#she a little shaky

[b-else-writes]

also as an addendum to my post, I do think it’s hilarious though how Kataangers are sooo worried about the live action now that images have dropped when there is ZERO proof Zutara is going to be canon in the live action beyond speculation. All that has happened is that Zuko and Katara’s actors are good looking and have stood next to each other/taken photos together. Just that. Because what it boils down to is that while you can pretend in animation, when you look at this:

Bryke’s entire deal of the kid falling in love with the babysitter sounds DERANGED. We all know Katara was really saying thank you Mr Gyatso Aang was really sweet tonight, it’ll be 50 yuan as always, don’t worry my boyfriend is picking me up I won’t walk home alone in Ba Sing Se :)

Meanwhile Zuko is standing awkwardly on the porch outside trying to get Aang to think he’s cool.

Like I don’t believe right now Zutara is becoming canon in the live action and I suspect Bryke left because they felt 8 episodes wasn’t enough to tell Book 1 the way they wanted without significant adaptational changes rather than because Netflix decided a 18 year old non-canon ship was gonna be the dealbreaker (but if it was, it is so funny to me like truly nobody liked Kataang except Bryke), but the fact that people are scared of a POSSIBILITY. In their hearts they know the babysitter had a boyfriend her age whom she could talk to like an equal.

#zutara #atla live action #like have a little confidence in that CANON ship #you are jumping at Zutara phantoms #unless? #you think it’s a little shaky too #side note but now I want a fic where Zuko desperately wants to impress kid Aang #because he thinks Katara is concerned that the kid she babysits hates her boyfriend

[hephaestuscrew]

In Ep45 Desperate Measures, Minkowski really needs the SI-5 (particularly Jacobi) to believe that she will shoot Maxwell if they don't back down. In that particular situation, she's desperate to be seen as unafraid and ruthless. If she can convince the SI-5 that she is willing to kill Maxwell, she can avoid having to find out whether she is. Only by giving the impression of being relaxed about violence can she avoid having to commit it.

But her hands betray her. As Minkowski points the gun, Maxwell notices how "her hands are shaking. A lot." Minkowski can't hide that sign of how on edge she is, no matter how much she might want to. Maxwell tells this to Jacobi with a little laugh, giving it as evidence for her certainty that Minkowski won't kill her. Jacobi believes Maxwell's assessment of the situation, but her assumptions are wrong; Minkowski fires that gun with her trembling hands. She's not the sort of person who can kill with steady hands, ruthless and unafraid. But she can still kill.

Later, in Ep53 Dirty Work, Minkowski claims "even in that moment, I didn't mean to do it... the noise. The explosion. It was a reflex. I think it was." I don't entirely believe this explanation of the incident, but I do think there is probably some element of instinctive motion involved when Minkowski pulls that trigger. In which case - contrary to Maxwell's assumptions - the lack of calm suggested by Minkowski's shaking hands could have actually contributed to her shooting Maxwell. If her hands are shaking, her reflexes are probably tensed, and her finger is trembling on the trigger, which just needs one small movement to fire...

#wolf 359 #w359 #renee minkowski #renée minkowski #A little bit of Tumblr user hephaestuscrew lore for you #is that I get shaky hands really easily #which makes it frustratingly difficult to hide when I'm even slightly nervous or stressed... #Minkowski threatening to shoot someone 🤝 #Me expressing an opinion in a work meeting #Trembling hands solidarity #Another point is that if Minkowski's hands are shaking that badly #it wouldn't be easy for her to aim a gun precisely #She could have missed #She could have shot Maxwell in a non-fatal place #But if her hands are shaking that badly. she has less agency over that element of the situation #and I think Maxwell knows that too but she thinks it increases her chances of survival #because how can Minkowski kill her if she can't even aim the gun steadily? #wolf 359 spoilers #w359 spoilers #the empty man posteth #Oh also. I know that for me the most effective way to make any trembling in my hands (and sometimes my arms and legs too rip) worse #is to realise they are shaking and to really focus on how much I don't want them to shake #And Maxwell draws attention to Minkowski's trembling hands. and uses this observation against her #And I think that might have made Minkowski's hands shake even more dramatically

[totaled-drama]

Omg your Little League AU has my entire heart already 😭

Is Nichelle still a famous actress (well, kid actress lol) in this AU? Is she part of a team? How does she do as compared to the other kids on the team?

