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Soft Notes & Gentle Shades | Shadowhunters

FANDOM: Shadowhunters

PAIRING: Alec Lightwood x Magnus Bane

WORD COUNT: 1246

RATING: PG-13

POTENTIAL TRIGGERS: N/A

SUMMARY: Living together has brought some complicated feelings for young artist Magnus and vocal prodigy Alec. The moments where they can sneak loving looks are some of the most treasured.

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Being roommates with a music major wasn’t as terrifying as Magnus had originally suspected. Alec’s preferred instrument was an acoustic guitar, thank Nyx, and more often than not, Magnus found himself listening quietly to the lilt of Alec’s voice as he practiced the assigned music or worked on covers for his hobby posting covers on youtube. Sometimes he would just sit and watch, enjoying the way the slightly younger male got into the music. It was beautiful and inspiring. Magnus would never forget the first time he picked up a charcoal pencil and began rough sketching Alec leaning back on their couch, fingers strumming as he taught himself “Thinking Out Loud”. Drawing Alec was something Magnus did to try and keep his feelings for his roommate and friend in check. Today had been rough, professor Fairchild critiquing works meant to be reminiscent of Van Gogh and only a handful of his classmates got a decent amount of praise. Magnus himself had gotten a fair bit of it, but he hadn’t been satisfied with his work, and he had admitted as such. Professor Fairchild - his favorite of the art teachers he’d had - had smiled as she patted his shoulder and explained that it was okay to not like every work he created.

“Sometimes things didn’t fit our usual style, Magnus. It’s okay to not feel complete when we try something new for the first time.”

Magnus had smiled and offered to let her keep his painting, since he didn’t feel he would do anything with it. The lovely woman had agreed and before he’d left, he had helped her hang it next to the vast window near her desk - the forest creek beautiful, but to Magnus not complete. So he’d walked back to the dorm room and gone to put his things in his room, waving at Alec as he passed the other on the couch, smiling back when the blue eyed man smiled and waved as he held his guitar. He set his bag in his room and grabbed his homework, going to the other couch and opening his textbook to read about the Rococo period with Alec's voice in the background. After finishing the needed chapter and filling several pages in his notebook with notes for the next day, he stopped to get a snack from the kitchen, pausing as he actually began listening to the song Alec was singing. Why was his roommate so damn beautiful? It should be illegal and to top it off, Alec was so talented it was unreal. Magnus was in awe as he watched Alec, the other so lost in the music that he didn’t notice Magnus staring for a long moment. Dark eyes closed and Magnus had to shake himself as he moved back to his spot, pulling his sketchbook from the pile of stuff on the coffee table between them, pulling out one of his finer pencils and glancing up as he began to draw his roommate.

Alec wasn’t sure how to respond when he finished the practice of the cover he was working on to find Magnus drawing on a sketchpad. “Mags?” The nickname pulled Magnus from whatever he’d been working on, and he smiled, dark eyes so loving Alec melted inside. Why was Magnus always so perfect? But after a moment he figured he should say something, so he opened his mouth. “You alright?”

“Yeah. I just...I heard you singing and it just kind of...sparked something. I needed to draw it.” Magnus replied, eyes going back to the page and smudging something the lightest bit.

“What is it?”

The artist shrugged a little. “Nothing major. Just a doodle, really.” he replied, waiting a moment with his lip caught between his teeth. “Will you sing again for me, Alexander?” The inquiry came with a smile and Alec forgot completely that he hadn’t been singing for Magnus, or even to his roommate. But he nodded and moved to make sure his guitar was in tune again, letting the song flow from him as he played.

“Pick up the pen, put it on the paper, Write on my skin, bring me to life. Can’t start again, there ain’t no eraser, All of my flaws, you got them so right.”

He didn’t notice as Magnus twirled his fingers to rotate the pencil before the other went back to work, Magnus shading and drawing without looking.

