#shattered at the altar of winchester

[cr0wleyswh0re]

my favorite thing about castiel is how he loves dean to the point of blasphemy. he abandoned his god to worship dean winchester

#shattered at the altar of winchester #destiel #deancas

[timetravelingkayak]

I have spent more time watching Supernatural Season 10 - Brother's Keeper Deleted Scenes than I have spent watch the actual show

#winchester derangement syndrome #shattered at the altar of winchester #if there were 15 seasons of rowena & cas I would be so on it #I might try to watch rowenatural but idk 30 episodes is a bit much

[seasononesam]

You can't honestly think you're happier now. A broken-winged suck-up. All I know is that for the first time in a long time...I feel at peace with who I am. Whatever that may be.

Brother's Keeper (10x23) Deleted Scene

#supernatural #spn #castiel #cas #rowena macleod #spnedit #supernaturaledit #casedit #castieledit #rowenamacleodedit #* #rowena really gave us winchester derangement syndrome AND shattered at the altar of winchester in one scene... #AND THEY CUT IT #god forbid women do anything

[bloodydeanwinchester]

12x23 // 15x03

rowena and crowley saying goodbye to the boys as they die for a spell to save them

#parallels that make me go 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #shattered at the altar of winchester etc etc #spn 12x23 #spn 15x03 #crowley #rowena macleod #spnedit #supernatural #spn #cowboycoven #usermoogs #tusersana #jenna.gif #tw flashing

[bisaster-energy]

as fun as widower dean is i want to read more dean angst that instead of coming from cas dying comes from cas dumping him

#annoying pathetic ex husband dean ur so funny and sad #stop shattering cas at the altar of winchester just let the girlie live for once lmao #ik dean has abandonment issues and shit but it is pretty refreshing for cas to just be like ok. this isn't a vibe. and walking out on him #especially when it opens up space for him to face his behavior and not just resign himself to not Being A Good Person #like don't throw a pity party when u WANT to change and HAVE THE ABILITY TO #that being said if anybody has any fic recs with this concept...

[torturedpoetemotions]

Do you ever find the love of your life with amnesia and married to someone else and immediately decide every bad thing they ever did was forgivable and not even that big a deal actually?

#supernatural #destiel #the born again identity #people always talk about how deranged cas is over dean #but do we ever consider #that this is a mutual condition #dean winchester: shattered at the altar of the only deity he's ever had any faith in

[explainslowly]

Can't believe "Winchester derangement syndrome" is a canon piece of dialogue

Can't believe that Rowena tells Castiel, angel of the Lord 'you and my son both want to fuck Dean Winchester so bad it makes you stupid'

#spn rewatch for your blacklist #Clown show for clowns #SHATTERED AT THE ALTAR OF DEAN WINCHESTER #of course she also suffers from it just for Sam

[spacetrashfallingdown]

Dean Winchester is like home to me

#personal #spn #hes an endless source of comfort #when im dissociating and everything feels off he feels right #im not gonna rant about the specifics of my dean kinnism and its relation to finding self because thats a bit out of pocket #but its like #grounding #sometimes #im the type of person to completely turn their life around upon being introduced to dean winchester #(the very touch of you corrupts etc) #but not by inventing a new way of being but by finding it within myself and enjoying it #because its not like these traits or preferences (no matter how superficial) i share with dean sprung overnight #like cars #like a year or two ago my mother mentioned im a car person to which i reacted with ''oh come on; no im not'' #because thats such a stereotypically over the top masculine thing to be #but like #ive had an interest in cars since about 4 yo #and i felt like a burden to my family since probably even earlier! /lh/srs #so not as much as shattered at the altar of winchester as sewn together #(at the altar of winchester) #well here i went ranting anyways oh well #my pmdd is here so i experience thrice as much emotions as usual so thats why im thinking about this stuff in the first place #aint nothing like a monthly hormonally induced identity crisis am i right or am i right #personal derangements #original content #in the small chance this post escapes containment hi sorry for thar

[deanchaos]

so i’m going out with this guy and he’s all led zeppelin tee, leather jacket, self-deprecating anecdotes, dirty jokes, aggressive kisses but also tender touches.

is it wrong to manipulate him into becoming dean winchester cause i gotta say the urge is coming on very strong

#shut up giulia #dean winchester #is it my turn to get shattered at the altar #cause i’m all for it

[drulalovescas]

shattered at the altar of (dean) winchester

#castiel #dean winchester #destiel #spn 7x1 #spn 12x23 #spn 15x18

[thenameisgul]

ROWENA Please. An angel of the Lord, the King of Hell, more power than I could possibly dream of, utterly wasted, shattered at the altar of Winchester. I may be the one in chains, but the two of you are just as much a prisoner as I. It saddens me. No, it totally sickens me, to see so much power go unspent. So much glory unclaimed.

CASTIEL Glory? Oh, I've seen glory. And I've seen defeat. But I have seen the glory. I have won epic battles, and I have reaped vast rewards. And none of it has meant as much to me as the relationships that I've formed on Earth. Sam and Dean? They are like a family to me. Claire Novak... When she smiled at me? Nothing, no--no angelic crusade, or victor's bounty, none of that could ever hold a candle to that sweet (chuckles), crooked smile.

Its moments like these that really puts how much Castiel gave up for Humanity and Dean and Sam into perspective. I wish they'd kept this scene in the episode, it gives so much depth to his character.