She’s terrible at hockey but Svetlana doesn’t want her to know that akdhdkdh

She’s still an actress but at a smaller scale!! She does community theatre and they all live in a relatively small town so a lot of people know who she is.

She’s one of the older kids at the age of 10, so she thinks she has to be good at things in order to set an example for the younger kids on the team.

#total drama #marsh’s td art #total drama nichelle #total drama lightning #total drama svetlana #nichelle is still actively learning how to skate as well #so she’s still a little shaky on the ice compared to the other kids #just simply due to the fact that she’s still going through the learning process (to her frustration) #thank you for the question and for the kind words <3 #td little league au

[caterpillarinacave]

You know, as ready as Neo is to ascend, and as much as she wants to, I don’t think she would be willing to entirely forget Roman.

I think Neo tells the Blacksmith that.

“Don’t worry” says the Blacksmith “You, and your friend, would approve the life I have in mind for you”

So Neo ascends. She’s different now. She doesn’t know who she is, where she’s going. She’s just a person, wandering around the ever after. She’ll figure out what to do eventually.

She wanders around the Ever After. She meets people, fraternizes with them, and inevitably moves on. Some part of the every after will fit her, or She’s been told.

She’ll find it someday.

Eventually She stumbles across a glittering table in the woods littered with all sorts of things. The air smells like smoke, the various colored gemstones lining the trees beautifully eyecatching.

“Don’t set those on fire!”

Someone at the table has spoken, and She turned quizzically toward the clamor, where several pairs of eyes had fixed on her, all looking rather frantic, with the exception of the young man at the very head of the table.

“You could actually” He twirls a silver spoon around in his hand “Light them on fire, that is.”

“They’ll blow up!” Someone shouts.

“Some people” He leans lazily back in his chair “All up in a tizzy over the chance of an explosion.”

He meets her gaze, the lazy smile around his lips somehow deeply familiar.

The rest of the tables inhabitants return their clamor but She finds herself entirely focused on the person at the head, who continues looks at her with an odd sort of curiosity.

She finds herself at the head of the table next to Him. Somehow She’s enjoying herself more in this random gathering than she has anywhere else in the Everafter.

“So you don’t talk much, huh?”

She thinks for a minute. She’s never talked before. It doesn’t seem like something she wants to do, so;

Nope.

“How charming!” He grins. “Why talk talk, when you can talk without talking?”

She smiles. Some people have trouble listening without talking.

He nods solemly. He has no problem hearing her without talking.

What’s your name?

“Oh, my name? I can’t say I’ve ever thought about that. I’ll get to it later. You?”

Don’t have one.

“Well, you’ll find one. Coffee?”

She doesn’t know what coffee is, but she knows it’s not supposed to be in such a lovely cup.

She sticks her tongue out at him. He looks mock aghast.

She sticks around with Him. He likes to talk, talk with words, and seems to know everything about everything, but nothing about anything. Eventually, they start to wander, having a wonderful conversation about everything and nothing.

She pauses the walk to climb a strange looking tree while He happily looks on from below. “I think” He says “You are my favorite thing in the ever after.”

She grins back down at Him.

The feeling is mutual. “Where is it you belong?” He asks, pulling himself onto a branch next to her “In the Ever After, what section?”

I had been looking for it.

“Ah. Have you found it?”

Yes.

#Gonna write a fic about this #Gonna call it The Heart Rememvers #Neo got herself a little bit of anxiety #Totally convinced Bestie is gonna get himself killed #He thinks she’s super weird #He loves her anyway #He wasn’t ready to die so he ended up in the ever after it’s shaky logic but I get there in the end #Rwby #rwby v9 #neo #neopolitan #roman torchwick #rwby v9 theory #roman holiday #rwby Roman holiday #rwby v10 #rwby volume 9 #the ever after #ever after #Favorite

[ride-a-dromedary]

Even though we didn't get official line confirmation, it is my definitive reality that Halsin took Yenna to Reithwin with him as well if she survived the Orin thing (with Grub very firmly in tow, of course). In fact, she was the first one he adopted.