“Everything is blank until you’ve drawn me. Touching on my body like you know me. Write on me, color outside the lines. Love the way you tear me up, baby take your time. Write on me, give me some wings I’ll fly. Love the way you tear me up, I’ll never change my mind.”

Magnus didn’t need to look up to get the details right. He’d been drawing Alec for almost two years, after all. But it all came to life as he brought the image to life, drawn in by the music. The faintest smile curving Alec’s lips as he sang, the easy way slender fingers moved along the neck of the guitar, even the way the light filtered through raven hair. Magnus smiled as he filled in places and left others empty, the image perfect as he set the pencil down and closed the book, getting up to wash the pencil residue from his hands. “Should I give you some time to film so you can post?” he asked, looking over at Alec from the little kitchen island as he washed his hands off and dried them.

Alec looked up and smiled. “No, I’m not posting this week. The state contest is this weekend, I won’t have the time to edit. Besides, it’s not quite where I want it to be.” he answered, looking up as he put his guitar away. “How’d the critique go?”

“Good, I just didn’t feel like my piece was complete. Professor Fairchild has it in her room now.” he replied, smiling. “She loved that I went with the nature aspect. Most everyone went with self portrait style.”

“I don’t see why you didn’t do the self portrait.”

“I’m not good at drawing myself, Alexander.” Magnus replied, bringing a soda from the fridge over and handing it to Alec. “Are you nervous about the competition?”

“Not as worried as I was. We finally got results, and I was second chair.” came the reply as Alec popped the cap from the soda bottle and took a drink. “I mean, yeah, I’m still practicing, but I’m not as super worried about it like I was last week.”

“You’ll be fine, Alexander. One more patch and trophy, right?” Magnus teased, not missing the blush on Alec’s cheeks as the other bit his lower lip.

“I’m glad you don’t put much emphasis on my singing. That’s all some people see.”

Magnus arched a brow from where he had situated with another textbook. “Alexander, there is so much more to you than people believe. Maybe it’s because I have such a close relationship with you day to day, but I know there’s more to you than that angel’s voice of yours.” He gave an encouraging smile and Alec smiled back and when he looked back to his book, Alec moved to pick up his own textbook and the two fell into comfortable silence. Magnus didn’t comment on the fair blush painted along Alec’s face, and Alec didn’t mention the way Magnus’ eyes had lit as he’d said the words ‘close relationship’.

#College Dorm Series #shadowhunters #shadowhunters fanfic #Malec #alec x magnus #this is what we call style ✭ queue

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sky-neverending · 4 months

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i want to write more shadowhunters! give me ship ideas or prompts (or both) in my ask box! i'm okay with any ship except jace/alec and magnus/anybody except alec.

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fictionalrambles · 8 months

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I was lucky enough to create art for the lovely @kasper-tag and their fic Give and Take. This fic was written for the Shadowhunters Mini Bang hosted by @malecdiscordserver!

I made four fic graphics, here they all are:

Please go give this wonderful fic a read and give it lots of love! ❤️

Go now! 🔗

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shadowhuntersficrecs · 4 months

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood Additional Tags: Christmas, Alternate Universe - Medical, Getting Together, Fluff Series: Part 8 of All I Want For Christmas Is You Summary:

“How can you not like Christmas?” Magnus demanded, outraged. “That’s like not liking pizza!”

Alec shrugged. “Take it or leave it.”

Magnus gaped at him. “What?”

“I don’t like Christmas,” Alec repeated, finally looking up from scrolling through notes on the computer. “Is that a problem?”

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Alec - the hot, emotionally unavailable paediatrics attending with a jawline Magnus is frequently driven to distraction by - hates Christmas. Magnus thinks this is preposterous, and makes it his mission to prove to Alec that Christmas can be fun.

Fluffy Christmas goodness with Malec being absolutely adorable and hopelessly into each other while flirting via bickering. Perfect read for the holiday season!

