Dean was silenced for a moment, “Okay Sammy, but they still gotta go.”
Nodding his head Sam finally broke his stare at you to look back at his big brother, “This isn’t fair.”
Dean pursed his lip, trying to hide the emotions he was feeling, “I know.”
Letting out a sigh, Sam pushed your hair behind your ear. Holding you comfortably he gripped you as he stood up. “I’ll bring her to the car.” He said before walking outside.
Amber grabbed her bag and quickly followed him out, wanting to get this over with. Dean went as well, unsure of how Sam was going to be after you left.
Sam was standing outside of the car with you on his hip, your face was in his neck and he could feel the steady exhale of your breath on his neck. Amber walked over to and opened up the backseat of her car.
Moving to put you in the car Sam stopped himself. He looked over at Amber who was barely holding it together and opened his arm for her; sharing in one last family hug.
Dean couldn’t stop the tear that fell as he watched Sam hold his family for the last time.
Giving Amber a squeeze, Sam placed a kiss on her head before releasing her. He then returned his complete attention on you. He placed his hand on your head as he placed a long kiss on your forehead, “I love you so much.”
Leaning down Sam gently put you in your car seat and buckled you up. He ran his finger on your cheek one more time before placing a soft kiss on your lip, “I love you baby.” Sam told you again as tears fell.
You groggily adjusted yourself in the seat, “Love you too Daddy.” You said, not fully waking up before you were passed out again.
Sam stared at you for another moment before standing up and quietly shutting the door. Taking a moment he let out a breath as he turned to face Dean and Amber.
“Take care of her.” Sam asked.
“I will. Promise.” Amber told him.
“Don’t let her forget me, please.” Sam begged as more tears fell.
“Never. She’ll know who you were Sam. She won’t know everything, but she’s gonna know you were a hero. She’s gonna know how much you loved her. How you were her whole world. I promise.” Amber said strongly.
Sam nodded his head before turning and walking back into the house.
It was for his daughter that he was doing this.
He was going to stop the apocalypse so that his daughter could grow up safely.
He would think of you as he took control of Lucifer and jumped into the cage.
He would remember how worth it the torture was as Lucifer and Michael carved into him.
He wouldn’t think about you when he was soulless.
You were the first person he went to see once he got his soul back.
You were all he needed to be whole again.
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