#it's the ending i deserve i think #BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #halsin having to have that important conversation with her asking if she wants to come #that he will not force her but that his new home is open to her #and that he knows he (or the rest of the community) will not be able to replace her mother but that he would make sure #that she was cared for and looked after and safe and loved #and yenna chewed her lip a moment in consideration and in that shaky assertive voice said yes but only if my cat can come #grub's much happier in the commune too - way less people to step on his tail and yenna is happy there #halsin has a little spot under a big tree where he lets the little ones leave flowers for their parents if they need to #because he took comfort in the grandfather tree when his parents died so he figures that the spirits in rethwin #would also make for good comfort - they can sit as long as they want #and they can talk afterwards if they want #and no i don't believe halsin believes in like legal adoption - but he does very much believe in found family #and the strength of those connections #so if he wishes to call yenna his child it is just as valid

[piplupod]

i think i potentially ate smth just now that potentially made me sick yesterday evening so fingers crossed that i dont end up down for the count for several hours again 👍 [family guy death pose]

#mother's new food diet fixation is kefir #fermentation in general along w yogurt but kefir is the main fixation #so. i had to try some yesterday bc i couldnt come up with a way to say no dbfjfkl #also idk it was bought from the store so it shouldnt kill me sndkdl she's given me weirder stuff to eat #but man i was so dizzy and nauseous from like... 5pm to 11pm fjfkdl it was awful #i managed to eat a dinner and then i had to go lay completely still in bed for 3+ hours #just struggling to breathe normally bc i was so nauseated DBDHDKL it was so fucked up #BUT I LOOKED IT UP AND I DONT . THINK IT DOES THAT TO PPL. #but idk what else would've made me feel so sick 😭 #anyways. she just gave me another little bit bc yet again i couldnt think of a way to say no and it was storebought so.... #it wont kill me! #but man alive im starting to feel shaky nauseous again the same way i did yesterday in the same timespan after consuming this stuff... #but nausea and dizziness are not on the list of side effects that i was seeing so ?? 😭 maybe im just gods specialest little sufferer LMAO #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #food and drink #ask to tag

[spotsupstuff]

I feel so bad for zephyr, what are some of her happiest memories? Would it be first meeting the members of her local group? I assume they would be built after her, was she excited about them being built or was she not informed at all?

she wouldn't be very... Present. most likely hadn't managed to be there for every Iterator when they first came online. she is very removed from most of her group because she's unable to stick in the chats for too long with all the damage and her endless attempts to conserve herself as much as possible, so her interactions with others outside of the Anemoi (and this one guy called Orion's Pathway) are extremely limited

Boreas, though, ever the life-saver, updates her on any new Iterator projects being build, how are the already existing ones doing- see she is kind of hard to cheer up and as a rule she never really laughs, but oh hearing about successes of others always manages to make her happy. that has been a thing for her since day one!

so Boreas would make a list of the Eo group's achievements with Euros and Orion's help and he'd read them out for her during their routine calls. those calls are probably one of her happiest memories, since she got so much serotonin and motivation out of hearing about her family (n also just in general- their start might've been rocky but Zeph n B really really love each other [platonically ofc])

they might not Know her, only be aware that their senior is called Abet Zephyr and her appearances are strangely rare, but she loves them all. if she hadn't, it wouldn't be called Mission Self-preservation. it'd be way more revenge focused. her number one priority is the safety of her family even if she doesn't know them personally. she puts them above her anger, physical and emotional trauma cuz she just fuckin loves them that much

her other happy memories include some stuff with Sparrows! after Zephyr allows her opinion about the Ancients develop, she finds herself glad whenever Sparrows would show up to do some more repairs and spend some time with the old humidifier. jgklsdmclk just like with a grandma, Sparrows would show her some stuff on her phone/Mechanic's watch and Zeph would be confused about it but she gets to spend the time with someone she likes so it's okay

along with Euros on a call the three of them would sing folk songs from Sparrows' home with Boreas usually listening in, very rarely joining in