( @notcrypticbutcoy )

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i-have-not-slept · 6 months

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Malectober 2023

Day 9: Bow

@malectober

#malectober #malectober 2023 #malectober23 #malec #be warned guys this chapter is fairly angsty #alec lightwood #magnus bane #shadowhunters #shadowhunters tv #tsc #cassandra clare #the shadowhunter chronicles #malec fanfic #shadowhunters fanfic

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liron-ao3 · 2 months

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ONE PLUS ONE MAKES FOUR

Mature / 49k words

When Alec's mate dies eight years after their arranged bonding, the omega is sad but not heartbroken. From now on, his life revolves around his pups Rafe and Max, as he tries his best to guide them through their grief and give them a happy childhood. The children are his whole world. Until a quite magical alpha steps into his life.

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the-opposite-and-the-mirror · 4 days

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Nyah and Jonathan aka Chris - The Opposite and The Mirror

#The Opposite and The Mirror #Shadowhunters Fanfic #Shadowhunters OC #Jonathan Morgenstern #Nyah Fairwood Bane

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tscclace · 1 year

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In Another Life

Summary:

When Jace and Clary wake up to find themselves trapped in an alternate dimension where they are no longer Shadowhunters, they must figure out how to fill the role of their mundane selves while they try to get themselves home. But just because they are not Shadowhunters, it does not mean that the world is as simple as one might think. Especially when the question stirs in their minds of what really happens in a world without Shadowhunters? And is Valentine as good as he seems?

Post City of Glass Jace and Clary go to a universe similar to 1x10 Shadowhunters AU dimension.

Ships;

Clace, Sizzy, Malec

unfortunately currently Jocelyn x Valentine but not forever

Chapter One:

Chapter Two:

#clace fanfiction #clace fanfic #clace #tmi #tmi fanfic #tmi fanfiction #shadowhunters #shadowhunters fanfic #shadowhunters fanfiction #the mortal instruments #jace herondale #clary fray #jace wayland #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #tsc fanfic #tsc fanfiction #fanfiction

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stormkpr · 2 months

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New Malec AU fic! With bonus Reyhill

Title and link: Under An Ancient Sky (Chapter 1 of 10)

Rating: Explicit

Thank you: To @ethereal-ocean-eyes for cover art, and @unashamed-fanfiction-addict for beta testing

Summary:

Alec, a Greek slave in ancient Rome, knows what a blessing it is to serve in the peaceful country estate of Magnus, his elusive master.

Magnus, reluctant slave owner and rumored descendant of a prince from a far off land, returns to his villa and takes an interest in the handsome Alec. But can he break away from the shame of his past misdeeds?

Meanwhile, far away in the empire’s largest city, another slave, Andrew, has been compelled to extend his services to his master Lorenzo. He knows he is a fool for thinking it, but he hopes one day the feelings he has developed for his master will be returned.

#malec #shadowhunters #reyhill #magnus x alec #shadowhunters fanfic #lorenzo x underhill #shadowhunters fic #AU

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la-muerta · 4 months

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MY 2023 IN FIC BANNERS

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multistanisms · 1 month

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Family Day Part One | Shadowhunters

FANDOM: Shadowhunters

PAIRING: Alec Lightwood x Magnus Bane

WORD COUNT: 1107

RATING: PG-13

POTENTIAL TRIGGERS: N/A

SUMMARY: Family Day at the Institute is the one day Alec always hates; mainly because his father is a politician with impossible standards for his children and an especially high disappointment for his eldest son. This year is troublesome, because not only is his little sister there, but he’s got an obvious crush on his roommate that will no doubt come into question. Until Isabelle decides that he and Magnus faking being together is the best course of action.

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Family day.

Alec had stayed in the dorm for the better part of the morning, ignoring what little noise he could hear. Parents coming to see their kids and ask about them and see the classes and the campus in a more knowledgeable setting. Alec wasn't holding his breath. He was leaning back against the arm of the couch, silent and watching tv, when the door opened and Magnus came in, followed by Isabelle. Alec arched a brow as his sister looked less than put together. Which actually meant she was overly put together. “Izzy?”