#also I noticed how many of the deleted scenes are Castiel's #they really did my boy dirty so many times #castiel #supernatural #dean winchester #destiel #sam winchester #spn #misha collins #deancas #My brother's keeper #SPN 10x23

[samscompliment]

reeeeeally wish they had kept the ‘maybe he’s your boyfriend’ line in the show a) because of drowley reasons but b) because it’s the only time i can think of that either dean or cas respond to someone else’s insinuation about their relationship. like normally they just clam up about it and neither confirm nor deny. and so i LIKE that cas turns it back on crowley and i like that he sounds so smug as he does it and at this point in s9/10 he really does find the whole being in (supposed) unrequited love thing bitterly amusing and this drives it home. like i truly think cas finds it hilarious that crowley is doing the exact same thing cas did all those years ago. throwing away respect and power and everything else out of love for dean and getting nothing in return. shattered at the altar of winchester indeed

#sorry the cas crowley and ever present tangential dean in the corner get to me every time #txt #drowley

[samsrowena]

cannot believe we never got a scene between cas and rowena bonding over their doomed fates. he tells her about the empty deal because he knows she understands walking around with your death looming over your head. she (lovingly) scolds him for it but then admits she gets it and she wishes she could've saved her own son. then cas says "well fortunately my demise is a ways off. there's only one thing that could possibly make me happy" and rowena looks at him for a long time and then goes, "so we're both destined to die at the hands of a winchester" and cas is like "shattered at the altar of. guess you were right all along" and then they cheers to their derangement syndrome (though rowena hates admitting she has it now too)

#cas and rowena brunch besties is my fav fanon thing and i just needed it in the actual show #they gossip about everything and they tell each other everything and they're literally BFFs #spn.txt #supernatural #spn #rowena macleod #castiel #destiel #samwena

[crackers4jenn]

Jeremy Carver didn't get the respect he deserves in that pollsnatural writers poll. I need to remind y'all who was doing a lot of the heavy lifting when it came to early destiel. Jeremy Carver wrote (or, was credited as the writer) for the following:

3x11 "Mystery Spot" - not a destiel ep, just a banger 👍

4x03 "In the Beginning" - aka the first hint of Cas being sympathetic to Dean. 3 episodes into Cas's existence Jeremy Carver was asking the big questions, like what would it look like if Dean and Cas stared all soulfully into one another's eyes??? I MEAN,

4x20 "The Rapture" - the Jimmy Novak episode. Gave us Dean's tranquil fishing dream, Cas's note-passing interruption. Gave us all the conflict of Dean witnessing Jimmy Novak in place of Cas. Gave us that mic drop "I learned my lesson while I was away, Dean. I serve Heaven, I don't serve man. And I certainly don't serve you" hell of a walk-off line.

5x03 "Free to Be You and Me" - do I even need to expand on this one??? "I need your help because you are the ONLY one who will help me," Thelma and Louise quote, Bert and Ernie quote, "you are not gonna die a virgin," the Raphael confrontation, etc etc Dean tells Cas it's the happiest he's been in years!!!

5x08 "Changing Channels" - another classic episode that's great even without the undercurrent of destiel. But undercurrent there is. One of the recurring themes of the episode is Dean being worried about what Gabriel's doing to Cas. Plus, helloooo, "pretty boy angel" Jeremy Carver's horniness for Misha CAME THROUGH.

5x18 "Point of No Return" - do you all not remember "last person who looked at me like that, I got laid" do you all not remember "I gave EVERYTHING for you, and this is what you give to me????" do you all not remember "what the hell happened to him? / "me"???? And a sidenote: do you all not remember Cas carving a banishing sigil into HIS OWN CHEST?????? Again I say, Jeremy Carver's crush on Misha CAME THROUGH.

8x01 "We Need To Talk About Kevin" - I'm pretty sure at this point JC became showrunner, so there was a ~shift in the blatancy of destiel in his writing, but still. This ep is the start of the Purgatory flashbacks, the first peek at Dean's guilt over Cas not making it out with him.

8x23 "Sacrifice" - the 'ET goes home" bar scene, the dozens and dozens of pages worth of meta about cupid and the arrows and the two dudes falling in love in front of Dean and Cas.

9x01 "I Think I'm Gonna Like It Here" - Dean's "please, man, I need you here" prayer to Cas, which miiiight be the first time he prays to Cas seriously. Their v. soft phone call sometime after where Dean is just as worried for Cas as Cas is for him. Plus, hey-o, would it be a Carver episode without objectifying Misha in some way? This is the ep with the infamous laundry scene, of Cas shucking off his clothes in a very poignant loss-of-identity horny way.

9x23 "Do You Believe in Miracles?" - uh, ever heard of "to save Dean Winchester. That was your goal, right? I mean, you draped yourself in the flag of heaven but ultimately it was all about saving one man" which is pretty much a Castiel thesis statement dropped casually as dialogue.

10x01 "Black" - okay, picture this, Cas is depressed and lying wantonly atop a bed, clad only in a robe that's open juuuust wide enough his chest peeks through. To Sam, he wistfully admits "I miss him" as they tiptoe around the subject of Dean. Fanfic, you say? No, Jeremy Carver.

10x23 "Brother's Keeper" - there's a deleted scene of Cas showing up in Dean's dream, bloody and beat up, introduced by the bartender as Dean's "admirer." Not to mention! Winchester Derangement Syndrome. Not to further mention!! Shattered at the altar of Winchester.

11x01 "Out of the Darkness, Into the Fire" - gonna let this gif speak for itself:

#in conclusion: 👑 #destiel #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #otp: profound bond

[bloodydeanwinchester]

god i love season 4 cas. like that guy was so insane. he meets dean and then just 8 episodes later he’s already admitting out loud that he is feeling things and considering disobedience. all it took was one season for him to rebel from heaven. he really was shattered at the altar of a winchester right from the start wasn’t he??

#i love s4 cas like a lot #destiel #castiel #jenna.post

[faithdeans]

shattered 😜 at the 💦 altar 😝 of 🦃 winchester 🔞🙈