Zephyr wasn't given overseers until Sparrows showed up for the first time, too, so when she synced with the eyes and took a peak outside for the first time in her life, that was... that stuck with her as a strong memory, too. can't exactly say it was a Happy memory, but only cuz there was so much happening in her emotionally in that moment that simplifying it to a singular one wouldn't really represent it right

here's her lighting up while Boreas tells her about positive recent events of the group

her antennas are broken- that's why they are always down like that- but Dammit she is Happy we Gotta wiggle 'em at least a wee bit

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #oc: abet zephyr #Sparrows kinda sucks with the organical aspects of the iterators but she did her best to fix up Zephyrs spine too! #so having That portion of the pains elevated at least a little was also a great moment for her. it still sometimes give up n stops working- #-n it hurts again but thanks to that effort from Sparru its at least not a constant thing anymore #every time i think about off the string au with the eo group i think about boreas n zephyr finding each other and then boreas helps her get #-to everyone else to an agreed upon meeting point and then all the Anemoi see each other and euros notos n haboob then run at them and- #-hug the two fiercely.. and zephyr Actually starts laughing and doing her best to hug them all back- shes all clumsy about it but trying- #-So hard. and then she puts her hands on euros' shoulders and fully excited tells him 'euros- oh-! now that we are here free like this you- #-really have to teach me how to dance and play! you know..? just like Sparrows and her family used to!" #and for a second he pauses cuz oh that Hurts to remember they are gone but then he puts a hand over one of hers and with a little shaky- #-voice- but Warm so happy- he tells her ''y-yeah.. yeah of course i will- gods... i cant believe you still remember them.....' n he hangs- #-his head n all that... and zeph smiles n presses her forehead against his head n whispers to him 'of course i do. they were family.'

[lambjock]

your thoughts on the cut jackienat scene are everything and it's really nice to see someone else get it. the discourse from the scene has been draining enough because people don't think it was cut for being out of character when that seems to be the case

also, happy belated!

i'm glad to hear that you ( and others ) agree! honestly, i was quite nervous to post my thoughts on the matter in the main tag, considering how crazy fandom spaces can get nowadays, but i felt so strongly about this in particular that i couldn't help it. my main issue with the discussion surrounding this deleted scene is the fact that it feels extremely pointed. for the last few months, jackienat as a romantic relationship and as a platonic pairing has been gaining steady traction ; they've become a staple to most fics as an essential dynamic and something that heavily matters to both characters. besides shaunajackie it's easily the second most popular ship for jackie, and in a way i think that's the problem. ever since gaining more popularity, there's been very odd comments thrown it's way? people taking every given opportunity to claim they don't see the 'jackienat romantic vision' on edits, saying it would never be a thing because of jackie's one slut shaming comment about natalie, etc etc. before this deleted scene dropped there clearly were handfuls of people who would do anything to tear this dynamic down and then they finally got the biggest chance to do so ... and they did! i've seen people call jackienat's whole dynamic 'completely fanon', people saying this was a satisfying scene to them because of jackienat shippers disliking shaunajackie, and excuses after excuses as to why this scene is, in fact, canon and why it works. overall it was just saddening to see? just feels like a good majority of yellowjackets fans see jackie as shauna's property rather than a fictional character people can do whatever with, so the idea of her having a relationship with natalie quickly became this threat that they had to belittle and claim as ooc at every given opportunity. which is weird! considering shauna has so many other ships that don't include jackie at all. it's also a little amusing since a good chunk of these people happen to ship shaunanat, most of them quickly rallying behind the 'nat pointing a gun at a pregnant shauna' scene as shipping fodder. don't think i've seen anyone saying 'oh shaunanats lost with this one' despite the heap of comments saying this for jackienat.