“Mom and Dad are coming.” Izzy said quickly, fingers fiddling with the high collar of her midnight blue dress.

“What?!” Alec sat up, legs swinging off the couch as he watched his sister, blue eyes widening. The commotion was enough to get Magnus’ attention from where he was beginning to cook (the plan they’d made weeks ago when Family Day had been announced), and he turned towards the startled sound in Alec's voice.

“Alexander?” He asked, concern in his voice as the siblings looked at him. “What's wrong?”

Alec ran a hand over his face and through his hair. “Our parents are coming.”

“Why? I thought they basically didn’t talk to the two of you anymore.” Magnus felt thrown off for a moment.

“Dad did, which makes it hard to talk to mom. Because of him, she haven't said a word to me since I told them I was going to follow what I wanted.”

“And refusing to marry Lydia so publicly.” Isabelle replied, giving a proud little smile.

“Lydia wanted to marry someone else. I wasn't going to let our parents, no, our dad, take that from her.” Alec retorted, making Magnus smile.

“So why would they come here now?” Magnus asked, wanting to know.

“It probably has absolutely nothing to do with wanting to see us.” Alec assured. “Fifty dollars says it’s all just for show.” The resigned tone in his voice made Izzy bite her lip nervously.

“Dad must be going for re-election.” She added with a quiet sigh and a clearly resigned nod, moving to sit down on the couch next to Alec. Ebony hair fell over her shoulder as she ran slender fingers through her ponytail. “Which means he wants the younger age bracket votes.”

“And he thinks that using his own kids will fix that?” Magnus asked, clearly unhappy by the idea of it. “That's ridiculous!”

“It isn't so much about Izzy as it is putting on a show with me as his little puppet.” Alec said, his jaw tense as he stared at his hands.

“Pardon?” Magnus asked. “Why would one of you be more important than the other?”

“Making a show of supporting Alec after the hell dad caused last campaign would make him look better to younger voters given the current big issues.” Izzy answered. “When Alec came out last year, people supported him while our dad disowned him. It makes it hard for us to have a decent conversation with mom because of it.” She watched Magnus take in the information, his dark eyes pondering. When a spark lit in those pretty brown hues, she arched a brow. “What is going through that head of yours, Magnus?”

“Why not invite them for dinner?” Magnus asked, giving a smirk. “We can test his resolve to putting on a show.”

“IT would be nice to see how well his acting is,” Alec replied, chuckling.

“How exactly are we gonna do that? It’s not like Alec has a boyfriend.” Izzy countered, but as she said it, she gave a grin. “Oh my god, yes. Magnus, you could pretend to be Alec’s boyfriend.”

Having his initial idea derailed by the enthusiasm from his roommate’s sister, he blinked a little. “Uhm...Isabelle…”

“No, no, it’s perfect!” Izzy said, clapping a little. “I’ll invite them over, you two get ready!” That being said, she was up and out, in much better spirits than her arrival just minutes before. There was a terribly awkward silence between the young men as they stood there.

“Alec, I didn’t mean-”

“No, I know. Izzy kind of gets ideas and takes off with them.” Alec interrupted him, blushing a little even though he didn’t really like when Magnus called him Alec these days. Magnus calling him Alec usually meant that Magnus was uncomfortable, tired or trying to stop him from talking. And since they had been up long enough to be awake but not long enough to want a nap and Alec hadn’t been talking, it made it easy to figure out which option was most likely. And Magnus had every right to feel that way. Pretend to be boyfriends? Alec wasn’t even sure if he was Magnus’ type. How could that work when Alec was fairly certain that he loved the other man? “But, uhm, if it makes you uncomfortable, you don’t have-”

“Why would it make me uncomfortable?” It was Magnus’ turn to interrupt, tilting his head as he walked over to take Izzy’s place beside the raven haired man. “Alexander, if there is anything that would not make me uncomfortable, it’s showing your dad’s act up.” And it would help that being fake boyfriends would make it easy to steal kisses; at least while ALec’s parents were around. He could handle that….couldn’t he? “Besides, no one can throw a good dinner party like me.”

“Are you sure Cat wouldn’t mind?” Alec asked.

“Why would Cat…?” Magnus trailed off before shaking his head. “Oh, Alexander, darling, no. Catarina and I are just really good friends. We go way, way back.” he explained, resting a hand on Alec’s knee. “I’m sorry if we came across as more than that.”

“So you’re really okay with this? Pretending to be dating?”

“I mean, we’re already living together.” Magnus countered. “IF anyone could pull this off and make it look real, it’s us.”

Alec couldn't help but smile because Magnus was right. They could pull this off for a few days while his parents were in town. The real question was if they could go back to being just friends when the time came for his parents to go home. “What can I do to help get ready?”

“Let’s get dinner started.” Magnus said with a wink, leaning to kiss Alec’s cheek and get up. “Maybe if we have time, a few practice kisses.” He went to start back on prepping dinner, glad when Alec joined him with a blush on his cheeks. This was going to be a test Alec’s father couldn’t pass, Magnus would make sure of that.

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sky-neverending · 20 days

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sillie crossover

A small smile overtook Crowley's lips, watching two people who were supposed to be opposites stare at each other with more trust and love than most mundanes could even fathom. It reminded him of his Angel, of the two of them before Aziraphale shattered his heart like a piece of cheap china.

He pushed that thought away. There was no point in dwelling on something that happened over half a decade ago.

“Are the two of you done here?” The smile fell from Crowley's lips, instead replaced by a gentle pout as he directed his words at Magnus. “Watching your Shadowhunter try and read me is more boring than the 14th century, and I slept for most of that.”

Magnus shot him a harmless glare as Alec frowned again. “We should be off in a moment, right Alexander?” He slipped his fingers in between Alec’s squeezing his hand.

Sighing, Alec shook his head. “There’s a demon gallivanting-”

“Technically, I’m lurking,” Crowley interjected. Alec ignored him and kept talking.

“-around New York. We need to take him to the Clave.”

“Why?” asked Crowley. “Why in both Heaven and Hell would you take me to a rubbish institution that gave up on controlling my kind decades ago?” He laughed, tongue snaking out over his lips and running across his top row of teeth idly. “Sounds dumb to me.”

Alec had no response. He stilled, uncertainty crossing his face as his mouth fell ajar. No words came out.

With a little hum, Magnus broke the awkward tension. “You should come to ours,” he began cautiously, shooting Alec a look, “and we can sit and have a drink, figure this all out.”

“There’s nothing to figure out!” Alec hissed, large frame stiff and guarded. Magnus glared at him, and he shrunk. “Don’t look at me like that. Why are you looking at me like that?”

“Because, love,” Magnus sighed, turning to his husband and cupping his face, “I need you to

put your guard down, just for a little bit. Do you think you can do that?”

Alec nodded. “Okay.”

“Okay,” Magnus repeated, leaning upward and placing a soft, gentle kiss to the Shadowhunters lips. When he pulled away, he glanced at Crowley. “Come with us?”

Hesitating, Crowley shrugged. “As long as you have wine.”

#sky writes #good omens #shadowhunters #aj crowley #malec #magnus bane #alec lightwood #shadowhunters x good omens #good omens fanfic #shadowhunters fanfic #crossover

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fictionalrambles · 8 months

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I had the pleasure of making art for the lovely @crankyfossil and their fic, When All Is Said And Done.

I made two graphics:

This fic was created as part of the #shmb2023, hosted by the @malecdiscordserver!