point is : i find the intent behind people's talk for this scene to be rather weird more than i find the scene itself to be sad or despairing. simply because it is just not canon. when scenes are cut for time, they've usually been filmed first -- considering that said scenes made it into the final, 100% solid script. this is true for the shauna and adam bdsm scene because we've seen clips of that in the actual show, meaning they filmed it and just cut it for time. same thing with a lot of s2's cut for time scenes! lots of the actresses and actors said these moments had been filmed but just didn't make the final cut. to me this signifies a time issue to some degree, especially given how long some of these scenes would've been! but the jackienat thing would've been a couple seconds tops? it was nothing more than jackie sitting outside and then the two of them passing her all while nat gives her a scathing, hateful look. considering we see shots of jackie sitting by herself with the cabin's front door in view, this would've been fairly easy to accomplish! i don't think people get that, per se. which to me signifies it was cut from the script before they started filming, or that by the time they got to the finale they saw this as ooc. idk. it just doesn't make sense for this to be cut for 'time issues' like the way some people are trying to argue. and even if this was the case, it proves that the writers deemed this moment as something unimportant enough to not include.

also, i don't see why this is the be all end all of jackienat either. is it bad to say this scene would've made me like them more? picturing this scene as canon and then having to watch natalie's anguish in s2 ep3 makes her guilt all the more agonizing to me, honestly. it was already such a hard hitting scene : seeing nat treat jackie's remains with respect, to see her shed her walls and be vulnerable with someone she didn't know well but cared for, and to get a peek into the fact she feels so guilty because, naturally, natalie sees this as her fault. they ate jackie because she couldn't find food fast enough. they killed her because she hadn't been there. these are things nat doesn't need to feel guilt and shame over, because jackie wasn't her responsibility or her friend, but she feels them anyway and she feels them intensely. now imagining this scene in a world where the deleted part was canon? awful! those emotions would've been way more heightened, all those personal blames would've had a fraction of truth to them, and natalie would be forced to acknowledge that when someone needed her help, she had just left them behind in the cold. something which would also intensify the pain of her watching javi drown in freezing water all while crying out to her ... a moment which she'd be wearing jackie's necklace. also, i'd find it kind of interesting that it'd be implied natalie has all these complexities and personal hatred over letting jackie taylor die just like shauna. they'd be the two who take her passing the hardest, the ones who blame themselves more than anyone else. to me that's just gayer than what we got canonically lol. but in turn, i think this could've been another reason why it was cut? this guilt and shame and hate was something reserved for shauna alone, because it's so pivotal to her character and growth, to the point that the writers couldn't let anyone really share that same feeling. it would've taken away from shaunajackie, i think, and what makes them special. if natalie genuinely had walked past jackie out of hate only for her to die the next morning, i believe we would've seen this guilt permanently etched into her character from the beginning. people forget just how quickly nat is to blame herself for things! and be very obvious about that blame! just feels like we would've known if natalie had left jackie out there on purpose, which isn't something we know at all in regards to the actual show.

anyway! i've rambled on quite enough. to me, this scene isn't that bad at all, and i don't think this takes away from the potential of jackienat whatsoever. there's really no evidence that it does! even in the worst case scenario of this scene being canon, it just makes the dynamic much more tragic, which fans eat up on this show. and at the end of the day i wouldn't give the discussions much attention, considering most peoples reasons for wanting this scene to be canon are very petty.

#my posts. #asks. #yellowjackets #at this point a lot of people have talked about how this is ooc for the show's nat so i didn't talk about that much! #but like i definitely agree. just didn't feel like i had more to bring to the table with that so i talked about other things on my mind #like in general i think the idea that nat would parallel shauna when it comes to jackie taylor is INSANE #and feels more like a win to jackienats then it feels like a loss #is it ooc for our nat? yes. would it have been heart wrenching to see nat's reaction after? also yes. #just because i think she would've brought jackie in doesn't mean i don't like the idea of this scene. even if just a little bit #but due to how ooc it feels and how some people are acting about this scene i just. am not fucking with it super hard #it just feels like some people need everyone to hate jackie besides shauna? like this is something they need to be canon #which rubs me the wrong way and makes me more of a jackienat defender than i initially was #at the end of the day : if natalie forgave and loved the girls after doomcoming? she would've done the same with jackie but faster #these girls loved each other and it was awful and that's kinda it #jackie wasn't some special exception where everyone hated her 24/7 and hated her pre-crash and just always hated her #for one its so unrealistic and for two this goes against the themes of intense female friendships and how shaky they can be #jackie wasn't always hated but they turned on her quick for silly ridiculous things #its just how teenagers are #and idk jackienat's whole thing of 'oh we could've been best friends in a kinder world during a better time' devestates me #out of all the girls there the one who would've understood jackie best would've been nat #just like how the same is true the other way around! they really could've understood each other #could've been there for each other and provided and loved but they didn't. and now they wont ever get the chance to #anyway!!! i hope this makes sense im tired but yeah <3 thanks sm for the birthday wishes and for this ask!!! #it was fun to revisit this so soon haha so thanks sm have an amazing day!

[cantsaythetword]

This are a little better ❤️

I don't deserve my gf 🥺❤️

#he speaks #she has made sure to tell me like multiple times even tho shes upset/angry and the situation #she doesnt think any differently of me #she still loves #and she isnt angry/upset at me as a person #i really really dont know what incredible saint-like life i led before this one to deserve a partner like her 😭 #and shes doing better now too #not completely ok yet but better #we had some good feel talk in the car on the way home tonight like usual which was v nice #kinda a vent post #but like the tail end of the vent #still gonna be a little shaky for the next while #but im a little more confident that i havent completely fucked everything up with the person i care about the most

[minoudrien]

i’m froggy here i come i’m not afraid of anyone…

#BARS #i get the little tunes akumas sing sometimes stuck in my head so often #the befana comes at night! on her shaky broom in flight! she gives out candy to those who are dandy #chat noir comes too unexpectedly… fiiighting evil wiith his lady #ml #em.txt

[lionydoorin]

when tara can finally stumble her way through a song on guitar, what do you think she learns to play?

liability

i kept thinking and thinking and thinking about this and it made me realize even more how hard it would be for tara to play. like, painfully hard, seeing you almost always need your middle and ring fingers for the chords. so i wasn't sure if tara would start by learning a song she likes or just a random one in an "easy songs to play for beginners" list.

taking this into consideration, she'd probably list a few songs she wanted to learn and check which ones seemed easier to play.

one she wanted to learn (and i think could be the first!) but took a while was dreams by fleetwood mac; not because it was particularly hard, seeing the song mainly focuses on two chords (F and G), but the positions were kinda hard and it hurt a lot when she first tried it.

i wanna say at the point where tara decided to learn how to play, she was giving therapy and physical therapy another try. and whenever she did try to play and her fingers were shaking, her grip wasn't firm, or holding it for more than a few seconds hurt so much she had to open her hand and put the guitar down, it motivated her even more to put an effort into her next physical therapy session.

#when she finally could play the same chords for a full minute like at least enough to get through the first chorus #sam was the first person to see it #tara called her sister and asked her if she could show her something #she sat sam down on her bed and was Beaming. glowing like sam hadn't seen her glow in a while #she picked up kirby's guitar. the one she lended her so tara could practice when they weren't hanging out #and started playing. even if her fingers were a little bit shaky and the frown was ever present as she started to sing the first few lyrics #sam encouraging her along the way #singing the chorus with her #it was a magical moment for them #and when tara finished she couldn't help but cry. proud of herself for not giving up #because she finally did it #and sam is crying too #hugging her #because she knows how much it means to tara #it's progress. and it means so so much #she's trying. she's really trying. and it's showing results #tara carpenter #ask #kirbycarpenter #ma talks scream #scream #taralyzed tag

[msfcatlover]

So the Joker’s little “BANG!” guns can launch that flag pole out with potentially lethal force (at least, according to Batman Beyond). Which very much seems like the sort of thing he’d do—it’s a double punchline.

Why does no one ever just pull the trigger twice?