It's a truly wonderful and very special story filled with love, please go give it a read. ❤️

#shadowhunters #malec #malec fanfiction #shadowhunters fanfiction #shadowhunters fanfic #shadowhunters fic #malec fic #malec fanfic #shmb2023

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frost-queen · 2 years

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Garden of revelation (Reader x Jace Wayland)

Requested by: Anon, Forever tag: @missmelodramatic, @theletterhart, @alex–awesome–22, @elllie-does-the-posts, @floatlosers, @merlieve, @queen-of-books, @glimmering-darling-dolly, @denkisclown, @wildieflower, @meyocoko, @bubblybrianna, @october-leaves, @idkwhatmyusernam, @subjecta13-thefangirl

Your room was dark when you stared out into space. Totally zoned out with your blade on your lap. You had been sharpening it but a rude awakening inside your head made you stop. A thought that had been stressing you out for weeks now. Barely catching any sleep. It started to show on your body. Thin dark circles underneath your eyes. Less concentrated or willing to put up a fight. You couldn’t help it, but it had a grip on you. Living your life for you.

With these darker times at the academy, came your darker thoughts. What if you weren’t strong enough to face Valentine. What if all your work was for nothing. What if the world turned to darkness. What is humanity lost. You couldn’t stop the worrying in your head that kept winding up. Every time you thought of something bad, an even worser thought appeared. Valentine laughing loud as he mocks you. Torments you in your nightmares so much you didn’t dream anymore. Just nightmares.

“She’s at it again.” – Alex said to Jace, walking side by side in the hallway. – “I can’t get a single reaction out of her.” – Jace hummed soft, acknowledging his words. Alec leaded Jace up to your room, opening the door. He stepped aside, leaving Jace to see it for himself. Jace entered your room, seeing you sit on the edge of your bed. – “Y/n?” – he softly said. When no reaction came out of you, turned he to look at Alec. – “I told you.” – he said, scratching his chin. Jace entered your room more, coming to kneel before you.

“Y/n.” – he repeated, laying his hand carefully on your knee. – “Y/n, love.” – he squeezed your leg, seeing no sparkle in your eyes. You widened your eyes, picking the blade up from your lap. In seconds held Jace his hands up, the blade against his throat. – “It’s me Y/n. Jace. It’s just Jace.” – he said calmly, not keeping his eyes off you. Alec inhaled sharply, wanting to interfere.

Jace moved his hand to Alec, telling him to not intrude. You were breathing heavy, looking at Jace, but also not looking at him. It was like you didn’t recognize who was before you. – “Y/n. listen to my voice. It’s alright.” – you fluttered with your eyelashes, slowly returning. – “Jace…” – you breathed out. Jace nodded, waiting for you to remove the blade from against his throat.

You gasped at what you were doing. You removed the blade from him, throwing it away somewhere behind you. – “I’m so sorry…” – you called out, letting your face fall in your palms. Jace shushed you, bringing his hands to your shoulders. – “It’s alright Y/n.” – He said reassuring. – “How is it alright? Jace I could’ve killed you!” – you called out, lifting your head up. – “But you didn’t.” – joked he out. You punched him against his shoulder for ever being so optimistic.

“Look Y/n for what it is worth, I just know you can’t kill me.” – He took both your hands. You quirked an eyebrow up. – “Your not strong enough to do so.” – he chuckled out. You were about to punch him again when he grabbed your wrist. – “I’m sorry.” – you sighed out, lowering your hand. – “I can’t get Valentine out of my head, and I haven’t been sleeping properly.” – you complained. Jace brushed his thumb against your cheek, sending a flutter up your cheek.

“What you need my love is peace.” – You laughed loud, finding his answer a tat ridiculous. Jace tsked loud with a shake of his head. – “You break my heart.” – he dramatically said, pretending to be stabbed in the heart. You started to laugh, Jace quirking his eyebrow at his achievement. – “I’ve missed that smile.” – he breathed out, staring lovingly at you.

“So do I.” – you confessed, staring at your hands on your lap. Jace plucked your hand from your lap, taking it in his. – “Allow me to cure you milady?” – he got up, still holding your hand. You nodded, wanting to get back to your old self. The one that wasn’t always doomsday thinking. You let Jace pull you up. – “That’s my girl.” – he whispered in your ear before leaving a soft kiss against your cheek. Alec stepped aside for you to pass.

Jace nodded at Alec that he had this covered. That he would make sure everything will be alright. Alec thanked him, taking his leave. Alec went to the left as Jace guided you to the right. – “Where are we going?” – you questioned, following him blindly. – “My favorite place.” – Jace replied, pulling you closer to him. He lead you towards the gardens as it had been such a long time since you’ve been there. You always told yourself to stop by more often, but busy life schedules had other plans.

You inhaled deep at all the exotic plants and flowers. It smelled fresh. Jace shifted his other hand to yours, resting his right hand on your hip. – “Allow me to guide you, my love.” – he breathed down your neck. You nodded when he told you to close your eyes. You did, taking in the darkness on your eyelids. Jace started to walk with you as it felt a bit awkward at first.

You didn’t want to bump into anything or look like a fool wandering around the garden blind. – “No one is here.” – Jace chuckled, seeing that you held yourself back. You exhaled deep, letting go of the worries that anyone was watching you. The further you went, the more at ease you felt. – “Take a deep breath.” – Jace whispered, just behind your ear. You did as you were told, taking in a deep breath. The smell of the outdoors filling your nostrils.

You hummed pleased at how well it smelled. – “Let in your mind.” – Jace said. You focused your mind on the smells. It didn’t took you long to imagine things before you. Jace let his lips trail down your neck. It send a rush up your spine, intensifying your senses. – “Tell me what you see.” – he asked, leaving a gentle kiss on your skin. – “Green.” – you answered, trees popping up in your mind. – “Flowers that smell like lavender.” – you added, seeing them in your mind.

“What else.” – Jace asked curious, letting his hands slide up your collarbone. His head resting against your back. You breathed shakily at what Jace made you feel. – “I see fireflies in the air. They surround me.” – you smiled at the thought. – “They leave and circle another person.”

“Who is it?” – Jace wanted to know, listening to the beating of your heart. You breathed in deep, another shot of wildflowers hitting you up like a drug. The picture in your mind became clearer. A person who you could only see the silhouette of. He extends his hand out to you. You want to take it as it feels save. Once you place your hand in his, his face becomes clear.

“It’s you.” – you whisper, so hungover from your dream it almost feels real. – “How do you feel?” – He asked, lifting his head up from your back. – “Peaceful, calm, balanced.” – you told him. – “Now open your eyes, love.” – You opened your eyes on his instructions. You slowly turned around, seeing him smile. You smiled back at him, sensing a kind of peace in your mind. – “Hold on to that feeling, Y/n.” – you nodded, intertwining your fingers with his.

Jace started to walk backwards, away from the exotic flowers. He leaded you to a part in the grass where he sat down. You sat down with him. He exhaled deep, laying down. You laid down beside him, your head laying on his chest. Jace kissed the top of your head, moving his arms around you. – “Thank you.” – you said, drawing circles on his chest with your finger. – “What for?” – chuckled he out, stroking your forehead, brushing some hair aside.

“For bringing back peace inside of me.” – you specified, lifting your head up. – “I mean it. I wouldn’t know what to do without you.” – Jace smiled up to you. You leaned down, kissing him. His lips explored every inch of yours as his hands found a way to your hair. Massaging your scalp it felt like heaven. – “I love you Y/n.” – he expressed, his lips inches away from yours.

You blinked surprised as he rarely said it out of the blue. It surprised you that he dared to lay his feelings out like this. You kissed him slowly to show him how much you loved him as well. Jace exhaled deep when your head rested on his chest again. He kept brushing his fingers against your arm. He hummed confused, lifting his head a bit up at the sound of your heartbeat slowing down. He chuckled silently seeing that you had fallen asleep on him. He kissed the top of your head, wrapping his arms better around you. He then closed his eyes, hoping you’d visit him in his dreams.

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