#the joker #batman #batman beyond #// #Brainstorming for my Reverse!Robins AU like: ‘’What if Jason got kidnapped like in the Arkham games instead of his normal death?’’ #‘’That’s the universe where Joker invited the other villains to take turns tormenting Robin right?’’ #’’OH! Steph is a villain who’s known to have a special bone to pick with Batman’s newest sidekick. She’d absolutely be invited to that!’’ #’’She’s still on shaky ground. Jason doesn’t know if he can trust her. Steph has to play along in order to get close enough to free Jason.’’ #’’She picks up one of Joker’s guns & makes a joke about it obviously not being real. Aims at Joker & pulls the trigger. The flag pops out.’’ #’’Joker laughs. Steph smiles. Jason thinks he’s about to die.’’ #’’She pulls the trigger again & shoots Joker in the throat with his own stupid flag.’’ #‘’She kills the Joker for Jason. Because even if she’s never accepted back into the family nobody hurts her little brother.’’ #’’And as she rushes to free Jason; to check his wounds; apologizing frantically that she didn’t get there sooner… #...for the first time Jason sees his childhood hero in the woman who came back from the dead. #( #I am once again pushing my #red hood!steph #agenda #) #/ #RH!Steph #(in the tags) #my writing #mine

[eternally-tired-cryptid]

Being a crafter who likes miniatures and doll crafts but has a permanent shake to their hands SUCKS bro

#jasper rambles #im watching my favorite doll crafter rn and she makes such cool stuff and even of i had as much experience in this style of crafting as her #i doubt mine would look quite as cool as hers simply bc my hands are too shaky to make the seamless look she does #and like. my friends who arent into dolls and minitures think all the stuff i make is so cool. qnd i do too to an extent bc i enjoy making #it. but i can see all the little imperfections in it and i just. aaaa

[runsonlovepower]

holding in my brain so many thoughts about aqua and how coming out of 0.2 and kh3 with the idea that she’d be neglectful of her friends is insane aqua wanted to see them so so so bad she started chasing after things she knew were hallucinations because she was so so lonely she loves them with all her heart and even though being a master and being the responsible one and being the strong one are going to hurt and be confusing and bump into her self esteem when it comes to being master of a whole castle and also future generations of keyblade wielders (lots of pressure…!) she’s probably going to pay extra attention to Terra and ven because she never wants to lose them again

#mine #this is an AQUA LOVING ZONE #also she’s like a young adult she’s not ready for this much responsibility #but with that notion u must understand. I think she is shaky at it and then showers her friends in attention #just bc she has a flat affect doesn’t mean she isn’t silly and emotional in her route/game OKAY #I promise not to bounce so hard back from ‘stoic no nonsense aqua’ that she becomes ditzy. but she deserves a little silly #she named all her desserts goofy things. In the novel. she also takes being a master too seriously #AND. SHE LOVES HER FRIENDS SO MUCH #SOOOOO MUCH

[kayawolfhorse]

Been a while since I’ve sculpted something, so I decided to make a silly little thing as a warm up back :)

She’s not perfect, and there are a couple little details I wish I could change, but I like her and think she’s a cute addition to my shelf. It was fun to sit down and just make something in clay after two years of not having the time. o7!

#first art post don’t look at me #she has no face because I don’t have paint rn and with how shaky my hands were getting last night there was no way #I was going to make such little details with clay #kaya posts #my art #double life smp #pearlescentmoon #pearlescentmoon fanart

[milf-harrington]

is vibrating out of my skin talking so fast my mouth goes dry literally shaking with adrenaline bc im that excited to talk about the latest chapter of a fanfic im reading a symptom of autisim or is that just normal?

#this is in part a joke question and in part a genuine curiosity #bc that very much did happen i feel like washed out and refreshed like i just finished crying or something #but i was literally just giving my cousin an update on the fic (she's very invested even though she's not the one reading it lmao) #and now im sweaty and out of breath and still a little shaky from the excitement #i also choke on my words and mix them up because my brain starts moving faster than my mouth can #captain speaks